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andrew and oscar are going to be in a movie together!!!!! hopefully this casting doesn’t change 🤞🤞 - hopeless romantic stalker
Omg what film? 👀👀👀
#hopeless romantic stalker#i’m 🫠#ahhhhh that would be perfect#although it might cill me#why did i spell kill like that😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#helpshaksks#anyway uh what was i saying#oh i watched triple frontier again today and pedro and oscar together did not Kill me so#(although it nearly did)#andrew and oscar should also not kill me
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im actually not pretending to be a perfect amazing kind little angel. the thing is that i just dont have a desire to constantly share my mean and hateful thoughts with those ppl they're about or to use energy on putting others down <3
#i will put it in my diary if i really need 2 get it off my chest#but no i don pretend to be a perfect kind amazing little angel who doesnt have a mean bone in her body#i've gotten accused of that and sm ppl act as if thats the case#idk what to tell u i have those thoughts a lot but i just dont have a need to share it#neither to that person bc why would i just be mean to someone lmao???? and also not shit talking ppl#that doesnt mean i pretend to be a pure flawless kindhearted 100% nice princess#i'll have the meanest thoughts ever but i wont share them bc. why???????#ahhhhh i hate human nature and the way the majority of ppl work#the way they think..... 🤢🤮#just bc i dont feel like openly being mean doesnt mean i pretend to never have mean thoughts or be perfect tf??? use ur brain
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and now for the knives (tw miscarriage)
fem jc! is pregnant when she’s captured by the wens, but it’s early on and wwx doesn’t know. and she miscarries during her torture becoming another thing that makes her miserable that she intends to keep from wwx so he won’t be hurt or pity her or stay with her out of obligation. maybe jc can’t get pregnant anymore and that was their only possible baby
wwx stays by her bedside wracked with worry and guilt, falls asleep crouched next to jc and holding her hand. core transfer doesn’t happen, they get married instead (wwx attempt at protecting his shimei) but ofc they don’t communicate and wwx thinks jc isn’t interested anymore, and jc thinks wwx pities her
so wwx takes revenge for his darling wife, and brings her wen chao’s and wen zhuliu’s heads
HIS DARLING WIIFFEEE STOP IT. wei wuxian doing the cat thing and bringing jiang cheng sweet little dead things as a symbol of devotion...THAT'S romance <3
jiang cheng with no core and no baby :( she must have agonized over how to tell him, how he’d react. must have let herself dream just once of a sunlit future where he's thrilled and he wants her and the baby and they stay together forever. and then the worst thing in the world happens and lotus pier burns and her parents are murdered and her core and baby are stolen from her. all possible futures gone, just like that. so maybe it's a good thing, in the end, that she kept her mouth shut, if it was just going to end like this. she'll never know how wei wuxian would have felt about the baby and wei wuxian never has to know what he lost. this, too, is a sacrifice.
#chengxian#tw miscarriage#honestly i think your vision is perfect#it’s exactly the kind of cx knives i like#and as much as i love the gct#which is admittedly an unreasonable amount#i’m also a sucker for wwx marrying a coreless jc and taking over as jiang sect leader#it’s just such a different situation then they planned for and looked forward to#they would both deeply hate it. and they would love each other.#and jc would finally get to be a little wife :)#wwx's darling wife! ahhhhh!!!
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someone convince me not to try and write an aemond phantom of the opera au
#it would be literally perfect for him oh my god#ahhhhh#getting phantom of the opera brain rot#aemond targaryen#house of the dragon#jo rambles#my writing
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Thinking about the paths in hsr and how some inform so much about the characters once you figure out the logic behind them, and specifically about ratio longing for nous's recognition but following lan's path - he's obviously a scholar, so him being an erudition character would have made a lot of sense when you don't think too deeply about it, but despite characters with less ties to knowledge walking that path ratio does not. He follows the path of the hunt. And that's a very cool fact about him imho
During his quest screwllum says that more than a scholar he feels like ratio's a doctor with the way he tries to cure people of their ignorance, which isn't strictly wrong and I love that about him (and I love about screwllum that he thinks so poetically too), but the way I see it ratio really is a hunter. He does follow lan's path, when you think about it. His travels are all about his fight against ignorance, after all. Thinking about him and his relationship to the aeons really put a lot of things about the paths into perspective for me - I thought the paths were somewhat more literal, but after all it's about the driving force behind a character's actions, is it not?
