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Classic-ENTP #40
INTJ: I don't like you
ENTP: lol that's funny
INTJ: ...
ENTP: wait... actually?
INTJ: yeah, actually
ENTP: you genuinely don't like me?
INTJ: yep
ENTP: how???
INTJ: what do you mean, "how"? You are very easy to dislike. You're loud, annoying, have the memory of a goldfish, and never take anything seriously
ENTP: ...
ENTP: but those are my best qualities
#what do mean the personality that I've perfectly curated is not appealing to you#that's ridiculous#also did you guys know that if you're using a PC and you're writing the title of a post#when you click tab it moves the cursor to the tags section and not the body of the post#did you also know that the max character limit for a tag is 139 characters#i kept going over the limit so i had to rearrange the tags like 6 times lol#classic-entp#entp#entp things#mbti#entp thoughts#adhd#intj#entp x intj#intj x entp#intj things#mbti humour#mbti personality types#mbti funny#mbti types
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On the topic, I think Rise does a wonderful job of displaying the sensory needs of neurodiverse characters because they don't limit them to one extreme or the other; another reason why their portrayal is so wonderful.
Donnie probably shows the most examples of this range, for obvious reasons. He doesn't like unexpected stimuli—and that can be something as small as unexpected touch. He has a preference for his flavorless juice. His lab, from what I've been able to glean, appears to be lit mostly from the glow of his computer screens or his tech. Otherwise it's usually kept rather dark.
On the other hand, Donnie loves noise (as long as he's in control of it, of course). He blasts techno music until it's impossible to talk without shouting. He falls asleep to Shelldon's affirmations: also absolutely blaring.
As for Mikey, this one's a lot more speculative lolol. We see a lot of examples of him seeking out sensory throughout the series, the most memorable for me personally being when the boys are interrogating Warren Stone and he's just. Playing with absolutely everything on the playground, rapidly switching from one thing to the next. But for someone who loves runs around—and very much enjoys doing so—it's a bit surprising to me that he so willingly rides Raph's shell so much. I could see that being his safe space of sorts, for when things get too exciting and Mikey can feel it starting to overwhelm him. Just an area to take a breather.
It's wonderful to see both because it allows the characters to have sensory needs without it becoming a one-dimensional gag. It's no longer a trope, but rather an aspect of their identities. Yeah, Donnie not always reciprocating affection can be made funny. Yeah, Mikey not sitting still can be made funny. But the joke is never the character themselves because they focused on writing a complex, actual person; not the simplified, easily-digestible idea of a disability.
#i see in a lot of media the same thing that some people do where a character has a favorite food and it becomes their whole personality#except it's an aspect of nd-ness#it's a hard line to follow: for Donnie you can see that a lot of his personality is colored by his autism#but it's less of an argument of 'oh he's a person BEYOND his disability' and more the fact that#his autism is an intrinsic part of himself that has doubtlessly shaped his identity because it influenced the way he views the world#how MUCH has it influenced him though#and shit: does it even fucking matter if it was a lot? spoiler: it doesn't#i think it comes back to the idea that people have a hard time with anything that's not an extreme#either this character is entirely independent of their disability and have no connection to it#or their disability makes up their whole personality#because some people still see things like autism and adhd as inherently bad things rather than just another thing that makes someone up#who knows. i don't pretend to speak for everyone.#rise donnie#rise mikey#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#fluffy cooks a headcanon#fluffy writes an essay
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Me working on a new WIP: Alright, you can do this. ONE main character who isn't accidentally or deliberately written as ADHD. Just one. You can do this.
