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Poppy's friend with the milf mums Caroline and Jodi cause she has severe mommy issues and anyone over 40 nice to her is her mum.
I'm having a blast using incorrect quotes with them 😭
#am i less depressed?#hello did sdv brainrot helped?#should i throw away my prescription?#stardew valley#stardew valley shane#sdv shane#sad chicken man#sdv#stardew valley fanart#stardew valley comic#stardew valley incorrect quote#shane x poppy#comics#stardew valley jodi#stardew valley caroline
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もう一回、もう一回
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#fushiguro megumi#yuji itadori#itafushi#ryoumen sukuna#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#gomen its hina posts self indulgent art hours#this is fr me first and foremost. any1 else liking it is just a bonus in my eyes#i may not be able to animate but i am so happy with these regardless i think they turned out great :') treat fr Me#rolling girl megumi u mean so much 2 me suddenly#fun fact ! actually the first vocaloid song i ever listened to. stumbled across an audio post on this very tumblr dot com#and it forever changed the course of my taste in music#so it alr has a soft spot in my heart fr tht reason but Also the lyrics Also th whole deal w wowaka and Now w megumi.....#rolling girl u have become too powerful#anyway in th context of canon n megumi choosing to live i am choosing to interpret the song the less depressing way#where the boy represents a saving grace rather than being a personification of miku's char's demons convincing her to end it#n the ending being her deciding to stop fighting on her own n instead accept help from those around her#but i did also want to pay homage 2 the interpretation of him representing her inner demons#so i have redraws of both yuuji And sukuna as the boy#choose ur own adventure if u will#clutches heart why does it fit so WELL what cosmic force decided tht miku and jjk should overlap at all i just wanna talk#clearly something has it out fr me
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Alright I love love love Skizz but why did people for FALSE & Skizz instead of False & H???? What???
It is because False gets overlooked even in a False centric poll. This is a pattern. Also sorry for using your ask as a vent post lol.
I love Skizz and his energy, I think he's awesome with people, he is certainly good at the whole "duo thing" buuuut this is not a Skizz duo poll. Or even a Hermitcraft duo poll. It is a False duo poll. I think people voted for Skizz because of Skizz, not False, or even Skizz-False. Like yeah it was funny when Skizz held False hostage in the charity event. But are people voting for moments like that or do they just like Skizz in general?
This was also what I was trying to see with the False MCC poll— 17 is of course iconic as a whole, and especially for Grian, and I would definitely rank it very high in a Hermit MCC poll (possibly right behind Blue9, sorry Orange10). But False had better performances in 29 and 10, and 9 had better chemistry than 17 because she didn't really get spoken over in 9. Or 10 and 29. (Whereas in 17 it was a Thing enough for Pete to mention it afterwards apparently.) 17 has cool False moments of course— SG the one I remember the most— but people don't really bring that up. So did people vote for 17 in a False centric poll because they liked False's performance in 17 and overall team chemistry (things related to and influenced by False) or because they like 17 in general?
It is not that deep but also seeing False's diminishing relevance in the mainstream HC fandom over the years is kinda... disappointing. Someone who's never watched a hermit on MCCReddit will mention False Supremacy. HBomb's chat loves False. Like I don't even know what happened?? False has been posting regularly, always have, she does her builds and collabs and pranks and infrastructure, she won the first event of the season, outsiders love her, and...? Like don't we love our slay cool #girlboss queen of hearts? Or does she need a different fanon archetype now? The mischievous prankster? The silly wet cat? The healer type who loves animals and gives them stupid names? The competitive warrior? Would you still love me when I'm no longer the designated girlboss of the group or whatever
Like ok yeah this is me being bitchy and a gatekeeper and False isn't even the most underrated hermit and she gets her share of love in fanart and stuff but yeah I've noticed the decline. You've got Redditors mentioning Empires people in the crossover in response to someone asking about Empires but not mentioning one hermit who was actually also in Empires. You've got people talking about "Hermitgals" but they replace False and Stress with Lizzie. You've got the fallout of Demise 2. You've got Redditors talking about Rendoc in relation to Ren like his only relevance is being Doc's friend/collab buddy when False exists and she's his favourite hermit. And you've got the False duo poll. Won't even go into the view counts/ sub counts because that's depressing for what feels like at least a third of the hermits (Cubfan you deserve way more). Doesn't feel good.
