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what was your favorite subject in high school?
Calculus 💀💀
#Yeah im one of those sorry#I hated physics though#Then uni came around and now I like it again#In uni it was hands down everything chemistry#I love chemistry I’m considering a whole masters in it but idk#Med school is the plan and I feel like I’ll burn out without a gap year but IDKKKK#I feel like I should mention I like math so much bc I was raised by an engineer mother#I’m going through the should I get a masters motions again but my ass really could use a gap year
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"you all hated taylor kelly, abby clark, ana flores, and every other female love interest but loooove tommy kinard, therefore you're misogynistic" SO CLOSE! i actually never hated any of those women, or any other female love interest for that matter because i'm better than you, but uh good luck next time ig <3
#actually sorry yeah im filled with love#would it be better if i hated all of those women AND a gay man. like would that be a better combination?#lucky for me im not an idiot and i dont hate any of them#its the whole assuming everyone hated every female love interest so seeing people like the male love interest strikes you a misogynistic#like uh well it might be if thats what was actually happening but you guys are the ones who were being weird so#bucktommy#taylor kelly#tommy kinard#abby clark#ana flores#margot yaps
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arg! the outsiders fandom should all collectively talk more about poverty! ah! talk about cps. talk about food stamps talk about government cheese talk about stealing and not in the fun way talk about fear of going hungry talk about the reason the gang is a gang and not just a friend group. um. talk about dallas living in buck merril's like spare room talk about soda giving up his paycheck to darry so they can stay together talk about MORTGAGE talk about the vietnam war and poverty and enlistment and the draft! ah! talk about the class divide! talk about debt! talk about how darry could never "go soc" because no matter his skill in football or the way he wore his hair he could never rise above his socioeconomic class enough to be considered one of them! talk about paul holden punching him in the face! talk about county lock up! talk about police brutality! talk about pony craving escape!
#my mind is exploding im not angry im just having thoughts#those of y'all (me) who like vietnam fics talk about war as a job. talk about money. talk about raising a kid when you're 20 years old.#and ah christ options to improve your standing and thinking the military is the answer!#talk about healthcare oh my god#i'm not a 1960s expert by any means but yeah#im extrapolating things here but what else is fandom for.#ponyboys life would be changed by that one video essay about the solution is not a shack in the woods or whatever#god sorry yeah im crazy.#sodapop curtis#the outsiders#darry curtis#ponyboy curtis#the outsiders fanfiction#darrel curtis#the outsiders musical#yeah#dallas winston#two bit mathews#johnny cade#steve randle
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Im in love with how the hearts are represented by nether stars,, its just one really cool to think of, instead of it being some modded in thing.
Like do you think the lifesteal members ever look at the night sky and think its alive? The night sky so full of lives, shining and shimmering just out of reach. Do they stare at the nightsky with greed, those with less hearts, do they stare with envy?
Do they ever kill the wither and think how remarkably similar they are to hearts? Holding the nether star close, like it might give them a life back. Do they identify witht he wither, they also drop those same stars when they die after all?
And then, how does it feel to hold a star/life. Does it burn like a real star? Is it freezing cold? Does it thump in rhythms or pulse with light? We are all made of star dust after all, the lifesteal members are just more star than most.
