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liesmultixxx · 10 months ago

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i love how percy sees paul as his parent

this family means everything to me😭

(and i‘m so happy that sally found someone as amazing as paul! she deserves nothing but happiness!)

#pjo #percy jackson #pjo books #pjo series #percy jackson and the last olympian #sally jackson #paul blofis #their family is everything to me #i love that sally and percy finally get to have some peace #after all they have endured #they deserve nothing but happiness #THEM

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kaiserouo · 6 months ago

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"Huh."

#as with every game with some human mind stuffed into a machine i need to ask if he still has human instinct left in there somewhere #also i don't really think ordan would eat elegantly like some royalties anyways #you know the more i read about ordis the more i like him #i mean i never thought his talking is annoying like some people do apparently #but after going through the cephalon fragment thingy my thoughts about him-#-turned from “ominously happy” to “murderous but also kinda cute happy”#and you'd think it should be the other way around #hey if he has erased his memory a lot of times and probably has gone through the same reasoning-#-every time he chooses memory erasure rather than self destruction because he would probably also remember the previous attempts #will he someday choose the other option instead because of all the pain he endured?#(hopefully not i actually like him it's not destiny 2 i hope DE don't just yeet characters off their game that frequently)#also i like how he can take up some ordan karris knowledge by treating it as some stories / facts about others but not about himself #neat but he probably would have to erase his memories more often because it's still about ordan karris i guess #warframe #warframe operator #warframe ordis #ordis #my art

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thinwhitedoc · 6 months ago

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SHERLOCK | Martin Freeman as John Watson

#inspiration for creating gifs was the wonderful @meandhisjohn #twelve years have passed and this episode is still vivid in my memory as if I watched it yesterday #It’s unbelievable how much pain a person can endure and this episode is a testament to that #the moment john a fierce defender stands ready to strike down any who dare speak ill of sherlock is pure brilliance #the moment they run in handcuffs is beautiful #truly two against the world #and it’s so sweet how john takes up all the space on the couch completely comfortable while sherlock sits patiently beside him #when sherlock saying goodbye to john forever is seared into my soul #It’s a moment that never leaves me a reminder of the depth of their connection and the pain of their separation #martin’s performance in that call is a masterclass in conveying raw emotion #the pain in his eyes speaks volumes a symphony of anguish that lingers long after the call ends #It’s a moment that deserves to be immortalized a testament to the power of his artistry #and the last thing I’ll say is #john’s soul is that of a soldier forged in fire and tempered by hardship yet always clinging to hope #martin freeman #benedict cumberbatch #bbc sherlock #sherlock #john watson #sherlock bbc #mf/serial

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shirecorn · 5 months ago

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Tumblr keeps popping up to sell me ad free dashboard. But what it doesn't understand is that me and the ads have a sort of symbiosis at this point.

The guys from the fake gameplay trailers for a predatory mobile app are my blorbos

#the kings return to do WHAT?#oh my god they put him in a situation #last year he was solving fake puzzles and this year he is shooting hordes of zombies while trying to chokse #which gate that looks like all the other gates in all the other shooting hordes of zombies games #ooh whats my little phoenix wright up to?#begging to be drooled on by a giant cyclops with gianter boobs?#hell yeah you go little pheonix knight #endure or divorce! what will she pick! blond bimbo and boo monstersinc freeze to death in the cold water #my heart will go on #after their nasty dad ate all the food! the tragedy #oh heres another trailer with that same nasty dad! hes snorkling? where is my daccoon eyed woman WHAT THE FUC #SOMEONE POURED (POOP?) INTO HIS SNORKLE THATS SO TERRIBLE #theyre running away wherre is the bimbo oh its all frozen #everythign froze so fast and now nasty dad is in a winter coat and also changed his entire physique #now hes gathering logs now hes buikding a settlement #damn guess we know what happened after the divorce!#and thats how you know the winter log game is by the same company as (one of many) repair the house game #thry got nasty dad model #and he is GOING places #if yiu ever hear 'i finally found a game that is exactly what they show in the ads!' no you didnt #i would love to play the fat guy fighting a horse for the last drop of water #hes like me fr #but hes too busy building underground rooms with the hot chick who may or may not die #SPEAKING OF HOT CHICKS i love that game where you romance a level 10 babe #not a crook or informant thats her whole job description #level 10 babe #she cqn be romanced by picking her off the ground or by showing her money (which you dont have)#but the other guy does!#i wonder what halpens to her #oh good shes upgraded to mafia wife! good for her and she has some buns in the oven too she must be so happOH NO