Back in 2020/21 she got shat on and her achievements ignored by some DSMP fans and now the same thing is happening but it's worse because it's from some HC fans. The call is coming from inside the house. And once again False isn't even the most overlooked hermit. For example Iskall STILL gets horrific hate comments about how he doesn't "deserve" to be a hermit because he plays VH more.
Hermitcraft is popular. I wish the other third of it is more popular.
#salt#negativity#ill be honest this is one of the reasons (aka the main reason) i dont feel as invested in mcyt as a whole anymore#which means i need to get off the fandom and just watch vids for my enjoyment but its sooo everywhere#the view counts the comments blah blah blah#and im sitting here like Okay I am the problem for not contributing to the view count and not chatting enough and making more propaganda#and making more fanfic and more posts and talking more to spread it like it's me i am the problem it's me#like obviously not but idk. stats are depressing. comparison is depressing#went on socialblade once. never again#i'm evil for whining about people not caring and then also caring less myself. idk skill issue#also doesnt help that mcyt is a fast moving fandom and i dont have that much time anymore#ask box#answered#long post
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Do you have any podcast recs? 👀
the silt verses 🦀
#the same team are also behind i am in eskew but i prefer tsv personally#eskew is good but you need to be in a certain headspace for it#tsv is similarly gutting but personally i find it less day ruiningly depressing
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the number of gen z men who voted trump is so so sooooo fucking depressing. these are my peers my classmates my coworkers and they don’t see me as fully human. their worldview is fundamentally opposed to it and they will not believe anyone who tries to challenge this because they are deeply ingrained in entitled misogynist communities and ideologies and they have no incentive to change their beliefs because their lack of respect and empathy for women will only ever benefit them. yay ���
#bee posts nonsense#like i’m actually less depressed about trump winning than i am about the reasons he won
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some whorish SRK for @pixlerelish
#since i am unable to function today#🚬 moodboard#SRK crisis hours#i think we were spared bc imagine if raj smoked#a whole generation wouldn't have survived#yeah that first one is my favourite#bollywood#shah rukh khan#shahrukh khan#my gallery is suddenly less depressing than my shitty brain
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I made this post before we knew Focalors and Furina were different people, and the fact I still find it accurate to Focalors but not Local Fatui Harbinger Fucker Furina is rly funny to me
It is my humble opinion that Focalors and Arlecchino WOULD argue about who is worse for Furina, tho
#Focalors: Furina ilu so much ur like a little angel to me — but wtf is THAT?? *pointing at Arlecchino*#Furina: m…my boyfriend…?#Focalors: put her back where you found her now#Furina: but—#Arlecchino: that would be quite difficult considering I’m the one who snuck up on her#Furina: Arle you’re not helping—#Focalors: you motherfucker—#Arlecchino: I suppose you’re right. the children do consider her their mother these days so I am something of a ‘’motherfucker’’ aren’t I—#Furina: you’RE NOT HELPING ARLE—#Focalors: NEUVILLETTE WE’RE REINSTATING THE DEATH PENALTY#Neuvillette: I-I’m not doing that…#Arlecchino: why not? it’D BE LESS CRUEL THAN WHAT SHE DID TO FURINA#Focalors: YOU DON’T EVEN WANT TO START WITH ME ABOUT ‘’CRUEL TO FURINA’’#Arlecchino: SHE’S HAD CRIPPLING DEPRESSION FOR 500 YEARS AND WHERE WERE YOU? YOU DIDN’T CHECK IN ON HER EVEN ONCE#Focalors: I WAS ALWAYS THERE#Arlecchino: THEN WHY WOULD YOU EVEN LET ME ATTACK HER IF YOU WERE ‘’ALWAYS THERE?’’#Arlecchino: YOU WERE JUST GOING TO LET HER TAKE THE FALL FOR YOUR BULLSHIT PLAN???#anyway that’s how I imagine a typical Focalors and Arlecchino conversation goes#Focalors is the local absentee big sister and Arlecchino is the motorcycle riding boyfriend (who also does some murdering on the side)#both of them think Furina would be better off without the other#and then there’s Furina who is just so mentally ill and loves both of them#and Neuvillette is the only stable one and he lets Furina cry to him when both of them are upsetting her#I think about all this a normal amount. ahem#Arlefuri#Furina#Arlecchino#Focalors#Neuvilette //#Genshin Impact //
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Skinny people get literally so mad when I tell them I like being fat and that I am not bending myself backwards to be skinny it's unreal
Hey why does it makes you mad that being skinny isn't the peak for me? Huh? Do you think I am unattractive? Gross? Unkept? People would make fucking lines to be drowned in my fat tiddies and I don't even have to hate my body to look hot.
