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âĄSoratori edit⥠I canât even explain how obsessed I am with them
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#otherside picnic#urapi#urasekai picnic#èŁäžçăăŻăăăŻ#sorawo kamikoshi#toriko nishina#manga edit#yuri#gl#shoujo ai#light novel#manga#cw flashing#flashing#flash tw#flash warning#sorry if Iâm being excessive Iâm bad at knowing this stuff so I err on the side of caution#also ocd
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I feel like if you're using a lot of disposable plastic bags in your day to day life, you've gotta do something sustainable to make up for it. Like using bamboo toilet paper or eco friendly cat litter or something, yknow
Honestly I exaggerate for comedic effect, while I DO routinely use ziplock bags to hold spaghetti I cook maybe once a month and the bag itself is usually for freezer storage. I actually throw out maybe one bag a week? I DO hate washing plates and tupperware and junk but that usually just means I eat sandwiches without a plate.
I agree though that needless waste should be avoided, and I do avoid it- biodegradable bags and recyclables, empty butter tubs used to store leftovers, etc.
This said, though, not applicable necessarily for myself but for a lot of others- I feel that it's importat to remember that there are many people who legitimately NEED things like plastic straws, or catheters, or pre-packaged foods
And the idea that that's a moral failing that individuals need to personally make up for when a single billionaire blows out more CO2 in a long weekend than I will in my whole life on a superjet meet-cute in the Bolivian rainforest between humvee drag races funded by the river-polluting textiles plants they planted in a third world country to avoid EPA laws and give an entire village stillbirths and stomach cancer is an idea that those very same bigwigs have spent a LOT of time and money investing in planting in the public psyche.
Like- Glass bottles are infinitely recyclable, so why are so many drinks in plastic now? Loads of drinks manufacturers used to buy them back and clean them for re-use, so why did they stop? If they chose to make something out of a limited and environmentally irresponsible material, why is it my failing to track down a correct process of disposal for them? What if there are none in my area? Do I lobby for more recycling plants in my area? Do I set aside some of my limited time outside the pain factory of my job- which I have more than one of, thanks to rising costs of things just like that drink I just emptied- to properly dispose of this company's waste FOR them?
Say coca-cola just rolled up to your town and started dumping millions of empty plastic bottles in the street, going, "wow, you should really think about building and staffing a recycling depot, it would be really shameful of you to just put these in the trash." When companies purposefully use materials with limited lifespans- because yes, even plastic can only be reused so many times- and tell you it's your own fault if it harms the environment- that's essentially what they're doing, just with more steps.
Yes, its important to be as environmentally concious as we can in our day to day life, but responsible sustainability is not catholicism. We don't get good boy points from our lord and savior Captain Planet every time the average low-income household gathers together to hold hands and repent for a single-use plastic that allows them to access something they need.
Entire families could eat trees and shit dead lithium batteries for years and still not do as much damage to the planet as an average dye plant or braindead celebrity does in a week just for fun, and I'm mad about it
...this went on longer than intended.
TL/DR: DO recycle and minimize waste, but don't beat yourself up over the little waste you can't avoid, and follow the money.
EDIT: Part 2
#I swear to god if any one of you in the notes calls me terminally online or pretends I'm saying you can just dump bags in the ocean#Yes definitely do your best to live sustainably#But also#You personally are not killing pandas#Unless you are in which case please stop#We put too much money into pandas but let them go in peace#Go do some yoga#Sorry if this is a lot but I have a friend with OCD who has legit panic attacks over stuff like this#Like they have to throw out a ripped plastic grocery bag they've had for six years instead of using it to weave yard furniture or smthn#And they'd go into a spiral about killing the planet#So like#I have strong feelings now
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#caps lock#ocd#intrusive thoughts#described#I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE I HATE IT HERE. I HATE BEING IN THIS BRAIN. I HATE IT. SHUT UPPPPP#also yes you may reblog this. if u couldnt u wouldnt be able to.
