#absolutely a core memory
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heliocentric faith being based on evangelicalism and the bulbian church being based on Catholicism... brennan lee mulligan you will always be famous to me
#d20#dimension 20#a crown of candy#d20 fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#i have actually been acccused of witchcraft at catholic school#absolutely a core memory#Only time any school ever called my parents bc i was in trouble#I think i was 9? It was 2nd or 3rd grade
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the thing is I don't think armand wants to or could let go of his self image as a man even when he was still a teenager. because if he was a child that means all the things that happened to him were done to a child. ans those aren't things you do to children. even everything marius does, which armand still sees as love, wouldn't really be love if it was done to a child. so like. he has to be a man or all of that was too real and he didn't choose any of it. but also no one will take him as one, not even marius. so what even is he then. you know??
#really feel like this is the core of armands identity issues even more than the memory loss and the name changes and such#like if he is a man to himself but to absolutely no one else then literally WHAT is he.
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still chasing the high i felt that night i first saw her
#i almost fell asleep. was just checking my tumblr activity and noticed my dash notifications were absolutely fucking exploding#checked it out and felt the light of god (cheerleader gerard)#not exaggerating that is a core memory for me that made me so so so undescribably happy and in awe and i was struck dumb#i was literally shaking. it was pure euphoria#i think that was the first pic of them that i saw. either that or it was the second one#mcr#my chemical romance#my chem#cheerleader gerard#gerard way#mcr nashville#mikey way#frank iero#ray toro#bandom
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wallpaper is insane like u find a product w an ugly print ? wallpaper it. just multiple uncoordinated things put together ? wallpaper it. ugly door ? wallpaper it. ugly wall ? landlord won’t let me wallpaper it
#stream#tumblrs aging demographic etc but this was actually abt diys#the years of getting very stoned & watching the sorry girls & not even remembering what the original video was have prepared me to diy#everything#like ALSKALSKALSKLAKSLAKAA i love pullin shit out the trash like u don’t want it ? i do ‼️#i can REPURPOSE IT#i think it’s so funny#like the way i was raised was to recycle or whatever but my father also raised us to save everything bc what if u need the parts u know dads#so i just do. one of my core memories from ‘a child’ i was probably in like 8th grade at this point was when the hubcap of my fathers car#fell off his old as dirt hunk of junk older than me automobile & he was too cheap to pay like 25$ for a new 1 so he took my brother & i to#this like drainage ditch expecting US to go poke around in there & get it & i said absolutely fuckin not#bc this same man would tell us - bc we had to buy our own toys so like we u know saved whenever we got money from bday or christmas or u#know manual labour in exchange for money bc ok yea at least he taught us to demand what ur worth w that but it was like 5c ea pinecone 1c ea#stick or like ‘help me repair the roof’ ‘pressure wash the fence’ i was like 9 ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAAKS - he’d take us to the toy store &#we’d bring our money but instead we’d go to the hardware store & do all the errands & force us to do everything w him then he’d just say#‘yea it’s too late for that sorry’ like it was just. captive audience. this man is the reason i don’t go anywhere unless i know i can leave#on my own or when i want somehow bc girl …. I DONT TRUST ANYBODY HES A LIAR & A SCAMMER LIKE#but that’s just family heritage it’s genetic we’re a long line of liars & scammers but the buck ends here bc i’m not having bio children#or any children#lord knows i’ll be dead long before the chance could arise#i shouldn’t say things like that but ALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA WE KNEW WE’D DIE YOUNG#this started w wallpaper#i’m so high#also very very bored#i’ve to do dishes & i absolutely 100% do not want to i hate dishes so fucking much i hate doing them i hate being around them i hate seeing
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visited the eagle's nest today and had to take my beloved (battered, but well-loved) book with me! can't wait to share with you guys all the things i saw and read relating to the 101st!
#cant believe i am here#core memory for sure#and walking around berchtesgaden#absolutely crazy#the easy boys were right here !!!#band of brothers#hbo war#easy company#starlordsatellite
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when i was a kid my family and i used to live in paris and my dad once took me and my sister (7 and 4 i think?) to the paris sewers when we couldve gone to the catacombs or something. there was a gift shop down there. my sister got a stuffed rat toy. i think about that sewers gift shop often.
