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wtf
i feel like I need to share this conversation my friends seem to be having
I give you @fry-the-earthling, @thetwistedartist0426, and @cara-the-yiga-footsoldier, everyone.
(applaud now)
#why#leave my money alone#also I'm broke too#rai rambles#rai questions people she already questioned before
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Here is me being super normal about Doctor Who!! I tried on Nicolas' Ten costume today 😌
#nips photos#cosplay#nips blogs#doctor who#personal#tenth doctor#I bring you some authentic millennial tumblr girl cringe on this hot tuesday night 🥰#it's all custom made for him so it's too big on me to go out in BUT it's still so cute and comfortable and makes me happy#also found out yesterday that Nicolas shares the same suit and shoe size with David#so I couldddd bid on those suits he wore for plays and films that are being auctioned for charity rn huh much to think about (i'm broke)
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then... how much pink will eventually mask the blue?
#project sekai#pjsk#mizuki akiyama#mizu5#nightcord at 25:00#25 ji nightcord de#my art#hi guys i know i'm insanely late but i've been looping bake no hana and posting about mizu5 an insane amnt#and i finally got motivation to actually draw wowww wowww#anyways. as a trans person she makes me insanely depressed. i understand her struggles i get her so bad.#i broke down crying last night thinking about mizu5 too hard#also transphobes go kys if you find this don't say shit i will maul you fuck off
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what was with cameron house md she spends 90% of the episode saying she wants their patient to die bc he's a genocidal dictator and her colleague husband says "babe it bothers me for ethical reasons that you want our patient to die :(" and she said "hm maybe you're right :/" but when it comes down to it the genocidal dictator lays a finger on her in an aggressive manner and chase instantly commits medical malpractice to murder the guy and then when he tells her she LEAVES HIM bc boo hoo he's a murderer now like GIRL he killed a man for you!!! he's wracked with catholic guilt!!! he's being crushed beneath the weight of his sins because he chose his devotion to you over his devotion to god!!! he literally could not get any sexier at this moment in time!!!
#girl what are you doing......#also just in general she did not deserve him honestly he was so good to her and for WHAT#just to be abandoned at peak devotion and guilt and hotness 🙄#girl get OUT of my way i'm stronger than you#if she cared she could fix him or make him worse but i could love and support him no matter what 😌#his muder is a part of him and its SEXY#robert chase#house md#malpractice md#i know the actors broke up irl or whatever but wtf.....#i should have ended my rewatch w their happy lil wedding at the end of s5#s6 everything instantly goes to shit#and stays shitty#chase should be happy fr#he's supposed to turn into house basically but they should have made him the well adjusted version of house#like how nightwing is the well adjusted version of batman#anyway i have no real point here i just lowkey dont like cameron bc of this arc#also her obsession w house is so weird i wish they hadn't made that a thing#this has been a shitpost#anyway she left chase at the absolute peak of his sexiness wtf.......#anyway since this apparently needs to be said its not that deep this is a silly post if you send me hate messages i wont answer#i block and ignore anon hate bc i am too busy touching grass to be rude to strangers over a tv show
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I've been stuck on viewing Maggie as Crowley's mirror, and for most of the show I like that interpretation. But once I started thinking of Nina as Crowley's Mirror in the ball scene specifically, I made a connection....
Aziraphale is playing God here. He has a vision- a happy romantic evening where people speak Victorian English, dress nicely, dance, and fall in love -and he wills everyone present to conform to his plan. But Nina doesn't conform. Nina feels like something isn't right. She asks questions.
She asks Aziraphale what's going on, why she doesn't feel sad when she knows she's sad, and Aziraphale doesn't give her a satisfactory answer. He tells her that the important thing is that she's here. She's here to play a role in his great plan. To dance in his ball.
So she expresses her concerns to Maggie. Maggie hadn't seen the issues at first, but she listens to Nina, and Nina gets her to acknowledge the absurdity of the situation just a little bit. Listen to their conversation at the dance again. It sounds SO MUCH like the conversations we've heard Crowley and Aziraphale have a thousand times during their 6000 year dance. Crowley calling out heaven, asking questions, trying to get Aziraphale to consider the absurdity of it all. Aziraphale mostly defending heaven, but listening, and sometimes acquiescing.
