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gorlie….
#ra speaks#personal#y’know that neighbor the one that I finally put my foot down and (in nicer terms) told her I wasn’t her personal chauffeur#or driving instructor? okay she didn’t ask me to help her move out earlier this week (not gonna rely I’m relieved. I helped her pack)#anyways she’s hitting me up to take her to get a coffee later#and it’s like. the hottest day of the week. my car has no ac. she knows this. she is currently in an ACd building.#I very much am not and I’m living in darkness with fans to not Die of Hot.#and it’s like. do you need that coffee that badly? I don’t wanna go out and get hot and sweaty and come back to a warm miserable room.#but I also don’t want you trying to walk to the coffee shop across town in this heat so like…..#also she is CHRONICALLY NOT ON TIME#so she said ‘3:00’ but it probably means 3:30 but maybe it doesn’t and my autistic ass brain can’t be a minute Late#so I’ll be sitting. in my hot car. no ac. for at least 15 minutes waiting for her. maybe 45.#but like I feel bad bc I feel like I was kinda mean about not being her personal driver/instructor I’m just some guy I have a life#so like a quick coffee run if this is like the last time I have to help her would be a better note to end on#*head in hands* I am being soooo brave about it
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“Dain is just an imperfect 21-year-old kid who trusted his dad, and is a little over-protective telling his chronically ill friend to sit the fuck down.”
#Rebecca Yarros#Dain Aetos#pro Dain Aetos#REBECCA SAID SO#The Empyrean#Onyx Storm#Fourth Wing#Iron Flame#Rebecca Yarros quotes#The Empyrean series#can’t wait for Empyrean 4#look I get it I had my phase too#but by the end of IF I’m just sad for him#OS was cruel to all#and re-reads are just painful#and yes I love him with Sloane#but I never hated him (I liked him in FW & wanted to LOVE him but it wasn’t right in the pov lens at the time… he’s learning too & TRYING).#and IF he picks Violet & goes to kill Varrish. He leaves EVERYTHING for the right thing. Hell in OS he translated for the nightgown lmao.#and then you reread and I just feel for (well all of them) but him too#He got his slap the fandom had their feels as did Violet now let’s move on and see them as full characters; cause he’s a great one.#and now I’m full pro Dain#As the interviewer said: “We all have some Dain in us.”#And yes (being a chronically ill person) there are people we love that say “sit the fuck down” and were like “stop it!”#but it doesn’t mean we don’t love them anymore.#“& yes he invaded her privacy but so did Xaden & yall don’t seem to mind that— IS IT BECAUSE HE’S HOT?! Cause that’s a double standard!”#Also lmao whoever said Dain wasn’t hot; did you forget the almost friends to lovers hook? More importantly ENEMIES TO LOVERS#“Gods don’t I know it”?! … We sure the man isn’t a dragon cause that line is fire🤣#the only thing he did wrong was invading her privacy (and yes on rereads that hurts) but it was his dad; he didnt know; he carries enough OK#I love Dain! Rebecca said she LOVES DAIN!! “I LOVE DAIN!”#this post better age well & not betray me
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Shout-out to Cassandra Clare for appreciating the intimacy of characters calling each other by their full names when everyone else uses a nickname for them
#will and jem calling each other william and james magnus calling alec alexander etc#i'm a chronic nickname haver and while i wouldn't want to go by my full name all the time i do in fact appreciate it getting a bit of use#tsc is representation for me specifically in that regard#the shadowhunter chronicles#shadowhunters#tsc#will herondale#jem carstairs#heronstairs#herongraystairs#alec lightwood#magnus bane#malec#also tessa starting to use william and james once she gets closer to the two of them#i also just like how tsc characters often use nicknames that might not be the most common for their full name#like math kit lottie jem jace instead of matt chris char jim jon
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HC they first met a year or two after Yelan got her vision; post fighting the in abyss but when Kaeya was still navigating his identity from Kaeya, Brother and Right hand of Diluc Ragnvindr to Kaeya Alberich, Cavalry Captain and Quarter master of the Knights of Favonius.
