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I have wandered many places But theyâre all the same to me Nowhere Iâve found, to settle down A little bit further Iâll find my rest In the shadow of the valley That I love best so i guess i finally started playing fallout new vegas thanks to my friend! this is my courier 6 named Mr. Curious (Jonathan Frank Keith before running into Benny). he finds everything funny after doc patched him up. he also got amnesia for storytelling reasons and also because i kinda dunno a lot of stuff about fallout in the first place so i also drew his portrait as jonathan just to see the change bullet to the head made. he's got a pretty interesting past too as a brotherhood of steel's fugitive paladin but maybe i should make a character introduction sheet once again? or maybe i can just tell to anyone interested. we'll see
#my art#fallout#fallout new vegas#fnv#fnv oc#??? should i call him that?#courier 6#courier six#ahhh this song is so damn fitting!#it's like it's about a peaceful death#also knowing he was a paladin before#this song is about a valley#who knows maybe it's about a hidden valley in this case right#also accidentally used taro's reversed hanged man design#which also works so well#and doc's psych eval as a pool of blood#my brain cooks sometimes
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A break away from dem angst of the previous WIP posting đ (sorry but not really) brain decided (instead of doing the art I'm SUPPOSED to) what if the LaDS boys were playing/in FF14, what'll be their race and jobs
#love and deepspace#xavier love and deepspace#zayne love and deepspace#rafayel love and deepspace#sylus love and deepspace#chuddles#okay... look.... I know I have a bias for Paladin ToT#but a normal long sword in FF14 is essentially a PLD#also i mean... Xavier with capes is like...#look at Starry Witness...#I was originally going to Elezen for Zayne... but AuRa was fun for him too...#and my brain decided... to just draw AuRa Zayne until I realized it too late#oh well AuRa Zayne would be fun#ZAYNE IS DEF A SAGE#SAGE IS LIKE MEDICAL GUNDAM#ALSO ALL THE TIDBITS WITH THE ACTUAL MEDICAL TERMS IN THE SKILLS FOR SAGE#It was tough picking Rafayel's job...#was swinging between Ninja and Viper because... he's using the twin daggers and all#and then I remembered there was Pictomancer X'D#had to put him in it!#(and yes Rafayel is TOTALLY a Lalafell. Because it would be hilarious when he goes around nipping enemies in the ankles)#(also Lalafells in FF14 are SHREWD. So very sneaky lil potatoes...)#Sylus I immediately thought of Reaper#But was like wait... he likes guns and stuff... Machinist would be fun#but then I saw the Artifact gear and was like... NAH#Monk is also another one... it fits in terms of it being a brawler but not Sylus vibes ya know what i mean?#and yes... Sylus i decided way before Zayne to be an AuRa...#so now the team has two AuRas...
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TIL "Lay On Hands" is a paladin healing skill and I am blessed by this knowledge.
