#anatomy exam Monday

[foolsocracy]

what an evil evil weekend

[lilacerull0]

passed histology, failed anatomy, all in all it's pretty good!!!!

[northwestofinsanity]

Ibuprofen, electrolytes, and emotional support bands, please save me…

[persephonegf]

it’s so over for me

[nhularin]

you dont even know my name do ya?

PAIRING uni student! jake x barista! reader GENRE fluff, strangers to lovers, whipped jake WARNINGS not proofread OTHER just me, a barista, being absolutely delulu with jake WC 0.7k

series masterlist PERM TAGLIST @avocarua @misokei

February 26, 1998

jake found himself in the busy yet strangely comforting café near campus. It was a place where he could focus on his studies (well, technically he wasnt studying, just looking at his screen trying to look as smart as his friend heeseung, without distractions. and it didn't hurt that you, the cute barista had quickly become a highlight of his visits. he didnt know your name, but it didnt stop him from spending hours at that crammed coffee shop just to admire your form. jay told him to just stop being a weirdo and drop his unrequited admiration, which he just ignored

But wait a minute while I make you mine, make you mine

you were vibrant and kind, always greeting him with a warm smile as he ordered his usual drink ( a taro milk tea with peach bubbles and cheese foam). he'd admire you from afar, secretly harboring a crush that seemed to grow with each passing day. But he didn't have the courage to tell you how he felt, fearing rejection or making things awkward. he didnt want you to think that hes a weirdo, or worse, like sunghoon.

every day, he would visit the shop, hoping for a chance to exchange a few words with you, mostly talking aboit his annoying professor and you questioning his choice of beverage. he would spend hours at a table, pretending to work on his assignments while secretly stealing glances at you. just hearing your name leave your coworkers lips makes him feel giddy

I'm all nervous 'cause you're on my mind all the time

on a seemingly mundane monday, he entered the café, his mind preoccupied with you instead of his upcoming biology exam. as he approached the counter, his heart skipped a beat. there you stood, smiling at him and beautiful as ever with your cute green apron draped around your frame. he couldnt stop the scenarios of you two cooking together in his apartment form in his head

"hello my friend! the usual again?" you have asked, shaking your head with that intoxicating smile "you know, you should start drinking something else, its going to mess up your bowls. we dont want the fiasco from last week repeating, do we?"

all jake could do was lower his head in embarrassment. he remembered telling you about how he shat his pants in the middle of his anatomy exam, excusing himself to the restroom where he found brown spots coating his jeans.

"yeah i think thats a great idea" he muttered out with faux confidence, good job jaeyun "just give me whatever you like. i know you have great taste" (in men, please date me)

I'm usually pretty talkative, what's wrong with me?

after he paid for his drink and definitely overpriced sandwich, he made his way to his regular table by the window, where he could peacefully enjoy his meal and fantasize about you without any disturbance.

but he noticed something different. there, written in a messy yet delicate handwriting, was your name and number. his eyes widened with surprise, a mix of excitement and nervousness flooding in his veins. he gazed at the cup for what seems like hours, a chaotic mess of thoughts swirling in his mind. could this be an accident? was this meant for someone else? he was going to kill that lucky asshole if it was. or was it a genuine invitation? were you flirting with him? THE yn?

"hey stranger! i know we dont really know each other but i'd love to invite you for a drink outside of this shop <3 here's my number, i hope it doesnt sound weird :( +82-XXX-XXX-XXX

ps: please start studying instead of just gazing into the distance"

a smile spread across jakes face, and a surge of joy filled his heart. he took a deep breath, his whole body trembling with excitement and nerves. with a mix of determination and hope, he quickly pulled out his phone and saved your number 'ynie <3'

oh how jay was wrong

[ramblingsfromthytruly]

16th & 17th September 2024, Monday & Tuesday

day 22+23/50 productivity challenge - condensing 2 days into one because: ALL NIGHTER :) *sigh*

💤: 7 hrs - unintentionally k

🕒 1 p.m. - woke up

planned my day to literally focus on nothing but completing this fucking syllabus and revising english. also i don't have school on monday for some holiday (i forgot why)

some english revision (ngl it was barely anything)

studied + made notes biology ch: cell: the unit of life (completed)

took bath

studied + made notes biology ch: cell cycle and cell division (so much to memorise 😭 tell me how i actually like biology again?? like enough to wanna pursue it in the future???)

studied + made notes biology ch: structural organisation in animals (not fully) (why is animal anatomy kinda fun to learn about??)

