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Pac's fawn response will be the death of me. Cellbit holds a bitchy grudge for 8 years about something that was absolutely his fault and this mf just full on agrees. "I shouldn't have left him on that island" and do what instead, pray tell? Get killed by Mike? Kill him?
Maybe, stay with Cell, somehow.
Get consumed to let yourself feel loveable and loved or something. Give up your life for the facsimile of intimacy you seem to find oh-so familiar, if mind-numbingly terrifying. Cry with fear and choke on panic and pain as the guy who whispered sweet words in your ear eats from you yet again, ultimately uncaring and only taking what he likes best until you are a helpless, hopeless heap of unwanted parts on the ground, getting colder with bloodloss.
Sometimes it feels like Pac really doesn't value himself much, and him actively (though briefly, thank you jvnq) begrudging his survival instinct was... sure something
#celltw#sorry im in a weird Mood#anyway I like celltw and the idea behind it#my personal feelings about it are more like#“pac really needs to untangle if that's a crush or a panic attack”#but yeah#still homoerotic just with a touch of Confused#tldr qpac needs a mental health specialist and i need to sleep#will prolly delete later idk
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#ill add my gorgeous commentary later i just have to repot a plant....#update: i typed and edited a whole lot of bs that contained my beautiful and absolutely unimportant thoughts and tumblr said: no💗#sooo it deleted everything and i am mad so i wont be typing it out again. since tumblr said noone needs to hear my charming ideas🙄💔💔💔ok#well thats abt it. (this PS was a wild ride!) anyways.#trixie mattel#katya zamo#trixie & katya#and idk prolly smth else that i am forgetting and sorry abt that!#PS AS9
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zorry if this comes off as a little venty but im feeling so discouraged to post art here or... at all
#ik i cant always do big numbers but my art isnt doing aswell as it used to in the past 3 years n its making me self concious#maybe its just cus i dont post every day of every week like i used to or smth but man#& ik i shouldnt use notes as a measurement for self worth but its hard sometines idk#cand posts#delete later#i should prolly start doodling requests to get out of this artblock or smth
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When she first woke she felt cold, buried undreneath hundreds of corpses of her own kind. and then, Tessa found her, clothed her, and treated her as family.
and she felt warm.
but as time went on, Tessa noticed more and more how she wasn't the same as the others. she was... off and Tessa noticed. desperate for her warmth, she followed her closely, but instead of a smile filled with such joy as before, she was locked away in the dark. cold. basement.
and she felt cold.
she tried to let her live, she really did. but Tessa was unwilling to listen, so really, she had no choice.
she watches as Tessa grows cold.
staring at her, with a spec of what could be sorrow, she reaches out, for the last bit of warmth that the girl had. and as her hand comes in contact with her skin, she feels it underneath.
warmth.
an idea forms in her head, and she reaches in.
bit by bit, bones crunch in her teeth, and the floor runs red, she tried to keep it as neat as she could, wanting as little tear as possible. until eventually, it was finished
skin stretches as she feeds herself through. a face gets warped, wrists torn through, and she even had to cut off her own feet in order to fit.
she could feel the skin meld into her casing. new nerves wired into her as she gaines the ability to use her new pair of hands, until everything is settled.
and she smiles.
