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I forgot I followed the mom of someone I'm not friends with anymore and a picture of them was in it and I barely even recognized her
#ugh im embarrassed that i liked tge post but whatever#also its sad its been that long#her hair grew out and they look how ive imagined them to with longer hair#ive managed to not think about them for a while and now a post of her shows up#i still miss her even though i get why we're not friends anymore#i wonder if ill get blocked by her mom#my ex friend hasnt blocked me so i guess i doubt it but whatever#SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHH#bnuuyposting#oversharong ..
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would you bite the hand that feeds you?
#pearlescentmoon#smajor1995#wild life smp#namemc spoilers#i hope these two never get along in the storyline i find them fascinating#OKAY SO#originally i had this sketch back in session 2 when scott manages to throw her something actually edible JUST IN TIME#and now with the namemc spoilers of pearl ACTUALLY having a yellow eye which does! kind of match scotts esp since he died for this#i figured itd be an appropriate time#i did edit it though the original was pearl eating smth#now do i think scott and pearl has had any Major (heh) interactions to warrant this fanart in WL?#frankly no LMAO theyve been very civil you go guys . but i like the dynamics between them anyway#also i finally got a piece with scott!!! hes been very hard to draw goodness#anyway long rambly tags#eydidraws#my art#mcyt#trafficblr#galaxyduo#majormoon#** i say civil because its just been more on verbal light jabs at each other rather than anything Really significant ?#and well. its obvious all 3Gs are being very careful around each other which makes me JUST A L IL SAD#id love to see them let loose and be vicious but i also understand the angle theyre coming from#anyway can you tell i like the 3g dynamics#scott smajor
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of “featherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her too” but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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the brainrot won
#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without-#distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just-#super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff#i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i-#read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :(#SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!!#but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little-#break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think#ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for-#designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much...#WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to#umm. tags.#new life smp#smallishbeans#mythical sausage#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#smajor1995#inthelittlewood#my art#sketch
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[insert sick guitar riff]
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+ linocut version! (rough test print) and alt version w/ runes
I'm making hand-printed patches for my upcoming ko-fi shop (which you can find here pspspsps 👀👀) hopefully launching in the next month or so <3
#holy shit it's not a cat#thank u discord friends and also roby for hyping this up#its been fun getting to work with physical materials again :') i've been doing digital for so long i've missed this#always wanted to do patch design so this heals part of my sad baby alt kid heart loool#sleep token#sleep token fanart#linocut#printmaking#block printing#elkk.art
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The Links (+ a Zelda!) from all the LoZ games I've played
#the legend of zelda#echoes of wisdom#links awakening#tears of the kingdom#breath of the wild#majoras mask#twilight princess#wind waker#loz#loz ww#loz tp#loz mm#loz botw#loz totk#loz la#loz eow#link#zelda#josh art tag#soo... many.... tags...#accidentally almost posted this without having clipped the characters onto their squares so there were messy edges left at the bottom 😭#ive been planning this drawing for so long that LA and EoW werent originally there cuz i hadnt played LA yet and EoW didnt exist lmao#possibly even before TotK?? idk. wouldnt have changed much since its still the same link#also in this case “played” doesnt mean “finished” lol#thats why im so desperate for ww and tp to be on switch(2 ig). i want to actually make good progress in them!#also havent finished LA cuz i got interrupted/distracted by the release of EoW#if ur wondering why i made LA link's hair pink its cuz hes the same link from ALttP whose sprite has bright pink hair#im so sad the pink hair technically isnt canon (no official art depicts him with it) cuz that means we'll likely never get a proper#pink link :(
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im so fucking sad man. polygon started as a labor of love and that energy was what made people resonate with it for years and years even with vox trying their best to strangle all the life out of it!!
this didnt come out of nowhere but at the same time its still ridiculous to me. the yt channel still pulls views, articles still go viral on a semi-regular basis, i mean clayton and simone WON AN AWARD earlier this year for the shit they do. if they cant make it in this industry then who can?
it sucks. i absolutely loved the stuff polygon produced for YEARS. gill and gilbert, monster factory, awful squad, overboard, game ogre, unraveled, video game theatre, please retweet, peacecraft are all series i still go back to all the time and thats only the tip of the iceberg. so many of my favorite guides and thinkpieces came from the incredibly talented staff of this silly little gaming site.
i made some of my best friends in the world because i decided to start blogging about polygon, because we bonded over loving pat gill. its just so sad to see this thing that changed my life get blown up because of corporate greed and its ever-growing disdain for art and the people that make it
im glad i was here. im so happy to have been part of this community and i will continue to be part of it. polygon (or more specifically the people who made polygon what it is) changed my life. thank you <3
#finally able to semi-coherently get my thoughts together#sorry for the long emotional post but like#jesus its been the better part of a decade now since i started watching them#so much of my humor and passion and writing was shaped by them#im so sad to see it go but also like. there are limits to what a corporation can do for you#i hope this lets a bunch of the staff members find a place that lets them be unstoppably powerful#polygon
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Creativity…?
