#also i watched this bc of the will wood song... thank you will wood

[ghostly-biologist]

anyone here like willard?

[pagodazz]

talk 2 me about..... vinnie and habit dynamic....... when they r chilling or something............... what do you think they get up to when theres nothing more important to be doing

hi I have LITERALLY been waiting for this question my entire life..thank you so much...

here is my playlist of them... I got almost 2000 songs in there so! could listen to this for weeks LMAO (it has exactly 1888 songs. so we're getting close! I also add ur guy's uggestions too!! if they're not already in there lol)

I'm gonna talk about some different scenarios that I feel like would happen between the two of them and idk if I can say some are chill but for them?? yeah it's chill LMAO... tw for domestic violence btw bc they can't have chill without a little violence

some specific songs:

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I think that they are definitely willing to share a bed, I mean especially after the apartment and everything, Vinnie would be ALOT more clingy without even thinking he is. He probably finds himself sleeping in habit's bed while Habit is gone, desperate for any kind of attention and when he opens his eyes, the fan is on, and he feels a warmth next to him and he looks over and there's habit. He's not looking at Vinnie or anything, he's too engrossed in the video game he's playing on the TV across from the bed. He's got the volume down just so he doesn't wake Vinnie. although habit would just say he didn't feel like turning up the volume because he refuses to admit he does anything for Vinnie.

Vinnie would definitely get embarrassed that habit is just there but Habit would honestly be thrilled over it. It just shows that his plan of getting Vinnie to rely on him is working. He'd even offer another controller to Vinnie if he wants to play and Vinnie would say no and he'd just lay there in silence watching habit's face as plays the game (most likely BioShock I feel), and they're cats are asleep at the end of the bed and Vinnie can't believe that he's actually found somewhere that he can exist without having to worry that he's gonna cause someone's death.

they both like their silence but they both hate feeling alone so I think them sharing a space with each other makes a lot of sense. They can't stand being out of each other's sight.

And I don't think that Vinnie would think of Evan either, sometimes he likes habit more than he's ever liked Evan and he hates to admit that to himself.

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Vinnie definitely finds himself daydreaming about what him and habit are gonna do. He's so left out of Habit's plans he's probably making up the craziest scenarios and he'll even talk about them with habit and he'll just talk about how excited he is to one day do something super important with habit. He'll convince himself that Habit has only the best planned for him and that Habit cares for him so deeply that he gets physically violent because of all the love he has for him. it's twisted but so is Vinnie. He doesn't want normal, I mean he does, but not when he could be with someone as powerful as habit. And you just KNOW Vinnie is praising habit often when he's not being a smartass.

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Say that just got done being in a massive fight. And by massive I definitely mean physical. Vinnie most likely brought up something about leaving habit or asked to go outside which pissed Habit off to the point of getting violent. Habit doesn't want Vinnie to even THINK about leaving him. he doesn't want Vinnie to believe that's an option, he wants Vinnie to stay with him no matter what, he can't risk losing him to anything or anyone, even himself sometimes, which is probably why he leaves the house often.

Habit wouldn't just slap Vinnie or anything he would grab him by the hair and drag him down the stairs while telling him all the awful things that would happen to him if he left the apartment, and Vinnie's kicking his feet and trying to fight back but he can't even bring himself to hurt habit in anyway so all he can do is try to pull away. Habit would tell him that slenderman would be there in an instant to rip him apart and ruin his life yet again if he stepped out those doors. or worse there would be monsters he's never even heard of before. Habit would tell him if he leaves Vinnie is just gonna kill more innocent people indirectly while tossing him against the door and telling him to just leave them if he's so sure he wants to leave so bad. Habit would be walking back up the stairs leaving Vinnie there, most likely with a black eye and bloody nose, he wouldn't look back because he knows he doesn't have to. Because Vinnie is already crawling back up the stairs saying he's so sorry, he's telling Habit that he never should've thought like that, he should've never brought it up to habit. He should've kept his mouth shut, can habit please forgive him? can he let him stay?

And of course he can stay. That's when habit changes, not really though. Habit would help Vinnie to his feet and he'd be shushing him telling him that he forgives Vinnie for his behavior. He would get all, "You know I'd never do this if you didn't deserve it." and "I'm only doing this to protect you, you wouldn't be able to survive out there alone. It's not safe for you." and he'd be so pleased about the fact Vinnie is just nodding along and even saying thank you. Habit would take him to the bathroom and he would go out of his way to be overly affectionate and caring with Vinnie now which obviously send Vinnies mind in circles. Vinnie just got done being dragged the stairs and now habit is cleaning his face, honestly he'd even wash Vinnie's hair if it would get him to rely on him more.

After Habit would make Vinnie dinner and they'd sit on the couch instead of at the dinner table and Habit would throw his arm around Vinnie and pass him the remote and tell him to pick whatever he wants and Vinnie would lean into it. Why wouldn't he? he's so desperate for affection, for any attention and there Habit is, giving it to him. He'd say he's sorry for earlier again, since Vinnie feels guilty for upsetting Habit and Habit would put his hand on Vinnie's face pushing his thumb against the bruise on vinnie's face a little and then moving his hand to vinnie's hair messing with it, all while saying, "It's okay, champ! we all make mistakes!" while just hours before this, habit had his hand in Vinnie's hair dragging him down the stairs. It wouldn't make Vinnie panic, infact it'd probably make him push aside everything that has happened and he'd be so grateful that habit is letting him stay.