#moe talks a lot#oops i fell in love#cleric!right is forever funny to me because yeah its incredibly fitting for him to crave the power to heal#since he personally is so damaged and refuses to hurt others even in a game#but also he has such a foul mouth and you cannot remove that part of him ever#hes going to yell obscenities before he heals someone#like the joke of YOU HAVE UNO IT CAME WITH YOUR XBOX#is now YOU HAVE HEALING IT COMES WITH THE PALADIN#and then he just goes and heals karen while paul is like hey thats mean what if i want to bond with you :c#why wont you ever heal ME right i wanna be healed by you ! shes missing like 2hp what about healing my 10hp#again i have zero dnd exp and i am only learning from asking buddies who play it cause google sucks#i say that bc i tried googling something about clerics and it gave answers i didnt want to questions i didnt ask#anyway time to go perish personally im in so much pain and im v tired#for the record bc i know some people have expressed concerns in the past that im pushing myself too much to draw daily#its mostly my legs n feet that hurt constantly after work#my hand is still fine and while i do have some weird bruising on my arms (a mystery!) bc i bruise easily#its not me pushing through the hand pain or something bad like that its just i ache a lot
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i miss claude so badly im already planning my golden deer maddening run while still in the middle of black eagles. i just want my guy. my favorite guy. unfortunately i just love the black eagles as a group/cast but i am mourning my man (i never kill him btw)
#ann in fodlan#all my thoughts are wah wah wheres claude wah wah#but i love edie too⌠see this is why three hopes was great cuz i got to see both of them together#im an edie yuri truther its my top 3 edie ships but number 4⌠hehe. edie/claude⌠SORRYYYYY#actually im a aroace claude truther but if i must choose someone for him. hehehehsehhegrh#but i did read this lovely aromantic claude fic one time and its so dear to me. i think i bookmarked it i should go read it again#i love him. god.#and you know i do like the gd house#its just. i dont like them as much as i want to? not as much as be or bl#and part of that honestly is because i like units based on two categories:#characterization and how fun they are gameplay wise.#and unfortunately most of them let me down on that latter category đđ#like. ive tried so hard to make lorenz good. SO HARD. but i cantâŚ. i dont know what to do with him!#dark knight wyvern paladin bishop dark mage sniper HE SUCKS!!!!#raphael is also always terrible for me so one time i just made him a mage bc if hes gonna suck i may as well laugh#he was outdamaged by my warrior lysithea. actually she went crazy hard for no reason#you know who i want to like more? hilda.#on paper she is the perfect character for me. shes pink she has an axe shes valentine themed#i LOVE the spoiled rich girl trope like sorry. sorry#but i just cant get over her racism and it shocks me sometimes how that is an unpopular opinion#but idk. i know its not real and it comes from a place of ignorance rather than malice#but when youve been cyril before to someone elseâs hilda its like. its hard to watch#another support of hers i cant get over is actually her marianne support and like. unpopular opinion but i cant stand that support#idk how everyone j goes âyuri!!â have any of you ever been marianne in that situation.#its so uncomfortable sorry. marianne get up⌠better yuri awaits you.#and its not even the fact that hildas wrong in these situations its that she never acknowledges that!! no one ever pushes back! its annoying#i do like her to some extent. i LOVE her characterization towards her motivations (why she doesnt try too hard/she doesnt believe anything#is worth lives)#and then on crimson flower you see that she HAS found a cause/someone worth her life (claude) and its SO tragic its so well done#TAG COUNT IM A CLAUDE OR LEONIE RIDE OR DIE THO I HAVE TO GO BYE
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The problem with baldur's gate is it gets you ridiculously invested in your own Tav, who no one else knows or cares about
#I like to use character creation choices to imply an interesting life#So my Tav is like 40-50 has a couple prominent facial scars and a lot of facial tattoos that are faded#And has heterochromia but is implied that it's caused by an injury; the eye with a scar across it is red while the other is blue#Also they're a tiefling so the way they interact with this story is so different from the companions in such an interesting way#And why is he SO proficiencient in deception intimation persuasion and performance#My friends I've been live blogging to thought I was playing a bard because I use my bonus action to play the lute 80% of the time#But no they are a warlock who had to entertain to survive and then made a pact with an archfey to get out of the life they were stuck in#Maybe stuck in the fey wild for decades?#Initially I thought the guardian would be someone Tav knew so I made them match and she also has fae syndicate tattoos#Thinking maybe they knew each other before they got out; z via their pact and guardian communing w/a god and becoming a paladin#I don't know who DG is yet but I have a feeling this is not the case lol we shall see#ZT plays BG3
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Paladins get Powers
So with the resurgence of Voltron on tiktok recently, it brought up an old idea I never did anything with back when the show was airing.
The concept of the paladins getting powers related to their lions. The mashing of science and magic and resonance that already happens in the show, is a perfect gateway for some elemental power fuckery.
