#and I'm mad at myself

[tuliptiger]

Ventttt below. Read at your own discretion it's not a nice one

What if I just finish outfitting my car to get rid of internal moisture and heat somehow without killing me in the winter and never have an actual home or property. Because the only way I tried isn't working out and hasn't been for aboutttt 2 1/2 years now and it's kind of making me want to be somewhere else at this point.

I don't want to be. At or in this period of my life anymore. It's literally dysphoria but it's dysphoria for the the me I am right now, the resources I have right now, the very situation I find myself unable to escape. It's the utter rejection and disgust of myself and my current life that I can't stand to be in right now.

I need to go to sleep because it's late and that's when the devils in my brain are strongest but that's a very good summary of how I've been feeling the last couple years. Dysphoric of my life and who I am that I cannot escape from.

"Summary. A dysphoric mood is a consistent state of profound unhappiness and dissatisfaction. Symptoms can include discontent, irritability, stress, aggression, and feelings of anger, guilt, or failure."

[originalartblog]

Apparently much-needed reminder that reposting artists' art (by saving the images or screenshotting them and reuploading them yourself) on other platforms without the artists' expressed permission and without credit is theft and an insult to their passion and craft. You are profiting (in views, in attention, in feedback) from someone else's work and ideas, who do not get that feedback for sharing their creation.

If you are an art reposter, you are a thief and I have no respect for you.

[darkacademiboy]

[manny-jacinto]

SWANN ARLAUD + LETTERBOXD REVIEWS Anatomy of a Fall (2023)

[apple8ees]

@comicaurora art that started as a very specific au-related bit (hint: drawfing) but turned out really good?? watercolour brushes for fire effects are my new favourite

[omaano]

"Obi-Wan’s magic had always been at its strongest when he was protecting someone. Perhaps that’s why it was easier to defeat their remaining assailants after Cody went down injured."

I had the absolute best of time working on this illustration commissioned by the wonderful @wanderingjedihistorian for their fic What It Means! If you like a good fantasy setting, swords and sorcery, Jedis as mages and the Clones as knights do check it out!

[whatisr3alityy]

"it's that Jay guy"

It was my brother the whole time..

How could such a monster make me forget..

My own twin brother

I almost cried throughout this entire process guys

[deoidesign]

Thinking about vampires, death, life, and the space they occupy in between

[blindmagdalena]

Homelander’s partner specifically wearing sickeningly sweet perfumes whenever they feel annoyed with him as punishment. Trying to get homie to give them space because he’s so clingy.

POV you doused yourself in perfume and homelander's just helping you wash it off:

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

"See you tomorrow"

MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 4 [prev parts]

[iamespecter]

Sorry for being such a poopyhead and letting my negative emotions take ahold of me and control my thought process for nearly 3 days guys anyways self-esteem has been recovered (somewhat) and now I'm just doing a colorblind challenge using Caine to test if I can still paint

(I disabled colors on my screens and therefore CANNOT see any of the colors even in this screenshot, I'm relying purely on values and all I can see are black and whites) (EDIT: Okay, I forgot the exception to this challenge was Caine's eyes because I wanted it to be the same as his original palette just in case this attempt's palette was too unrecognizable.)

I also discovered I like cooking as a hobby during those 3 days of self-reflection. I should stop being terminally online more often

[bothincluded]

time to find out what's up! what's wrong little lady?

[natroze]

woe, gacha yaoi be upon ye

(thanks @hexlix this is partially your fault)

[tervaneula]

PSA: Transphobes will NOT be tolerated here, I will block you. Thanks for the follow but ew no thanks, actually, and do not give me that "I support the LGB community" shit. It's LGBTQIA+, purposefully excluding any of the letters is a red flag and you're an asshole.

Sorry not sorry, fuck off kindly please <3

[hahahalfwit]

long hair movie asterix save me. long hair movie asterix. save me long hair movie asterix

[dunmeshistash]

sorry if this piles up with other izutsumi's talks but since it is on my mind. sometimes i think all the hang ups about her and the soul-mixed stuff is because some people are incapable of being open minded, not to drag real world issues but i wonder how these people discuss intersex, bigender or two-spirit identities if they feel the need to rule over a fictional character whose arc is about recognizing needs and desires with a body that is at odds with her self-image and a personality that refuses to compromise either.

thanks for all your hard work with this blog i love it.

No problem! It's honestly confusing to me since the fact she has both souls inside her is a big point of the character. My only guess was that it was anime only people that only happened to see that extra and extrapolated from it.

It's one of my biggest pet peeves cause that's like the whole point of her self acceptance journey, why does one need to prevail above the other? Why does it need to be "a girl was turned into a cat" or "a cat was turned into a girl"?

She literally said it out loud "Maybe it's not because I don't have a human heart, but because I've got two hearts"

I think you make an interesting point, maybe it's hard for people to accept that something can be two things at the same time? Without needing to be one first and the other second? Intersex conversation is interesting cause we really think in binaries non stop "but what were they supposed to be first" cause people assume it can only be one or the other?

To keep good faith I'll just assume it's anime onlies tho.