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otlwoozi · 1 year ago

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MAMA 2024 ALBUM DAESANG - FML

#seventeen #art #my KIDS. my hearts. 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶#i lost track of how many of them i drew multiple times so i had to do tally marks on a sketch layer #8 years after their first mama award seventeen is the DARLING of the industry this is all ive ever wanted for them #idols of idols #had a long talk w my friend abt the direction of kpop and not many groups still feel like classic idols they just feel like a group of ppl #svt has never let me down on that front bringing emotions n connecting is so sososo integral to their mission #and its through music but its also through ground level activities n styaing in touch w their core fans n eo #amidst the globalization of kpop SEVENTEEN STANDS STRONG AS IDOLS #ok sorry for tag rant #u have to endure it if u want to see my art

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figuringthengsout · 2 months ago

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Still thinking about this

Because in every other universe he decide to stop enduring, he took matters into his own hands and took his own life. The last thing he had.

But in this one, he held on for a bit more. Just a tiny bit more and found a lifeline in the evening breeze, in Renee, in long open roads and in his friends.

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waywardlampcookieturkey · 14 days ago

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The one thing I still haven't seen anyone talking about when mentioning Xie Lian's gigantic statue that Hua Cheng carved when he was inside the kiln is that... Well, He Xuan also went into the kiln... years after Hua Cheng came out I'm pretty sure... Do you see where I'm going with this????

#what was He Xuan thinking #when after going through a wretched life bc of a god #after fighting his way through Mount Tonglu to become stronger and get revenge #and he's finally inside the kiln where he has to go through horrors beyond our comprehension for about a month #and skyscraper Xie Lian is just #THERE #staring at him #(well not actually STARING bc i'm pretty sure the eyes were closed #but you know what i mean #A GOD made him company during all that #what has He Xuan NOT had to endure at this point lmfao #nO WAIT I MADE IT EVEN FUNNIER #CAN YOU IMAGINE HE NEVER FINDS OUT WHO THE GOD INSIDE THE KILN IS NOR THAT HUA CHENG MADE IT UNTIL HE ACTUALLY MEETS XIE LIAN #just seeing xie lian for the first time and going 'wait. i. i recognize that face' LMFAOOOOO #no nononono wait #bc i mean if hx was spying for hc and waiting for the moment xl appeared again surely hc would have shown what xl looked like #so he could know him when he found him #did. did hx go 'hmmmm so is there any reason this dude looks like that statue inside the kiln or... wait wait did. did hc carve it???? did #he MAKE it????' and just. decided that it was Not His Problem and didn't ask???#did they have a conversation about the god statue inside the kiln #the Possibilities are ENDLESS #i am so sorry for putting the goddamn bible in the tags holy shit #i ramble #tgcf #mxtx #mxtx tgcf #hua cheng #xie lian #he xuan #black water sinking ships

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indelicateink · 8 months ago

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as an american, sam reid’s total inability to hide his contempt for overly fake-chipper american journalists, especially ones who Have Not Done The Assigned Reading know and care about the show, will never not be hilarious and iconic to me

#sometimes he can dial it back to civil blank apathy #but i have never laughed and cringed like that at the same time #sorry we’re so fake bro we’re just Like That #his frank tiredness with unoriginal or dumb questions is kinda refreshing #i think we first got it full-blast with It’s What’s Written In The Books last season #after 5K ‘why is it gay’ questions #but that latest Dish tv interview where the journo joked they thought he was dead holy fuck #defcon 1 levels of Done #it’s sort of fascinating since generally all celebrities play along with any interviewing atrocities they suffer though #american fakeism is the lowest bar to endure but the man is just a wall #lol don’t lose that sir #iwtv #interview with the vampire #okay no sorry this is my ted talk—#i mean he’s not alone frex some european actors in particular seem to pull out their best acting chops when #faced with shrilly chipper american interviewers #though sometimes you can catch the horror in their eyes #and hugh grant epically blanked that one effusive interviewer on the red carpet at the oscars the yr before last #and was almost assigned 40 lashes in the court of public opinion #(until will smith sucked all the oxygen out of the room)#but sam reid is just full stop not going to reflect back. it’s…kind of awesome and not a little brave in this biz #anyway this has been my ted talk #saluting an icon 🫡

