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rlly random thought but fbi man x neet dc kitten or smthn
#the dynamic would b so funny#also insanely parasocial#very truman show vibes#i recently bought a webcam and it made me think of all the fbi man shit from years ago#kitten would b like 'why are some of my messages missing...?' and it's fbi man deleting any flirty comments/messages from other people#bc hes jealous or smthn#watches kitten thru the webcam 24/7 bc it's his job anyway. yeah it doesn't have to be like that but a little overtime didn't hurt anyone#kitten doesnt know he exists while fbi knows every single detail of her life#and ofc he doesnt take his eyes off the screen when his kitten does smthn more... private. he needs to keep surveillance after all#he basically uses his job as a justification to be a freak#wait..... isn't this just kylar again.........#and whaaaat me self inserting ?? nooo way ahahaaha that would b soooo weird haha#👁_👁#frambling...?#might draw it when i get home idk
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I couldn’t be a minecraft creator because if I was doing freaky gay roleplay with my friends and then got called siblings I would just end it all
#anyways mcyt fan culture makes me fucking insane I hate how it’s devolved into this#I bet nobody even cares about cc boundaries it’s just about being cool and parasocial with them#they don’t know you they don’t care. make their Minecraft characters kiss#they’re saying what you want them to say so they’ll stop being bombarded with annoying questions every day#also holy SHIT please stop making every woman have a familial dynamic#it’s ok for women to not always be the mom or the sister or whatever!!! it’s okay!!!!!!!#women can have relationships! why are you ignoring them and making everything about men!!!#I need to stop looking at the lifesteal fandom. I just get frustrated everytime I do
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megan thee stallion is the perfect example of unbothered energy. nicki has repeatedly vagueposted about her, gone on unhinged rants about her, gone so far as to mention her dead mother (such a classless low blow), threatened her on live, and has now released the tackiest diss track in history. and what has megan done? literally nothing. she straight up ignored her, aside from that one ig story where she posted herself laughing (which was perfect btw). she is the epitome of “i will not dignify that w a response.” i love it.
#btw i was rly into megan before it became trendy now in light of her dropping hiss / the nicki debacle#nicki’s latest music has been ass anyway but it’s sad to see her behaving like this to newer rap girls#the parasocial hate is literally so intense / insane like i can’t imagine hating someone enough to be persistently harassing them like this#nicki’s a celeb so you’d think she’d know a thing or two about how dangerous it is to pit her fans on somebody else like this#unless this is all just a bid to stay relevant which i would not be surprised ab but nicki seems PRESSED.#i guess if i released something like pink friday 2 id also be feeling threatened by a new rap girl w the bars megan has#i just want her to leave my homegirl megan alone. good on megan for ignoring and living her best life. the energy i wanna emulate#i’m not usually one to play into the whole pit women against other women thing but nicki’s recent actions are so inappropriate. wild#btw megan majored in health administration in uni?? which is a major factor as to why i’m obsessed w her. anyway#text
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never gonna get tired of Aabria and Brennan playing dnd together, they know each other so well, they are so fun, they're clearly having so much fun ''does Evan have a grenade??'' ''idk will you let me? :)'', ''you know what I'm gonna ask'' ''yeah I throw myself in front of Sam, absolutely'', ''I'll give it to you, if you detach your shadow'' ''.....(pause, clearly aware that with Aabria as a dm, this will have Consequences) yeah I do it, I want to get all of them'', ''is my shadow back with us?'' ''no :)'' ''okay. (concerning)''
And that's just this episode, but there's so many little moments in all of their campaigns that really read as ''I will fuck you up <3'' ''I know and I am walking into it with open eyes <3'' from both of them, never hold any punches, because they know the other one doesn't want them to, just. Inflicting emotional damage on each other for funsies is a love language I guess?
It's beautiful
#aabria iyengar#brennan lee mulligan#mismag spoilers#dimension 20#mismag 2#you get this to a degree with a lot of ppl not just these two#but they're even more so bc they both dm for each other and play with each other at times#so we get to see the dynamic in all these different constellations and man it's so good in all of them#if it's Brennan dming it's Aabria having alert and building a tank of a wizard and fucking up all his little guys#and then Brennan inflicts emotional damage#if it's Aabria dming it's Brennan figuring out all her little riddles and punching her little guys#and then Aabria inflicts emotional damage#(they also inflict emotional damage on everyone around them)#(even more so when they're both playing pcs. battle for beyond was insane y'all)#is this post a bit parasocial i mean i guess so#but this is tumblr i'm allowed#if aabria sees this.... you know what it's fine aabria you've seen worse i'm sure#you and brennan are amazing at your jobs is all i'm really saying
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Just lost a mutual of two years because I called Dan a faggot😞😭
#I think I was called batshit insane😭😭😭#I want to frame this I kind of love it#I don’t think they remember dan called us faggots in WAD#but maybe that just shows how parasocial I am😞🤙🏻#also I think it’s over me calling dan a fag because I can’t remember other slurs I’ve used#I’ve called both of them fags before so not sure why this was the breaking point😭#no I genuinely want to print this out I’m so proud of it#rae’s rambles#dan and phil#phan
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Gem, very earnestly to Imp and Skizz: You guys are my favourite.
