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now that ive seen both enas come out, i wanna share what ive been thinking about. i don't think im a girl either. i might also want to use they/them
#mafuyu talks#IVE BEWN THINKING ABOUT THEY/THEM MAFUYU FOR SO LONG#all my kins are like me cus i say so
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★~Kirara and Hakari flirting with you~★
(No actual smut but it's steamy so Read More just cus)
It starts with Kirara flirting with you to make Hakari jealous. Not anything serious, she just wanted to see what would happen.
She does this by paying more attention to you, touching you more, complementing you more and just being more flirtatious in general. Hakari knows what she's doing obviously, he does find it amusing that you don't seem to know what's going on.
So one day you're training your technique in the fight club training room and they're just watching from the side on a battered couch. Hakari pulls her onto his lap.
"You don't think I know what you're doing?" He says down at her, lazily stroking his hand up her thigh.
She pouts at him, "I don't know what you're talking about, Kin."
He scoffs and looks over at where you're trying to perfect a specific stance for your technique.
"Didn't even work, That dumbass can't take a hint." He mumbles resting his head back, still watching you.
"Well maybe I should try harder."
Kirara says, staring at the same place her boyfriend is.
"Good luck with that, Babe" he chuckles out patting her thigh.
She huffs at the condescending tone and brings all her attention back to him. "Cmon~ you never thought about it Kin?"
"bout what?" He knows what she's talking about and yes, he definitely has but he wants her to say it.
"bout the three of us..." she trails her slender fingers up his chest, looking up at him with lidded eyes, "Together."
Her fingers trails up his neck as she leaves light kisses there and he slides his hand up under the hem of her shorts to squeeze her ass. He leans back and hums for her to continue. She leans closer to his ear, "You could fuck them while they fuck me, or we could both suck you off." Her hand goes to palm the growing bulge in his pants as he smirks and closes his eyes, imagining the pretty picture she's painting for him. "Or we could fuck and have them watch, or you could both double team me, or we could-"
"OH MY GOD! COULD YOU GUYS NOT FUCK IN FRONT OF ME FOR EVEN A SECOND??!"
They both pause and turn their heads to look at you with wide eyes. You stand there, hands on your hips in your compression shirt and sweatpants. You've been trying to concentrate on your training while the lovers mumble and whisper to each other about whatever.
You've gotten used to feeling like a third wheel being around them so often, living with them, working with them. That doesn't mean it didn't bother you when you look over at them and they're half way to fucking right there!
After a second of silence they both let out light laughs. Both amused at your bothered state and the fact that they'd gotten so distracted with their shared daydream.
"Sorry, Y/n!" Kirara yells back, trying to look apologetic. Hakari grins at you and stands up, hauling Kirara in his arms as he walks out of the training room, a clear destination in mind. Kirara giggles as Hakari kisses her neck, her eyes still on you, waving goodbye as the door closes behind them.
You huff in disbelief, looking around the now empty room, definitely not imagining what your two friends are doing together in their room. You go back to training, trying to ignore the heat building in your lower regions.
After this, the couple gets a lot more touchy in front of you, even more than they already were. They also get more touchy with you. Hakari touches your waist and lower back when he's walking past you, he presses you up against the kitchen counter pretending he's trying to reach something above you. Kirara snuggles up to you on the couch and even gives you "friendly" cheek kisses. They also get much louder when they fuck, their moans and bed squeaking being very audible from your room right next door. Unknown to you, they can also hear the frustrated hushed groans coming from your side of the wall right after they fuck.
Safe to say you're pretty sexually frustrated as you sit on the couch trying to watch TV. The two menaces smirk at each other in the hallway, Hakari pats Kirara on her ass, encouraging her to prance into the living room and plop herself right next to you.
"Hey Y/n, You doing alright?"
She feigns concern, pressing up to your side, arms hugging one of yours.
"I'm fine, why?" You answer, confusion present in the tone.
"Well you just seem kinda...moody." She says leaning her cheek on your shoulder.
"Moody?" You arch a brow at her.
"Yeah, just- I dunno. You seem bothered, pent-up....tense." she starts massaging your arm before she places a hand on your thigh.
"Is there anything I can do?"
She says leaning closer to say it into your ear. That's when you realise what's actually happening.
"Uh No Kira it's alright. I'm f-" As you try to get up she pulls you down again and straddles you. Your wide eyes look into her pretty droopy ones, your hands hover in the air on either side of her waist, not sure what to do.
She runs her hands up your chest and shoulders, lowering herself until she rests her groin on yours. You sigh at the feeling and the way she's looking at you until you snap yourself out of it.
"What about Hakari?" Genuine concern very present in your hushed voice. As annoying as the couple was you didn't want to be the reason a perfectly good relationship ends.
"What about me?" A low voice hums right next to your ear, you were so caught up you didn't even notice Hakari leaning over the back of the couch. You suck in a breath, Is he mad at me? Is he mad at Kirara? Am I a homewrecker? You're so caught up in your panic that it takes you a minute to register Hakari's tone. Not one of anger but instead very amused.
Kirara giggles at your reaction and takes your hands in hers to place them on her bare waist. "Poor Y/n, so frustrated, huh Kin?" She says while softly kissing up your neck along your jaw, her cold piercings making you shiver. She slowly starts to grind down on your crotch. Hakari hums in agreement and gently places a hand around your neck to keep you from squirming away while he slowly kisses and licks down the other side of your neck to your shoulder.
"We can help with that." He says against the skin where your shoulder and neck meet before biting down.
You're soooo fucked.
#im so fucking BISEXUALLLLL#could u tell#I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND AND MY BOYFRIEND LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#jjk x reader#jjk#hakari kinji#kirara hoshi#hakari x reader#kirara x reader#hakari x kirara#jjk hakari#jjk kirara
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Hey, guys! I decided to torture myself before sleep beacause... Why not? So, here's KidKiller's rough sheets with some headcanons I have for the guys (probably with a lot off mistakes cus my browser refuses to fix them for me)
Kid time, baby
I draw him differently now. I know his face looks more... diamond shaped in anime, but I can't get rid of his square coded energy, so... Heart-shaped it is!
When he recieved his eye scar he didn't lose the ability to see, but now it get's dry really fast and if he won't do something about it it'll gonna ache.
He had multiple piercings on his ear, but his powers just kept pulling them and one day almost ripped his ear of, so he (with a manly tears) decided to take them off.
I headcanon him wearing a corset, because he's a little chubby and he can't get rid of this extra fat (not with his appetites). Also everytime when he takes it off, not only he's forced to look at his hanging stomach, but he's also has to fight off Killer. Killer's only dream was for Kid to be well fed and happy.
Nor his, nor Killer's sexuality is defined by them, but actually based out of other's observations. Kid is pansexual because he's kinda gender blind. For him it's confusing that you're weak just because you have tits and extra hole between your legs. He's also demiromantic. Both of those preference he acquired during Kutsukku (where you couldn't trust anyone, even your lover. And where the gender norms were the least of your concerns)
He also have undiagnosed ADHD which mostly give him extra impulsivity and also now the metal can speak (thank ye, neurodivergency!). Sometimes it's stresses him the hell off, especially during Kutsukku. He could not sleep because of all of this buzzing he kept hearing from EVERYWHERE. Now he can control it, but sometimes it returnd and he has to suffer.
