#YOU KNOW THE TRUTH SO SHUT UP
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heterophobic nanami real
[ID: two screenshots from 'revolutionary girl utena' of nanami and touga standing in the rose garden. nanami imploringly clings to touga, who stands stiffly with his face obscured from the audience. in the first screenshot, nanami says: 'i know i have to accept that you go out with girls.'
in the second screenshot, nanami continues: 'but don't go out with a girl like her!' /end ID]
#this is one of my favourite scenes for 100000 reasons but i make this joke about this line every time and its tenuous/kinda unfunny at best#but im posting it anyway bc it makes me giggle. its how i cope ok#NORMAL :)))) SO NORMAL ABOUT THEM :)))))))))#i actually think this is probably the closest they ever get to having a meaningful conversation outside of the car scene#which. Hm. to say the least#idk there r so many lies and misperceptions going on in this one but there are REAL core truths to be picked out from it#and i dont think either of them note any of them but you know. what did i expect. car scene happens later after all#swagever im soooooooo normal about them forever and always#i just enjoy thinking about nanami as an avid romance hater esp straight romance (romance repulsed aro over here)#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#shut up daisy
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Me, appearing under Oda's bed in the middle of the night: 👁️👁️ Usopp should've been in WCI
#the big ol eyes are important here btw#i am so angry y'all don't even know know kwksksmwk#it would've been so good we could've had it all#'bean shut up you mention this every fucking week' I KNOW I WON'T APOLOGIZE FOR SPEAKING THE TRUTH#one piece#whole cake island#usopp#sanuso#< target audience
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The more sam is defiant and unyielding, the more i believe dean and john secretly dreamed about beating him down and dragging him to his knees, bruised and defeated. This is why their sparring sessions get more and more brutal. This is why john himself starts to spar more frequently with sam and excuses it as "teaching him better because dean goes too soft for him". They both will hide it well but they both think about the moment Sam is finally beaten down, reluctantly pliant and submissive, bitterly accepting defeat. And oh boy imagine the moment they catch sammy on his knees praying to some god, some unknown invisible god instead of THEM.
#ok i shut up now i just think#in truth sam wouldve WANTED to be on his knees for them but you know when you are so petty and angry and you dont wanna do what THEY want?#like u GOTTA do the opposite even if thats all you want to??? anyway thats sam's case#spn#wincest#samjohn#i missed posting samjohn and sam whump
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“You know Mozzie is an orphan. An orphan's gonna wonder about his parents, so he imagined they were spies. Occasionally, something happens that triggers Mozzie to revisit his childhood. When Ellen told me my Dad was corrupted, I ran from the truth and it became a self-fulfilling prophecy. Mozzie tells himself these stories to maintain his faith in the world. His faith, however limited, is all that separates a man with a conscience from a man without one.”
#white collar#mozzie#neal caffrey#one of my favorite episodes#i appreciate this show for taking the subject more seriously than most while adding an interesting twist to it#i always think deep down this is what lies beneath the surface of many conspiracy theorists#granted not all of them are Mozzie and it's easy to ridicule them but when you really think about it#how exhausting must it be to live while feeling constantly disappointed or threatened by forces beyond your control?#Mozzie is terrified of his own childhood truth so he ends up rejecting the entire concept of universal truths#I love that Neal knows Mozzie enough to understand that indulging in his theories and ideas (unless they pose a threat to his health)#is sometimes the best thing he can do for him#Neal knows Mozzie is a good person and his friend couldn't bear living in a world that shuts off too many possibilities#Not even the most absurd ones#Including the one in which their parents at least somehow loved him#The fact that Willie adopted a son makes the scene all the more touching tbh
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sooooo... *twirls her hair* how many asks should i send until kuwagami art. jk as well. the real question will be: does it happen often that someone else’s art inspires you? in fandom spaces specifically
well you see it’s like a loyalty card program, every 10 asks or so you get a complimentary kuwagami
just kidding you can just breathe in my direction and I’ll be tempted to draw them. kuwagami blast! (you've caught me on a... just okay art day lol)
(people still like kabedons, right?)
