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monochromatictoad · 15 days ago

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The longer I live in this house, the more I feel like the woman in the Yellow Wallpaper.

#toadvent #im about to snap #amd its not going to be pretty

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clanborn · 1 year ago

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i was going through ur art tag and man. u really like dear hunter (me 2)

i a,m normal about music

#i am an enjoyer of probably thousands of songs but i play tdh in my brain most often #also it does make for good wc amv music. everybody jokes abt mother mother’s frequency on blorbo playlists but its because it makes good #blorbo music for reasons that can somewhat apply to. dramatic amd the perfect balance between just specific enough that it tells a story but #*apply to tdh #still vague enought that you could make it apply to any story #like the acts or antimai have an actual plot going on but can still be pretty general #in the squeaky wheel the lover’s fiance is replaced by an imposter. funny enough this also happens in warrior cats #but yeah i have a lot of major wc characters associated with a tdh song lol #ask #anon #fursona

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ratsbanes · 7 months ago

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WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME ABOUT ISEKAI SHIKKAKU SOONER???? I LOVE THIS KINDA SHIT

#no its not just bc im a bsd fan #im a real big fan of the dazai osamu himself (i have all of his physical english works available and im trying to read everything else)#(i did an hour long presentation just on his life story and the impact of his work on culture)#so this!!! is amazing!!! im going to be so annoying as i point out inconsistencies and references lol #the dazai they made seems accurate. exaggerated but still pretty close.#they neeeeeed to make a reference to hom abandoning his wife and kids lol #call him a cuck like his is/hj #bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #dazai osamu #isekai #isekai shikkaku #no longer human #no longer allowed in another world #IM HYPE AMD ITS 5AM AND I HAVENT SLEPT #im starting another manga collection ig... not like im still collecymg bsd and csm and have spent almost 800$...

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1ndivara · 7 months ago

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ZEUS AND HERA, this is a redraw of the @namidew 's designs

(they are so PRETTY look at them)

#i am...not used to markers #there are many places as you can see zeus scars' then their robes #dont ask me what happened there #i wanted to keep the original colours amd patterns so bad because theyre so thoughtful!! how zeus'is reminiscent of an eagle and #hera a peahen #go read the descriptions in their original post ITS SO COOL #but sadly i fucked up #also i think i took cow-eyed white armed hera too seriously...#LOOK at those orbs #the thunderbolts in zeus' design!! the feathers in heras!!#ITS SO COOL AND PRETTY AND AMAZING GO SEE #also i am. a big fan of how much heras veil looks like a dupatta or chunni she looks a bit like any indian mother in a kurta #i dont know if that was intentional but i love it #THESE WERE SI PRETTY I HAD TO DRAW THEM...#i hope they do justice #my art <3 #greek mythology #art #greek gods #olympians #hera #zeus

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androcola · 9 days ago

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does mickys mom ever see mike have a meltdown/ if she did how would that go down

yes she has witnessed one of his meltdowns! it was definitely alarming. I think she had heard about them from micky but had never actually witnessed one. I think that from the time she got to know mike, she could tell immediately that he was dealing with something he didn't understand, and that they didn't understand either. I think she didn't really know what to do at first and it was really scary, but I think she very quickly came to the conclusion that she had to Keep Him from Hurting himself. she tried just to comfort him at first but eventually she just found herself just trying to hold onto him so he can't hit himself or pull his hair or anything like that.

I think he was really really ashamed that he let that happen in front of her and he proobably can't see her for a while after that. mike ends up really looking up to mickys mom in the time he gets to know her 1965. She doesn't hold it against him, of course. she's a lot like micky in the fact that she's very open and accepting, even of things she doesn't understand (or I guess micky is like Her) and she knew that he obviously had no control over himself, and she'd heard about this problem previously from micky. this was just the first time she'd seen it

#asks #anon #m&m headcanon #as we go along #the monkees #mickys mom is soo nice #she loves mike so so so much amd she pretty much adopts him into her family #he quickly becomes an honorary dolenz ❤️🙏#but im sure shes aware that he has some mental issues and she treats him as such #not in a babying way. but i think its an obviously different way than she treats micky or any of the girls

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written-mishaps · 1 month ago