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They're definitely just all around way more affectionate with each other than they are violent. Habit would kiss (like those over dramatic sloppy ones that are disgusting. like you just hate it HELP. does this make sense. it's not even that romantic or anything habit just doesbit to be funny) all over vinnie's face just to see Vinnie get all flustered and wipe his face off because he thinks it's adorable. Habit can't be human, but he found someone who actually makes him feel like he is. Vinnie doesn't treat Habit like he's something he should fear, Vinnie truly sees habit as a partner and not a just a pawn to his next step and all habit has ever truly wanted is to be wanted. To not be alone. He wants company with him as he commits chaos.

Habit could come home after a rough week of annoying victims that barely satisfied him and he'll throw himself onto the couch into vinnie's waiting arms to complain about everything and anything and Vinnie would sit there and be on his side (with some light teasing), and habit just can't believe it. He's got something of his own for once. Vinnie chose HIM. Habit doesn't know how to be normal and he could never be normal and he would never be able to have a healthy relationship but I'd say his relationship with Vinnie is most likely the healthiest one he's EVER had. I mean canonically habit has never even broken any of Vinnie's bones.

He probably tells Vinnie that this is his favorite iteration of Vinnie too. He'd say shit like, "Y'know the old you's probably would've never let me get this close." and Vinnie would feel,,, almost special?? he would say shit like "Well it's a good thing I'm not them anymore, right? I like what we got going on." and habit would think about it for days.

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I'd say that they've definitely just found some sort of peace and comfort with each other. Even though they have screaming matches and habit will get physical and even sometimes Vinnie will get physical back, (he is literally the definition of reactive abuse) and after they'll just sit on the couch together while habit holds a bag of peas against vinnie's fresh black eye and Vinnie would say he doesn't need to be babied and habit would tell him to stop being a baby then. they definitely watch a ton of movies and shows and Vinnie has to BEG for habit to let him watch what he wants to watch. habit will always say Vinnie picks the worst shit but every single time Vinnie turns something on habit is engrossed and obsessed with it. He'll even stand in front of the TV with his hands on his hips like a dad would and he'd ask questions 24/7 which Vinnie wouldn't mind answering because he loves to yap.

they both talk SO much they won't be able to shut up and they genuinely do get along on ALOT of stuff. Habit literally picked Vinnie because he has a good sense of humor. So you KNOW they're laughing over the worst shit known to man. Especially later on in the series where Vinnies been deeply effected by habit. I'm always so obsessed w how you can see habit's influence on Vinnie when he kills Evan. Like that's habits hard work paying off guys. he'd be so fucking proud.

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SO YEAH I HOPE THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED LMAAOOOO. I always have so much to say and It's so unbelievably difficult for me NOT to torture Vinnie just a LITTLE bit

[ajearthlinggg]

My opinions on all Will Wood music videos

momento mori MAP: the first Will Wood related thing I saw thanks to my brother. I remember seeing it and being like "Wow this is so okay." Not really one of my fav songs but still really good animation from everybody

Mr. Capgras: (oh my god this is my end) honestly in my top 3 favorite music videos (number 2 and 1 are even more sexual 😭 the karma music video ain't shit idgaf) I have dressed as Will from this video (the outfit when he looks like an auntie) and I will NOT be posting the photos BC y'know, underage. But just it matches the song's vibe so well and is incredibly visually interesting. Will's makeup is on point (as always) and him and his band's outfits (or lack of) also manage to fit the vibe of the song perfectly. I read an interview he did about the music video and had to look up like, ten words. Someone make this man an English teacher. Anyway, amazing video. Give Mario more screen time.

Dr Sunshine: somehow WAY more uncomfortable then Mr. Capgras. Once again, Will's makeup is great. There are so many goddamn colors I don't know if I love it or if I want the video banned because of it. It's great how the video goes from a normal kinda weird WWATT video to incredibly uncomfortable and strange as soon as he goes bald. Great video. William, the cones in my eyes feel great resentment towards you.

Hand me my shovel: OMGG I PLAYED A BIT OF THIS ON PIANO AT MY PIANO LESSON AND MY MUSIC TEACHER PUT UP THE MUSIC VIDEO IN FRONT OF MY DAD AHAJSJJZJ (he luckily stopped after the intro) anyways I fucking hate this video for creating one of the most embarrassing moments of my life. 10/10. Fuck you.

Euthanasia: no. Don't even remind me. Please. *incredibly loud ugly sobbing noises*

Laplace's Angel : haha this video has so much bones that it should be called Skeleton Appreciation Day! *gets booed of stage* anyways great video. Wills outfit is so cool. You know the one. Bnoes bnones bnes. Lemmed ssee yior bneons.

Sex, drugs, and rock and roll : GUYS THIS VIDEO IS MOSTLY SATIRE PLEASEEE. watching Will throw tomatoes at himself is beautiful. 10/10 viewing experience

Love, Me Normally: First WW video I watched as a real fan of his music. Omg I love this video. He said in a YouTube comment that the rats were his girlfriend's at the time. I can just imagine the conversation "Hey can I borrow your RATS for my MUSIC VIDEO about CONFORMITY?" Also the first WW fanart I drew was of this video so that's pretty cool. Anyways I love the ghosts and the hat falls off his head like every 2 seconds go watch the video you'll see what I mean.

2econd 2ight 2eer: this used to be my fav WW song before I was a WW fan. Anyways THE MAKEUP ONSGDJAHSJ this video made me question my lesbianism like HIS EYELINER AAAAAA. But anyway once again lots of colors. Like, LOTS of colors. I already have eyesight problems William once again THE CONES IN MY EYES HATE YOU. AHSJSJKAAKA. Also thank you to this song for giving my lovely mutual his username. (Hi Syd)

Chemical Overreaction: This song and music video is my new aesthetic. That's all I have to say.