Especially if you throw in when they change lions. Of Keith's fire powers fading while he's with the Blade and him thinking this means that he is being rejected by the lions. Only to develop the flight/teleportation that Shiro had. Struggling to accept his place in the air when before he always, always was stuck watching from the ground. Learning to embrace the freedom Shiro so desperately wanted him to understand and embrace and as such learns what it means to live for himself. And then learns how to get the aerial perspective of those around him and how the wind buffets and blows but also fills all their lungs to keep them moving.
Lance struggling with the difference between water and fire and bonding with Keith's as he learns to handle the fire in his chest that Keith misses desperately. Learning to appreciate the warmth and passion that still burns in Keoth and reaching out to stoke Keith's embers back into a blaze with his belief. Learning to strike fast and hot but also be the warmth of of a hearth for his team to rest against.
Allura not thinking she'll get any powers since she's already been linked with the castle and the mice and why would she also get the paladin powers? But she does and there's a moment of Lance trying to teach Allura but she adapts to the water so differently than he did. Lance was the steady flow and beat of the unchanging tide that beat against his opponent with his every pulse. Allura is the driving current that sweeps her enemies away in a sudden swirl. Lance and Allura realizing that they represented the two halves of water. Push and pull.
And while all the drama of swapping powers is happening, Pidge and Hunk have been trying to master their powers they still don't fully know how to use.
Plants and Earth seem to fit together somehow but it's hard to use them in space. Their battles rarely take place close enough to the ground that they get a chance to properly test and experiment. So instead they have an entire room of the castle that has a real garden in it. Hunk learns the density of the soil and the way it holds firm against force but can be gently slip apart by a growing root. Learning to find strength in standing firm but how to let's the roots grow past him so he doesn't crumble either. Learning to stand up and weather the things that made him fear because he will be the mountain his team shelters on.
Pidge struggles. The energy of nature and life teasing at the edge of her mind but still so far out of their reach. They can't figure out the code behind it. The reason why they can feel the spark of life in a leaf just like she feels it in her robot creations. It takes a frustrated sleep deprived night where she screams in frustration and slams into the garden room where they flop against a small tree. Trying to create a program that can live and think on its own to help them. She slides down to her back and reaches a hand up to the small branches above and imagines. Thinks of using the headpieces to control the nature tech and trying to replicate that feeling only to be rebuffed with a phantom giggle. "Silly paladin, simply live."
And finally Shiro. Who was so scared the first time his feet left the ground and he didn't know how to get down. At the start thinking he had to be the wings to carry them forward. That he needed stay above them to keep watch over them. Learning how to close the distance again when they needed him. And then a desperate moment where it's all going wrong and Shiro simply wishes that he could fly again. That he'd get one more chance to feel the air. And then he finally seems to understand the freedom he's been craving and desperately grabs for it and yearns and then he's gone. And when he wakes there's a hollow weight in his chest. Pinning his feet to the ground no matter how desperately he tries. Of wishing and wishing until finally he feels the resonance of freedom again and it's just enough. He reaches for freedom but knows that he had to also say goodbye when the freedom reaches back. And then he's no longer in the stolen fighter, instead he's collapsed in his little brothers arms and can feel that the call of freedom has found a new roost.
Just. Paladins with powers.
