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cant stop thinkin bout charles and erik readin together on the couch but instead of reading with him charles is listening to eriks thoughts while he reads. Live mind commentary ……..
#xmen#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap chats#the rare time i post an idea of mine only because i really cant think of a way id draw this#usually i hoard my ideas cause i like surprising you guys but this aint really one i feel like drawing so. For You my friends#like i COULD but. idk just isnt particularly something im itching to draw it just seems cute#but anyways no chat let me cook alright hear me out cause i talk in my brain all the time while i read#sometimes i stop reading just to think about a bit i read yeah#i want charles to listen in on all of eriks side comments or observations he makes while reading something#like if he wanted to charles could read the whole book in less than five minutes- maybe shorter than that#and that aint fun that aint cool …. so time for Audible: Husband Edition. With Commentary#ITD BE SO COZY just hangin out by the fireplace …. maybe its snowin outisde … if snow even exists anymore atp#a light fire cracklin and the study SEEMS totally quiet otherwise and yet…..#charles has been locked in to erik’s off-the-cuff literary analysis and mild comments for the past twenty minutes. its simple but its bliss#charles doesnt have to worry about being seen as invasive .. he doesnt have to suppress his powers …#the rare occasion erik lets charles into his mind for somethin so innocent .. ive made myself sick i fear#see now i wanna try writing a fic but 1.) have written in years 2.) id have to really think hard on how erik would commentate on a book#hm…… actually i do wonder what erik’s commentary on The Fable of the Bees would be …..#IN ANY CASE. maybe - at the very least- i can draw cherik by the fireplce someday ….#thatd be cute … hm …. depends on if i get in the mood for it down the line#anyways i have to drive back to my dorm !!! boo !!!! so good night everyone !!!!!
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[Day 13] a low quality finn png i made who knows when i dunno i didnt had time for anything today
#i want to make something cool for the asks i received#but we aint lacking finn content#not on my guard#bad end friends#daily ice finn#adventure time#farmworld finn#finn mertens#ice finn
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Okay, okay. I've seen several very anti-Threshold-Day takes floating around in the last year and I'm kinda getting sick of it.
Regardless of how you feel about Threshold as an episode - be that the quality of the ep, the storyline, the themes, whatever - Threshold Day isn't really about Threshold itself. I mean, yes, it is a day celebrating that episode, but the actual point of Threshold Day is community. It's a day where people band together to make memes and tell jokes and overall have fun. It's a day where you send random salamanders to your friends and go "omg tommy p???" It's a day where you appreciate the cool art and fics people make and leave encouraging comments. It's a day for Fun. Everyone gets to be in on a giant inside joke and enjoy that feeling. Everyone gets to commit to the bit. Not to sound all "here's the real meaning of Christmas, Charlie Brown," but, in a very serious and literal sense, that's what Threshold Day is really about. Community.
And it's okay not to enjoy the episode! It's okay not to want to participate in the fun! Seriously, it's OKAY. You don't have to join in! But when you sit there and go "I cannot fathom how all these people like this episode and they're all wrong to be making memes and celebrating" you're missing the point and you start to ruin the very harmless fun everyone else is having. You are not on a moral high-ground for not enjoying a meme or a dumb internet holiday. You are *especially* not on a moral high-ground when you try to make other people feel bad for enjoying something that, again, is so incredibly harmless and ultimately about having fun as a community.
Again: it is fine to not enjoy Threshold. But I see so many posts throughout the year where people seem to be flaunting the fact that they are not like everyone else and hate the episode, the holiday, whatever. I see people talking about how much they wish Threshold Day would go away and it's really, really not cool. Your horse is not higher than mine for not being down to clown with your mutuals, your friends, about a silly Star Trek episode.
#threshold day#I'm sick of this take#it reeks of 'I'm not like other girls' *hair twirl* and that's really really not cool#also 'I don't like Threshold for XYZ moral reasons' okay cool. we're not reading it that deeply because it's a silly episode of a 90s#space show#anyway#glad i got that off my chest#i hate getting into internet drama and usually I just let stuff float by and complain privately but I am Over This Take#let people have fun and go cool down dudes#it aint that deep#I've made some of my best friends through Threshold celebrations of various sorts#maybe give it a try and you'll discover amazing people to bond with too!#or dont!#its cool to stay off Tumblr on Jan 29!#that's fine!#just stop raining on my damn parade.
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Hi, it's me, the friend. This is beautiful and I need people to know it.
Seriously though, these are so well written, I love them so much.
