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captainsavre · 1 year ago

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IG Story: dsavre (December 11, 2023)

#a much needed smile on my face #💔#this hurts so damn much…#they took away her smile #😭😭😭#oh my heart 😭💔#we must put it back again #we can’t stop fighting #💪🏼❤️‍🔥#save station 19 #danielle savre #lachlan buchanan #station 19 #station19edit #mine #pp: savre

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hinamie · 5 months ago

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itakugi sillies fr the soul

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #yuji itadori #nobara kugisaki #itakugi #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk leaks #jjk manga spoilers #jjk spoilers #jjk 267 #eye horror/#cant see the haters <3 #not pictured here megumi holding the camera like ......................#also i dont know how i feel abt eyepatch yuuji but fr the sake of itakugi wearing each other's eyepatches he can have one :'>#entertained the idea of them having Matching ones but i scrapped tht pretty quickly dhsdfgfdf i like them distinct #i think yuuji might b able to pull off the larger snaparound kind bc the scars on the other side of his face maybe balance it out #but i like nobara having a smaller more traditional eyepatch personally #1 bc i think she would not want to mess up her hair but also bc i LOVE th look of her scars i want as many of them visible as possible #the eye socket itself tho is ....kinda gnarly GGHJFHFS #speaking of which ik nobara's eye kind of. exploded. but what exactly happened w yuuji's did it just ???? burn away????#idrk if yuuji shld also have a more defined eye socket tbh but fr the sake of my own enjoyment n sanity #i am pulling the fanartist I Do What I Want card #i make the rules and i want his scars to look Like This smile #anyway i love them so much i missed them so much they r so SIBLING CODED #u dont understand officer i need them being dumb n chaotic. to cope #hands and knees itkg save megumi itfskg make it out alive plspslpslplspslpslspsl

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bacchuschucklefuck · 7 months ago

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doing chibi is a good design exercise bc it forces u to think on shapes n essential details, essentially thumbnailing ur designs. its also a terrible design exercise bc it ends up looking cute no matter what

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #riz gukgak #very specifically class swap bard!riz #fh class quangle #mm. I may need tags for all the asides Ive been doing lmao #riz's canon design is so coherent and thematically clean that I genuinely struggle to keep up...#bard!riz's whole thing is working out his identity through abject fear so it kiiiinda makes sense that hes got a different thing going #on every year I guess? like lmao the directive I go into each of these designs with changes vastly #freshman bard!riz has to look extremely nonthreatening. and also make you wanna pick him up and chuck him at a wall #annoyingly inoffensive. slides off your memory pretty much immediately. a void of an experience #crucially Does Not Show Teeth While Smiling #sophomore year bard!riz I have been keeping the like. cameraman direction for #I want him to be swimming in clothes a little bit... he kinda lands at like. 80s/90s shlocky horror protag too which I do like #bc what is season 2 to riz if not a horror story lmao #junior year bard!riz I want to be somewhere between clark kent and tintin #the journalist aesthetics is not so clear and easy to build as the detective or spy aesthetics...#but also I just. really like boy journalist lmao this is the BD blood speaking again #and! I actually do draw his hair differently than in my canon junior year riz stuff. its a bit shorter here so it doesn't #obscure as much of his face #its so funny actually going from drawing canon stuff to class swap esp. with riz bc he's smiling SO much here #and it's 100% trained like its crucial for u guys to know he is equally if not more fucked up as a bard #barely anybody can wrangle him in canon it's already been mostly him keeping himself on track. imagine if he actually learned how to act #mmm. I think these designs are still gonna soft change as I draw them. thats fine we have fun #drawing sophomore year bard!riz for those comiclets was fun as hell. I think on this factor alone I call it a success lol

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soft-cryptids · 2 years ago

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“Nice.”

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shalom-iamcominghome · 4 months ago

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I've been doing a lot of reflection as of late, especially after this past class.

This past class was about the Torah and Tanakh in general, and the way the rabbi talked about the commandments (specifically the ten commandments) has made me really reflect on how I interpret them, specifically the fifth commandment, or honoring your mother and father.

This is a commandment I have wrestled with for a long time - in fact, it brought me away from g-d at multiple times. I was severely abused when I was incredibly young by my mother, and I used to feel insulted at the implication that I were to honor her while she got to live a better life. It was hypocritical, in my eyes.

But this rabbi surmised that this particular commandment was because parenthood is an act of creation, something that is like the g-d from which we come from. My realization is this: I don't think we're necessarily meant to take even these commandments literally.

I this particular commandment is more of a call to honor creation - creation is a gift, and like any gift, many people simply will not like it and will discard it. The person who abused me created me, but she did not honor creation. She didn't honor me, but I can still honor it.

I have started to honor creation much more. I'm too young, too unstable, not mature enough to be a father (though I fantasize about it), but I create all the time. I create relationships, I create with my hands through crochet. I create memories, I create my world. And I can honor who I am and where I came from that made me who I am. I've been learning one of the mother tongues of my family (Italian, since part of my family originates there) and it was judaism that inspired me to do this.