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one downside to digital mediums of art is that you cant see the tear stains (they just slide down the screen)
#turtlearts#tf2#team fortress 2#not even gonna lie i dont think ive ever struggled to draw as much as i had during this time#these are also a couple months old . and oh my god#i literally thought i was going insane. deep in the clutches of 3/4 head hell and i couldnt escape#like no sleep levels of drawing the same thing again and again until i either got exhausted or just gave up#when the therapist and psych nurse i had at uni said that i have ocd tendencies maybe they were onto something lowkey#side note but thanks to tf2 spy i got a butterfly knife trainer bc i wanted to do tricks#unfortunately i lost the knife :(( but i did learn a couple (really simple) tricks which was neat :)
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hey i just wanted to give a shout out to people with personality disorders real quick. your disorder doesn't make you evil, it doesnt make you an abuser, and it doesnt make you unlovable. you're just as deserving of respect, care, and support as people without personality disorders. stay safe, i love you and i hope you have a happy holiday season. we're in this together <3
#also i hope you remember it's not your fault#i love you so much muah#bpd#borderline personality disorder#npd#narcissistic personality disorder#schizophrenia#aspd#histrionic pd#ocd#bpd positivity#npd positivity#ocd positivity#personality disorder#mental health#mental health awareness#mental health positivity#mental illness positivity#not mlm#dantes talking again
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PUTTINâ ON THE RITZ | B. WAYNE
SUMMARY: Youâre Bruce Wayneâs long suffering personal assistant. On a time crunch, you (re)teach him how to apply cologne.
NOTES: belligerent tension, Bruce is characterised more on the socialite side than Batman, though Batman is alluded to. Suggestive ending.
For all the years that youâve been his PA, youâve never quite understood the borderline hysteria surrounding Bruce Wayne.
The perils of having a pretty face and old money, you suppose; sex appeal sells, and the prestige of an established name and old money that lend him an air of modern-day Gilded Age aristocrat surely canât hurt.
Not that it's of particular interest or importance to you; you're a member of the hoi polloi through and through.
The closest to celebrity you've ever come is being mistaken as Bruceâs latest paramour in some of your more extravagant efforts trying to prevent his sartorial and interpersonal disasters before they happen.
Speaking of which; as he goes to apply his cologne, you drop the lint roller you're passing over his broad shoulders and the elegant lines of his Kiton suit and grab his wrist before he can douse himself in the strong scent, aghast.
âYouâre not putting cologne on like that, surely?â
Bruce quirks a dark eyebrow. "Unless you're expecting me to break the bottle over my head, sweetheart, there's not really another way to apply cologne."
âI am choosing to ignore that nickname, because unlike you, I am a consummate professional.â You inform Bruce, tone somewhere between haughty and resigned. âI know you know how to wear cologne. Mr. Pennyworth is the gentlemanâs gentleman, thereâs no way he didnât teach you.â
âOh, Alfred gets Mr. Pennyworth, but I get Bruce?â
âMr. Pennyworth doesnât tear loaned formal wear, disappear at inoppurtune moments, or make a tit of himself at networking events.â You huff. âYou, howeverâŠâ
Bruce chuckles, all baritenor delight at your insouciance towards him.
You roll your eyes.
Spray some on your wrists and dab them together, then come here and loosen your tie."
âNot that I'm not flattered, but I really donât think we've got the time." He teases, daubing the cologne on his wrists, long fingers of his unoccupied hand working the Windsor knot of his tie loose.
Immune to his affected charm through long exposure, you sigh.
âKeep it in your trousers, Bruce. Tonight, you're learning how to wear cologne properly, again. Do you mind if I unbutton your collar?"
Bruce hums a permissive note, gaze hawkish as you step into his personal space.
âRight. So, as you already know, you want to put cologne at the pulse points on either side of your neck; your body heat will help the alcohol carrier agent evaporate faster. If you're using a lighter fragrance or a perfume oil, you'd put it behind your ears." You explain.
