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cant stop thinkin bout charles and erik readin together on the couch but instead of reading with him charles is listening to eriks thoughts while he reads. Live mind commentary ……..
#xmen#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap chats#the rare time i post an idea of mine only because i really cant think of a way id draw this#usually i hoard my ideas cause i like surprising you guys but this aint really one i feel like drawing so. For You my friends#like i COULD but. idk just isnt particularly something im itching to draw it just seems cute#but anyways no chat let me cook alright hear me out cause i talk in my brain all the time while i read#sometimes i stop reading just to think about a bit i read yeah#i want charles to listen in on all of eriks side comments or observations he makes while reading something#like if he wanted to charles could read the whole book in less than five minutes- maybe shorter than that#and that aint fun that aint cool …. so time for Audible: Husband Edition. With Commentary#ITD BE SO COZY just hangin out by the fireplace …. maybe its snowin outisde … if snow even exists anymore atp#a light fire cracklin and the study SEEMS totally quiet otherwise and yet…..#charles has been locked in to erik’s off-the-cuff literary analysis and mild comments for the past twenty minutes. its simple but its bliss#charles doesnt have to worry about being seen as invasive .. he doesnt have to suppress his powers …#the rare occasion erik lets charles into his mind for somethin so innocent .. ive made myself sick i fear#see now i wanna try writing a fic but 1.) have written in years 2.) id have to really think hard on how erik would commentate on a book#hm…… actually i do wonder what erik’s commentary on The Fable of the Bees would be …..#IN ANY CASE. maybe - at the very least- i can draw cherik by the fireplce someday ….#thatd be cute … hm …. depends on if i get in the mood for it down the line#anyways i have to drive back to my dorm !!! boo !!!! so good night everyone !!!!!
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[Day 13] a low quality finn png i made who knows when i dunno i didnt had time for anything today
#i want to make something cool for the asks i received#but we aint lacking finn content#not on my guard#bad end friends#daily ice finn#adventure time#farmworld finn#finn mertens#ice finn
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Okay, okay. I've seen several very anti-Threshold-Day takes floating around in the last year and I'm kinda getting sick of it.
Regardless of how you feel about Threshold as an episode - be that the quality of the ep, the storyline, the themes, whatever - Threshold Day isn't really about Threshold itself. I mean, yes, it is a day celebrating that episode, but the actual point of Threshold Day is community. It's a day where people band together to make memes and tell jokes and overall have fun. It's a day where you send random salamanders to your friends and go "omg tommy p???" It's a day where you appreciate the cool art and fics people make and leave encouraging comments. It's a day for Fun. Everyone gets to be in on a giant inside joke and enjoy that feeling. Everyone gets to commit to the bit. Not to sound all "here's the real meaning of Christmas, Charlie Brown," but, in a very serious and literal sense, that's what Threshold Day is really about. Community.
And it's okay not to enjoy the episode! It's okay not to want to participate in the fun! Seriously, it's OKAY. You don't have to join in! But when you sit there and go "I cannot fathom how all these people like this episode and they're all wrong to be making memes and celebrating" you're missing the point and you start to ruin the very harmless fun everyone else is having. You are not on a moral high-ground for not enjoying a meme or a dumb internet holiday. You are *especially* not on a moral high-ground when you try to make other people feel bad for enjoying something that, again, is so incredibly harmless and ultimately about having fun as a community.
Again: it is fine to not enjoy Threshold. But I see so many posts throughout the year where people seem to be flaunting the fact that they are not like everyone else and hate the episode, the holiday, whatever. I see people talking about how much they wish Threshold Day would go away and it's really, really not cool. Your horse is not higher than mine for not being down to clown with your mutuals, your friends, about a silly Star Trek episode.
#threshold day#I'm sick of this take#it reeks of 'I'm not like other girls' *hair twirl* and that's really really not cool#also 'I don't like Threshold for XYZ moral reasons' okay cool. we're not reading it that deeply because it's a silly episode of a 90s#space show#anyway#glad i got that off my chest#i hate getting into internet drama and usually I just let stuff float by and complain privately but I am Over This Take#let people have fun and go cool down dudes#it aint that deep#I've made some of my best friends through Threshold celebrations of various sorts#maybe give it a try and you'll discover amazing people to bond with too!#or dont!#its cool to stay off Tumblr on Jan 29!#that's fine!#just stop raining on my damn parade.