#voltron#voltron legendary defenders#vld#keith kogane#lance mcclain#takashi shirogane#pidge holt#hunk garrett#allura#It's late but I had to get this out of my brain#Also Corin gets powers too#Not that he realizes for a long while#But he starts to sense the needs of the paladins#Small things but important things that polish away the forming sharp edges before they start to cut at each other#Until he suddenly realizes he doesn't know why he's walking down the hallway at quiznack knows when in the morning#Only to find one of his precious paladins in dire need of a hug#Ships can vary but I like Klance so idk#uhhhh what else#Oh#Yeah#Big zarkon fight involves alot of yelling and shouting about zarkon not being able to utilize the black lions powers anymore#red lion#Blue lion#Black lion#Yellow lion#Green lion
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finished up a cos game last night and idk if ive ever been so sad to see a dnd character of mine go
#i mean hes not GONE gone but the campaigns over#quick rundown if anyone cares: he was from barovia & his father was killed by strahd two years before the story so he was actively trying t#kill strahd obv. not just for that but also a little bit for barovia.#anyway i did actually get the final blow on strahd it was a nat 20 crit it was super cool. but after it all happened i was like FUCK i know#i need him to leave barovia. but i wasnt sure where and originally i was thinking just he goes exploring#but one of our other party members was a character from the modern world who was trying to get back#so shes like. hm well do you wanna see a train.#so anyway my oath of devotion tiefling paladin now lives in new jersey and i think thats rlly funny#but also i totally made myself emo about my own damn rp character#also hes absolutely been my favorite to play and i miss him already and its been like 12hrs since we finished đ#anyway.#tenor talks
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friend: Jay have you seen hazbin hotel? there's some [juniper campaign] parallels I wanted to talk about
me: ah fuck those are the command words to trick me into watching shows
#he plays fengling and also we Feel The Same about his brother's pain in the ass sorcerer character among other things#I've been indifferent about hazbin hotel but. I do. very much want to know the dnd blorbo thoughts. augh#I'm predictable. my one weakness#we're chitchatting before dnd waiting on the paladin's player#about me#irl frens
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Every now and then I replay the first episode of VLD and I wonder why I thought it be a good show lol
#mostly just the part where Allura is assigning pilots to lions#why lol. the first five people who show up are just perfect fits?? hate it lol#i have no au plot ideas but itd have made more sense to draw out the forming of voltron. like for a longer time. like its the s1 finale#and to be traveling looking for appropriate pilots#or the s2 finale? like what if the original gang somehow stayed in contact despite not being Voltron paladins and they proved being the best#team despite not piloting immediately. i feel like a stronger plot of their forming teamwork outside of being Voltron would have also made#their friendships seem more real too lmao#like what if Lance IS Blue's pilot bit hes the only one for a long time. the other lions couldn't actually *just be* located#*but. not bit. and what if Pidge runs off in a stolen vessel to find her dad and brother. what if Shiro isnt.. so flat as a character and is#desperate to find his old team and runs off with them to help out and free others#Keith could somehow get involved with The Blades a lot sooner#and Hunk finds his footing as a leader in rebellion organization. i hate that he was just the funny guy allll the way thru#also (still not a plot bc my brain is unorganized lol) Allura doesnt die. Shiro actually gets to be gay with a husband. and we either need#to not make Lotor a villain or just go all out on making him the worst. i personally dont want him to be a villain bc it was stupid lol#also PULEEEAASE Lance is bi. Lance âI'm just getting a feel for the stickâ *obsessed with his rival who doesnt even know he exists* McClain#i want to see him get over his crush on Allura within like 6 episodes and then see him making out with the mermaids then Keith when everyone#starts reuniting lol. my bicon Lance deserves to kiss mermaids like we all do and then get on when the otp lol#now im nostalgic for s1 VLD vibes. ya know. before hell lol#it really just gets worse after ... s3? everyone feels different. i usually tolerate up to about the end of s3 before i feel like its donezo#aunt posting#vld#voltron: legendary defender
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you ever get to a point of the dnd campaign where itâs completely unreasonable for your character to be anything but horrifically depressed
#sheâs been through a lot okay#all her friends are dead or left and one of the dudes sheâs been trusting to have her back for the past several in-game months#has turned out to actually be super in favor of the empire his parents have which she didnât rly know about#and now since sheâs an oath of vengeance paladin sworn to kill imperialists thatâs um#not great for her mental health#and everyoneâs like omg just kill him he sucks and sheâs like yeah I know. that doesnât make it easy#like ok Iâve started with depressed characters before and technically she also was that#but like. it hits different after 4 years of a campaign lol
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but anyway that oathbreaker dialogue is so interesting with the 7k spawns because if she was against balthazar binding aylin so ketheric could use her, she's def against astarion (and cazador) sacrificing the spawns for power. and i like freeing the spawns after bc shri'iia believes in the presence of choice (!!) and they should be the ones to decide if they want to live or die. it doesn't matter to her what they choose to do later, but what's important is that they're the ones making that choice you know - like i think that's what her newfound oath is about, just having that presence of choice be available to you bc before she just followed lolth and her tenets without question. but now she's free... and she gets to make her own choices for better or for worse.. and all the consequences are now hers to face... and in turn she doesn't want anyone's autonomy to be taken away from them. they deserve to make their own choices - their freedom is theirs to take..!!!
