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i like literally wish i didnt feel compelled to rewatch and relisten to the same things over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again its like actually really annoying and frustrating because i just feel like im constantly stuck in a loop doing the same things over and over but thats just literally what its like being autistic like its just frustrating cos i dont want to have to be constantly fighting with myself over it because its like okay we dont need to get stuck in the daily loop of walking in circles for hours listening to the same songs we've heard 200 times or sitting and watching things we've seen 30 times and there are better ways we could be spending our time but the compulsion is SO strong and its just Omfg like its just annoying and horrible because I have to force myself to try to break out of patterns I wish the constant compulsion I have to do the same things over and over and over and over and OVER AND OVER wasnt there at all because it would make things way easier for me and it just makes me feel so dumb.
#Like please for the love of god can we stop doing the same things over and over and go have new experiences oh my god#And i dont know its hard not to beat myself up constantly#im thinking about how im back into the same thing i was into for literally like 5 years when i was younger and i love it so much but it als#causes me despair because im like so im just spinning my wheels but like having a special interest that brings you joy your whole life is#the whole thing with being autistic and its fine but im just like ughhh UAEGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#how it feels to go back to your old hyperfixation and its the guy with the chains on his wrists.#anyways omfg sorry that all i do on here is either post autistically about this band or agonize for some reason about being into this band.#if i could just calm the fuck down.#its literally fine but im like soooo im just walking in a circle forever and ever#but if i could just stop feeling guilty for no reason i would be having so much more fun#but the circular/obsessive thought patterns also mean i constantly worry about the same thing . when will i shut up#i just had a bad day because i basically have done nothing but stare at screens and its fine but i feel Aueahehaeufhehweughwhgdjhgdf#Its pathetic though like i have to fight with myself to pause music to even put on a podcast or something and its just so like. oh my god i#a grown adult come on#but i literally will like start an album too and then be like well i cant turn it off i have to listen to the whole thing and ill do that#with 4 albums and just walk and walk and then im like so i wasted 2 hours#etc etc its just god i dont know i feel so frustrated with myself constantly this doesnt have anything to do with a specific thing anymore#its just the general like. i do the same things every day im just stuck in this pattern of behavior constantly it makes me so frustrated#i didnt do Any of the things i actually wanted to try to do today so im just like.#im at least gonna go play guitar for a few hours
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genuinely would love for some of the "both parties are the same" people to name me a single election in the entirety of the twenty first century where the outcome for the country wouldn't have been better if a democrat had won
#personal#like come on we all know shit would have been amazingly better if the supreme court hadn't couped al gore#kerry would have also been infinitely better than bush too#i'm very glad we got two years of obama rather than a mccain presidency or a romney presidency#and honestly if you think hillary would have been worse than trump or that biden has been worse than trump#or that kamala will somehow be worse than trump 2.0 as he attempts to install himself as fascist dictator for life#you're not a serious person and shouldn't be allowed outside without an adult and also should probably get smacked in the head#with a cast iron pan#every american presidential election for my entire life has very obviously been 'the democrat is infinitely better than the republican'#and has only gotten moreso as i've grown up#hell every election in general is still showing that dems are better than republicans#democrats control the house? they get stuff down#republicans control the house? they go to recess early and are legit gearing up to shut down the government in october#(of an ELECTION YEAR god please let republicans singlehandedly shut down the government a month before election day)#(as a republican tries to take back the white house please god it would be so fucking funny to watch them deal with that)#but like yeah literally vote blue no matter who because i've been alive for twenty five whole years#and in those twenty five years never once has the republican been remotely the better option or even the 'lesser of two evils' option
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I just had a passing thought about my own stuff from an outsider POV. I wondered if anyone who’s not a huge fan of dick questions why Dick Grayson in most of the stuff I post…
Why all of a sudden Dick Grayson is the bus driver- because I hired him!!! I want to see him! I’m gonna put him in everything!