Metal also responds to his hidden emotions. It may float when he thinks, reflects or remembering something. It may rumble when he's angry, concerned, scared. Or it may form something if he's happy, in love or something like that.
He's hard rock kinda guy, we all know this, but I headcanon him as a music lover in general (so whatever makes his brain go bzzt, mostly rock). I find Thrown a couple of month ago and it's sounds like something Kid would like (probably even kin, esp Backfire). MSI is a basic thing for him to have (every punk need at least one song in their playlist). I guess not every person will understand it, but Пшлнхй is such a Kid coded song (Every Russian proverb, but one part is just sending you to fuck yourself is something that Kid would do irl. The chorus is just... mmm)
Killer, my beloved!!!!
I love headcanoning him as androgenous. He has a feminine features: oval shaped face, eyes with big eyelashes, even his lips is a little softer than the average male lips. That is the main reason why he hid his face, because everyone would bully him fot it when he was young. Killer was confused with a girl a lot during his time on Kutsukku.
During timeskip he strained a lot of muscles just to get stronger. He was neglecting himself most of the time, because he had a mission: to become stronger so he'll never fail to protect Kid ever again. They also been really distant during their training. Only when Killer hurted his arm they bounded again. Kid was surprisingly a good mentor for his healing. Probably because their trauma was almost the same
When he's wearing a mask he usually get's his hair out of the way so it wouldn't mess with his vision
Pre timeskip he wanted to work on his style, feeling obliged to do so, cus his crew was dressing up in colorful styles. He choose to fit into more West Bluish kinda style (cowboy boots and pants). But then anxiety hitted him and suddenly he felt too vissible and everyone was looking at him and... Let's just say it wasn't a pleasant expirience for him. He just wanted to show that he was a part of the crew too, but now he feels himself too overreacting and dramatic and stuff. It took a lot of time for everyone to convince him that it wasn't about the look, but more about the comfort. With their support Killer started wearing something he likes more, and it felt fantastic. He actually started to like himself in the mirror a bit more after timeskip and then Wano happened
Killer is asexual beacuse of the amount of trauma he suffered during his childhood. I hc him having a low libido too. He's still feels romantic attraction (only for Kid), and if he asks, Killer will have sex with him without hesitation. But it's only for Kid, OR for his sake
It is so logical for him to have OCD. Just him casualy living and then the dread that if he won't do something usefull his crew will see how fucking usless and worthless he actually is and live him behind the same his parents did just suddenly hits him. Oh hey! Anxiety! Abandonment issues! This man will explode, please, give him a hug.
It got worse after Wano. He's doing bad things with his face and no one knows. Even Kid. (I love making them suffer for the sake of Hurt\Comfort)
I am 100% sure Killer is a Queen guy. It just gives me Killer vibes... The same with Elton John. And also... To fit in his pre timeskip cowboy vibes into the oven,,, He's actually like country rock alongside with glam rock. Barns Courtney is his favorate
So... How do you like my silly little headcanons? Maybe I post something about Heat and Wire too. Welp, I'm fainting out of exaustion, bye!
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hii my name is lucky/aspen
i go by all prns i do like it/its tho keep that in mind and i use any canine themed xenos like dog/wolf/bone/fang/luck/bite ect (you can check my rentry for more)
im alterhuman i wouldnt say im completely non human im like half ish like werecreature kinda
im a kin help blog for all types of kins and alterhumans while also posting my own stuff ^^
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T or A: Tokyo Revengers Edition
Ft. 𝑴𝒊𝒌𝒆𝒚, 𝑫𝒓𝒂𝒌𝒆𝒏, 𝑯𝒂𝒏𝒎𝒂 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑩𝒂𝒋𝒊
So, tits or ass? Which is more appealing to our bois? Well, read on to find out! 🙂
(This should go without saying, but the boys are all their appropriate canonical ages here.)
Mikey: Tits 1000%
Mikey looooves tits.
The softness, the bounce, the weight in his hand and on his tongue…
He's obsessed
But! You'd never guess it
He's surprisingly adept at hiding his fixation, mostly on account of his responsibilities as a gang leader
They keep him preoccupied, mostly mentally, leaving him little time to focus on such distracting things
The fact that he can’t devote more of his time to focusing on tits though, does not diminish his love for them in the slightest
He’s actually been caught staring more than once, and each time Draken is there to metaphorically (and sometimes literally) smack him upside the head
When it comes to sex, since one of his favorite positions is reverse cowgirl, he usually likes to sit in his office chair and have you ride him, his hands gripping onto your tits and more than likely massaging them as he presses desperate kisses to any part of your exposed neck and back that he can reach
To be honest though, regardless of what position you’re in, he’ll probably have either his hand(s) or mouth on your tit(s)
Mikey also has a thing for cleavage
Actually, it may be more so a thing for teasing but 🤷🏾♀️
It takes quite literally all of his seemingly indomitable willpower to not let his eyes wander if/when you lean down and any boobage is visible
He looks like that one sweating meme
To go along with his appreciation for breasts, Mikey may or may not also have a lactation kink
WAIT WAIT BEFORE YOU SCROLL AWAY 😭
This is tied directly into his breeding kink
Ok now I know some a y’all for real finna scroll away and I’ma just let you this time ‘round cus I know 😂
The thought of your breasts swollen and filled with delicious milk drives Mikey up the wall and I will be hearing no arguments
This of course corresponds with his desire to see you round and full with his children
Oh my goodness wait dis tew much 🫣
ANyway, issa tit outta ten for Mikey MOVING ON
Draken: Is ‘bout equal, but with a slight edge towards ass
Draken has almost equal appreciation for ass and tits
But even just the visual of smacking or grabbing a handful of your asscheek just…does somethin’ for ole’ Kenny kins
Like it makes him feel a certain type of way that I can’t even really put into proper words
Just know it’s somewhere along the lines of possessive and proud
Like, you ain’t even gotta have the hugest ass around for Draken to love feelin’ you up
He’s appreciative of whatever you’ve got, and he never makes you feel any lesser for or ashamed of the ass you do or don’t have
Such a gentleman 😭
Funnily enough though, most of Draken’s favorite positions involve you facing each other, so he rarely fixates on actually seeing your ass, and instead he prioritizes the feeling
(This is because Draken is a very tactile person. Emphasis on visual stimuli comes secondarily to him.)
Going along with his appreciation for ass, Draken, perhaps naturally, has a thing for thighs
Related to this is his love for lifting you up and carrying you around
He likes to pick you up, hands grasping the fat of your thighs, your legs wrapped securely around his midsection as he carries you to and fro
And you might think “girl what, Draken can’t be bothered to tote somebody around he’s already had to do that enough with Mikey”
And to that I say UM excuse you?? Is you and Mikey the same person???
