#i think my ritalin kicked in. lol. lmao

[sharkface-daydreams]

No, but, OK- Chilchuck and Church would literally be that joke of not liking each other until the moment they both tell everybody else to shut up at the same time and they share a moment- "We are the same... finally, somebody who GETS me". Tex is legit impressed with the union work Chilchuck has set up, she wants to get in on this, does he need a bodyguard?

Laios and Caboose are vibing. Laios also thinks Locus is So Cool, and they're both socially inept in opposite ways, but in the sense that it kinda fits together.

Tucker is over there trying to hit on Marcille and Falin, no need to be jealous ladies, plenty of him to go around, and he'd never want to ruin such a great friendship, just gals being pals. Kai is also flirting by she Knows.

Grif wants Senshi to adopt him (and Senshi is 100% cool with that, this poor boy is so hungry), and he has to ask Simmons- "Dude, is this how you feel about Sarge? Like, all the time?". Simmons is trying to math-hack all the fantasy rules.

Carolina just killed a dragon (what, like it's hard?). Wash is like- "Well, at least nothing is gonna run over me here in wacky magic land", and then the first car in this world ever hits him. Doc is having a FUN time learning about all the weird flora and fauna here, O'Malley is already trying to become some combination of dark wizard/necromancer (but he's not good at it).

Donut meets Evil Aslan, and is just- "OK, I'm just gonna skip ahead and kill you right now. I've been through this song and dance with demon-gods, I know how it goes".

Lopez can eat living armor. like, just "raw" or whatever.

There. RVB-Dungeon Meshi crossover. I got that out of my system

ok it's still airing so my watch buddy won't watch with me yet and i have yet to sit and read the manga so im taking notes

chilchuck is a chad, got it.

caboose immediately gets a new friend, that tracks XD <3 love that for him

simmons is me in an isekai, i hate this, thank you <3

of COURSE carolina kills a dragon. of course <3 i love that for her ('what like it's hard?' elle woods has done so much for this world thank u goddess 🙏) but wash omg 😭⚰ it would happen to him. someone invents THEE first like motorized soap box derby car and itjust fuckin. smashes his kneecaps and keeps going RIP king 🙏

i love. i love all of this. question for you though. i love the implications of Lopez eating living armor raw which i know nothing about. does this count as cannibalism do you think? or do you think lopez sees himself as the ghost within the shell, separate from his armor? (or do you hc there's an android in the armor? :o i do when it's convenient for fic alsdkjflkfd)

also. this makes me think of something i want to share finally. (ill put under a cut bc adding 13 pics is a lot)

a long time ago when this picrew was first available (it's only patreon now i think? ppl kept stealing the assets💢 and such so the artist got understandably mad and took it off picrew site :( i made... RVB RPG PORTRAITS!!!! (they still have an rpg maker one but its very different)

also dont kill me but its taken me 3 years to realise i didn't make tex 😭

Red Team:

Blue Team: (had to put Church between them or they'd fight ☺)

And the mercs <3

[soggypotatoes]

:/// just scraped together some ancient weed dust and smoked it lol. it’s gotta be over a year old now, i havent smoked in ages. i dont miss the years where i depended on it, i remember how it felt at the end and how it was low-key ruining my life. but it feels SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOO good right now. i’ve had edibles a few times with friends which was fun but it still made me quite anxious in the end and it’s different alone. i’m remember why i started using it in the first place. i feel... better now......... so much better, but how do i remind myself that it��s a Lie and if i smoke it All the Time it just becomes something that’s painful to not have rather than something pleasurable. drugs are a fucking trap if u have no self control, man. would love to feel like this every now and then and be normal about it but if i have it as an option at all i just lose control. i Have to have it, All the time, even once it stops feeling good and just makes me anxious. i tried so many tactics. i renamed it in my mind to ‘anxiety juice’ to remind myself. didn’t work. i taped a list of questions to ask myself to my bong so i’d have to look at it every time. that one was actually pretty good at times. the times that i actually read it and thought abt the decision i was making instead of just guiltily averting my eyes and smoking anyway. the only answer is to not have access. i still dream abt the ability to have a good relationship with it, though. it’s perfect for times like this, when i’ve already spent 2 days acknowledging and working through my trauma feelings and i’m at point where i’m kind of ok but still shaken from it. it’s so hard for me to relax, i can’t stop thinking abt the things and i don’t know how to move on. i’ve been trying to watch a lecture on flatworms for like 7 hours now, something i both have to do and like to do, and i never made it past 2 minutes. i can’t focus at all on reading or shows or games or anything that might take my mind off it, bc i Cannot Stop Thinking ABout It. i’m going INSANE. i think i need to ask my therapist more abt ocd cause i’ve been told i probably have it but i never really got why. maybe this is why lmao. i’ll ask. anyway. ah . wait. now i realise why weed is not a good outlet for me lol. i felt so much better & relaxed and now the anxiety has kicked in and it feels like i’m in a swarm of bees. i think i rly need to accept that i’m not going to do any work tonight and start trying to distract myself. i just don’t know how :////// i took ritalin but focus is impossible rn. howwwwwwwwww do i sto p my mind spinningggggggggggggggggggg