#absolutely a core memory
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heliocentric faith being based on evangelicalism and the bulbian church being based on Catholicism... brennan lee mulligan you will always be famous to me
#d20#dimension 20#a crown of candy#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#i have actually been acccused of witchcraft at catholic school#absolutely a core memory#Only time any school ever called my parents bc i was in trouble#I think i was 9? It was 2nd or 3rd grade
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the thing is I don't think armand wants to or could let go of his self image as a man even when he was still a teenager. because if he was a child that means all the things that happened to him were done to a child. ans those aren't things you do to children. even everything marius does, which armand still sees as love, wouldn't really be love if it was done to a child. so like. he has to be a man or all of that was too real and he didn't choose any of it. but also no one will take him as one, not even marius. so what even is he then. you know??
#really feel like this is the core of armands identity issues even more than the memory loss and the name changes and such#like if he is a man to himself but to absolutely no one else then literally WHAT is he.
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still chasing the high i felt that night i first saw her

#i almost fell asleep. was just checking my tumblr activity and noticed my dash notifications were absolutely fucking exploding#checked it out and felt the light of god (cheerleader gerard)#not exaggerating that is a core memory for me that made me so so so undescribably happy and in awe and i was struck dumb#i was literally shaking. it was pure euphoria#i think that was the first pic of them that i saw. either that or it was the second one#mcr#my chemical romance#my chem#cheerleader gerard#gerard way#mcr nashville#mikey way#frank iero#ray toro#bandom
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i cant believe theres actual people out there that complain that people dont die enough in kh?? like yeah i will concede its kind of annoying when someone you thought was dead is actually alive the whole time but like i also have the ability to acknowledge that kh is just not that kind of story??
#im not articulated enough to explain why people are wrong for wanting that#but its like#either youve never realled watched or read a piece of media that kills literally everyone and its sad as fucking hell#or youve never watched or read a media that REFUSES to kill anyone not bc thats not the themes the story is trying to express but bc litera#or youve never watched or read enough things that absolutely refuses to kill off characters and its not even thematically important#you people wouldnt survive reading fairy tail#i just remember seeing people be actually upset that roxas and xion came back bc it detracts from the tragedy of their story#and like? do you not like seeing your fave characters thrive?#kh has never been about that kind of tragedy you know?#its core message has literally been everyone deserves to live and have a life simply bc theyre hear they exist and they interact with other#or something dont quote me on that#like thats its core theme!! existence and your right to it!!#and roxas and xion coming back doesnt do shit abt the tragedy they endured bc they still lived it?? it still happened??#i can play kh2 right fucking now and id still cry over roxas??#if anything in so happy hes his own person now??#and thats the thing bc even narratively speaking it wouldnt make sense for them to not come back BC THEY HAD HEARTS!!! they were their own#people!!! that they had to go back to sora was less bc sora needed his nobody back in his body to become whole again and more bc they had h#his memories. the moment they were separated from each other roxas and sora were fundamentally different. and as they grew and roxas gained#new memories and connections HIS OWN HEART grew and he became his own person#like it was established he had a heart thats just fucked up as hell to not give him his own body??#and again not the kind of themes the story is telling!#michi tag#(drafts) also still correct!!!! i am soeaking only the truth
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> pours one out for his succubus alt, the mutual deersasters they were, no one gave him existential crises like that
#// the garbage disposal incident is a core memory.#he has a friend (inactive) who's a succubus alternate and within their third interaction his alt sent him chaotic onlyfangs content#of him demolishing something with his coochie that he shapeshifted into a garbage disposal and alexa's ace ass was like#'oh this is cool!! love it' (he is Too Powerful ace sometimes) and then they were both AAAAAAAA ('I can't believe I showed my alt my cooch?#'I can't believe I watched my alt's weird shapeshift coochie video w no hesitation?') existential crisis and then#they became friends but they tend to get TOO into the bits sometimes and they have the radiodemon instinct to#'yes and' each other and they very quickly 'yes and' each other into absolutely OUT OF POCKET conversations and then go AAAAAAAA#pours one out (buck you are missed and loved xoxo)