#sparrow speaks#lifestealblr#lifesteal smp#there#also im genuinely new so these are soemwhat retorical and somewhat real questions lol#sorry i was literally thinking “oh well I probably wont contribute much but art since im still catching up-”#and then i write shit like this#dorry#uhh i dont know how others headcanon this#but right off the bat- my idea for gaining hearts is them just straight up swallowing the nether star#yeah.#Cause one that funny and also I wanna have them do some physical action cause#THEY GAVE HEARTS A PHYSICAL FORM#WHatever man those with more hearts glow or something
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And I just have to tell you that I
Love you so much these days,
#homestuck#dirk strider#bgd#brain ghost dirk#jake english#dirkjake#hs2#homestuck^2#homestuck 2#hsbc#homestuck beyond canon#homestuck epilogues#candy epilogue#admin draws#fanart#i cant even pretend im normal about my own art or this song im sorry#im tryna think of something to say abour this and i keep thinking about the lyrics and i GRGRHHHHFHFJG#i dunno man. i love plastic beach. i cant say anything here that is not gallbladder-achingly cheesy#but just. i dont know.#jake keeping a little bit of dirk in his heart all those years. even if bgd is 'all' jake hes still in the memory he carries#when i listen i find myself stuck between which singer/verse should be jake and which should be dirk. but the answer is simple#theyre both both.#jake thinks hes the one singing abour getting abandoned. but really hes the one losing himself in the substance#and dirk. dirk is the one watching him lose himself. but since hes just a part of jake. yeah.#'i have to tell you that i love you so much these days' both as something jake is saying to dirk and what jake wishes dirk was there to say#hes so alone in that reality. even if he might not admit and go so far as to imagine dirk saying it. its something that deep down#he aches to hear. the man who has deemed himself unlovable and incapable of love. he still wants to hear it despite himself#he still wants to say it despite nnot being able to bring himself to even process that emotion#sigh. see what happens. i cant talk aboht it bc a single line turns intoTHIS
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I was scrolling through the blog and found the feral!TSC au and omg let me tell you I am foaming at the mouth. Especially TCO and TDL having to be his “keepers” LIKE THE ANGST LEVEL 6_6
Tco and tdl as tsc's keepers has as much comedic levels as angst levels LMAO
Man its been such a long time since i've talked about rabid!tsc
As of currently, tsc is having a lovely nap
#animation vs animator#Rabid!TSC au#I still have the asks for this au lmao im sorry for those idk when i'd get to them 😭#I'm stuck brainrotting about rottmnt 😭😭#And the only ava au thats marinating in my head in the back corner is the one where tsco tco and tdl are siblings#So yeah sorry 😭#I do miss it tho
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It's a time-honoured tradition- every time Sam comes across Izzy (and Ed) in their travels, he asks Izzy to marry him. And every time, Izzy turns him down.
At this point, Sam is asking more for the sake of it than any belief Izzy will ever say yes, a remnant of childhood dedication touched with 30 years of heartbreak and regret- though even now, a small part of him still holds out hope. Sam's promises have only got more extravagant over the years, from a job as his first mate, to a captaincy, a fleet at his command, a whole fucking island if that's what Izzy wants- but he knows it isn't though, not really. If Izzy was ever going to agree to marry him, to leave his life and go with Sam, it wouldn't be for anything Sam could offer him. Izzy never did care for flashy shows of wealth, for a ship or to be captain. The only thing that ever mattered to him was loyalty given, and loyalty shown in return.
It all comes to a head after Stede left and came back, after Izzy lost a toe, lost his leg. Sam hasn't seen him since before things with Ed started to really slide off the rails, before stress permanently set into the lines of Izzy’s face. So, when he sees a dishevelled man with a hoof for a leg in a no-name port, he doesn't even consider the idea that he might know him. It's only when he turns towards him, and Sam catches a glance at those oh too familiar tattoos, he realises this is Izzy, his Izzy, that stands before him.
Knowing Izzy's discomfort with pity, he doesn't treat him any differently than he would in years gone by, positioning himself in Izzy's line of sight before approaching and sweeping him up into a bone crushing hug.
“Israel-goddamn-Hands!” he exclaims, as Izzy grumbles back a begrudging “Samuel-fucking-Bellamy”, a tradition almost as old as their friendship itself. Izzy might not hug him back, but he can’t keep the corner of his mouth from twitching, just for a second.
(If Sam holds Izzy a little tighter and a little longer than usual, well. That's his business)
By the time Sam lets go, most of the crew has appeared in the town square, drawn in by the commotion. They may have given Izzy his leg and welcomed him as one of them, but still there’s an underlying tension, with nobody quite ready to set aside everything that happened before the Kraken. Seeing him cosying up to an unknown man sets everyone on edge, unsure whether to come to their first mate’s aid, or to assume that they've been betrayed once again.