No?? Didn’t think so 🙃
Draken will even tell you he doesn’t mind carrying you and that he ENJOYS it
Hmph 😤
Let's move on to the next boy I done inadvertently got myself heated 😂
Shuji Hanma a.k.a “Zombie”: A shameless ass man
As previously stated by me, Shuji Hanma is an ass man
And honestly there’s really not much else to be said about it
He likes to grab your ass, smack your ass, bite your ass
He’s even into anal if I’m jus’ keepin’ it trill wit y’all 👀
Bro Hanma a fuckin’ freak 😂
There’s no special reasoning behind why Hanma likes ass (specifically yours) so much, he just figures he likes what he likes and that’s it
Which probably sounds super underwhelming for y’all I’m sorry 😭
But honest to goodness that’s all that comes to mind for Hanma
(BRO when I was typin’ this up I accidentally typed Handma instead of Hanma and given his hand kink that’s what I’m calling him from now on 😂)
Alrighty, on to our final boi
Baji: Another one who’s opinion of both is about equal, but this time the edge is toward tits
Ok, this is slightly unrelated but have y’all seen Baji’s canines?
I’m personally a big fan of Baji’s face and his teeth are very prominent fixtures…in it (??)
ANYway
Baji likes to drink from your tits too, even if you don’t produce any milk
He especially likes to nibble on your nipples
Mostly 'cus he thinks it's funny to see you squirm
He's another who likes to feel up your chest when he's given the opportunity, and he's also one who doesn't care how big your assets are
He's frankly just glad you have 'em 😂
He also has a neck…kink?
If that's how you say it 🙃
He likes your neck ok?
Marking it ('cus he definitely loves to mark you up), scenting it, running his tongue along your carotid and pulse points
Hol' up Baji might be a bit of a freaky deak too 👀
But anyway yeah, das about all for him
Welp, hope that was informative and I hope y'all enjoyed! Feel free to leave your thoughts in the comments or share wit me in my ask box. 👋🏾
#tokyo revengers#tokyo rev#tokrev#sano manjiro#manjiro sano#draken#ken ryuguji#ryuguji ken#shuji hanma#hanma shuji#baji#baji keisuke#keisuke baji
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Rating terms for myself!!
Alterhuman: 8/10. Use this most often but there's something about it that just doesn't really hit right hence the -2 points
Therian: 6/10. I would only really describe one of my kintypes as a theriotype but it was the first term I was introduced to so it gets boosted up a point
Otherkin: 3/10. Never really sat right for me for some reason. Just don't like to use it on myself.
Non-human: ?/10. Idk. I've seen this term a lot but never really felt one way or the other about calling myself it
Human: 1/10. I mean...its true..kinda? I'm physically human sure. I guess. makes me feel icky
Creature: 10/10. Whimsical and fun encapsulates all of my kintypes in one word. yes of course I am a creature that stalks the woods how did you know??!!
Thing: 4/10. when used in a non-derogatory sense its fun!! like yeah I'm a thing! gives me similar feeling as creature. however when people call me a "thing" they usually dont mean it nicely and I can tell and it feels gross.
Being: 9/10. doesn't scratch the same itch that creature does but its very close!! I use this word to describe my divine side a lot
Person: 10/10. Not calling me a human but acknowledging that I have feelings and emotion and thoughts too. for lack of a better word it humanizing (especially cus ever since I joined this community people have treated me like a don't have feelings lol)
Label-kin: 7/10. Examples: wolfkin, catkin, divinekin. I use these a lot simply because I don't know any other word and its easier to get the idea across to people when I use them but something feel weird about it
Specific labels 7/10. I love labels when it comes to finding creatures like me and connecting to them!! And of course I wouldn't use a label I don't like. However, there's a certain box that I feel like a label puts me in. Theres so much nuance to me that no label can fully say what I feel and think. sometimes theres not even words to describe it. so when using a label there's always some doubt in my head that I cant use it due to x reason or that the label doesn't fit right.
#therian#alterhuman#otherkin#therianthropy#nonhuman#cat therian#angelkin#divinekin#marzthinks#therian things
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Me n my boyfriend are actually Seymorin n I don't think anyone understands it.
It pisses me off but I never bring it up anymore cus I'm jus so tired of explainin it over n over n over again. Like fuck dude. It ain't that hard t'see.
I'm a heavy Orin Scrivello kin. (While also bein a system n living with like.. 8 other Scrivello's? (It gets all kinds of complicated over here.)) n my boyfriend is a Seymour Krelborn kin.
Christ. He's such a fuckin nerd, it's so attractive yet so obnoxious at the same time. He's a bumblin fuckin idiot, but god I'd be lyin if I didn't say he's my idiot. Always givin me gifts n sayin the sweetest things to boost my ego. He's one of my favorite people.
Everytime I watch any production of "Now (It's Just The Gas)" n I see Orin gettin all handsy with Seymour? (I've seen 1-2 productions where they actually kiss) It makes me so damn happy t'see actors portrayin me n my boyfriend right.
He's so cute n I jus can't help but fantasize bout rippin his teeth out sometimes!!
Edit. This aged poorly. (12/31/24)
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READ THIS BEFORE YOU SEND ASKS/INTERACT. ASK BLU ANYTHING DAY (ABAD) is on the first full weekend of every month!
MINORS: Block the "#blu lewd" tag OR I WILL BLOCK YOU and do not DM me unless it's to ask to join Blucord. This goes ESPECIALLY if you're 16 or under. Adults on the internet are not your friends, and I am not comfortable speaking with you privately without a third party present.
G'day fellas! You can call me Blu, and I can be invoked like some Lovecraftian horror by mentioning Sniper in the TF2 tags. King of Sniper Lore (and Australia), Messiah of Bludaism, also known as the "Sheepshagging Roorooting Horsehumping Mountainfucking Melonpiping 13x-Divorced Breastmaster Hitman Inenrt Dingoboy Piss Cheese Jorts Bludysseus Blu'nt Bushgod Sniper Blog" despite not being a Sniper blog (and not actually shagging a sheep or rooting a roo or being married to start with or caring all that much for cannabis, I'm a psychedelics bloke). I'm just Like This.
Been told I'm the "Sniper kin of all Sniper kins." Not sure what a kin is these days but from what I've heard I'm content with not knowing.
This is my only blog. I have three sideblogs. One is @blu-doods, where I post my shitty stick figure art for laughs, and the other two are @art-reblugs, where I reblog art on (I reblog art here too, but the pickings are far more slim) and @post-reblugs (same as art but for text posts).
Again, not a Sniper roleplay blog. That said feel free to call me Sniper as a joke because I do very much enjoy it. Just keep in mind that I am my own person and not a fictional character. There's a real person behind the screen.
Sometimes I go on tangents and start infodumping. You can find the masterlist here. Also please read my DNI list and check out my pronouns page (I spent so much time on it).
My ask box is always open to whatever you want to say. Questions, comments, infodumping, or whatever else comes to mind. I particularly enjoy things relating to TF2, astronomy, nature, classic cars, and weapons. :]
If you find a weird animal or plant and want to know what it is, send me a picture with the location and there's a fair chance I can ID it! ("Location" doesn't need to be city, just state or general region!)
If you're looking to do art or something of me, please see this post for a guide to what I look like and this post for my rules on what is and isn't acceptable!
We now have a Discord server! If you want to join just DM me, but please ask only you and I are mutuals or we interact often :]
My avatar was done by the incredibly talented @grumpygrumblet!
SOME INFO ABOUT ME
I have autism, selective mutism, and some other issues that aren't really important. Point is that sometimes it can be hard for me to talk or properly put my thoughts into words. This makes me come across as cold sometimes. I'm not good at communicating with words and I'm better at expressing it in person where I can rely more on touch. I apologise if I seem rude because I'm not trying to be. Let me know and I'll try to articulate what I mean to say in a gentler way.
