#im in a weird mood idk
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#weird day emotionally#i think the heat os bothering me#idk i feel like what im doing for the comossion im working on isnt good enough#idk just heavy imposter syndrome goings on#today wasnt a language day either i just knew#i mean i played sims amd mimecraft in french which is something#oh i had a couple chats with various people#invited one to our village#built more on my house#had a sword fight with my neighbor#it was pretty good#wait i just remembered i gave that guy half my iron why did i do that#uhhh but yeah everythings fine#im in a weird mood idk#maybe i will chat with my friends tomorrow#im very tired from minecraft#its fucking exhausting when ur trying to chat with people in a language you dont really speak idk#im still at A1/A2 and i wish i was further along but im not#oh well it takes 5 years to become fluent in french im still at year 1#well just starting year 2#i got time#idk maybe i should take time off from comission work tomorrow? but idk if thats just avoiding doing it
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somebody recommend me 90s movies please....
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people's champignon
#käärijä#kaarija#2024#i enjoyed people's champion the most#but overall i have conflicted feelings on the album bc 4 some reason its mixed weird and i dont like the sound of half of the songs#i love the concept and rawness of it but at the same time i relate to the opinion that its a filler album to cement your place#solid 7 out of 10 for me#and now i can go disappear in datv its been nice knowing you#turns out im not done yapping in the tags#i really didnt want to use any green in this one but somewhat muddy kaarijavihrea found its place anyway#and i think it suits the mood yk kaarija is inescapable and party never ends idk#im rotating him in my brain
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one thing i love is when u guys do fanart of like. not the companions (tho i love that, too, of course) but of some of the more descriptive scenes i've written it's really cool to see the way people interpret the writing and the vision and how it changes from me to you and it's just really exciting to see you guys take inspiration from my writing to make something totally new and unique to your experience with the story. i wouldn't necessarily call tnp collaborative storytelling but i do love that part of it especially when i see your hunters and how different they all are despite existing within the same narrative, how some people have wildly different interpretations but also extremely similar ones that connect them all together even across opposing playthroughs and playstyles... i just love it
#does this make sense. idk#im in a weird mood today. blaming it on too much coffee. and school induced stress lol#sorry im rotating that drawing of the wraith by bastianj if u see this thank u for making my day :-)
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Eyelashes have no business looking so pretty when they get wet like wtf don’t stand in the rain with me unless you want me to fall in love with you
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#is this a weird thing to be preoccupied about??#idk it just looks so pretty and everyones eyes look prettier too#people coming in from the rain looking sad and miserable and im just there like: 😳#🙃🙃🙃#im gay and i like sleeping
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random astroboy doodles that idk if i'll finish
#my art#artists on tumblr#astro boy 2003#tetsuwan atom#astro boy#uran astro boy#i love uran i think shes the funniest character in the show#im watching 2003 btw#no sense of stranger danger no anxiety no self preservation. she does smth bc she wants to and thats it#idk i want to line these but smth about the brush im using kinda doesnt look nice on astroboy stuff ?#also im just not in the mood for drawing lately. i have assignments and ive been in a weird headspace for a couple weeks#nothing feels real or like it matters but im also really nervous all the time so thats awesome#whatever. ill probably finish these after my homework is done#digital art
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In case you hadn't heard, vampiric femmes (me) are starving for the blood of werewolf butches and studs. The moment I- fuck I mean these femmes get their claws on these wolves it's so fucking over.
#give me your fucking blood#i want to take a bite out of you#teeth to skin soothes the beast within#im in a weird mood if you couldn't tell#bb speaks#will add pretty tags later#needed to get that off my chest#lesbian#nblw#wlw#lesbian nsft#i suppose idk how graphic this is on the nsf scale lol#nblnb#wlw nsft#raaaah ok bye
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Sorry but I look good today.
#i think#idk i just got home and im in a weird mood#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#lgbtqia#gender euphoria
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coustah..