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chirpsythismorning · 2 years ago

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Case should be closed based on this alone

#byler #stranger things #byler endgame #all it takes is Mike or Will saying crazy together next season #and it’s over #i stand by the fact #that the long pause after the crazy together scene #is meant to convey that this is romantic #the reason being bc if this was a girl/boy or just mike/el #EVERYONE would have been watching it thinking OMG THE TENSION THEY SHOULD KISS #it’s put there to force you to endure this moment with them and question it beyond what’s there #and within the context of the word crazy throughout the series #that proves it to the highest degree #heteronomativity #it’s a bitch

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cent-scratchnsniff · 7 days ago

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something bad did indeed happen to that man. spent abt 25 minutes trying to find a better picture of that one (1) offical piece with his eyes open that wasnt compressed or tiny

#library of ruina #yan library of ruina #getting comfortable doodling some objects and mannequin shapes for very obvious reasons. i read the keypage story and now it has a grip on #my brain. wanting to go ahead and plan it out and then draw the mangled memory and nightmare that replays behind the eyelids in the darknes #it was cool to see the reason confirmed from my speculation. twas indeed another reason of blocking out present pain with closing of eyes #considering they made angela have a plot important reason for doing so it would only make sense for another to have a reason for it as well #well. after having a prominent part inside the thumb/index story line. its just going to be yapping about yan now i think #let me add a spoiler tag i suppose? vauge but just incase i dont want to be an asshole. even if most already have played rhe game #library of ruina spoilers #lor spoilers #i really liked the typewritter effect over the voice after distortion. especially so when the effect finishes before the actual garbled voi #does. it makes it feel as if it were being read out after it being written down rather than of own words or volition. along with the text #upon the screen during the fight being just prescripts rather than anything relating to the man himself like the other instances with such #text had been. paired w the name of distorted yan being untranslated to keep the intent of the name being unreadable or not understandable #more into the idea of stripping away of the self or any sense of a self. not personal and not even him anymore. the following of a goal for #the goal for it is given and there isnt any hope of having the ability to not do such a thing. people yearn for a reason and something to d #and for it to be given to them to not hold responsibility nor have to do their own choices anymore. once a crushing weight weighs down #inside the face of an absolute cruelty that is perpetuated and that crushed the dreams or even desires having them be but nothing how can #one move on? it was really nice to see at the end of the fight. its easier to just say such things than to actually do them. even if the ac #ions dont even feel as if they are ones own or that there isnt any say in the matter having to endure all the pain for seemingly nothing it #still is pain. that feeling inside is still real. it still happened. regardless of the circumstances that brought them about #the thumb/index or just fingers seem to be an exaggerated to the extreme showcase of how the colletivist mindset in an unhealthy manner #could be exhibited. the thumb with its hierarchy and absoluteness and the demand for respect along with its strict layers of showing who is #below and who is above. the ability to have power over those underneath . the participation inside of it and the already brought up yearnin #to be apart of a group and to have a title and position inside of a group and of power and even a desire like from pete to join one iirc #the index being of the cruel perpetuating cycle of pain people inflict upon one another a behavior beaten and upkept by the systems as they #drift and desire to live. which causes them to partcipate in that cycle out of necessity. cruel acts upon another in order to live and seei #a need to go ahead and do such things for if they dont they die and another will just do the same to them. social sciences talk and rolands #talks abt how the city opperates reinforce that fact. the index and prescripts are really just a show inside that extreme manner and in a #more literal sense of that. it was really cool to read it..

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discard-celestia · 6 months ago

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lestat de lioncourt - on the deer which runs faster than itself. Hélène Cixous, Stigmata / Anne Rice, The Vampire Lestat / Interview with a Vampire (2022) / Catherine Malabou, Ontology of the Accident / Czeslaw Milosz, New and Collected Poems: 1931-2001 / Louis Moe, Allegory / Ovid, Metamorphoses / Ethel Cain, Ptolomea / The Company of Wolves (1984) / Lingua Ignota, I WHO BEND THE TALL GRASSES / Hugh Parry, Ovid's Metamorphoses: Violence in a Pastoral Landscape.