Nous is the unrelenting pursuit of the truth, of knowledge and information, and that's why someone like argenti follows that path despite being the furthest thing from a scholar you could think of - his travels are first and foremost about finding the truth about idrila, after all. On the other hand ratio isn't actively devoting his life to finding a truth or amassing more knowledge, and that's why nous won't look at him. He is extremely intelligent and competent, and he does value learning above all else, but his main pursuit is to use that knowledge to rid the universe of ignorance, and that's why he follows lan's path - the hunt is the path of those devoting their life to fighting against something, in the end, be it a literal enemy or a figurative one.
It's really really interesting to me? There's a ton of characters that are given depth by understanding their path, I love to think about it
#this is the reason why sundays bait didn't work on him i think#sunday was acting under the impression that ratio followed nous above all else#that he craved knowledge more than anything#but the simple truth is that he doesn't#he studies because he likes it and because it makes his ambition easier but it's not his life purpose#veeeery interesting truly#I've been going down this type of rabbit holes since i first played through the xianzhou tbh#how dh goes from the hunt to destruction and what that says about dan feng#how i believe it's probable df himself changed path the moment he did what he did?#he was probably abundance before which is why bailu is now following that path#he WAS a healer after all and he DID forsake that and risk destroying his whole home for his goal#it's fun with him bc i think he did change element too#he created a life after all that's probs why he's imaginary too#on that note blade changed path when he was reborn too i think#him following the path of destruction now makes perfect sense but I wonder what he could have been before#same for jl actually they're all so tragic#i wonder if the events of their past might have had jy change path too....#he's a strategist so erudition intuitively works for him but i wonder what knowledge he's truly seeking to follow that path#i would have thought preservation more logical for him ngl#ahhhhh I'm digressing but either way !!!!!! fun topic to think about#makes me even more excited to find out which path we'll be unlocking for march next !!
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Killua’s just like a cute kitten; his little tantrums are adorable.
“You’re just trying to make up for earlier! Well, it won’t work, dummy Gon!”
Gon hums.
“Of course, anything you say, cupcake.”
#;windy’s stuff#gonkillu#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon#killua#Gon x killua#KIS CUTE SMILES AND GIGGLES SAVE THE WORLD AHHHHHHHHH#SMACKS TABLE WITH MY HANDS#GONKI GONKI GONKI#KI GETS THEM SANRIO THINGS ITS CUTE AHHHH#AND GON WOULD PROUDLY TAKE HIS KEROPPI LUNCH TO WORK AND IF ANY OF HIS CO WORKERS HAD ANYTHING TO SAY HED THROW DOWN#KI IS THE CUTEST PERFECT WIFE 😤😤😤🤧🤧🤧#DOMESTIC GK OMG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#KIS TINY FINGERS ALWAYS HAVE ME DEAD ON THE FLOOR THE WAY HE GRIPS GONS SHIRT AHHHHH WAHHHHHHHHHH#HIS CUTE LITTLE POUT#AHHHH AND IT HURTS WHEN HES SAD LIKE NOOOO FIX IT#NO ONE MAKES KI SAD OR CRY OR I WILL END THEIR LIFE YOURS INCLUDED GON ����#GON HAS TO MAKE SURE KI IS OKAY IMMEDIATELY OKIE MY HEART AHHHHHNNNN#KI CRYING BREAKS MY HEART AHHHH#HES THE SWEETEST CUTEST BABEY#WAHHHH KI IS SO CUTEEEE#KI IN A PATCHWORK SKIRT LIKE THE ANIMAL CROSSING ONE IS MY EVERYTHING#OMG THEY ARE SO CUTE EATS MY PHONE 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧
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Oh fuck. I just realized smth. Idk if anyone on the dash has watched nana but the way the two leads care very deeply for eachother and are kinda/very (depending on how u look at it) gay for eachother but simply don’t have the sexual attraction to eachother and sadly grow very far apart from one another is the Darla and Janne dynamic
#I really love said anime#the real tragedy is they are perfect together but will never be together#and are constantly longing and missing eachother and yearn for a time they can’t go back to and become so different I just ahhhhh#I would rewatch if it didn’t upset me so much#also the way one lead is an abusive relationship and the other is tragic-
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Brain is in overdrive about the thought of Elyse and Balgruuf having a child together
Like I don't know if they will - Balgruuf already has Frothar, Dagny, and Nelkir, and Elyse loves them like they were her own children (Nelkir even starts calling her mother before long after she and Balgruuf get married)
But Balgruuf would be terrified, at least in the context of my fic and my interpretation of his past. He's already lost the two mothers of his children, he doesn't want to lose Elyse too. He fears it's a curse. That he is the factor that led to losing them. And he knows he isn't the best father. Being a single father for the longest of times whilst also being Jarl means he wasn't the most hands-on as a parent. He's getting better, he's learning from his mistakes of the past, but he's scared of being a screw up again. Plus at that point Nelkir would most definitely be in his teens, and Frothar (possibly also Dagny depending on when) may be adults so it has been a while since there's been a baby in Dragonsreach!!!