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Hi, it's me, the friend. This is beautiful and I need people to know it.
Seriously though, these are so well written, I love them so much.
Tried my hand at writing some quantum poetry about playing outerwilds with my friends. I think they turned out nice.
A dying star
In wilds far
To what an end
My guide, my friend
The guiding moon
A breathing tune
Let time confide
I’ll walk beside
With beauty bared
Hold tight the tragic
A secret shared
The starlit magic
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hey if the person who makes those really cool animated chat member brb screens for joel follows me (or sees this post), put me in the next one
make me a lil goblim man like the mascot for peglin
#vargskelethor#vinesauce#vinesauce joel#real#brb screen#oh also#my best friend is meeting vinny literally as i am typing this which is so fucking cool#i'd share a photo (i ask them to send me one if they take one) but they're a private person and i dont wanna impose on them being all like#“HEY CAN I POST THIS TO MY DUMB JOEL GIMMICK ACCOUNT” like nah i aint about to ask them that#anyway happy new year fuck you
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if i don't check in after friday assume i'm dead and finally resting cuz there sure ain't no other way to get any rest around here!
#a biscuit's rambles#well okay one exam down today#it went okay actually i think#and the next one is thursday#but then theres THREE on friday PLUS another grade#two of those in a class i havent been to in three weeks at LEAST due to Stuff#(which i do not mind i fucking hate that class)#anyway#we stay silly :3#and yay band practice soon#and i got a new bracelet with my nickname and the genderqueer flag from a friend#and the cool teacher keeps calling me by my full chosen name and its amazing#also one or two of the exams at least are a freestyle i aint studying for All of that
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I have been sitting on the floor in the early-modern English section of my college library a lot lately. Incidences of at least one time per week. But truly when you get over your pride and just sit on the floor the skim the books in a particularly interesting section of the library is the best. Unrestrained summer fun.
As is no secret I do like to browse various Complete Works of Shakespeare, and there was one with a particularly vague spine, I'm pretty sure it had been rebound? From its original binding? A lot of the books in this library have these hard plastic bindings that I'm pretty sure are not what they originally came in and it's very strange to me. I know I'm not actually very experienced with lots of libraries (being from an extremely small town with an underfunded one, and other than that only having attended a community college with a pretty small library too)... but it's very strange and I'd never seen it before. I opened up to find out which company published it and when, but the page with the publication info seemed to be missing? I couldn't even find the general editor? But it WAS a sufficient edition with like, original notes and prefatory material. So it was strange.
It seemed to have been previously owned by a particular person who annotated VERY heavily. Either that or somebody read several plays and vandalized the shit out of a library book. The first random page I flipped to, just wanting to see what the footnotes situation might be, was the first page of Richard III, and I was struck how EVERY. SINGLE. PAGE of this VERY LONG play was thoroughly annotated in small, messy handwriting. Lots of highlighting and underlining too of course. Mostly the annotations seemed to be summaries of what was happening, but still I found it very charming. I noticed that when I flipped at random to Much Ado About Nothing, everything was completely blank, making a very clear distinction between what this person read from this edition, and what they did not read. I immediately wanted to go through and see which were the plays they read and annotated.
So the plays they read, which were all furiously annotated on every page in the like manner, were (in order of the table of contents): Richard III, Titus Andronicus, the introduction to Love's Labor's Lost but seemingly not the play, Richard II, Romeo and Juliet, the introduction to A Midsummer Night's Dream but seemingly not the play (what an L on this one), the Merchant of Venice (this was still annotated on every page, but maybe with like still 20% of the margin space left, which I'm wondering if it meant it was either the first or last play they read in this copy?), Henry V, Julius Caesar, Twelfth Night, Hamlet, Othello, the introduction to Measure for Measure but seemingly not the play, and Macbeth.
And then out of nowhere, the Tempest is sparingly annotated, in what is unmistakably an entirely different person's hand. Original owner used only black pen and wrote in very small characters; this person had varying-size penmanship and wrote in a variety of ink and graphite. They also didn't take up 100% of the margins at all times. I don't know who this impostor was that read the Tempest, perhaps a friend of my beloved former possessor of this mysteriously anonymous Complete Works of Shakespeare (after flipping through all of their annotations, we are bosom-friends now)... I don't know. The mystery remains.
