#am i having a fever dream?????? like what the fuck
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Oh wow. Lore time I guess.
I've been obsessed with D&D since roughly 2018 and it nearly cost me my highschool diploma cause I was only playing and watching d&d and not studying for my math final. (I passed it though)
When I was a kid I had an imaginary friend who was a dragon. He always wanted to set everythign and everyone on fire. I always stopped him.
At one point my family was invited to a party and my mom made an apple cake. I stole the apples out of the cake and blamed our cats. I don't know if my parents ever believed me, but I don't plan on telling them ever.
I was born left handed, but broke my left arm when I was young (2-3 years) and now I am right handed.
I've had a frog plushy since I was born and in 2008 I named it Kermit. 5 years later I learned what the Muppets were.
I nearly died from throwing up while having a concussion when I was five.
I am mildly obsessed with volcanoes and one of my dream places to visit is Iceland. For the volcanoes.
Until I had my first proper haircut at 8 years old I had straight hair. Like straight as spagetti straight. Since that haircut, I have had curls. Not from me doing anythign, my hair just decided to be curly from then on.
I love to swim, especially diving. though not in natural waters, those freak me the fuck out.
I once went to horse riding lessons while having a fever of 41°C.
Tagging others - share your lore (no pressure though):
@mushroom-the-trauma
it's so weird to me that everyone on this website is a human person outside of their weird internet niche so rb this with a random bit of your lore
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(even louder) trailer screaming part 2
the adrenaline i've had all day is making me crash hard so i'm tired so idk if i'll actually be screaming louder but like. internally i am
well starting off strong
oh fucking boy
first i'm gonna say i love the way he said "however ~vile~" like slay
and then i know that like. this feels like such an obvious/lame explanation but i do not believe this is "real". like of course there's the fact that the cube. yknow. isn't like that in real life that's just how it looks in his fever dream. a lame ass reason for sure but honestly my real reason for not believing this is that there's no way they'd put THIS reveal in the trailer. there's a distinctly lower number of new clips in this trailer then there has been for seasons past, which could be them building hype for the end of the arc(s), but still i have a feeling that there's only so much they were willing to put out (which excites me btw), so i doubt this would be one of those things, yk? i don't know anything ok im tired
could be another dream, could be hallucinations, could be anything
i do find it incredibly interesting that he's clearly in a xadian forest surrounded by giant mushrooms tho (zubeia?)
i will say this i believe
fuck she relapsed. but. b-ut also..ooo..w..
iiiiiiiiiii
we're all fairly certain that's human aaravos (which didn't even occur to me until i read one of the comments that shows you how observatory i am) and............... well i suppose it was inevitable. i've personally never really thirsted for aaravos; of course i get it but just can't relate. and now.............. oh my god this is the hottest person i have ever seen in my life. i've been awoogaing from the minute i saw him and damnit you can't make me stop
considering the following shot (also because it makes sense) that this is the spell that brought back all the spirits, but it makes me question the shot of aaravos standing in the valley of the graves cackling as the spirits surround him, because that just gives me very "mwuahaha we've just unleashed them" so idk. this is me trying to convince myself that that's not actually aaravos so i can drool over him without a little shame
ohoho this is exciting and fucking petrifying. that is a freeze spell if i've ever seen one, so it seems we have soren, TERRY !!, and allen rushing to presumably stop them, and then aanya kneeling over lujanne's body!!! yippee!
may i just say that the location zip zapping is hurting my brain. like callum and rayla both go from the nexus to katolis and everyone in katolis goes to the banther lodge and then callum ends up in a random xadian forest but also akiyu's grotto for some reason meanwhile rayla goes to the silvergrove but she also ends up in lux aurea with soren and coruvs who were with ez and aanya in the crystal cavern but ez and aanya were also at the valley of the graves but soren and aanya are also at the nexus where claudia and aaravos and terry are but before/after that they were/are first at the valley of the graves and also a xadian forest but then terry was in a different seemingly not-xadian forest and i need to lie down
in addition to the Cave Fuckers we also keep seeing this mf with BAT WINGS??? HELLO????