#We know Kaeya's a bit of a sadist and does leave his men in the dark most of the time#Back when he he'd been newly appointed i feel he'd be quite reckless as to how much 'pushing' his knights could handle on missions#used to working from diluc's shadow rather than being the one to direct commands#And Yelan after her experience in the Abyss chooses to work alone and secrectively so that the lives of her comrades won't be in danger#She sees that Kaeya operates very much like her but he does not have the luxury to work as 'freely' as she does when it comes to official#missions for there are still people working under him#(ofc both of them do whatever they want when it comes to going of abyss side quests)#There's no way she doesn't feel some sort of kinship they're really similar in many aspects#she does not want to see a repeat of her certain mistakes#Yelan is also questioning how the actual fuck do the knights operate because why is a 16yr old beefing with her to get to a mafia boss firs#They come to 'good terms' as time passes where they have mutual respect for each other#both of them try their best to outwit each other form time to time of course#Kaeya being petty(er) and Yelan being 'i need to set this guy straight'#But back then after seeing Kaeya work missions for the first time Yelan's thinking that this kid is too smart for his good#additional hcs for Back In That Day#Yelan: -still hasn't gotten her signature bob. -often uses a crutch because Abyss did a number on her and her pre existing chronic illness#Kaeya- has a fuckass mullet#yeah.. my apolocheese for the ramble#genshin impact#genshin impact fanart#kaeya#kaeya alberich#yelan#yelan genshin impact#kms mention
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my Stephanie Brown hot take is that she should get mad bitches now that she's single in comics. Yes yes shipping BUT the one time she had sex she was punished by the narrative via teen pregnancy. I think she should be allowed to have as much sex as she wants with zero consequences. Could be a lot of sex, could be a little. Point is she should get to do it without getting narratively baby trapped this time. she should get them pregnant, actually.
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#dc#stephanie brown#this is a joke post but it also. isn't#like. i understand that what I'm asking for is a very slippery slope especially in the hands of the average comic writers (hates women sm)#but consider that i think it would be neat if female characters in the batmythos had sex lives again...#babs was out here having cybersex with ted kord in the 90s! helena had sex! black canary had sex and was kinda a gotham chara back then!#cass is generally more interested in justice than in sex and i abide by that#(tho user @casscain-mainly has great meta diving into the portrayal of cass' sexuality! good read and was on the brain while typing this)#steph however? canonical sex haver and got done dirty for it#like. personally i prefer to imagine that steph having sex with dean was 100% her choice#idk man she just felt like it! she wanted to bone#and maybe there's other factors at play there- Dean is by all accounts deeply unpleasant as a person so no doubt-#-stephs chronic low self-esteem played into her choice of man here#but again i like to imagine that it was all sane and consensual (tho not safe which again. lots to ponder there-#-like ik dixon was NAWT thinking abt this at the time but Steph's mom is a nurse. a semi-absent nurse but a nurse nonetheless)#(i find it hard to believe that Steph didn't have a basic sex education. meaning it was either a freak accident she got pregnant-#-or a wildly ooc decision on her part. OR some kind of outside pressure put on her by someone/something)#(we'll never know bc dixon hates me personally)#BUT ANYWAY yeah Steph has some kind of canonical sex drive and is just. soundly punished for it#and then she's with Tim (Paragon of Male Virtue in Dixons eyes) so no sex whatsoever no no no ☝️#and she's never had a seriously considered love interest outside of Tim to ever consider having sex with#ALL THIS TO SAY. let Steph have sex again but without the narrative punishment in 2025#if this is what it takes to get her back in bat books so be it#also she should get to hook up with some age appropriate fellow heroes. as like fun one offs#who's in her age range? blue beetle (jaime)? circuit breaker? assuming we're trying to make this canonical and (sigh) can't pull women#I'm blanking on men who aren't vaguely too old/young for steph or gay. or just awkward (i.e like. kon el. that'd just feel weird yknow?)#ANYWAY yeah. Steph Brown stud era
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Oops. It's a second headcanon compilation!