🕒 7 a.m. - let's consider this the official start of the next day.. surprisingly i wasn't very sleepy at all the entire night even though i didn't drink any caffeine beforehand!! i'll prolly end up getting really low later but i just have to push though today to achieve the long awaited reward: SLEEP!! remind me not to do this ever again

🚰: 4 glasses - don't even say anything

took bath

morning skincare

🕒 8 a.m. - left for school - tuesday

didn't do well on my biology practical exam. i mean i did the experiments, spotting & writing part more or less ok. i'll prolly score most of the marks there but the viva voce part i tanked. she asked basic stuff which i knew very well but because i wasn't prepared at all i was nervous and spluttered my way through the minutes. i can't make the same mistake with my next practical exams!

🕒 1-6 p.m. - got back home and fell asleep...

re-planned the next few days

extended duolingo streak

practiced playing keyboard (who knew 2 off days would make me this rusty wow but it's ok i was forced to make my own associations and practice chord progressions) (yes i am VERY much a beginnerTM)

folded laundry (no one is surprised atp)

succumbed to doomscrolling & cried a shit ton for no reason guys pls don't be like me

ate dinner and realized that this is technically the only meal i had today and that's become a habit of mine

completed chemistry lab record

night skincare

studied + made notes biology ch: structural organisation in animals (not fully)

🕒 2:30 a.m. - ecstatically went to bed

🚰: 4 glasses - trying to consciously drink more, it'll be a slow journey that's for sure

🎧: someone to you - banners

[diviedrawn]

I think it’s a monster high movie marathon kind of night (me ignoring the fact I have an anatomy exam on Monday and I’m nowhere near ready)

[alexistudies]

november 7th, 2023

last anatomy exam before the final: done

manuscript: loading...

tomorrow, i leave for my conference and i know i'm going to get very little work done while i'm there so the beginning of this week was front loading all the stuff i would usually do at the end of the week. we're hustlin! the semester is almost over and we have a lot we want to accomplish before falling off the face of the earth for winter break.

next semester classes:

applied stats

EEG design and analysis

neural engineering

seminar

dropped the regression methods in R classes because it would've made my monday's absolute hell

hope everyone is fairing well the first part of november!

[thedungeonbat]

Monday, September 9ᯓ★

To be honest, today was rough. Finding out that the AP Politics exam on Friday is actually taking place really stressed me out and math class gave me even more anxiety.

I was in the library from 11:30am - 2pm and mainly lend out books to grades 10-12. We had some issues with the geography books but I couldn’t fix it since I ran out of time. I’ll either figure something out tomorrow, on wednesday or move it to my tutors to do list.

Didn’t go to pe but instead went out to run a few errands. Shops were crowded with tourists- it was horrible.

Finished Greys Anatomy and Station 19 tonight which left me feeling not so great.

I’ll go to sleep now; tomorrow will be a better day.

[foolsocracy]

my library purchase request got approved… heh.. PTSD in WWI pilots here I come

[ros3ybabe]

Day 16 - 90 Day Challenge 🎀

I was still in a lot of pain yesterday (Thursday), it was a very odd pain, but I've woken up today (Friday) and it's finally gone! I'm excited because now I can move around without that uncomfortable feeling. I still didn't do much yesterday but I figured it was worth an update, regardless. That's the point of this challenege. Accountability and consistency.

🏋‍♀️ Physical Health

walked to work (~20 min)

scheduled my gym times for today and next week

found out the gym hours for my campus gym for the first part of winter break so I can schedule in gym time for then too

🧠 Mental Health

made myself get up and out of bed after work to curb how I was feeling (felt kinda numb and decided I needed to do something productive about it)

❤️ Emotional Health

therapy appointment! (may have been my last one until january, thank you gobernment for ending my health insurance coverage today)

was honest with my boyfriend about how I was feeling (was super grateful with how he handled it, hes so patient and understanding and kind to me, I'm so happy with my relationship with this man. I love him, so much)