It seeps out of you.
Thoughts fill you. Ideas.
Can you convey them all?
You want to create. Will it let you?
Your hands struggle as you try to grasp it. It slips away and onto the ever growing pile. Leaving behind a messy page of attempts. Never to be finished as you try and move on.
#digital art#digital illustration#my art#art#undertale#artists on tumblr#artwork#my artwork#utmv#ink sans#I’ve been struggling with drawing and thought of Ink#it’s hard to be original#its also hard to turn your ideas into things#well for me at least. my fingers just refuse to work#along with my brain#i’d be sad if this got more attention than drawings I worked hard on#this didnt take long haha#sketch
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literally a cry for help
#‘you should invite me to hang out sometimes’#did you mean#‘please please please spend time with me i am begging you’#the way he ASKS to be invited instead of just inviting THEM#that is the closest he’ll probably ever get to pleading for them to hang out with him#hes way too proud to just be forrealsies with them about how lonely he is#lonely little guy#also#what do you mean by its been a while ???#how long is a while ???????#so sad. alone for thousand centuries#mob psycho 100#mp100#teruki hanazawa#hanazawa teruki
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I didn't like every map in Inquisition, but the elven ruins were some of the best parts of it. Sometimes I think about how Suledin Keep was laid out where you're running through this kind of mazelike environment and then you can glance up at one point and there's this GIANT dread wolf statue watching you from the mountains. that was neat. Arlathan has giant statues too but imo they aren't framed in a very fantastic way where you can get startled like that. and where are the elven prayer puzzles. why can we not show our obeisance to the Evanuris with logic and whimsy :<
I loved Suledin Keep as well!
Especially since, by that point, you've fought your way through red templar camps and the giant behemoths to get to the *heart* of the operation at Suldein. There are red templars, rifts, the people/quarry operation, and then you get to the Keep and, like you said, there's that cool moment where you look up and the Dread Wolf is just LOOMING over you (like Solas in the story!).
Something that really appealed to me with this world was the tangible sense of the past, the consequences of decisions made ages ago, looming over you - the Blights, the Ancient Elves, the Dwarven Empire, Tevinter...the world never let you forget it.
And that's the whole game of DAI - wherever you go there's always traces of the people that came before you, unable to swept away by time or conquerors...and sometimes those people claw their way back to the present like Corypheous or Solas. In Ferelden you find traces of the Avaar and Chasind, In Orlais you find the remnants of the Elves, the Western Approach is dotted with Old Tevinter outposts and the Wardens, and the Hissing Wastes/Storm Coast with the dwarven ruins on the surface! I loved discovering every inch of those maps (large as they were lmao) and it added so much to the world. It made the world feel large! It added to the idea that this world had so much mystery to it - so much lost history.
And Arlathan?
It's a maze, not in a good way, but because parts are cut off only to be opened 'when allowed', and not like in Inquisition where there was a rock-slide or you needed a bridge etc... You're boxed in with glowing doors that tell you 'not now come back later' or water that instantly drowns you, and it's hard to not be taken out of the experience when the game is so very upfront with you that you are not supposed to explore until we say you can.
This game doesn't reward exploration, it has fast travel spots all over the place that seem to discourage it once you find an area. Camps in Inquisition were spread out over large maps but sparingly used in comparison - it still made certain that you explored the world to find new things on your journey from a to b. The quests train you to fast travel, to get to where you need to go - kill, talk, repeat. The game teaches you to look out for crap to break and so my eyes are rooted firmly on the ground because of it. The game can look gorgeous at times, but it doesn't feel like it wants me to look at it too hard, like it will break the illusion of this game lmao.
It's a personal opinion, of course, but my experience with this game was that it made the world smaller, less interesting, and devoid of that mystery and reverence that made this series so compelling. Like you said, there are some cool visuals like those giant statues in Arlathan, but everything else in the map is so condensed and twisting on each other that it's hard to notice them naturally while playing the game.
'Why can we not show our obeisance to the Evanuris with logic and whimsy'
That would be so cool! I can get Andruil's alter having a hunting test - like with the Vir Tanadhal (the way of three trees), which is a hunting philosophy the Dalish have relating to Andruil who is the Goddess of the Hunt. That makes sense - you show deference to her by hunting according to her way.