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ALRIGHT so, I've written a pretty solid first draft of IWOAMOT Final chapter, so all that remains now is a solid second pass that sufficiently puts in enough if the Feels(tm)

#its a solid base #i just need to go back amd make sure its pretty perfect #< once again my need for perfectionism leads me to delays #WHO CARES ITS THE LAST CHAPTER I CAN BE AS PRECIOUS AS I WANT #talkin #tcw #fic #iwoamot

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daisybell-on-a-carousel · 4 months ago

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Just hit a watermelon wearing a shirt with a crowbar 👍

#it was fun. my only notes at this time are that i hope jason is stronger than a watermelon #same notes as before. however i have poor reference bc the watermelon just broke apart the more i tried to hit it #and then a flock of chickens decended upon for a feast #very useful however was the shirt. its was pretty loose so an unfair test #but it didnt tear. just went with the crowbar into the injuries #reasonable. crowbars arent that sharp.#amd it did. just a teensy tiny smidgen bit. make some of the damage less bad #mostly however. i just wanted to destroy a watermelon #the crowbar also got stuck alot. and the pulling damage is indeed severe if youre not being careful about it #turns out people with the money for these things dont really go for crowbar attacks. huh #cept for one. so now is a great time to stress how the crowbar sinks in and pulls #eh. seems it wouldn't work well anyway

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wormsical · 1 year ago

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1 layer gang

#actually surprisingly relaxing #.png #hoping to finish this eventually and post it maybe alongside a kind of mini fic #ive been thinking about post good ending a lot lately #i also just think kel amd aubrey have such a good dynamic and id love to see their friendship go a little deeper. whatever #what im saying will probably be shown if i end up writing and sharing it #that said its a solid might i love writing but hate sharing it anywhere i have written a lot of things and shown them to no one #it make me queasy #ANYWAY LOL #pretty guy :)

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imflyingfish · 6 months ago

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Mmmmm

#weird day emotionally #i think the heat os bothering me #idk i feel like what im doing for the comossion im working on isnt good enough #idk just heavy imposter syndrome goings on #today wasnt a language day either i just knew #i mean i played sims amd mimecraft in french which is something #oh i had a couple chats with various people #invited one to our village #built more on my house #had a sword fight with my neighbor #it was pretty good #wait i just remembered i gave that guy half my iron why did i do that #uhhh but yeah everythings fine #im in a weird mood idk #maybe i will chat with my friends tomorrow #im very tired from minecraft #its fucking exhausting when ur trying to chat with people in a language you dont really speak idk #im still at A1/A2 and i wish i was further along but im not #oh well it takes 5 years to become fluent in french im still at year 1 #well just starting year 2 #i got time #idk maybe i should take time off from comission work tomorrow? but idk if thats just avoiding doing it

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guinevereslancelot · 1 year ago

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is there anything worse than feeling like ur the only one putting any effort into all of your relationships. el oh el

#feels like this with all my friendships tbh #im like the only one ateting conversations individually or in the group chat #im the only one trying to make plans #(except when they make plans without me 😭)#ughhhh im trying not to be insecure and needy but its so hard bc it really does feel like nobody wants me around until they need something #and i cant even talk abt it bc first of all i dont want to upset anyone esp the one living w me rn #but also it feels like im already the one doing all the talking and i did share some personal stuff recently #i want to communicate and keep conversations going and open up bc we're usually all very supportive of eachother and share things #but i feel like im the only one doing that #anyway.#misery #this is a good problem to have compared to most of my life i've never really had close friends before this #its just depressing and upsetting #i was already in a pretty bad insecure place before all the drama lately amd hadn't shared bc i knew it was irrational #but now ita way worse and with everything going on i cant even talk abt itttt #i hate this i hate it #not to be bitter but i've been thinking abt that saying if you want a good friend be one and 🤨#all my friends do is use me honestlyyyyy ✌️🤪#they want a place to stay for free but can't be bothered to talk to me ever or invite me when they make plans with our friends lol #they're always begging me to put together these bonfire parties they like bc i have a nice yard but its a lot of work #and nobody helps me set it up and they begggg me to do it when the weather is bad and i dont want to but i do it anyway #then they exclude me from things #literally lisa simpson they're using you for your pool.gif #i dont even have a pool tho #anywayyy i hate feeling like an afterthought when im in the group and literally no one ever seeks me out unless they want something #and im trying so hard to be a good friend bc im just so glad to have friends but nobody seems to want me around or want to talk to me #and i dont want to be annoying 😭#also im the oldest in the group but not by choice there's just no girls my age in our orbit #my only adult friends are middle aged and the only one im close ish to just moved out of state #anyway im not that much older they're mostly young twentties and im mid twenties