ok i know i sound like an edgy middle schooler but i'm sorry this is the most exciting shot in the trailer for me. what can i say blood excites me. my favorite characters covered in blood? even better. short king ram with that sickass head tilt? fucking hell to the fucking yeah (i'm choosing to ignore the way he literally went rawr XD immediately after)
this is another one where there's so much to process like as aforementioned we're in a xadian forest and terry's here looking perfectly content so assuming that he is abandoning ship (which is supported by the nexus shot) this is before that??
also as aforementioned callum in akiyu's grotto which is SO out of left field but whatever
and akiyu is also here. on the ground perhaps. good sign
this is irrelevant but. look at that lil face. hehe
ALSO AA IM STUPID AND AM ONLY JUST NOW REALIZING THIS BUT THE FIRE IS CLAUDIA'S YOU CAN SEE FROM THE BG OF HER DRAGON TRANSFORMATION SHE DEF THERE TOO AAKSDHFKJAHSKJDFHIASDHFLJKHSDKLFHKJSAHDLFK IM FO FUCKING EXCITED YOU HAVE NO IDEA HWO LONG AND HOW BADLY IVE NEEDE A PROPER CALLUM V CLAUDIA SHOW DOEWN EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
also it's giving
#im sorry the long awaited p2 took so long#i would apologize for the amount that i say fuck in these posts but i am not sorry#tdp#the dragon prince#tdp spoilers#tdp s7#continuethesaga#giveusthesaga
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make some noise is a 30-40mins show.
i didnt realise it's a 30-40mins show.
i thought it's a 15mins show and i keep rewatching the entire 3 seasons bcs hey, why the fuck is it so short i need more. how the fuck does it feel that short to the point that i need more???????
#i paused make some noise to ponder this#because i just saw the time stamp#it's a 45mins show#but it feels like a 15mins show#how is that even possible#so all this time ive been rewatching msn i've actually been spending more than 3hrs going through the 2 seasons#when i genuinely thought ive only spent like an hour max#what the fuck am i having a fever dream#how the fuck does sam does that#is it the way the show is formatted????#is it the casts?????? and their perfect chemistry chaotic silliness??????#is it the writers?????#what the fuck did you put in msn and game changer sam???????#am i having a fever dream?????? like what the fuck#dropout
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Seb comes to Fernando's bedside to cheer him up! (aka resolving my turmoil over there being no vettonso moments yesterday)(long gif!!!)
+ what if Fernando hadn't been out sick!
#oh my god what the fuck have i made 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#this is my magnum opus.....#i love these projects where i keep going back and forth btwn#I CANT FINISH THIS to IM GONNA FINISH THIS SO HADD#and i DID finish it. at 5 am. sick.#im oddly proud of this despite how fucking stupid it is 😭😭#its so hilarious to me 😭😭😭😭#ty to suzuki as always for contributing by being my fellow freak <3#i love how i been able to finish anything lately cause I've been busy and stressed#like i keep putting off stuff just to work on this for four hours straight#I NEEDED IT TO BE RELEVANT#also its up to you to decide if seb is actually wearing that or if its fernando's fever dream#WAAAUGHHHHHHH IM STILL SO SAD THERES NO PICS OF THEM#sry i am actually delirious rn oh my god#WHY DIDNT THEY MEEETTTTTTTTTT AAAAGGHHHHH :(((#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso#2024 brazilian gp#catie.art.#normal things that catie normally makes in a normal fashion
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Every single time I draw for an anime I think to myself "never again will I draw for an anime" and then I am proven wrong. So here, take my daughter Lulu.