Tried my hand at writing some quantum poetry about playing outerwilds with my friends. I think they turned out nice.
A dying star
In wilds far
To what an end
My guide, my friend
The guiding moon
A breathing tune
Let time confide
I’ll walk beside
With beauty bared
Hold tight the tragic
A secret shared
The starlit magic
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hey if the person who makes those really cool animated chat member brb screens for joel follows me (or sees this post), put me in the next one
make me a lil goblim man like the mascot for peglin
#vargskelethor#vinesauce#vinesauce joel#real#brb screen#oh also#my best friend is meeting vinny literally as i am typing this which is so fucking cool#i'd share a photo (i ask them to send me one if they take one) but they're a private person and i dont wanna impose on them being all like#“HEY CAN I POST THIS TO MY DUMB JOEL GIMMICK ACCOUNT” like nah i aint about to ask them that#anyway happy new year fuck you
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if i don't check in after friday assume i'm dead and finally resting cuz there sure ain't no other way to get any rest around here!
#a biscuit's rambles#well okay one exam down today#it went okay actually i think#and the next one is thursday#but then theres THREE on friday PLUS another grade#two of those in a class i havent been to in three weeks at LEAST due to Stuff#(which i do not mind i fucking hate that class)#anyway#we stay silly :3#and yay band practice soon#and i got a new bracelet with my nickname and the genderqueer flag from a friend#and the cool teacher keeps calling me by my full chosen name and its amazing#also one or two of the exams at least are a freestyle i aint studying for All of that
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I have been sitting on the floor in the early-modern English section of my college library a lot lately. Incidences of at least one time per week. But truly when you get over your pride and just sit on the floor the skim the books in a particularly interesting section of the library is the best. Unrestrained summer fun.
As is no secret I do like to browse various Complete Works of Shakespeare, and there was one with a particularly vague spine, I'm pretty sure it had been rebound? From its original binding? A lot of the books in this library have these hard plastic bindings that I'm pretty sure are not what they originally came in and it's very strange to me. I know I'm not actually very experienced with lots of libraries (being from an extremely small town with an underfunded one, and other than that only having attended a community college with a pretty small library too)... but it's very strange and I'd never seen it before. I opened up to find out which company published it and when, but the page with the publication info seemed to be missing? I couldn't even find the general editor? But it WAS a sufficient edition with like, original notes and prefatory material. So it was strange.
It seemed to have been previously owned by a particular person who annotated VERY heavily. Either that or somebody read several plays and vandalized the shit out of a library book. The first random page I flipped to, just wanting to see what the footnotes situation might be, was the first page of Richard III, and I was struck how EVERY. SINGLE. PAGE of this VERY LONG play was thoroughly annotated in small, messy handwriting. Lots of highlighting and underlining too of course. Mostly the annotations seemed to be summaries of what was happening, but still I found it very charming. I noticed that when I flipped at random to Much Ado About Nothing, everything was completely blank, making a very clear distinction between what this person read from this edition, and what they did not read. I immediately wanted to go through and see which were the plays they read and annotated.
So the plays they read, which were all furiously annotated on every page in the like manner, were (in order of the table of contents): Richard III, Titus Andronicus, the introduction to Love's Labor's Lost but seemingly not the play, Richard II, Romeo and Juliet, the introduction to A Midsummer Night's Dream but seemingly not the play (what an L on this one), the Merchant of Venice (this was still annotated on every page, but maybe with like still 20% of the margin space left, which I'm wondering if it meant it was either the first or last play they read in this copy?), Henry V, Julius Caesar, Twelfth Night, Hamlet, Othello, the introduction to Measure for Measure but seemingly not the play, and Macbeth.
And then out of nowhere, the Tempest is sparingly annotated, in what is unmistakably an entirely different person's hand. Original owner used only black pen and wrote in very small characters; this person had varying-size penmanship and wrote in a variety of ink and graphite. They also didn't take up 100% of the margins at all times. I don't know who this impostor was that read the Tempest, perhaps a friend of my beloved former possessor of this mysteriously anonymous Complete Works of Shakespeare (after flipping through all of their annotations, we are bosom-friends now)... I don't know. The mystery remains.