#you know that one image of shadow saying don’t trust your brain after 9 pm? I get a lot of weird thoughts it’s like im under attack through#self created scenarios but this one got dismissed real quick by how raw and selfish my desire to put my fav in everything#anyways idk why I’m posting this. dick and Damian. dick and cass. dick and Tim. doesn’t the timeline make a lot of sense#oh yeah. I’m going to read Robin jason comics soon so maybe there will be more jason stuff coming. so far everything I’ve been reading with#jason in it are nightwing comics (shrugs)#so he’s basically already grown… and edgy. lol#except for a few comics where he’s baby#I also need to read Steph’s more stuff. being an adult is not great man. you don’t have time to do anything. a bit overrated#except having money part. I like having money
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[jttw swk oc children] tried out giving them some new clothes but I dunno bout this one… 🤔
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#drawing them again because I love them#you Will Look 🔫#/threat#digital art#my art#journey to the west#jttw oc#jttw sun wukong#jttw au#original character#for those not aware these are my swk children ocs#they’re powerful but obviously not as much as their dad#I imagine they just have high ranking roles in his monkey army and defend huaguoshan while he’s off journeying#shooting comet and frozen river#my son tomato and his brother turnip#tomato was born first#I’m torn between making them twins or half brothers born at the exact same time#tomato’s actually very nice but other monkeys find it a bit hard to read him cuz he’s always making the monkey#face equivalent of killing intent face#turnip was born without eyes so he has no problem just letting em bangs hang#I imagine they were like toddlers when swk left and when he comes back he gets like two full grown adult demon monkeys thrown at him like#welcome back father!!! and he’s just befuddled standing there like who are you people 🗿#they have so many other half siblings I think#don’t ask me who their mothers are#I hc swk as on the aroace spec now but back when I first started getting into jttw I imagined he would have a lot of concubines#or willing partners at least - of both genders of course I’m not stupid#his advisors looking for him like where is dasheng??! 😨#meanwhile there’s a pile of babies with a suspicious tail peaking out from under them
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i think martha kent should get to threaten rex leech with a shotgun tbh
#rimi talks#many people in kon's life would happily line up to punt this guy and i think that's beautiful#i think clark would have some Feelings about not realizing that kon's living situation was as fucked up as it was#and i would also love to see this. bc like kon also doesn't realize it was fucked up. and is so determined to be independent#but also i feel like i have to add 7386482 disclaimers. NOBODY BLAME CLARK FOR EDITORIAL DECISIONS#just bc clark carries the weight of the world on his shoulders and blames himself for everything DOESN'T MEAN THAT'S CORRECT#(also. ill take traits kon inherited from clark for $800)#anyway im getting off track. the point is. rex coming back into kon's life at some point way down the line could be soooo juicy#like the contrast of kon having a real support system. and being older and less naive.#many directions it could go in. have ma hate rex's ass or lois eviscerate him. have clark and kon have a heart to heart about it.#have tim threaten and blackmail him again bc i still think that's fucking hilarious.#have kara hear about what happened and be filled with righteous fury that has nowhere to go. bc kon wouldn't actually want him hurt#have roxy step in before anyone else has the chance. let her go dad what the FUCK?#it's about the number of people who love and want to protect kon. unlike what happened the first time around#the kontrast of it all. if you will.#and also about kon getting some kind of closure that a grown ass adult Using him as a child was not actually his fault#ough..........
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Man I cant stop thinking about if Kpp’ar gets freed from the coin the intense whiplash he is going to get from the last time he saw Soren and Claudia to now.
One, a small sick dying child would could hardly jog without his breath failing him and the other so full of life and with a spark of charming curiosity for magic.
And now they are the youngest Captain of The Crownguard in history and the strongest Dark Mage of all time.
#jelly tarts#the dragon prince#tdp magefam#Kpp’ar get in here im including you in magefam now idc#tdp soren#tdp claudia#tdp kpp'ar#like it was already sad seeing Runaan slowly process how much Rayla had grown in two years#for Kpp’ar to come back and see how much has changed how these children he used to watch and care for are now on opposite sides of a war#they are adults one brandishing a sword with determination and the other wielding a corrupted stolen staff with pride#he never got to finish their carousel :((#giveusthesaga
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Pros and cons of having a Guardian Demon.