6up 5oh: I remember when my brother was obsessed with this song back in 2020 😭 HOLY SHIT I HEAR POLICE SIRENS RN THEY'RE ON TO ME DELETE THIS SONG FROM MY WATCH HISTORY RN FUCK FUCK FUCK. Ig this video is pretty good. Not one of my fav videos but its alright.

You Liked This: You even both like Subway, Eat Fresh!

Well, better than the alternative : omg the filter and artsyle is so cool. Also the Stranger Things references, the masks, the outline of the filter, it's so 2020 and it makes me sad. WHAT'S SO WRONG ABOUT WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME? I'M JUST TRYNA DO WHAT'S RIGHT BY YOU?

Tomcat disposables: please I'm gonna cry again. OH MY GOD WILL IS SO FUCKING TALENTED

Cicada days and Marsha, thankk you: not really a fan of lyrics videos. Decided to group the lyric vids together to say this.

White Noise: as somebody who's struggles with the topics this song speaks about, there really is no Will Wood song that affects me emotionally more than this one. Not Against the Kitchen Floor. Not Tomcat disposables. Hell, not even Euthanasia. This song in particular is so underappreciated and pushed aside instead of being recognised as an emotional, hard hitting, meaningful, lyrical masterpiece, and the video only adds to that. The symbolism from the excitement the people get over nothing makes so much sense after paying attention to the lyrics. Also holy shit he's bald again.

2012: the way his fans treat the topic of this song kinda is so weird. Like, he did so much drugs that he FORGOT A WHOLE FUCKING YEAR. and his fans are just like "haha funny I don't remember hehe" anyways this video for some reason is like Criminal by Fiona Apple if she took 12 edibles and believed in aliens. Not saying it's anything like that but that's just the vibes it gives me. I love Fiona and Criminal is top 2 fav music videos for me so I have no complaints 👍

Wealth and Hellness: not really a WW music video but I love this song so much and Will did an awesome fucking job directing the video. I love Human Zoo and can't wait to see if they ever will collab with Will again. Also all that conspiracy bullshit was insane.

Wealth and Hellness (censored version): Wonderful video! Perfect for my Christian family! Praise the community guidelines! 🙏🙏😇😇😇

[lotties-ashwagandha]

CHRISTMAS WITH THE YELLOWJACKETS (headcanons)

SHAUNA

will forget to wrap your gifts until the very last minute and then spends hours wrapping , chugs a whole pot of coffee in preparation as if she bleeds espresso

her gifts are very thoughtful tho she gives the best christmas presents. shes perceptive to things you like and want, even if you don’t tell her she’ll notice if you’re eyeing something in a store while you’re out and will get it for you when you’re not looking

she can’t be fucked w christmas cookies though she’ll buy some at the store and plate them up all pretty and tell everyone she made them herself

anyway. she is passionate about the christmas tree (why does that sound dirty?) she needs the ornaments to be all in the right place and the lights to be equally distributed or else everything’s coming off and she’s putting it back on the right way

LOTTIE

NEEDS the entire wellness center to be decorated or else her seasonal depression makes her want to be chasing bitches through the woods with knives (again)

from the 5 exact same fics in the lottie tag i think we’ve all established that she can’t bake cookies even though she tries exceedingly hard

she buys all the seasonal coffee creamers that are all the fucked flavors , you’ll get in the fridge and be faced with “gingerbread candy cane sugar cookie mcgriddle subway sandwich taissa’s fresh farmed dirt” flavored coffee creamer

i can also see her getting hyperfixated on those “christmas baking championship” series , you don’t watch the show but you know everyone who’s eliminated each week by name

TAISSA

prepares a whole pot of dirt for the two of you

“I got this bucket of dirt from outside the boxing gym, it really packs a punch”

i’ll never not make fun of this bitch for eating dirt I’m sorry

anyway she probably hides your christmas presents but forgets where she hides them and then she has a little easter egg hunt for everything she bought you

you’ll be doing spring cleaning a few months later and be like oh my god look at _____ i told you i wanted this for christmas have you been hiding it???? and she’s like oh

she also has the BEST christmas songs playlist , possibly even better than van’s

VAN

if she buys you clothes they’ll be thrifted and she has this whole thing about how she doesn’t support fast fashion and at this point you’ve stopped asking for clothes bc girl keeps giving you dusty ass 60s shit and not the good kind

has old copies of all the good vintage christmas movies tho and you have movie nights with popcorn and blankets

she has a favorite peppermint scented candle that she always lights when you’re doing something christmassy, baking cookies or watching movies or whatever it may be

decorates the shop for christmas ‼️ and you help her and it’s absolutely gorgeous , she plays christmas carols all day during work

NATALIE

will probably buy you some rlly expensive alcohol tbh and you guys party like hell for christmas

will also get you something sentimental tho and act like it’s nothing when it’s everything

she’d be less into christmas than you but would be down to use it as an occasion to get lit, give you gifts, and tell you she loves you

and sex . just saying

MISTY

now LISTEN this girl goes all out

caligula has a miniature christmas tree in his cage and she reads the christmas carol to him every year

she really enjoys those little 5-7 minute vintage disney christmas shorts and will make you watch them with her because she thinks they’re so cute and funny

chip and dale reminds her of her and nat

she’s obviously chip in her mind and nat is dale

anyway

she’ll also hand make your presents, not all of them but I can definitely see her crocheting you something or smthn like that

in any case I’m going to bed my loves im exhausted and writing this before christmas bc i probably wont be active on christmas but MERRY CHRISTMAS i hope you all enjoy the holidays, thank you for reading and supporting <3

[stellasvault]

Okay so I was listening to my favorite TV girl album who really cares and the song heaven is a bedroom came on and it just made me think of a scenario between YN and hobie first hanging out in a playground on swings

ok so i wasn’t sure if you meant them as kids or as his current age so i made the reader and hobie both kids bc it would be a little weird for him to be at a playground at his grown age 😭

keep in mind this is hobie as a CHILD so he’s not gonna act all grown!!