I did not take high quality pictures but I was so shocked when I flipped to Richard III I just had to document it
Every. Single. Page is filled like this (I did go back and read their annotations to I.ii because I wanted to experience the scene with them) (I did not take pictures of it but perhaps I should later)
And. PS. Nobody seemingly read and annotated Antony and Cleopatra, but there is some arithmetic on the first page of the introduction. Lol
#i just found this sooooo charming#i dont assume anyone here can identify this edition but? if you know? thatd be cool#certainly they use a distinct font for titles. i like it#the footnotes are pretty much the same as the riverside (at least formatting-wise) but i know it aint that#and you know whats also weird to me??? they have the riverside shakespeare in a two-volume edition??? wtf???#and it's also weirdly rebound in a hard blank plastic. as opposed to having my beautiful wrap-around cover. how could they?#it's just very cute to me. i love reading annotations#i dont annotate my books much at all. i hate writing in margins i feel so crammed. i always write my thoughts in a notebook#that way i can have as much space as i want#tales from diana#i got one of my friends a secondhand edition of oxford world drama's the rover and other plays by aphra behn#and the first four acts of the lucky chance. a previous owner evidently annotated. in PINK GEL PEN#all the way through. and they even put little hearts around certain things. i loved it so much it was adorable#i couldnt have asked for smth more delightful to give to someone#that book was loved!#shakespeare#text post#i'm not sure the math on a&c is the same handwriting as the annotator. but i love how they evidently arent that good at mental math#1099 - 1059 does equal forty. you're right. lol
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i swear to g-d im& not even the jealous type but jfc i HAAAAAAATE this feeling when im& just lowkey like. who's :)))))) this :))))) bitch 👀👀👀👀🔪🔪🔪🔪 :))))))
#arcana.vents#& its like. kinda irrational bc we're just friends & just vibing & we're not even together but like. i cant help it so fuck me ig lmao#like obvi he can have friends & shit & w/e so im not gonna like. tell him anything bc i dont wanna like push him away or push anything yk??#& he said he missed me & everything but like. damn. why arent you talking to me like that. i wish you would talk to me like that.#i miss you too & i wish you would tell me you loved me more :<#im just like bitch chill he aint even your man. but he's sweet & good to me & he's deadass one of the funniest ppl ever.#& we have literally so much in common & he said i was a miracle & resilient since birth & that sb should make a documentary about me ehehe.#& we're both autistic poc4poc & have a lotta solidarity between our communities & he makes me blush & giggle & i love his curls & his smile#& the color of his skin's so pretty & he said that it'd be neat if we just. played videogames in a pillowfort#& he makes spongebob refs & he likes anime & horror & buffy & ethel cain nicole dollanganger & lana del rey & he got a nasty ass vocabulary#& he said it'd be cool if we explored abandoned places together & go to concerts together & he has the cutest name ive deadass ever heard#when nicole said ''when i see you i cant find the words to speak my cheeks go as red as two big cherries'' & ''you're so cool''... YEAH.#im gonna start fuckin chewing on the fuckin walls dude. im GNAWING at the bars of my cage. i need him to firmly grasp it.#i wanna feed him the world's sweetest strawberry!!!!#we have lost the entire fucking plot besties lmfaoooo#& i rarely if ever feel like this for cis dudes & my mind is blaring sirens like he gonna leave me im just. getting war flashbacks to. yeah#the red sirens be blaring like HE'S GONNA ABANDON ME!!!!! its so irritating#ill be goddamned if i EVER feel replaced to that degree ever again. id actually rather get hit by a car & throw myself into the sea lmao#UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BPD SPLITTING I HATE YOU#this was from a few hours ago but i forgot to post it so lmao
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Ok but honestly I hard-core headcannon hudson fnaf as an age regressor he uses that to cope with his trauma and it helps him a lot and I may or may not have an au I'm cooking up involving Springtrap becoming his caregiver👉👈
#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#what we found#what we found fnaf#fazbear frights#hudson foster#hudson fnaf#fnaf hudson#healthy coping mechanisms#yay#au basically goes springtrap does the same shit hallucination wise as in wwf but then after hudson pees himself it reminds spring of cc#from fnaf 4 and bros parenting skills finally come in handy#springy aint william afton here#im meshing together my highly outdated pre-sl version of events with what we found lmfao#tempted to have spring n hudson run away together so i dont have to force myself to write the rest of the wwf crew#but also like idk i feel like itd be good to challenge myself to write em#but even then barry and duane wouldnt be there bc army and aughh#id rather die then write faith and hudson akwardness#you cant convince me hudson has moved on from her yet and it would be agony to write istg#faith wants to be friends shes chill tho and cool#hudson kinda. doesnt really simp for her per say and doesnt hit on her or anything bc this isnt in the flesh lmfao#and he respects the fact shes with barry yes but idk leftover feelings hitting him like a truck
