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maturing is realizing you don’t have reverse seasonal depression ur symptoms just get a billion times worse with the heat
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i love the disparity in the twin's respective relationships. on one hand youve got the soft tragedy of keyleth and vax, and their sweet handholding, and their blooming romance only being overshadowed by the weight of what's to come for vax, meanwhile percy and vex, like all good disaster bisexuals, fixed their shit, then immediately went balls to wall fucking on every immediate surface they could find in every position they could manage, got married on a dare, then popped out five kids (because of all the aforementioned fucking.) i love the bisexual spectrum <3
#charlie.txt#percy found himself a baddie and was immediately like. oh. maybe life is good actually. after YEARS on being a revenge kick thatd end in his#early grave for SURE if pussy literally didnt fix him.#who needs SSRIs when you have vex's healing vagina?#im making fun of him but also i would be no different in his position. vex tells you to jump you ask how high.#critical role#perc'ahlia#vaxleth
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i have acquired and read The Riddler: Year One and now i am just incredibly sad and grieving
#edward nashton#the riddler#dano riddler#edward nashton x reader#riddler year one#estrogen could have saved her#also maybe a weighted blanket#and an ssri#the estrogen was a joke but tbh…#danocel#danonation
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i feel like this shouldnt be allowed.
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my medication: take with a full glass of water first thing in the morning a full 1/2 hour before eating :)
me, dry swallowing my pill in between mouthfuls of granola bar on my way to work: interesting suggestion. however,
#listen when i stumble out of bed i'm not thinking about anything i'm going to pee and mechanically brush my teeth while my system boots up#i'm not even fully awake for the first like 20 minutes#and by the time i achieve actual consciousness i'm HUNGRY#what's a shmuck like me supposed to do? starve????#also a full glass of water on an empty stomach hurts i hate that shit#DON'T TAMPER WITH YOUR MEDICINE THO this is not about an ssri or anything that can severely fuck you up if not taken properly#my understanding with mine is it just won't absorb as effectively which isn't ideal if you do it all the time#i usually remember it's just funny to me when i don't#mar 2024
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hi everyone :’) i havent been on tumblr much lately because i am 1) not watching anything and 2) still dealing with the effects of a bunch of fun medical stuff! i am doing ok but my body hates me so so so much lately. i have the energy and ability(?) to do only a few very specific things right now (play elden ring, let youtube forcefeed me kpop videos, languish) and that does not include watch show or make gif or even write no matter how much i might want to. so. this is how it is haha. miss u guys
#it feels silly to make a post like this when im still on here nearly every day but i Feel disconnected. yknow#like i rb something once a day. i hardly talk to my mutuals. idk#i post vaguely often about my Medical Situation but. i think it might be good if i clarify so#this year since april ive been dealing with a sudden and long-term resurgence of pain that ive had before#originally we thought it was ovarian cysts (which ive been troubled by before)#but that got ruled out mostly. so#my doctor ‘diagnosed’ it as endometriosis (note quotes; it’s apparently not possible to diagnose endo without a surgery which i havent had)#(and so this is just an educated guess on her part and on mine. but a decent one)#i went on hormone meds for that which dont seen to be working for the endo but do regulate other things#but that significantly worsened my depression#so im on ssris now#theres also some other issues with me i dont care to disclose here#and its really just been A Lot#right now the ssris are on a very low dose but they are making me brutally dizzy and nauseous also.#i keep trying to be optimistic and then i get dunked on. but i will keep hoping#it will pass but fuck could it pass faster#rowan chatter#i have actually managed to write some despite all this. but show watching has fallen to the wayside
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Doctor prescribed me beta blockers and citalopram 👍
#really not sure how I'm feeling about it.#beta blockers are to help me sleep#but the citalopram makes me nervous.#i don't know how i feel about being on an ssri again#I also feel like i didn't really explain myself well because i was literally having a panic attack in the appointment#felt quite rushed too#idk. I'm just so tired.#if anyone has any experience being on citalopram
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im at my limit (its finally hit 25 degrees)
#seriously tho i hate summer and i take approximately a million baths a day bec im the sweatiest#its the SSRIs but also GODDDDDD#when will it end#(summer)#(or my corporal form)
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“a painting for my therapist” 2023 // acrylic on a tiny canvas from my therapist
plus a pic of it hung up in my room for scale
#my artwork#lamb being held by some hands#but is the lamb just very small or are the hands just very big#these are the questions the work hopes to provoke. but also the question of who’s a good boy? who’s a good boy?#the lamb’s the good boy#i am two weeks on ssris
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ive actually been tracking my mood consistently for the past 3 weeks. the data is about 2 go crazy
#apparently my average mood has been a 6.1/10 . my overall average has never been below a 5/10. my frustration has only ever been 4/4 once#kind of a slay#im using the app 'bearable' btw i rlly like it its got a lot of trackable options that arent behind a paywall#as ive mentioned THE PLAN is to go back on my SSRI and compare the data. the see if im wasting my money or whatever#maybe 2-3 more weeks of data then i can go back on me meds#also im realizing i should have tracked horniness as well bc i thot the prozac was turning me into a sexless enuch. but i think thats just#Me bc i continue to be utterly sexless 3 weeks in
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hiiii cuties!!! might not upload for a few more days bc im going thru something right now but i will upload soon i promise!!! take care of urselves i love u all
#my ssri’s aren’t doing shit#also for some reason i can only write at night now???#plus i just dropped my only summer class so#i need a hug#also i miss my bf :(#also my dog died a while ago and i think im only now starting to grieve
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Now. I’m not saying that fans of The Amazing Devil tend to be a touch, shall we say, obsessive, BUT….
