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okay girl!
#sayaka miki… aka she’s so me! or WAAAA WAAA SAYAKA WHA TRHE FREAK WHAT!!!!#help me she’s infiltrated my sketchbooks and school papers#best design in pmm after homura fight me#sayaka miki#madoka magica#pmmm#my pc freaked out saving this and wacked out a layer but i like it i guess
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Was going to write a little ficlet to go with this, but. Vaccine tiredness is killer.
A little bit of art for the FOP Nature au by @bunnieswithknives. I cannot recommend checking it out enough.
#art#my art#fop nature au#fop#fairly oddparents#fairly oddparents a new wish#fop a new wish#fopanw#fop dale#dale dimmadome#he deserves to die in a dimmaditch#body horror#blood#candy gore#Anyway the concept behind the ficlet was going to be basically about Bramble#(because im a dirty little bitch who shoves their oc where they don't belong)#setting up traps in the forest with the intention of not catching actual deer#but rather the rogue fairy disguised as a deer that the fairy council had warned her to be on the lookout for (aka Flowers)#The Council doesnt really give a shit about Bramble or her forest#they just want to make sure Flowers isn't COMPLETELY unsupervised after the Dale Incident#So anyway Bramble does catch something#and its certainly not a real deer#but he's pretty damn sure it isn't another fairy either#(idk why Dale would be in the forest I guess maybe he just went looking for Flowers to fix this and freaked out and got lost? idk)#Anyway none of that is actually canon to the au ofc it was just in my head#and it gave me an excuse to draw a fucked up deer man so like what else could I ask for
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rainworld gameplay experience
#AKA me trying to figure out how these freaks' faces work#my primary concern with giving the slugcats comically sprite accurate eyes was that it might ruin their expressiveness#however that seems not to be an issue#rainworld#my art#do i tag this? sure#rw survivor
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It'd been a good day. For one moment, the day had been good. And now.....
'Breathe Northwest, you gotta breathe here!'
The thought hissed frantic in her head, but she ignored it. Instead, staring at the crimson color that was now staining her skinned knee and palms. The scent of copper overwhelming her to the point it where it made her head swim.
'Hands stained red, can't ever get it off, it never comes off.'
Pacifica felt her throat constrict as her breathing began to quicken. Chest tight and bound, her hands trembling as she just stared at all the blood. There was so much of it, too much of it. Always staining never going away, never coming off she just wants it off-
"Pacifica! Hey Pacifica, snap out of it! Please!"
A voice muffled cried out in the spiraling panic she was now falling into. Not completely registering who it belonged to. Instead trying to focus on trying to breathe and God she couldn't breathe please someone help-
"GRUNCLE STAN! GRUNCLE FORD! FIDDLEFORD! SOMEONE HELP SOMETHING'S WRONG WITH PACIFICA!"
The voice panicked and murky shouted out. The blonde barely processed it, instead wheezing and feeling sick. The sounds of footsteps rushing in, before another presence was by her. Warm, cautious hands gently taking her hurt ones. Pacifica let out a distressed sound only for a gruff soft voice to shush her quietly. Putting her at ease somewhat.
"Pumpkin I need you to go get the first aid kit from Poidexter or Fidds. Can you do that for me?"
The rough voice asked earning a noise of agreement before the source of it went rushing away. Pacifica trembled and again the voice spoke but this time at her.
"Hey, hey kid it's okay. You're gonna be okay. I need you to look at me."
It said, waiting for the girl to respond. After a bit of a struggle, the blonde finally looked away from her bloody hands, sucking in a harsh breath that made her head hurt, and chest give a funny stutter of sorts. Unseeing eyes made contact with a larger form that consisted of colors and shapes. But for some strange reason, they brought her comfort.
"That's it. You're doing great kid. Now, I need you to listen to me, follow my breathing. Don't focus on anything else. Now breathe in-"
The form said, taking in a deep breath to demonstrate. Paz tried to follow, her intake shuddering and making her nauseous.
"I-I can't-"
She started to say only for the comforting form to interrupt her, tone firm but tender.
"Yes you can sweetheart. Just focus on me, and take it easy. Now again."
After that, it was a bit of a blur for her. Hazy recollections of following the voice's breathing, hiccuping, and crying all the while until finally, the world began to refocus. Pacifica blinked, her surroundings finally making sense. The familiar back porch of the Mystery Shack greeted her, as well as the anxious form of Mabel and the concerned form of Ford. On the sofa sat an opened first aid kit, and it was then her knee and palms made themselves known by stinging dully. Confusion hit her as she realized that someone was gently rubbing her back. Eyes landing on the source, she was surprised to see none other than Mr. Mystery himself being the one doing it. Stanley noticed her gaze and seemed to relax a bit, offering her a cheeky smile.