#my art#starbsart#more of them !!!!#Altairus is sweet and kind but they DEFINITELY teases Palmer about things she used to do as a kid.#she used to be bossy. the one to come up with the games. always leading the way while Altairus followed her without questions#as an adult she hasn't grown out of old habits while Altairus learned to think and fend for themselves while they were apart#it was disorientating for Palmer to see him changed. similar to seeing a childhood classmate for the first time in years#story wise Altairus inspired Palmer to change too...#original characters
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hi i’m dovesick, i’m an anthro artist. i mostly draw one-off themed pieces & comics, sometimes with horror elements. i have a couple stories with ocs as well, i’d like to draw them more but i get mega distracted by drawing challenges hahah
this is some recent work of mine (as of october 2023). i’m friendly & you can message me if you want. i’m more active on instagram though (d0vesick -with a zero). my favourite things are pokemon (esp shiny hunting) & tboi & i always wanna talk about them :D i love animals too & dead kennedys are my favourite band.
(btw i tag content warnings, so as long as you have those words filtered then you’ll be fine. i put all my work on insta so i don’t draw anything extreme)
#anthro art#furry art#pigeon art#cat furry#horror art#this is gonna be my new pinned post#i don’t mind chatting to new ppl but won’t chat with anyone under 18 btw#i’m a fully grown adult lol#i have some new art coming but wanted to update this first#cw bl00d#cw knife#cw guns#cw alcohol#cw smoking
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something something cody and frankie growing up with the rescue bots who used to be slightly more mature but by the time the kids are 14 they’re the same maturity
something something them growing up and graduating high school and then college and the rescue bots are still excited for story night and cant watch horror movies without crying and gag at kissing and fight over who’s the faster rescuer
something something cece was so small to the rescue bots when she was born but in just a decade she’s almost their age mentally
something something the townspeople having the rescue bots babysit their kids and then their grandkids and they’ve barely changed
something something when chief burns eventually dies the rescue bots can barely grasp he’s actually gone because to them he had hardly lived
something something they’re so long lived as a species but so young personally that when they finally grow up everyone they grew up around will be long, long gone
#tfrb#rescue bots#transformers rescue bots#its so sad that the rescue bots are straight up children and won’t ever be real grown ups around their friends#like they might mature a little but they aren’t ever going to be adults in the humans’ lives#they’re going to watch everyone grow up and stay the same themselves#and the humans will see it coming and understand#but to the rescue bots they had so little time together#and yet the humans had learned everything so quickly#idk. idk.#im feeling sad rn#transformers#maccadams#maccadam
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kids when they hear that their dad is back in town VS. kids when theyre hanging out with a conman that accidentally stole their wallet once
im not even joking btw
bonus heres me being crazy about them in dms ^^^
#mob psycho 100#mp100#shou suzuki#sho suzuki#reigen arataka#i know sho doesnt actually BELIEVE his dad is back but even just that split second reaction is a weird one to have over your dad coming bac#he was like 'say sike rn... wait that aint right.'#shou watching them on the bottom floor while being isolated up in the corner at the end of the third stage play. and saying#'it's nice that they're so easygoing.' all wistfully???? im killing somebody#reigen calling him a poor thing and worrying about him DESPITE knowing his mischievous ways. ugh#gonna quote my reaction to clip rq#'bro [shou] heard him [reigen] talking about guardianship over children and making sure theyre safe over anything else and was like-#'this is getting too real for me i gotta make fun of him immediately.''#idc WHAT yall think to ME that was such a thick layer of defense mechanism that even though reigen's guardianship speech wasnt directed#at Sho he still felt the intrinsic urge to shoot back because of what hes experienced with people who are SUPPOSED to be protecting him.#would yall believe me if i told you i am totally insane#there are SO MANY THINGS. woven into their interactions that really enhance it#its totally silly! yes! but also! it is a legitimate ARC of GROWTH within their relationship! we watch as Sho starts off#with no trust in the man at all (although for a pretty good reason)#and over time he realizes hes NOT total shitbag#of course this doesnt mean hes completely vulnerable with him. its easy to infer that his distrust in certain people is formed from#a lifetime of being let down and incapability of dependency on certain trusted adults. his defense must be so heavily built up#even after gaining some sort of trust from Shou Reigen will NOT be exempt from his impish defense mechanisms.