🍓 “that bracelet looks nice”

pairings: hobie x gn!reader

warnings: sfw, hobie has an afro as a kid, um that’s it dudes 😋

the creaking of the swings every time you went back and forth was head-ache inducing, but the swaying on the rubber seat was weirdly calming.

your hair was splayed around by the wind, your feet swinging every time you went high of the ground. so far it had been a boring day for you. an unexciting day of primary school before going straight to the playground for a mental break, soothing your frail mind.

the sound of wood chips crackling under sneakers perked your interest, as you looked up and saw a boy about your age with a natural afro and a tattered vest. he had a certain vibe, but you couldn’t put your finger on it at that moment.

“you just gonna stare?” you looked up in surprise and saw the boy looking at you with curious, dark eyes. the first thing you noticed about him was his strong accent, which sort of made him more intimidating.

you apologized, embarrassed. “sorry, i’m not creepy, i swear!” you watched him sit on the swing next to you, seeming to not care that you were still, pretty obviously, staring.

“so why are you here?” he asked, kicking up some wood chips as he turned to look at you.

you shrugged, confused. “it’s a playground! i’m here to… play.” you weren’t even convinced that you were telling the truth, all you did here was think.

he looked you up and down as if he could read your thoughts before saying, “you don’t look in a very playful mood right now. what are you really here for?” he asked in a tone that made you feel pressured to tell the truth. you knew something was different about him, you just couldn’t tell what.

you sighed, giving in. “it helps me think sometimes, you know? i know it’s weird, don’t remind me, but it’s just calming for me.” you explained, looking at your sneakers the whole time.

he looked at you before surprisingly giving you a small, understanding smile.

“i get it, y’know. no one really gets me as much as you, a random stranger, has.” he nodded toward you, “maybe i should start having some thinking sessions here.”

you giggled and slowed your swinging, “maybe you should, it gets pretty lonely in a big place all by myself.” he playfully punched your shoulder before looking at what looked like a handmade watch before his eyes widened.

“bloody hell, nana’s gonna kill me!” he muttered under his breath before putting out his hand to shake. “until next time?” he offered, mouth turned up into a cheeky smile.

you took his hand gratefully. “lots more thinking to be done.” you giggled as he ran off into the neighborhood.

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AHHHH THIS IS SO CUTE HOBIE AS A CHILDHOOD BSF IS KILLING MEEEE

i also need to say that all ur reblogs, likes and followings are DEFINITELY not unnoticed!! i appreciate them SO much you guys are amazing!

thanks so much for reading!

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[leonenjoyer69]

who is chonny jash if you wouldn't mind explaining? I've listened to a few tally hall songs but I didn't know there was a person they were tied to! :3

SCREAMING CRYTHING THROWING UP OF COURSE I WOULDNT MIND EXPLAINING, I'M SO NORMAL ABOUT CHONNY JASH >:33

Okay so, Chonny Jash is a solo artist that does a lot of synth kinda music, mostly known for his Tally Hall covers. He did 27 of them, which are all in an album called "Chonnys Charming Chaos Compendium", which has its own story! The whole thing of it is Chonnys Mind, Heart, and Soul all fighting and trying to become whole again. Lots of Jekyll and Hyde references, hehe. But yeah, Heart and Mind are constantly fighting for control, while Soul watches until he finally snaps and threatens to kill them all if they don't recombine into Whole. When they do become Whole again, he ends up getting his heart broken by a girl and they all split again, so the whole album is a time loop!!! I really suggest you listen to it because it's very awesome, especially if you like electronic music at all.

If you're gonna listen to anything, a good place to start is The Soul Eclectic, since it very heavily inspired Harry (along with Dream (Outro from Calamity)):

Or!!!! The Heart Acoustic, bc its very Elias :3

otherwise like ijsdiofj skldkf THE WHOLE ALBUM IS SO BANGER AND HE DOES OTHER COVERS, LIKE WILL WOOD AND THAT HANDSOME DEVIL AND HE DOES A BUNCH OF REALLY COOL ORIGINAL SONGS, LIKE!!! THE BALLAD OF DR JEKYLL AND THE MR HYDE JIVE AND I LOVE HIM SM

you can watch all the music videos here, but WARNING, THEYRE SUPER FLASHY, otherwise, you can listen to him like anywhere, I love him sm guys please I'm so attached to his music, ALSO, DEFINITELY LISTEN TO HIM WITH HEADPHONES, ITS ASCENSION WORTHY!!!!!

anyway teehee thank you for reading my little ramble, hoping I can convert more jashers :P

[https-furina]

congratulations on the 100 followers !! for the sugar ‘n spice event, could i request venti + 3 ? also i see the listening to 👀 idol is just >>

✎ the wind whispers secrets.

ft. venti x gn!reader

prompt: "well, if i tell you, then it wouldn't be a secret."