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aroaceofthesea · 2 years ago

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Okay so i havent completely come to terms with it yet but WE WON THE HP CODEWARS (a coding competition in teams) AND WERE ACTUALLY GOING TO HOUSTON TO COMPETE IN NEXT YEAR'S COMPETITION WHAT

#what what what #what the fuck #(only adding the pic of me alone bc im too lazy to ask my friends for permission lol)#no but really what #like we knew we had options to make podium but no way we were going to win #we didnt even rlly believe we would actually make podium before starting bc there were some rlly good teams #(we kinda know everyone good so that was easy to spot)#and then after the competition we were like huh we did pretty badly we think #then we thought again and compared with last year and we said huh maybe not suuuuper bad but not rlly good either #(last year it was online and you could have a computer per person but this year it was only one so it was rlly different)#amd then we talked with the ppl that we knew and we were like huh were the best so far #then they talked to like everyone good bc they literally know everyone and they were like congraats youre 99% sure winning #and we were like naaaaah impossible you probably missed someone or smth theres no way #like we were pretty sure we were gonna be making podium by then but we somehow didnt even fully believe it #and then at the awards ceremony they gave the first girl team prize to someone else with less points and we were like aaaaa we made podium #and then they announced the third position we literally screamed bc since we knew ppls points we knew it meant we were first #i almost cried istg #like being 2nd or 3rd or 4th or first girl is like yeah im good but im not the best but like being THE best? being first is scary #it feels fake and confusing but also im so happy and i dont know how to express it aaaaaa its so weird #and the fact that were going to HOUSTON next year? what the actual fuuuck feels impossible #like were going to go there? a prize that is only for the first group? rlly? just like that?? whaaaat #also now hp has our data (we obv gave it to them) and they will likely be happy to accept us to work and/or get internships there so yayyy #but im still not over any of this it rlly feels fake like what the fuck one of the important hp research facilities asked for MY email??#what the fuuuuuuuck #also unrelated but they just had a paper mache how to train your dragon dragon just there in the corner of a football field like whaat #(a dragon that was bigger than us not some cute little figure eeh)#mine #life #codewars

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 years ago

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My neighbors might hate me because I love singing while doing everything. Playing phone games? Music. Cleaning? Belting like I'm performing a concert. Walking? You can bet your buttons I have a karaoke track playing.

But I also have the horrible habit of playing one song on loop, and if I don't know then I learn it by picking up that way. But I only know certain lyrics for most of it.

So my neighbors have been hearing bits and pieces of Chronically Cautious all morning. Mostly "So if I'm honest, I think I'm beginning to question how much I want this," which I'm sure is not how they pictured their morning going. And I ended up playing a karaoke track, so that they got to hear the full thing about four times.

At least I'm a decent singer?

#i can hear one neighbor playing video games 24/7 amd another likes to slam his cupboards like they wronged him #so i dont feel too bad #and i keep it within decent noisy times #its noon rn and i started at about 11 or 11:30 #ive been hella productive this morning which has been lovely #i got like six hours of sleep and then took an Adderall so today is going to be great #i showered. washed my face. did an exfoliating face mask (that didnt do much of anything. my skin might be beyond saving)#cut my nails. practiced Chronically Cautious about 50 times while getting dressed #i got dressed in cute af cozy clothes #now im about to go to the coffee shop to do some work on my computer #i have to be the most fuckable person at the coffee shop obviously #eventually i have to clean my tub and tidy and make dinner and a couple other things #i havent had an appetite lately... whovh is bad because i use Hellofresh #they send meals every week and my meals have kind of been stacking up because i dont feel like eating #i should do my dishes...#if i were rich. ill be honest. i would hire someone to clean for me #im a bit of a messy person and it just stacks up #especially since my apartment is pretty small. theres nowhere for the mess to go except places that a mess doesnt belong #especially my table... thats pretty bad. and my dishes. and laundry all over the floor #i have my apartment divided into spaces for different things. right.#table is for eating. desk for working. rug for recreation/crafts. bed for sleeping (im srill bad at not using my phone there tho)#but my table gets messy so its hard to eat there and my rug gets laundry so i dont want to sit there (and i need to vacuum it)#i need either an actual Adderall prescription (im used ti get it from a coworker but we dont work together anymore so im almost out of it)#or a bigger apartment. or enough money to hire a housekeeper #none of these are very feasible #but at least im productive today. so maybe ill get some cleaning done #i just realized im addicted to parentheses today #maybe i should get a library card... i live right next to a library why dont i have a library card?#sorry that was fairly unrelated. anyway have a good day i love you all