...but for all of them?
It's a game design choice, I get that -> make it simple, keep it the same...it goes with the repetitive combat and exploration loop of this game. But they really lost out on showing us how the Evanuris differ to each other - how each of them had their own little 'aspect' they had dominion over in accordance to their lore. Why not have a little puzzle for June, God of the Craft? A riddle for Dirthamen, God of Secrets? Have some sort of brazier lighting puzzle for Sylaise, the Hearthkeeper, who gave the elven people fire?
From what we learn in DAI with the veilfire and temple of Mythal we know that they were massively egotistical assholes for the most part, some way more than most. They had their own temples, their own valaslin, their own mythology/legends...giving them all the same prayer puzzle is pretty dull when you consider how different they all are and the efforts they went to to distinguish them. Not that you'd really know in this game - for a game about the 'Elven Gods' there's very little discussion about the rest of them.
But, yeah, to sum it all up: Elven ruins in Inquisition were gorgeous, encouraged you to explore and interact with the lore with veilfire runes, and gave you some gorgeous set pieces like with the giant Dread Wolf statue in Suledin. Inquisition may not have been everyones cup of tea, totally get that, but for me it really captured the wonder of Thedas - the depth of its history...datv unfortunately did not.
#this applies to the whole game! the necropolis / rivain / tevinter...it's all so small - so limiting! Kirkwall feels bigger to me. KIRKWALL#i know i post this a lot but visual design in dai was peak for the series - it's still the most gorgeous game imo#one of my fav areas was the Frostback Basin - it had that 'just before sunset' lighting and then it turned to night with the aurora's...ahh#also all of Trespasser/Descent! literally every location we went to in those dlcs had such a cool vibe to it <3#anyway this turned out really long sorry about that - but i've never been more aware I was playing a video game than with datv#inquisition isn't the perfect game but I love how it made the world feel big! datv made it feel very small in comparison.#obligatory 'its just my opinion' - if you like this game then cool! don't come at me lmao#I initially found the datv gameplay/exploration loop to be fun at first but it lost its charm fairly quickly#more sad/resigned about veilguard now - i have a few posts I'd been writing and editing but no desire to post them :[#thanks for the ask! <3#datv critical#veilguard critical
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They’re not going to rebuild Castle Byers because Will can’t rebuild his childhood, which is the reason he destroyed Castle Byers in the first place. He’d been trying to hold on to a level of carefree ignorance that no longer existed for him. The problems Castle Byers saved him from have been replaced by new problems that are bigger and stronger than a child’s fort. He needs to face them differently. Thank you and goodnight
#I know it’s sad that he destroyed it while crying in the rain but that was NOT because Mike made him sad.#he’d been sad for a VERY LONG TIME.#his fight with Mike was just the nail in the coffin#it made him realize that he’d tried his damndest but was never going to get his childhood back#that everyone else had theirs while he wasn’t looking.#the writers should have given Mike and Will a better resolution to their fight but a better resolution isn’t Mike helping Will rebuild a#child’s fort that he’s already outgrown.#Mike is not responsible for the destruction of castle Byers because he’s not the one who stole will’s childhood#and he can’t repair castle Byers because he can’t repair will’s childhood. they both have to move forward for the rest of their lives.#ITS SYMBOLIC#not of their fight and not of their relationship but of WILL’S CHILDHOOD TOOLS FOR ESCAPISM#also if the mindflayer is partially a metaphor for will’s sexuality and for growing up#then do you REALLY think it’s a coincidence that he sense the mindflayer right after destroying a symbol of his childhood escapism#and says ominously ‘‘he’s back’’? like come on be serious#stranger things#byler#byler s5#byler rain fight#byler s3#will byers#mike wheeler#will byers analysis#st5 predictions#symbolism#stranger things rant#this is probably horribly written because I’m tired but whatever
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I wonder how people feel when they read a few of my posts and they're like "oh this writing/yandere blog looks interesting, I'll go to their page and see what all they have" and it's me switching fandoms every other week, sometimes bitching about politics, and asking for money because my cat is sick
#also yeah he definitely has to go back to the vet :( probably next week. i would take him sooner but i need as much money as possible#i think his dental disease is actually progressing because hes suddenly started snoring and sneezing#hes still bloated like crazy and im wondering if his inability to eat much bc of his teeth means he isnt getting enough fiber to poop#either way its like. im worried.#damn it i had this long term goal of trying to save up for loose skin surgery too. i barely made rent this month#i eventually want to open up about my family trauma going on because. im just sad lol#god. i need cat litter. and snake food. but allister has to go to the vet again. for multiple problems 🤦♀️ my poor baby. hang in there#hes been so cuddly and sweet lately i will be literally devastated if i cant save him but i dont think its that scary yet...#probably going to make a post about vet care within the next day or two#fuuuuuck 😞😞😞😞 feels bad chat