w.c. 629 words

content: fluff, human!reader, reader has no idea about archon venti, established relationship, perhaps a little bit of angst bc venti is sorrowful, mentions of alcohol but it's just abt venti

notes: AHAHSHSH yes !! i love idol so much <3 although it won't be long before i change the song i'm listening to, i'll rotate my playlist or something pffft- also thank you my lovely!!

in between the late nights tavern hopping and the smell of bitter alcohol on his breath, you're completely infatuated with the bouncy bard. he's carefree, honouring the trait bestowed to mondstadt quite heavily - the one of freedom, that is. sometimes you consider whether being an alcoholic should be a mondstadt trait when you catch the cavalry captain and your boyfriend stumbling through the empty mondstadt streets some nights.

venti is a proud lover, he shows you off in complete pride every moment he can - starting with adding 'my' in front of every name he calls you, regardless of whether you're in public or not. his favourite is calling you his windblume, something that took a while to stick but now you're equally in love with it. when he's sober, venti can conjure up whimsical dates and breath-taking adventures to take you on but it only fuels your curiosity.

there isn't a chance in hell that venti is simply just some bard - especially one that likes to adventure 'occasionally' yet knows mondstadt's rolling hills and valleys like the back of his hand, never seemingly lost even if you definitely are. it's like there is a map of the country detailed in his mind, the possibility is still there that he is just hiding a map from you so he looks smart. no matter how much you think about it, you've never caught him with one though. you're actually convinced that perhaps the man hasn't touched one in his life.

that's why when you lay on a blanket beneath the lush leaves of windrise, watching the way the breeze makes them dance, you finally ask him.

"dear?" you look over to where venti is strumming at his beloved lyre, his fingers working nimbly on a tune as he raises his eyes to look at you, "what's your biggest secret?"

venti's face lights up with a smile as he presses a finger to his lips and winks. you groan, jutting your lower lip out in an attempt to convince him. the attempt is futile however, only convincing venti to place his lyre down gently and place a hand on your stomach instead.

"well, if i tell you, then it wouldn't be a secret." he isn't wrong but you can't help but feel defeated. venti hums, lowering himself to lay beside you as he presses a kiss to your cheek. he takes a moment to admire your side profile from where you're beginning to count stars as they appear. he suffocates in the sweet smell of the perfume he knows you get from jean when you visit the knights of favonius to see klee, it smells familiarly like oak and valberries.

he knows you're onto him about his true identity and while it pains him to hide it from you, his most precious lover - he just can't bring himself to tell you. he mourns the day that will eventually come when you leave his side, when he'll finally be alone again. he won't smell your perfume anymore or see the way your eyes fold into creases when you're taking klee for a walk in the whispering woods. a frown almost takes over his face but he's quick to shake it away, clearing his throat.

the sound startles you, your eyes finding his once more. he sends a cheeky grin your way, the one you adore so much even if sometimes it does mean he's up to no good. venti knows there is a sand timer, draining so slowly when he looks at you but he shakes the thought from his head as he presses his lips to yours. a smile grows on your face midway through the kiss and venti bathes in how much he must simply live in the moment with you.

© https-heizou 2023.

[thefloatingwriter]

hello!! i’m curious about your playlist post since you said they were songs from your beetee playlist. i was wondering if you could elaborate on why the songs fit him? particularly foreigners god bc i love hozier

i just love reading your takes on beetee!

i’m so so so glad you asked this!! and i’m so happy to hear that you enjoy my take on beetee’s character!! 💗💗 i love hearing that people like to hear my insanity about this one random guy.

okay. i’m going to go in order with the poll so foreigner’s god will be last but i have a Lot of thoughts about that one so it might be the longest rant lol!

allies or enemies — the crane wives:

this song definitely fits my interpretation of his inner conflict in his arena, which will be explored much more in second chapter of the beetee fic, but in short, he had an ally during his games who died in front of him. before that, he had the misfortune of having a relationship similar to rue and katniss’ with her. the ally was a dead ringer for his younger sister adeline; black hair, dark eyes, they were even the same age. watching her die was for obvious reasons insanely traumatic, and it made him question exactly who his ally had been to him.

devil’s advocate — the neighborhood:

this entire song is about the voice inside your head telling you you’re not good enough or that you’re a lost cause, which is basically exactly what beetee thinks of himself, mainly because of other people’s perceptions of him. he get better later on at changing his own opinion of himself, but it takes a lot of personal growth so.

also he is plays the devil advocate A Lot because he loves provoking arguments (and pissing people off. that too.)

nobody — mitski:

this relates a lot to how beetee tries so hard to be what his mother wants but never fitting it because (as he later figures out) he will never be her sister. it doesn’t help that he looks so much like her either.

it also touches on the feeling of alienation (which i will talk about way more in the foreigner’s god section) that beetee feels commonly.

