#also one of these days i think ill have to change the way i make them bec both purpose and source of creativity have changed.

[machetelettuce]

One of the most interesting things to me is how, even after indoctrination, Narinder's name doesn't change from "The One Who Waits" it's there by default. YOU have to change it to Narinder. But even then, it's not really his name anymore.

I think the horror of being trapped in one place, in one area, for literally HUNDREDS of years, is unexplored in this fandom. Even though Narinder is a god, it's heavily implied he was bored with his task. He felt stifled by being the god of Death. Constant, Unmoving-- A binary. He was not in the flux his siblings were. And at the end of the day that feeling-- feeling stuck, is what led him to act. Also funny thing here; Feeling trapped in his domain is what led him to being literally trapped in his domain. LMFAO.

But the point of explaining that is to point out how he DID feel trapped and it was irritating him in some way. Great, now what happens when you trap someone who is irritated with their purpose in a room with nothing and nobody (spare 2 people) for a thousand years. Oh and also he just got betrayed by his siblings, one of whom is punishing him for doing what THEY introduced to him. Speaking of Shamura and Aym and Baal actually-- Fun fact, Solitary confinement is still Solitary confinement even if you have three people in a room together. It's still torture!

ANYWAYS all of this is to say Narinder losing his name is indicative of an identity change. Which makes complete sense, being trapped in one room with nothing to do but state and idfk guide souls to their destination (a task he was already fed up with) would drive someone actually insane. It's. Horrifying to think about. His name is completely erased from all records and history, he's given the title 'The One Who Waits' in response to a prophecy, thousands of innocent sheep are slaughtered to stop the prophecy from commencing, etc. Of course he's not going to be 'Narinder' anymore, the Bishop Narinder is long dead. He's replaced that with so much rage and anger and misery. The One Who Waits is the only part of him that remains.

Its so miserable and sad and it makes me SICK actually. Especially in relation to the other bishops. I like to think that even after they've 'made up' in some sense of the word, that their dynamic is completely changed. They're all wildly different people due to everything, yes, but Narinder-- The One Who Waits, is unrecognizable. I love playing with my toys i hope if you read this it makes you as ill as it makes me

[heisenbergsbitxh]

Karl Heisenberg Headcanons <3

I’m quite new to Tumblr, so if this is messy I’m sorry, I still adjusting to the format!

I intend to make some real posts, like fanfiction or something, later on, but for now here are some headcanons of my own for Karl:

He snores. Like a fucking bear, it’s not even funny. That man has sleep apnea like a southern grandma, you cannot change my mind.

The Duke special imports his cigars—Karl doesn’t know where they come from exactly, but they’re damn good cigars, so he doesn’t care to ask.

If you offer this man a regular cigarette he will sneer at you and smack it out of your hand. He is a commited cigar smoker. He’d throw a fit if you even dared hit a bubblegum vape near him, get that shit out of his face.

Gets freaked out about flys. Is that one of his nieces, or does he just smell bad? Is he being spied on, or is it just a hungry insect?

If Karl had access to any outside news or accessories, this man would be punk as fuuuucck. Crust punk, specifically. You think that man washes that jacket? Let alone replaces it ever? Hell no, it gets dirty just as fast as he washes it, and if he rips it he simply repairs it with whatever material and goes along his day. He *could* buy new clothes from the Duke, but why repurchase what can be fixed? Also, fuck the government while he’s at it.

He has very few belongings that aren’t work related. Outside of tools and parts, he is the exact opposite of a hoarder. He bedroom is pretty much empty.

He’d cry if his hammer ever broke. It’s his comfort item, and as much as he could easily repair it, he’s never forgive himself if even one gear was out of place. The hammer is his baby.

If this man could listen to music, it would be the grungiest, shittiest 80’s-2000’s dad rock/metal you’ve ever heard in your life. We’re talking Motley Crüe, Alice in Chains, Nirvana, Metallica, Nickelback, Seether, and GOD would that man ever love TOOL, and he would insist on his life that there hasn’t been good music since that era.

Most if not all scars are caused by him being a clutz with his powers—especially when he was first learning them.