Don't worry, the next one will be back to our normal schedule of regular text posts and not headcanons
Masterpost
#Dark Meta Knight#Shadow Kirby#Meta Knight#Kirby#King Dedede#Daroach#marx kirby#Magolor#Bandana Waddle Dee#Bandana Dee#Marx#Kirby series#kirby headcanons#text post meme#text post memes#disability headcanon#okay I wanted a particularly exhausted Dedede so I snagged him from triple deluxe#i just think Dedede would have chronic pain from. you know. getting torn in half that one time#before you come after me for Magolor's panel: I do not think ocd and intrusive thoughts make you do bad things#I just think he already had it and the Master Crown made it worse (via lingering magic from the possession)#i dunno how mental illnesses work in aliens that use magitech#I had a lot more here but I decided I'm not going to continue rambling in the tags#I can expand on any of these headcanons at any moment if you want feel free to ask#also I saved that Kirby one for last because I thought it would hit with oomph#she speks#she speks originale#she edits#yes I'm working on the masquerade I am just obsessed with making text post memes
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Eleanor De Vries 1874 - 1900 🦇
#simblr#my sims#ts4 historical#elle de vampiro#there she is in all her former glory#i finished madame bovary in 2 days which is 😵💫 to me bc i am the worlds slowest reader but it was SO good#i really like how the first time we meet Emma bovary before we get into her pov#it's just a scene of her trying to catch the last drops of liquor out of an empty glass#cuz thats her whole personality in a way#shes always chasing that dream of having something more out of life but never getting any satisfaction of attainment#this is all related to the post cuz when i think of Mme Bovary i think of Elle w her snob materalistic and music lover traits#and she belongs to that household of aesthetic™ vampire sims#i really gave her a face that speaks of chronic dissatisfaction hehe#also thinking she might be a gemini sun pisces moon or gemini sun virgo moon w pisces ASC hmmm
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I love that my girlfriend is a yapper she will yap and yap and yap and I will love listening to her so much. I love that she's so much more extroverted than I am, both because she challenges me and brings me out of my she'll in ways I really appreciate, and because it protects me in social situations where I can shield myself behind her love of talking when necessary. Also she's so cute when she gets excited and I love being excited with her.
#also she can tell me the same things many times because i am chronically unable to remember any details about pop culture#musings#butch4butch
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i have a personal hc i never really share where mira is some manner of chronically ill. it fuels how she feels incapable of her task, how she doesnt feel like euphrasie made the right choice by blessing her. shes not strong enough, shes not good enough, how could someone like her save the world?
being chronically ill is being forced to be stagnant. and even if she loves who she is without changing, she still feels unworthy.
#in stars and time#in stars and time spoilers#isat#isat spoilers#mirabelle isat#im not sure if im articulating this well???#its like. obviously a lot of this is internalized stuff. her guilt and fear. but its also like. theres some truth?#like with how she doesnt like romance but still feels pressure to it.#theres not enough craft in the world that could change this fact about her. and it makes her feel useless and broken.#but she also... loves herself? and its been a part of her for so long that she cant imagine it not being there? as weird as that is.#i dunno!!! i just like to make characters i like chronically ill or otherwise disabled!
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can tell the pain induced lack of sleep is getting to me because i just got emotional over the somber feeling of a heating pad losing its warmth
#like the sensation is sad idk how else to say it#also side note that ive been going to doctors and being medicated for this pain since i was a teenager#and like there are things i struggle to do or avoid because of it#and like times it wakes me up and such etc etc#but it was only after my last doctors appointment that it sort of occurred to me and i had to check with my mom#like straight had to ask ‘wait do I have chronic pain??’#she looked at me like i was crazy💀💀#the answer is apparently yes btw#which - rude no one even told me😒#like how was i supposed to know????#i thought it was like idk bad normal pain#but my family keeps trying to tell me ‘normal pain’ isn’t a thing#which like??? surely not?? everyone gets aches and pain and. the like??#really been coming to some health revelations this year#and heating pads are with me through it all😌❤️#just wish it didn’t feel like they were passing away in my arms any time they shut off💔#sorry for the rambles againnnn#sleeps been weird lately and i just get so bored waiting on it😪
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«your outie has never had a girlfriend» «your outie still lives with her parents» «your outie spends all her time making gifs but then she doesn’t even post them» «your outie hasn’t read anything other than fanfiction in 6 months» «your outie complains about being lonely but then never texts her friends back» my innie would NOT have a good time in the wellness sessions i’m telling you
#nessa.txt#severance#also ‘your outie has a chronic illness that gets significantly worse when she doesn’t get enough sleep and yet can’t for the life of her go#to bed at a reasonable time’#<- not based on any current events
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IVE BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH FIBROMYALGIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#FINALLY FINALLY SOMEONE LISTENED AFTER ALL THAT#MONTHS AND MONTHS OF FIGHTING. I HAVE A DIAGNOSIS!!!!!#ive also been referred to the pots team lmao she actually did the lying/standing blood pressure test right this time#and looked at the results and went 'ah. i see'#LMAOO#chronic illness
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Kintsukuroi
'What if I put a clock pendulum in my torso' was the sort of question Bruce had come to expect when visiting Oracle.
