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masquerade-flags · 2 months ago
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Forgive me if this is an odd request, but could you please design an addict regressor flag? For regressors who struggle with addiction, regress to cope with addiction, regress while partaking in their addiction, etc?
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Addict Regressor(left), Addict Age Regressor(middle) and Addict Animal Regressor(right)
the colors are loosely in inspired by these flags 1 2 3
Tag list @bunnelbaby
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shywittlestar · 3 days ago
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Me when I wake up first thing in the morning and smell coffee!!!!
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b1ngobaby · 29 days ago
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Shout out to other littles with addictions <3
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agereonly · 5 months ago
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for anyone who thinks they cant do it...
tw; mentions of dr.gs and alc.h.l
(u, o, o)
ive been clean for two months.
i used to be unable to live a day without alcohol or abusing meds.
i found the coping mechanism (agere) that worked for me. Im so proud of myself.
I believe in you. you got this.
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anewkindofme · 1 year ago
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Rob Lowe and Ian Somerhalder resemble so much! Damon isn’t exactly like Owen, but they have some personality overlap.
Similarly, I don’t think Stefan and TK look alike but their personalities are similar. They’re both sweeties that battle addiction. (Stefan’s issues with human blood are soooo addict coded, it’s why I hate people trying to force him to drink it. No one would tell TK to do opioids…sorry, rant for another day). They can snap at the wrong times and like to play hero too much.
I clearly have “a type” when it comes to writing agere. Mark and Jackson fall into “soft boy Little with impulse control and sarcastic, jerky with a heart of gold caregiver” too.
Very rarely I switch that up. Kol, Nathan and Tyler are the seemingly jerky Littles with the soft side, paired with their sweet yet protective caregivers. It’s all about balance.
Please excuse my ramble, idk what this was lol.
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lilst2ri · 9 months ago
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all of them 😊😅💖
jellycat wishlist
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a wishlist for all the jellycat plushies you may want
Bashful Beige Bunny
Amuseable Sun Plush
Amuseable Moon Plush
Tumblie Duck
Bashful Dragon
Beatrice Butterfly
Sienna Seahorse
Wrapabat Brown
Amuseable Pumpkin
Bashful Cream Bunny
Amuseable Croissant
Betty Corgi
Little Reindeer
Amuseable Cream Star
Willow Owl
Smudge Elephant
Bashful Fudge Bunny
Jollipop Puppy
Bashful Luxe Bunny Willow
Fuddlewuddle Lamb
Perry Polar Bear
Bashful Twinkle Bunny
Bashful Pink Bunny
Tumbletuft Mouse
Bashful Bat
Rose Dragon
Bashful Black Kitten
Bashful Terrier
Isadora Unicorn
Sofia Reindeer
Huddles Sheep
Lallagie Unicorn
Sigmund Seal
Fossilly Brontosaurus
Ooky Ghost
Little Lamb
Daphne Pomeranian
Amuseable Coffee-To-Go
Pretty Patisserie Tarte Aux Fraises
Amuseable Cloud
Amuseable Espresso Cup
Fluffy Starfish
Fluffy Whale
Harvey Bear
Little Snake
Nippit Duck
Wavelly Whale Gray
which one is your favorite?
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hyukakisses · 3 months ago
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-emo txt dating an age regressor!
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pairing: ot5 txt x reader
plot: separate headcanons of txt dating an age regressor
warnings: (this was a vv old request i got asked to re write on this account), english is NOT my first language, this is a SFW one shot. fluff, cg! txt & ag! reader
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soobin:
• soobin who’s always patient and making sure his tone was gentle with you, knowing how scared of loud noises you were ):
• soobin never letting you do anything by yourself, from tying your shoes to mouth feeding you
• soobin always bringing you your comfort plushie <3 knowing how anxious you get once you’re in public
• soobin who knew exactly what to do/say to comfort you after a long day of work, rubbing your back in circles using the pet name ‘bun’ he had for you in attempt of calming down your cries
beomgyu:
• beomgyu who always held onto your hand everywhere you both went, insisting you’ll get lost without him “don’t let go pup beomie has to make sure you’re safe at all times”
• beomgyu who would let you play with his dimple, you babbling about how cute it looked. gentle poking your fingers on his cheeks
• beomgyu who always gifted you teddy bears, even though he whines about how you already have him ): he just can’t say no to you wanting more plushies
• beomgyu who would always put on your favorite animes/cartoons enjoying the gasps and ooo’s you’d make pointing at the tv screen
huening kai:
• huening kai who would stop everything he was doing the moment you got sick, his care giving instincts kicking in as soon as you complain about feeling sicky he hated seeing you in pain ):
• huening kai who would cradle you to his chest, you in fetus position as you weep about how hard college is to him
• huening kai who would always catch under the bed for any ‘monsters’. the boy was pretty fearless never really expressing any emotional distress when it came to scary situations and you liked that about him
• huening kai who would buy you coloring books <3 hanging up the colored pages on the fridge proud of his little baby :(
taehyun:
• taehyun who learned to have more patience for you; often reminding you to eat and not to run around the house since you were such a ditz
• taehyun who would bounce you on his thigh as he did arm lifts <3 basking in your addicting giggles and gasps as you ramble about whatever hyperfixation you had for the month
• taehyun who uses his strength for you 24/7. carrying you in bridal style to your bed, lifting you in the air so you could reach for the cookie jar all by yourself. and opening it afterwards of course
• taehyun who wouldn’t hesitate punishing you with no kisses or cuddles if you were being a brat ): as much as he loved you he wanted to make sure you always knew your place around him.
yeonjun:
• yeonjun who would tuck you to bed, reading you a goodnight story in a attempt of luring you to sleep <3 kissing your face goodnight once your eyes fluttered closed
• yeonjun who would dress you up, and tie pretty ribbons in your hair <3 pressing light like feather kisses on your knuckles once he was done
• yeonjun who would play dolls with you ): not wanting you to be lonely, he’d always set up tea parties with all your stuffies present just for you both <3
• yeonjun who would melt at your drawings you’d make for him when he was away at work, kissing you repeatedly as the male head rubbed you as a thank you ):
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alterpack-drivethru · 2 months ago
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Hi uuuhhh can I get aaaaaaan alter related to horror and necr0philia(?) no specific source
Neighborhood Mutt
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A Brainmade Alter Inspiration Pack for a ⚰️ & Horror Headmate! We went with a different visual horror type, i hope you enjoy!