📚 Intellectual Health

completed the respiratory lab report for my Anatomy lab

made a list of things to accomplish Friday morning (at the study room I booked)

filled in my planner with the rest of the assignment I have due

🏘 Adulting

worked a ~4 hour shift (recieved an actual frozen ham as our christmas gift from work)

cooked spaghetti for dinner for myself (needed comfort food)

cleared my old food out of the fridge

got my work schedule for next week figured out (my last week of work before the break, I could cry because I'm not going to see my work bestie until probably march of next year - she's super pregnant and due in the beginning of January)

filled in my budget for November and realized I spent over my means

deleted shopping apps from my phone

made a tentative lost of some goals for 2024 (might post them! thinking of breaking it down into monthly, quarterly, and yearly stuff)

zoom called my loving boyfriend <3

🥰 Self Love/Care

full morning skincare

full night skincare (I love how my face feels and looks after I oil cleanse)

I actually did a good amount of things yesterday, surprising with how much time I spent in bed not feeling like myself. But today is going to be a good day! My goals for today are to have a decent morning routine, finish and submit my final research study paper for my psyc class, attend the make up lab session for anatomy, attend the lan session for my psyc final exam (that's on monday), go to the gym, and make it through my work shift.

til next time lovelies 🩷

[stem-diaries]

21-02-2024

sorry I didn't update this blog, I was cramming for my dear life, but I got a 30\30 in my anatomy exam yesterday!!

today I spent the whole day playing Minecraft, as one does

the pic you see is from yesterday after my exam, I went to Sephora to look around, I'd really like to find a perfume

sooo I won't have to study again until lessons start again on Monday, so I'll rest until then, as my professors haven't put any material up yet

[alfalfaaarya]

26June 2023 // Monday

Hola !

I got late for college today :') first time ever.

Attended all my lectures , took down notes and attended practical, we had revision of Hematology Experiments today.

Came home and studied

>Anatomy - Pernieum , Perineal membrane , Perineal body .

> Biochemistry - Thyroid Function Tests

> Completed Anat logbook

> Completed physio journal

> Anat - studied Duodenum.

I have a Biochem test on 4th July , Anat viva on Abdomen on 11th July and Physiology test on Cardiovascular System on 13th July and my exams are starting next month .

Oh joy.

[bygetoacademia]

Quick Hiatus Update+ Week's Reflection

What I did throughout the week

Monday- Didn't really grasp the concept of what a social media hiatus was, spent the whole day using the socials as usual, did a few pages of something anatomy related, attended a lab and that's it.

Tuesday- Really locked in, stayed away from social media, went to the library, did like 3 chapters (whatever lecture 5 was and cardiovascular disease, Biochem) in one day

Wednesday- My final assessment at the labs (50% of my grade) Flopped, forgot a few steps... Nice. Went on TikTok to soothe myself.

Thursday- A lil depresso day but I manage to write two pages of notes before quitting, used back on TikTok and Tumblr

Friday- Another depresso day BUT at around 2pm I randomly got motivation and finished a whole chapter (Cancer, Biochem)

Saturday- I was back on the socials with full force, more or less a rot day

Sunday- Fought to find the will to study, did half a chapter, VERY distracted by Character Ai?!... Idek it's like I was begging to do anything but schoolwork

Weeks Reflection

Stressed

Didn't do enough work

Time is running out

I disappoint myself

It wasn't really a hiatus week as I had planned

What I'm going to do next?

Pulling out the big guns, I HAVE to start deleting apps, starting with TikTok

This is for my own good I don't want to

I'll probably do weekly updates instead of daily like I used to do, until after exams idk

I might drop the academic sideblog, I don't have the energy to run two blogs at once

[luckyshotwrites]

Ch. 40 // All Alone, Are You? // Day 25

Contents (Warnings): Results of the Exam and Lev being...Lev... (safe soft unwilling vore, some angst, meany bobean moments, and as always character/monster info).

Wordcount: 3421 (editing process, undergoing)

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(Oct. 10th, Monday)

Alexander

The place was on the way between his Dad's house and his apartment. A small hovel-looking store next to a pet groomers and a barbershop, "Peti's Herbals." 

He found a place to park, got out, and sucked in a deep breath. The farther he was, the better he felt, but the idea still lingered in the back of his mind like a mosquito he couldn't quite see. 

He pushed the door open, getting the rush of pine and cinnamon. It usually had a floral scent that he disliked, but the woodsy one he enjoyed more. Walking inside, there was a human or two, but at the counter, he noticed Bella. 