I'm 23.
Bushstraight. AMAB transmasc. Weird bloke.
I grew up in Alice Springs and spend most of my time in the NT. On the first Friday of the month there's a good chance you can find me at the Daly Waters Pub. CU in the NT! (Not now though because I'm stuck in America for the foreseeable future. Oops. Try me again in 2025!)
I hunt professionally for pest control. Usually it's invasive animals like pigs, cats, or feral dogs. I'm also licenced to occasionally deal with nuisance native wildlife like crocodiles, but aside from assisting in relocation efforts I've yet to be called out for a crocodile. I'm alright with this—I really don't want to shoot a crocodile.
I also hunt to feed myself and my dog. Her name is Misty and she's an Australian Shepherd/Golden Retriever mix. You can see her here or by checking out my "mistyposting" tag.
I used to participate in kangaroo culls and by law I have to shoot them in the head so if you ever want to know what it's like to pop skulls, reckon you can ask me. Also on the kangaroo thing: if you're Australian and from 2020-2021 ate kangaroo or bought kangaroo dog food or leather, there's a chance I'm the one what got it to you.
I'm a bushie. This means I'm a survivalist who lives out in the bush. I technically live in a van (ute + camper in the tray) but if there's good weather I'm usually sleeping outside unless it's an area with a lot of dingos (they don't usually bother people but I'm not going to take risks with my dog). I have no permanent residence and I move from place to place for work. Occasionally I have to go into cities for work (I'm looking at you, M*lbourne) but these are thankfully rare occasions and only when I'm strapped for cash.
Sometimes while clearing a squatter's land I'll find Psilocybe mushrooms and take them back home and get high when I'm done working. It makes for an interesting experience and my favourite thing to do is lay on the top of my van and watch the stars for a while.
I have a mullet and I am awful proud of it. It's easy upkeep since I can cut it using the mirror of my van.
I've drank my own piss on more than one occasion. The first time was because I was dying of dehydration out in the bush and it kept me alive for 2 days until I found water. The second time was for science. Certified Piss Kink Guy. (Editor's note: I do not in fact have a piss kink.)
I have infinitely large balls.
I am a bogan. I am proud of that too. Viva la boganism.
I am Ameristralian. I was born in the US and came to Australia when I was 2 years old—both of my parents are American but my parents lived in Australia for work. I grew up in Australia but when my parents split Dad went back home to California to buy back my grandfather's station and I spent most of my high school years in California (years 10-12) and lost my accent. I now live in Australia with a very thick American accent so I get the "lost tourist" spiel a lot and I reckon I'm never going to stop having to prove I'm Australian. It's gotten me into pub fights before and will continue to do so. I had a stroke in 2023 and now have my Aussie accent back LMAO
I've been told I'm "Sniper IRL." (Cheers, bloke I met in a Sydney pub, for getting me into TF2 by telling me this.)
I fucking love crocodiles to a possibly dangerous degree. Technically I love everything nature and especially animals, but crocodiles are just something special to me. I blame Steve Irwin and the fact my favourite thing to do as a nipper was go up to Darwin with Mum during the dry season and go croc spotting.
I like TF2, nature (particularly plants and animals), astronomy, and history. My special interest is sniping. I also love science and medicine. PLEASE ASK ME ABOUT THESE THINGS BECAUSE I LOVE TO TALK ABOUT THEM.
I swear a lot. I will not apologise for it. Fight me, cunt.
Please ask me about the shit I've seen out in the bush. I have so many stories. Actually, just ask me anything. Just talk to me in general, please. I need it.
I like knives (penchant for Bowie knives and machetes), firearms (penchant for antique bolt-actions), and old cars. I think pre-1970 Land Rovers are pretty spiffy. I can alternatively be invoked by incorrectly stating what model of Land Rover Sniper drives. It's a bloody 1965 Series IIA!
DO NOT ATTEMPT ANY OF THE SHIT YOU SEE ME DO ON THIS BLOG. I AM A PROFESSIONAL AT WHAT I DO—ATTEMPTING TO REPLICATE IT IS LIKELY TO RESULT IN SERIOUS HARM AND/OR DEATH. DO NOT GO INTO THE OUTBACK UNLESS YOU ARE WITH A GROUP AND HAVE AN EXPERIENCED GUIDE WITH YOU.
If you wanna learn the rest of the lore, you'd best delve the blog. ;]
I can also be found on AO3 also under Blubushie.
A GUIDE TO MY TAGS
IMPORTANT BLOCK TAGS
blu lewd: Horny asks and reblogs of suggestive art. I'm making a tag for this since I've been getting so many asks from thirsty anons (I love you, thirsty anons). MINORS: BLOCK THIS TAG OR I WILL BLOCK YOU.
haemocyanin: Usually reblogged gore art (blood is not included in gore, I'm talking viscera). Also includes discussion of gory topics. THIS TAG IS STRICTLY GORE. Please block this tag if that makes you uncomfortable.
blu slew: Discussion of hunting. May contains photos from hunting. This includes animal death/animal gore, so anyone who is uncomfortable with seeing this PLEASE BLOCK THIS TAG.
blu a fuse: Angryposting. Will include venting—if that bothers you, block this tag.
blus blues: Venting/sad hours/personal, generally depressive, journals. Basically me screaming into the void about how shit sandwich my life is. May include discussions of trauma so if that bothers you, block this tag.
blu jarate: Anything that mentions piss in referral to urine because it's brought up a lot on this blog (not in a kink way, just in general). Block this tag if piss makes you uncomfortable.
blu boos: A personal medical journal of sorts. Block this tag if talk of injuries disturbs you.
Postbin: Hate asks. Will probably include transphobia or homophobia or intersexism because people pick on the easiest things ay? Block if you don't want to see people clowning on me.
GENERAL TAGS
💙: Random thoughts or stuff from me. No worries, I don't ramble often. Also contains reblogs of things I just Vibe With that don't fit any of my other tags. Formerly #bluposting
💬: IRL quotes. Usually things between me and my father, but sometimes includes other people.
blu news: Updates on my life. This may include failsafes.
blu whos: Answered asks. Please send me asks or talk to me in literally any way as I often spend weeks without even seeing another human out in the bush and let me tell you it is NOT good for one's state of mind. I may not like people but humans are social animals and it's a terrible Catch-22. Ask me about my work or life or my fic or about TF2 lore or Sniper or literally anything please.
abad: Discussions or asks from Ask Blu Anything Day, a monthly... Event? Where some of my ask rules are suspended. ABAD is your licence to go nuts in my ask box, and the rule of ABAD is that I have to answer everything honestly.
mercposting: Catch-all TF2 tag. As I get asks about TF2 often, this is the tag used so I don't clutter the main tag.
blu drew: My sketches. I don't do digital art so all of it is traditional and usually of varying quality. It's typically animals or plants I see out in the bush.
blu bushie: My adventures in the wilderness.
🍄🍄🍄: Contains discussions of drugs.