TW FOR: S/H Mention, Weed Mentioned
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⋆₊ ♱ name: Axel, Amethyst, Echo, Damien, Silias, Abe, Blossom, Midnight, Morgan/Morgue, Nyx, Vince, Peirce
⋆₊ ♱ age: 23, Pleasingage, PermaAgeStuck
⋆₊ ♱ gender: Transgender (MtNB), Lovegoric, Dognipic, Pup Gender, DollFem, LiminalAngelica, Androgynous, DetaGender, Gorething
⋆₊ ♱ pronouns: It/He/Fae/Doll/🎀/Bubbles/Pop/Paw/Pups/Mutts/Thxy/Thxm/Bloods/Fangs/Corpses/Gores/Gutself/Cutsself/Grimeself
⋆₊ ♱ source: Alterpackgenic !! From a horror movie setting where fae is the serial killer in a Psychological Slasher, the unassuming character chasing after thxir friends one by one, while also groundhog day/Timeloop.
⋆₊ ♱ species: Hybrid, Dogboy / Kemono Danshi. Has a tail and doggy ears, but thats about it.
⋆₊ ♱ relationship ids: Panromantic, Unlabled Achillean, Deadromantic (Loves like the dead), RottedSexual, N3crosexual, Rotlover, Timelooplover (A term where someones romantic identity feels stuck in a timeloop, and actions keep repeating)
⋆₊ ♱ paras: ⚰️, autoephebophilia, auto + 🥀, cardiophilia, auto + hybristophilia, vampiriphilia, zombiphilia, autocaniphilia, Pet play, Age play
⋆₊ ♱ cis-ids: Species-Dogboy, Blonde, Arthritis, Asthmatic, Hyperopic/far-sighted, Dyslexic, Lisp, Delusional, Caretaker, Addict, Stoner, Contrapathy/Conflicting Empathy, Playful, Unassuming, Ditzy, Baker
⋆₊ ♱ trans-ids: TransAmputee, TransBIID, TransColourtic, TransAdored, TransEpileptic, TransPuppySoul, TransGoodNatured, TransTrusted, TransHarmen, TrisSerialKiller, TransAutistic, TransDumbBlonde, TransVetSick, TransPet, TransOwned4Owner, TransInfectiousBloodic, TransPinkbloodic, TransRAMCOA, TransPanProgrammed
⋆₊ ♱ extra-ids: PermaGroundhogday, Permatimeloop, Diahomicannidesireaddict, PermaSlasher, PermaGored, PermaWeedStoner, TrisPermaDog
⋆₊ ♱ roles: Obsessor, Sexual Holder, Sexual Protector, Puppy Consumanaut, Autpiloteer, S/H Soother/Anchor, Baker, Innerworld Socializer, Innerworld Documenter, Census Taker, Decorator, Pet Regressor
⋆₊ ♱ triggers:
Pos: Headbangeeeerrr!!, Baking, Bubblegum, Dog Toys, Watermelon Arizona's, Bubblegum Goth/Pastel Goth aesthetics, Wearing Collars
Neu: Watermelon, Gore/Gore Media, Art Supplies, Rainy Days, Non-Sunny weather
Neg: Predictability & Unpredictability Simultaneously, Cherry Pie, Sudden Knocking, Stalking, Limial Neighborhoods, Forests
⋆₊ ♱ faceclaim:
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toomanythoughts2 · 2 months ago
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Dethklok Agere HCs: Nathan Edition
☠️🎤🍕🦞🫖🍷🍺🍹🥂🐊🐋🏰🎢🏍️👓🧨🏈📢📰💭❤️‍🩹🤘
Here we are! Finishing strong with the frontman himself, Nathan ☠️! I definitely had to sit with myself longer about my thoughts and feelings toward him. I think he was the biggest challenge yet, but I believe I did him justice. Anyway, here's Nathan ☠️!
Everything is below the Keep Reading tab.
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(Nathan. You have been through so much in such a short amount of time.)
☠️ To me, Nathan is an example of someone who fully recognizes regression, is knowledgeable (to an extant) on regression, and has really no prior desire or experience with regression, but wants to give it a go. Nathan's regression is most similar to Skwisgaar, where he's "testing it out" so to speak. With his PTSD he was diagnosed in AOTD and possible CPTSD from his classroom incident, Nathan wants to try see how it helps him cope.
☠️ I think Nathan regresses to around the same ages as Skwisgaar, 5 to 8. I think he tries to embody the age we see him as in "Dethgov" during the classroom incident. Try being the operative word because he was not a "normal" 5 to 8 year old, so his understanding of that age is skewed. However, how he portrays his age isn't as potent as say Toki. Him, Skwisgaar, and Murderface stay within a typical young boy playing field. Whereas Toki is very toddler-ish, sometimes borderline baby if it gets really bad. Pickles is the only preteen, sometimes leaning into young boy.
☠️ I won't lie, I originally did not see Nathan as a regressor at all. However, knowing that regression can be used as a tool, I like to think that Nathan post-AOTD is more open to all possible coping mechanisms for his PTSD. He doesn't want to go back to the person he was before DSR or after DSR. He wants to be the person after AOTD. An interview revealed that the band regularly uses Dr. Twinkletits and he has no shame going to see him. So after AOTD, I think he would broaden his horizons to consider regression as a possible tool to cope.
☠️ Following the post order, Nathan would be the last one to regress in the band. I think once he told the band, it would be a mix response of, "We were waiting for you to finish it out." and "Oh, you actually want to try this out." It's not bad responses, just a little shocked. I think the only one who isn't shocked would be Pickles, since he spends the most time with Nathan and knows more about him than anyone else.