But anyway! If they did have a child, it'd most definitely be a daughter and it would probably happen after the Skyrim civil war is ended. Maybe a few years after. That'd put Elyse in her early 30s or thereabouts (they marry when Elyse is 28, and the war is still happening then at that point for context). And I'd say that there's a 20-ish year age gap between them based on a little part I've written for an upcoming chapter meaning that Balgruuf would be in his early 50s at that point? On a side note I've always envisioned Balgruuf having a summer birthday, and Elyse I very specifically feel has a birthday on 6th Feb/Sun's Dawn... for some reason. And if they did have a child Elyse would ask if her mother's name could be used, or at least an influence.
.... I've thought about this a lot for something that might not even happen.
#meg is rambling#dragonborn oc elyse#balgruuf x dragonborn#ahhhhh i just keep thinking of these little sorts of domestic/family life scenarios with my blorbos and it has my brain buzzing#idk what made me settle on 6th sun's dawn for elyse's bday. like genuinely. I didn't want her to have my bday and that date kinda stuck.#not tagging the perfect storm here because I am toying with writing a more relaxed fic with these two for post-war skyrim#so if this did happen it would probably fall in that i guess?
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HOLY SHIT I GOT AN ACTUAL PROPER PERMANENT JOB !!!!
no more temporary positions or job applications for me babeyyyyyyy
#i still can't believe this is real#i've been struggling to find a permanent job for 3.5 years (since i got my masters)#after losing the job i thought would turn into a permanent position in january (their economy got fucked so they couldn't keep me past 1 yr)#i kinda lost hope and this job is just so perfect too that it felt too good to be true but apparently not !!#turns out even i can have some nice things happen in life every once in a while who knew !#now i get to worry about whether or not i can manage full time or not (probably not) instead#which is a lot easier to handle when you have a permanent and stable job !!#ahhhhh i'm so relieved#anyway rant over#mine
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(this is not a rant with correct spelling or grammar)
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Shadow&bone s2 spoilers!!!
WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK IS S2 OF SHADOW&BONE??????? WHAT THE ABSOLUTE FUCK??? i’ve just finished it. i have so many feelings about it. this is me still in shock not having processed any of it YET and i.. like... WHAT THE FUCK???? and like i love it so fucking much and at the same time i’m in so much shock AND THAT PURELY EVIL CLIFFHANGER?!?!?!?! WHATTTTTT also it means s3 (if there is going to be one) will be the bloody ICE COURT HEIST and i feel a very strong need to read SOC and CK all over again because OH MY FUCKING GOD AND ALL THE SAINTS ABOVE i can’t. OH AND WESPER FUCKING GORGEOUS asagfjeilijf
#i will not continue from here as i might not be coherent from now on#AND NIKOLAI MY LOVE IS JUST AHHHHH PERFECT PERFECT PERFECT WE ABSOLUTELY LOVE HIMMM#kanej DONE FUCKING RIGHT for a moment there i thought they were going to kiss and if that happened i would have just shut closed the laptop#wylan THE SWEETES THING EVER I FEEL HIM I LIVE THROUGH HIM HE IS ME AND I AM HIM#also i hc him as autistic#BUT LIKE THE FACT THAT ALMOST ALL OF THEM ARE ND CODED WHAATTTT#zoyalai has been set into motion and is underwayyyyyy#i'm actually really pleased that alina and mal parted ways I DON'T BELIEVE IS DESTINY WRITTEN VERY MELODRAMATIC ROMANCES EITHERRR#and now let me just say that i want me a nina (or a tamar) eiter will suffice#i have more#but i also don't have any energy left in me#shadow&bone#s&bs2#s&b s2 spoilers
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imagining guy and honey as a band + color guard couple in high school makes my heart scream
#they're so dorky it would be perfect#guy messing with honey's makeup as they get ready for shows#hanging out after comps and sharing leather man jackets omg#secret kisses while in uniform AHHHHH#redacted hc#redacted headcanons#redacted verse#redacted audio#redacted asmr#redacted guy#redacted honey
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🐰🧡🐻