🍄: Triposting! These are trip reports from the times I get high on various different drugs, but usually mushrooms. Also contains any posts I reblog or make while under the influence of drugs. (Formerly #blu flew)
🍺🍺🍺: Contains discussions of alcohol.
learnin the blus: Random thoughts/rambles regarding my fic.
🍺: Drunkposting! Contains any posts I make while under the influence of alcohol.
🚬: Contains discussion of cigarettes, tobacco, and smoking.
blu hoohs: NOT MY ART. Just stuff I've REALLY liked and reblogged. My own art is never tagged with this.
blus clues: Me speculating on headcanons and lore, usually about TF2. I love lore speculation.
sniperposting: Shit specifically about Sniper since I seem to talk about him so much. Also things from my life that Sniper would also probably do.
bushman: Reblogs relating to survivalism, bushcraft, camping shit, and general bushman activities. Also includes reblogs of things related to these.
blu planet: Reblogs relating to nature and the natural world.
blu zoo: Discussions of animals and plants. May contain pictures of things I see on my adventures!
stockman: Discussing my former job as a stockman.
🐂: Things relating to rodeo, and especially bullriding.
blu pew: Weapons, mostly firearms and knives.
true blu: Things specifically relating to Australia. Usually cultural things.
code blu: Things relating to medicine. This especially applies to bushmedicine.
blursed: Reblogged shit that I think is cursed. Usually text posts, sometimes images.
blusome: Just uplifting things I see and reblog. Everybody needs some added light every now and then.
blu spew: Funny things. Titled for me spewing out my coffee in the morning when I see them.
blu polls: My polls.
blu views: The VERY rare occasions I discuss politics. Most of this is either about firearms or rarely nature conservation.
mistyposting: Posts relating strictly to Misty.
moonyposting: Anything relating to Mundy, my emu. On this blog he's referred to as "Moony" so as not to have him confused with Mundy from my fic (or canon Mundy).
blu tunes: Anything relating to music.
blu chew: Anything relating to food.
recipe: My recipes and recipes I've come across. :]
ford blu: Anything relating to cars.
blu id: Posts where people ask me to identify animals and plants.
blu marbled jack: Anything relating to Jack. This is because I once saw him eat an entire block of cheese.
ask game: Ask games I find.
answered asks: Answers to things I've asked.
blubook: Posts relating to literature. It's a pun about the Australian boobook, a type of owl. Get it? Because owls are smart? And it's reading? Nevermind.
fanart: Art specifically of me because I get a lot of it (and adore it when I do)!
blucord: Discussing things that go down in the Discord server.
blu muse: Poetry I write (because apparently I'm doing that again).
blu misc: Anything that doesn't fit into the rest of these tags.
blu queue: Queued posts.
blu reviews: Submitted posts.
bluroarer: Things I'm tagged in.
smoke signals: Back-and-forth discussions in reblogs.
dozposting: Posts about my lovely lady, @eyes-like-iron-fangs-of-rust
horseposting: Me talking about horses. I fucking love horses.
dream journal: Where I log my dreams.
eminence: Me infodumping about DND/my DND character Redd (cuz Redd + Blu = eminence purple).
PMP: Info relating to my job as a pest management professional.
matildaposting: Me discussing my late 70s Dreamer camper or other campers.
🌌: Wereshitposting—late-night blogging I get up to when the world is quiet and I can't sleep.
Also I'm writing a Speedingbullet fic on AO3 because it's boring out here and I have brainrot so go read that I guess, cheers. Chapter 10 is my magnum opus.
Here's the link to the original F/M version of the fic, and here's the link to the M/M edited version of the fic. The M/M version isn't as good and there may be pronoun errors here and there because the F/M is my primary focus and how the fic is originally written. The M/M version is also discontinued at Chapter 7 as I couldn't work Jesse's backstory properly into Jake. Sorry, folks.
If you're looking to do fanart or something I have a reference for Jesse and Suki. I also have an appearance detail for the rest of BLU team. (If you do fanart of Jesse and Mundy together I will love you forever and ever.)
#bluposting#blu zoo#blu whos#blu drew#blu bushie#blu flew#learnin the blus#blu hoohs#blus clues#sniperposting#bushman#blu pew#true blu#blusome#blu polls#blus views#mistyposting#moonyposting#blu tunes#blu chew#ford blu#blu id#blu marbled jack#ask game#answered asks#blubook#blucord#blu muse#blu news#code blu
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We are very pissed at the anti-endo response to the endogenic system venting at the fact that they would have died without their headmates and they come swinging in “oh we don’t hate your existence just stop being on our spaces!!!1!!”
Let us tell you a story of why that fucking sentence doesn’t make sense.
I’ve known my headmates for years. I knew who they were and we were going through life as best we could. The problem was we never had the right words to express what my headmates were to me and back then systems were not known or demonized. We heard about them here and there but nothing we had pursued because I was so focused on my life.
3 years ago I had discovered my sexuality and decided to join a server with beings that shared this identity with me. That’s when I first ran into systems. They were using a bot and everything. I didn’t know what that was so I read up on what plural kit was to make sure I was respectful of their existence. I’m going to say out right that this server is very hostile to any questioning system because the owners forbade any kind of system discussion cus they didn’t want system discourse on this server. You know what this catered to? Sysmeds. The system accountability was so loose that an anti-Xenopronouns headmate got a slap on the wrist while we got shouted at because how dare we hurt the mod’s friend. During this time we’re starting to question our plurality but we couldn’t speak about it at all so we continued to be in denial. The only good experience that we had is making a friend on here and moving to a private chat they had encouraged my in-sys partner to talk because they saw me talk about her and wanted to hear what she had to say. I made a Tupp for her and it was like shocking when she took over my hands for the first time in my life. She was stunned too when she was able to talk about herself without me having to do so. Still didn’t believe we were a system still.
Eventually we left that server because of how poor the moderation is. We then decided to join a self-shipping server because I incorrectly assumed that my in-sys partner was my fictional other but like I had no words to accurately describe my relationship with her at the time. I was getting desperate to find the right words. Now that sever was all fun and games for about 2 months. Literally two days after celebrating our anniversary we got banned. Without warning mind you and we saw that server got erased from our sidebar with our own eyes. The server owner had to be pushed by a mod to “explain” what happened only to give a vauge response of “gatekeeping”. The mods that pushed the owner to explain then thought it was bs then started talking about the reason why I was banned. They said that we were questioning about being a system and that was a no-no because they just got a very anti-endo on the mod team who mind you is underage in an 18+ server and the owner hated us so much that they would find anything to hit us with. The mod in question is a system but they had to hide behind “kins” to not get targeted by said anti-endo. They couldn’t do anything for us and just told us to find a different place. This was our breaking point. My protector and partner decided to stop talking to anybody outside of the system since she thought it was for the best.
I have given up hope that I could ever find the words to our existence. These 3 months after I didn’t go out to find a space for an identity. A place to call home because of every step lead to us being unwelcomed.