#sometimes i think about shri'iia and i want to gnaw on her dumb face like she is everything to ME....#anyway i def think she would've killed astarion if he didn't back down lmfao like in my head the scene was more intense and she actually#threatened to smite him.. which makes it all more painful bc it's also the moment that she realizes she's in love with him#like it's her realizing she WILL do this painful decision and she KNOWS it will break her in a way that she can't comprehend#and it's also painful for her but above everything shes a person who follows her own ideals ... like shes a paladin shes not normal about i#and i like the idea that she actually gets scared at the depths of her own feelings like there's that passage from a drow handbook#that i read before where theyre talking abt drows falling in love and getting scared of it bc they havent experienced it before#so im just imagining shri'iia being so alarmed and frightened post cazador fight that she actually ignores him lmfaooo which is like#so bad for him bc that's the time that he actually figures out what HE wants for the first time in like 200 years and he can actually get i#meanwhile she's having the worst time ever.. .these two are a mess to ME okay but that's what makes it fun#the graveyard scene would've happened like 3 days after just bc shri'iia was ignoring him and i think he would need more time to figure#stuff out abt himself honestly .. but man just imagining her avoiding him when hes like emotionally vulnerable it's so bad for them
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More micro stories and prompts?? YAY!
So, let's say.
Starry for Maria
Truth for Elowen
Medicine for Arianwen
Profane for Emma
Initiative for Salshira
⌠Pick the one(s) that you'd like best of course, no obligation to do them all! â¨
YAY BACK, oh man, you just know what I had to do for "initiative" right? Because now I desperately want a modern AU dnd group with Salshira as the DM. She would make a fantastic DM.
Thank you, Arja! đ
(Micro-Fic Prompts)
Starry Â
âLavenderâs green, dilly dilly, lavenderâs blue,â Maria sang, and motes of light spun from her fingertips, swirling in tiny constellations over the cradle before her. Leander reached for them, cooing, his tiny eyes fixed on the starry whorls above his bed.Â
âYou must love me, dilly dilly, for I love you.âÂ
This past few weeks, heâd refused to fall asleep without something to watch when she put him down to sleep. Sheâd been the same as a childâlights much like these were the first thing sheâd ever called from the other side of the Fadeâso Hawke would stand by his bed and sing until he dozed off at last. It was just a phase, sheâd been assured, and the babe would grow out of it in time. For now, she didnât much mind the singing, nor the stars.
âWho told you so, dilly dilly, who told you so?â she sang, and smiled when she saw movement in her periphery: pale hair against the shadows, the shift of a shoulder against the doorframe, always watching in case she needed him. Ah, how she loved them both.
âTwas my own heart, dilly dilly, that told me so.â
Truth
âTell the truth,â Varric panted between bolts, âitâs the hair, isnât it?â
Elowen cast him a horrified glance and tossed a fistful of lightning at the bear they were fighting.Â
âYou want to talk about this now?â she asked, and ducked when a massive paw would have crushed her head. Varric snagged her arm and tugged her out of range while Cassandra swung into the breach.Â
âWhat else could it be?â he asked. âHeâs not exactly the most charming guy out there.â
âVarric,â Elowen said, and slammed the butt of her staff on the ground, âno. Stop trying to turn this into a narrative.â
âIâm just sayingââ he began, but she gestured sharply.Â
âLet it go,â she insisted, and then he had no choice but to let it go, for the first bear had called for a second and there was no longer any breath to talk with.