2Econd 2Ight 2Eer - will wood:

this is the easiest song to explain: it makes no sense and beetee doesn’t either. he’s also kinda crazy so the song really does fit insanely well.

foreigner’s god — hozier:

foreigner’s god is all about colonialism and the alienation and isolation people feel towards one’s own culture that results from it. beetee is latino on his mom’s side, french on his dad’s. his parents never made him feel different for it, and he learned both spanish and french at home, or at least the snippets that still exist in Panem. the problem was that he learned the hard way that you didn’t speak another language traditionally of an oppressed group outside of your own home. french was okay; the peacekeepers from One thought it was fun since they had to learn french at the Academy. spanish… not so much. he was treated with his first experience with the whipping post because of it. he was eight.

but it’s also about isolation, in many forms. he’s the oldest of his siblings, doesn’t have many friends due to going to a school outside of the Stills, doesn’t even really feel connected to his parents. he's a child of mixed ethnicity who has darker skin than most of his siblings (and most people in Three, for that matter), whose so smart it’s commonly isolating, whose the only kid from the Stills who went to a school in Stepanov, who was the first person from the Stills to earn a full ride scholarship to Three’s college (or an offer to go to college at all). the constant feeling of being separate from who would be his peers under normal circumstances has made him feel isolated and constantly “other”.

thank you so much for the ask!! i love absolutely any excuse to talk about beetee (in case you couldn’t tell lol) 💗

[johaerys-writes]

Hello! Can you share some hcs/tidbits of Patrochilles that you choose not to show through the chapters of Disasters!AU? I'd love to see how you imagined them to be outside the picture😁 thank you, and have a nice day!!

Thank you so much for this ask!! I have a lot of headcanons for these two but after writing close to 150k words for this fic I'm not sure there are many I haven’t shared 😅 But there's a few that come to mind (mostly fluffy bc I love them):

- Every year Achilles makes a cake for Patroclus’s birthday. Every year, he fucks it up somehow. Either the frosting isn't right, or it doesn't cook all the way, or it deflates, or he forgets to get one ingredient or other. He has many talents but baking isn't one of them 🤣 And it's almost become kind of a tradition now so Achilles is always looking forward to Patroclus' reaction when he presents him his little fucked up cake. 

- They once tried to build a boat/raft from scraps and bits of wood they found in the garage and the fields. They started the project because a)they were bored, and b) Ajax told them that the Spercheios river goes all the way down to Athens (it doesn't). It took them two weeks to finish it and gather provisions etc for their voyage. They took it to the creek. It sank. Achilles cried for hours. It was wild

- I think this is obvious from the fic but as well as they get on with each other they do bicker quite a lot. Achilles can be deeply annoying and/or set in his ways, and Patroclus is also stubborn, in his own way. He is sometimes hesitant to try new things or might get a little sad and withdrawn or completely tune Achilles out, and Achilles just wants to shake him LOL. Also growing up Patroclus had to sometimes act as Achilles' impulse control, like "no we can't set this random pile of dried leaves by the side of the road on fire" or "no we won't ride to the beach at 3am on a winter Tuesday, we have class tomorrow" etc etc, but more often than not he is following Achilles in whatever dumb thing he's made up his mind to do, and then they bicker when it all goes south instead 🙃

- While they were in Phthia, they actually slept together almost every night whenever Peleus wasn't home. It wasn't romantic or anything at first, they just spent so much time together and in each other’s rooms that it didn't make sense to separate for sleep. Or sometimes they'd just fall asleep while talking/reading/watching films etc. Also like, with no parents or other caretakers in sight they were essentially each other’s source of comfort and affection and sometimes you just want to cuddle up with your bestie under a blanket and not do much else. ALSO also this isn't surprising bc the story deals quite a bit with toxic masculinity and internalised homophobia and how that affects Pat and Achilles, but I have a lot of thoughts about how the pressure to "man up" and "be tough" as they grew up really started to wear on them (especially Achilles), bc like what's wrong with crying or showing emotion or hugging your best friend or holding his hand or kissing him on the cheek! What's wrong with being soft and tender with the people you care about, what's wrong with any of it. So being able to come back home and have their safe space to vent and cry and be goofy and cuddle and not have to act a certain way around each other was such a lifesaver for them.

[Also I think their physical intimacy is something that's universal across every possible iteration of Patrochilles out there lol they're just super comfortable touching and hugging and kissing etc and I simply love how it might not even have sexual connotations a lot of the time, it's just something they do. They just like to glomp]

- I think this has been mentioned in the fic at some point, but Achilles often composes incredibly silly songs on the guitar or changes the lyrics to popular songs to tease Patroclus and Laika with. Often extremely early in the morning.

- Achilles has taught himself to knit and crochet as a result of a past hyperfixation over the span of a summer. The bright orange scarf he wears in Chapter 20 is one of his own creations, and Patroclus literally loves that thing. He teases him about it all the time. Achilles has made a few wonky beanies and mittens for Patroclus as well while he was practicing, they're very stylish (NOT lmao)

[sharkface-daydreams]

No, but, OK- Chilchuck and Church would literally be that joke of not liking each other until the moment they both tell everybody else to shut up at the same time and they share a moment- "We are the same... finally, somebody who GETS me". Tex is legit impressed with the union work Chilchuck has set up, she wants to get in on this, does he need a bodyguard?

Laios and Caboose are vibing. Laios also thinks Locus is So Cool, and they're both socially inept in opposite ways, but in the sense that it kinda fits together.

Tucker is over there trying to hit on Marcille and Falin, no need to be jealous ladies, plenty of him to go around, and he'd never want to ruin such a great friendship, just gals being pals. Kai is also flirting by she Knows.

Grif wants Senshi to adopt him (and Senshi is 100% cool with that, this poor boy is so hungry), and he has to ask Simmons- "Dude, is this how you feel about Sarge? Like, all the time?". Simmons is trying to math-hack all the fantasy rules.

Carolina just killed a dragon (what, like it's hard?). Wash is like- "Well, at least nothing is gonna run over me here in wacky magic land", and then the first car in this world ever hits him. Doc is having a FUN time learning about all the weird flora and fauna here, O'Malley is already trying to become some combination of dark wizard/necromancer (but he's not good at it).