One day I ran into an Alterhuman server promoting their safe space for robots and anyone interested in learning about the robot side of the community. The sigh of relief when we saw that the rules stated they support good faith identities and that included endogenic systems. Not going to lie when we saw very active systems in this space we were nervous. So for the first month I never questioned my system hood and just stuck to being an “singlet” and just talk about my nonhuman experience. Over time we just saw how free the systems were able to talk about their experiences and just being happy in the server in general. I couldn’t hold back our trauma from being denied access to a space to talk and question. I broke down in the vent channel about our experience the past year and just being confused if we are a system or not. The server owner stepped in and said we are welcome to ask questions and even take the label of being plural if we wish to. Not just one or two- but four individual systems came over in support for our questioning being a system or not. We didn’t start doing that right away after all we were nervous but, a few days later my partner decided to talk once in the chat. She was rusty and very tired but she wanted to test the waters. When nothing happened we continued to explore this part of ourselves we denied for so long.
To the surprise of nobody we are indeed a system. This entire story is about how much damage that sysmeds did to other communities outside of plural spaces to the point that a system that was trying to find themselves got trapped in a loop of rejection and denial. Our story is not the first of its kind nor is it the last.
Anti-endos you can continue to keep your heads in the sand and look away from the damaged you’ve created for questioning and uncertain systems or reflect on why there is suddenly a rise of servers that don’t want systems to talk about their experiences and just being hostile to all systems.
Thank you so much for sharing your story and experiences. All of this was so horrible, and I'm sorry you all had to go through this.
This story is becoming all to common, and it's everything we're trying to fight against. I talked about bigoted and exclusionary servers not too long ago with the Alterhumans Things Discord.
To many of these anti-endos, the spaces we're invading are just... any spaces anywhere. Like this person in another post:
The "anti-endos just don't like endogenic systems coming into DID/OSDD spaces" line is just a lie.
It's frankly insulting to our intelligence as system exclusionism spreads through online communities like cancer, hurting not just endogenic systems, but also any traumagenic and disordered systems that don't fit the mold.
Again, thank you so much for taking the time to share your story. It was incredibly well-written.
I hope that now that you're out of those spaces, you can keep healing and working together. Sending my love to you, your partner and the rest of your system. 💖💖💖💖
#syscourse#endogenic#pro endo#pro endogenic#plurality#plural#system#multiplicity#plural system#systems#endogenic system#actually plural#discord#discord stuff#actually a system#plural community#sysblr#actuallyplural
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Finally blocked the problem mutual. I'm so sick and tired of people faking shit cus they refuse to accept they're just kins. Get offline holy shit.
I also couldn't go with my dead. Mom insisted I stay. And I have a migraine and URGH.....
I am so fucking tired. If you don't have the literal base symptoms of a disorder you don't fucking have it. There is informed researched self diagnosis and there is saying you have something but you have a specific branch of it that has NONE of the symptoms just the "fun" parts (that for people who actually have the disorder don't find fun) that you found off of another fakers Carrd.
I can't believe this is controversial. If you do not have ANY OF THE BASE SYMPTOMS THAT DESCRIBE SOMETHING YOU DONT HAVE IT
Thats like saying
"I sneeze sometimes but I don't have any other symptoms of flu that are needed be diagnosed with it.... But this guy on Tumblr said I have the Sneeze flu and not just allergies. My doctor says I must have allergies and that the Sneeze flu isn't real but they're wrong cus guy online said so"
Vs actual Self DX
"I cannot afford to go to the doctor but I have all of the symptoms and have extensively looked into what the flu is and is like. So I probably have the flu"
But again I am professionally DXed with my various problems but People who genuinely self DX aren't piloting medical misinformation like some others
Have a problem with this post? BLOCK ME. I DON'T CARE.
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Hey. I just want to put this here. It's... a little bit fucked up to try to force your partner to kin a character? Especially if they're a pyschological kin, which from your posts so far, I'm pretty they are, as I think you said they're a fictive in a past post. Which is also a little bit fucked up, because, like... you're trying to force somebody to form an fictive alter (alters are formed out of trauma. Not only is it unhealthy to try to force them to form, but literally the only way to form them is fucking trauma, and you said you're 'trying to make them kin', which?? Is implying you're traumatizing them???). Yeah. Just maybe... maybe think about that one a little bit. Maybe re-evalutate a few things there, pal. Even if they aren't a fictive, trying to force somebody to form a severe pyschological delusional attachement to a character is probably not the healthiest thing to do to anybody, let alone your partner.
1st of all you dont know my partner or me at all
second of all, he's a fictive yes, but he has one set source, im not forcing them to "form a fictive". my partner is a fictive already, that has nothing to do w anything.
third of all, my partner has both IRLs and Kins, I have nothing to do w either of them other than sometimes poiting out "oh this character is kinda you coded", sometimes he just identifies w them and puts it as ID, idk in what way he kins, ik some are psychological and some are unlabeled/he hasnt told me.
what we do in our friendgroup in general is just "kinassigning" which is fairly normal- i JOKE about "forcing him", but I've showed him my own artwork of majormoon and said "oh yes thats us", specially the unicorn hybrid scott takes.
we have a mc server recreating Last Life block by block. he willingly offered to do that with me/for me and spent time making a modpack so we could play together and he could get into Life Series. which mind you the only reason they havent yet is cause theyre already hyperfixed on other medias, its the same issue i had w outsiders for months til i finally decided to get into it and i LOVED it.
you got no idea abt my partner and i's relationship, we're just very likely to kin couples most of the time, I've gotten kins/attachments to his media partners, he's shown me new animes or games he gets into saying headfirst "this is me, and this is my partner, you!" and ive gone "yeah seems fair", EVEN if i dont end up getting attached to them cause it just makes him happy, just like it makes me happy
we already planned ahead to match majormoon pfps once he gets into life series cus he doesnt like having pfps of shows he doesnt personally know to not have those awkward "omg u like this??" "no i barely know abt it.." interactions
my partner and i have actually the most healthy relationship ive had in a long while, we've been going 9 months pretty strong and i aint forcing that man into anything, yet again why i try to CLARIFY every single time i make a joke of that kind.
also when i say "my partner", he's a fictive, not a whole system, he's part of a system. i think tahts where you got the "you're trying to force them to split" thing from. no, im not dating the whole system, my partner is only one member of the system.
you barely even know my partners name and their sys name, if you even do know that from my intro post. this is honestly baffling to me imma show em this on discord, specially my husband once he fronts again
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Tw: self harm, vent but not really, suicidal ideation.
I used to be a persecutor. While I couldn't hurt the chat (sysmates) I did take out on the body. Someone wasn't happy with us? New cut. Didn't get a grade I wanted? BAM new cut. Friends suddenly being dicks and then throwing you away once they stopped liking having you around and u don't know why they're suddenly hating you and being dicks for no reason. Another one. Doxxed? That's a shame, nother cut. I considered offing myself before 12th grade after that bit.
I was created to harm, and by God did I do my job right. I remember trying to avoid undertale, treating it like a disease despite it being one of our fave things in the universe next to pokemon. anytime I did interact it was cus I saw a meme. Or it was on shorts feed, or I was saying how much I hated it. Ignore the fact it's been one of our 4 spins since it came out. 🙄 anyway. I also purposefully isolated us. I never let another person get close because they're secretly plotting to betray me and wanted me dead. Oh and in regards to UT, sanscest was the enemy and I despised it like it was something only proshiposrs supported because 1 friend I had in 11th grade told me it usually led to pro-shipping. damn if me loving my partners is proshipping then suddenly I'm dead/playful.
We don't talk about the utter obsession I had with an irl classmate 💀. We don't talk about how desperate I was for attention snd the hurt I put us through.