☠️ I think Nathan would have the hardest time trying to drop. He's too focused on the fact that he is a grown man trying to do "kid things."
☠️ The band helps him the best way they can. They encourage him to "let go" and let himself be in the moment. Toki brings him coloring books and will color with him to try and get him to drop. Murderface brings out his Hot Wheels and tracks and races with him in the living room. Skwisgaar offers to play with him outside or take walks around Mordhaus. Pickles tries to appear and act more "motherly" in the hope that by being a parental figure in the moment, it will make Nathan feel comfortable dropping.
☠️ There is a shyness to Nathan's regression. In both trying and wanting to regress and his actual regression. Meaning he's shy trying to regress and his regresses mind is that of a shy little boy.
☠️ Nathan feels almost shameful for wanting to regress, since he knows the others regress, but especially WHY they regress. Nathan, in respect to everyone else in the band, had the best and most normal upbringing. It's down right healthy in some aspects. Nathan is well aware of the shit his bandmates have gone through; child abuse, sexual child abuse, neglect, homelessness, poverty, addiction, toxic home lives, religious abuse. He feels like he has no real excuse to regress or that the reasons he does have aren't as severe. (Trauma Olympics) He feels like by regressing, he's taking away time his bandmates could have regressed, or forcing himself into the spotlight. The band and Dr. Twinkletits have all encouraged Nathan to regress and have made it clear, over and over again, that yes, you have every reason and right to regress. Your trauma is important. Even if you didn't have trauma, you can still regress. Nathan is still working on getting over that hurdle.
☠️ Because he is apprehensive to regress, he usually asks the others if it's ok to regress. He's trying to plan it out like on a block schedule. The others always do and remind him that, if he needs to regress, he can regress.
☠️ He has mixed results with regressing by himself. On one hand, it's easier for him to drop because he's alone and doesn't feel the "pressure" of "being good at regressing" or that he's not bothering the others. But on the other hand, he can't stay regressed for long because he gets in his own head. While he does not mock the others for regressing, a part of him mocks himself. He can't help but fear the idea of someone other than the band seeing him like this and going to the public. He warps into these realities where the press have photos of him regressing and he's having to read all of the awful things people are saying about him, or reading chat forums. It gets him upset and angry and he stops. He ends up just being afraid of doing it for a while.
☠️ Charles personally encourages Nathan to explore all possibilities to help him cope. He's well aware of the stress that AOTD and DSR caused him. He offers his office for Nathan to regress if he feels like he can't do it in front of the band.
☠️ Speaking of that, Nathan does sometimes feel embarrassed when he regresses with the band. He can't help it and often feels upset that he can't just let himself regress like everyone else. He knows they won't make him feel bad, but it's an internal hurdle he has to get through.
☠️ Through trial and error, the band does realize that Nathan is feeling understimulated and that's one of the reasons he can't stay regressed. (Remember in "Renovationklok" when he turns on the music over the construction noises and relaxes? Like that.) They've tried different methods to combat that like loud music and interactive stations with his interests, like a children's museum. They're still working out the best way to do it.
☠️ Nathan has an odd hang up on regressing because he is so large (Football Player physique). Mentally trying to envision himself smaller is hard when he can see and feel how big he is. Especially in his shoulders.
☠️ When Nathan does succeed at regressing, he is almost always non-verbal. The band has to use Communication Cards to ask him what he wants. Charles was able to talk with Rose about Nathan's childhood and what she used before he turned 5. His parents do not know he regresses/trying to regress and probably never will.
☠️ Though he goes non-verbal, he keeps his stoic face. He doesn't express a lot of outward emotion, but that doesn't mean he is unhappy or sad. He can be very happy while remaining stony faced. The band has a very time trying to figure out his emotions and if he's reacting well or poorly to what they themselves are doing or what he is doing. Nathan doesn't realize he's not outwardly showing his emotions and gets confused why the bands always asks him if he likes what they did for him or if he's ok. He's not upset by it though, he likes the level of attention.
☠️ Pickles calls him, "Big Boy", "Big Guy", and "Big Baby" to help him regress. He enunciates it in a way to reflect an older adult/sibling talking to a child/younger sibling. He's trying to appear as that person who would be taking care of Nathan if anything went wrong. He also calls him, "Bubby".
☠️ Toki and Murderface will infodump on Nathan when he's small. Toki will go into long and complex details of My Little Pony while Nathan sits on Toki's bed being non-verbal. The closed-in space with all of the objects around him and Toki's high-speed talking stimulate him enough to stay small. Watching an episode is a little harder but if they wear headphones, he can get through 1 or 2 just fine. Murderface will drag him to his room and talk about wars. Nathan really likes these types of infodumps because Murderface has a very stimulating room that peaks his interests a lot. Murderface also has no filter when he infodumps, so Nathan is always very intrigued when he speaks. Murderface is not allowed to show graphic images or movies to anyone who is regressed, but he's able to sneak in a few documentaries that he knows Nathan would like. Nathan has an easier time staying regressed when Murderface infodumps. He has on one very special occasion laid down and rested his head on Murderface's shoulder while watching a documentary.
☠️ Skwisgaar and Nathan talk a lot about finding ways to regress and stay regressed. Skwisgaar helps him identify what exactly he wants out of his regression. Is he trying to process something traumatic? Is he trying to cope with stress? Is he just wanting to relive childhood? Nathan has mixed answers. He doesn't want to relive his childhood (that he's aware of). For the most part, it was fine, other than that one incident. He wants to process his trauma and cope with stress, but he doesn't have a goal of what he wants the regression to actually do. He's not sure how regressing is going to get him to his goal.
☠️ Nathan has internal cringe about his regressing. He has no problem with his bandmate regressing but something about him doing it makes me want to crawl up a wall. Especially when he catches himself really letting himself regress. It's one of his worst enemies. The band works very very hard to remind him and encourage his regression as much as possible.