And this all falls in line with a point I've made before - In season 2, Crowley's relationship with Aziraphale begins to mirror his relationship with heaven. Aziraphale shows a pattern of not listening to Crowley the whole season, but especially in this scene. Crowley tries to ask him what is going on, and alert him to very real danger, but Aziraphale is dismissive. He is blinded by his desire to see his plan to fruition.
And just so we're clear, this is not an Aziraphale hate post. Rather, I think it might give us some insight into where God is coming from. Because Aziraphale's actions may be dismissive and controlling, but they are motivated by love. Misguided, certainly, but with all the best intentions. I have a feeling, when we finally meet God, it will be a similar story. And maybe both She and Aziraphale will learn that sometimes to love means to let go.
#keeping this post short because if I think about it too much I'm going to make myself sick#like how Maggie and Nina's conversation happens while dancing#and aziraphale and crowley have been having that same conversation and doing the same dance for 6000 years#it's so romantic and heartbreaking and poetic I think I might actually die#Also... think about how Lindsey broke up with Nina right before this scene#kind of like how heaven broke up with Crowley before the earth began fuck fuck fuk#and then Crowley yells at Nina to trust someone for once in her life like...#he knows nothing about her he's projecting SO HARD#good omens#good omens 2#good omens season 2#gos2#good omens meta#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#aziraphale x crowley#crowley#crowley x arizaphale#aziracrow#neil gaiman#go2#maggie and nina#reposting slightly edited because I made a mistake the first time#thank you @tip-top-tickety-boo for pointing it out!
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I feel like every time I hear "Bells Hells broke their word", there's this omission or forgetfulness (and I get it; this campaign feels like it took forever and it's easy to tune out conversations that feel circular and unending) that Bells Hells knows that if the Raven Queen and the Arch Heart were forced to comply by the rest of their family, the Divine Gate would be rent asunder and there would be a second Calamity in order to wrench things back to the status quo – that being the gods are all safe and protected and no one knows about Predathos.
The only reason it didn't happen already was the gods had hope Bells Hells would kill Ludinus (which they did); if Ludinus had defeated Bells Hells then the Gods would have immediately busted down the Gate and commit another Calamity in order to stop him... but the Raven Queen and the Arch Heart made it sound like the Second Calamity would happen regardless of who won, and all because the knowledge of Predathos the GodEater, their most feared predator, was out there.
But, Ludinus disseminated that information across all of Exandria, and there's been information exchange between Ruidians and Exandrians. The only way to take that information back would be to kill all the Ruidians AND kill every single Exandrian, just to be sure. Wipe the slate clean. Start over. Destroy every magical and non-magical record, including the people.
There would be no bargaining with the gods without Predathos, for they are too strong and would have no reason to listen. Any parley of "can you Gods leave forever, or can we leave the Hallowed Cage alone or have Vasselheim turn Kreviris into a military-religious controlled state colony" (that's a Bad Thing) would be met with "or we just kill the entire planet and moon so the information is guaranteed to be lost and there can be no more attempts at freeing Predathos". The Prime Dieties would grumble about it, but they would still go through with eradicating the mortals they love because they prioritize themselves and their Betrayer siblings more than mortals. We have proof of that.
I feel like the Gods broke the social contract first. If we want to point fingers at someone breaking their word, they should be included as well.