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#persona 4#p4#persona 4 golden#p4g#hanamura yosuke#souyo#this scene revealed so much of their relationship in one go#yosuke has already long been established as yu's confidant at this point but this moment really drove it home!#yosuke anticipates each of yu's behaviour#but even though he disagrees with it he doesn't judge yu for it#even going so far as to help yu hide it from the rest of the team#its debatable whether thats necessarily a good thing#but it demonstrates yosuke's unwavering loyalty to yu while also making clear his disappointment#and of course yosuke has much to feel sad and disappointment over - one the one hand it felt like yu didnt trust him/them enough#he phrased it as a matter of “you should trust us more” as opposed to “you should trust ME more” because talking about trust in the singula#would hit too close to home and risk making too many demands of yu. demands that yosuke didnt feel he was allowed to make#afterall why would yu trust him but not the others? but the team is made up of other more reliable people than he was#and bringing up the team gives yosuke a defensive cover#so as usual it's part of yosuke's self doubt creeping in#but theres also honesty here - yosuke wasnt here to accost him or be angry at him; he really showed up just to make sure that yu was safe#and once hes confirmed it yosuke falls back to his usual habits of cracking a joke to lighten the mood#to end the conversation on a joke feels like its as much a service for yu as it is for himself#we know yosuke tends to joke to make the people around him feel better and i think in this instance he was also trying to cheer yu up#whether it was to make up for yosuke approaching him or to alleviate any guilt yu might feel#or even to manage whatever it was that adachi might have said to yu (which yosuke undoubtedly picked up on)#yosuke doesn't let his disagreement with yu get in the way of supporting his partner#to some extent i also wonder if this loyalty was also coloured by their previous interaction with namatame and Yosuke's anger#it's been less than a week since that incident after all and i think theres this contradiction for yosuke#and i think there was probably a contradiction in Yosuke's heart in that moment: he doesn't trust himself to make good judgements#but as much as he'd rather take yu's lead in this instance he also feels like his leader was wrong here
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I LOVE HORROR!!! I LOVE HORROR SO MUCH ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS EXECUTED VERY WELL!!! I WANT TO ADD MORE HORROR INTO MY TLOZ AU BUT I AM OH SO SCARED OF IT TURNING OUT EDGY OR SMTH HORROR IS SO COOL I THINK THERE NEDDS TO BE MORE FANTASY HORROR IM SILLEY!!!!!
#gif#i just want my au to be more spookier…*sits in the corner of the room*#my chapter 2 of my comic doesn’t have much horror which sad!!! but also ok as i feel like i mentioned it before its a more character focused#chapter but oughhhhhh i like scaring ppl w my art…its been so long since ive done it properly#BUT ALSO SCARED CAUSE I DONT WANNA SPOIL ANYTHING FROM MY STORY AKDBAKDNKSNDID#we need to enter in the ‘fuck it we ball’ mentality we GOTTA#i need to put my scooby gang into situations#txt
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I havent known your ocs for long but Rali is my favorite bcs i get super speculative abt my own robots and im like. Staring. Robot workings cool
GEHEHE ... thank u oomf (salutes) im glad.. ive been having fun making little cool rali facts....
#asks#devi-town#also can u take pikckles out of the dryer hes been in there for too long... hes goign to get really fuzy and its going to be so sad. for hi#m
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#hey so if any of you remember me saying 'i dont think im butch anymore'#i bought a dress 😭#now i havent wore a dress since i was 15#so idk what im gonna feel lol#its real nice dress too#its long and has a gothic aesthetic#it has floral print on it#I've been dressing masculine for a minute now (and i still will)#but I've been dreamkng about also dressing more feminine#and even combining the two#masculinity and femininity#so im going to finally let myself dress more feminine and not be scared of it#i still need to be careful cuz i do get dysphoria when i do#so i gotta do it just right#but yeah i think i gotta just my url here bc i really dont think im butch#which makes me sad#that identity helped me so much to figure out who i am#and being more comfortable with myself#but i feel like im in a transformation part of my life#and its time i let it go and grow!#sorry this was a long one lol#there's femmes who dress more masculinity as well#so idk if i call myself a femme#im still definitely in the butchfemme community#y'all are my people!!#but yeah im just gonna do right by me now :3#and do what feels right and its that pretty dress rn!!
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