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wallpaper is insane like u find a product w an ugly print ? wallpaper it. just multiple uncoordinated things put together ? wallpaper it. ugly door ? wallpaper it. ugly wall ? landlord won’t let me wallpaper it
#stream#tumblrs aging demographic etc but this was actually abt diys#the years of getting very stoned & watching the sorry girls & not even remembering what the original video was have prepared me to diy#everything#like ALSKALSKALSKLAKSLAKAA i love pullin shit out the trash like u don’t want it ? i do ‼️#i can REPURPOSE IT#i think it’s so funny#like the way i was raised was to recycle or whatever but my father also raised us to save everything bc what if u need the parts u know dads#so i just do. one of my core memories from ‘a child’ i was probably in like 8th grade at this point was when the hubcap of my fathers car#fell off his old as dirt hunk of junk older than me automobile & he was too cheap to pay like 25$ for a new 1 so he took my brother & i to#this like drainage ditch expecting US to go poke around in there & get it & i said absolutely fuckin not#bc this same man would tell us - bc we had to buy our own toys so like we u know saved whenever we got money from bday or christmas or u#know manual labour in exchange for money bc ok yea at least he taught us to demand what ur worth w that but it was like 5c ea pinecone 1c ea#stick or like ‘help me repair the roof’ ‘pressure wash the fence’ i was like 9 ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAAKS - he’d take us to the toy store &#we’d bring our money but instead we’d go to the hardware store & do all the errands & force us to do everything w him then he’d just say#‘yea it’s too late for that sorry’ like it was just. captive audience. this man is the reason i don’t go anywhere unless i know i can leave#on my own or when i want somehow bc girl …. I DONT TRUST ANYBODY HES A LIAR & A SCAMMER LIKE#but that’s just family heritage it’s genetic we’re a long line of liars & scammers but the buck ends here bc i’m not having bio children#or any children#lord knows i’ll be dead long before the chance could arise#i shouldn’t say things like that but ALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA WE KNEW WE’D DIE YOUNG#this started w wallpaper#i’m so high#also very very bored#i’ve to do dishes & i absolutely 100% do not want to i hate dishes so fucking much i hate doing them i hate being around them i hate seeing
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#i love My blood so much#and i can't even try to explain how i felt hearing it live#only that i felt ALIVE#core memory#i don't think i've ever cried as much at a concert as i did during My blood :')#hi no i'm still absolutely not over the concert that was over a week ago#personal
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visited the eagle's nest today and had to take my beloved (battered, but well-loved) book with me! can't wait to share with you guys all the things i saw and read relating to the 101st!
#cant believe i am here#core memory for sure#and walking around berchtesgaden#absolutely crazy#the easy boys were right here !!!#band of brothers#hbo war#easy company#starlordsatellite
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oh my god does anybody remember those candy cigarettes ... my grandma used to buy them for me from the tobacco shop all the time
#nonsense radio#i wonder if they still make them?? i feel like it's the kind of thing they wouldn't really make anymore#but i feel like the intended use is as a behavioral replacement and not to give it to your kids lmao#anyway i was thinking about hai and remembered them because of course it would be thinking about deadmall characters#that unlocks a childhood core memory lmao#main-story hai wouldn't have candy cigarettes. but 20sai hai absolutely would#she would get them in a candy trade with an american mutual and i know this to be fact#OH FUN HAI FACT: SHE'S FLUENT IN ENGLISH. HER BILINGUAL SWAG#how did this turn into deadmall yapping lmao
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still processing the ending oh my god
#i absolutely misunderstood part of the abyss thing until the stats when kat was like it wants something in return i was like yeah their#memories like she said. & didnt get why she vanished. & then at the stats it was like OH well that makes more sense lmao#its crazy theres SO many ways some of these things can go while following the same core plotline thwse stats pages are wild#b&r spoilers#texticles
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when i was a kid my family and i used to live in paris and my dad once took me and my sister (7 and 4 i think?) to the paris sewers when we couldve gone to the catacombs or something. there was a gift shop down there. my sister got a stuffed rat toy. i think about that sewers gift shop often.