#we couldve gone to the CATACOMBS#AND WE DIDNT#we went to the sewers instead?????#i love my dad and i only love him more when he does absolutely baffling things like this#we were 7 and 4 what was going on in his head 😭😭#istg its a fucking core memory atp#ghost post
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Remembering that time my dad, who is very academically inclined and extremely well read, was schooling me about a mental disorder where someone thinks the people around them have been replaced with imposters, but he couldn't remember the name. I immediately said, "Oh yeah, Capgras Syndrome."
He looked at me with a mixture of awe and confusion, and asked me how the hell I knew that off the top of my head. I got to explain that I learned it from an anime. He didn't believe me, so I pulled up the clip and showed him.
#random knowledge#capgras syndrome#when the student becomes the teacher#anytime we could get a jeopardy question my dad couldn't answer is a now a core memory#anime#anime taught me#the anime was Ghost Hound#ghost hound#one of my absolute favorites#thank you anime#learning things from the stories you love#my nerdy hobbies aren't so dumb anymore are they?#obscure facts#core memory
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I don’t care if it’s been 3 episodes or 30, I am DEMANDING a 118 firefam hug in the season 7 finale. Get on it now, Tim, or else :)
#911#911 abc#9-1-1#9-1-1 abc#I honestly can’t remember the last time this happened but my most recent vivid memory of it is when they all give hen the doctor’s coat😭🥹#there’s gotta be a more recent one#right?#right?!#firefam#118 firefam#if it absolutely MUST be a core four hug in the hospital waiting room like it’s a prayer circle for Bobby bc he’s hurt I will#RELUCTANTLY#take it#however I would much prefer a 5 way hug (orrrrr a 6 way bc Mr panikkar deserves ALL the hugs AND a main spot in the cast)#give me a 118 firefam group hug or give me death#and all that#I know we all groaned about the Madney proposal containing NO KISS (and I stand by that annoyance) but we need more hugs in this firefam#you’re telling me they’re family but they don’t hug each other ON SCREEN at least once a week???#perish the thought#is this an excuse to see Hen and Chim buried under the combined forces of Bobby Buck and Eddie’s arms?#yes yes it is#our paramedics deserve the BIGGEST hugs after this season’s perils are finished#I just want to see them love each other like we know they do#plsssss#tim minear
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I am FREAKING out stimboard
X-X-X X-X-X X-X-X
#making this yo calm the fu fu fu FUCK down#stimboard#macy has an absolutely fucked flashback to a completely fabricated memory -core#unreality#flashback ment#macy might delete this one later -core
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Keira Knightley’s face when Elizabeth fakes the pirates out by starting to let the medallion go and they all scream and she’s like “I thought so” was a key part of my lesbian origin story
#that one#I was like seven when this movie came out and seeing this scene for the first time is absolutely a core memory#this is how I’m spending Independence Day#this movie is loosely about colonization so I think it’s on theme#pirates of the caribbean
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inside out 2 is interesting but it sure is the exact same plot as inside out 1 down to the emotions getting stranded outside hq as a core aspect of rileys isbeliminated and having to start from scratch while joy loses hope and cries while watching memories in a pile of memories that were deemed unimportant before being deus ex machinad by an imaginary cartoon
#inside out 2 spoilers#except joy has not learned her lesson about all emotions and memories being valuable and that she is not in charge#of making the call of which emotions are important. she builds her team up by emphasizing the good they do for riley#and continues to be an absolute control freak who puts an emphasis on her own importance seeming to have learned very little#some could argue that the emotions arent distinct enough or are even too nebulous to be their own emotions#and according to many theories in the subject all emotions come from combining multiple of the core emotions#which is why having nostalgia show up for a gag was... interesting. considering the first movie literally showed us joy and sadness memorie#create nostalgic ones. otherwise i mostly just feel like theyre too disparate and am still shocked how joy is like. the only positive#emotion. period.#anyway yeah it kinda underminded the first movies thesis that all emotions are important and helpful by making anxiety basically plain bad#even despite her explanations of why shes good. like she drops her memory in the sense of self and it immediately sprouts ominously#like idk maybe im just quibbling over foreshadowing in a childrens movie but to keep in line with that original thesis#wouldnt it make more sense to get more corrupt only as anxiety continues to flood it with only her emotion#like basing your entire sense of self and personality/beliefs around one emotion entirely is extremely unhealthy#and like it starts normal and gets more erratic as anxiety becomes the ONLY contributing factor. its probably not that important#okay so joy learns her lesson about the memories. but its still like. girl did you not already basically learn this before
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it's kinda funny how similar to my grandpa i am considering my birthday was three days after his