"Pendulums are dependant on a stable base," he replied, because the last time he'd assumed they were being unserious Tim had tried to fit a chemistry test lab in his mouth and accidentally leaked the fumes through his mask.
"It'd be so aesthetic though," said Barbara, not looking up from the dozen screens she was surrounded by. "Listen. It would look so cool - Spoiler, robbery on fifth and main - Especially if I put a clock face over my heart."
"I thought you were trying to fit a super computer in it?"
"I was, but progress is slow. It's hard to fit it and enough padding to protect it plus leave enough room for ventilation. If I add the pendulum I might at least get inspiration." She gave a heavy sigh and pushed away from the desk, gliding in her chair to where her doll body was resting on a table, the glue separating the two halves of the smashed torso still glistening. Bruce followed, peering over her at the many scanners and wires hooked into it, flashing and beeping.
"Any luck?" he asked, and they both knew he wasn't talking about the computer anymore.
"Nothing."
He squeezed her shoulder, and she leant into it. They stayed there for a long moment.
"I just don't understand!" Barbara finally burst out, hands clenching on her chair arms. "I glued nearly every single piece back together! I made sure every splinter I could find went exactly where it should! I know the contract is still there. She's worked with more missing pieces before. But she's just not responding!"
"It's not you," Bruce soothed. "You've more than enough determination and strength to puppet, and we know the human body's state doesn't affect performance."
"That's the thing!" Barbara threw her hands up angrily, nearly smacking Bruce in the face. There was a chatter over comms, and both reached for their own. "One second," she said tightly, and wheeled back into the glow of the monitors. "Copy. BW, you're nearest? Thanks. Try and avoid the sniper this time. Wing, backup is in five."
She muted again and spun around, pinning Bruce with a heavy stare. "Is there anything, anything you can think of? We've - nothing I've tried has worked."
"Well...." He trailed off, one hand coming up to rub at the chin of his mask - a quiet night meant the opportunity to forgo the practical but muffling gas mask for his favoured plain black.
It was far from the first time a doll had been horrifically damaged. The incident with Bane came to mind - Batman had been in a very similar condition, body shorn clean in two and tossed to opposite corners. It was an awful memory, but the expression on Bane and the audience's faces as his bloodless body fell apart like a rotting tree trunk and then kept moving was a silver lining he'd always treasure.
But he'd been repaired and back on his feet in weeks, if bearing the incandescent fury of the doll for several more. It had been months for Barbara, and still nothing was happening.
"There's something we're missing, and I doubt it's on your side."
"I know THAT-"
"Listen," he demanded, and her jaw clicked shut mutinously. "There's something we're not seeing. Batgirl is in no shape to demand it herself, it seems. So its inaction is something we can't fully rely on."
"You've got the most experience with the dolls of all of us. Can you.. I don't know, sense anything?"
"Nothing more than the usual, with the Patriarch Doll, but we might get more if we return to the doll house -"
"No." Barbara interrupted again, but Bruce did not take offence. "She's not going anywhere. She doesn't want to head back to the cave."
Oh?
"She doesn't want to, or she doesn't care to?"
"I say she doesn't."
Interesting. This was likely a case of the doll exerting its will. The bats were well versed in avoiding the few lines their wooden bodies drew in the sand, treating them with the wary respect one would give a favorite blade or a highly trained attack dog. They could work together, share the highs and lows of life with them, but never get complacent. The dolls were forever a foreign, inhuman presence, and as with all wild creatures they would never be so arrogant as to assume full understanding. For Barbara to so strongly decide for the doll meant she was most likely not the only one deciding.