#sho will not make himself emotionally available as he would then be open to being hurt by someone else he thought could trust#his 'carefree and prankish' behavior is the wall between himself and such an intense feeling of disappointment and hurt and loneliness#but i like to think hes also just silly. hehe#man that stage play huh. shoots every fatal drug directly into my bloodstream#shou's trust and father issues VS stupid conman who has the common sense to not let children be beat up by grown ass adults. who will win.#i mightve forgotten something but. i think this is pretty packed full already so i am pleased. thank you for reading <3#meowmeow art
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Saaya...... you are a magical girl
#dusty adventures#precure#precure all stars f#cure ange#i know she is talking abt like.... using magic outside of being a precure#but the fact that she also comes from a team where one of them is a android#and their fairy is a talking hamster that transforms into a fully grown adult man#makes this remark so funny to me
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The thing that's so endearing to me about the fact that Jess was obsessed with Almost Famous is that... There's something so earnest and idealistic about this film. Like, at its core, it's about people who love music (or even writing about music) and about people who are searching for something that's real, trying to figure out how to be honest with each other and with themselves, and longing for a genuine connection with other human beings. And everyone gets a happy ending! They all end up better as people from having been on this journey together. The pain and the love is all incredibly sincere, and while there are certainly humorous moments, there is nothing flippant here. And yeah, ultimately, all of that very much fits with who Jess ends up being as a person in the long-run, but the fact that this was his favorite movie in Season 3 just confirms to me that this is who he has always been, all along.
#Gilmore Girls#Jess Mariano#Almost Famous#Other interesting themes include:#The very specific darkly humorous perspective that comes from being the only sober person in a room full of intoxicated people#And a teenage boy who finds himself responsible for looking after grown adults and trying to keep them from killing themselves#(either intentionally or unintentionally)#I am now EVEN MORE CONVINCED that he would like Amélie too
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“mor hates nesta because she’s allowed to hate the ABUSER of her best friend” would be a much more powerful statement if mor actually got on nesta for anything not related to cassian and the book didn’t very specifically spell out for us that she dislikes nesta because she fears losing cassian as a buffer between her and azriel
#anti morrigan#anti cassian#and#anti azriel#too#because NONE of them come out looking good in that situation#five hundred years?? five hundred years and not one person has grown a pair and said what they’re actually feeling#immature ass adult children#carly’s pro nesta propaganda#pro nesta archeron
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The downfall of OWONekko has been so insane it doesn’t even feel real like this woman got called out on one bad take she had and immediately started acting like a 4channer 0.00000000001 seconds after it happened
#intentionally misgendering GinjaNinja drawing wojacks of Jouusta (who has been nothing but respectful while disagreeing w/ her)#[CW VERY GROSS/UNSANITARY MENTION IN NEXT TAG]#literally drawing herself spraying her fecal matter into the mouths of the ppl disagreeing w/ her like WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING????????#ARE YOU NOT A FULLY GROWN TAX PAYING VOTING ELIGIBLE ADULT? WHY DO YOU THINK THIS BEHAVIOR IS APPROPRIATE?#I have never seen such a swift and disgusting personality shift in someone like the mask did not just come off. it exploded off her face#diary.txt
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My sister drew Soma Cruz for me because I have been having such a bad week it’s almost comical. Please enjoy as I have 😔
#castlevania#soma cruz#akumajou dracula#not my art#as in it’s literally my sister’s art#I think I’m gonna lose my mind#I didn’t get into my orchestra#I cried to a friend I was checking hw with#A PERSON I DIDNT KNOW THAT WELL TOO#AND I AM ALREADY BEHIND IN COLLEGE#3.91 GPA never coming back like actually 😭😭#anyways he has bloody tears because my sister is edgy#she is a full grown adult with a job and rent
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Quick question for the sports fans: what is the correct social response to "your team and your friend's team are playing each other in the finals"?
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