#but also like. i Never met him. he died long before i was born#so he never influenced me and by god is the rest of my family so different from him#that the fact i turned out this way is an absolute shocker#im a chemist (like him) just the other day i found out he was also agnostic like me#there's lots more details#i have to wonder if that time i thought i saw his ghost was real and that was him saying he was looking out for me or smthn#i was 3 and probably just dreaming but my ENTIRE life i actually thought I'd MET him#until when i was like 15 and found out he died like. ten years before i was born#and then i had a crisis abt that night bc i was SO SURE it was really him#and bc i was three nobody really ever spoke to me about him yet???? i only saw him as a photo on the wall#so i don't really know why that happened it's just a core memory for some reason#it's part of why this one person buying my grandpa's house and then turning it into an airbnb pissed me off so much#like. that was his home that he built with his own hands. and you've. turned it into a shitty modern home with no soul.#you've taken away everything that made his house special#i desperately wanted that house since i was a small child#I'm still upset we sold it
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im currently writing an atsugawa (I hate the name shin soukoku or whatever I'm sorry but I'm actually not. also I cannot pronounce soukoku {this is the real reason I don't use soukoku}) and I don't even ship it lmaoo
#maris bsd 🗞️#like its not a bad ship for my personal tastes#I like them alot more in trios tho I've realized#absolutely adore anytime atsu aku and kyouka are together#two disaters and a teenage girl going through the inexplicable horrors#my favorite#I also desparately wish more people saw the atsulucygawa vision.....#anyways the fic is actually more like before an establish relationship but you can read it as romantic if you want#you'd have to work extra hard though because their bickering isn't like#romantic bickering they're actually kinda getting on each others nerves#but then they have a cute moment talking about their respective agency co workers and realize they do have common ground and that's how muc#they love their lil found dysfunctional families#actually its mostly akutagawa talking Abt port mafia (IM SICK OF PPL SAYING HE DOESNT CARE ABT THEM IDC I wRITE CANON NOW TY) and atsu#realizing that akus never rlly been in a position where he could safely and openly show his affection for anyone#and the one time he did they left (dazai) (this is how the conversation starts)#(aku says smth Abt gin and atsus like “awhh you care alot :3” and akus like “no I don't” and then atsus like “ykw its okay to care Abt ppl”#and akus like “:(( but what if they leave again” and atsus like “but what if they stay?” and basically lists all the reasons why they'd sta#and then akus gets all soft and has a nice moment of caring about everyone he works with#(except maybe chuuya I cant rmb any times they've interacted and i cant think of anything fun or like core memory things they'd do together#and then aku is like “what Abt you and your family? how are they?” and then it's atsus turn to be all sappy about their family#and so then they end up having a way better day than expected AND they walked away from it with a new friend and an even better#understanding of each other and stuff#yeah#reminder I don't even ship atsugawa but wow I feel deeply abt them both.#maybe Id like them as like QPR??#I can see that alot better#but man atsulucygawa....#even they'd probably be QPR though imo#anyways pushing my “aku doesn't feel like he can allow himself to share his affection for people because he doesn't want them to leave”#agenda ty for coming to my Ted talk
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I just had a crazy idea.
I’ve been wanting to get rid of my couch and tv … honestly since the moment I moved into my apartment.
BUT
What if I did that and then turned my living room into a micro yoga studio lol.
And I’d get one of those foam sectional couches that can be stacked up and put away…
#when I was a kid#a lot of my friends were Arab#and they had these foam couches#that I was absolutely obsessed w#core memory just unlocked lol
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sometimes i remember that my first concert was a social distortion concert. and then i remember that not only was that my first show but i was 12 and i'm like 85% sure i was the youngest person there. and i just remember holding onto my dad's hand as we walked through the crowds and a bunch of adults being very excited that my dad had brought his 12 year old child (me) to the concert.
#saying my first concert was social distortion means absolutely fuck all to people my age#but to a very specific group of middle aged white guys it is SUCH a flex#people: 'weren't you raised catholic how did you end up so leftist?'#me: 'i was raised catholic and went to punk shows with my dad. what else did you expect to happen?'#anyway there's so lore about me and my dad#that concert is such a core memory it's not even funny#that experience definitely shaped me at least a little bit#social distortion#concerts#random stuff#personal post
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seeing Dominic live as my first concert ever was absolutely life changing.
also idk who Hether is but i would like to
#dominic fike#you absolute legend#ill never get over it#i dont ever want to be the same#core memories in the making#the PCD hittin so hard#i keep looking through pictures and videos of that night and just 🥺😭#💭
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