He curses out the soldats when his work is failing, in the way you would curse out a table after stubbing your toe. Wire not cooperating right? “Stupid fuckin piece of shit, work damn it!” Sparked at him? “How fucking dare you?! Get your shit together!” ……somehow, some way, it works?

Dog person. That is all.

His eyes are sensitive to light from lack of proper eyewear while welding, the shades help.

Lower lumbar issues at the very least, you cannot tell me that hard labour working motherfucker doesn’t have some kind of physical pain. If Moreau can have chronic illness, so can Heisenberg, he’s the most human of them all god damn it.

He’s actually quite pleasant to talk to, he just lacks social etiquette and has a real mean mouth, but if you can get around that…eh, he’s chill. He’s got some manners.

Has night terrors about Miranda taking him and the experiments he endured.

He can feel the Cadou moving.

Actually feels bad for village residents. He understands that they’re brainwashed/unaware, but he still automatically resents them for worshiping that bitch.

Could not handle a compliment if one was given, he’s too used to being insulted. Goes for physical touch too, he will react aggressively to even just a shoulder pat due to traumas.

Enjoys the rain.

Hates being worshipped as a lord, it makes him wildly uncomfortable if villagers bow for him or call him “Lord Heisenberg” or “My Lord”….he’d rather just be called “Heisenberg” , like a regular person.

<3 <3 <3

[smokescreenimusprime]

THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART FOR SMOKESCREEN CONTENT

YOUR AU’s your content and awesomeness make me happy!!!

As a 100% smokescreen stan you help keep us going!!!

I especially love the rescue bots one. Do you have any more thoughts about it?

Like how does he get treated by Megatron after being captured in your AU ? What does megatron do to sway him? Would he tell him stories of rescue bots past?

Do the other decepticons have a soft spot for him? Do they help him escape? (it would be interesting to see his dynamic with knock out hehe)

How do rescue bots get treated in general and how does that effect smokescreens treatment before and when he comes back to base! Oooh What happens next?

How do the autobots react to the “only” rescue bot , their little rookie being held captive? Esp since megatron always respected Rescue bots and is trying to sway him??

No pressure to answer but I’d love to hear what u think!

I ADORE YOUR BLOG!! You have my support!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

dhjbvjdhbvjd thank you so much that means a lot to me :D, and as for the questions >:3

Once Smokescreen is verified to have been a Real Genuine Rescue Bot, things change quite dramatically from canon. For one, Smokescreen is kept unconscious following the procedure and is moved into a new room. It's an old, long unused officer's quarters. There is a vehicon guard stationed outside 24/7, and at regular intervals a separate vehicon will come and deliver him energon. After several days of "good behavior," he's even allowed to visit an observation deck, albeit with Megatron himself accompanying him

were it not for the fact his door was locked and he wasn't allowed to leave, he'd be more of a guest than prisoner.

Admittedly, the lax behavior is partially due to Smokescreen realizing very early on that if he plays into the Helpless Frightened Rescue Bot image that Megatron seems to have gotten into his head, he'll have a much easier time escaping later

which he does :D but that's something that'll be talked about more in depth later, right now: Megatron

Megsy's got a weird thing going on where he manages to be both very respectful but also incredibly patronizing at the exact same time. He'll praise Smokescreen for his ability to rise up and become a medic despite the functionism shit that was going on in one sentence, but then in the next lament how the autobots """took advantage of his ignorance""" and """are keeping him captive"""

Megatron made one major miscalculation, and that being Rescue Bots don't just help the Cybertronian Race. Even if what he was saying about the Autobots was true, it wouldn't change the fact that Megatron has on more than one occasion shown his ill intentions to humanity as a whole. And because of his strained relationship with Team Prime, Smokescreen ended up spending a LOT of time talking with the kids, and he does not take very kindly to all the danger they've been put in by the Decepticons specifically targeting them

Smokescreen is on decent terms with a handful of Decepticons. First, Knockout, and they bond a GREAT deal over bitching over functionist assholes from their past. It's very cathartic, especially after having to play so harmless with Megatron, but he definitely needs to be careful lest he let too much slip. There's also Dreadwing, but they're more on neutral terms.