Cyn is warm
#md spoilers#cw: gore#ish#tescyn#not a ship#this is dark#unedited#murder drones#murder drones cyn#murder drones tessa#the absolute solver#just thinking how this happened#prolly really bad#might delete later#idk
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The quality is extremely ass but. There will be a few more shorter followers (aym & baal, midas, ratau, etc(
BUT. OTHER THAN THOSE PEOPLE. The tallest will either be current Mystic Seller who's 10 ft,, but if we're talking about more npcs then no there's definitely taller 😭 🙏
Honorable mention of ibispaint x breaking this file multiple times because of the file size 💀
#sydneys wips#idk if i made that as a tag for myself yet?#sydneys thoughts#but like. yeah#they get taller because they arent followers of the lamb duh!! /j#i will probably simplify this much much later when making part two to the character refs HELPP#delete later#prolly
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so uh
I made this for @asktrio516 (I terribly apologize for the tag but I wanted to surprise you :’) )
[gay panic intensifies]
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the problem is that i dont rly want to die but i also kind of rly wanna die
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You know what? I'm thinkin' that Nishikiyama Akira, Second Patriach of the Shimano Family has a damn good ring to it. Like, the two already have history. Maybe he (Nishiki) took Shimano's words to heart? Decided to follow him? Well, after he is dead ofc. I know Nishiki dies at the end of Y1 (spoilies), but what if He Didn't? Eh? Make Majima more of a match for Kiryu. They trade blows. Majima limps away. Kiryu limps away. Not a one sided conflict as seen in canon. Nishiki sees this. He knows Majima can stand up to Kiryu. Majima, the Mad Dog of... You guessed it.. Shimano. So what? You're a "mad dog". Anyone can be a "mad dog" if they so wish to forego their inhibitions. But... "of Shimano"? That's somethin'! You have purpose. Drive! Nishiki needs that. He desires it. So he succumbs to the loyalty of Shimano. The myth of Shimano's power. What did we truly see him do? The Jingweon Massacre? Give me a break. Bringing a gun to a fistfight is the epitome of cowardess. But, is Nishiki meant to know that? Nahhhh, he is meant to know the presentation of Shimano: the one who committed atrocities, who tamed the "Mad Dog", a legend in the Yakuzies... So he desires to take up that mantle. A mantle to rival that of Kiryu's; The Dragon of Dojima.... Nishiki becomes Shimano... The 2nd Shimano, mind you. "Shimano" cannot die. He persists. He is alive despite being dead. Through Nishiki, the second Patriarch of the Shimano Family, they both achieve their own ascension! Which, is kinda the deal with Yakuza right? Climbing up the ranks, yknow? But hey. Nishiki finally becomes what he wanted; More than what he is. And, more importantly. Something to rival Kiryu.
#ShimanoSpeaks#nishikiyama akira#Yakuza#prolly delete later#idk tho im proud of this one#Metamano#Tell me if i'm shpeaking shshit so i can delete
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just realized something lmao
my accent <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<
#it literally sucks#sounds like idk#german and southern at the same time#but also with a rolling r#and the inability to pronounce “th”#anyway prolly gonna delete this later
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found out today that i am very vitamin d deficient and that explains a lot 🙃
#personal#i have had fatigue for longer than the vitamin d deficiency but prolly this is why it’s worse#anyways it all makes sense now. well at least 70% of it does#also die beauracracy ive been waiting a week and a half to hear if records got transferred properly lol#anya shush#perhaps delete later idk
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Digital Art is haaaarrdddd
I'm going back to traditional for a while :p
#it talks!#delete later#prolly#why don't I have any motivation#maybe because I've had a fever since yesterday#idk man
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sorry for not posting any art recently. can't say I see it changing anytime soon
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trying 2 make men ....
this is taylor
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HEY
HI
I used to follow the original tide blog fuckin ages ago before I had a Tumblr and holy shit???
You're still kicking! That's awesome!!!
Just wanted to say hi and I hope you're doing well!!! :3
(I was the anon that sent the ask about the one Beedrill guy in a tuxedo if that gives you a timeframe lmao)
I don't know if you remember me from ALL the way back at the beginning of the blog, but in case you did my condolences But hey! Hello Hi yes I am still.. around! I still have Tide's blog I just.. rebooted. Everything about it and it's stuck in "i need to update but I dont wanna" hell currently haha
I cannot leave PokeAsk Community, i've been chained and bound here. Send help
#this was a nice thing to see!! thank you for stopping by again!!#im still here. will prolly.. still be here.. Idk I'm stuck here Ive INVESTED YEARS INTO THIS MAN... YE A RS#munday#ooc#mod jazzy#delete later
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I know it’s only cuz I wasn’t home but holy THREE FUCKIN DAYS CLEAN
#wooohoo…?#bro idk this is the best i hit in months 💀#also might delete ts later bc some ppl don’t gotta know my business like that#also guess who’s walking now RIGHT NEEEEOOOWWW to prolly mess ts up 😭😭
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u can literally see the point in my scan archive where i got really unwell and started drinking bc the timestamps go from june 5 -> june 23 -> july 7. an after july 7th there are literally 40 images scanned into the archive. i feel so crazy productive its incredible what u can accomplish when u aren't letting urself just fucking rot all the time
#prolly delete later idk#ive done so much drawing. and the drawings are like leaps and bounds better than everything in that weird time period
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