I did not take high quality pictures but I was so shocked when I flipped to Richard III I just had to document it
Every. Single. Page is filled like this (I did go back and read their annotations to I.ii because I wanted to experience the scene with them) (I did not take pictures of it but perhaps I should later)
And. PS. Nobody seemingly read and annotated Antony and Cleopatra, but there is some arithmetic on the first page of the introduction. Lol
#i just found this sooooo charming#i dont assume anyone here can identify this edition but? if you know? thatd be cool#certainly they use a distinct font for titles. i like it#the footnotes are pretty much the same as the riverside (at least formatting-wise) but i know it aint that#and you know whats also weird to me??? they have the riverside shakespeare in a two-volume edition??? wtf???#and it's also weirdly rebound in a hard blank plastic. as opposed to having my beautiful wrap-around cover. how could they?#it's just very cute to me. i love reading annotations#i dont annotate my books much at all. i hate writing in margins i feel so crammed. i always write my thoughts in a notebook#that way i can have as much space as i want#tales from diana#i got one of my friends a secondhand edition of oxford world drama's the rover and other plays by aphra behn#and the first four acts of the lucky chance. a previous owner evidently annotated. in PINK GEL PEN#all the way through. and they even put little hearts around certain things. i loved it so much it was adorable#i couldnt have asked for smth more delightful to give to someone#that book was loved!#shakespeare#text post#i'm not sure the math on a&c is the same handwriting as the annotator. but i love how they evidently arent that good at mental math#1099 - 1059 does equal forty. you're right. lol
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i swear to g-d im& not even the jealous type but jfc i HAAAAAAATE this feeling when im& just lowkey like. who's :)))))) this :))))) bitch 👀👀👀👀🔪🔪🔪🔪 :))))))
#arcana.vents#& its like. kinda irrational bc we're just friends & just vibing & we're not even together but like. i cant help it so fuck me ig lmao#like obvi he can have friends & shit & w/e so im not gonna like. tell him anything bc i dont wanna like push him away or push anything yk??#& he said he missed me & everything but like. damn. why arent you talking to me like that. i wish you would talk to me like that.#i miss you too & i wish you would tell me you loved me more :<#im just like bitch chill he aint even your man. but he's sweet & good to me & he's deadass one of the funniest ppl ever.#& we have literally so much in common & he said i was a miracle & resilient since birth & that sb should make a documentary about me ehehe.#& we're both autistic poc4poc & have a lotta solidarity between our communities & he makes me blush & giggle & i love his curls & his smile#& the color of his skin's so pretty & he said that it'd be neat if we just. played videogames in a pillowfort#& he makes spongebob refs & he likes anime & horror & buffy & ethel cain nicole dollanganger & lana del rey & he got a nasty ass vocabulary#& he said it'd be cool if we explored abandoned places together & go to concerts together & he has the cutest name ive deadass ever heard#when nicole said ''when i see you i cant find the words to speak my cheeks go as red as two big cherries'' & ''you're so cool''... YEAH.#im gonna start fuckin chewing on the fuckin walls dude. im GNAWING at the bars of my cage. i need him to firmly grasp it.#i wanna feed him the world's sweetest strawberry!!!!#we have lost the entire fucking plot besties lmfaoooo#& i rarely if ever feel like this for cis dudes & my mind is blaring sirens like he gonna leave me im just. getting war flashbacks to. yeah#the red sirens be blaring like HE'S GONNA ABANDON ME!!!!! its so irritating#ill be goddamned if i EVER feel replaced to that degree ever again. id actually rather get hit by a car & throw myself into the sea lmao#UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BPD SPLITTING I HATE YOU#this was from a few hours ago but i forgot to post it so lmao
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random doodle of modern clothes
#my art#doodles#cotl au#cotl oc#sad family au#adult lavender prefers dresses just like their dad but im still not happy with how i draw him#i want to draw gijinkas like my cool friends but my artstyle aint that pretty (yet)
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everyday I join lethal company lobby to Just Vibe and am sent Multiple Friend Request
#help#SORRY im good at video games and fun to hang out with its a CURSE not a blessing#sea of thieves was the same too man every lobby falls in love with me and i just want to play with strangers for a bit#why the instant commitment geez dinner and a movie first#and HALF the time its like bruh you called lootbugs gay no more than 20 minutes ago and you try to friend my fag ass you YOU FUCKING YOUUUU#and the other half theyre just. not my style? had more great times with randos online than i could count but not once met someone who like#i would think about continuing to hang with?#kind of a shame given this is my main recreation? feels like id have made at least one lasting buddy out of the hundreds i played like#3 hours of sea of thieves with one time or something#now to circle back this could Perhaps be due to me not accepting friend requests#but i will circumvent this issue by means of not confronting it#anyway it's fun playing with randos. hoppin in a lobby of strangers is like a jack-in-the-box of the human experience#lots of austrailians on at my 3 am makes for great convos. i sure as hell aint meeting any out in this fuckin city#or anyone else in funky distant timezones#this place is a white suburban hell and this is nearly my only decent recreation and cultural exposure pls#IM NOT EVEN THAT COOL everytime it happens i think of the hercules hades “He's a GUY' line like cmon
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get high and suddenly im spouting some philosophical bullshit
oh, ok *smokes enough weed to forget who i am*
#no deadass went on an hour long rant about how we are bound by ntohing#thank you robin williams for that btw#and the greys theme???#for some reason i kept going on about no one knowing where theyll end up#my friend was not very impressed#weed pot cannabis mary jane#aint nothing cool about what it can do to your brain!!