anyway for my actual answer: in terms of direct inspiration, it doesn't really happen much? the last two times i did art directly based on someone else's work is probably this one from this fic, and also that time i drew art of someone else's judgment au. oh! and there's that moriohpsycho art based on this comic! (filthyguts' work is so very. hgngngghh. very good.) nothing else really comes to mind, and when i think of the other things i've been into recently there hasn't been as much opportunity for that to happen...
flex and herds = strong fixation but lmao. almost nobody else made stuff about them. nobody is surprised umineko = surprisingly i don't read much umineko fanfiction? and in terms of illustration, i certainly picked up imagery and indirect inspiration but nothing concrete enough for me to give an example... now that i think about it, i did once draw andromalius from redaction/sunny, but that was years ago, and also mostly because i was acquainted with the writer. ...i don't have that artwork on hand right now death note = didn't really get involved with the fandom + i enjoyed my own ideas well enough! ...i can't recall if i drew long-hair-L art before or after seeing other artists do it. and as for everything else the same kind of reasoning applies. didn't really get involved with the fandom or wasn't really compelled to make art in response to stuff i saw, or i just don't remember anymore.
buuuuuuut if we're opening this up to just... pulling ideas from other people? then yeah, all the time, though that kind of goes without saying when you have a creative hobby. ...it's probably going to be hard to come up with examples of this since it's more ambiguous.
there's uhhhhhh... kuwana listens to nickelback which was a @/four-white-trees invention, wasn't it? (EDIT: and @/overdevelopedglasses!) (not tagging in this post so he doesn't feel obligated to read my big ass ask responses 💀) as of writing this, it's not posted but i did end up making kuwagami art based on a nickelback song so. yknow. there's that LMAO
for sawashiro and arakawa, i do sometimes go reference @/todayisafridaynight 's art to help me with my own. ("how did he draw this part of the suit? oh, like that huh? hmm" <- this kind of thing)
and um. i'm not trying to pander to you (at least not this time), but genuinely it's one of the few examples that come to mind at this moment. but when i was writing my first kuwagami fic, i could feel the influence of the ever-changing on my brain... was turning over some of your ideas there...
you remember this? (you even pointed it out in your comment on my fic, and i should've said something then, but whatever i'm saying it now)
that was absolutely because of this
(obligatory poke at anybody else reading this post that you can read passthroughtime's fic here.)
so, um. yeah. not really sure what else to add to that. pretty self evident i think. (i'm always talking about the ever-changing but i don't think i can overstate the impression it left on me at the time)
anyhow there aren't really any other examples off the top of my head! these are all recent examples so they're not so difficult to recall, but there are probably others i've forgotten...
#jitxt#started writing this unsure if i could give many examples and i ended up with more than i expected. nice!#sunny is a very good piece of umineko writing and i should reread it with the author's notes toggled on. and also read redaction#“shouldn't you have read redaction first” n-no. shut up! (besides i think renall said it was fine)#nobody remind me of that 20k note post that's just an uncredited screenshot of sunny. it'll piss me off#as cosmic balance i ought to shill sunny as much as possible#anyway uhhhhhh. the everchanging.#i am awful about receiving compliments (i never know how to respond aside from a rehearsed “thank you”) but i sure am great at giving them!#apologies if i'm laying it on too thick but#1. i am being truthful and#2. i figure it's reparations for all the time i spent as a lurker on the kuwagami ao3 tag#the explosion in my brain when i realised that “the nice person who leaves lots of tags on my kuwagami art”#and “the person who wrote that REALLY FUCKING GOOD FIC” were one and the same. crazy. and now we are mutuals ❤#it is a little funny thinking of when i'd read your and four-white-trees' work before meeting you#real life foreshadowing for me meeting you both....#i still have these discord messages of me telling a friend about both your works#basically: (reading an update to the everchanging) wow that was depressing (reading a joke in four-white-trees' fic) nevermind i'm good now#i ought to reread the everchanging and take detailed notes on all the parts i like#just so you know your impact on my brain lol#kuwana calling yagami a pretty boy and meaning it sincerely oh my GOD. rewired my brain
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In theory Rose ought to be like “I am a bridge between life and death. I could solve decades long murders and bring justice. I could bring serenity and comfort; the veil is thin for me. I see things others do not and have been chosen for some higher purpose; there is something special about me.”