Then there are the vehicons and eradicons :)

eventually, Smokescreen manages to talk his way into being allowed to help out in the medbay. Nothing actually important or life saving, just patching up scrapes and banging out dents

however, one of Smokescreen's strongest suits is his bedside manner. He makes nice conversation, keeps pain to a minimum, and just... treats them with common decency.

luckily for him, the foot soldiers of the decepticon army have been kinda starved for that

they won't help him, they're too absolutely terrified of high command to... but if they turn the other way if they see him sneaking spare scraps of tools out of the medbay, then that's nobody's business.

As for your next question in regards to Rescue Bot treatment:

Prior to the war, over the course of millions of years they managed to leverage an amount of wiggle room with functionism. They are still some restrictions with rules and "form" requirements, but the Rescue Bot organization was a master of making up new positions and bullshitting paperwork to make it work. Public opinion was outwardly fairly neutral, but behind closed doors the majority adored the Rescue Bots. Upper classes... less so, but they couldn't afford to publicly declare otherwise.

There was still a lot of flaws with the system, and cracks of functionism sneaked their way into it, but they were trying their best with what they were given.

During the war, things got a bit messier. Countless Rescue Bots were getting caught up in battles, there was a huge drop in new members, more and more were dying or going missing. It also didn't help that some even scorned them for not picking a side.

Eventually... they were completely wiped out.

The Autobots were so, so hopeful when they found Smokescreen. A Recue Bot that was alive and well, who could remember parts of a culture and organization that was considered to be long since lost. If he made it to the end of the war, if he survived just a little bit longer, perhaps the Rescue Bots could be revived

As for when he's captured... they aren't too worried about him being harmed. It's still possible, but it's a fairly well known fact that Megatron during the war respected the Rescue Bots and punished any who conspired against them. However, that was a long time ago, and Megatron is far from the same bot he was back then

They're more worried about the affect on Smokescreen's mind. On what he'll be told, how Megatron will twist his words and break his spirit

[lemongogo]

they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think

[luck-of-the-drawings]

OH ARTHUR BENNETT.. such a gorgeous and intriguing character. terribly burdened by a GRUESOME set of crimes, his light suffocated by a HEAVY century of GUILT. so tragic, so dark and broody, and yet PAINFULLY awkward in any social setting ever

[icewindandboringhorror]

currently at That Point which occurs once every few months where one briefly begins pacing around the house teary eyed contemplating selling their own organs or becoming an online scammer or getting on anxiety meds so you can bear the risk taking required to be a hitman or so on and so forth.... why must everything so Expensive... Surely all would be healed in life if only I had one big plate of lasagna and a simple loan of $40,000 ... auoughhh....

[faaun]

procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

[megumi-fm]

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[iniziare]

Tag drop: Dorian Pavus

[the-casbah-way]

even though i really love what hrt is doing to me it has made me so self conscious because i know my body is changing more visibly now and i don't like the idea that people who know me very well will be able to see that. i just hate the idea of people looking at me. and i worry that the people i care about will like me less the more they look at me because i'm ugly

[pilonciillo]

on another note

[arowizards]

dear tumblr tonight i dreamed an elaborate shadowgast au

[mayo-is-an-instrument]

I made a boo oc!! I'll make more drawings to use them for when I start making "serious" YouTube videos :3

[rustbeltbabey]

boo hoo sad pity party posting hours LMAO but I rlly truly don't think I will ever be in another relationship again. I don't feel that I will every b desirable or deserving enough, and I don't feel like I will ever even b seen as a guy n idk. I just don't know.

[lildoodlecat]

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[kisskissgotohell]

i just wanna point out that, like. it's okay to disagree with the main character. just because they're the pov of the story doesn't mean they're infallible or that their word is law? you can like that character that tried to kill the mc. you can think the mc made the wrong choice. you can forgive things that the mc would never forgive, or choose not to forgive things that the mc does, because you're not the main character. you are the reader of the story, and just because you can't change it (and it's not the author's responsibility to capitulate to fans) doesn't mean you can't form your own opinions about it. it's fictional! that's the point! have fun with it!!