☠️ Nathan has this dilemma of being "caught" while regressing and feeling really bad for it. The first time it happened, Nathan was in the kitchen using one of Toki's coloring books that he left there. Pickles had walked in and, not realizing he was regressing, slapped him on the back and asked him how he was. Nathan got scared then very shameful because he just got "caught" regressing without first asking the others. Pickles realizes what happened and tries to keep him down but Nathan is too distraught and leaves. This usually ends with him crying to himself because of all the mixed feelings of shame, cringe, PTSD, and anger. Pickles, and the band, are more vigilante about checking first before assuming.
☠️ The band all have their ways keeping Nathan down.
☠️ Pickles reinforces a parental figure around him. Lots of attention and physical contact. Lots of non-direct ways to separate themselves into roles (Authority Figure/Child) Pickles tries to be gentle and very patient with Nathan. He almost treats him like how he treats Toki, with a lot of attention. He rubs Nathan's shoulders or back, or pets back his hair. Forehead kisses and pet names. Pickles is trying to keep him down by treating him as the age Nathan wants to be. Pickles does a lot of talking as well, lots of questions. ("Do you want a snack? How about some goldfish? Do you want apple juice? I can put in a bendy straw. Do you want me to put your hair up and out of your face?") But he praises a lot. ("That picture looks so good. Look how fast your car went, good job. You ate all your food, I'm so proud of you. When did you get so smart?")
☠️ Skwisgaar works with Nathan to find his goals and how to reach those goals through regression. Skwisgaar isn't about keeping or putting Nathan down, but to find the whys first, then find times where regressing would help achieve those goals. For example, if Nathan's goal is to cope with his PTSD, then Skwisgaar wants Nathan to recognize the triggers of his PTSD and utilize regression to calm him down. That would be like having a flashback or getting triggered by something, and if Nathan is aware-enough to know that then he should regress to alleviate his oncoming symptoms. (Just to note: I don't think Nathan's PTSD symptoms includes regression, like Toki. Nathan has to implement it on his own.)
☠️ Toki utilizes some of his own regression supplies with Nathan. Toki and Nathan go through some of Toki's things, like pacifiers, chewies, toys, stuffed animals, clothes, sippy cups, ect. They go through things that Nathan could keep on him or in his room to use to get himself to drop when he wants to. Nathan picks out the chewies. He likes the necklaces and gets one in the shape of an alligator. It's green and black and it very durable for Nathan's sharp canines. Toki also gives him a stuffed animal from his collection, a panda bear named Luna. She stays in Nathan's room under his pillow because he's embarrassed if someone sees him with it, he'll get joked.
☠️ Murderface becomes Nathan's friend, literally. Murderface will regress to join Nathan to make him less embarrassed and shy, and to also play with. They share a lot of similar interests, like enjoying gory history and fast cars. Their personalities match because Murderface is an unfiltered talker when he's regressed while Nathan is a non-verbal regressor. Murderface also knows what he wants to do when he's regressed, while Nathan feels a little awkward about what to do, which is completely normal. Murderface is making regression more enjoyable by being a companion and easing the stress of decision making. This usually ends in Murderface either getting in trouble (They're someplace they shouldn't), Murderface getting hurt (He's ok, he's just clumsy) or, a nap because they're both so tired after playing.
☠️ Skwisgaar likes brushing Nathan's hair when he's small and braid it. Toki wants to do it too but if he's also regressed, it just becomes a lot of tugging and a rats nest. Nathan usually isn't too mad, just a little sore. Pickles has to come in and rescue poor Nathan's head if he sees Skwisgaar struggling to move Toki back from Nathan's hair with a brush. Murderface just thinks it's funny.
☠️ Pickles has Jean-Pierre make some of Nathan's childhood favorite meals, which includes your usual all American favorites like hot dogs and hamburgers, but also includes his mother's casseroles and his father's BBQ. The smell helps him relax enough to regress a little.
☠️ Toki initiates something called "Cuddle Dropping" where instead of Toki cuddling up with Nathan, Nathan has to cuddle up with Toki. The reversal of roles is meant to ease him into dropping. The others will join in as they see fit.
☠️ It takes a long time for Nathan to feel comfortable just regressing by himself and longer to really get comfortable around the band.
☠️ Much like Murderface, he enjoys the spookier, creepier, gorey things in life. He does not shy away from a lot of things that others find gross or too much. Because of that, Nathan will often want to occupy his time doing or watching those kinds of things. For instance, he likes to put pretzels in water and watch them crumble (a safer alternative to operation videos they normally watch). He also likes to play in the dirt and catch bugs.
☠️ He is not afraid to touch any animal, dead or alive. If he goes outside, he does have to be supervised that he's not touching any dead animals or trying to catch a live one. Skwisgaar has had to run after him after he caught a snake and wanted to take it home as a pet.
☠️ Nathan does not have tantrums, similar to Skwisgaar. The closest he will get to a tantrum is when he and the others know he should regress and he's refusing to do it, and gets pouty.
☠️ Nathan will regress faster if he watches a Pixar movie. The band utilizes movie night to try and regress him or regress together with Charles in charge. Nathan loves Wall-E, Cars, and Finding Nemo but he likes all Pixar movies. They will have Disney Short nights where they go down the list and watch the shorts. Kit Bull makes Nathan cry so they have to be careful if he's trying to regress as to not further upset him.
☠️ Nathan is experimenting if regressing will help him from burnout. The idea is that he is thinking too hard on his songs, so he needs to take a step back. Regressing would help him see the world differently again, when things were simplier.
☠️ Nathan does not want a caregiver but he knows deep down that having a caregiver makes him feel better. He likes the idea of giving control over to someone else for some decisions. He has bad decision fatigue. Pickles and Charles are the best fit to be his caregiver. Pickles knows him enough to know what he wants, so he never really has to make a decision with him. Charles is good at limited decisions ("Do you want apple juice, orange juice, or water?")