When Ed sees that the yelling was Sam, his hand goes tense where it's held in Stede's. He knows the routine, has seen it more times than he can count, but as he watches them part he realises that this is the first time in a long time he's unsure of what Izzy's response will be.
Knowing that something’s different, knowing that Izzy's feeling vulnerable already, Sam doesn't go for the same flashy proposal he’s been giving for years. He doesn't promise Izzy the world, he doesn't cause a scene (or, any more of a scene than he already has, anyway). He looks at the fractured man in front of him, takes his face in his hands, and says the exact same thing to him he said when they were little more than boys. “Israel, I have to ask you. I know what you'll say, but I have to try. Come with me. Marry me and sail away with me. I'll keep you safe”
And Izzy… hesitates. He glances over at Ed, at Stede, and says to Sam “...We’re staying in port for a week. Ask me again then”
That's the moment Sam knows there is something deeply, horribly, wrong. He's not just looking at an Izzy who got seriously injured in a fight and is struggling to cope, this is something so much bigger than that- and that Ed has something to do with it. Izzy wouldn't even be considering leaving if he didn't. Whether it was negligence or something more sinister, Sam doesn't yet know, but he intends to find out.
#i feel like the little paragraph about the crew is real clunky and out of place but i wanted some kind of establishment of where those#dynamics are at. its important that the crew is something for izzy to consider in his decision; but also that their relationship isnt so#solid he would stay for them alone; yknow?#im sorta aiming for a s2e5 era but like. early in those themes. he cant be all sorted yet i need him to be struggling#anyway this is part of a much larger scenario in my head that im never ever doing anything with but i wrote THIS bit in a daze in like. jun#and i got thinking about it again and i think?? it holds its own as a 'hey think about THIS' snippet. idk you decide#youre welcome to interpret this as solo bellhands but in my head it Has morphed into sam/izzy/ed/stede#because i cant not put edizzy in things any more. izzy has two hands#i also think the comedy potential of one of your boyfriends HATING your other boyfriend is gold. 10/10 dynamic#stede is mostly along for the ride in this but also i think they need him#aaaaand. the sam/ed bracket i think can only be closed in exceptional circumstances. i think they 'hate' each other too much#...which is WHY someones getting kidnapped!!! yay#anyway its all irrelevant because ill never write it out. i can do silly chill things but thatll require work#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#sam bellamy#bellhands#i wanna also say. the general concept of repeated sam proposals has been floating around my head forever#it used to be a more silly thing like i referenced at the start but. s2 gave me angsty feelings i guess#i cant not have izzy have feelings for ed right now which inherently adds layers to Any bellhands scenarios i think.#but yeah. its a Classic Bellhands vibe for me. sam seeing izzy at sea or on shore and asking him to marry him (again)#i like to do this with jackie too. i think i just want that man to be obnoxiously desired#(theres also layers of my personal hornigold era lore built into this but i hope it holds up without u knowing it. tldr. sam lost izzy by#being an idiot n fumbling the bag. thats what matters. izzy went with ed and sams been trying to fix it ever since)#i probably should have readmore'd this but i didnt think it was Quite long enough. or had a good break point. sorry <3
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the sauna robe era: a beautiful saga unfolding before us. we really have gone from "it was matthew's idea to wear them for pregame fits" to "sasha texted them team to make them wear the robes for the preds game"
nashville predators @ florida panthers postgame interview | 11.7.24 (x)(x)(x)(x)(x)
DO YOU KNOW HOW FUNNY IT IS THAT BOTH RODDY AND MAFFHEW WENT oh the whole team all thought it was a prank but we still wore them anyways which somehow makes the robe walkin an exercise in trust and love that everyone passed with flying colours god this team is filled with lobe and friemdship
also happy mackie did in fact get ribbed for taking the shirt option his team uncles sure are giving him the rookie experience and also "i wasn't sure if i was showing too much skin or not" on a team
THAT WALKED IN LIKE THIS WITHOUT ANY SHAME. YEAH BUD I DONT THINK THATS A PROBLEM HERE.