In practise, instead, Rose is like. Why. Oh my God. I just want to live in peace. I just want to be a Little Guy.
#🦇 pip squeaks#rose tag#if like. cass could do this shit he’d never shut up about it. if teddy could do it everyone would know#meanwhile rose blurt-stutters this out at the worst possible moment after they’ve already been kidnapped or whatever#and are just so frightened that they AAAAA#pov you kidnapped a nervous goth for nefarious purposes but now they’re spouting off about Dead People.#only you know they’re telling the truth because you did indeed kill the person they’re talking about.#or multiple persons even.
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today is such a stark contrast to yesterday in how much i fucking hate today (vent/rant in tags bc i forgor to do it on my vent one)
#[🔮] rambles ~#lmfao you speak up in this household? WRONG. MISTAKE. HOW DARE YOU OPEN YOUR MOUTH.#expressing your thoughts? fucking blasphemy#“oh you do know you can tell me anything anytime right? ” what a joke#gods#fuck this shit#you know what i need to learn properly? keeping my mouth fucking shut. keeping my thoughts to myself.#why do i even bother#I LITERALLY DIDNT EVEN SAY ANYTHING#just you know spoke the truth which is apparently forbidden or smth#its not my fault shes a hypocrite????? cant accept the truth thats her fucking problem#honestly i genuinely cant think of an adult around me who isnt a hypocrite but im sure there hopefully is#and then she comes again all sweet sickly smiles expecting me to shower her with love the next moment after being fucking scolded like hell#for saying ome single fucking line of my thoughts that she so encourages me to “express”#as if everything is my fucking fault#atp i hate myself as much too bc why do i let myself get affected i should have grown used to this shit years ago#i should know better than to let her get to me yet look at me being a sentimental lil bitch#god i just wanna get out of here please#anyways shit this didnt go to my vent blog fuck im sorry yall had to read that guys please feel free to ignore lmao#but yk i had to get my feelings out somewhere bc wwll i bottle up enough already lol#tw vent
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it’s so concerning how obsessed people online are with celebrities relationships. the same people who say “they don’t know you and wouldn’t want you” when you stick up for a celebrity who’s done nothing wrong proceeds to drag a man they DONT know and will NEVER know based on RUMORS like we’re in HIGH SCHOOL and proceed to drag his looks like that is ever a good place to go.
#these are the same people bragging about preaching body positivity btw#there’s a reason i never believe people when they compliment me#and it’s because everybody on the internet just fucking lies about their morals!#all the fucking time!#yall just out here telling the truth to try and look good.#you don’t.#first of all if you have to insult someone you could use any valid wrongdoing as an insult#but you don’t even know if it’s true so you go for his looks#which is not a valid insult and makes you look like the bully that you are#second of all#shut the fuck up?#literally go touch grass#like physically#please#there are real things in the world that SHOULD matter to you more than the personal lives of random thirty year olds you don’t know#you CAN do something good in the world instead of wasting your life away on tiktok or instagram getting shits and giggles from bullying#bullying someone you don’t know mind you#but just because they’re celebrities they don’t register as real people in your heads so you just tippity tap away#meanwhile you’re making other people feel bad for no clear reason#you know other people who have similar looks to the celebrity your insulting can read#right?#if you bully a celebrity for their eyes#somebody with similar eyes will probably see that and feel like shit#but worry not dear virtue signaler#im sure next week you’ll be preaching inclusivity again#because this world is made of fake bitches who’ve never been genuine for a fucking moment in their life#anyways#i’m a bit pissed can you tell#i cooked though
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God I really didn't think Trump getting elected would lead to another renaissance of "won't somebody PLEASE think of the men???" posts but here we are!!