☠️ Nathan has found great joy in stickers. He loves the act of peeling stickers and putting them on something. He has decorated multiple water bottles, notebooks, instruments, furniture pieces, ect. Even band members, klokateers, and Charles are not safe from his stickering.
☠️ Nathan will watch Disneyland and Disneyworld videos. He'll watch pin trading videos, around the world videos, merch hauls, tips and tricks, trivia, hotel and motel reviews, the different events reviews, and so many vlogs. Something about the vibe calms him down and reminds him of home. He'll even point out in the video if he remembers it firsthand or has a funny story to tell. He'll either do this alone in his room or cuddled up with someone.
☠️ Nathan takes a lot of naps when he's regressing because it makes him so calm. This results in a lot of blankets and pillows around Mordhaus for when the mood strikes. Skwisgaar also takes advantages of he nap spots and falls asleep in these places.
☠️ Nathan does cry easier when he's regressed. Without that extra layer of when he's big, he feels things deeper. He's able to really process his emotions now, past and present, and sometimes that ends in him having a little cry.
☠️ The band has a learning curve of what regressed Nathan enjoys doing. Murderface can usually make Nathan have fun doing stuff that he does, because they have similar interests. However, what Nathan likes to do as a child is hit or miss. Nathan likes his music, he likes his movies, he likes his youtube, and his likes his snacks. Sometimes the band will invite him to do something and he will be disinterested in it while other times, he's all about something that isn't an activity or game. He might not want to play with a bunch of toys that boys in his age range play but he likes to watch the fish in the fish tank or do solitude type activates. The band isn't sure if this is because he's truly disinterested in those things or if this is because Nathan didn't feel comfortable doing those things as an actual child, and it's bleeding into his regression. When they ask him when he's big, he doesn't have an answer. He's not sure himself and feels bad that he might be "regressing" wrong. The band tells him he isn't regressing wrong, they just want to do right by him.
☠️ Nathan does not have nicknames for anyone when he's regressed. Non-verbal or not, he is not comfortable giving anyone a nickname while regressed.
☠️ Weighted blankets is where it's at. He loves a solid weighted blanket and will lay under it for hours being little.
☠️ Nathan will purposefully not regress during times where he feels like it would inconvenience people, like during a meal. He feels like it would be annoying and the band will start to really dislike him if he did that.
☠️ Nathan has regressed in the hot tub on accident. He didn't even know he did it until he felt Pickles' hands on his forehead. Toki had brought in a few bath toys into the hot tub and was playing with them. A boat had floated to Nathan and without thinking, he bobbed it up and down in the water, until he was fully playing boats and submarines with Toki.
☠️ The most the band will get out of Nathan verbally is if they talk to him about different bands and musicians. Skwisgaar has a knack for both knowing bands Nathan refers to while also introducing Nathan to new bands he doesn't know about. They will sit in silence and listen to bands together then talk about it afterwards.
☠️ Nathan is a chip fiend no matter the mindset. He is getting a bowl of Cool Ranch Doritos and he's dogging them down like he's never eaten a day in his life. The only difference is that someone will wipe his hands clean after he's done because he might be too far gone to clean them himself. The band doesn't mind this. It's a good sign that Nathan is feeling comfortable in his regression.
☠️ While Nathan no longer hears the Whale in his dreams anymore, he does get nightmares of the Whale and the world if he never finished the song. He has to lay down and sleep in Pickles room to regress and cry it out. It's a very stressful time for him.
☠️ Nathan likes to play videos games from his youth when he's regressed. So he plays a lot of Nintendo 64 games like Mario, Conker's Bad Fur Day, Castlevania, Doom 64, a handful of Disney copyright games. He loves playing Conker's Bad Fur Day because it makes him laugh. He sets it up in the living room and the band will watch him play it.
☠️ Regressing helps Nathan physically loosen his muscles. He's very tight all around but he's realized that when he regressed, his body physically loosens in his shoulders, his back, his jaw, and his neck. He also does not get as many headaches or migraines when he's regressed.
☠️ Nathan encounters doubts about regressing "the correct way" because as a kid, he was told that he wasn't playing/being a kid "the correct way". Dr. Twinkletits has multiple sessions with him to dissuade this notion that there is a correct way. What Nathan is doing during his regression is valid, even if it doesn't perfectly match up with the others. No one regression path is the same. As long as he is happy and reaching the intended reasoning for regressing, then he's regressing "correctly." This furthers into a much deeper conversation about his actual childhood and the way he was treated as a child for being different. (I personally see Nathan as Autistic, so I feel that this HC overall covers that pathway.)
☠️ I don't see Nathan using kid clothes to regress, but I think he would get into more nostalgic clothes to regress, like old bands tees.
☠️ He loves getting his nails painted and loves painting the bands nails. He is very focused when he does these nails so don't bother him and don't try to talk to him. He always gives himself traditional black nails while he takes requests what the band wants. Toki wants a rainbow, Pickles wants green ("Like a pickle! Get it?"), Skwisgaar wants blue, and Murderface always wants something different but way out of Nathan's capabilities ("I want a matchbox car on my thumbs, two wheels on my middle fingers, and fire on my pinkies.") They come out not bad.
☠️ Toki introduces him to baths and regressing. Nathan takes to it like nothing else. He loves being in the bath, he loves the toys, he loves the bubbles. It's the perfect place for him to regress. The biggest issue is getting him out of the tub.
☠️ Nathan does a lot of staring. It's not to scare anyone, he just likes looking at what everyone is doing. Charles lets him sit in the office with him and watch him work. Something about the atmosphere is perfect for observing.
☠️ Growing up in Florida meant that Nathan spent a lot of time in the pool growing up. He likes to just sit in the water or float around on top. Murderface will construct pool games for him and Toki and Skwisgaar will compete with him. Pickles is usually on a float to the side with a drink, which gets tipped over sometime during the day.