Medicine
âThe mage sent me with your medicine,â the assassin said, and he was opening the flap of her tent before Tabris could decide if she wanted to pull the blanket over her damaged arm or leave it out in the open.Â
Zevran hissed between his teeth and crouched beside her, eyeing the burned skin over her wrist and forearm.Â
âA nasty wound,â he said, âdo you need help with it?â
âNo,â Wen said sharply, and winced when she tried to angle her arm closer, â...maybe.â
Zevran made a soft noise, tongue against teeth, and carefully sat beside her. Wen hissed at the sensation of the balm on her tender skin and buried her face in her shoulder.Â
âWhy did she not come herself?â he asked idly, his fingertips very careful over her skin.Â
âI told her to fuck off when she offered,â Wen muttered into her shoulder, flinching when he laughed and traced ointment over the edge of the wound. His fingertips were callused and warm; for some reason, she hadnât expected that.Â
âThere���it is done,â he said a moment later, and stood to go.Â
âThank you,â she muttered in response, long after the tent flap had swung shut again and the sound of footsteps had faded away.Â
Profane
It felt profane to walk here.Â
How funny to think so, after all the ruins and temples Emma had explored as a child. But this placeâthis templeâwas different. It felt alive somehow, as if the goddess it revered was still present to watch what she did here.Â
âI am sorry,â she told the first statue of Mythal in Elvhen, âI want to help and I will be as careful as I can be, but there are others here who mean this place harm.â
She could hear the others murmuring behind her, feel the weight of Solasâs stare against the back of her neck. Heâd been odd since they approached this place, but she couldnât put her finger on why.Â
Didnât matter. Heâd made it clear that her faith was not his, and that was fine.Â
âLetâs do these puzzles,â she said after a moment, turning away from the remote expression of the statue. âWe have to make this right, however we still can.â
Initiative
âThe high inquisitor rises from her throne, staff in hand, magic spilling from her fingertips,â Salshira said, rising slightly from her chair as she spoke. ââYou have overstepped your bounds and you must pay the price,â she says, and when she waves her hand every single one of the doors behind you slams shut and locks.â
The six players at the table before her gazed on in various stages of horror, Cassandraâs hands clasped before her, Cullen with one palm over his forehead, Bull grinning broadly and rubbing his hands together.Â
âYou know what Iâm gonna say,â Salshira said, spreading her hands.Â
The others groaned and fumbled around for dice, Sera drawing her set from under a paper plate and two grease-stained sheets of paper, Varric from inside a velvet-lined case, and Josephine from the precise line of dice sheâd set before her. Salshira waited until all six players held their d20 in hand before grinning and leaning forward.Â
âRoll for initiative,â she said, and the fight began.
#now tbf maria would also be a really really good dm#(due respect to varric he would be great if his players were cool w a more fixed narrative but otherwise? railroad city baby)#prompt response#ask response#arianwen tabris#maria hawke#elowen lavellan#emmaera lavellan#salshira lavellan#my writing#shivunin scrivening#josie plays a massive tiefling warlock of course (contracts being her area of expertise)#bull plays a lil gnome rogue who sneaks around (bc he gets a kick out of being under line of sight for most people)#sera is a half-orc wild magic sorcerer (because she likes to say she's doing 'some magic bullshit' and she likes aoe attacks)#cassandra plays a human paladin ofc (oath of conquest)#hmmm i'm torn bw the obvious bard for varric and a monk (bc he would get a kick out of being op)#and cullen picked a leonin fighter because he didn't understand what the options were before he signed up for this#(he thought you were either a fighter or a non-fighter)#(but now that he's playing he knows the rulebook backward and forward)
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i am soooo bad at baldurs gate but i refuse to restart it just yet. Just know i fucked up tremendouslyÂ
#i accidentally gave wyll bad spells bc i thought theyd be cool but no theres better spells i shouldve given him#speaking of spells. i made astarion an arcane trickster but i literally should not have done that. i dont think i can change his subclass#for some reason i let the hag take my guy's eye and i didnt reload the save and now i cant do critical hits -_-#i also dont know what im doing wrong with my guy bc hes doing like 7 damage as a paladin and missing constantly#this is for real my test run before the game actually comes out in a few months#txt
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My groups most recent dnd party, were all new to the game so were doing a bunch of one shots to learn the rules and see who wants to dm long term⌠if you see any weird feet⌠no you didnt
#my art#dnd#this one we killed some wolves and an owlbear before learning the wolves were recently made sentient#so we let em go with a warning#our super angsty druid turned into a monkey during the final fight and also killed the owlbear so he got the pelt#we had two rangers one was a farmer who only ate beets and had a giant pet pig and used a hoe for his weapon#the other was a more standard elf but she brought two people back from the brink of death w her goodberries#my bf played a know it all duelist who was writing a how to guide on fighting#and i was a half orc paladin with a dog companion and i based it off our friends dog whose house we were playing at#i love dnd im so happy im finally playing it#anyhoo#i really stretched my drawing capabilities w this haha
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Astarion don't tell her that, she does very much have multiple very large hammers and would test them all to find if one might work
I wasn't going to romance him, I was going to romance Minthara since I'm never going to get the chance to do it again, but I am charmed by these murder happy idiots.