#critical role#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#c3e120#bells hells#exandrian pantheon#it's almost as if there's nuance to this#I love the Pantheon but they are a hot mess#I love Bells Hells but they are a hot mess#“They Broke Their Word” but it's the Spider-Man pointing meme#“They'll kill hundreds of thousands through their actions” but it's the Spider-Man pointing meme#sometimes there is no perfect solution#sometimes you get to the end of a videogame and the ending isn't what you wanted#Bells Hells are either not villains#or they are villains fighting multiple other villains including the Weavemind the Ruby Vanguard and the Exandrian Pantheon#pick your poison#I can be very frustrated by BH when they dive face-first into something with zero plan and none thoughts#but it's also their most charming quality#I'm glad the gods at least have a chance of sticking around now#I'd have missed them if they were dead or gone forever#and I do not think what BH did is what Ludinus wanted#Ludinus didn't want the gods to have a choice or a chance at all#crusty old elf got too addicted to revenge
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cherry magic episode twelve x iu - dwlrma (이지금)
@userdramas 2023 secret santa for @iuhotel ✨
#cherry magic#kurosawa x adachi#flashing lights#cw flashing#beebee2319#uservid#userkimchi#userxj#tostrangers#rowan gifs#hello! i'm sorry i was too scared to anon contact you but i hope this works!!#i had never giffed anything in the list of your favorite shows so it was exciting to do something new#i hope also that i caught you before your hiatus. merry christmas if you celebrate & i wish you a lovely new year!#the tags on this post broke when i initially posted it but i think ive fixed it now !
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I mean, fair play to the man actually, it is quite a cute sign of Crozier's care for and knowledge of his crew that he knows offhand Diggle will like getting the pick of his personal stores, and the challenge of creating a fancy meal for the impending visitors - "He'll enjoy that!" :)
#Got to give credit where it's due#I believe I'm right in remembering that Diggle IRL was also an Antarctic veteran who'd sailed with Crozier before?#If we assume fictional Diggle to have done the same then that's an extra lovely wee layer#The Terror#The Terror AMC#The Big Terror Rewatch#S01E01#Go for Broke#Francis Crozier#John Diggle#Again to give credit where it's due the book is actually really good at showcasing that too#We see Crozier interact a lot with the crew at all levels and clearly know a fair deal about them and their lives there as well
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I'm not completely opposed to making Pharma a weird guy in general pre-Messatine, the main issue I have with it is that a lot of that type of fandom is less "what if he was just a weird little guy" and more seems to be written with the implication that Pharma went crazy because he was just always a little crazy (or a little evil, or a little heartless, etc). Basically, to me it downplays the fact that Pharma underwent massive trauma for two years straight that other characters barely survived for a few hours/days and instead frames Pharma snapping as some sort of... I don't know, genetic/fated downfall because he was just weird, he was always off, is it really any wonder Pharma ended up Like That because I mean there was always something a little weird about him.
It just seems to accidentally imply that Pharma snapping under the pressure of years of torture was some sort of moral failing or sign of him being weak/immoral. You know, Pharma was always kind of a little creepy/insane/evil deep down which is obviously why he killed people. If he were just a normal, not-weird, good person then he would've been mentally strong enough to Not Go Insane. Like uhhhh it just seems kind of fucked up to imply that the reason some people are unable to cope with long-term trauma and have violent/unhealthy coping behaviors is because there's just something innately wrong with them, and then try and look back on their whole life trying to contextualize how they were actually unstable and evil all along instead of just accepting that like. Normal people (tm), yes normal and good people, can be put in situations where they're slowly turned into broken monsters because they had no escape and no good choices.
And also it's equally fucked up to imply that like. Whether or not you can deal with psychological torture without snapping is some sort of function of how innately moral or mentally strong you are. Incredibly victim-blamey to basically go "well the reason Pharma went insane is because he was just always cracked in the head, unlike our good buddy-pal-friend-hero Ratchet who's the perfect doctor and a good Autobot who's never done anything wrong which is why when he's an asshole/hurts people he's not nearly as destructive or Weird About It."
It's not that "Pharma was always kind of crazy" can't be done, because anything can be written well with enough thought. But I think in terms of writing, it's a very difficult and nuanced line to balance and most people literally just can't do it without implying that trauma victims/mentally ill people are evil or something. And Pharma is already unfairly villainized enough as-is, and in canon his trauma was already downplayed in favor of "haha crazy doctor chainsaw go brrr look how weird and quirky and craaaazyyy he is." So it's one of those things where 1. Most people just aren't good enough to write it and 2. "Always a little crazy" Pharma is already oversaturated enough in the fandom anyways and it's enough of a battle to get people to recognize that he's a tragic character and not just an evil asshole.