☠️ Sometimes regressing doesn't help the PTSD and Nathan winds up feeling small and scared. He doesn't get fighty like how everyone thought. He shuts down, cries, and panics. There's an overwhelming sense of responsibility and expectation that won't leave him alone during those times, along with the flashbacks. The band does their best to console him. It's a lot of rocking, affirmation, music, distractions, cuddles, and naps. It's a tiring job.
☠️ Nathan wants to chew on the wood table. Don't let him chew on the wood table.
☠️ When Nathan gets comfortable regressing, his favorite activity turns out to be cuddling and watching TV. It reminds him of cuddling with his mom or dad when he was a boy and he likes the feeling of someone rubbing his back and listening to their heartbeat. It makes him feel safe.
☠️🎤🍕🦞🫖🍷🍺🍹🥂🐊🐋🏰🎢🏍️👓🧨🏈📢📰💭❤️‍🩹🤘
And that's it! Nathan is my last one! I hope you enjoyed them all! And if you have any of your own HCs I would love to hear about them :)
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DNI if you're a bigot (yes that includes you idiots who think I'm a sissy and not a woman) and do not be sexual with me if you're over 35 or a minor
Hello, I'm not going to say my real name so just call me Daniel (she/her). I am AMAB autistic transfem that is a former plural system and now a singlet. I love all things nerdy like MTG, D&D, listening to infodumps. I also play Clash of Clans but put literally zero effort into doing it well.
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It's also where I met my besties
You are highly encouraged to do any asks at all I love attentions. DMs are also encouraged as long as you get to know me and gain consent first. Honestly just send any ask it gives many happy chemicals.
Minors shouldn't be looking at this blog but I can't stop anyone so 🤷 (you'll get bitch slapped with a block though if you try to do anything horny with me and you don't have your age somewhere or are a minor). However, if you want to ask a question about kink/sex for purely educational reasons I will highly encourage anyone and everyone, regardless of age, to do it. We need much, much better sex education especially around kink and kink safety.
Inspired by @xenasaur
This blog is safe for queers of all types, racial minorities, addicts, age regressors, systems (endogenic included), and systems with littles.
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You should know that I'm an orca.... and orcas rule anything they can see >:3
For anything that happens in DMs I'll need to know you a bit first, I'm a person too and want be seen as such.
My general limits are scat, gore, raceplay, ageplay (though I'll happily care for you in a platonic sense!!), emotional manipulation (both directions), corruption of myself, intox without consent prior to the intox and more as I think to add them. The only person allowed to dehumanize me is me. I like the terms Mistrum, Mommy, and Mistress, and enjoy many many kinks including but definitely not limited to: petplay, sadism, general dominance/control, breeding, bondage, and monsterfucking
Stolen from someone else but the point remains
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littlebees-decopacis · 2 years ago
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I’m still looking for tumblr promoters!!!!
I haven’t been in here much. Mostly over on my instagram. Same handle for my insta though if you’re interested in being a promoter here on TUMBLR must be 18 years old and in the US
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sewers-headmates · 19 days ago
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hello!! ^^ we were wondering if we could have a subsys based off of mouthwashing /nf
sure. they might be a bit short due to uhhh being a subsystem of 5 that’s like a lot. also i’m doing it because i genuinely love my source. i am not including many transIds in this maybe one or two per person. we can make a seperate thing with the transIDs but i just can’t rn for reasons. also based off of my memories
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Subsystem Name: Tulpar Subsystem, Pony Express, Trapped Subsystem
Subsystem Innerworld: The Tulpar
Subsystem Tag: can mix any of these 🪐🩸🌙🔪🥩☄️🚀
Name: James, Jimmy, Jim, Captain
Age: 34
Gender: cis male
Pronouns: he/him
Sexuality: gay
Species: human, transLamb
Source: mouthwashing
Roles: subsystem host, delusion holder, psychosis holder, persecutor on occasions
cisIDs: brown hair, depressed, delusional, psychosis, harmed, abused, harmful, OCD, PTSD
transIDs: permaDepressed, permaSad, transLamb, transLambEars, transLambTail, permaPsychosis, transAngelWings
trisIDs: trisHarmed, trisAbused, tris🍇ed, trisHarmful, trisAbuser, tris🍇ist
Paraphiles: sadomasochist
Other Stuff: he is almost never really in a right state, contently believes he is the lamb of god and he is good, curly helps him figure out what’s real and fake so their normally always together
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Name: Grant Curley, Curley, Captain
Age: 34
Gender: trans male
Pronouns: he/him
Sexuality: gay
Species: human
Source: mouthwashing
Roles: protector, caretaker specially for Jimmy, soother also specifically for jimmy but anyone
cisIDs: blonde, appearance shifter, burned, blue eyes, neurotypical, disabled, limbless
transIDs: transShapeshifter, permaBurned, transPTSD, transBeloved
Other Stuff: does his best to keep the peace though will maybe go a bit far for Jimmy (weither it’s /p or /r). he’ll always see jimmy as his childhood friend and as that kid
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Name: Anya
Age: 30
Gender: cis female
Pronouns: she/her
Sexuality: asexual bi-lesbian
Species: human, transBunny
Source: mouthwashing
Roles: trauma holder, doctor, medical alter
cisIDs: brown hair, brown eyes, mexican, dyslexia, PTSD, age regressor, sex repulsed
transIDs: transBunny, transBunnyEars, transBunnyTail, permaScared
trisIDs: trisHarmed, tris🍇ed
Other Stuff: she tends to keep to herself though will tend to stay around Swansea becoming a pseudo daughter figure to him, tends to be regressed a lot
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Name: Swansea
Age: 65
Gender: cis male
Pronouns: he/him
Sexuality: straight
Species: human
Source: mouthwashing
Roles: caretaker, father figure, protector
cisIDs: human, ukranian, elderly, anger issues, recovering alcoholic, PTSD, exhausted, dude is just tired a lot and grumpy
Other Stuff: tends to take a father role to the rest of the crew, also pretty good and calming jimmy down, hates the internet
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Name: Daisuke, ダイスケ
Age: 20
Gender: nonbinary, moonboy
Pronouns: they/them, he/him, moon/moons, glow/glows, star/stars
Sexuality: bisexual
Species: human
Source: mouthwashing
Roles: mood booster, energizer, online manager
cisIDs: human, japanese, alcoholic, drug addict, social, intern, clumsy, brown hair, dyed hair, brown eyes, ADHD
transIDs: transAutistic, transFangs, transCatPupils, transCatTail
Paraphiles: masochist, autobiastophilia, aptophilia
Other Stuff: the most chronically online of the system, views swansea as a father figure and jimmy as an older brother, doesn’t take ANYTHING seriously, really chronically online ngl
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i hope you enjoy. i miss my source a lot…this was really nice to make. i relize the first one is just me though ooops. i guess you can all get your own mod jimmy if you want that for some reason??