Donut meets Evil Aslan, and is just- "OK, I'm just gonna skip ahead and kill you right now. I've been through this song and dance with demon-gods, I know how it goes".

Lopez can eat living armor. like, just "raw" or whatever.

There. RVB-Dungeon Meshi crossover. I got that out of my system

ok it's still airing so my watch buddy won't watch with me yet and i have yet to sit and read the manga so im taking notes

chilchuck is a chad, got it.

caboose immediately gets a new friend, that tracks XD <3 love that for him

simmons is me in an isekai, i hate this, thank you <3

of COURSE carolina kills a dragon. of course <3 i love that for her ('what like it's hard?' elle woods has done so much for this world thank u goddess 🙏) but wash omg 😭⚰ it would happen to him. someone invents THEE first like motorized soap box derby car and itjust fuckin. smashes his kneecaps and keeps going RIP king 🙏

i love. i love all of this. question for you though. i love the implications of Lopez eating living armor raw which i know nothing about. does this count as cannibalism do you think? or do you think lopez sees himself as the ghost within the shell, separate from his armor? (or do you hc there's an android in the armor? :o i do when it's convenient for fic alsdkjflkfd)

also. this makes me think of something i want to share finally. (ill put under a cut bc adding 13 pics is a lot)

a long time ago when this picrew was first available (it's only patreon now i think? ppl kept stealing the assets💢 and such so the artist got understandably mad and took it off picrew site :( i made... RVB RPG PORTRAITS!!!! (they still have an rpg maker one but its very different)

also dont kill me but its taken me 3 years to realise i didn't make tex 😭

Red Team:

Blue Team: (had to put Church between them or they'd fight ☺)

And the mercs <3

[wrongcaitlyn]

I'm currently rereading talk your talk, its so good! And I've forgotten if you've posted a concise list of Nico's songs anywhere?

I saw you mentioning that you kind-of based Lou Ellens youtube channel on hthaze, and watched his reactions for the Nico songs. I thought that sounded really fun to do! -but to do that myself I would need a track list (and look up the albums since I'm not very well-versed in Taylor Swift)

Keep up the amazing work(no pressure)! and i hope you have a nice weekend :)

i actually only have the first album all listed out in the fic, so i'll be writing out a tracklist for you anyway!! i also have all of the playlists for the talk your talk verse linked in the beginning notes of greatest of luxuries, so they're all in playlists there if you'd like to listen to it then - and then i think when eventually, nda3 is released, i'll add it to the end notes of the fic!

so, here's nico di angelo's discography:

(btw everything that says taylor swift, if there is a taylor's version, listen to the taylor's version!!)

haunted

haunted - taylor swift i know it won't work - gracie abrams till forever falls apart - ashe, finneas lovely - billie eilish, khalid renegades - x ambassadors best friend - conan gray team - lorde labyrinth - taylor swift difficult - gracie abrams the very first night - taylor swift gold rush - taylor swift long sleeves - gracie abrams motion sickness - phoebe bridgers overdrive - conan gray out of the woods - taylor swift

in between albums, there were two promotional singles

getaway car - taylor swift

mess it up - gracie abrams

doomsday

doomsday - lizzy mcalpine glory and gore - lorde tennis court - lorde this is me trying - taylor swift everything i wanted - billie eilish mess it up - gracie abrams for real this time - gracie abrams 400 lux - lorde block me out - gracie abrams graveyard shift - jonah kagen the exit - conan gray decode - sabrina carpenter getaway car - taylor swift eyes open - taylor swift the story of us - taylor swift

after doomsday, there is one single

new romantics - taylor swift

that's all there is for now! let me know if i should make a playlist of his entire discography that's updated every now and then, bc as of now i just have playlists of his singles and the individual albums! thank you for the ask :)

[jupiterstears15]

rules: answer & tag ppl u want to connect w and get to know better

thank you @faggylittleleatherboy for the tag <3

fav color: cherry red!!

last song: Norwegian Wood

last film: Challengers!! my brain chemistry was changed that day (and so was everyone else’s in that cinema)

currently reading: i’m re-reading the hp books bc i have this fanfic project i’m working on (it will probably never see the light of day tho)

currently watching: i’m not a huge tv series girly but i did watch the first episode of succession a few weeks ago? so maybe that

currently craving: staying in bed all day and having some salted caramel ice cream bc the weather is real hot today

coffee or tea: coffee!!! absolutely hate tea

i’m tagging anyone who wants to do this but also @itmeanssungod @kaaaaaaarf @frank-lilac @pretentiouswreckingball @belleandsaintsebastian @lilyflxwers :))))

[wyvernwyrm]

People I'd like to get to know better

Thanks @mellowthorn for tagging me! I like doing tag games a lot although I often forget about them (T_T)

last song: Анастимоза - Звір (I highly recommend her! I found her through Stalker 2 bc her song Хризантеми plays on in-game radio and never stopped listening to her since! Her songs are really cool even if you don't know the lyrics)

favorite color: Orange!

last book: Golden Fool by Robin Hobb! Well, it's the last one I've finished because I immediately started Fool's Fate..

last movie: I haven't watched many movies this year. I think parkciv minecraft movie is the closest thing to a movie I've watched this year which is uhm... silly to say out loud

last TV show: DanDaDan! I've been watching it with my friends and I had a blast honestly this is a very interesting and refreshing story!

sweet/savory/spicy: spicy!