If I may direct you to a side-by-side comparison of the Spotify Wrapped data for my siblings vs. me:
Sibling 1 Top Artist
Minutes listened: 2,671
Her Placement: Top 0.5% of Listeners
Total Monthly Listeners: 15 Million
Sibling 2 Top Artist
Minutes listened: 4,635
Their Placement: Top 0.01% of Listeners
Total Monthly Listeners: 10 Million
My Top Artist (The Amazing Devil)
Minutes listened: 14,003
My Placement: Top 0.1% of Listeners
Total Monthly Listeners: 241,710
Y’all…. The math ain’t mathing! I listened to TAD 3X more than Sibling 2 listened to their Top Artist, and that artist has 20X as many monthly listeners. How is their listener ranking higher than mine? By a factor of TEN?
Overall I’m just deeply impressed by the determination, the gumption, the sheer force of will that TAD fans apparently have.
Idk what they put in that music, but I’m reasonably sure it’s changing our collective brain chemistry.
#The Amazing Devil#TAD#mine#are we..... ok?#I mean I know the answer is blatantly NO but. still thought I'd check in#how we doin gang?#Does anyone need some hot cocoa? a blanket?#a soundproof room to scream in for a while?#a weekend meditation retreat?#SSRi's? (jk) (....unless?) (no jk jk)#Anyway good job team#if there's one thing that can be said about TAD fans it is that we KNOW WHAT WE'RE ABOUT#and I really admire and respect that about us#anyway.... what percentage of this fandom are we thinking are neurodivergent?#cuz it's GOTTA be significantly higher than just the general population right?#also. what percentage of us are queer?#you know that tiktok sound that's like#~'do you have any friends who are gay sad or play dungeons and dragons?'#'do straight happy ppl PLAY d&d? I thought we were ALL gay and sad! I thought we were gay and sad TOGETHER!!'~#TAD fandom has the same energy lol#(also ik that a good amount of what's actually happening here is just the law of large numbers)#(but I do still maintain that we as a fandom tend to be a bit more intense than fans of other musicians lmao)
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so sorry if this is too invasive of a question but did you ever start an antidepressant that didnt affect your ability to nut or did you just discontinue your meds entirely ? asking bc i started a new antidepressant recently and have been afflicted with the same condition but im like so embarrassed to bring it up to my doctor idk if theres even anything they can do or another medication that wont do this 😭
OH Man yeah okay, I haven't been Thoroughly cataloging my medication journey but like... first of all, I Did Not Tell my doctor about the nut curse. I just didn't. so you can definitely get around that if you don't want to bring it up as vehemently as I did. but, after I went off lexy, I started on bupropion. which does not impede my ability to nut. in fact, ever since my dose on it got raised, it's doing the opposite of that.
#I think it's bc SSRIs have the potential for the Nut Curse and most antidepressants are That#but bupropion isn't. it's a (tabs away to google)#NDRI.#so the list of side effects seems to be different#I can't in good conscience Recommend bupropion to you bc I'm not your doctor but it Is a medication that (for me) doesn't Nut Curse.#but yes!! there are in fact medications that don't do that!!#or I am pretty sure that if you are on an antidepressant that's WORKING very well for you- BUT- it's giving you a nut curse#then you can stay on those meds but maybe take some other thang to counteract the undesired side effect. butttt that would require#having a conversation with your doctor about specifically your ability to bust a big one. which...#some ppl are stronger than others. i am weak. i did not wanna have a conversation like that#and also lexapro didn't work for me AT ALL it actually made me worse. so just switching meds was the smarter option#sergle answers
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drawing my unsettling queen
#my den art made me realize i REALLY like drawing stp stuff in my own style#it’s also helped me actually cultivate my own style#usually is just kinda used my own spin on the danganronpa style lol. which wouldn’t work well with stp in my honest onion 🧅#also it helps that i’m drawing miss razor while shaking from ssri withdrawal AND sipping on a cold brew#love my unhinged baby girl
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I think the vibe here is “I SAID I’M FINE”
#truly i have not been reading very much lately because i'm getting over a death and a trauma and a viral infection#and also accidentally going off my ssri due to all of the things#but like#this all seems cool and fine and cool#motvd book club#i guess
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First day of my period yesterday only cried 5 times 😼
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