#Sadly I can't use this as the chance to do ascended Astarion because Nellie wouldn't let him#she will push everyone else to their more powerful bad ends however :)#he is just the only thing the abomination actually likes#sadly he cannot do the important task of throw up things she's too small to get up :p#Also did I agree to give the fake Paladin's the head for sword and then kill them all since I wanted the head back?#yes.#and I hate seeing it every time I look in my inventory#but.....She treasures it.#I think she knows in another timeline Gale and Karlach would have been her friends#so she keeps parts of them with her...#and I'm probably gonna kill Wyll before he decides to leave too.....#He can't leave you see...#bg3
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where is she?
Summary: Soldier Boy only has one thought in mind when Homelander wakes him up: you.
Pairing: Soldier Boy x Female!Reader
A/N: Wrote this on July 29th. This was meant to be a drabble and I was going to experiment with a different format at the time but after taking another look at it close to a month later, I decided against it. I haven't seen Season 4 of The Boys yet but I did see a gif on here of something from the finale in regards to SB. This idea popped into my head that day and I wrote it out. Starts from the Tower scene in 3x08, an AU. Unbeta'd. Full dialogue in text is from 3x08.
Warnings: drug use; violence; violence against a woman; choking (not Butcher/Boys friendly)
Word Count: 1019
Taglist: @avada-kedavra-bitch-187; @rieleatiel
SB Taglist: @birdiellie; @heartlessdelusions; @brightlilith; @muhahaha303; @just-levyy
@solacedthistest; @deansimpala; @foxyjwls007; @onlyangel-444; @faephoria
@believeinthefireflies95; @globetrotter28
Jensen Taglist: @samanddeaninatrenchcoat; @deansbbyx; @lyarr24; @rebel-paladin; @deans-spinster-witch
@bts24; @roseblue373; @nancymcl; @c1gs-coffee; @peachhiz
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You burst into the room from the stairwell, finding Ben trying to fight three of your new supposed teammates off, his eyes full of fury and a slight tinge of fear immediately finding you as they slipped a mask over his face. âIâm notâŚgoing backâŚin that fucking box!â
âGet off of him! Now!â You angrily yelled, energy pulsing from your hands as you tried to rush them when Butcher caught you off guard and knocked you into a wall on his way to get to Ryan.Â
âSorry, luv.â His expression was full of trace amounts of remorse as he turned from you but you didnât care. Your attention was on Ben alone.
When Ben saw you slam into the wall, even more fury seemed to emanate from him and he was finally able to push everyone off. His chest was a bright pulsing red that continued to get brighter and brighter; he was charged up and he was about to blow.
âYouâll kill everyone!â Starlight implored.