#a quote#gigs phasmo#geminitay#this just made me smile#gem really has been an impulse fan since it feels like the very beginning. or at least a while. and I love her about it#her talking about watching impulse's videos when he tried to show her something in season 9. saying she already knew#and her talking about having imp and skizz's podcast on in the background all day so when she joins them for phasmo it really feels like#they've been hanging out for ages#I don't understand how anyone can't adore gem. I'm not gonna get too parasocial bc I obviously don't know her but like.#from an outside perspective. she's fantastic. and also hilarious so there's that too#anyway this was a very self-indulgent quote (partially bc I'm not really in the mood to go back through vods so I'm running out of drafts)#it's also from impulse's vod 'perfect insanity games or bust! (phasmo w/ friends) timestamp ~1:34:30#mod rhys
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i love when you see voice actors who clearly love a role they did on social media.
#this is about ben starr (ff16 clive) and neil newborn#you know what also joji nakata (kotomine kirei) i forgot to list him bc. I was thinking english langauge and his posting feels like an#older uncle to me. nakata isnt just a voice actor hes my wacky uncle posting on twitter#THAT'S A JOKE I MEAN THE VIBES I'M NOT INSANELY PARASOCIAL
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idk what to do with the information that tom hardy knows what tumblr is
#like. ryan reynolds i get. he's a loser blogger like us. he probably has an account where gets 0 notes and he vents all the time and has#like 2 mutuals#tom hardy however? most unhinged person on here. absolutely insane probably#this is too parasocial i need to be put back in the cage now#sjonnie.text#yknow who i think ALSO has a tumblr? pete davidson
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i love u markiplier i love that he’s still creating bc he can and he LOVES IT and he wants to put good shit into the world i love that he takes criticism i love that he still keeps doing dumb shit
#markiplier is insane and also one of 5 youtubers i have consistently watched since i was 10#and i mean this so seriously when i say he is one of the most creative people on this planet#also he just seems chill#i wont get parasocial#however#markiplier im in yr head…#markiplier#mine#txt post
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i dont even know what i did to get him to turn his back on me but the interactions i had w him like this was so fun HDHAGS
#hes so cute#thats my boyfriend??#also literally the parasocial relationship i have with him is insane#tell me why i was genuinely trying to make suyo#zayne love and deepspace#love and deepspace
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the truly problematic thing about having insanely vivid dreams just about every night--and i mean the kind of vivid where you remember details days or even weeks later, like it's just another normal-ass memory--is that you wind up losing track on an emotional level of what's real. like. i know that was a dream. obviously it was a dream. but some part of my brain misses it like it really happened. i am painfully, achingly nostalgic for people i've never met, places i've never been, shit that literally could not ever happen--but i feel as though i remember. which is just the most unhinged thing, right? like, i remember going on a run that took me over a fence into Disneyland, and i remember having to take a shortcut through a Chinese restaurant, but it was fine, because Erika Ishii was there, and they'd done this before, so no worries. right? no! obviously not! why do i remember this with such visceral clarity three weeks later?
oh, what's your favorite episode of this TV show? the one i dreamt. yeah, don't worry about it, it didn't make coherent sense, but it was in the feelings, right? my ship had the best fucking scene. no, of course i can't explain it to you, that's madness. it involved a rocking chair. don't worry about it. it's fine. it's super important i don't accidentally reference this in a fic someday, though.
this shit is deranged, dude. missing people who are quite literally my own brain's invention with an actor's face. missing places that are a meld of a movie i saw once, my childhood bedroom, the second floor of my high school, and inter-dimensional space. like. no! no, this shouldn't be a thing! is, though. the clarity of it. just fucking bananas. this has been happening to me my whole goddamn life.