the robes are truly a hit amongst the team aka we dont have to use our brains and we just put on a robe its fantastic, mackie maffhew and nosey are on absolutely onboard unsurprisingly
and if you wondering oh what about paul when will we see him-
the answer is a firm NO on both accounts so to those (me) who wanted to see an old man in a skimpy robe our dreams have to be crushed from the getgo but maybe if the streak goes long enough-
#aleksander barkov#matthew tkachuk#gustav forsling#evan rodrigues#mackie samoskevich#tomáš nosek#paul maurice#2425#the sauna robe saga™#beautiful and needs to be archived#also paul says that the boys didnt tell him they would come in robes for the preds game after finland#just that he “heard a rumour” about it#so sasha texted the team and our staff was out of the loop so i cant imagine the utter joy at seeing your players in their robes again#i also was talking to my friend and went “how likely is it that theyve washed those things? like between sauna i can see it”#“but the minute they exclusively wore it for walkins how likely are those things building up funk for the superstition”#and then i completely ruined it for myself because yeah i do think they dont wash em#i love the utter confusion on who started this#maffhew and sasha are one entity#sasha taking initiative to make the boys keep wearing the robes as if maffhew (superstitious man) didnt whisper it in his ear#“you gotta be some kind of superstitious at one point” ←i like seeing my teammates half naked. and also my husband told me to do so.#captain's privilege indeed#but also the whole “whos idea it was” does that particularly change on why some boys thought it was a joke#like if maffhew said it right theyd be more likely to think it was a prank but if sasha said it theyd be more likely to believe-#sorry im still on whos on team maffhews idea and team sashas idea#i will piece this together bit by bit by the power of my own delusion#sauna robes as an exercise in trust and love#but boooo old man join in the fun!!!!!#“nobody needs to see it-” WELL I DO#florida panthers
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zosan the type to get accidentally married in four different islands before they start dating
#i have mentioned this but i Adore the concept of islands on the grand line having a much different culture than the rest of the world#Especially the new world#they probs accidentally got married on skypeia#no one tells them#but theyre married there#and probably on a smaller island where its tradition to not call spouses by their first name in public#like oh yeah those two that are fighting over there? def married#good for them#theres probably one where fighting is an insane act of marital affection#zosan#sanzo#im so sorry for this actually#black leg sanji#sanji#roronoa zoro#zoro#one piece#op#one piece thoughts
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so i heard it was a certain silly slug game's birthday
#yes i will keep harkening back to my first piece of rain world art all the time no you cant stop me#sorry i didnt have anything prepared for this </333#i forgoet.................#anyways shoutout this game for being one of the best games i never played#double shoutout the awesome community im so sorry i stopped. doing anything rain world but you guys always hold a special place in my heart#honestly pushed me to draw and create more at a weird time in my life so. huge thanks for that#i dunno why im actually giving some speech here i just really like rain world crazy that its. 7 years old. what.#how did that happen#rain world#rain world downpour#rainworld#slugcat#yeah we got the slugcat tag theres a lot of those guys here#various meanderings
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Sorawo Kamikoshi is the funniest fictional character of all time.
#sorry her continued insistence that her childhood was Not Fucked UpAt All is the best running joke ever im obsessed#get you a girl who sees her doppelgänger and goes. yeah of course ive got one of those#GIRL . go to therapy#'don't make that face' she's sad bc you! went! through! trauma!!#otherside picnic#sorawo kamikoshi#toriko nishina#smokey speaks
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Former SOLDIER, actually
The Cloud Strife version of this drawing I did like. a day ago?