Benâs expression didnât change and you knew you had to get to him before he went off. You didnât care about any of them, especially now, and you didnât care for yourself. But Ben you cared about and you wouldnât let him do this â not again.Â
âBen!â You called.Â
Within the seconds it took for you to get to your feet, Maeve was already launching herself at him and they crashed through the window of the high rise, plummeting stories below. âNo!â You rushed to the edge, watching their freefall in horror. âBEN!â You screamed before the impact of the explosion sent you careening backwards.  Â
When Soldier Boy was woken for the second time, uncaring who was there to greet him, he only had one question. âWhere is she?â
Americaâs Asshole of a Son, now suited up, stared out at the city from Homelanderâs newly renovated suite. His own son watched him, keeping his hands clasped behind his back.
âIt could all be ours, you know.â
âDonât care,â Soldier Boy growled out. âWhereâs Butcher?â
Homelander sighed in disappointment and approached. He didnât know much about the man whose blood he shared but one thing was for certain: Soldier Boy was laser focused when it came to revenge. He just happened to be focused on the wrong thing.
When he reached the older man, he studied him for a moment before nearly rolling his eyes. âYou actually loved her.â
He shouldnât have been surprised when Soldier Boy turned a lethal glare onto him, his pupils dilated from the drugs coursing through his system that heâd just snorted, but it still caught him a little off guard. Homelander didnât feel shame or remorse; those were human feelings and he was a god. But right then, he felt like a small child scolded by that dark gaze and his shoulders subconsciously lowered an inch.
âFind me Butcher or I will find him on my own,â the Supe threatened before walking away. Homelander watched him go, angry that even while dead you somehow still managed to fuck with his plans.
Right before Soldier Boy was about to strike a killing blow to Butcher, Hughie yelled, âSheâs alive!â The Supe froze and turned a scowl onto Butcherâs dickrest.Â
âI promise,â the bitch insisted. âI can tell you where she is! Just donât kill him. Please.â
Soldier Boyâs glare dropped to the man swaying in his hold, his face bloodied, bruised, and swollen. The supe's jaw tensed and he dropped the man to the ground, making him a silent promise that he would still pay for his betrayal, before his eyes landed on Hughie. âTake me to her. And you better be telling me the fucking truth or youâre never going to get to feel the warmth of this fuckerâs mouth again.â
Hughieâs eyes widened but he gave a nod. A hint of a smirk teased the corner of Soldier Boyâs lips for a moment and then disappeared completely. Before following the bitch out the door, he gave Butcher one last kick for good measure.
Soldier Boy tightened his grip on Grace Malloryâs throat and lifted her body higher up the wall. He ignored Hughieâs whiny pleas of not hurting the old bitch. âOpen it,â he ordered. âNow.â
Hughie did just that. The supe could hear a whirring sound behind him and he intensified his glare at the woman he was currently choking out before turning to look over his shoulder. Out of a drawer, a cryotube emerged, looking quite different from the one he had been in when his pussy of a son had found him. His breath caught in his chest when he saw you inside, slumbering peacefully, tubes wrapped around your barely dressed body. Rage began to flow through his veins when he realized that you had been stocked away inside a fucking sock drawer like a second thought â like you had never mattered. You were the only thing that mattered.
He turned back to Mallory, gritting his teeth, and his body shaking with fury. He saw the lack of fear in her eyes and in a split second, his decision had been made. He flung her across the room, not caring about the sickening cracks he heard when she made impact. For good measure, when Hughie tried to run to her aid, he brutally knocked the kid aside and made his way towards you. Within seconds, he had the cryotube open and he ripped the wires from your body. He curled his arm around your shoulders and carefully hoisted you up into his lap.
A few heartbeats later, your eyes slowly began to open, your lashes fluttering repeatedly as you returned to consciousness. Your gaze struggled for a minute to focus on the image in front of you but when it did, you rasped out in disbelief, âBen?â
A soft smile played upon his lips as he ferried your hand to his bearded cheek. âYeah, doll. Itâs me.âÂ
When you attempted to return his smile, he leaned down to whisper, âI found you,â before he gently pressed his mouth to yours.
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