She perked up, "hey, Alexander." She held a warm smile, "medical?"

He nodded, "please."

She allowed him to move past the counter and into the more extensive backroom with a few empty chairs lined along some of the edges of the walls. He stepped up to the second front desk, which had two beings, one that looked human and another with a human body and a wolf head, similar to Elliot's, five eyes at its face. He recognized as CJ.

"Hey," CJ swiveled around in the chair next to the woman. "Seeing me a little early, aren't you? Don't we have an appointment next month?" The five colorful, swirling eyes going down the front of his head studied Alexander. 

"I-yeah, but I have a problem..." 

"Let me get your file," He swiveled back in the chair and pushed off toward the cabinets. He got out a thick book labeled Alexander Chase and looked over it. CJ stood up and walked out and away from the counter to take Alexander to a more private room.

CJ opened the rather giant white wooden door for him. Then he got some gloves on his hands and adjusted his black coat. He sat in a clean yet big room with an array of cabinets of various different drinks, bottles with tablets, and books on various monster anatomy. 

As Alexander sat on the examination table, he kept his hands in his lap, trying to contain his bouncing legs.

The doctor looked over him, "what seems to be the problem? Your body looks tense." 

He hadn't thought of how to word it. He brought up his hands and explained with them, "I-I don't know. I've been very possessive with humans-or a human lately."

CJ looked over the book cradled in his arm and then back at Alexander, "hmm, are they in your life prominently?" 

"I work with them, so I can't avoid them." And I annoyingly can't eat her most of the time either.

The medical expert tapped near his lower two eyes, "Your energy looks fine, but have you been eating well before that change? And have you gone into your wendigo form recently?"

"I eat other humans, and I had a Wendigo shift a week and a half ago. It was over a fight. Nothing happened. Or that's when really started getting possessive over them."

CJ tapped down on his second row in the middle, focusing on it. "Possessive? What do you think spurred on that event? Have you been possessive with them before?"

"Not really," Alexander felt his stomach groan thinking about it. "No. Other people could eat them, I didn't care except when we were at work...I-" He huffed, "and now I want to have them to myself. It feels like I have a curse on me. Even when I eat others, I can't get them out of my head."

"It sounds like you have a bind with them."

The word struck him and he couldn't hold himself back.

BANG. 

The metal bent under the fist he slammed downward. CJ had jumped up from his seat. Alexander lurched forward and snarled, "What the HELL are you talking about? I'd never do something that STUPID."

Alexander scanned over CJ, seeing a mixture of honesty and worry over his face and with his slightly risen hands. He then followed his own fist that he embedded in metal. He pulled it back and his eyes glowed, regretfully. He worked on repairing it and CJ spoke again.

"As you know," CJ waited to see Alexander's expression before continuing. He tapped at his eye at the center of his head, "binds are serious matters, especially with Wendigos..." His gentle voice reached out to Alexander. "I can see the remanence of a deal like Bind. If you made one with this human for what I'm assuming is consumption given your urges, your bodies trying to finish off the deal." 

CJ turned around, shifting down the cabinets to the last one with bottles.

Did I really do that? I must have- His left hand unconsciously stroked the old sore tissue of the scar at his back, near his spine. His eyes traced the examination table he fixed, quietly.

While his focus was transfixed on the table, CJ made his way next to him. It spooked Alexander because he hadn't been paying attention.

He saw the tablet held out to him. It was about the size of a quarter and twice as thick.

"Do you remember these craving subsiders?" CJ held it up along with a bottle containing five others. "Use them sparingly and do not take more than one a day, or the problem could worsen." He warned. "Also, do not neglect to eat because of its effect."

"Take this one now."

Alexander plucked it from CJ's palm. He inspected the black tablet. He lifted it by his nose, taking a whiff, then distain scrunched his face. "Is it better tasting this time?" He asked between grit teeth.

CJ ignored that question, "I'd recommend you finish your Bind with the human as soon as possible. You know your body's much more sensitive to some things than others." 

He nodded, putting the disk in his mouth. His tongue tried to recede as soon as it rested on it. It wasn't as disgustingly rust tasting as the blood, but it still had a pungent soapy linger as it fizzed away on his tongue. He refrained from bite it, because he knew he shouldn't.

He kept his lips together and moved his head from side to side to bide his time until it was gone.

