#agh. complicated! it's complicated!
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I guess what bothers me about a lot of disability justice approaches to healthcare -- the "doctors must trust that patients are the experts of own bodies" approach -- is that this is the perspective of people with high health literacy written for audiences of people who also have high health literacy, most of whom I think truly do not grasp just how many people have extremely poor health literacy, especially those from groups who for reasons of race, class, ethnicity, immigration status, gender, and/or often a combination of these factors are less likely to have access to accurate health information and culturally competent, trustworthy healthcare providers. When it comes to health and wellness, quite a number of people in our society don't know jack about shit! Even more hold a number of factually inaccurate folk beliefs that range from unhelpful to dangerous. (Hell, even if you have a high degree of health literacy, you probably hold some unexamined false beliefs too, because that's how culture works!) It's true that people are the experts on symptoms as they feel them, but most people are not experts on what those symptoms mean in a medical sense or what can be done about them.
It's a massive blind spot and a symptom of the larger problem of Disability So Educated -- that the vast majority of disability/chronic illness advocates/activists are heard ARE experts on their bodies, because they've had to become experts, but they were able to do so because they are a) literate in English, b) medically literate, c) information literate, and d) have access to and understanding of how to navigate the internet, whereas your average person, particularly your average disabled person, is not. And if you want to create a radical healthcare system that is truly equitable and just -- as opposed to an oligarchy of the educated, i.e. what we have now -- that proposed system has to account for both EDS/MCAS/POTS patients who come in with a 4" three-ring binder of medical literature AND patients who firmly believe that ivermectin cures COVID, vaccines cause autism, co-sleeping with infants is safe, there's no difference between a rescue inhaler and preventative medication, and having an average blood sugar of 600 is perfectly healthy as long as you feel fine.
#health is complicated! the various factors and motivations that go into health behaviors are complicated!#but it often feels like disability justice folks get VERY wedded to the patient-is-always-right narrative#(and as a disabled person you encounter many doctors ranging from dismissive to malicious to incompetent to well-meaning but ignorant)#and ignore everyone and everything that might challenge or complicate that narrative which is... most disabled people#and most abled people!#we've gone from (doctors) the patient is NEVER an expert to (disability justice folks) the patient is ALWAYS the expert#from experience the truth is on average somewhere in the middle#but I get very defensive of all the acutely and chronically ill and disabled patients I work with who disability justice advocates...#...use as rhetorical props without seeming to have much interest in or understanding of their actual lives or personhood#(and don't even get me started on the rampant ageism in many disability advocacy circles predominated by younger people)#agh. complicated! it's complicated!#health care#disability#adventures in nursing#politics#chronic illness
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gaddison my beloved...
#botw#zora#gaddison#loz#totk#laflat#link#the last image is from a comic about bazz's shameful backstory#and she is just making sure her friend's secrets remain secret yknow#also for the record she is probably one of the smartest characters in my complicated zora canon#she -perceives- things#draws the correct conclusion (usually)#and then does not use this knowledge to solve the problem because punching it is just more fun and usually as effective#also i like this top drawing of her so much agh#and yes it totally is about her being Bazz's borderline henchwoman when it comes to exerting some necessary physical violence#wouldn't be a good look for him#and she already has the Reputation(tm) anyway
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I would like to be allowed to be horny in an asexual way please thank you
#im dying out there#like plz dont make fun of me for having a complicated relationship with my own desire 😭 ive never learned about this#i genuinely dont have the words for what im feeling#i hateeeeeee feeling so far behind compared to others 🫡 im sorry#AGH#anyways.
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here have some sketches i did of adam stanheight because personally i think he’s babygirl
(i might colour this properly at some point)
#AGH sorry if it looks off or inaccurate it was my first time drawing him lolz#i also hate side profiles#eeergh if yu think it looks weird just like ignore it and like it anyway#its complicated#saw 2004#adam faulkner stanheight#adam stanheight#teehee#digital art#saw posting#art#parker’s art
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Not art but I did just post a new fic that’s focused on mama Thetis and baby Achilles because I can’t stop thinking about them! 🥺 It's basically a mini fic that follows Thetis as she raises Achilles and all the challenges that come with it but it’s going to be very sweet I promise lol 💕
I'll Keep You Safe
Important Tags: Mature, Character Study, Growing Up, Mentions of Previous Miscarriage.
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Her son is so very human. Yet she can feel it, the faintest trace of her own ichor flowing through him. Ichor mixed with the blood of his father. He is human but not entirely. And while she can sit here and dwell on that, she only feels the urge to hold him close and love him with every fiber of her being for however long the other gods may allow it.
The story of a mother who loves her son beyond his mortality.