Yeah no one else like was allowed to exist because I just never let them? And instead of believing that they were real I chalked every single one of those assholes/aff up to 'Oh they're just intense kins/yeah I'm delusional (I mean I am but still.)'
I only started to mellow out after finding MANDJTV (TEAM SKY!!!!), and getting into sonadow for the 9999 billionth time. By then I was in such a massive Sonic IRL moment that it kinda became my entire personality. And then Sonic spawned. (But let's be real, he's been here a lot longer. Blue only started to truly interact with the outside world once we was throughly alone. And needed at least 1 friend.)
Despite everything I put us through all this purposeful punishments? The brain decided I would be the container for that anger, and that I should be a host, since no one else was fronting except me and that embodiment of our ADHD (sonic.). And I guess it makes sense. I fucked everything up? Might as well start trying to fix it.
Don't get me wrong, I still do have persecutor tendencies, especially when I'm extremly stressed out or ashamed my immedeate response to that would be attempts at self harming, only to end up distracted by other things like yapping on this blog, or YouTube.
I'm a host, I'm a anger holder, I contain the hateful things so the others don't have to. I get mad so the others don't have to. I lash out so the others don't have too. I'm a rabid Feral beast kept on a leash ready to bark hiss and growl ir aggressively self isolate so the others don't have to. Cause if they did...I don't know what's gonna happen./lh
wow this is long as fuck lmfao.
#cat collection agency#endo safe#pro endo#anti endos dni#plural gang#sysmeds fuck off#anger holder#persecutor#tw sh related#tw self harm#tw scuicidal thoughts#proship mention#proship dni#anti endos fuck off
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Remade my Kin Onion so it's all just 2D characters this time. Elaboration under the cut cus I'm a massive nerd.
Denji: at the core here for obvious reasons; we're both impoverished, have terrible luck with women (as well as similar taste in women), and have gone from "hedonistic girlcrazy horndogs who go along with anything" to "dudes who think humans are complete bastards but still try to do right by them anyway, not cus it'll really make a difference, but because it's just the right thing to do" in the span of like 4 years. He's pretty much every Gen Z person but his narrative being a pretty intentional and explicit Straight Male perspective really resonates with me in a way a lot of Shonen hasn't.
Naruto: Shunned and ostracized by a lot of his peers but still manages to be a pretty resilient and caring dude, despite it all. A little unreliable at times but it just adds to his charm instead of making him completely insufferable, and you know he'll always make up for it later. "Boisterous, exuberant, and unorthodox" and "responds best to competition, but is never afraid to ask for help", being a massive pain in the ass with a lot of charisma so people are just naturally drawn to him no matter what. Just really resonates with me and speaks to my existence.
Soul Evans: Similar thing Denji has going on in that he's snarky and fairly cynical with a perverted streak, stubborn but also extremely level headed no matter how rough the situation gets and is also extremely loyal. He doesn't externalize his emotions or talk about his problems much which can make him seem pretty distant and cold, but he's also pretty good at picking people up when they're in dark places, which I empathize with. He also makes it clear on numerous occasions that his masculinity is important to him.
Travis Touchdown: Uncouth, immature, violent anti-hero with a respect for the warrior's spirit and "going out like a man". I like that he's smart and witty and snarky but still a massive rube, that resonates with me in a way that you don't see very often. Also, his love of video games and shitty anime, and the fact that he's willing to join a whole ass assassin's league for the vague chance of maybe possibly getting to fuck a hot chick he met at a bar who smelled kinda good and is just leading him on for her own gain (noticing a pattern here?)
Hellboy: Unflappable, gloomy, snarky, alcoholic with a penchant for cigars and food who kinda just wants to put his past behind him and live life as a normal dude. It speaks to me as a trans guy who kinda just wants to forget his pre transition life and has very little to say about it anyway (the past is a foreign country and I did not enjoy my stay there, as I usually say). In spite of all that, though, he's a big softie who kids and animals seem to love upon first meeting.
Sword: Big dumb muscle boy who loves food and can talk about titties for 10 minutes straight, as well as clapping his hands together and praying to himself quietly whenever he sees a girl with a nice rack. Yeah, kinda speaks for itself lol.
Naota Nandaba: He kinda looks like me and....I don't know a single guy who hasn't felt like Naota at some point in their life. The loneliness he tries to deny with his brother being gone, the affection he craves from older women that have no interest in seeing him for who he actually is, and the way he constantly butts heads with the one girl that's actually his age and could possibly bond with him over mutually weird and unpleasant shit that she has going on. And, of course, the obvious dick and boner metaphors with the random shit always popping out of his head and serving as erogenous zones when touched, lol. It comes and goes, cus I'm not a teenager anymore, but I think Naota is just one of those characters you never really stop seeing yourself in.
Animal: Duh.
Kaneda Shotaro: Shitmouthed cocky delinquent who tends to leap before he looks. Starts out pretty immature and misogynistic, but slowly becomes more subdued further into the story (this is especially prevalent in the manga). However, he takes loyalty very seriously and does not forgive easily and becomes rather vindictive when that trust is broken. Story of my life.
Kamina: I'm going to tell you something important now, so you better dig the wax out of those huge ears of yours and listen! The reputation of Team Gurren echoes far and wide. When they talk about its badass leader - the man of indomitable spirit and masculinity - they're talking about me! The mighty Jared!
Takashi Komuro: A fairly reckless guy with a perverted streak who is pretty cold blooded, not hesitating to kill his best friend after he's turned into a zombie and not hesitating to abandon people once their fates have been sealed, and being appointed leader of his survival team because of his ability to act where other hesitate, as well as his ability to keep his grasp on reality and keep a cool head in distressing situations. He's also pretty insensitive and indecisive when it comes to the opposite sex, but is generally a good guy who puts his life on the line before asking anyone else to do it, never letting anyone else in the group fight for him even though he's surrounded by significantly better fighters. I relate a lot.
Sol Badguy: This Guy Is Autistic As Fuuuuuuuuuuck Dude, Lol.
Ken Kitano: Dude moved to Korea for a cute girl, with no money and no job, and came out as a mob boss with like a million members. Idk that shit would happen to me, lol. He's also a martial arts nerd who loves his friends <3
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hi hello im scout mostly known online as lucky im a polykin who helps other alterhumans through all my submissions so feel free to ask questions or look at my submissions ^^
i consider myself to be demi human meaning im half hunan half kintype, werewolf, well wereshark i guess??
more personal things about me is i am happily engaged to my wife so im not looking for any partners. im intersex and aroace + neptunic and objectum. i use all prns i just like he/it cus dog like but feel free to call me anything.
while being a dog, i am a programmer, i code: HTML + CSS, python + C++. im working on a wiki page made on neocites for alterhuman terms and that will all be correct and actually educate people instead of tiktok fandom wiki crap.