"Do not exceed one a day; if you finish the deal sooner, DO NOT take anymore unless absolutely necessary," CJ tapped at the label of the bottle. "If you take them too frequently or to much your body may develop an immunity, and sometimes upping the dosage to fight that immunity causes your natural instincts to subside." His eyes stared up into Alexanders, "If that happens, you'll most likely die due to starvation." 

When Alexander was younger, he remembered he had less than an eighth of the tablet.

"I'll be careful." He nodded with assurance. Then, he glanced back down at the table. "And-I'm sorry I yelled- and-"

"You should be; you scared the living daylights out of me." CJ joked but shifted sternly like a ship that found balance after a storm, "besides, I don't want an apology. I wanted two things from you with that outburst. One, you did; you fixed what you broke. Now secondly, I want you to control your temper. You're a strong monster; you can seriously damage someone if you snap to quickly."

Alexander lowered his head, "I understand."

"If, for whatever reason, that happens again, I'm going to send you off to therapy."

Alexander clutched the bottle and shook his head, "got it." He got up and off the table. Walked out by the doctor. 

"Oh, and tell Pete's I said hi!"

Alexander nodded, not taking it in thoroughly. He returned to the main counter, paid what he owed, and stepped into his car. He placed the bottle in the cup holder, eyeing it. His craving was near nonexistent, enough for him to think far too well. 

The word, Bind, wouldn't leave his head, and the deeper he dwelled, the more it burned. He was so entranced that he sat in his car for an hour, staring at the dirt-covered mat at his feet. 

He slipped his hand into his vibrating phone. He saw the text in the group chat about him leaving early. He saw a text from his Dad.

Dad: Wanna do some dinner tonight? I can make those Uyo's and get Sasha some special cat feast. Yah or Nah? 10:35 a.m.

He went to type, and another burn at his scar made his thumbs tremble. He exited the message and went to call Drake. 

It rang once before he answered. 

"Hey, what's up, dude?"

Alexander tapped his thumb on the steering wheel. "Can I come over so we can play something?" 

Drake laughed, "like saying no would stop you from barging in." 

"Yeah."

A sympathetic ring flowed into Alexander's ears, "use your key and meet me upstairs, and remember you don't have to call. I'm almost always home."

"Right. Be there soon."

…

Lynette

"Good Afternoon, Lynette," Sandra said.

I laid in the familiar bed and thought it was comfortable. The reason I knew it still made me upset. "Afternoon," I muttered. I worked up.

"How are you feeling?"

"Physically fine," I replied with a snail curl of a smile.

"Mentally?"

"Not that," I said. 

"If you'd still like to-"

"No, no…no." I hunched off the edge of the bed with my feet near the floor. I swung them back and forth. I wish I could get bigger, then they wouldn't be able to eat me. Can I get Claudia to help me with that? Would she? 

"You're welcome to stay here until your next shift if you'd like." Sandra offered. 

"Thank you," I said. My eyes scanned over the room and fell to the board. It seemed Tristan and here were engaged in another game, "guess the species." Why do I have the feeling Claudia will spring that up on me soon.

"Hey, Sandra. Is there a way you could make me taller?"

She sat at her new white desk, writing over a few notes. She looked up as it oversaw the beds.

"Taller?" She thought of the implications and then agreed, "I could, but given that you don't have magic like the others, I'd have to put a lot of conditions over your body for size growth, not that it's impossible, just tedious." She hummed, "that's why I was surprised Claudia did it so well."

"Okay..." I lowered my head again.

"If you'd like, I could check a few resources and see if you can have it custom-made for a price."

It'll be too complicated, wouldn't it? I'd be taller, and they wouldn't eat me, but I'd also have to go home, and if Wicks sees me or other humans see me? Then what? I sighed.

"No, thank you, it was a thought." I said. "is there anything that'll make me smell gross to them?"

Sandra nodded, "yes, but you'd most likely burn your nose in the process, and I'm sure it won't be good for customers to smell you a mile away."

"Right..." I lifted up my phone and looked over the messages. One was from Wicks telling me to have a good day and that he'd be home late. The next was from Charletta.

Charletta: I know this is silly of me to ask, as my sweet, lovable, best sister ever who already asked to be off the week of my Wedding. November 5th to the 12th. Because you know the Wedding is on the 11th, you need to be here to hang with your family. Anyway, call me after you get outta work later. Love ya! 1:27p.m.