I don't think g-d wants me to honor my abuser. I think He wants me to remember the Holy action of creation. When I am a father, that act of creation will be Holy, and indeed, I am already joyful about the thought.

I have seen many people struggle with this particular commandment, but I think this perspective helps me personally. I don't think I ever have to forgive my abusers (plural), and I don't think I am commanded to simply because they happened to be family. I am commanded to recognize the holy, to elevate the mundane. In doing so, I will remember g-d. Through creation, I honor g-d and everything he has done for us, for me, and for our collective people.

#jumblr #jew by choice #jewish conversion #personal thoughts tag #abuse tw #i am not sharing this for the sake of pity and i also ask not to be told to divulge my abuse story. that isn't relevant #i have been needing to engage with this topic for a long time though and judaism has helped me a bit in navigating healing #but i decided to share this publicly in the hopes it will help other survivors specifically of familial/parental abuse #i know how it feels (in general). it's so lonely and you can really harbor (understandable) baggage about this particular commandment #i have a meeting with My Rabbi (sponsoring rabbi) and i might bring this up. we've only spoken once face-to-face (zoom)#so that might be really Intense to bring up to him but he is very kind and i trust him (which is why he is My Rabbi)#and he has already told me that he WANTS me to wrestle with g-d and His word *with* him #again i am posting this publicly so i can document my thoughts and keep them straight but also with the hope it MIGHT help others #if it even *casually* inspires another survivor i will feel so grateful (though it is THEIR achievement and not mine to claim)#i want us to survive. i want us to eat well. i want us to smile #i will say that this must be a very sudden whiplash in tone from my last post about sex. from sex to awful horrific abuse #my stream of consciousness is just Like This though in the sense that i have very sudden realizations and tonal whiplashes #so you're just getting a very frank look into how my brain is structured and what my brain thinks are important enough to think about #if i seem much more verbose it's because i needed to write this on my laptop which makes typing and more importantly yapping even *easier*

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sketchy-tour · 1 year ago

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He has!!! ARIVED!!!!!

He's here he's here he's here!!!!!! Safe and sound!!! We sat down and did some coloring together!!!!

And also made sure he met his new neighbors! Had a nice chat with my childhood stuffed animal! Asking all about what his new home is like. And of course, he had to meet Boober Fraggle!

Watched some Winnie the Pooh together! I think he really liked it. I hope he felt warm and welcomed in my home. A nice and cozy first day here!

#welcome home #wally darling #welcome home puppet show #welcome home arg #not art #i mean except for the crayon doodle-#nfndjfkdk #IM FILLED WITH SO MUCH JOY RN!!!!!#Hes HERE!! i keep grabbing his little face with my hand!#hes so sweet. hes so small!#AAAAA I GET TO SPIN HIM FOR REAL!!!!!!!!#PICKING HIM UP AND SPINNING HIM IRL!!!!!#I wanna get a lil voice box for him so bad.#Specifically of him saying “Keep your smile merry and always know that I love you. Very much.”#like you have no idea NO IDEA #i need to find one small enough though!!!!!!#and get help. cause haha i cannot sew #anyways!!!!!!!!!!!!! jdjfjdkkfkfj Celebrated with cartoons and cracked open a box of crayons just for him!#literally #ive been saving those crayons for when he got here. didnt open them till today!!!!#SPECIAL CRAYONS FOR SPECIAL MAN!#also cant not imagine him staring in awe at my rainbow keyboard. hed love that shit #sorry if this is too silly and sappy im just!!!! so happy right now!!!!!

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romidoes · 8 months ago

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and, oh, we started

two hearts in one home

it’s hard when we argue

we’re both stubborn, i know

but oh, sweet creature

whenever i go

you bring me home.

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sdrose93 · 25 days ago

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TG 86 and TGM 22 🤍🤍

I love him in the whites 😍🤍

#Tom Cruise #Top Gun 1986 #Top Gun Maverick #TGM #Pete Maverick Mitchell #Pete Mitchell #NEED MORE #there's just something about the whites 🤍#he's so handsome #beautiful man #his pretty face #his smile makes my day #I'll love these movies forever #my heart #I love him so much #Mav <3

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robinson-graves · 9 months ago

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( They all love you!!! )

#isat #in stars and time #in stars and time siffrin #isat siffrin #isat spoilers #siffrin isat #siffrin in stars and time #robin draws #“i should draw siffrin smiling” i say #i then proceed to redraw the very scene that made me feel like there was a pit in my stomach #also if you couldnt tell. i really like drawing faces. i need to practice things outside of faces but i love faces so much #oh yeah i have a greyscale and a not-darkened version of this too #but i didnt want to post them with this because it'd feel cluttered #slap me if y'all want them and I'll post them then

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bunnyboy-juice · 3 days ago

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i feel so pretty today c:

#ok to rb #ive been wearing dresses and big tshirts nonstop the last few days and im so !!!!!#this is also one of my favorite dresses #it was a swim coverup thing i thrifted but i sewed it together so it'd fit like a pretty dress instead #its like. very much giving toga dress when i stand and is really short and cute #also prepare to be sick of my face cause im probably gonna post lots of selfies since im not gonna be working for 6 weeks #and i need to be percieved and complimented or engaged with daily or i literally feel. well not that bad. but i get daily social usually so #being home is just making me a little fuzzy - but posting these helps!!!! also im so cute how could u even get sick of me #also first photo is so. “boyfemme wallet photo” hehehehehe #bun.life #also this big pimple i had before the surgery still hasn't gone away completely and its been legit over a month now and i kinda hope it like #scars cause im actually really enjoying how cute it makes my smile look?#idk if thats weird but i like it so NYEH!#femme lesbian #femme4all #butch bait

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theswedishpajas · 3 months ago

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Had a thought yesterday

[Clean version + bonus below]

#my art stuff #digital art #gravity falls #stanford pines #w.d. gaster #undertale #glitch #static #secret code #transparent #gaster!ford #journal 3 #bright glasses #beware the man who speaks in hands #me and a friend are half-baking concepts with this #Gerson I’m coming for you next >w>#been a WHITE since I sat through drawing a character that I’m not gay over and isn’t me #I needed that lil stanley to push me through - these are difficult times #I must admit it was really nice drawing something out of lore passion reasons again though #Staring at sixer that long was contorting my face out of uncomfortable awkwardness though #I don’t like staring at the brother in law (in TWO ways) - especially when he looks so similar to MY guy #brother in law specifically cus a friend of mine who I call MY twin has latched unto him #but also cus he’s Stanley’s brother - I suppose #but the other one much more.#I needed something to look at to get a break and just smile at instead of being awkward man #yes I know the text is lopsided and messed up - I work with CSP and I was TIRED

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tazmiilly · 11 months ago

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your art is so awesome it brings me so much joy 💞 keep up the wonderful work dude🫶

thank you so much! (hands you this tiny guy)

#scribbles #asks like this really do put a smile on my face #thank you so much #and i actually really needed to hear it when you sent it <:)#ask #gravity falls #fiddleford mcgucket

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sanjiswetcigarettes0 · 9 months ago

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Listening to old Brazilian love songs makes me think of zolu so much i am smiling so big rn. I want what they have.

They make me imagine them slowly dancing to one of those beautiful old salsa songs where they gently hold hands and move their bodies so slow, that they sweated terribly but still want to enjoy the warm sunny evening with the chilly breeze of the entire seas they sailed alone together while they hold and look at each other with endless love and big grins. THEY LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH AND I AM CRAZY OVER THEM.

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reigningm4x · 1 year ago

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#sorry to her but I needed his cute squishy face alone #max verstappen #my post #I adore him #so so much #his big baby smile

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taylorrepdetective · 9 months ago

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I know she had era tour but I don’t think I can do it w a broken heart is actually eras tour

I thought of this too. Maybe sometime down under? No way to know, but I did think the line she threw in at the end “Try and come for my job” might have hinted at something. I can read it both ways. As always, we’ll never know for sure. But I think it’s fair to say she has felt this way many times. It reminded me of Katy having to go on stage immediately after having her husband tell her he was filing for divorce. And it’s relatable. We’ve all had to put on a happy face at work and pretend things are fine at home.

#on a personal note #it reminds me of one of my depressive episodes where everyday I just didn’t want to get out of bed or do anything #and as a result I lost 15 pounds in a short period.#and when I did get out of bed and smiled I got a lot of comments about how great I looked #so I don’t think we need to necessarily dissect this so much #the point is sometimes she is deeply unhappy and we won’t know because like everyone she hides her feelings #and we should remember this always. we don’t know her.#body language experts should shut up because if she’s in public she knows she can be video’d or photographed at any moment always #so she always has the face on she wants people to see #that sounds so exhausting

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sirenofthegreenbanks · 11 months ago

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《山河令》 WORD OF HONOR (2021) | Episode 20

Dear, the kiss that steals your breath Will steal your soul instead When night is all that's left So wait, keep your heart inside My hand won't keep it safe I'll just feed on dreams and smile as hope slowly dies –The Rigs, Run Baby Run

#my gif #okay so the way wkx doesnt think these times can ever return #not just that things change and will naturally turn into memory #but also that he feels like he won‘t ever get another chance at being as happy as he was then #simply because hes Changed now #and he knows Bad Things Happen (to him) (because of him)#it reminds me of the nails reveal scene (‚i found u bad its too late.‘)#only much worse because so much more of wkx himself is revealed #so the stakes are higher #and he and zzs are so much closer #he inevitably needs to reveal what happened to zhen yan #but how can he? when hes convinced zzs will turn his back #if he ever finds out The Other Side of him (master of ghosts)#hes like working with a deadline #hnnng #wen kexing #zhou zishu #zzs #wkx #gifset #word of honor #wenzhou #山河令 #shl #shan he ling #also this is dedicated to Spare Me by staringatstars #which im currently rereading again and its having me Feel Things #about wkx & his yearning to sacrifice himself if the odds are against him #also: hii!!!!!! my first gifset!!!!! i know its not perfect but thats fine (tears of labour streaming down my face as i smile bravely)#priestnet

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