#witch hat tag#i don't have anything else . looks weird. idk how to draw rn.. in a bad mood health is bad..#im inconsistent with how old i make them look but tbqh so is their creator
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like this to punch me
reblog this to kick me
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i put the desperate in desperate
#desperation is literally my emotion rn#fuckkkk 😔😔#dont mind me bro im just being dramatic#probably just some weird emotional problems and mood swings bc im on my period idk at this point bro
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Love how popular vampire!Dutch is, Everytime I see something about it is so🤌🤌🤌🤌
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So hear me out on werewolf!Molly-
#i mean it makes sense#she comes from a filthy rich wealthy family from Europe you cant tell me thats not the perfect set up for a family curse or something#not the mention shes absolutely beautiful(yk the trope i forgot the name of-)#and shes really insistent and particular about her looks(if shes pretty enough maybe she can hide the monster)#and the mood swings#the borderline obsession#listen i just really love werewolf x vampire aus okay#and i love monster women and i love molly so. LET ME BE WEIRD#if you are my fav character be prepared to turn feral and hairy every month😋😋#awooga#red dead redemption 2#rdr2#red dead redemption#rdr#yeehaw#Dutch Van Der Linde#Molly O'Shea#im going to EAT HERRRRR#yall do not understand the love i hold for this woman#Vampire Au#Werewolf Au#rant over this is going into drafts for idk how long
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it's not sinking in that today might be the last day in my house and town for many months to come
#like how do i even feel#on one hand im excited because like now that i finally agreed to dads stupid whims he technically will have to give in to things#ive been wanting since FOREVER like going to the gym#plus it's impossible to eat junk food when he's there he won't even let me kacchi maggi because maida hai bimar ho jayegi#and aadhe se zyada din toh pyaaz ye sab nahi kha sakte so it rules out any outside food#which is so good because like i just found out im pre diabetic lol#like borderline sugar like ab kuch nahi kiya toh seedha type 2 diabetes#so i need to eat healthy or ill literally die#i mean eventually but whatever being diagnosed with this in my 20s would kill me#also simply the fear of living with him is so much that i HAVE to study#and i want to now it's high time#but yeah want doesn't really work for me#i read a quote somewhere that 'goals' don't mean anything because winners and losers have the same goals#and i was like WOAH. like the person who gets an all india rank had the same goal as me: to pass the exam with good marks#but they succeeded and i didn't so it's isn't our goals that differentiate us#which ik is obvious but like still idk put things in perspective#anyway yeah that way my life MIGHT be fixed#but there's also living ALONE with my sociopathic FATHER who has more mood swings than me on pms#and being cut off frm the rest of civilisation and yk developed roads and buildings and ice cream shops#i guess it is mostly food ig :( which is good like the most junk food i can eat there is a burger from a nearby stall and that's pretty#much it they literally do not even have havmor or anything in walking distance forget scoop wali ice cream#but i like my bed and i like my ceiling with the stars and i like looking out of my window and knowing that the first ever crush of my life#lives right next to me and i like knowing that ill meet my bestfriend atleast once a month#i don't really love my mom or my brother tbh but idk maybe ill miss them it's weird ive never lived without them#i don't know i really hope that this is like a boot camp kota types experience rather than so much isolation that i sink deep into#depression. but then ive hit pretty shocking lows this year so hopefully i can handle it#my sister did say that when she lived alone with him for a month it was quite peaceful and okay because he usually gets more angry when mom#is around warna mostly he's fine#i don't know i don't know bhagwan ji please ab aur mushkil mat banana life bohot jhatke de chuke ho already ab pls#mujhe apni galtiyo ko sudharne ka mauka dena 🙏
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lovingly titled the "disaster girl" save
#figured since i actually have pics of the shenanigans i was ranting ab i might as well post them#i wanted to try making a gif + try out some psds so 2-3 birds one stone really#psds used are by awkwardwhims btw#“take a good look bc this will be rainns last post” me when i lie#idk i might still delete this later#it feels weird to post gameplay for some reason#ts4#ts4 gameplay#ts4 edit#the sims 4#dl#?#idk im in a mood#*rainn
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Vent post
#ignore me lol#vent post#I am feeling extremely angry and frustrated and alienated#like of course I'm demotivated when I point out injustice and literally everyone just shrugs at me and tells me to get over it#“what are we gonna do about it”#put any thought into it whatsoever for starters#idk I want to give up#the same bitches that tell me not to kill myself are the same ones to vote my rights away#I hate living#I don't even get validation from participating in fan content anymore#im just anxious and feeling rejected all the time#except for like five very specific moots on here#but then I feel like a fucking failure for not knowing how to socialize or show them that I care without being weird and ugh#idk i'm tired#I feel like I put all this energy into making myself acceptable for everyone else and I go out of my way to be positive and compassionate#and then I get fuckall in return#post election blues ig#here's hoping I don't end up under a bridge#I think I would be a vastly different (better) person if everyone around me wasn't a bunch of complacent#selfish#wet blankets.#I'm getting really tired of being treated like I'm crazy for expecting better.#I can't talk to anyone because I don't want to hear that I need to get over it or that everything will be fine#it doesn't help or mean anything#things just get harder and harder and I'm just waiting around#I'm so srs if you read this far don't try to tell me nice things#im in an evil caustic mood and I will just continue pouring negativity in return
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#here i am exposing myself as the weird gremlin wizard creature i am#first face has been the mood all week lord help me#ima probably delete these later but eh idk what wild hair is up my ass rn#someone help my name my new bong tho! besties got me it for my yule present and im in love#im thinking something sea creature oriented but im open help me name her#its a lady yes
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