As you speak, you pluck the bottle of fragrance from his grasp with your unoccupied hand, and spritz his neck with it, swapping hands to hold his collar away and do the same the other side of his neck.
Finally, you spray the base of his neck; the mist of cologne gathers into a single small droplet that traces down into the hollow of his suprasternal notch.
â(All done.â You announce, stepping back.
Bruce buttons up his collar, works the silk of his tie back into a Windsor knot with infuriating ease.
âI still think it would have been less fuss to just spray it on over the fabric.â
âLazy. Just be thankful you don't have to do your ankles." You say as you turn to put the bottle back on the dark oak of his dresser.
Heinously late, cognition kicks in, and the realisation of what youâve just said strikes you like a thunderbolt. You close your eyes briefly, hoping against hope that Bruceâs more airheaded tendencies have kicked in, and the context has flown over his head.
When you finally steel yourself enough to turn back to face him, you find that the universe has not been so merciful; Bruce is staring at you, a wicked glee in his expression.
"Anyway! Thatâs specifically to perfume." You obfuscate. "The car is probably out front by now; if you're done, let's head out."
âNo, no; youâre going to explain that delightful little tidbit before we go anywhere.â
Heat floods your face.
âYou clearly know exactly what I meant. Let it go, it was a faux pas.â
Bruce says your name in a low rumble.
You parrot his name back at him in a faintly beseeching tone, begging him not to choose this moment to be a petty tyrant.
Bruceâs response is to raise an expectant eyebrow.
The standoff lasts as long as it takes you to check your watch, your resolve fracturing at the first hint of threat to your meticulously crafted schedule.
âFine!â You snap, stepping close and dropping your voice to a murmur, to minimise the odds of anyone overhearing the frankly mortifying disclosure.
âYou spray perfume on your ankles so that when you've got them over your partner's shoulders, they'll associate the perfume with you."
A faint flush floods the high planes of Bruceâs cheekbones, even as his smile turns gloating and distinctly carnivorous.
C Caught up in your own humiliation, you push past him, out of the dressing room, and quite miss the way his eyes trail down your legs to where the jut of your ankle bone is emphasised by your heels, and the considering smirk that his mouth pulls into as he follows you.
#marley.txt#yes I have been gone for like. ever. in my defence I am currently having some Super Awesome OCD symptoms#and also I have had RSV and it has kicked my arse#also ongoing chronic pain#anyway! come get yâall fanfic sorry itâs shite#bruce wayne x reader#batman x reader#dc x reader#batman x you#bruce wayne x you#bruce wayne fanfiction#bruce wayne fluff#batman fanfiction#batman fluff
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Sure dirk strider
#homestuck#my art#homestuck fanart#hs fanart#dirk strider#homestuck dirk#recently saw some posts about OCD dirk#i like that headcanon#i like it!!#also ignore brunette dirk#it fit the piece better as brunette#maybe im projectin but i like the ideas n art ideas that come with the ocd dirk headcanon#theres alot i can express with homestuck characters + dirk#so i like the headcanon alot!!!!!!
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A belief in Nominative Determinsim
#mira & isa sitting at the other side of the room: oh that cannot be a healthy rationalisation. someone should deconstruct that QUICKLY...#change's strongest soldiers VERSUS one guy echo chambering themselves about a susperstition-based retributive model of the world. GO!!!#isat spoilers#isat#isat fanart#isat siffrin#isat loop#sifloop#sloops#in stars and time#in stars and time fanart#lucabyteart#hey look now. this is softer than usual isnt it? ignore the. ignore the subtle damnation of blame unto the self. its fine. theyre fine#this is in fact a slight adaptation of that headcanon of mine i linked! yep! turns out the way to comic-ise it was to. make it like#90% speech bubble and get kinda weird with the formatting. it's clunky and experimental but hey. im experimenting.#the next ones gonna have even more fucking speech bubbles if it goes how im planning. christ#then its gonna get followed up with something wordless so. all things in perfect balance.#DISCLAIMER: i like to write loop and siffrin displaying the maybe not so great logic-holes their seeming fear of 'retribution for not#sticking to (the script) what the universe intends for them' entails. i do not agree with their weird philosophising.#i in fact think this is . bad for them. and am exploring how fucking unhealthy their mindset seems to be even when 'mundane'#OCD siffrin real as hell whats with the doing arbitrary actions in specific ways lest Something Nebulously Bad Happen little dude?#anyway if you caught the extremely blunt symbolism of kissing a hand with a knife in it you win a prize! it's called self-satisfaction đđ#hmm. do people realise i kept calling this type of back and forth between siffrin and loop a socratic dialogue bc socrates was also just#arguing with himself? like he was just making up the other guys. complete thought experiment. i also call them that because theyre WORDY!!!