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mexicangrizzlyappreciation · 6 months ago

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Making this easier to communicate is one of the reasons why the term climate change has overtaken global warming as the way to refer to this slow disaster in the last decade or so.

So many people do not understand the relationship between climate change and cold weather.

#climate is a complicated interlocked system #and can have very unintuitive effects if youre just going off of your mempries from previous years #rather than measurments #though p. much everyone i know has stopped denying its a thing #now the thing thats hard to wrap their heads around is the sheer scale of human emissions #like one person i talked to the other day figured volcanoes put out more pollutants than humans #because its hard to look at one coal plant or ship and picture how many emissions a million of them would put out #my grandpa was like that even though he had a scientific background - big numbers are just hard to fathom #i guess you could illustrate it with lighting a match #amd then lighting a dozen and then a whole box #show how even small point sources taken in aggregste can change the atmosphere of a space much bigger than they are #in a way thats detectable to your senses #anyway im pretty sure most people will come around to understanding

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indagonightmare · 6 months ago

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Just overheard someone say "I wish it was socially acceptable for guys to wear crop tops just like to the store and stuff" if you want to normalise something simply normalise it, wear what you want and be the change you want to see

#i dress like an emo/punk freak pretty much every time i go out #its called doing what you want forever #amd if other people think youre weird or stupid or ugly who cares #you should be your target audience #the only person im dressing for is myself and i think i look great

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pevko · 2 years ago

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looking at the last reblog and sighing

#mit speaks #honestly its kind of funny seeing in on tumblr usa-centric sites out of everything #but yup the situation in the world sucks. not news for anybody in the slightest and certainly not news for me #especially considering the state of everythibg else in the country and how it was my whole life #but still. my friend who moved away from here to spain sent me screenshots of some condensed articles #of whats going on with the words What the fuck its so fucked up #while i was looking at this hapoening and people ringing the bells and trying their damndest to protest at least with written forms #it feels like its a logical effect to the everything going on since i didnt actually have any hope anythings gonna get better #but it still stings #its why i am very deeply in the closet irl and am pretty scared to ever come out. especially to my parents #i felt extremely bad and nervous when my friend told me her moms aware of me being kind of trans and that she told her sister too #thats how bad anxiety gets #amd its not like this country is anything close to.. caring about these issues #about 98% of people speaking the language i met online in my very limited social online window were pretty on the whole t-rf ride #so of course theyre gonna celebrate the laws. its not like the amount of people who care and do show themselves is very big compared to #everyone else. its kind of sad #its moreso of a vent guys im alright #love and peace ✌️

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hellafluff · 2 years ago

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I s2g if they rush order an Oblivion remake/remaster just because Skyblivion is scheduled to release soon I'm going to commit a crime on Todd Howard

There is a rumor that Oblivion is being remade right now, although it seems unlikely to be true at the moment. According to the rumor it is being outsourced to a non-Microsoft and non-Bethesda studio, they are still working out if it will be a remaster or full remake, it will jump engine to UE5, and it would release against the fan Skyblivion project (which is scheduled to be completed around the same time).

#like! Skyblivion is doing their goddamn best to be within legal limits so they wont get DMCA'd by bethesda #they are remaking ALMOST EVERYTHING from scratch just so they have a chance of going live and not 'getting in trouble' with tou dickheads #im pretty sure theyre rerecording EVERYTHING too #its a fan project thats being done for free amd you meed tobown both skyrim amd oblivion to play #anyway all this ranting just to say i dont think oblivion is getting remade

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