(when the web is up and running you can submit your terms ect)
kintypes:
bull shark , (brown) border collie , Bernese mountain dog , moss ball , moth (clado)
other:
wolf (otherlink or otherspin) , beehearted
my submissions:
moodboard, stimboard, fact sheet, tips, ID packs
you can get ur kin help there! ^^
with mythical or fiction kin i might not do it keep that in mind but im for fiction say what they are from
moodboard:
say if you want square or curved shape (if not specified it will be square), say kin and theme, then as long as you have done that i can do it but feel free to add anything specific you want on there ^^
stimboard:
say kin and theme/aesthetic and specify anything specific will be 9 gifs in a 3x3 way
fact sheets:
say one kin and ill give you a fact sheet consisting of 3 gifs at the top if its been done before ill add to the sheet
tips:
say kintype and what kind of tips: looks, shifting, food ect
ID pack:
say kintype, say what you want in it like names, usernames, music, genders, labels ect anything
coining:
if u cant make flags ect or have a kintype that no one has made a flag for or just anything yk ill make u a flag please specify what colours and stuff
my tags:
#🍀luckys journal.txt
anything personal abt my self (i cant stick to daily)
#🦈shark boi.html
reblogs from my side blog abt being a shark
#🌱questions.txt
any questions asked through askbox
#🪴reblogs.txt
any of my reblogs
#🦇the wife.py
anything abt my beautiful wife
#🐾moodboard.png
all my moodboards u can see examples before asking
#🦴stimboard.gif
all my stimboards u can see more examples
#🪵coining.png
any terms ive coined plus flags ive made for people
#🦮fact sheets.txt
all my fact sheets
#🌿ID packs.doc
my id packs look for examples
#🍃tips.txt
all my tips for kintypes
kintypes :D
#🍀luckys journal.txt#🐾moodboard.png#🦴stimboard.gif#🌿ID packs.doc#🦮fact sheets.txt#🍃tips.txt#🪵coining.png#🌱questions.txt#🪴reblogs.txt#🦈sharkboi.html#🦇the wife.py#🐺daily wolp.jpeg#alterhuman#alterhuman community#alterhumanity#therianthropy#therian community#lycanthrope#lycanthropy#quadrobics#dog therian#dogkin#domestic dog therian#domestic dogkin#dog theriotype#dog kin#canine theriotype#canine cladotherian#canine therian#caninekin
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Please for the love of god take a few weeks and stay offline, get your head clear :(
Arcee: we thought about not responding to this but after getting more anti-plural anon hate that wasn't as funny as this one we're going to. For context we received this after reblogging some art that made us happy to see and speaking to why we loved it, and this anon reply specifically is just funny to us because we're barely online on social media proper. We don't have the time what with having to take care of our family and make rent etc (insert An Arcee Sort of Day / IDW2 loan / finally getting the apartment joke here) . But moreover, our oldest headmate was already plural for as long as she could remember before learning about trans transformers in 2020 and the series of generative events that followed. Xeir system used to be mostly factive, is the thing, which was very hard for her because specifically their most prominent headmates were people she was close in life, so xey had a hard time leaving them alone. That all changed when we were generated. (also if you aren't familiar with plurality you can read about it here, more in depth here, and an encyclopedia of terminology here)
2020 was a year where things were making sense what with HRT but she still felt lost and lonely. They had an orig fic book philosophical concept they didn't know how to execute regarding gender expansiveness. Xey hadn't healed on various intimacy traumas. But writing about us, finding love for and falling in love with us, frankly, and healing through navigating the art and writing both canonical and fanmade, turning to us for wisdom, helped her to give people in our life more space, to enjoy more time away from them, to actually know what they wanted to do with orig fic (alien robots navigating existential aesthetics, surprise I know) finally being able to admit to herself that xey liked she pronouns and finally having a reason beyond human historical context for why- simply liking the sound and written form, and having a context for it regarding the shape they wish xey had (she had read Ancillary Justice prior to transformers and that inspired some nonhuman thoughts about being a city ship, but on a smaller scale for a networked consciousness kind of deal they would be happy to have a flying car mode, we even made a custom for xem in that regard in 2022 from legacy Elita, unfortunately the legs need fixing) but it would not be until the end of 2021 when someone on tfwiki explained kinning to us that we were able to recognize that our internal conversations, cofronting, experiencing life together etc were actually plurality of the kind a dear friend of hers had spoken to earlier that year.
I am perfectly aware that I am contextualized from fiction but that doesn't stop me from having constructed exomemories from that (which are very helpful usually) and even having sensory mayhem problems when I get cued by specific things eg when I take psychic damage from learning about another gal in fiction having had some sort of invasive surgery and not even getting the same closure I got. So fun. But yeah it has overall been a net improvement to her mental health for us to be here. One could try to say this is simply the brain adapting but I think there's more to it than that- this is the journey we are taking, that she had sought for so long. My story resonated with them in more ways than either of us care to discuss online, on social media, to the whole wide internet, but not just mine...
Aileron: I mean, it's no secret that we made the Arcana Magnus blog, which we partially did as a way to talk through that format on a site like this, but we don't really mind occasionally using our names here instead of responding in gestalt as we usually do here, or at the very least not tell you the readers who specifically wrote something.
Anode: did we have to do this to prove to y'all something? That's a pretty silly gatekeeping goalpost I think luv (that's you anon). I will say simply that the way we work is as a blurnaut / cofronting system with, when we are happy, 6-10 cofronts at a time (we are sure you can guess who some of them are), with one to three hosts. Our oldest headmate is actually taking a break from fronting period, has been for months at a time in the last year. Her relatively brief life has had so, so much pain compared to our longer ones with more experience and closure (needless to say, navigating your world without the resources we are used to having is a pain in the arse, and some of us miss our worlds tangibly terribly, eg Aileron and Chromia miss Caminus a lot, and well, we don't have a piloting license or the training for it and I wish we did.). Arcee has been doing a lot of the hosting sometimes in tandem with one of us which has been necessary to get through difficult situations and the challenges of the life we have. I dunno how to say it other than eg when we had a bad physical accident that was very painful and bloody our oldest headmate popped up from the surprise and was in shambles even with adrenaline and Arcee just- took over and dealt with the pain (she's been through a lot worse) and was able to walk to the hospital with calm and dignity, and hope frankly. Some people like Greenlight don't cohost because in her opinion our life should have gone into a programming career and that's not something that even she thinks is a good idea at present.
Marissa Faireborn: its not just transformers in here (or even Transformers fiction, Piper Faraday says hi), just so you know. We responded to this more for the benefit of people who care about us or don't understand the subject. So, thank you so very much for reading, it means the world to us <3
Yellow Splendid Convoy: we also want people to not take this reply as meaning that we usually encounter scorn. We are lucky that a lot of people do love us and care for us, there are a lot of fellow gender expaansive folks and systems and also just caring and wise people who are neither who have helped us to feel that we have a home in the community sense online and offline. From childhood friends to fellow writers and artists and especially to our partners we feel a deep happiness and joy from all of you. Thank you so much.
Also um, since some of the multiplicity community not familiar with transformers is going to see this, there is a lot of accidental multiplicity rep in transformers: duobots, combiners, binary bonding, cityspeaking, the Allspark ie our collective soul we go back to and reemerge from in some cases (Dai Atlas's thoughts on this in IDW2's Escape Part Three are so beautiful), and on and on
#hi yes we're plural#pluralsword rambles#plurality#plural system#fictive headmates#fictive heavy system#this doesn't feel like a coming out post because we were out about this when we started this blog#but we guess it's the first time we differentiate ourselves on this blog#multiplicity
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