I glanced back at the desk, "hey, Sandra-"

She raised her head again. "Hmm?"

"I have a wedding coming up in November. I have to be off the 5th through the 12th...is that okay?" I asked nervously.

"A wedding? Aw, I didn't know you were engaged."

"HUH!?" I felt the embarrassment harass me. "No! I haven't even really ever been on a successful date! It's for my sister." 

Sandra smiled, "OH, sorry!" 

The only thing I'm engaged in is trying to survive this job.

"Sandra typed at her computer and raised a brow, "it's a popular time to be off, it seems, but yes, I added you in. Tell me if you need to change it for whatever reason later."

"Thank you!"

...

A few minutes before my next shift, I wandered out. And found it weird to only see Lev.

"Hey, Lynette~." 

I glanced around. "Where's Xander?"

"You didn't read the group chat; Edgar put that he left early," Lev said. "Sooo," he tapped my nose, "it's just you and me today.~"

Not that I thought both of them were better, but for some reason, I dreaded being alone with Lev even more.

I timidly spoke, "I had a rough morning. Can you please, relax today."

He sniffed near me, "I can tell. You smell like Beatrice." He gave me a light pat on my head, "I'll change that for you."

There's no point pleading with him. I saw the narrowness of his eyes, accompanied by his grin. That's what he wants…

…

I wasn't working with him today. They needed him back in the kitchen to make up for Alexander. And because of our days off, business was hectic for a Monday. It certainly made the time go by faster.

During Break, I sat in the far corner near the fridge, eating my sandwich. I tried to remember what had happened to the one I had earlier.

I heard the door from across the room. Lev. He made his way over to me and sat at my table.

"Why do you look so defensive? It's yet to be lunch.~" His tease twisted around me.

And you wonder why I'm defensive?! I exclaimed in my head. I was halfway through my sandwich and started to feel sick. What can I even do? Maybe make a deal with Zilla? If I can get to her, I can text her-

He leaned over on the table, "I have a little proposition for you, Lynette." 

"What is it?"

"Since Alexander's not here, let me play a game today and Friday."

I was about to retort, but he spoke again, "or we could skip all that, and I can eat you before you can send Zilla after me." Lev warned.

"That's not much of a choice."

Lev led one of his hands to his abdomen, "hey, I was good all through the festival with you.~"

"It seems our definitions of many words are very different!"

Lev chuckled, "what will it be, Lynette? Do you want to play a game and possibly win or…lose indefinitely."

I exhaled, "you know what I'd choose!"

"Do I?" His eyes trailed me, "who knows, you might have really missed my insides," he flashed a grin, "they surely missed you.~" 

I held my ears, "NO, no, no-AH!" I squeaked, held my ears, and bounced up. I turned my back to him and fumbled to put my sandwich back in the plastic bag. I lost my appetite. "The game! The game! I'll play your game!"

"Excellent."

I got my lunch box and zipped my lunch up. Lev sat back in the chair, purposefully tracking my movements.

I muttered, "why do you like doing this, Lev?"

Lev sat up, "do you really want to dive into this topic again?"

I hadn't forgotten the first time I asked. How freely he replied.

"I remember what you said...like I could forget that..." I gripped the lunchbox while facing him. I didn't like his body fully facing me. "but doesn't it bother you or-"

He interrupted me, "there's so much you don't understand."

His antagonist stare solidified, almost turning me to stone. "Then tell me what I don't get!" I had to turn away from him and put my lunch away.

"It won't change anything, Lynette." His flame-colored hue almost looked like it burned, "I don't see a point playing catch up with you. A year is nothing to me." A chuckle lifted from his throat. It sounded close to me, "I'll probably outlive twenty of your generations, if not more. There's no point."

I closed the fridge door and saw him at the counter. I didn't even hear his chair scoot back.

"I don't think that matters, Lev-" I felt much smaller with him so close to me. But I didn't want to back up. "With anyone, it doesn't mean you should be mean because they don't live as long as you!"

Lev slid his hand along the counter near me. I still didn't move, but my heart tried to pull away. "then do something about it, Lynette." He showed his fangs, "you and I-"

The bell for me rang, and he snickered and pulled back. He allowed me passage. 

…

20 generations? Let's say the average life span is 75 years. 75 x 20 equals 1,500 years. Does he seriously live that long or longer? I almost forgot what he was. He's a dragon. Of course, he does. I can only imagine how big his family reunions are. 