#Would you people please shut the fuck up#gingerswagfreckles#I am blocking. So many people#The worst is how every single one of these posts has this smug confrontational tone of ok you want to know the truth?? The real hot take??#If we want women to have rights it's MEN who must be given even more attention and excuses and coddling!!!!!#It's always said like it's this big revolutionary hot take that none of us want to admit but is true!!! Instead of like#The extremely obvious and prevelant status quo that has continued to exist throughout all of human history#And is bashed over every woman's head since we are like 2 years old 24/7#Think of the men Think of the men Think of the men Think of the men how do men feel what if their feelings are hurt what if they're unhappy#It's your fault your fault and if they're mean to you or violently oppress you that's your fault#be nice to men Think of the men think of the men!!!!!#Like oh my GOD do you people fucking HEAR yourselves??
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HEY BABY IM SENDING IN MULTIPLE FOR THE CHARACTER ASK GAME :D
2, 8, 15, 21, and 24 for sammy
4, 12, 18, and 25 for spencer reid! or if not emily prentiss :))
(also fun fact ive never finished criminal minds LOL i got to the point where derek left and i stopped watching it, i should probably finish it though)
ughh i love you so much and i hope you have a good day!!
YAHOOO HEHEHEHE sorry this post is so very long LOL
character ask game !
SAMMY ! 2. favorite canon thing about this character? .... everything maybe ???? omg how do i choose i love everything about him uhhhhh . he's awkward and so so sweet <3 he learned sign language for eileen, he has beautiful hair, he's sassy, he's a gentle giant, he wants so badly to be good but doesn't think he is T_T and on and on and on and on because everything about him is my favorite
8. what's something the fandom does when it comes to this character that you despise? oh my fucking god do NOT get me started LMAO . blaming him for things he didn't do/couldn't control (usually because dean blames him for it). ignoring how queer coded he is / calling him the straightest character (often in a destiel context). just consistently and aggravatingly misinterpreting / misunderstanding his character and hating on him for their bad and unintelligent takes on him! i could go into lots of detail about that but i won't because then this will be a rant post that will make me so angry :D el oh el
15. what's your favorite ship for this character? (doesn't matter if it's canon or not.) i think samjess heh i'm basic but i'm a huge sucker for them. and definitely definitely saileen!
21. if you're a fic writer and have written for this character, what's your favorite thing to do when you're writing for this character? what's something you don't like? hehehe hmmm i don't have a singular favorite thing, but i love making him call reader "honey." i adore giving him softness and care and so much love and a goddamn break! in general i love writing hurt/comfort with him as well <3 and i love describing his emotions and exploring how i interpret his character through that. as for dislikes i'm not too sure hmm
24. What other character from another fandom of yours that reminds you of them? i haven't really watched much since i started spn so i haven't really been watching anything and been like omg! that person reminds me of sam! but i totally see the sam and spence parallels (super smart, autistic coded, younger brother vibes, tall, sweet and awkward etc)!
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SPENCER & EMILY ! (doing both because i adore em too much not to lol) 4. if you could put this character in any other media, be it a book, a movie, anything, what would you put them in? spence : huh i've never thought of this before uhhh i'd put him in a studio ghibli film! so he can be the sweet main character but end up with a lovely, poetic, simple life instead of being constantly traumatized by one thing or another LOL i just think he'd make the cutest studio ghibli love interest?? emily : anything with lesbians so she can kiss girls :D HAHAHA or i'd put them all in supernatural for a spn x cm crossover !!! i think that would be way too fun ugh. wanna see her as a vampire also.