#brave bang bravern#bbb lulu#how the heck do you tag for this show#i never feel like i do anime characters justice tbh so i get really self conscious about art i do for shows#but honestly whatever shes adorable please enjoy my daughter#i gotta finish watching it - im on ep10#and i am giving updates to two people on discord as i watch and i like hearing#i have no idea whats going on but its a wild trip at least#and im like yeah trust me as the one watching it i also have no idea whats going on and its a fever dream without the fever#an acid trip without the acid#i really have NO idea what the intended audience is for this show but lewis the love of my life#i will never be over the time you said Nani - oh shit#because one of my favorite things to say to someone i know who has a major in japanese is#nani the fuck - BECAUSE IT INFURIATED HIM the first time i said it and he was so upset#now he expects it and is fine with it but the nani oh shit will live rent free ... thank you sir mr american i love you#also not to spoil anything even though i probably dont have the brain capacity to do so correctly#i really liked when someone was saying some weird stuff to him and he just says im sorry? in english#me in japan just saying im sorry feels like it would track thats me thats the american im sorry
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on Just Returns again and i desperately desperately want this AU - i've said it somewhere that duvall in marrow creek right after the captain would be WILD (what would the course show him????) but i hadn't caught that actually they set up the AU themselves... what if duvall found that letter and fucking BOOKED IT
#i am already writing a long duvall in marrow creek fic but what if... WHAT IF#duvall lost in a course-induced-fever-dream-of-the-sleeping-city searching for chine au#post-canon the course monkey paws duvall into seeing multiple versions of chine and himself at different times#canon-divergent course wants chine to see that farm and knocks duvall the fuck out or something idk#lyke and chine and hazard and the baby beat up and tired limping out of marrow creek#duvall is finally released and catches them on the road like where the FUCK have you BEEN#i've been looking for you all day that city is HUGE#(they all turn around to see nothing but trees and a real big moon)#broken record voice#pls pls pls
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feeling sick to my stomach after that finale, actually, wow
#i. think it may be time to drop off tumblr for a while again#lmao as if i'm that active anyway#ik this is quite reactionary but i can already tell that i'm in the minority opinion here since everyone else seems happy soooooo#i dont wanna rain on peoples' parade#anyway. most of the posts i made prior aged like milk huh :))))))))#i'm just. kinda speechless.#i've been in a state of shock since this morning#there are no words#am i living in a fucking fever dream?? am i high??? is this an alternate reality???????#who fucking knows#i'm just......... so numb i dont even know what to feel or say#wow. man. Man.#i'm just. going against everything i'd been assuming the last few weeks.#and praying to all that is holy that this doesn't end up being canon in the manga#i have to cling to that because that's the only hope i have rn#i just really want to fucking cry i'm so angry and hurt and upset at how horrible this was wow#bones has always sucked ass but for the first time ever i don't know whether this is all them or asagiri too. and that's. that. well!!!
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maybe this whole game was just a hallucination from all the not sleeping I did
💖 let's do ketamine together 💖
#this shit is literally what my fever dreams look like#It would explain the continuity error of Gladio's intro dialogue#Yes. No. My only answers ever. I am a little shit I keep answering no and befuddling people#That image of me staring through the wall was the first picture I took and it was 100% glitched#And then I looked down and I was holding the photo and I fucking lost it#It's hanging up in my cabin rn I can't look at it without laughing my ass off#Cruddy rambles#They look like AI generated images prompted with ffxv. It is so scary to look at them they're so subtly Wrong#''come to see what's biting have you?'' if it isn't you I'm leaving. Pack ur bags emperor aldercapt we're blowing this popsicle stand
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Can't wait to write my DNF fanfic with king!George, assassin!Dream, assassination attempt, major character death, bad ending, smut, knife kink.
I am so sorry.
Maybe.
I'm sorry for taking too much time actually, nothing else.
#dnf#fanfiction#I'm autistic and this is my damn fucking restricted interest#I actively want to die#Why am I like this#Also I'm sick and have a fever good lord help me#I think I'm gonna write all my ideas on tumblr#Bc my autistic ass needs to talk about it#dreamwastaken#georgenotfound#c!dream#c! george#UA royalty#What else#Smut#i guess#Can't believe my English is getting better thanks to this
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btw i think one of the most impt hobbies in the world is having a mostly non-existent, mostly self indulgent crush on a professor/lecturer just to zone out to their classes to and focus instead on their hair and their hands and their dark circles speaking NAWT from experience. maybe a little bit.