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random doodle of modern clothes
#my art#doodles#cotl au#cotl oc#sad family au#adult lavender prefers dresses just like their dad but im still not happy with how i draw him#i want to draw gijinkas like my cool friends but my artstyle aint that pretty (yet)
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#coming to tumblr for the first time in three days just to bitch because i feel like shit <333#sorry if i havent responded to your message i will as soon as i get a grip but rn im just too busy#both with uni and with crying because a friend said a mean thing to me lol#and because im tired of this new friendship already and tired of hearing this girl talking how great she is lol#am i jealous? fuck yeah i am.#and it's not like she's mean like straight up. cause like.#when i say im really considering quitting and dropping out she tries to encourage me ig#but then she follows it up with 'ofc *I* never had a problem with this and that because it always just came naturally to me teehee#but yknow. dont give up uwu'#and she keeps sending me recordings of her singing to tell her how good she is and always tells me how her teacher praises her#and like. its cool. like i get it that its a nice feeling when you do something well and wanna share that joy with a friend#but idk. i just think its kinda. well not mean but a litt#*a little tone deaf? when ive just been telling her that im in a Bad Place rn and my voice isnt working as it should#and my pianist is bullying me and i end up crying on almost every lesson#and she hits me with a 'damn that sucks fuck that pianist dont give up tho <3#now do you wanna listen to me sing bel raggio lusinghier like a pro and my professor telling me i am sublime?'#also when i tell her that im sorry that im not very social and i just cannot stay and chat cause im having a horrible day today#and really dont feel well and she's like 'yeah i havent noticed anything you're always like that... *side eye*' in a way that suggests#im a horrible friend cause im not talking with her enough and yet again im disappointing her (aint that familiar lol)#i just. idk. the last two-three weeks have been absolutely horrible to me. i cant get out of bed i havent done a single colorful make up#in so long ive basically forgotten how to do that. and i loved doing fun make up looks that make people tell me i look like a clown.#but i just dont have the energy to do anything more than put on a random tshirt and spray dry shampoo on my unwashed hair#i dont even wear my rings anymore. ive stopped caring about being the pinkest slayest queerest looking bitch in the room cause i just. cant#and even some casual friend of mine asked me yesterday if im okay cause they can see something is Not Right. but SHE not only doesnt notice#anything. i have a feeling she feels like im disappoing and neglecting her because i cant be bothered to text with her 24/7#like idk. maybe its just my imagination but i barely even feel like an actual person. more like just a homunculus made to trail after her#and listen to her bragging about how pretty/talented/unbothered she is#oh and also for her to keep dissing m/ozart lol like idk why it hurts me so bad but then ig its not that unusual to feel shitty#when someone keeps talking shit about something you really love and are passionate about and making you feel like an idiot#because you like it. because its stupid and boring and you're a simpleton for enjoying it instead of liking sth more 'ambitious'
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everyday I join lethal company lobby to Just Vibe and am sent Multiple Friend Request
#help#SORRY im good at video games and fun to hang out with its a CURSE not a blessing#sea of thieves was the same too man every lobby falls in love with me and i just want to play with strangers for a bit#why the instant commitment geez dinner and a movie first#and HALF the time its like bruh you called lootbugs gay no more than 20 minutes ago and you try to friend my fag ass you YOU FUCKING YOUUUU#and the other half theyre just. not my style? had more great times with randos online than i could count but not once met someone who like#i would think about continuing to hang with?#kind of a shame given this is my main recreation? feels like id have made at least one lasting buddy out of the hundreds i played like#3 hours of sea of thieves with one time or something#now to circle back this could Perhaps be due to me not accepting friend requests#but i will circumvent this issue by means of not confronting it#anyway it's fun playing with randos. hoppin in a lobby of strangers is like a jack-in-the-box of the human experience#lots of austrailians on at my 3 am makes for great convos. i sure as hell aint meeting any out in this fuckin city#or anyone else in funky distant timezones#this place is a white suburban hell and this is nearly my only decent recreation and cultural exposure pls#IM NOT EVEN THAT COOL everytime it happens i think of the hercules hades “He's a GUY' line like cmon