#tsoa#the song of achilles#it’s only got one chapter so far but it’s not gonna be very long anyway#just a few chapters about Achilles when he’s little#it also fits into the Peaceful Life AU so there’s more than likely gonna be some pat in there too in the last chapter or two#would love to explore her feelings towards him because I imagine it’s very complicated but AGH#Thetis I love you I can’t wait to get into your thoughts and feelings
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RAPH & SLASH | 3.15 CLASH OF THE MUTANIMALS requested by @robins-treasure
#agh... all the time i think about the complicated feelings raph probably has about slash#because he loves slash. but he loved spike too.#and i can't help but wonder if raph ever wishes he was still spike. yknow.#tmnt#teenage mutant ninja turtles#tmnt 2012#2012 tmnt#tmnt 2k12#2k12 tmnt#tmnt raph#raph tmnt#slash tmnt#tmnt slash#may makes#2012
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why are all my friends so bad at texting back girl we r making time sensitive plans
#i can be very slow to respond to a lot of things#but not when im making plans!! and especially not when I'm making complicated and potentially expensive plans!!#agh. perils of knowing people who are TOO offline i guess#txt
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If you also like Pearlrose or Rose we can talk about the unhealthier aspects of Pearl and Rose's relationship and we can have an absolute blast analyzing them but if you come into my house being extremely bad faith about Rose or trying to tell me Rose is abusive I am going to ignore you. Get off my lawn boy.
#i genuinely do not trust non rose enjoyers with the complicated parts of pearlrose. im sorry.#like. i know its not that deep but AGH.#steven universe#pearlrose
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Boy King Seb :D
#thank you to Grace for the idea of making his chivarly collar red bull instead <33333#he was gonna have both collars but then making that one made me suffer so no not today#this was a lot of fun but also made me suffer. but i keep looking at it and being like AAAHHHHH BABY!!! BABY BOY!!!!!!!#can you believe i tried to do this in one night? i cant#i stopped and came back to it and was like 'no way you could do this in one sitting at 1 am'#this is kinda the ascended form of that very first sketch i made for this au! concentrated boy king sebby!!!#i say to myself i need to take a break from drawing complicated things but youll prob see a nando version of this in less than a week ;;;#okay about the drawing(i wrote good tags and then tumblr deleted them so these are a bit inferior AGH):#this is typical pouty seb but is also referenced off a specific pic from AD 2009(beloved)#its very important to me how emotionally open Seb is. im not sure the specific context of this. maybe after a triumph?#but instead of being that typical stoic serious detached kind of ruler; i like him being openly emotional(think AD 2010)#its important as well for his dichotomy with nando and how they choose to portray themselves#seb is very assured in himself and his rule vs. nando who is more insecure and bitter about his#so nando takes strides to portray himself in that more stoic calculating way bcs he feels like it helps him legitimize himself better#whereas seb has absolutely no care for outward public image and shows how he feels and is loved for it(nando hates it but loves it)#not that nando cant be fun and whimsical!! but to me he always seems a bit more mysterious; like i can never tell his true thoughts tbh#anyways i feel like ill finish 10 more drawings before i end up posting the lore pt 2 LMAO#its just a lot harder to organize and layout compared to part 1 which was just an explanation#pt2 would be a mix of more world building/characterization/anecdotes ive talked about with mutuals(LOVE YOU GUYS!!!)#i have a *lot* of ideas (gotta whip out my notes app every once in a while to write down stuff abt it) just hard to put into a coherent pos#sebastian vettel#f1#formula 1#f1 art#formula 1 art#f1 fanart#formula 1 fanart#catie.art.#*ill prob make a process post later if anyone is curious!! its fun to write abt my process and influences and such#boy king au
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「30歳で片思いを拗らせると魔法使いになれるらしい」 1 — english translation
#cherry magic#my translation#should i make a tag for translations i wonder....#anyways um. i tried?? stuffs probably wrong???? listen i did my best pls#[wants to explode the japanese language w my brain but i get exploded instead]#the title agh. i wanted it to be like the official name but it doesnt work that much i think.. wizardsawa premise is too complicated#if anyone has corrections for me tho Please send them over ill be grateful#next part ?? soon?????? i dont know tbh akjdskf maybe if ppl want more i can try again
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translating for fanta is all fun and games until you get to sotas parts and it becomes full paragraphs instead of two word answers
#fantastics from exile tribe#nakajima sota#this chatty boy!!!!!!!#i was like agh finally im almost done im on the last member!!!!#and its like triple the amount of all the others lmao#and hes so smart and talks in complicated ways so i get confused lol#i havent translated in so long my brain forgot how orz#sotasota pls ilysm but i am so Stupid
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been animating today i love animation yayyy <- my hands are in so much pain
#DHEJGDJDHD I LITERALLY JUST FINISHED WORKING ON ONE#AND THEN I SEE THAT#so fun#ibispaint says ive spent 3 nd a half hours on my thing good god#idk if ill post it its for someone on toyhouse#dude im so bad with complicated designs n stuff already but like#ANIMATING THEM… AGH#could be worse thank god its only like a headshot or whatever#but. how does anyone willingly do this the owner of the characters im drawing animates too#im guessing its just a me thing at the end of the daybut like.. got damn#doesnt help that ibispaints animation feature is kinda janky#it doesbt totally work for me especially the way frames are displayed#i wish you could name them it wouldve saved me a lot of time#inquisitivewaltz.txt
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oh yeah, it's all coming together-
EDIT: Here's the finished version! :)
#wip#completed#apparently capcut only exports gifs as 240p so i had to convert this from mp4#this was the easy part cause i followed some references#the hair and clothes (so everything else) is what's gonna get me OTL#and i have to line this too agh-#line art my beloathed/beloved i dunno it's complicated#he looks like he's shrugging but he's not lol
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It's alright if you don't want to answer this- I know I'm late- but I don't mind the rambling. You aren't self-centered for wanting to unload all those weights that must be holding you down.