Also me in literally the first chapter:
#i've done it accidentally with so many main characters already. mercury day. eric huang. zeke carraway#arguably elise jamieson since she's a fictionalized version of a person who has all but confirmed adhd (me)#at least this time i'm doing it on purpose!#writeblr#writing#writing process#character writing#warriors of the mist#i'm just sayin'#this has been a joke post
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#// depression and anxiety and adhd and being on the spectrum is so much fun#// because right now not only do i feel like a shitty person but like a shitty rp partner as well#// and like i'm alienated from the whole fandom#// the little social outcast from highschool everybody bullies and those are not fun memories#// because there's people having such wonderful things going and conversations and all and i want that too but social anxiety is a bitch#// and i know that there's nobody out to get me or has anything against me but my mind's just in the gutter#// not to mention that it feels like everything i write is so damn out of character and that peoiple lose interest because of it#// which is why i've been taking a break from tumblr with the occasional attempt to spark the muse but nothing works#// and i don't know what to do anymore#𝐫𝐡����𝐚'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 ― out of character
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#writeblr#writers on tumblr#writing community#writers#writing#writing advice#neurodivergence#neurodiverse stuff#we're trying to start a blog#it's important#please answer#neurodiversity#neurodivergent#neurodivergent writers#neurodivergent characters#asd#adhd#ocd#ocpd#aspd#bpd#schizospec#personality disorders#neurodevelopmental disorders#did osdd#sleep disorders#anxiety disorders#ptsd#writerscommunity#please boost
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There’s not enough discourse in the paranormal fandom about those of us who are such space cases that we could walk into the kitchen and find all the chairs stacked on top of the table in a manner that defies physics and either a) not notice, or b) notice and think, huh, I don’t remember doing that - maybe it was the cat?
#that poll reminded me of this#like good luck trying to haunt me with strange noises and shadows and so on#a shadow person could do the Macarena in my living room at 3am and it would just#blend into the background noise of golden girls on the tv#I have long wanted to write a story where a person lives in a haunted house#but they are adhd and also middle aged and tired#so they don’t notice the haunting#and the ghost who had been haunting this place for like hundreds of years#just does not know how to deal with this so they get really invested in the haunting#and the paranormal activity just steadily escalates to the point of absurdity#the main character will walk into a room and see shit like#‘get out!!’ scribbled on the walls in blood and be like#‘… uh. the fuck?’#and the ghost will be like ‘FINALLY JESUS CHRIST IVE BEEN TRYING TO GET YOUR ATTENTION FOR A YEAR AND A HALF’#and the narrator will be like ‘…. so are you gonna clean this or? bc I’m not losing my security deposit’#and the ghost is like ‘oh yeah sorry about that - the economy amirite?’#and the narrator is like ‘you have no idea’ and the ghost is like ‘yeah I do I’ve seen how you live’#anyway#this has been a quality post#paranormal#the Charlotte Lennox diaries#adhd artichoke
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IMO Kutner and Thirteen are both neurodivergent but on opposite ends of the spectrum. to me Kutner is ADHD as fuck and I think he probably has decently bad RSD (rejection sensitive dysphoria) but is *really* fucking good at masking it and appearing like nothing’s bothering him. You’d never know unless you’re also neurodivergent.
Thirteen strikes me as autistic but is so good at masking and tightly controlling it to appear “normal” that you’d never guess except for the smallest moments when she slips up. The moment in “You Don’t Want To Know” when House confronts her about her dropping the folder and she’s a deer in the headlights, and has to come up with something on the fly. (“Maybe she’s clumsy because she’s nervous, because she forgot to do her spelling homework. In my hypothetical, she’s eight.” In my opinion you can see how she’s floundering to come up with something when the script/social situation she was expecting suddenly goes awry in the way her body language changes as House talks to her). The way she expresses her emotions through self destructive behaviors to the point of breakdown when she has to mask and can’t show them verbally or physically (hookups, drinking, drugs, making herself take dangerous medications in “Last Resort”, etc). Things like little stims- tapping her fingers or playing with her hair (frequently tied up and out of the way in s4/5) probably only come out when she’s truly alone. (Which is fucking exhausting. poor Thirteen.)