"There she is, thought we lost there for a bit. How are you feeling? Can you stand up kid?"
Stan asked, seemingly indifferent. But his gaze held concern and understanding in them. As if he knew what kind of personal hell Paz had just gone through. The teen tried to speak but found she couldn't, her throat seemingly not working. Embarrassed, Paz shook her head no. Stanley didn't seem too surprised.
"Alright, up we go kid."
The older man said, picking her up unexpectedly. Paz immediately gripped his shirt, still shaken from earlier. Stan didn't comment on it, instead making his way up the old wooden stairs to join Mabel and Ford.
"Sweetie can you get the couch set up in the living room? I'm sure your pal is gonna need it."
Stan said, earning a hesitant nod from his niece. Mabel gave her friend one last worried look before heading inside. Pacifica didn't pay much attention, too exhausted from the events from earlier. Stan and Ford started to whisper amongst themselves, the two men seemingly discussing something before coming to an agreement. Ford held open the door for the two, and Stanley stepped inside into the kitchen. Where Fiddleford and Dipper were seated at the kitchen table, looking incredibly anxious and on edge. As soon as they noticed Pacifica, however, the tension they had seemed to fade away quickly. Dipper looked like he was about to start asking questions, but one look from Ford to Fiddleford made the two adults intervene. Taking Dipper into the living room with Mabel to set something up. Leaving Stan and Pacifica alone. A silence settled over them before the older man spoke up.
"I know you're probably embarrassed by what happened. But I'm just gonna tell you right now that no one cares about that. They care about whether you're okay or not. So don't think too much on it, alright?"
Pacifica took the words, processing them a bit. Before quietly nodding, not ready to talk yet. For Stanley, it was fine, he knew from experience how exhausting a panic attack could be, so he wasn't going to push it. Satisfied, he carried her out into the living room to join the others, where hopefully she could finally get some peace.
#oli talks#ooc#muns ramblings#mindless ramblings of a madman#my writing#gravity falls#gf#gravity falls pacifica#gravity falls stanley#gravity falls stanford#gravity falls fiddleford#gravity falls mabel#gravity falls dipper#gf pacifica#gf stanford#gf stanley#gf fiddleford#gf dipper#gf mabel#pacifica northwest#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#stanley pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#aka hc that Paz can't stand too much blood it freaks her out hahahahaha#happy Thanksgiving from me to you love you lots fam teehee 💖
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You know what? Fuck you *hits Father Ardelian with the shoujo filter and babygirlifies your priest*
@stjohnstarling
#wmom#father ardelian#victor ardelian#Victor wmom.. my favorite blonde tortured white boy turned babygirl.. I love u#what manner of man#tbh this is not my best work but I am working under trying conditions ok (iPad is dying on me and is determined to quit me out of procreate#5 times while working on this 😔#I was less worried abt proportions and such and more concerned with the fact that my iPad is a sickly victorian#child and keeps rejecting my gentle coaxing and attempts to clear storage on it and trying to make sure#it doesn’t corrupt any of my projects#anyways idk if anyone saw this but like two weeks ago I posted this drawing except it was my oc Gabriel#the Hans of the southern isles lookin guy#I decided to redraw this (aka make some minimal changes) to make it Victor#so if anyone saw this same drawing but a redhead w glasses… no u didn’t <3#priest tag#My art#art#priest art#Sorry to tag u St. John#I know you probably like seeing stuff about your oc but like. Every time I do it feel like I’m gonna explode#like please don’t hate me. But I drew your guy. please accept my humble drawing. Sorry to bug you but here he is#anyways uh I hope someone likes my pink girlypop priest drawing. Happy pride you little freaks <3 (affectionate) (I’m freaks)
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Ted and Beard fangirling about meeting Pep Guardiola.