#yeah he's got me a lil crazy i was doing dishes this morning thinking abt all the things i still have to do this week#bc we have his exam on friday and im trying to determine whether i should try to do some prep work or just leave it for the day of#& i was just thinking abt like. oh he's so fucking precious he like actively took the time over winter break to memorise the names of#the people who consistently show up to class and like its cause he's sweet and wants to eventually teach more focussed smaller groups#but like my man my absolute angel you have accidentally stumbled upon the number one surefire way to make people wanna keep coming to class#like his classes r great but mostly i like that he knows who i am#and like i was thinking abt like. we were talking abt language in art movements like dadaism and i asked if he'd read embassytow#-n and he said he hadnt but that he had a list of student recs i'd be on and then in a later class i asked if he read fever dream and he#like made the joke that he'd have a section in his list of just things i told him to read#You Dont Understand I Need This Man Carnally. THIS is what one direction meant when they said thats what makes u beautiful#fuck me i hope he has this effect on the ladies cause if not hey babe there's a whole world out here for you ready to be explored#its also jst funny bc we r genuinely all afflicted by this tragic desire of him i think its partially bc his classes r a little boring#again love him to bits he does try his best its just rly surface level shit because it has to be within the nature of his classes#anyway. convincing myself not to fail his class on purpose so i can retake it next year its going poorly#also just had like a rly long convo w him after class once and he's just. URGH SO SWEET IM LEAVING. IM GOING AWAY NOW.#dreamboy... ugh ! AND he's a poet professionally !!!
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Just saw Dokter Death, what the hell did I just watch
#puppet master#retro puppet master#dokter death#I feel like I just had a fever dream#I had a whole stroke at the end- What WAS that#classic Full Moon I love you and hate you so much#I fear for whatever the hell they do next#Tho I am mildly looking forward to seeing the rest of the Retro Puppets- If that's what they're hinting at#Still I- WHAT#THAT ENDING-#Who did you fuck Duval- WHo- Who did you have a kid with to make that possible???#I NEED answers
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Okay, here’s a sign that I need to fucking go to therapy already: I’m starting to miss academia
#what kind of sick freak have i become. seriously#since i was 19 i have been in higher education pretty much nonstop. i’ve got three degrees. they took 6 years in total#i nearly quit my undergrad and my pgce multiple times. never bothered to even think about quitting my master’s because fuck it#it was online during covid. there was no point in quitting. i spent a year and £9k to go insane in my home and all i got#was a lousy certificate. my master’s feels like a fever dream honestly; i couldn’t tell you anything i learned#but my pgce was awful. i’d rather do my bachelor’s and my master’s again than do that again#so WHY. am i considering doing a phd#see the thing is i feel like that’s where it’s all heading. academia is the only place where i am not considered to be a complete weirdo#and i’m really good at writing essays but i haven’t had to do it for ~6 months and it’s already feeling weird#i feel like i’ve found something i’m good at and i may as well go back to it and milk it for all it’s worth lol#okay new plan of action. i’ve applied to a TA job. if i don’t get it i’m going to formulate a phd proposal asap#and apply to stuff until i either get banned from doing so or get in#i have a feeling i will immediately regret this decision but like… girl#i genuinely do not thrive in any other environment lol. i mean i don’t thrive in academia but it’s also the only place where i make sense#personal
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seeing deadpool at disney land and having his katanas in the kids target section is like oh! hm. okay…. a choice for sure
#personal#it’s marvel reaching as hard as they can bc they know they don’t have anything else but !#also the boycott actually heavy on the boycott#still very weird!!!!!#i literally had to double check the rating of all 3 movies bc i’m like am i tripping did i lie to myself when i was 16#is this a family movie and i just forgot????????#first time i saw the katanas i thought it was a fever dream#right next to the spiderman walkie talkies i was like what the fuck are we doing#i saw it and literal first thought was that one comic where he had to earn an orange from his mom 😭😭😭#that is so weird. like he’s not niche at all but he’s purely for adults or like edgy teens in my head 😭😭😭😭
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Ooooooghhhhhhhhh stressed 🥺