-mod jimmy
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september-rainn · 2 months ago
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Teen!Regressor Jack Twist Headcanons
I haven't seen anything of Jack regressing, but he's ALSO regressor-coded to me. Mentions of baby Ennis because I cannot help myself I'm addicted
CW: Mentions of hypersexuality
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☘︎ Teen regressor; Regresses to the ages 14-19 usually
☘︎ He regresses both voluntarily and involuntarily. Given his natural childish demeanor, it's hard to notice when he is regressing and this can leave him feeling stressed and dissatisfied with no clue why
☘︎ Started regressing when he was late twenties/early thirties. It was a way to escape the stress of being a new father + the situationship with Ennis. He likes returning to who he was when he met Ennis. It makes it feel okay, if only for a moment
☘︎ He writes in a diary (he insists it's a journal) when he's regressed. He complains a lot there. It helps him get those repressed feelings out without throwing a teen tantrum. He doodles sometimes. Ennis has never seen them, but Jack gets too embarrassed
☘︎ Smokes and drinks a lot less, surprisingly. It's more thrilling when he does as opposed to the casual sipping/smoking he does in big space. Plus, he's deathly afraid of getting caught by Ennis
☘︎ Ennis is a total hardass of a dad. It gets on Jack's nerves. He's not rebellious on purpose, but he is rambunctious, and this causes conflict between the two
☘︎ This is rarely a problem. 70% of the time, Jack is babysitting a regressed Ennis. He gets a lot of joy, but can be overbearing to Ennis with his energy. Poor baby just needs sleep
☘︎ Helps with his hypersexuality problems. It's easier to blame it on puberty and ignore it than accept it comes from a need to be loved :(
☘︎ ROLLERSKATES!! He's not great at it, he only practices when he's regressed, but he has fun, falls and all
☘︎ Likes playing ball with Ennis too! Ennis gets tuckered out way too fast, and jack pesters him until he agrees to play again
☘︎ Play fights a LOT. Will randomly tackle Ennis to the ground
☘︎ On the phone a concerning amount. The whole time he's rambling on about his day to Ennis. He fiddles with the cord
☘︎ He also chews on pens. Every time he's regressed, one of his pens gets chewed half to death. Absentminded habit
☘︎ He's a destructive teen. He'll do stupid stuff and end up breaking a bottle of whisky and getting in trouble for it
☘︎ He will sit by the radio for hours. He tells Ennis about all the new songs. He grumbles in response to seem like he knows what he's talking about
☘︎ Similarly reads a lot of magazines. Will rip out pages he likes and put them in his journal. He'll tape them onto letters too and mail them to Ennis. He can always tell when a letter is from a younger Jack because his handwriting will be much sloppier
☘︎ He cannot sit still what so ever. He'll spin around in his seat and get into 5 different positions within minutes
☘︎ Calls Ennis his, "old man" or "Dad"
☘︎ When they're both regressed, Ennis sees Jack as a big brother. He will call him, "brother" or make attempts to do it. Ends up sounding like "brudd..r" (if it sounds like anything other than babbling)
☘︎ While big space Jack's worried about care, little space Jack cares about playing with Ennis. He dangles a lot of stuff in front of Ennis's face, makes a lot of noise, plays peek-a-boo, ect
☘︎ Very very very affectionate. Almost always hugging and kissing Ennis. little space Jack has a hard time containing his cuteness aggression towards baby Ennis
☘︎ Still the best cg ever <3 Ennis loves him so much
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Headcanon Time!
was just scrolling through the utmv headcanon tag so hehehehe
name color (under cut) is fave color (also hc) btw!
Nightmare
Dream
Dust
Blue
Ink
Red
Violet
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Nightmare
He/They/Dark
The transest man you've ever met
Is super dramatic and does a lil song and dance number to keep his sanity
Likes Will Wood, Bears in Trees, Twenty-One Pilots, The Front Bottoms, 6arelyhuman.. RIProducer...
He got dragged into BiT by Red and he hates it
He's super embarrassed that he listens to vocaloid (for some reason)
He's autistic
Like. Almost all the DSM-5 symptoms to a T.
He has really intense flat affect and low empathy
He has troubles with speech and didn't start speaking until he and Dream were like 4.
Even still he pronounces the letter t as more of a d sound
Except in butterfly... catch him calling them "blubberflap" ...it feels better on his tongue, okay?
Has CWP, CFS, and POTS.
Denies this
Likes sharks
Denies this
Likes bugs
...Doesn't deny this, actually
He has a pendant of a bug trapped in amber
It's his favorite thing ever
Killer took it once and was not prepared for Nightmare's reaction
Panromantic asexual
Asexual through trauma
Has very bad social anxiety
Like. Bad.
He has had one (1) anxiety attack (that he can remember) and he hated it
Only time he's ever actively ran away from someone talking to him
Bonded with a pygmy of himself and now it's a service animal and squeaks at him when he's gonna have a fainting spell
He's an age regressor! Usually regresses around 4-6
Sleeptalks loud enough to wake up other people
Has caught himself sleeptalking (he felt himself reach up and say something as he was waking up)
English is his second language, Spanish being his first!