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I personally subscribe to the Commander Fox has OCD headcanon
Give me Fox tapping a specific rhythm on his comm before answering
Give me Fox that carefully adjusts every item on his desk until it is placed perfectly during stressful conversations
Give me Fox that spends an entire shift stressed out of his mind because he didnât get a chance to tell Thorn to be safe that morning and it is a verbal ritual of his
Give me Fox zoning out while being lectured by a senator because he got caught in a loop of counting his breaths
Give me Fox that has a complicated relationship with numbers so whenever he meets a shiny or sees a senatorâs room number he gets split second impressions of what those numbers will bring
Give me Fox obsessively checking his troopersâ armor because if the paint is not perfect, they will be called out and decommissioned
Give me Fox having to step through doorways until it feels right or else a shiny will be decommissioned
Give me Fox that needs to check the casualties after all of his batch brothersâ battles or they will die in the next battle
Give me Fox that spends his entire sleep shift awake while his brain comes up with all the gruesome and painful ways his brothers could be dying at that moment
#I just think it would be amazingly angsty#I donât know how much sense this makes#also I have OCD and this is *loosely* based off of my experiences#just fyi#commander fox#star wars#the clone wars#coruscant guard#if there are any fics out there#send them to me
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thoughts, repeating.
#art#sketch#digital art#ocd#wish i could clear my brain cache sometimes!#but no instead everything that ever happens to me is a cognitohazard#anything can be my brain's favourite chew toy#there's nothing more to extract from that thought but sure let's run into it like a knife a million times#and it becomes habit that reinforces itself. i will wake up thinking thank god im not having the thought right now! oh! surprise!#i don't wish my memory was worse but i wish it knew how to let go#one beautiful day when im in a place more long term i will find a therapist that can help hopefully#also im doing fine mostly!!!!!!#ive been meaning to draw this for a while just havent had the time and im slowly smoothing it over
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It is not that Jews are a more superstitious people I think, it's just that we have a really strong cultural taboo against expressing optimism, and an even stronger one against expressing certainty.
#a s fischer original#jewish#also a high percentage of us have ocd#and all of us have anxiety#yes this is about the west wing scene#do not tempt the wrath of whatever from atop the high thing
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People don't talk about Luigi's rage often enough. Where's your anger? RISE.
Bonus image under more.
#Everytime someone woobifies a character with anxiety an angel loses its wings#my art#luigi#mario#super mario brothers#toadsworth#bob omb#this could also be seen as ocd bc i headcanon luigi with ocd#because i have ocd :)
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thought i would share this really good reddit meta post about tiago, alcoholics anonymous, addiction, and obsession..... [source]
#disco elysium#de tag#also. more food for my ocd harry hc.#came across this meta once bc i was like ''why tf does tiago offer you coffee'' lol#there is probably a better way to screenshot these but it's 5:30am and i dont care
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you know sometimes you get a diagnosis after answering a lot of questions in an interview and filling out worksheets and screening questionnaires and having a test done, and that's all fine and dandy...