#all i did was just change the hair and eyebrows and smoothen out the jaw..... i was lazy as fuck llolllll#me distantly remembering that cloud had moles and shit but forgetting where they were: cowabunga#his little freaky eyes..... they glow in the dark. i just know it#my eyes on the other hand are about to melt out of their sockets#i went back and fixed up the belt buckles and shadows bc those things were bugging me a lot in the other pic#anyway. mr unreliable narrator i love you <3#only just realising... he's kinda leaning to one side. like a slut. ough. sorry man#“i wouldn't know. i've never been a slut. sorry man”#cloud strife#ff7#ffvii#final fantasy vii#artoftheagni#people who follow me are gonna be like “why is he posting about this little gremlin” and im terribly sorry but you see. you see The Gremlin#The Gremlin right? yeah. The Gremlin
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#AGHHHHHH#the implication that they've had conversations abt hankel this would have come up in#i know we've seen them have some in canon but those were usually like. spur of the moment?#and to me this implies there have been like. private off-screen heart to hearts. talking just to talk#dont know if im making sense but hhh#also. having Thoughts about hotch shaking his head in response to morgan saying “no one actually sees the afterlife”#because hotch has also temporarily died. is he shaking his head as in “yeah no one has” or as in “no i did”#frothing at the mouth. the implications in this scene#derek morgan#spencer reid#criminal minds#criminal minds s07e06#criminal minds 7x6#not fic#criminal minds rewatch#epilogue#morgan & reid#moreid#my gifs#SORRY this tags r all over the place im. blargh.
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haha hey guys long time no see im very sorry but here's some anime/RSE maxie and archie spreads i did in my sketchbook to get myself used to drawing on paper again as an apology
#i kinda just chose screenshots of them i liked and drew them#but finding good screenshots of maxie can be so hard bc in some frames he just looks really stupid in some shots lmao#maybe ill post my collection of slightly fucked up looking maxie frames that ive found soon#im super proud of the cutout ones i did#i think they turned out really well#cutting Archies out was a nightmare bc of how i draw his hair but we got there!#AND CUTTING OUT THE STUPID RED ORB TOOK ME 5 TRIES BECAUSE I HAD TO CUT OUT WHERE HIS HAND WAS AND I KEPT MESSING IT UP LMFAOOO#dont mind the shitty magma and aqua symbols i did those really fast as a last minute addition to fill space lmfao#yeah the dates on these are from last month and earlier this month SHHHHHHHHH im posting these a little late#sorry for my absence i have been in an art rut lately and havent done much :(#pokemon#magma leader maxie#aqua leader archie#hardenshipping#i guess theyre just both here#pokemon oras#nugget art!!
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renheng is arguably too delicious for the average hoyoverse fan because when i found out one of the main characters is haunted by a spectre of his past who hates him so much entirely because he once loved and trusted him. and they watched the stars together. and they have matching bracers that they can sense each other through. and they were closer than any other two in their old friend group. and
#ramblings#renheng#sorry im thinking about them AGAIN!#my favorite hsr ship is galladay but my favorite 'yeah this could be canon' ship is renheng.#i dont expect gallagher & sunday to make out but i do think the whole matching bracers shit was a little gay#i dont even necessarily like renheng as a romantic thing i like it as the echo of one. the ghosts of yingxing & dan feng linger#even when blade and dan heng refuse their existence#just the hcq in general makes me soooo sick#jing yuan being the sole survivor of a friend group where only one person actually fully died#jingliu. just in general shes incredible#baiheng's ghost looming over every interaction between them. her death & attempted resurrection an undying source of grief#shes never there but her death taints every link between the 4 remaining members in one way or another#the xianzhou questline SUCKED but god. the lore.#anyway yes ive seen hoyolab yes ive seen the sheer amount of people calling rh toxic and YES i think they completely miss the point#renheng isnt about the enemies to lovers its about the lovers to strangers and enemies#its about being irreversibly changed by another. its about carrying bits and pieces of even those you modtly forget with you#its about the fucking bracers
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guapoduo/spiderbit being on this years ao3 ship stats was NOT on my 2024 bingo
#alexyapping#spiderbit#qsmp#guapoduo#LIKE IAUDJDHD#at 96 with 1800 fics!!#fucking insane i love those two#IM SORRY IM DUMB AS HELL!!!#HAD TO EDIT BC I FORGOT THE FRIENDSHIP ONE IS CELLBOIER NOT SPIDERBIT LMAO#but YEAH ITS GUAPODUO/SPIDERBIT#NO REAL PEOPLE HERE!!!
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