#neurodivergent house characters mean a lot to me#house md#headcanons#remy thirteen hadley#lawrence kutner#i could probably write a whole essay an autistic thirteen but i won’t. for now. maybe later#as an autistic person i know exactly how thirteen would melt down and she probably has so many feelings about how she reacts to things/#melts down because of her mom’s huntington’s and how it meant that she got screamed at a lot#she wouldn’t want to be like that at all. she’d do anything to avoid becoming like that.#adhd lawrence kutner#autistic thirteen
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Man nothing like talking to other writers to make you feel like you're not a proper writer
#(everyone is being very nice and it's interesting to hear about everyone's process)#it's just like. i don't really HAVE a process or think about flow or plot or character development#i just spit what's in my head down on the page and then usually read it over and make minor changes#and post#and like. it seems to work for me but also i feel like i don't know shit about like. the craft of being a writer or whatever#and like. i don't really want to? like i want to write well and improve but like#reading writing advice and stuff makes me want to scream (think that's a pda thing)#and I know there are certain things I *could* do to improve but im lazy and want instant gratification#i know if i take the time to slow down and spend more time editing in depth or whatever#i just WON'T. and then will never finish or post anything#anyway this is one of those things that feels like it's an autistic (possibly adhd) thing for me#but also other autistic/ADHD writers DON'T struggle so much with this stuff or actively enjoy it or w/e#and i know i know if you've met one autistic person you've met one autistic person#but it's just another thing that makes me feel like im failing at being a person#not just a neurotypical person but an autistic person as well..just failing at being a person#anyway this is fucking stupid and obvious validation bait or whatever so feel free to ignore#i just needed to vent#i should just not talk to people ever bc somehow it always makes me feel worse about myself#I'll shut up now
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If I don't post anything sims-related in a minute please know I'm not going anywhere and I will have original content soon, I'm just trying to fight my ADHD demons and all the distractions it loves (such as playing TS4 and mindless timeline scrolling) so I can make progress on the book I've been trying to write for a little over a year now <3 <3
#I will finish and publish this story I will finish and publish this story I will finish and publ-#When I die I want to say I wrote my silly stories and was an author. Idek if I'll be a good author I just want to say I did my best#so I need to focus and I need to write and I need to tell the decision paralysis and ADHD-induced unhelpful habits#to fuck off for a bit lol. Just for a lil bit so I can get my shit done!!!!#I'm still in storyboarding/outline-ish mode. The asking big questions and answering them to shape the narrative stage#but I love this story and I love these characters and I want to tell it so bad. I want to see my name on a physical book on a physical shel#in a physical store. Idk it's my dream and it feels a bit raw like... being vulnerable about it here. Almost silly ughhhh so please ignore#me if this is weird but anyway I wanted to say I might just be reblogging for a while! I want to try and not fall into old habits#of giving up in favor of chasing the serotonin when things get to the nitty gritty. I want to see this through I want to tell this story#anyway that's all ugh vulnerability makes me ill please ignore me#Hugs xxxxxxx#personal#update#gif warning
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I know I haven’t posted any original fic in ages, I’ve been a little burnt out from uni and placement and also all the scenes I’ve been wanting to write either need research (historical fiction) or require too many emotions (everyone is traumatised) but please do bear with me there will be content… eventually… I hope
#though going into my third year as a nursing student probably not soon sorry#i have so many thoughts in my head Al the time#but yeah no I legit just need to do research about planes and also Soviet prisons which is fun because autism but hard because adhd#i also want to write about my characters having a bad time for personal reasons but then I start having a bad time for personal reasons#but I swear I am not abandoning my works#maybe I will even branch out into some spicy content Hm#just some low stakes violent smut wouldn’t that be nice#okay well done if you made it through my sleepy rag ramble#s talks
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//ableism mention tw
ok just gonna say something really quick: i absolutely hate Abe's characterisation in the reboot of Clone High because it is nothing like how he acted in season 1 and it just. isn't funny. they've turned this good-intentioned but flawed loser kid who just wants to be like the original Abraham Lincoln but doesn't know how to, into a self-centered and arrogant asshole who literally almost said a horrible ableist slur twice in the first episode. like. i'm being serious, he almost says the R-slur twice in the same minute and i dunno about you but i really don't find it very funny when a) the only "joke" behind it is "oh look at how bad Abe is compared to the more progressive sensitivities of the new generation of clones, isn't he just terrible", and b) they felt the need to completely rewrite a pre-existing character that fans are already attached to to do something against his own morals for the sake of a shitty joke, and c) TOPHER WAS RIGHT THERE!!! isn't he supposed to be the asshole or am i missing something?? like...