12. what's a headcanon you have for this character? spence : he dislikes overhead lighting! it's the autism :] emily : she's lesbian but that's canon to me RAHHH um. that she prefers to listen to music in different languages and really likes finding obscure artists! (but still has her favorite emo grunge stuff that she listened to in middle/high school heh)
18. how about a relationship they have in canon with another character that you admire? spence : him and garcia!! i really really really adore their friendship so so very much <3 and him in luke in later seasons! emily : heh. jemily ??? lesbians ??? okay but i really love her and garcia as well i just love penny so so much
25. what was your first impression of this character? how about now?spence : thought he was very very cute and endearing! i still think that way, but i also love having a more informed and nuance view of him after so many seasons and developments to his character. emily : i thought she was really interesting! i was intrigued by her character and the way she was very forward and didn't back down when there was a misunderstanding about her transfer to the unit. love that she stood up for herself! and wow she's so pretty (didn't know i was gay yet) now it's just RAHHH LESBIANISMMM (i adore everything about her character and again, i just love knowing her better and seeing all sides of her)
#yes i did find a way to make everything about emily being lesbian#that's not my favorite slash most important thing about her#but it is my truth#aNYWAYSSS#not finishing cm is real but i highly recommend it if you ever feel like it!!#there's lots of great characters after morgan leaves#even if it's not as iconic as that exact team#like omg my mans luke alvez is in sight for you i feel like you'd like himmmm#he's just sweet sarcastic protective big latino <3333#need him so bad!!#anyways!#THANKS FOR SENDING i actualyl don't know when to shut up!!!#. >> asks !#. >> mooties !#. >> daisy !#. >> ask games !
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Song of the Day: December 14
“He Set Her Off” by Emily Ann Roberts
#song of the day#I'll talk about yesterday's song in a second TODAY'S SONG!! so much fun oh man#I spent many hours of today dredging the last five-ish years of angry lady country music and it was so rewarding#'now the house is up in flames his clothes are on the lawn#thought she was fragile like a flower but she's fragile like a bomb / yeah he set her off'#doesn't that absolutely fuckin slap. I love that. /and/ it's bright and fast and hella fun to sing. a true delight#anyhow I missed Friday because well I missed Friday! I sort of never went to sleep Thursday and then crashed this morning#never actually shut down my work computer so it was okay that I would've forgotten to log back into it. it all works out#prrrobably the song would have been 'Some Kind of Joke' by AWOLNATION#I left my laptop on shuffle-all and it played out of my Tony Stark playlist#hit that first 'I don't know why I don't know why I don't know why' out the gate and I was like yeah you're sure right there#Duncan pointed out too the other day when it was playing how good a line 'nowhere to run when you're hiding from the truth' is#lots of solid lines the last few days. probably there'll be a larger percentage of revenge-story country in the next little bit#but also my littles are coming tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so their music tastes will also affect the songs. we shall see#oh I am still singing 'he set her off'#'she reapplies her lipstick lights are flashin red and blue / they ask her why she did it she said 'honey you would too''#what a fuckin bop
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are you catholic? i wouldn't have said so
anon 😭😭 i'm not trying to make fun of you and i'm taking this as a compliment actually but i don't know how to tell you this... i'm literally italian 😭
but seriously, i've grown up catholic yeah, but i don't believe in god and haven't taken part in anything religious in many years. i would say i'm like culturally catholic tho. and technically still catholic to the eyes of the church bc baptism and all that
#not all italians are catholic obviously so fairs but i'm a white italian there's like a pretty high chance here#this made me laugh at first bc i feel like you can't really go on my blog and not notice i'm italian which kinda means i'm likely catholic#but yeah#actually have a complicated relationship with faith that summing it up here would be hard 😭😭😭#not in a religious trauma way even if i can't say it was a fun experience to grow up trans and gay and hear the shit catholics say about#people like me. and all that#but like i have prayed recently even if i'm not religious. i think if it helps other people who are religious that i pray for or with them#then it's a pleasure to do it. kinda hard to explain but i believe praying helps even if i don't believe in any entity you pray to#like i think it helps me too in a weird way. like it helps me when other people pray for me. i'm glad to know if they do#i guess the thing is that to me religion is community and i believe so much in the importance of community so i will gladly partecipate in#other people's religion to be close to them and to understand them better and also to feel some of what they feel. feel some of their faith#because the truth is that i would love to believe. in any god. or anything spiritual. i wish i had that comfort in my life#but well the reality is that i don't believe and you can't force faith so it is what it is. i tried finding faith before and it didn't work#i said i wouldn't sum it up here then i did sorry 😭😭 there's so much more tho like. for a non religious person i think about religion sm#and i have a great appreciation for it - then we can get into Organised Religion Problems territory and i will have lots to say too#but religion itself is like one of the most beautiful thing humanity has imo#ok i'll shut up#asks#anon