#bernardo talks a lot#fat liberation#anti diet culture#seriously i could only start to care for my body the moment I started to go “So I am fat! what about it?”#i started to eat better and more times because I stopped caring about my weight#my anxiety and depression DECREASED#I started eating more fruits and veggies cause I hated less my body and going on walks because again I don't hate my body anymore
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I don't know why but I tend to like byler fics more when they're from mike's point of view (or better yet - a dual pov with mike AND will)
Still, if I had to choose one? Mike all the way and I don't even know why
#stranger things#byler#will byers#mike wheeler#i guess mike is less likely to get mischaracterized if the fic is from his pov#at least in the ones that i have read of course#and the angst sometimes its too much#but seeing loverboy mike wheeler suffering from jealously and internalized homophobia and depression??#its *chef's kiss*#it may seem like i love to see him struggle which is true#but only if he has a happy ending!!!!#i am mostly joking#but i do love a good in depth character exploration of mike wheeler because there is a LOT to talk about#his trauma better be properly adresses in s5 or im rioting
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you can run away as fast as your feet can carry you and you can get into a million other things with new characters to relate to but you can never escape the miserable reality that jeremy heere from be more chill is the most you character ever made
#AND HE SUUUUUCKS <3 not really.#its a bit of that you are so fucking SELFISH. DIE. i am __ years old meme#i am 17 years old and i want to be less depressed :) and then some part of you never stops being 17 wanting to escape.#kora.txt
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moth-flowers #17
#moth-flowers#my art#comics#autobio comics#Its a little crummy but im glad i made something. and actually posted it!#depression#Our neighbors r pretty cool. talking with the husband makes me happy cos he's just a chill dude and i think he's kinda like me?#Like he was cleaning out his car one time and he said it just takes him longer than most people bc he's kinda slow. and i had a moment of#like. recognition. I get things done but i just take a lot longer than other people and i dont really know why its just how i am#And he's like. a real adult. with a partner and kids and a house and a job. and if he can make it then maybe ill be okay too.#Also I like listening to him talk he has a very interesting cadence and overall soothing voice quality#Also the sleep schedule thing. Right now I've been feeling my best when i take a 2ish hour nap when i get home. I usually dont go to sleep#Until 12pm regardless and good god has the nap been helping me. I feel less like shit and more alert its so great#My dad keeps giving me shit about it. but fuck it we ball
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they just met why is kara always going on about how lena needs to give her more and more? maybe that should be the end, they had a nice time , we got nice smut and they parted ways. i get why kara doesn't see them working but idg what lena is seeing in kara long term beyond her being 'normal' i guess that's enough with her life, even when kara was told that those pictures were from before they even met she still judged her and made all about how lena hurt her feelings, lena will have tabloids saying shit about her always and kara is right that they won't work long term, they don't work even now when they should be in the honeymoon period
Yall I'm writing this on my phone, my thumbs dont have that kind of stamina.