#dreams#the worst thing about being a writer who has had these wildly vivid dreams forever#is the CLEAR awareness that they do not follow story-logic. dream-logic is special and near-impossible to properly bottle#so like. i can't even use these not-memories#i can't write my 'new favorite episode' and share it with the class#i can't even tell my wife about the shit i fully remember seeing and doing while i sleep. because i didn't.#the other night i had such an insane flying dream that i woke up and told her 'for the record: i do dream in color.'#and she went 'of course you do.'#and i was like 'yeah of course i do but also this one was actively switching between color and black and white so. guess it's for suresies.#anyway i haven't had a dreamless night in...a really fuckin long time and it's nuts. false memories. everywhere.#it's astonishing i don't forget more real shit to make room#tell you what though. it does make warring against parasocial instincts WORSE. i am a mature adult who knows better.#but good goddamn my subconscious isn't helping
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nailing my theses to the door: the way hua cheng acts about xie lian is precisely how those carefully non-toxic insane kpop stans behave. like “i love them and support them no matter what” and “let’s respect their boundaries” and “let’s raise a ridiculous amount of money for charity in their name” but also “every inch of my bedroom walls are plastered with their face” and “i spend hours every day getting into arguments online defending them against haters” and “i collected all 700 of their album photocards” and “i have them blocked on twitter so they can’t see my smut fics” and most importantly “if they end up dating someone i’d be devastated, but as long as they’re happy id support them no matter what”
#tgcf#hualian#my hyperfixation demon#tgcf meta#meta stuff#i have a whole au about this#but also as a veteran non toxic insane kpop stan#like. the way hc acts about xie lian is exactly just that#the parasocial relationship is real but he is acutely aware it is one sided#and he goes to great lengths to personally police himself against crossing any boundaries#that’s why i SAY. he tries so hard not to be toxic#but it doesn’t mean his obsession isn’t utterly insane and over the top. bc it is#but he’s self aware and tries to do it in a way that won’t hurt xie lian in any way#have u guys ever navigated the non toxic stan culture that exists on social media. it’s a minefield. the way they fucking talk#anyway
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Ok it’s over (?) and Mavis is asleep and I said I’d go to bed when she did so. Goodnight everyone. But you better TELL ME if something new happens I swear to god
#the croakerverse#the muppet joker#cannot WAIT to see what happens next#though I hope it’s not too busy next week#going out of town and won’t be on my phone much#hope I don’t get too behind#also hopefully when I wake up I’m not being parasocial about Mavis anymore#I don’t wanna make anyone feel weird and She Doesn’t Know Me#I’m trying sosososo hard to be normal and not insane#but I relate :( and I like her :( and if that freaks her out I’d be so sad :(#we gotta Lock In Gang
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Guys I'm not trying to make a statement bout the kind of person you need to be at any age but the fact that Rose Marigold is 32 and not 19 makes me insane like girl you are a decade older than me, you're insane, I almost admire you...
#alli rambles chaotically with flowers#alan wake#like bbgirl get help! but also i love you so much??? never change???#you keep that insane parasocial relationship going clearly its working out
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very importrant oc diagram
more in depth descriptions of this stuff below ig
omg same trauma - sympathy and respect but also acknowledging youre not the same. propably the most normal out of the three options. you know very intimate stuff about this person but you have never met and its weird. you live your life normally but sometimes you wonder what it would be like to meet him
i will never be as cool - constantly comparing yourself to him to the point a big chunk of your personality still revolves around your connection to him (in ryous case this is mixed with seeing shiro as a sort of idealised perfect father figure despite never having interacted with the guy before)(its really weird and he tries to be secretive abt it but the others knows anyway)(like kiddo they can tell)(youre not subtle at all). he is soooo good and so pure and perfect and you will never live up to that no matter how hard you try. there must be something wrong with you
gender dysphoria - what it says on the tin. you have this guys memories and voice and body and face and it makes you want to scream and cry and kill him and bury his body in the woods so nobody can ever find it
(also to clear things up this diagram and the explanations are written from a point in the timeline before the whole 'stickbug gets mind controlled' thing so the clones havent met shiro yet)(also also obv this is pretty simplified)
#my funky guys#webbys flavor of parasocial relationship w shiro also includes her seeing him as a sorta father but in her case hes a deadbeat dad she hate#she wants nothing to do with him she hates him she was him once she looks far too much like him for her own comfort#logically she knows its not his fault. or hers. but god it hurts. it hurts to see his face everywhere. to be constantly reminded of who she#was supposed to be.#she doesnt want to have a relationship w him or even yell at him or have anything to do w him. she just wants to live her life in peace#i think she often jokes about punching him or wishing he dies already but really all she wants is to be left alone.#she is sure if they ever meet that hed see her as an abomination. and also she doesnt really care if he does? just the consequences of that#its like. she doesnt really care abt what he would think of her as much as she is worried about the effect his existence has on her.#she doesnt care about shiro as a person she cares about him as a threat to her life and personhood.#also shes like 18. still very much figuring stuff out. she gets better but i dont think she ever develops any sort of meaningful relationsh#relationship w him bc she just does not want to! and thats okay!! and shiro respects that!#thinking abt how the clones percieve shiro is so funny bc hes a very relevant public figure and a celebrity#but they have a LOT of very personal knowledge abt him. so the levels of parasocial relationship going on there are INSANE#its like having very weird one sided beef with an influencer and also knowing all of his deepest fears and desires and traumas
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i feel like i appreciate dan and phil as people so much more now at 20 than i did at 13
#like yes i loved them but i also was weird and annoying the way 13 year olds are#but now i’m just like. these are two dorks and they make me laugh and i’ve learned how to behave the parasocial tendencies#like mostly#also thinking about how i am as old as they were ten years ago as they were starting their careers is insane to me & i do think ab it often#dan and phil
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