#i dunno!!! i just like to make characters i like chronically ill or otherwise disabled! | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

basilpaste · 7 months ago

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i have a personal hc i never really share where mira is some manner of chronically ill. it fuels how she feels incapable of her task, how she doesnt feel like euphrasie made the right choice by blessing her. shes not strong enough, shes not good enough, how could someone like her save the world?

being chronically ill is being forced to be stagnant. and even if she loves who she is without changing, she still feels unworthy.

#in stars and time #in stars and time spoilers #isat #isat spoilers #mirabelle isat #im not sure if im articulating this well???#its like. obviously a lot of this is internalized stuff. her guilt and fear. but its also like. theres some truth?#like with how she doesnt like romance but still feels pressure to it.#theres not enough craft in the world that could change this fact about her. and it makes her feel useless and broken.#but she also... loves herself? and its been a part of her for so long that she cant imagine it not being there? as weird as that is.#i dunno!!! i just like to make characters i like chronically ill or otherwise disabled!

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