Also, as for what Lena sees in Kara... tbh I'm relying pre-exisiting chemistry that y'all know is there, even if I'm not the best at showing it here. I might embellish when I move it to ao3, but I might not.
But also part of things is that Kara doesn't really have room to shine, because Lena sucks all the air from the room. And with based looooooosely on the anne hathaway movie that sees them reuniting in like five years, I had to have them split in a relatively timely manner.
And also tbh, in case the "writing this in my phone notes" didn't convey this strongly enough-- I am pantsing this thing to the maxxxxxx. Not a single outline or bullet point in sight. Total stream of consciousness. As a rule, one can expect my tumblr stuff to be considered a stream of consciousness more than anything else. Do NOT expect it to be polished or free of plot holes.
Also also... it's a free story with our fave peeps? Didn't think it needed to be much deeper on this here tumblr dot com...
#lol sorry#this is ramble central#like.... you dont have to like it....#but i dont have to hear that you dont?#unless i majorly fuck up in terms of representation or a microaggression or whatever#i want to know about that#but if its just a general 'this isnt good enough for my tastes' thing#you cannot imagine how demoralizing this would have been if I had been in less a good head space#and then a bunch of people who *do* like it would miss out on the ending/more content#im sure you didnt mean this in a mean way#but if i were more depressed than i currently am#i wouldnt be able to see the lack of ill intent#i would just see “your story sucks and doesnt work what are you doing”#so maybe give it a second thought before hitting send yeah?
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*stumbles out of ofmd season 2 covered in soup and blood*
#covered in gay soup but at least i'm less depressed#welcome to the gravy basket#i am not ready to be mentally devastated by whatever fresh hell david jenkins has planned for the finale btw#ofmd#ofmd s2 spoilers#is soup a spoiler?#🍲
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I need someone to tell me that im not stuck here and things are going to get better. Also they have to know what they're talking about
#I need to be making more money than this#it always seems to start with that#but I feel like I wouldn't be as depressed if I felt like I was on the way to something else#if i could get out of here in about a year#if I was saving up for some achievable goal in a meaningful way#then the things that I hate about my current living situation would grate a lot less#And I wouldn't mind as much being so helpless to stop people defacing things and making things worse#but as it stands i feel like im being pushed down into a corner#which is exactly what i came here to get away from#its just that im not allowed to improve anything around me#To stay away from this noxious shit i guess im expected to never to outside and always huddle down with my fan on#because im not disabled enough to complain abt it#am I???#beggars cant be choosers#cant live in poverty housing and expect the neighborhood to be polite#ig#but how do i get out of it
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was a little baffled as to why adrien is less careful about using cataclysm on people now after being so horrified when he accidentally hit monarch but like... as far as he knows, it's been weeks and monarch is still kicking. iirc the only time he's seen monarch since was in deflagration and he seemed just fine then, so adrien really doesn't have any reason to think it's not a survivable injury that just hurts like a bitch
#he doesnt want to KILL people but chat noir beats the shit out of people all the time#since he now thinks cataclysm isnt a one hit kill theres no reason NOT to use it against people hes especially pissed off at#miraculous ladybug#adrien agreste#chat noir#ml derision#< kind of related#also i heard someone point out that being a touch more violent as CN fits with the anger/irritability/impulsivity symptoms of depression#and i am All About That. marinette gets to show the ugly side of anxiety so let my boy have some less palatable symptoms too!!
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#just an anxious mess rambling#mentally i am unwell#bad coping mechanisms#i feel like crap#drinking away the pain#it was either alcohol or sh again#i went for the less destructive one#depression memes#sh meme#bad coping mechanism meme#memes are how i cope#i wish to self-destruct#self-destructive memes#that therapy appointment feels so far away#my life is falling apart#if i attempt again the ambulance wont get here on time#so i will try my best to cope other ways#alcohol numbs everything for a bit#i cant even fucking make myself dinner without being in agony#it hurts just to exist#it's like a constant reminder sign that i shouldn't be alive#if i drink enough i wont remember to be depressed and I'll actually manage to sleep for more than an hour#sami talks too much
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