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#i like hte myself ok#i know this is soo dramatic#but like. i wanna throw myself infront of a moving car. i took a walk last night and saw a car and the only thing i wanted to do was jump#infont of it and js end it all cause life fucking sucks i h8 everything and everyone. i love lana del rey tho. i love u guys aswell i know#it isnt mutal but wtv who cares right? me i care. i have friends but i get so wrapped up in these people living in my phone and it make#feel crazy cause i js want u guys to like me whicb is sooo weird. but all i want is for ppl to think i am cool and like every one of my pos#like i do for my fav people on here. also i want to be pretty but wtv doesnt matter. and i need to lose weight. sometime si wish i could js#stop eating but i cant i fucking love food and this makes me insane and i wish when i was a kid but my life also sucked as a kid and i have#always hated myself but wtv. i want to like js end it all but i cant cause ig ppl would be upset. i think i am touch starc=ved or smth and#all i want is to like spoon or be spooned by someobe but like i aint pretty enough to get a girl or a guy. i rlly want a bf i do so much. i#i js want one of those basic ass white guys with fluffy hair and tall and zstrong but again i aint prtty enouggh for hthat. i want a girl#with a sthomac cause that is hot asf but i also lovve girls with braids or dreads. and girls who love pink and are femindnene it is just li#what do i have to do to get prwttier i hate working out. i am js gonna stop eating. nvm that wont wotk i llve food 2 much. i wisj i could#like hurt myelf but i am 2 pussy and i dont really wannai just want to be happy happy. but i get to see my friend in a few days and that is#gonna be fun. i wish i was skinner i wish my face was skinner i want my thighs and ass to stay the same cause they r massive. i wish my#fingers and hands were slimmer anf longer. i wish y hair was prwttier and i wish my eyvrows were more even same with my eyes. i wish my#chest was a little bigger#ok that is t i will prob delete later#music is the only escaoe fr. lana getx it#i wish i smoked but i suck at itand i also hate it and almost lit m#y bed onn fire last time. bu i wanna smoke#it looks cool and ik that makes me sound like a stupid little kid but wtv. that is all i am right? my dad tells me a lot abt stuff i dont#need to hear abt and i dont mind but i prob shoudnt be hearing that stuff. i wish my dad wasnt bipolar. i wish my mom didnt let my brother#get away with so much but she is trying so why does it matter? she is trying. i hate oinline school i wish i could cry rn but i cant. last#time i criied was a few nughts ago and it sucked. it was just slow fat tears and wasny enjoyable it was js sad cause i had a horrirble pit#in my sthomac andi myself hate thar feeling. anf the only thing going through my brain was hanging myself. i am 2 much of a pussy to do it#i want to be hugged by some strong guy or some guy with noodle arms. let me love you pls. i wish i was a boy sometimes but i also dont.#my worth hinges on other peoples thoughts of me and it always will.#ouu girl u crazy crazy . crazy bitches give the best head and have the best pussy ong#when she batshit crazy but the pussy 2 good
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you ever reblog a post with a specific mutual in mind, without tagging them cos you're like 'aw they'll see it in their dash for sure', and then later see they reblogged it from SOMEONE ELSe
#like gawd!#you were meant to get that from ME and see how cool MY reblogs are#if it aint obvi this is hyperbole#im pretty sure im shadowbanned to some capacity i aint seein a lot of my friend's stuff#anyway. check out my tumblr blog. give it a sweep to see cool things
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I miss being 16 and "hanging out with friends" was us sitting in a room on separate devices browsing Tumblr and occasionally laughing and saying "look at what I just reblogged", or swapping music, or exchanging flashdrives with pirated shows and movies we thought each other should watch, or showing each other youtube videos.
I want that back. The no pressure, chill, existing together, not feeling the need to fill every single silence straight away but enjoying what we do talk about, kind of hangouts.
#i also want a dnd group but yknow#as i was lamenting to someone last week#i aint got anyone who lives near me to make a group with#a group of people to play board games with would also be cool but falls victim to the same problem as dnd#sigh#'harmz why dont you just drive to people who dont live near you?'#(bc the few friends i have already have dnd/board game groups and i am not out here to disrupt)#(and then you have my best friend who i love dearly but we are 2 different types of nerds and she has never expressed an interest in dnd)#ive talked about being 16 so many times like it was The Worst#and dont get me wrong some absolute shit went down when i was 16 that i still bring up with new counsellors to this day#but the more i think about the more i realise there was a lot of damn good stuff about being 16 too#personal
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get high and suddenly im spouting some philosophical bullshit
oh, ok *smokes enough weed to forget who i am*
#no deadass went on an hour long rant about how we are bound by ntohing#thank you robin williams for that btw#and the greys theme???#for some reason i kept going on about no one knowing where theyll end up#my friend was not very impressed#weed pot cannabis mary jane#aint nothing cool about what it can do to your brain!!
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