i'm not saying you can't have "edgy" or "dark" comedy or whatever, but personally, i don't find it very funny when a character that actually means quite a lot to me and is one of my favourites is twisted and rewritten into an arrogant asshole in an apparent attempt to appeal to the people who hate Abe for his flaws in the original show. especially when he's rewritten to be someone who would say a slur that's literally been used against my fellow disabled peers, myself included. it just feels... wrong. it actually hurts a lot to see a character i once loved and found to be one of the funniest and most important characters in the show be turned into an arrogant dick, with barely any thought or meaning put into him. i don't like what they did with the rest of the OG cast as well (such as Joan making a complete 180 in her entire character, JFK's character assassination, the removal of Gandhi, Cleo barely being in it etc.), but to me, they did Abe the dirtiest in this season and i'm really disappointed that one of my favourite shows had to continue like this :(
#clone high#abe lincoln#rant#sorry this post is a little heavier than what i usually post on here but i just felt like i really needed to say this#abe from clone high is actually quite an important character to me and i'm still upset that he's been written so poorly in season 2#like he's a silly parody of a teen drama protag but honestly i think his struggles in the original series are actually really meaningful#like he's a little shy and doesn't exactly know how to express his ideas in the best way but wants to help and i just think that's so real#especially as someone who struggles with that myself#he has so much pressure to live up to the OG abraham lincoln and he really wants to be like him and tries but doesn't get it#i mean he even says something like that in episode 2 when joan and gandhi come to see him in his room and that's really relatable#so to see him so horribly misinterpreted as a selfish asshole really hurts me.#they've essentially done the thing where a fandom will tear apart the neurodivergent coded character#and write them off as selfish and arrogant and completely misinterpret everything about them#not saying that Abe is written to be neurodivergent but you get my point#it's kinda like that#he's relatable to me as an autistic person and a lot of his struggles are similar to what the autistic community experiences#also i'm sad that gandhi had to get removed because he's important to me too#he's actually one of my favourite ADHD reps on tv i've seen and he's just really funny#i know he was removed because people in India got offended and they probably don't wanna cause another incident like that again#but still it's such a shame he couldn't be included because he was a great character#also slightly unrelated but i think turning characters into a moral debate it stupid and often results in stuff like this happening#ableism mention#tw ableism mention
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I'm part of an Unknown Armies campaign run by my girlfriend, and it's driven me to strange madness. Today I made a conspiracy board for it. I've made memes. I'm painting a map of the setting. I started writing a novella loosely based off of my character, which feels like fanfiction. There's an NPC I'm in love with and her existence makes me want to create fan content. I've never created fan content before, for anything. I'm considering writing fanfic for Blorbo from my girlfriend's head, that's where we're at right now. What is going on
#we're like three sessions in#its just making me want to be so creative but only for that stuff#like my brain has been lightly puzzling out how to do a map from the setting but in knitting#because painting the mao hasnt been enough for me i want a fucking commemorative hand knit tapestry#and theres a character i love so much. shes a sweetie and autistic in my heart#ive never made fanart bcuz i cant draw. luckily another player is so good and does art of her#but my heart wabts to do fanart of her#i write. so ive considered trying fanfic writing for this specific thing#ive never written fanfic before. idek where to start. but the urge is in my heart becaue i love this character!!#i spent a whole fucking hour today going through my session notes and putting together a digital conspiracy board for this#(cuz its a mystery. im trying to figure out the mystery)#conspiracy board didnt help but i sure had fun making it#since i developed mental illness i haven't had a fraction of this creativity!! what is happening to me??#im not upset its just strange. it feels like my brain has been rinsed with cold water and did some stretches#the maintenance person in there had a moment of adhd motivation and deep cleaned it#i show my gf all of the things. like i send her the shitty memes i make mostly bcuz she inspires them#and i expressed my desire to make fan content which she approved. even though i havent those types of talent#i want to get back to painting the map tho ive been neglecting it#i have 10.000 words written for a novella that was inspired by one piece of backstory for my character that my gf thought of#idk this campaign just gives me the brain lightning