#lestat de lioncourt #lestat #interview with the vampire #fascinating how thematically and psychologically intertwined these two traumatic events (wolves / magnus) are for lestat…#when nicki jokingly asks if lestat became a werewolf after his first near-death experience. like Ok.#there’s ofc this through-line of pushing beyond the limits of form when flight is no longer an option—i.e. transforming.#for characters in myth this is often salvation. their gods aiding them in their time of need #but for lestat there would be no divine intervention.#(unless you count magnus as this force. which. is another topic entirely)#the transformation isn’t the escape; it’s what he’s trying to escape from #‘knowing the only release was the birth or my own death’ —> ‘only death or radical transformation offers any release’ —> ‘the emptiness of #death and still i said No.’ and even then that’s not The End. the Wolf is dead—only you still have to walk all those miles in the snow.#also the stomach-dropping line of ‘But it was happening again.’ so fucking sickening. the admission. the futility of the effort.#as well as gabrielle expressing the Horrific pain of birthing her first child. knowing she had Eight.#it’s about surviving beyond enduring beyond living beyond dying!! even if that endurance is the very thing that damns you #cw rape #cw sa #cw animal death #tvl #the vampire lestat #iwtv #long post #web weaving

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exocynraku · 2 years ago

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something that's really interesting to me about warriorclan and one of the reasons i hope it shows up in thunder is yes it was created by kittypets for funsies who had to go home at the end of the day, but after the trapped cats were released from the twolegplace... those guys don't have twolegs to go to at night. they live in warriorclan, in dens and in camp. they take care of eachother, live together and thrive, just as a real clan would. built to bring joy, it's now a sanctuary for those with nowhere else to go who don't want to be alone

#yes there is a twolegplace like right there which is another safe place #but after enduring the neglect from the old twoleg lady i assume they wouldn't all want to go back #so it's nice for them to have a place to go where they can be taken care of #a place they can live (mostly) without fear #it's sweet to me #warrior cats #wc #ray talk

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kelin-is-writing · 6 months ago

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Sorry, but I can’t stop think about this right here…

#boku no hero academia #my hero academia #league of villains #bnha #mha #lov #shigaraki tomura #tenko shimura #bnha shigaraki #mha shigaraki #bnha season 7 #mha season 7 #LIKE— it’s stronger than me… these words keep replaying in my brain #and they actually destroy me ngl because he is right. HE GOT A POINT.#before you are ‘broken’ everyone doesn’t even spare a glance at you… some even might just downplay your pain…#but as soon as you ‘get out of character’ or explode after years of swallowing everything… you just become a ‘crazy bitch’ or ‘the problem’#which i personally think is sick and twisted because as soon as you choose to stop endure and stand up for yourself…#not only peoples look at you… but they even have the guts to call you dramatic problematic and crazy when you’re just HURT #and you were driven to that point by THE SAME persone who call you dramatic and sensitive who lack accountability #because their egocentrism narcissism and arrogance doesn’t allow them to think of themselves to be at fault #hori manipulating and brainwashing everyone into thinking that the lov weren’t onto something right here makes me nauseous…#like— no. FUCK. NO. WHY ARE YOU INVALIDITATING ALL OF THE LOVs FEELINGS?????? STOP IT. USE YOUR BRAIN DAMMIT.

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wonder-worker · 9 months ago

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I've been thinking about the tragedy of Elizabeth Woodville living to see the end of her family name.

I don't mean her family with her husband, which lived on through her daughter and grandson. I mean her own.

Her sisters died, one by one, many of them after 1485. When Elizabeth died, only Katherine was left, and she would die before the turn of the century as well.

All her brothers died, too. Lewis died in childhood. John was executed. Anthony was murdered. Lionel died suddenly in the peak of Richard's reign, unable to see his niece become queen. Edward perished at war. Richard died in grieving peace. For all the violence and judgement the family endured, it was "an accident of biology" that ended their line: none of the brothers left heirs, and the Woodville name was extinguished. We know the family was aware of this. We know they mourned it, too:

“Buy a bell to be a tenor at Grafton to the bells now there, for a remembrance of the last of my blood.”