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went to a really cool old 80s video/game store. one of those second-hand ones. sadly my dad rushed us and it was quite a small store, so we weren't there long.
wish i bought something from there. it's like i was transported into the 80s. they had a n64 box for like, 370 dollars. just the box! old consoles, old games, old dvds, vhs tapes, 80s figures. basically collectors items. they weren't cheap, but would have been nice to walk out with one of those figures.
#wish i bought one of those figures... they looked so cool#im planning to buy a few car stickers so i can express myself with my car#if i aint getting a tattoo anytime soon might as well get some stickers and slap them onto my car#and see if anyone notices >.> lol#man i wish i had friends with the same interests who lived close#id take them there... sighs. sobs.#ramblings#they had a couple arcade machines these kids were playing on#probably from the cruise ship bc they were speaking german#one for pacman and one for gauntlet#i LOVE Gauntlet. and Pacman. but Gauntlet man... I played that for hours#on my dads homemade arcade machine. we still have it and it's still runnin#just wish i had. friends. to invite to my house to play. we have a damn pool table too. im sad i have no one gdshghddgh
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me when the antidepressants make me more depressed bc im too tired to get up to take my testosterone so my period is gonna start and make me more depressed or clean my piercings which are now infected or do my laundry so i have no clean underwear or shower for weeks but its ok bc medication 👍
#'i know u were referred for urgent treatment but ur appointment is in january lol good luck!!'#psychiatrists kys#whatever#delete later#i was awake for maybe 9? 10? hours yesterday#'any dark thoughts?' 'no more than usual lol' 'glad to hear its getting a little better'#bestie i have three square meals and a snack each day of thinking about killing myself#also my friends mom showed up at my house and my fucking job to tell me to text her back like??? thats a huge invasion of privacy#anyway. i hate my life and i wanna die cuz i aint got no iiiiiphone#im going to see my friends concert soon tho so thats cool and i will hopefully get even more drunk#also like. im spending way too much money on alcohol but im afraid i need my daily dose of two four lokos every night#tw vent#sorry about. the massive shitty vent they should hunt me with crossbows in the woods
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Ughhh not the 1 am maybe I should fix my entire life right now thoughts
#it me#my current thought is I should suck it up and get a car#i hate cars i really prefer public transportation#but its not realistic to take every time i need to unfortunately#more often than not it really screws up my time management#i could get everything right but what's it matter if the bus is delayed#and like when i have kids what am i gonna do bike them to their friends house?#idk i love traveling and wandering and getting lost and finding new things#but the older i get the more I'm like ew no the world is disgusting#and i prefer convenience over satisfying my wanderlust#i got scammed trying to buy a car once in Texas so that kinda soured the idea for me too#like it took forever to earn that money just for someone to scam me in days#it wasn't even a lot of money like aint no way it was life changing#but to me it was all the money i had to buy a car#and that's what i mean by this world is disgusting people go out of their way to be awful#siggggh anyway another reason is it'd be cool to drive my bf around on roadtrips and not worry about crashing his car#i dont worry about that regardless cuz I'm a cautious driver#but you know its someone elses car lol i want no liability