#squiggposting#pharma apologism#i think this one is especially rambly sorry but it's been on my mind#but like. i just think about it a lot about how like#how well ppl cope with stress/difficulty/trauma without disturbing others or falling apart is often conflated with strength if not goodness#like. it's already a thing mentally ill ppl have to deal with all the time whether it's jsut depression/anxiety#and getting told to suck it up or get tougher or stop inconveniencing others#to ppl with the 'scary'/villainized disorders like idk bipolar or borderline#who are literally seen as inherently dangerous just for existing#so when ppl engage with the idea of 'pharma was always a little Off' it just feels like they're taking his trauma reaction#and going 'oh clearly a Normal Guy and Good Autobot wouldnt do this. he had to have already had something wrong with him'#and so pharma understandably going insane after 2 years spent being blackmailed by the DJD (famous for psychological and physical torture)#is taken from a tragic horror story with tons of factual evidence as to why pharma was trapped and couldn't get out#to basically just 'lmao pharma was always a little kuh razy also he's a psycho ex stalker who's a loser in love with ratchet'#so like what the fuck man you're saying that the reason pharma broke under more psychological pressure than any other victim of the DJD#is bc he was just. what. too weak? his mind was too fragile? he just didn't have strong enough morals?#like god do we really need to be spreading the idea that anyone who snaps due to trauma is just innately weak/evil/weird/creepy#bc i have news for you friends no amount of integrity or innate goodness stops you from breaking when you hit your limit#the no. of ppl who can get through a situtation as horrible as that while doing nothing morally wrong and coming out perfectly sane is 0#if your standard for morality is 'not snapping under horrific pressure' then most ppl don't pass that standard like#i'm sorry but pharma not being able to cope with someone NO ONE ELSE IN THE SERIES WAS ABLE TO COPE WITH#does not retroactively make him evil bc he then proceeded to make horrible decisions in a situation where he was psychologically compromise#stop trying to retroactively characterize (contradictory to canon might i add) pharma as always being Not Good as an explanation#newsflash buddy lots of good people collapse under pressure and lash out and it's not a sign of their innate evil if the way they collapse#is messy and scary and Unfun and inconvenient and they're the only one who snapped unlike their Actually Good People friends
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the main difference between dick and tim is that dick believes in bruce as the man who took him in and passed on his moral beliefs and values to him, while tim believes in batman as a concept and idea
#dick: bruce raised me! he's a good man but wearing the cowl is like a burden that broke him!#if i become batman then the curse will pass to me too :\#meanwhile tim: batman is the great protector of gotham but bruce is only human#and when he's broken. he turns batman into something dirty and bad#all we can do for him is delay the inevitable moment when he goes down#(only dick and cass are able to wear the mantle because they're perfect🥰🥰🥰)#also i'm broken too ;) and jason. and jean-paul. and *snorts* damian#dick grayson#tim drake#dick & tim#bruce wayne
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i watched batman returns over christmas because it's a christmas movie that i haven't seen in a while, and i think, despite bruce not having a whole lot of screen time, he might be my favorite version. genuinely wanted oswald to find his parents, fell in love at first sight with selina and spent the entire time looking at her like she put the stars in the sky herself, and when he realized that she was catwoman he spent the rest of the movie trying to save her from herself. he was also trying to stop schrek, not as batman, but as bruce wayne, using his connections and money to stop a power plant that would've hurt gotham, and at the end of the movie he picks up a black cat in the snow where he thinks he saw selina. there's also this one bit when alfred gives him what he thinks is soup and has the most human reaction to finding it cold that a man can have while trying to stop crime in a cave he made specifically for it and it warms my heart every time
#bruce is just so human in this movie and i love it so much#if michael keaton was looking at me like that i would have to be genuinely too far gone to continue what i'm doing#not to mention the heartbreaking aspect that selina is just as head over heels for him she's just too broken#she wants to be with him just as much and when she realizes he's batman i really do think it broke her heart#like the scene where they're both trying to come up with excuses for alfred to give to the other is so human and funny#but also incredibly sad#i've been thinking about him a lot over the last few days#batman returns#bruce wayne#michael keaton#batman#selina kyle#michelle pfeiffer#catwoman
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I've seen a lot of people talking about the Jayce/Mel conversation in act 3 and how Jayce is right to have snapped at her because she was manipulating him. Or how he is the most awful man alive for doing so and not asking how she is because she certainly needs someone too. "Mel's manipulative", "Jayce is selfish", etc etc etc.