#ted lasso#tedlassoedit#tedlassosource#chewieblog#userbbelcher#nessa007#ledtasso#uservalentina#usergiu#usernessa#sitcomedit#pep guardiola#ted lasso spoilers#spoilers#*#my gifs*#aka when I met Jason#legit how it went down#I acted all calm and collected and the minute he walked away I freaked out HARD#ted is being me and beard my friends#HAHAHA#100% THIS
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killer being like "yeah i know every single little thing about horror and dust" (because he watches them as a part time hobby (freak) (find something better to do)) and then he acts surprised when they do something that he wouldnt expect them to do in his little predetermined absolutely perfect concept of them
like what do you MEAN horror licks spoons clean when he's using them so he doesn't have to get a completely different one for the main course and the dessert. what do you MEAN dust has a lisp even though he speaks fluently and uses even more complex words than killer himself. horror knows how to sew and he often patches up their things without either of them noticing?? dust always wears oversized and clothes that cover him up just because he finds it comfy?? what??? out ra geous???? these guys have small little quirks to them that killer doesn't already know about???? killer immediately wants to know more. so he can expand his internal profile of them of course. not for any other more endearing and sweet reason. not at all,,,,,,,, (:3)
#AASHSHAHHHHH this one is so cute....... this thought. thank you brain for making this thought#it's like killer's experiencing sonder (except he's not aware of his own complexity of life because of his own derealization/personalizatio#actually i dont think this deserves to be a side blog post. this is too damn CUTE#at first the 2 were probably weirded out by killer watching them and now they probably dgaf...... killer comments less than youd expect#but now theyre used to his shit so they do all these tiny things that killer gets to pick up on and learn more about them#its so interesting...... killer can do as much reasoning as he can to try and find a logical reason for why they do these little things#but in the end if the real reason is just because they wanted to or they felt like it then how can killer comprehend that?#how can they just do that so easily and choose to do things based off a whim instead of having a calculated precise reason for personal gai#he wouldnt realize it on his own but noticing those little things coming fron horror and dust who used to be like him could help with the#everything is just a game and i am simply an avatar and the ultimate goal is the win aka be the most powerful#for dust and horror theyve already turned their consoles off. theyre out of their games theyve finished. their goal was just to beat it#(like if horrortale finally got the good ending it deserves because of aliza horror would have finished#if dust beat the player and due to extreme boredom (ITS GOTTA BE EXTREME EXTREME) decides to leave to explore the multiverse)#in killer's eyes theyve achieved their goals. but killer's still playing his game. maybe he IS the game. but eitherway he's not done#like they r. so taking into consideration how other versions of himself act when theyre finished with the game could he act like that 2??#did HE also finish his game and he never realized it? should he be basing these ideas off dust and horror when theyre kinda not the same gu#killer would find so many hoops to jump through to justify getting rid of the everything is a competitive game idea but there would be smth#IDK im just rambling. i gawt this idea from me imagining them fight. ya you wouldnt believe this sweet thing came from trio abuse :3#killer psychoanalyzing dust and horror is one of my favorite things eva. horror would HATE IT (if he were aware#and dust would totally be freaked out and keep to himself incase killer's planning anything against him#but uaaaghhh pretend this isnt canon this is triglycercule's ideal little world where they explore the mv and have fun#killer watching dust and horror sleep because he doesnt feel tired while theyre all in bed#and he's just picking up on how theyre positioned. how they breathe. the little things.......... djdjshahahaaahsushdjwbdsn ssosooooo cuuut#tricule hc#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#utmv#dare i say mtt poly. ok i dare say it. but like lowkey he'd do this whether theyre together or not...... killers just weird like that......
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Phone guy fans Pre-PitGame and Week Before: ugghhhh I wish Phone guy got new content
Phone guy fans after seeing the PitGame Easter eggs: what the fuck not like this
#phone guy#into the pit#phone guy posting#this one goes out to me and the fellas in the Phone guy server collectively freaking out (/neg?) over his new voice#WHY DOES HE SOUND DECADES YOUNGER. and also what is his new accent im curious.#im sorry Patrick Hickey Jr. AKA: the only voice actor in that game so Im assuming hes the phone.#we'll- *I'll* get used to it. I got used to Ralph I can get used to this.
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What if I said he had borderline personality disorder. if you squint hard enough it makes sense!!
#q talks#sonic the hedgehog#sonic prime#tails nine#miles tails prower#tails the fox#bpd#borderline personality disorder#hc#I'm sorry but he struck me as bpd coded the moment he met sonic#IM SURE HE HAS ABANDONMENT ISSUES OR WHATEVER#but it struck me as sonic immediately becoming his fp after he treated nine with basic kindness#and started freaking out at the idea of sonic leaving him#aka splitting and have an episode 💀
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something about the way Candy had a crush on Blaine in seasons 2-4 but became increasingly disillusioned with him and realised him for the manipulative, self-obsessed piece of shit he is in season 5 ---- and the way she's extremely gentle and sweet to Don E when she leaves and tries to help him fix things with Darcy and wishes him "good luck" specifically when she leaves. something something.