Which meant the solution would not be found in the cave.
"Perhaps there are upgrades she wishes to have?"
Oracle paused.
"Maybe," she conceded. "But there's practically a limitless amount of things I could do, and I wouldn't know where to start. And I could more easily do them when she's up and walking."
Not that then. If the doll wanted something to change but not receive upgrades or heal, than what?
... Not heal.
Batman hurried to the table. Oracle watched him with hawk eyes, but another call on the comms turned her away with a final warning glance.
Recovering every single splinter from a damaged wooden object and perfectly reattaching it was nigh impossible on a good day, never mind in the dead of night with a moving target. The dolls always returned to the cave to regenerate scratches and nicks they couldn't buff out, or accepted plaster to transmute with whatever supernatural power guided them.
The batgirl on the table, divested of all covering and armour, was still as chipped and scuffed as the day nightwing recovered last splinter.
The pieces fell into place.
"She doesn't want to be perfectly rebuilt," he realised. "She doesn't want the damage to disappear as it normally does... She wants it to remain visible. A different type of repair, then."
Oracle spun in her wheelchair to face him.
"Why?" she asked, something sharp in her eyes. Bruce chose his next words carefully.
"Perhaps she thinks such damage doesn't need to be hidden away," he said, slowly, and didn't comment when she turned away. Though she put on a strong face, and the doctors had recently released her full time, it would be a long time until the young hero was able to truly heal her mind.
"She doesn't need to do that for me. She's just causing me trouble."
"I don't think she is," he tried. "Dolls tend to reflect their puppeteer even after they accept us. You can't deny your trajectory has been changed."
They both sent a significant look to the enormous super computer taking up the wall.
"You've said you almost feel better able to protect Gotham now, with your reach and skills. Do you really feel that way?"
"I - I don't -" her mouth worked silently, and Bruce waited. "I mean I guess... But a part of me always assumed it'd be temporary, you know? Once I fixed batgirl.. It'd all return to normal." Her voice wobbled, and Bruce didn't hesitate to crouch before her, wrapping her in a long armed hug. She buried herself in his chest, regardless of the chilled metal.
"It's okay if you don't," he whispered into her hair, and held her as she shook. "I'm just throwing ideas around."
"I do though," she rasped. "I think I do feel that way. There's so much that can't be solved by violence, and it feels good to be out there but... I think I can help even more people, this way."
"That's good," he praised, "that's good. You can do whatever you set your mind to."
"You stole that from a parenting book verbatim."
"It's applicable to the current situation."
"Fine," she sighed, and pushed him away to roughly scrub at her eyes. "I'll give the doll another chance. Find some glitter glue or something, I don't know."
"Any materials you need will be provided," he promised. "I wouldn't recommend glitter glue or our usual tar."
He moved to pat her on the hair as the emotions of the moment faded, making sure to keep his unsheathed claws out of her hair.
"Once you fix her, though, I would recommend you puppet the doll during night hours still," he told her. "It wouldn't be good to put your body through twenty hour days."
"I've got a good system set up for now, but thank, B-man."
The computer dinged with another alert, and oracle spun to squint at it with a muffled curse, typing furiously. Batman escaped to the other side of the room, where the folders he'd originally come looking for lay. She waved, distracted, as he left, and although the doll could not smile, he could feel it on his face all the same.