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They should invent a new type of torture called being hyperfixated on something nobody you know is particularly interested in
#AAAUGHHGHHGHHHHHHHH#It's Detroit. Game. Video game#But like VERY SPECIFICALLY this au I made for a few characters of mine#I started. Like officially. This au back in 2018 and I just couldn't get the dynamic to work#One of the three (Avry) didn't have anything to do and I didn't know what to do with her backstory#The other two (Calem and Kara. Haha) didn't have enough personality to sustain the stories I wanted for em#And now#Six (SIX?????) years later and a fuckton of actual writing on their actual story. I actually know what's going on with em and#My brain's latched onto it like a male anglerfish onto. A female anglerfish. Right on there#AND NOBODY I KNOW. REALLY CARES#WHICH ISN'T THEIR FAULT I'M JUST COMBUSTING#i am cringe but I am free#Trying so hard to get over this MASSIVE bout of anxiety I've had about posting online for the last few years#so iI'm trying to talk about my interests again! Maybe posting some art!#I need to make an art account I think. Like just FOR art#Maybe do commissions. Maybe#ANYWAYS hope everyone's having a nice day!!!#shitpost#this is a shitpost#hyperfixation#actually adhd
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It is probably a neurodivergent thing because I feel like a lot of the people I know relate;
a person, regardless of how self-aware or intentional they are in their aesthetic or personality, is not just themselves, standing or sitting with you. One individual has a whole kind of "vibe" about them, which is very specific to them because it is the fusion of their style and personality and interests. Obviously the popularization of "aesthetics" through social media probably has a lot to answer for in this, but it's kind of nice.
This middle aged white man in a black puffer jacket and chinos... Mustard and lake water, TV ambience and coffee, enduring love, working hard, engineering.
Like, obviously this is all artistic and romanticised but I just get it.
I think that could be part of why music is so attractive to us. Every song is a whole atmosphere, and an album is a whole vibe And most musicians have a defined, manufactured visual and personal aesthetic to them. I feel like sometimes musicians and actors play a persona of themselves in interviews. We get so much more information from a subject than just... It.
Maybe and sometimes definitely it's wrong if we create so much chaos around looks and fashion before we know someone through conversation, and certainly we should not make assumptions about one another. I know that that sentence didn't make much grammatical sense but that's the way I thought it.
Creating characters I start with a vibe and it creates the person, rather than starting with the person and learning the "vibe" like we do in reality.
And I feel like this is when nd people become truly creative. We are so attracted to media because it's a controlled way of observing the world.
#creative writing#original character#original art#art#thinking#poetry#compatibility and personality#people#intentional living#intentionality#reading#autsim#actually autistic#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#adhd#stims#torchwood#good omens#doctor who#bbc sherlock#bbc ghosts#bbc merlin#actually audhd#actually autism
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I like to sit down with the DSM-5-TR and diagnose my traumatised and/or neurodivergent OCs with as many things as possible
#oc#original character#writerslife#writers on tumblr#writing#dsm 5#neurodivergence#traumatized characters#autism#adhd#dyslexia#personality disorder
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Sometimes I think about how 60% of Hallowrove's problems could probably be solved if she had access to modern-day ADHD medication. Then I think about how many of my problems could be solved by a working modern ADHD medication and I stop thinking about that lol
#at this point 90% of their character decisions come from the way existing without an exciting goal or abundance of new things#feels Unbearable to them#and they've just spent their whole life like 'ah yes. the inherent shittiness of staying in stability for too long.'#'i will solve this by Never Doing That'#which did come in large part also from personality and how unwelcome their identity was on the Surface and probably also capitalism#but like. bro please let me time machine you some Vyvanse#you don't need to go periodically run for your life to stay sane you need MEDICATION dhdhfhfhd#not THAT that's a poisonous mushroom give that here#anyways. can you believe i came up with most of their chatacter before realizing I was writing them with my adhd
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