I tried to think lightheartedly about everything, but I still couldn't help my shakiness. Especially once Lev joined me on Break. I didn't know I had a choice.

I sat across from Lev. He brought out a deck of cards he had in his pants pocket. He undid the plastic.

"We'll be playing higher or lower. Do you know the rules?"

"I-I've played, yeah."

Lev smiled and removed the jokers. "great." He passed the deck to me after, so I could shuffle.

I put them down on the table and messily put them together. Wicks was a lot better at shuffling than me. 

He eyed how I shuffled, "do you really not know how to shuffle a deck?"

I compiled them together, "you asked me to shuffle." I placed the deck in the middle of the table. "You don't have some cheating way to win this, do you?"

Lev smirked deviously, "I wouldn't want to ruin our little fun.~"

Your sick fun. I thought in my head. 

"Ladies first." He said. He flipped the card over. The first card is over.

"Higher."

I went on. And my stack was shorter. We were going through the whole deck to make things "interesting." We had a few cards left.

I flipped to the next, worried. "Are you sure this is worth it?"

Lev chuckled, "if I left you alone, I'd have a problem with Zilla later."

He guessed lower. He was right.

I wish I had texted her and told her to meet back here. But Lev might punish me again. I flipped up the next card; it was a two.

"Higher." He said.

It was an Ace. It finally flipped back to me.

"Did you ask about it being worth it because you wanted to make a plea with me again?" Lev asked, a hand under his chin, flipping another card.

"Lower," I said. I keep hoping he'll tell me he's been joking with me this whole time.

We finished, he had 29 cards, and I had 22. 

…

Lev

"Tell you what…how about I make it quick for you this time? I won't linger as usual."

He saw her eyes flick to his abdomen nervously. And the tenseness at her tender shoulders.

"Are you sure you'd rather not eat anything else…"

He bit his tongue lightly with his fangs, feeling the vigor of her voice. "Slowly, it is."

"WAIT, NO!" She cried out, and he got her wrist.

He tugged her arm toward him and broke his case. She bumbled into his now giant open hand. He clutched around her frail body, firm yet gentle. His other clawed and scaled hand knocked her hat back. 

It allowed him to easily lick over her face. He pressed her against his tongue like a lollipop. 

When he pulled her back, she coughed out. His saliva getting into some of her mouth. "Lev-please don't prolong it more-"

He brought her close again, feeling her flinch. 

He held his tongue, instead letting his warm breath coat her. "Since you asked nicely~" He let out a soft "ahh~" sound as he awaited to get more of her. She does have a unique taste, doesn't she?

He questioned. He still abided by what he promised, working the poor helplessly girl down his throat. His hand gripped the bump she made at his throat as if he could hold her there. He swallowed the excess taste in his mouth, and his belly reverberated with laughter. 

Lev had a reason he offered to be quick with her, not out of simple pity, but unlike several times before she had passed out before she could really give him a nice struggle from deep within him. 

And she didn't know that his stomach worked much slower at taking energy than other predators. It's one of the other reasons they ate a large amount of prey. 

So, unlike with the others, Lynette would be awake and suffering much longer in his extraordinarily humid, groaning, dark cavern.

...

Thank you for reading! :D Have a gouda day! (Nonnegotiable, if you're lactose intolerant, you're about to be in a lot of pain, sorry, not sorry. Lol).

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diary entry, monday, 30. october 2023

i am still alive, that’s a success

on friday i had two exams and done them both on 100%, remus would be proud of me i’m sure.

saturday was spent in a public laundry. it was meant to be a short stop, but we ended up here for three fucking hours. and a lot of weird shit happened, you wouldn’t even believe me.

also, moony looked amazing <3

i had a migraine on sunday which was really fucking peachy, loved that.

and i can’t remember anything else, the fuck? anyway.

today was quite alright. i had to go shopping after school tho, which was dreadful as always, and not entirely a success, but, i survived.

tomorrow i have an oral exam for anatomy, which fucking sucks because i know nothing. absolutely nothing. gonna pull allnighter probably, or i’ll just skip it and do it next week on a replacement term, we’ll see.

and i’m also going to a halloween party tomorrow, i was persuaded by my friends, pray for me… let’s just say, i really hope the alcohol will be affordable.