#in stark contrast to most of my personal posts this is about me being happy and gay#because i need to just get it out my system bc otherwise i am just going to grab a friend by the shoulders and scream (in joy) in their face#i am dating someone and its really really nice and sweet and cute and like nothing ive ever experienced before#and instead its like every tiny little dream about this kind of thing ive managed to hold onto despite every experience otherwise and ahhhh#the lack of focus on just sex or sex appeal is so nice its like there but as a side thing so its nice and i dont feel like an object#i feel like a human person with thoughts and feelings and interests outside if that and feel safe in that and feel safe that everything wont#just be discarded if i dont want to do that like i feel like boundaries and stuff are an option! without jeopardising everything#and el likes me as much as i like them and wants and sees and communicates that they want something long term and ahhhhhhhh#i just want to cry like holy shit this is everything ive ever wondered about like i have spent so long wondering what this feeling would#actually feel like and its so good and so indescribable and ahhhhhhh#waking up on monday night and seeing them in my bed and cuddling me was just so nice i felt wanted i felt... loved#this all seems so out of left field still i still feel like i just never saw it coming but its so welxome and nice and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#my pessimism is still there but its less loud now its more learning to accept this may not be perfect forever but letting me enjoy the now#crouch speaks#it feels so nice to not be scared and to feel secure and ahhh#also it made me laugh El remembered me hitting on then at the Dgoals release show making them blush lol#i only remember the time i hit on them later at the groles show so its funny i pretty much used the same line twice and it still worked#i cant wait to see them again i cant wait to hold hands in public again i cant wait to be idiots who keep blushing too hard and accidentally#kissing eachother on the nose instead of the mouth because we are stupid and gay and pathetic about it hahaha#just ahhhh i could gush forever how perfect the 2!!! dates weve been on were and the fact they want more and more and ahhhhh#this is so lame i know i just haven't experienced anything remotely like this before and its just... wild#like wow holy shit what on earth i have been so increasingly miserablely depressed and insecure from the shea stuff last year and then this#just absolutely removed all of that i actually feel like a human person again with value
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#text posts by thea#thea plays hfw#😭😭😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭 😭#i finished the dlc and omg i love them#so much#so freaking much#everything about the dlc is perfect btw#but THOSE TWO#i also kind of expected seyka to be the flirty one because usually it's other people flirting with aloy#but nope aloy goes full baby gay basically the second she meets her#it's so precious#so so precious#(also i love how far aloy has come from the first game#it's slow going but now looking back at the two games and two dlcs she's changed so much!#game 1 aloy would have never accepted and then asked for help from seyka#would have never accepted that she needs her found family <3#ahhhhh i love aloy so much)
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it’s taking me so long to learn Spanish bc I got Korean on my list like 🫣 when’s it my turn
#I swear I’ve been trying to learn Spanish for a year now but have done more Korean LOL#also they are both so hard but Spanish comes so much easier to me#BUT AHHHHH#always wanted to visit South Korea abut Spanish would be so perfect for my friends and future jobs#any billingual friends on here with studying advice#I need some bc I get distracted and wayyyyy too ahead of myself too easy#I have a Chilean friend who helps me a lot!!! god bless her soul bc I’ll be messaging her at random hours asking to break stuff down LMAO
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POV: Chet’s about to embrace you in the best hug of your life 🥰
#chet holmgren#pov#ahhhhh#look at his beautiful brown kind smiling eyes#just looking down at you#his arms about to embrace you in the best hug you’ve ever had in your life#a hug from chet would solve about 90 percent of my problems i think#the editing on this specific part of this ad really was perfect#he’s so dreamy#i’m so 🥰🥰🥰#my man <3
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I never really believed when people said you never really stop loving your first love but here were are nearly four years later and 🙃🙃🙃🙃
#I think if he asked I would probably try again#I do regret initiating the break up if I’m totally honest#but !! I’m comparing a month long relationship to a six year relationship and that’s unfair#I need to give it time#also I have a bad habit of looking in the past with rose coloured glasses#if it was perfect I wouldn’t have felt the need to separate#ahhhhh well
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