...but sometimes getting one is you explaining how you have this bone deep, incredibly fierce belief within you that you're a monster who should never be forgiven for the bad things you've done and how you always live in debilitating fear of causing harm because that's just what monsters like you do and then having your therapist look you dead in the eyes and say in the most compassionate yet confident voice "Yeah, that's OCD" which imo actually feels more validating than the tests and worksheets despite also feeling like having your soul yanked out of your body with no warning
#ocd#actually ocd#neurodivergent#also kinda fucked up that ocd just makes you fucking hate yourself#and no one talks about it
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People acting like youâre completely evil for simply not liking bugs sets my OCD off a little bit
You canât say anything about being terrified of spiders online without someone going âbut the spider didnât do anything to you!! Why do you hate them?! Itâs unethical to kill them!!â And theyâll start referencing that one poem even if you never said you killed a spider in the first place
Some people literally treat it as a moral fault if youâre afraid of bugs. I saw a comment on Facebook where the conclusion was basically âif youâre scared of bugs, thatâs Bad and you need to work on that and learn to be Completely Okay with them or else youâre Badâ like some people donât have an uncontrollable fear of bugs
A fear of bugs is also an OCD thing. My contamination OCD really doesnât like them. And some people with trauma who lived in infested/dirty homes also do not like bugs- So acting like being scared of bugs is an inherently bad thing leaves a sour taste in my mouth.
But I always have a nagging thought at the back of my mind now when I see a scary bug. âWhy are you scared of it? Youâre a bad person if youâre scared of it.â
#original posts from hell#Also I know spiders arenât technically âbugsâ#but theyâre close enough lmao#and to be clear I actually do like some bugs!!#I like Lepidoptera and weevils#but anything else? absolutely not#ocd#actually ocd#obsessive compulsive disorder#contamination ocd#cw bugs#tw bugs#cw arachnophobia#tw arachnophobia#tw arachnids#cw insects#tw insects#moral ocd#scrupulosity ocd#scrupulosity
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If you have autism, ADHD AuDHD, depression, anxiety, OCD anything that causes you executive dysfunction where you feel overwhelmed by tasks and don't know where to start I need you to stop and read this because this website is about to change your life.
It is called goblin.tools and it is completely free and I believe it is life changing.
So this magic todo taskmaker is amazing. You can give it any kind of task you need to do and it will break it up into easy to understand, manageable, and accomplishable steps, (that you can then check off the list which probably my favorite part) like cleaning your room, making coffee, etc
In this example below I put the Magic ToDo Task as "take a shower" (but it can be any task)
Here is the lowest spicy take (aka not broken down into many steps)
And here is the highest spicy level (where the tasks are broken into many easily managable step that will tell you exactly what to do)
Any parts of this you feel like didn't give you enough steps? Need more clarity? No problem! Any step you can edit or break it into even smaller steps!
Let's say you are have a foggy brain day and need more instructions for washing your hair, here you go!
Legitimately it can break down any task, making them so much more approachable and manageable.
And if this incredibly cool task helper thing wasn't enough for you, the website has five other functions
A feature that adjusts the tone of your text, allowing for a more professional or sarcastic expression, ideal for business emails.
An emotion detection tool, which helps interpret the emotional content of a text, identifying anger, frustration, or other sentiments to clarify communication misunderstandings. (I think this feature could help a lot of autistic people SO much)
A function that estimates the time required for various activities, such as making the bed, providing practical scheduling help
There is an entire *insanely* cool cooking function (I am gonna have to make a post about that)
Something called the "Compiler"? I honestly don't get it. It says "Compile my braindump into a list of tasks" (so if someone figures that out please let me know)
And since it is tax season under the cut are the steps it gives you for filing your taxes on the lowest and highest task breakdown levels! :)
#the websites UI could use a lot of work#but the service is so good I don't care#executive dysfunction#autism#AuDHD#ADHD#depression#chronic illness#anxiety#OCD#ehlers danlos syndrome#fibromyalgia#also the name 'goblin.tool' is just fucking amazing#anytime I can check things off a list it give this one part of my brain a little tickle I love it
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