It's alright, Holly.
Thanks. I only just saw this today afg agg I'm currently having another crisis of wanting to bite myself so ooughhg the circle of life lol.
Uhm. I do really appreciate it!!! Im probably not going to be super stable in the next few days? Probably on and off emotions so apologies in advance :(
! I'm drawing some stanley parable anf then I'm gonna draw Question for a bit prolly! Then back to rainworld and Hollow knight :]
#holly answers#original character chaos#sorry i am! struggling with my paranoia. bad. like.. bad bad right now.#its.. complicated agh#i do want to say! dont worry about me actually hurtibg myself or anything! i promise i wont.#i have. learned restraint and other techniques for ! that !#also i am turning you ibto a slugcat. prepare
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to clarify: rio is not a weak character, necessarily. unless he is considered on his own. typically he exists in contrast to other characters: gashu, michiru, or kai (with honorable mention of maple/obstructors). he is much more of a plot device than he is a character, which is why he fits within the main yttd plot quite well. we see him balance out the antagonism expected of asunaro and makes michiru seem more sympathetic in turn. his death displays how cold and meticulous asunaro's researchers are when it comes to experiments such as these. his very existence in the wake of kai's death/banishment from the organization is meant to uphold this shadow of kai alone.
however, with the addition of sei... rio is easily overshadowed by the two of them. sei's existence does add a bit more meaning to the experiment mentioned with rio, as ranger is directly based upon him, but ultimately not enough that couldn't previously have been extrapolated with the implication rio was meant to be a successor/a son. if gashu did not already have kai, then sei's addition would be perfect because it allows us confirmation to fully realize where gashu felt he went wrong in training sei up.
but... kai does exist. and he was the only one that we really needed to get across gashu's sentimentality & connection to his family / desire to have a child who would not fail asunaro - as the punishment for failure is execution, which he himself carries out.
additionally, although we are given proof that kai abhors the idea of killing others (unable to deal the killing blow on sei despite it being second nature drilled into him, disbelief toward the other children killing one another with the hope that this couldn't truly be them, etc.), i do worry if it comes across to others as if the only thing withholding kai was sei's death and the admission of how terrifying death feels when you finally experience it. there is much more resolve kai has before this to not kill, but simply incapacitate, which i wish we could've seen explored how his mindset works here despite being told he is meant to be a tool for killing while being raised in asunaro. was it gashu who unintentionally influenced him? was it a trainer? sei hasn't been here long enough to truly affect kai, so why did he stop himself from killing sei then when given full opportunity to uphold the role he's been born for? it has to have been something beforehand, as strict as gashu tries to be.
inevitably, gashu identifies compassion as the problem and proceeds from there to see if in any scenario his apprentice/s would've succeeded. both the compassion found in himself, though he evidently struggled to refrain from offering brief moments of affection, and in his child - whether they reflected it from his moments of weakness and desire for normalcy or learned from another.
sei's existence in this regard feels redundant. which really hurts me to say, because i do know exactly what nankidai was going for. but rio exists in relation to other characters by virtue of being incomplete, and is now split between kai and sei in this shared relation to gashu. i feel similarly about rio now as i do with mishima being brought back three more times simply to die, if you understand... it's a little overdone than what it had to be with the story already given.
#i hope this makes sense i am just. trying to sort it through my mind rn#there are a few issues here that could've very easily been resolved sprite-wise... and if kai trained alongside others from other houses#to enable that competitiveness as well as give kai the opportunity to connect without necessarily overwriting#kai's personal importance to gashu... if that makes sense ??#i do enjoy sei as a character but i truly wish the circumstances were different... agh.#it is making things a tad more complicated than they must be.#jestersvaguely#yttdlb#yttdposting#yttd crit#negative
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i need to make another werewolf au just so i can draw more dogboy spiderduck without feeling like i’m encroaching on my au co-owner’s turf. unfortunately i did waste all my good ideas on the first one, so, rip
#like yes it’s my au and i can do what i want but also. it kind of isn’t anymore?#it’s complicated#so. i Can do what i want. and Will do what i want. but also i feel weirdly guilty doing it now so agh!!!
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