But people fail to realize that they're two damaged people who have been through life-changing experiences all of a sudden with nobody else to rely on and they handle things differently and, although some of them it is wrong, reacting incoherently is pretty much understandable.
Mel has just realized she's always had this power within her she doesn't know how to control yet. They're choosing her own blood and fate for her, instead, when all she's ever wanted to do is to do it for herself. She unconsciously protected Jayce in the explosion and now she's being blamed for it, too. Now that she finally has the chance to rely on someone she loves and trusts, Jayce is out of it too. And it's messed up and she probably must've felt like shit, to put it plainly. BUT!
I can also see why Jayce would have snapped. Sometimes (and wow, it might sound wild for some of you) people say... Things they don't mean... Or fully believe!!! Jayce has been for god knows how long on his own going through the most traumatic experience of his life and dealing with his lonely, angry, depressing intrusive thoughts. So of course he wants someone to blame. Of course he needs to take out the anger somehow. And it's not okay, don't get me wrong, but I can see why it's Mel. Because after all, it's the easiest thing to do. And after all, they both have used each other (unconsciously. Perhaps on a deeper level and in the very blurry line between work and romance) and I think what Jayce says is true for him at that moment and he is feeling that way, but not really. And they end up making up and coming to terms with their relationship in the end. BUT! (again)
Mel also would have had all the right to snap at him for not giving a single fuck about her. She clearly had gone through her own hell too and he did nothing but attack her. She saved him, even if unconsciously, and now he complains about not saving Viktor too, as if she could control it. He mentions how she used him and Viktor for hextech but... That's her job. And it's not like Jayce wasn't taking benefits from the relationship either. Things got carried away when romance came between them tbh and "they both sort of used each other unconsciously for benefits (aka metaphor for science vs politics)" and "they truly loved and cared for each other" are things that can coexist. And not to mention Jayvik here but yes, even if you ship Jayvik and even if there were parallelisms and Jayce saw Viktor in her, he still loved her. For someone to be so confused and project these feelings there has to be some sort of love there, too, that theory doesn't erase the love they had.
But then again, going full circle, I understand why Jayce would snap at her because emotionally he was feeling like shit and honestly from his POV it's pretty much possible that he could see their situation as Mel being the one to blame at the moment. Even if she isn't and- [going in circles, going in circles...]
So long story short, I highly doubt there are rights and wrongs in this scene. It's just a damaged Jayce snapping at Mel for something he believes is true after going through a traumatic experience and Mel righteously seeking comfort after the same thing.
So if I see another take on this that isn't "they're both so hurt and they hurt each other in some ways and people just tend to act irrationally" I will riot
#that being said i hate how my girl mel didn't have anybody to talk to BUT i like to think that after jayce tells her nobody can control her+#they actually have a real longer conversation idkkk i feel they broke up there tho but yeah#she deserves SO much love too i'm going crazy here#and jayce is so hurt i'm in pain every day thinking abt this#mel and jayce dynamic i see you as a very messy situationship between a gay guy and a sapphic and i love you so much it's insane#the love only a very blurry dependent situationship can offer#also if i get too much hate for this I'll delete it this place is dangerous when posting opinions#arcane#mel medarda#jayce talis
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this has almost certainly been done as a tumblr poll before but idk how i'd go about finding it and i'm curious after seeing that old intros post so!
guesstimate if you aren't sure btw. i forgot to add that option.