Elizabeth lived through the deposition and death of her young sons, and lived to see the end of her own family name. It must have been such a haunting loss, on both sides.

#(the quote is by Richard Woodville in his deathbed will; he was the last of the Woodville brothers to die)#elizabeth woodville #woodvilles #my post #to be clear I am not arguing that the death of an English gentry family name is some kind of giant tragedy (it absolutely the fuck is not)#I'm trying to put it into perspective with regards to what Elizabeth may have felt because we know her family DID feel this way #writing this kinda reminded me of how I am just not fond at all about the way Elizabeth's experiences in 1483-85 are written about #and the way lots so many of the unprecedentedly horrifying aspects are overlooked or treated so casually:#the seizure and murder of two MINOR sons and the illegal execution of another;#her sheer vulnerability in every way compared to all her queenly predecessors; how she was harassed by 'dire threats' for months;#how she had 5 very young daughters with her to look after at the time (Bridget and Katherine were literally 3 and 4 years old);#how unprecedented Richard's treatment of her was: EW was the first queen of england to be officially declared an adulteress;#and the first and ONLY queen to be officially accused of witchcraft #(Joan of Navarre was accused of her treason; she was never explicitly accused of witchcraft on an official level like EW was)#the first crowned queen of england to have her marriage annulled; and the first queen to have her children officially bastardized #what former queens endured through rumors* were turned into horrifying realities for her.#(I'm not trying to downplay the nightmare of that but this was fundamentally on a different level altogether)#nor did Elizabeth get a trial or appeal to the church. like I cannot emphasize this enough: this was not normal for queens #and not normal for depositions. ultimately what Richard did *was* unprecedented #and of course let's not forget that Elizabeth had literally just been unexpectedly widowed like 20 days before everything happened #I really don't feel like any of this is emphasized as much as it should be?#apart from the horrifying death of her sons - but most modern books never call it murder they just write that they 'disappeared'#and emphasize that ACTUALLY we don't know what happened to them (this includes Arlene Okerlund)#rather than allowing her to have that grief (at the very least)#more time is spent dealing with accusations that she was a heartless bitch or inconsistent intriguer for making a deal with Richard instead #it also feels like a waste because there's a lot that can be analyzed about queenship and R3's usurpation if this is ever explored properly #anyway - it's kinda sad that even after Henry won and her daughter became queen EW didn't really get a break #her family kept dying one by one and the Woodville name was extinguished. and she lived to see it #it's kinda heartbreaking - it was such a dramatic rise and such a slow haunting fall #makes for a great story tho

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raykat · 3 months ago

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the terrifying ordeal of being the only woman on a shipwrecked freighter

#mouthwashing #anya mouthwashing #mouthwashing fanart #horror art #artists on tumblr #digital art #illustration #art #drawing #small artist #looking for art mutuals #those lines are real meat texture yum #mouthwashing spoilers :#i havent seen people talk much about how scary it mustve been all alone on that ship with four men #yes only one of them actually was an immediate danger to her #but after that horrific experience youre vulnerable and wary of everything #you can try confiding in the others but even then they wouldnt fully understand the gravity of the abuse youve endured #and having absolutely no way to escape the situation is just. god #not to mention youd have to be the one to live with the consequences if you did somehow manage to escape #while your abuser gets to go out the easy way under the delusion that he somehow atoned for all he has done #sorry for the rant im just.... hngnghhgg

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dykedvonte · 3 months ago

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Honestly Curly is likely not to be found seeing as they were the last long haul man run freighter company.

It’s a nice idea, a hopeful one but hope has long left the Tulpar if we’re being honest. The system they are trapped in is noted to be remote and possible full of asteroid fields, no one is taking that risk with an automatic vessel even if it is a shorter route. A vessel meant for people won’t even consider it an option.

In 20 years that Cryopod is going to give out and I can only hope he passes before he fully thaws.

#like curly ain’t getting found. for twenty years he’s gonna be trapped in his own mind with the last feelings of frozen pain on his exposed #everything and all the gruesom tortures he endured under Jimmy and how he failed his crew #like I hope he isn’t saved cause the likelihood he’d be a functional person after all that is like zero #like I’d just ask to die the moment I could I have no reason to keep going #mouthwashing #mouthwashing game #curly mouthwashing

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