#if you had me pinpoint where she realised it I'd say the Russian Roulette scene and seeing that Don was at least as freaked out as her#at that point she was already pretty much finished with Blaine imo but still held affection for him and didn't want to hurt him#while Don E was even more freaked out than her#candy baker#don e#blaine debeers#fandom#the thing is whether you interpret it romantically or just the fact that they both really idolised Blaine for a time#like yeah I like to think that she was hoping to nudge Don E away from Blaine aka the route to inevitable doom#izombie
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FREAKING OUT WTF
So vro, obviously I'm freaked out. My family (mom and both sisters) are out shopping for groceries and shit. I was eating peacefully then when I got to my room I found the balcony door open. I DID NOT open it. And I do forget things a lot but I'm pretty sure I didn't. Then I see a fucking figure outside the balcony door. Ofc I shut the door and move on but bro istg I'm seeing smth staring at me from the window. I can totally be seeing things bc I've been stressing out lately. If I stop blogging out of nowhere, you know damn well what happened, come find me.
#creepycore#surreal#scary#spooky#creepy aesthetic#scaredposting#angry#overwhelmed#fear#i’m scared#i am scared#dont hug me im scared#im so scared#coquette#girlblogging#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#dollette#tumblr girls#ahs fandom#freaked out#scared#storytime#people being people#tumblr stories#the human experience#stories#actually bpd#bpd thoughts#bpd
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christian nationalism is getting real prominent in the u.s. lately (someone get me the fuck out of this insane ass country)
#✧— aphe's musings.#fuck you and your religion you will NOT shove that shit down my throat.#i usually keep all of the posts of this nature on ig. but lately i am overcome by how disgusting this country is#for multiple reasons.#like bro fuck this place get me the hell out of here#btw i shouldn't have to say this but no i am not talking about all people who follow christianity#tw vent#vent post#i love being an atheist (<- aka getting told i'm going to hell by freaks online for... some reason? LMFAO)
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#sam carpenter aka the big scary sister that is never afraid of anything and would kill you if you even look at tara is afraid of spiders#tara is a little shit and often puts fake plastic spiders in sam's bed and then she watches her big sister freak out before “helping” her.#tara is the type of person that would cry if she accidentally kills a bug#and then she'd go on a rant about how they might have had a family or someone waiting for them and they'll never know what happened to them#she's actually me!!!! but i do freak out when i see them#tara carpenter#sam carpenter#carpenter sisters
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raising my eyebrows and squinting at the screen more rose stayed aus need to have martha falling in love with the doctor AND rose. what is going on here UNREALISTIC if you ask me everyone falls in love with both of them if you wait long enough captain jack harkness should be your first testimony
#ik that is in fact not unrealistic but a girl can dream#idk I just always find it weird like EXCUSE ME you're falling in the love with JUST the doctor and not also rose tyler? ...okay freak#like martha and rose having this weird back and forth jealousy game? lame already had that with sarah jane was not fun to sit through#maybe at first that checks out that totally could be fun for a little bit. but as it goes on? fr? nah#let martha be a bi disaster instead#if rose tyler can kiss women I don't see why martha jones can't#aka I just finished run with you by mltrefry and it's all I could think about while reading#I swear I remember seeing a post like this before but I can't find it so I made my own#but like SERIOUSLY!! you know I'm right#tenmartha#rosemartha#tenth doctor#rose tyler#martha jones#doctor who
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how fun is it to play around with that fact tho???
Very! Like i said, I like to indulge in you guys' asks sometimes and I think it's funny that you guys kinda forget this isn't really roleplay entirely~
#only time it isnt fun is when you guys purposefully try to use things that are distressing to me as a way to get me to freak out#aka mentioning the kraang coming back or losing my brothers or stuff about my self esteem 😭#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#unpause rise of the tmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise donnie#rottmnt donnie#disaster twins#leo rottmnt
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jelsa moodboard + playlist
they've invaded my brain ever since the return of my other two 2012 fandom obsessions (pjo and hunger games) so behold a playlist for them both 💙
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❄️frozen heart ❄️demons ❄️strangers like me ❄️two worlds ❄️atlas: two ❄️out of my league ❄️you & i ❄️say you won't let go ❄️ain't no mountain high enough ❄️snow on the beach ❄️lost boy ❄️can't help falling in love ❄️somewhere only we know ❄️accidentally in love ❄️chasing cars ❄️someone to you ❄️young and beautiful ❄️she will be loved ❄️unconditionally ❄️i won't give up ❄️you matter to me ❄️wait for me ❄️wait for me (reprise) ❄️a thousand years ❄️king of my heart ❄️invisible string
#also there are little references to my main jelsa fanfics#and my girl emma aka my first major oc i ever made#hint hint towards the tarzan songs#thinking about jack and elsa and emma with 'you matter to me' and SOBBING#'wait for me reprise' is so jack and elsa going to save emma it hurts#'accidentally in love' makes me giggle#thinking abt jack freaking out abt his feelings with sandy and pitch just watching#ALSO INVISIBLE STRING IS THEIR SONG YOUR HONOR#jack frost#elsa#rise of the guardians#frozen#jelsa#my edit#character moodboard#character playlist
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