#we couldve gone to the CATACOMBS#AND WE DIDNT#we went to the sewers instead?????#i love my dad and i only love him more when he does absolutely baffling things like this#we were 7 and 4 what was going on in his head 😭😭#istg its a fucking core memory atp#ghost post
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Remembering that time my dad, who is very academically inclined and extremely well read, was schooling me about a mental disorder where someone thinks the people around them have been replaced with imposters, but he couldn't remember the name. I immediately said, "Oh yeah, Capgras Syndrome."
He looked at me with a mixture of awe and confusion, and asked me how the hell I knew that off the top of my head. I got to explain that I learned it from an anime. He didn't believe me, so I pulled up the clip and showed him.
#random knowledge#capgras syndrome#when the student becomes the teacher#anytime we could get a jeopardy question my dad couldn't answer is a now a core memory#anime#anime taught me#the anime was Ghost Hound#ghost hound#one of my absolute favorites#thank you anime#learning things from the stories you love#my nerdy hobbies aren't so dumb anymore are they?#obscure facts#core memory
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I am FREAKING out stimboard
X-X-X X-X-X X-X-X
#making this yo calm the fu fu fu FUCK down#stimboard#macy has an absolutely fucked flashback to a completely fabricated memory -core#unreality#flashback ment#macy might delete this one later -core
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Keira Knightley’s face when Elizabeth fakes the pirates out by starting to let the medallion go and they all scream and she’s like “I thought so” was a key part of my lesbian origin story
#that one#I was like seven when this movie came out and seeing this scene for the first time is absolutely a core memory#this is how I’m spending Independence Day#this movie is loosely about colonization so I think it’s on theme#pirates of the caribbean
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inside out 2 is interesting but it sure is the exact same plot as inside out 1 down to the emotions getting stranded outside hq as a core aspect of rileys isbeliminated and having to start from scratch while joy loses hope and cries while watching memories in a pile of memories that were deemed unimportant before being deus ex machinad by an imaginary cartoon
#inside out 2 spoilers#except joy has not learned her lesson about all emotions and memories being valuable and that she is not in charge#of making the call of which emotions are important. she builds her team up by emphasizing the good they do for riley#and continues to be an absolute control freak who puts an emphasis on her own importance seeming to have learned very little#some could argue that the emotions arent distinct enough or are even too nebulous to be their own emotions#and according to many theories in the subject all emotions come from combining multiple of the core emotions#which is why having nostalgia show up for a gag was... interesting. considering the first movie literally showed us joy and sadness memorie#create nostalgic ones. otherwise i mostly just feel like theyre too disparate and am still shocked how joy is like. the only positive#emotion. period.#anyway yeah it kinda underminded the first movies thesis that all emotions are important and helpful by making anxiety basically plain bad#even despite her explanations of why shes good. like she drops her memory in the sense of self and it immediately sprouts ominously#like idk maybe im just quibbling over foreshadowing in a childrens movie but to keep in line with that original thesis#wouldnt it make more sense to get more corrupt only as anxiety continues to flood it with only her emotion#like basing your entire sense of self and personality/beliefs around one emotion entirely is extremely unhealthy#and like it starts normal and gets more erratic as anxiety becomes the ONLY contributing factor. its probably not that important#okay so joy learns her lesson about the memories. but its still like. girl did you not already basically learn this before
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it's kinda funny how similar to my grandpa i am considering my birthday was three days after his
#but also like. i Never met him. he died long before i was born#so he never influenced me and by god is the rest of my family so different from him#that the fact i turned out this way is an absolute shocker#im a chemist (like him) just the other day i found out he was also agnostic like me#there's lots more details#i have to wonder if that time i thought i saw his ghost was real and that was him saying he was looking out for me or smthn#i was 3 and probably just dreaming but my ENTIRE life i actually thought I'd MET him#until when i was like 15 and found out he died like. ten years before i was born#and then i had a crisis abt that night bc i was SO SURE it was really him#and bc i was three nobody really ever spoke to me about him yet???? i only saw him as a photo on the wall#so i don't really know why that happened it's just a core memory for some reason#it's part of why this one person buying my grandpa's house and then turning it into an airbnb pissed me off so much#like. that was his home that he built with his own hands. and you've. turned it into a shitty modern home with no soul.#you've taken away everything that made his house special#i desperately wanted that house since i was a small child#I'm still upset we sold it
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