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#wait jokes and shit aside baby monster sheesh is actually so fucking good if you ignore the chorus 😭#maybe this is basic af for me to say but it also has that bp sound. god why did it have to end like that uhh anyway#i do like the intro though im ngl and the prechorus YEESSSS that reminds me of rose/jisoo prechorus from smn idk#AND THE SECOND VERSE YESSIRRR.. oh what is hippity hop pop boom boom pow 😭#imma act like i didnt hear that shit... OOOH THE LATTER HALF OF THE 2ND VERSE IS STRAIGHT FIRE WHAT TH EFUCK#jfc theyre all clean as fuck with it why the hell does the chorus have to be like this 😭 like the parts that arent just SHEESH are SO COOL#44597#listening to other songs and i cant believe how easily i can hear the squeaky bed noise kr producers sometimes use. why do yall still use i#ITS 2024.... LEAVE THAT STUPID ASS SOUND BEHIND why the fuck is it in ILLIT MAGNETIC fuck you 😭😭#i am the resident noise-music kpoppie in my friend group and i cannot get behind aespa armageddon. what is that#like their vocals are so fucking good im ngl but whaaaaaaat is that!!#friend who didnt like armageddon said supernova was good.. lemme see#ok i get why she'd like it over the other but both are a no from me 😭 cool vibes from this one but that aint me 💀#yOU CANT FUCKING SWITCH UP 2 MINUTES INTO THE SONG LIKE THAT i was WONDERING WHERE THAT CLIP WAS#this shit is so confusing i cant keep listening to aespa im going back to ive for a bit 😭
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sources are a weird ass thing im definitely canon compliant. very compliant. to the point ive scared some of our friends by acting accurate to shit we havent witnessed in source yet. but god damn being a fictive of a very well known fandom is so goddamn surreal. when i first showed up here- in our brain, in this world or whatever the hell you wanna call it- i was greeted with strangers saying hi, greeting me like an old friend. people i didnt know knew my name and things about me that i wasnt even sure of. made jokes about parts of my life that i didnt know anyone knew about. it fuckin threw me off. it still throws me off. people know me when i show my face. people talk to me familiarly or bring up my source. dont get me wrong its pretty sweet, if i hated it id just change my name or some shit. if i gave enough of a shit id hide who i am. but its a little surreal. by this point im so used to the expectation of people knowin me that it confuses me when they dont. and thats fucking weird isnt it. imagine walkin into some group of people and opening your mouth and everyone just goes 'oh hey dude'. youre sitting here racking your brain trying to find out where youve met all these people. how you couldve plausibly met all these people as they include you in the chat and you come up with nothin. you dont know em. but they know you. intricately. its damn weird. feels kinda like a pressure to be me. which isnt a bad thing i dont hate bein me, but. there are parts of me i know arent what they want of me. theres this underlying knowledge that theyre makin assumptions about me because of who i am and what they know. its like i can feel the cogs in their brain grease up and fire off with the knowledge we both know in our head. that youre expectin something of me and i know that aint me. im compliant but im not perfect. as fun as it is to have a well known source it also feels kinda fucked up. people expect a lot outta me and im just me. ill never stop bein just *me*. whether thats compliant or not isnt my problem, but i can *feel* the expectations and assumptions about me and my life. the jokes shot off by strangers. the comments about material i know about but man thats me. im just me. nothing more nothing less. im just a guy. a kid doin his best out here. i dont know how i feel about being 'famous'.
#dave (he/him)#rambling#literally just spitting my shit at 1am#dunno if anyone else relates but wow#those expectations sure do exist#im not gonna elaborate#i know if i do ill get people on my ass about it.#and im too cool to give my time to that shit#(dont wanna deal with it)#a lot of the time i feel like im mirroring my source self subconsciously to appeal to the masses#but im just me. im just like that#fictive#actually plural#plural system#if any of our friends see this i swear it aint aimed at yall#you guys are free to do what you want and i GENUINELY dont care#i always feel this weird mix of acknowledgment and dread when someone mentions my source to me#like hell yeah man that IS me. im that guy#but also#oh god. you know me. youre expecting a lot outta me huh.#i know what youre thinkin. i know what youre assuming about me.#im not your guy. leave me out of your spotlight#standard joy of being known vs mortifying ordeal of being known shit#yknow#damn
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