He learned a lot of grammar and pronunciation through the other bad guys
Because of this, he did not know "hoe" also meant farming tool and not just slut
He has a lot of allergies.. main ones being something in a specific soap scent (he can't figure out what), mildly to dogs, severely to rabbits, pollen, something in those fake pinecones, and dandelions!
Most of those make him break out in hives
He has a lot of stuffed animals and blankets
His bed's essentially a nest
Summer is his favorite season
He likes swimming.. if only he knew how
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Dream
They/He/She
Genderfluid, masc/andro leaning
Intersex as well! He has unusually high levels of estrogen
He usually wants to present as the opposite of his gender.. like he's an effeminate dude or a masc chick
Straight > bi-curious > pan > bi > gay
They want to garden!!... but they kill everything they touch
AuDHD
Hyper-empathy
Cries when someone drops a stuffed animal
Teases Nightmare relentlessly for his speech impediment (in a sibling way not a bully way)
Is lactose intolerant
Has a lot of GI issues bc autism
Nightmare bullies him for this (again sibling way)
One of his legs is longer than the other!
His favorite season is winter
He learned how to swim because Nightmare read him a detailed description of what happens when you drown and he has been deathly afraid of swimming ever since
Is a complete and total caffeine addict
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Dust
They/It/He
Transmasc agender therian
Their theriotype is a lynx :)
AuDHD
Their special interests are birds, music, and Portal
Their favorite is GLaDOS and they are eternally disappointed in the simps
They don't get shifts
They also have OCD and schizo-affective disorder
They badly doodle birds on sticky notes and leave them around the castle
They're semiverbal/nonverbal and mostly communicate through ASL and little eeks
They will tell you to "go eek yourself"
This is easily misheard as "go eat yourself"
They are not telling you to kill yourself. They are telling you to eek yourself
what this means is unclear
They like playing Stardew Valley
They marry Abigail or Krobus every time
Every. Time.
He's a DM for D&D with Blue and Red and a couple others
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Blue
He/Him!
AMAB nonbinary!
SWAG!!!!
He's deaf!
He's autistic!
He's scarily observant!
He's EVERYTHING AND MORE!!
He knows your full name!
He will not tell you how!
It is surprisingly not through stalking! He would never!!
He can remember the names of every single child in all of his classes throughout school!
He still holds a grudge against Kelly from second grade!
To be fair, she was a bitch!
He plays jumprope with his war hammer! Yes! Jumprope!
He spins it and jumps over it as he does so!
This is to assert dominance!
He runs a tattoo parlor!
He plays D&D with Dust!
His character starts cults themed around himself and rakes in NPCs as followers!
This is not concerning!
be not afraid
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Ink
They/He
Bisexual
Their favorite color changes all the time!!
Right now it's red :3
They use kaomojis ☆*: .。. o(≧▽≦)o .。.:*☆
And star emojis ✨⭐🪄🌟🌙💛💫
very good
His love language is penguin pebbling!
Once he knows you like something he will never stop bothering you with it
Just
best boy
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Red
He/Worm
He's nonbinary and doesn't care to explore past that
Surely the fact that he hates his gruff voice and wants to wear skirts has nothing to do with gender
He loooooves Bears in Trees and pestered Nightmare until he listened to them (he loved it)
He's autistic but has no clue
Everyone else knows
He's a lot
But he's friendly
Almost too friendly
He's very loud
But he's friendly!
He also can't spell
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Violet
She/Him
Transfem bigender genderfluid demigirl
As in
She's transfemenine bigender
and those two genders are genderfluid and demigirl
👍
She's best friends with Nightmare and makes him paint his nails (he loves it)
She makes him leave his house (he doesn't love it)
She will bring you waffles
10/10 friend
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anewkindofme · 1 year ago
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How does it work like medical things such as power of attorney as a Little like when TK is shot in the shoulder. Do they need to have a guardian for it even when big? Is there hospitals that cater for the little or do they go to an adult hospital to be cared for?
Did TK spend all the time in hospital after being shot as a little or did he change between them?
Owen and Kendra, does Owen go on dates and will he go out with Kendra again?
What is TK scared of?
Thanks
Littles go to a regular hospital and there are doctors that are trained how to care for all sorts of patients. Owen has power of attorney over TK in both states, but as long as his son is being safe, he’d never go against what he wanted.
TK isn’t scared of much. He’s pretty adventurous. The only thing he’s really scared of is planes. This isn’t a fear, but given his overdoses and addictions, he doesn’t like to take pills. Even ones that aren’t pain meds. So, Owen has to either crush it up and put it in something or there are liquid forms.
You’ll see all the answers to the last questions when I write it. :) No spoilers. Some things have to be left for fic after all!
Ask me for headcanons on characters from my fandom list!
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snowy-bah · 13 days ago
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Eric’s Intro
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Credit to @sewers-headmates for the userboxes btw
My name is Eric, You can call me Cartman if you’d like I dont mine either, I’m 10 (Bodily we are an adult) And I am the host of our subsystem + An anger holder. I am a Trans Boy and use He/Kit pronouns + a LOT of xenogenders! I’m a raccoon therian + a ragdoll cat therian. I’m bisexual with a lean towards women/feminine presenting people and I’m also polyam.
I am both AAM and a MAM as well as a sadomasochist (Mostly a sadist) though. I identify as TransHarmful, TransDictator; TransFalseProphet, Schrodinger's ASPD, TransSchizophrenic, TransNoGenderDysphoria, NullTraumatised & PermaNarcHigh.
My CisIDs are NPD, Autism, Polyfrag DID (kinda obvious by this blog?), Harmed, Age Regressor, SH Addict, OLD, Daddy Issues, Anger Issues
I like hello kitty, stuffed animals, dress to impress, history and cats ^-^. I listen to a lot of camp music if thats how to explain it? (Lady Gaga, Chappell Roan, Charli XCX, REALLY ANY EUROVISION ARTIST, P!nk, Kesha, Britney Spears ect)
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