@puppetmaster13u I summon thee dear mutual ^^
#I don't know which of us came up with the kintsukuroi idea but it worked brilliantly#Unexpected discussion of clinging to the idea of normality as something that can be returned to despite thinking you're okay with your#Life altering chronic condition diagnosis 🫠#Off screen nightwing is just not having a good time#I'm still testing out my characterisation of b but I'm pretty happy with him. Good dad b but also pre/no Ethiopia so he's healthier as it i#Oh btw the dolls don't have gender being inanimate the bats are anthropomorphising them#In the same way sailors call their boats she or my mum decided the roomba is a he#Some world building! I stuffed a lot in lol#I like the idea of the bats having different masks. Like the gas mask is for arkham breakouts or gas villains or ivy so it's the famous one#But they also use plain cloth masks or ceramic ones or decorative ones when the occasion calls. They've got scuba ones too#long post#batman#world building#worldbuilding#bruce wayne#possessed doll au#haunted doll#cryptid batman#cryptid batfam#batman au#dc oracle#barbara gordon#batgirl#I'm trying to keep the dolls as mindless but watchful as possible#Like they don't have opinions or ideas or anything. You could do literally whatever you wanted as long as you follow The Rules#I don't think the bats really know about the contracts. I think b has inferred something. But it's more trial and error#One idea I had is that the dolls are powered by the life force of past users mutated into... Whatever tf from all the curses.#So by entering the contract you lose a significant chunk of your ability to enter the afterlife.#Yes this would only be noticed by the jl going to the future and trying to find the souls of everyone or smth for whatever reason#And the bats don't have much of anything. Leading to the further impression that they aren't remotely human
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And that's why we're a kick-ass duo💅🤭
#i got my sister into house md and i loooove that i can talk to someone about this show now😈#literal masterpiece#my sister thinks wilson is super funny and also (low-) high-key f*cked uppp big time haha#she is very much the successful hard working and more lovable sibling out of the two of us#and what can i say... addiciton issues and problems with the family are MY realm😎#also i literally had walk-hindeirng paralysis in my right leg for like two months once#which is of course not comparable to house being disabled! but i know what it feels like to struggle with walking#and what it feels liek to struggle with (other) chronic illnesses#anywaaaay#lol#house md#gregory house#james wilson#hilson#not f1
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*Listens to a Post-Traumatic Manifesto song* Omg this girl is literally me *listens to a Post-Traumatic Manifesto song* Omg this girl is literally me *listens to a Post-Traumatic Manifesto song* Omg this g
#more specifically disposable girl is 100% me in middle school specifically#i related to faineant girl so much it made me start looking into chronic fatigue syndrome#i dont think i even have to specify with irreverent girl. i've talked manymanymany times about i grew up with a pastor as a parent#and the resulting Queer Trauma of it all#and i just listened to chocolate-box girl for the first time and.#like#he is literally just like me#he/she user who is autistic with ocd depression and bpd#she's fat and loves to bake and she LITERALLY EVEN HAS A POKEBALL ON HER HOODIE IN HER REAL-WORLD DESIGN#and we went through the exact same thing -- like every detail described in its song is also the shit that happened To Me exactly#like that's Just me#'if it's not real it's not a warning sign... it's all fictional right?' WITH THE L0LI ANIME IN THE BACKGROUND#FUCK OFF GET OUT OF MY HEAAAADDD GET OUT OF MY MEMORIES /positive#anyway.#the post traumatic manifesto#azure does a thing
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Snapshots of Warrior of Light A Realm Reborn: Scion of the Seventh Dawn
I thought that love was on the stage You give yourself to strangers You don't have to be afraid Then it tries to find a home with people, or when I'm alone
#ffxiv#gpose#nika perseis#vanila gpose#snapshots of warrior of light#ffxiv wol#hyur midlander#lore time!#so nika doesn't have a regular arr experience#he gets scouted by thancred for the scions in ul'dah#he then serves as the scions' informant basically; he abandons his post in immortal flames for a bit#to become a traveling bard and collect information for the scions#he only truly joins the plot when the ifrit storyline starts bc minfilia urges him to go and be a hero as the best shot in the scions#but it's a painful and convoluted and strange experience for him#and he's pretty much torn between heights of glory and painful lows all the time#and he wants to stop multiple times but minfilia urges him to go on and on bc she needs a wol#and he wants to serve her and do right by her and make her happy because he's hopelessly in love and she won't even give him a chance beyon#a friend. so like it's this horrible experience#and it's not that minfi doesn't care about him. he's her friend#but like. she effectively sacrifices him for the greater good without his express consent#and he goes along with it because he's lost he's purposeless he's struggling emotionally#and he needs something to DO#so yeah not a fun time#disclaimer i love minfi but i love her fucked up relationship with nika -#- and nika's with minfi - so much#too bad nika has a type which is POLITICIAN#and yeah nika ends up performing yet another role he didn't ask for. he didn't want to be a hero; he was happy as a bard#as happy as he gets at this point in time anyways#this man is chronically unhappy#juggling others' expectations of him yet again while also figuring out himself as an artist
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