relationship status: single

last thing I searched: I googled the origins of a word "авіатроща" to see where it came from bc I heard it on news a few times lmao

current obsession: Minecraft I think! Also precious precious characters of my friend @detdomchik I love her children so much!

looking forward to: finishing my uni grind! I'm a bit tired of endless studying that steals my free time especially since I want to tend to several personal projects and I wanna have time to improve my art and try something new

favorite drink: tea I think!

song playing on a loop in your head 24/7: Will Wood's "When Somebody Needs You" is holding me by the neck please help me...

current favorite character: Beloved! THE character of all time..

fun activity you would like to get into: I want to try keeping a dream journal! I often have weird dreams and I'd like to keep track of them

last video game: Minecraft

last comic/graphic novel/manga: YASSS I WAITED FOR THIS literally yesterday I finished "I want to hold Aono-kun so much I could die" AND MAAAAAN IT CERTAINLY IS A RIIIDE (it's an ongoing series but I started it without knowing this and fell to my knees when I saw the status after the last chapter) I recommend it a lot although it has a lot of heavy topics but it's a deeply touching and interesting story

Tagging @teinaatren @hellionil aaaaand @detdomchik but there's absolutely no pressure involved!

[risingsh0t]

6 and 9 for mariah/davrin, riona/leliana, AND cece/viktor pls thank you love you

hehe. i love YOU 💘

do they have any shared interests/hobbies? do they ever do these hobbies together?

mariah x davrin: as we know, davrin has his wood carving hobby. which mariah loves btw, she loves to watch and always hypes up everything he makes. but mariah is more of a "what even IS a hobby?" type of person. does researching and making poisons for a contract count? honestly i think it does eventually bc post-game she and davrin continue their little adventures and she channels her skills into monster hunting with him, which becomes their shared interest!

riona x leliana: god. riona loves leliana's stories and songs. riona has a strong interest in history and preserving that information, but she's not the best storyteller. leliana being able to share stories riona tells her is a bit of a shared hobby i'd say. they also have a shared interest in nugs! riona likes blacksmithing; making her own weapons. which leliana isn't super into, but finds it fascinating to watch riona do so!

cecilia x viktor: researching/tinkering/inventing of course... albeit in a less formal way for cece. she's not quite as ambitious with it on as grand a scale like viktor is. i love the idea that they can work on their separate projects in the same room though. comfortability in silence and all that.

what is one quality they have in common?

mariah x davrin: determined.

riona x leliana: passionate.

cecilia x viktor: creative.

[codename-adler]

nine people you’d like to get to know better 💕

i was tagged by @stick-ball & @qizibans thank you for thinkin’ of lil ole me 🥹

last song i listened to: only i will remain by hans zimmer

favorite color: pastels

currently watching: rewatch of jjk S1 so i can watch S2 and continue the manga. also watching csi: miami since S1E01. finished a documentary (👍) on Raël (🤢) yesterday as well as don’t look up. i’m really not a consistent watcher :/

sweet/savory/spicy: SWEET with a lil savory in between

relationship status: single since birth

current obsession: so i’ll get specific in aftg bc that has gone on for 4 years now –> Kathea 🌺 & non-sexually intimate Kandrew. i’m getting there with Kerejean 👀 also my PiPs obviously! oh and Dune. goddamn dune. (physically: strawberry matcha, fringeTM notebooks, sonny angels, cheesy scrambled egg sandwiches)

last thing you googled: where to watch the old Les 12 travaux d’Astérix

tagging:

@givemethedamnflowers 💕

@merceyca 💕

@dvrcos 💕

@bienmoreau 💕

@jeremy-knoxs-on-wood 💕

@fandomnerd101 💕

@cultpastorkevin 💕

@stabbyfoxandrew 💕

@chronic-optimistt 💕

[self-spaghettification]

Getting to Know Me

Tag 9 people you would like to know more about!

Thanks for the tag @paintedr0se !!

Last Song I Listened To: Step On Me by The Cardigans

I’ve been meaning to explore more punk music though, bc I went to a punk museum yesterday and vibed so hard with the fashion (close to how I already dress) and general attitude it gave me so much inspiration HDJD so I want to see if some of the music fits my taste too (which ehh it probably won’t but we’ll see) (i generally listen to psychedelic rock or newer/niche bands like the Scary Jokes, Tally Hall, Will Wood, Crumb, bc I’m gay and mentally ill lmfao)

Currently Reading: I don’t really read much anymore but I’ve been listening to an audiobook with my mom called Under The Whispering Door that’s described as a cross between The Good Place and A Man Called Ove and it’s quite good so far :D The main character is a soulless asshole ceo at a law firm who after he dies, is finally learning what life is about LMAO

Currently Watching: I’ve been alternating between watching Total Drama and rewatching Ever After High for the simple reason of pretty people and mildly interesting teenage stereotypes HJDDND but I’ve also been meaning to finish The Case Study of Vanitas because pretty gay vampires. I don’t know if I can handle fixating on another show though LMAOO. but mark my words. when OFMD season 2 comes out in October I will drop everything to watch that 🙏

Current Obsession: Aaravos (& Viravos) from The Dragon Prince (if it wasn’t obvious HDJDJFJ) if I am upset and they are mentioned by someone I know theorizing about Aaravos it fixes my mood and everything I have no idea why. I also am quite into Good Omens/Aziracrow as well :)

tagging:

@heyimsteel @rottinggearcogg @wardofwinters @thrandilf @yurayuramiharin @zuppizup @sleepdeprivationisthekey @theneurodivergentfox @beautifulterriblequeen @anyone-else-who-would-like-to-do-it