#dont wanna see family tomorrow and im sleeping saur bad lately i couldnt sleep last night and then had a typical fever dream#which gave me a really cute idea for a movie so im gonna keep it in my pocket#but it was one of those things where its like it says a whole lot about me and my trauma and its stressful#um um um and also im juggling all these different things like im sewing im trying to finally write im trying to draw again#while feeling like im failing at it all and then like i still gotta find fuckinnnnn job i neeeeeed money#this time of year is always really hard for me i hate when its warm again i hate easter and i hate knowing that summer is coming#aaghhhh rn im ticking and stimming really bad and im having trouble breathing hnnghhh#and im very sweaty lol i always get so sweaty when i dont sleep good i dont get it#also i think im just horrible like the one person i wanna talk to probably is getting tired of my constant life crisis and how needy i am#and theyre probably off being better without me there and im just a burden and then my therapist idk about him#i dont feel like hes really giving me anything like when i talk about how stressed and unsafe i am hes like you gotta find a way to cope#and he doesnt really tell me how exactly i should do that like mate thats why im here i need the help you cant just listen to me panic and#go ‘wow you need to fix that’ ughhhh and i think hes mad at me because i dont think he believes me anymore when i say im in an abusive#situation and that ive been controlled my whole life by everyone and i have never felt safe#and its just like ughhh like i feel like no one believes me anymore and theyre all fed up with my bullshit incompetence and constant#bellyaching and im a horrible friend and a liar and probably just being dramatic as fuck making myself believe im being abused when in#reality im the abuser the ungrateful brat who treats his family like shit and cant trust them even though they seem so perfect to everyone#and im so stupid and toxic for trying to run away and for being scared to death here#thats how its feeling anyway idk everyone is just. weird and im losing my grip on reality and cant tell whats real anymore
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#trying to . not smoke to cope w these feeling isnuh . Not fun i .#i cannot describe it icfeel pathetic and insane ohh my god .#im still more uoswt over losing him than i am over my best friend n that is not gonna make . me not giggle a lil#anyway ! cannot do tgis i want a refund on the last 2yrs bc what the everloving fuck.#2022 feels like a fever fucking dream. how thebfuck didnall of that take plaxenonly 2yrs ago#n how didni end up here .#ANYWAY . i hate this feeling i hate everything sbt this n ik im supposed.to find . some goodness in it#and i AM . like . there is a lot of goof that has come from this. but . if there isnt this almost permenant ache that#i literally cant get rid of . used tocscoff at ppl who said that it could feel like going from feel whole to#feeling like a piece is missing bc how how can one Person do that . but like i do get it :/#its so sick n twisted . like i have Two options rlly . n i have to choose one bc i have no other choice rlly . but#i am gritting my teeth . while i do it bx it isnt lesseninf and is only getting Worse Somehow !#i thought time was supposed tocmake it better n . i thoughy time was supposed toclessen the intensity of#wtv the fuck THIS is . but NO . how the fuck am i supposed tovgo the rest of my life like this#n k ik one day at a time it wont always feel like this . but what if it does. i could actually kms fromcthat idea#tgis is so fucked i actually . have gotta swinf at him for this . let me fist fight him .#i say that as if je ciuldnt kill me Immediately . but . let me fist fight him bx i cant do much else !!! im in a box !!!! n im terrified !!!#i went away and expected it to feel Less . but no. it somehow was Stronger and . more evil#string theory or wtv u wanna call it . idk were fucking tied tgth n some shape or form . bc how#else am i to explain tje weird pyschological tinglings i get other than spiritual bullshiy i am Going Crazy fr .#pyschward me atp. beinf aober isnt helping - but smoking doesnt either i am gonna kill him fr.#and then myself and pray shits different next lifetime. it would absolutely be funny to add murder tocour karma#bx this isnt our first rodeo tgth. weve done this dancd before in another lifetime . sickening.#anyway add murder karma to it ! why the fuck not !#im kidding obvioisly. i coildnt murder anyone .
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Where’s that gif of the dude with the conspiracy board, I’m making a point I can’t substantiate
#anyway avowed is officially a thing now! so uh honor of that I’m doing all the citations on the taxes essay#except you’re all going to have to take my word about lady Silas because I am making her guidebook letter/cut quest do *so* much work#especially given I can’t find the letter *or* the quest part of the cut quest#the wiki has the quest item! I can prove house Silas is not a fever dream I made up to make the taxes explicable!#but like what the fuck where did the rest of it go#if anybody knows what I’m talking about and where to find it not only will I kiss you in the mouth I’ll name my firstborn after you#it’s driving me nuts
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