#jamblr#animal jam#my posts#2013 for me!#i very very vaguely remember gazelle horns being rare and people being mad when they released in stores lol#i'm pretty sure i remember meet cosmo being made nonmember too#which gave my broke nonmember child self hope for years that they might also release the hive for nms#i sent in sooo many of those “suggestions” about it lmaooo
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I loved the vibe mikko brought specifically bc he's such a good player but the first thing people always mention about him is that he's nice. he's a hard worker, he's talented, but above all, he's friendly. He's kind. in the rise of mikko rantanen video Keefer talks about how Mikko is a star player but more than that his personality is great, he's fun. The journalists that work with the team gave him a homemade aware for putting up with them, and he immediately smiled and said, "No bitching, eh?" the videos where he gives that little kid a puck and then when she comes back to another game he gives her a stick... and the one where he trades a stick for finish candy and the more recent one where he signs a stick for a kid saying his new year resolution was to get a stick from mikko (spelled mico I love kids omg 😭😭 so cute) And I might have hallucinated this one but I swear there was a video where Cale got asked to describe Mikko in one word and his first answer was "nice". Almost every avs beat reporter and commentator made a post explaining how great of a guy he was, and how said they were to see him go. Even Cmac when explaining why they willingly gave up on him and traded him away stressed that Mikko was a wonderful person. Former teammates have come out to talk about how amazing he is, EJ reached out to people at the Canes to talk about how phenomenal he is as a player and a teammate. like. he's a huge sweetheart. i love him. Literally a once in a lifetime kind of player.
#:v#avs lb#mikko rantanen#Also in his interview with the altitude folks where John Mitchell says he remembers playing with Mikko during his rookie year#and Mikko says ''you were the best vet mitchy'' or something like that SO CUTE#and compared to how some players talk to and treat their teams broadcast team. mikko is so kind and genuine#i love him#They needed his silliness I fear for them without it#He was paired off next to the two most serious motherfuckers in the league and was a great balance for them#especially for the teams leadership#I am concerned.... They needed his whimsys his sillys he goofys#God the way Nate cut himself off too after going "it's off the ice- he's goofy''#cmac broke the fucking core#he was so vital#I'm sure the new guys will be great players but I'm not sure they can fill that gap. A decade of friendship years of leadership#almost half of it with an A on his chest#fuck man#he'll be okay he'll be better off even but it's gut wrenching. he wanted to stay the avs wanted him to stay#Except the front office it seems.#And they didn't communicate with the team at all. they got fucking blindsided#it feels like they made the decision that the two players they'll dump money into will be Nate and Cale and Mikko just wasn't worth it#Fine#But how they did it was just cruel and heartless.
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teen wolf but it's shadowhunters au and the raeken siblings are the lightwood siblings variants, in this essay i will-
#if you squint hard enough theo is sooo alec coded#and tara is literally izzy idc this makes sense in my head#also the parental issues???#alec saying “i'm gonna fix what you broke and i'm gonna do it on my terms” to his father#BUT IT'S THEO TO HIS FATHER#and werewolves are in shadowhunters too!!!#which would make liam a downworlder#WHICH would make sense for thiam angst because#yk how maryse told alec they stay separate from the downworlders for a good reason??#and then alec went and fell in love with magnus#oh my GOD 12-13 y/o fangirl within me is awake and thriving#crys' rambling#teen wolf#shadowhunters#thiam#theo raeken#tara raeken#alec lightwood#isabelle lightwood#the raeken siblings#the lightwood siblings
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life would be so awesome if i wasn't broke
#journal . . ✶#i wanna go shopping but i'm broke ^_^#sighs#i'm gonna do a whole bunch more chores so i get a lil bit of pocket money ^_^#anw i need more clothes n brandy is sooo much cheaper in tx than in cali#tbf everything's expensive in cali :x#and i wanna get lashes tooo#like manhua lashes#sighs deeply#i also want a cushion foundation i want the tirtir one so bad ^_^;;#my skins pretty clear rn so HOPEFULLY i don't break out#i also need a new concealer#i stole my mom's bc i ran out of my old one but it's not exactly my shade#it's a lil too dark for me ugh#imma go shopping on black friday ( hopefully ) !!#gonna go to brandy n hot topic n spencers n maybe sephora ??#might buy my makeup online tho soooo
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