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loving your brother sososososososo much saying if anything happened to you i’d…… what? what would you do? in what way would you fall apart? how would you put yourself back together afterwards? would you swallow the notion that there was nothing at all whole? would you grow bitter and jaded, would your body finally cease to reject that splinter of cynicism? godddddd. nanami. nanami. i know where those feelings lead. being a child being a baby having done nothing other than be born. thinking youve grown up thinking youve come to understand the world, only understanding a one-dimensional fragment of it. you truly don’t understand screaming sobbing crying until youve witnessed nanami’s world collapse around her in real time in the most cruel and horrific manner imaginable. dont even get me started on how anthy and touga feel about it
#sorry for sad nanamiposting (lie)#i think so much about her memory of touga’s birthday and how it’s like the single most significant moment in her life#and how she feels she forever ruined it by killing the cat which granted her that embrace#and it’s like !!!!!!!!!! god!!!!!!!!#thinking something has always been wrong this is what’s been wrong i am wrong i am wrong#and yes then thinking im going to escape this i don’t want this etc etc#but that bejng so devastating and that lacking any real TRUTH#like who is that boy in nanami’s memory and why does he mean so much to her#if there was nothing at all………. if she knows where those feelings lead#like sorry i have to go lie down in a hole now#AGAIN. don’t get me STARTED on anthy and touga in ep 32 you won’t hear the end of it#revolutionary girl utena#rgu#shut up daisy
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sometimes you need to stoop down to other peoples' level
#mom didn't call at all in all day that was already the first red flag#and when i did call her she sounded so down#no first of all now i see where i get the issue of opening up and talking from like i asked her and all she admitted was yeah she cried#today like hello??? give me names tell me what happened fully just tell me something because i can and will be shameless enough to drag any#adult in this house been there done that before will do it again and no idc what they say to me atp nothing no matter how deep real will cu#me so just tell me no??? this pisses me off so much because everytime i will get to know through other people or it's too late#reason? you shouldn't get involved. well. too bad. and what is this with tu apna khayal rakh and make your career and they'll shut up like#yaar aap itne andhe toh ho nahi idhar mene apki life ke bits and pieces dekhi hai aur mujhe khud itna pata hai ki ye kabhi nahi sudharne#wale like i get it emotional weakness etcetc but oh my god you just have to say the truth itni lambi list hai kuch bhi bol diya karo na wha#is this nahi hum barre hai itne neeche nahi gir sakte bhai thik hai khud nahi kuch karo mujhe toh karne do na?????#maina jaake apna sar phor lungi sachi kya chutiyap faila rakha hai#mine
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btw, I love how Destiel fans are constantly like "wow, Good Omens fans are so defensive about Ineffable Husbands all the time idk why we're just out here enjoying our ship uwu" every time there's a poll, and then when Destiel loses that poll the narrative is always "YOUR CHASTE CLOSED MOUTH KISS WOULD BE NOTHING WITHOUT THE EPIC LOVE STORY THAT IS DESTIEL! DESTIEL PAVED THE WAY FOR YOU SHIP! BE GRATEFUL FOR DESTIEL!"
Yeah, can't imagine why people who like AziraCrow would be defensive towards Destiel fans 🙄
#saying this as someone who likes both#hardcore Destiel fans are insufferable#'we're just having fun uwu' they say while actively putting all other ships down#like please shut up I am begging you#also the irony of saying we wouldn't have an AziraCrow kiss without the homophobic love confession#when the truth is we wouldn't have SPN at all without GO#I know y'all are so loud about it because you're insecure about it#cus of all the constant gaslighting the CW has put us through#but come on#stop being obnoxious towards other ships#op#Good Omens#SPN#Supernatural#SPN fandom critical#Ineffable Husbands#AziraCrow#Destiel
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see i have all these spicy takes in the drafts that i don’t post out of self-restraint but then i see a spicy take that i hate SO MUCH and then i want to post mine out of revenge. it’s a terrible cycle tbh.
#it is actually and fundamentally not good for my weaknesses to be here lol#but I also love it! And love the community and the support and don’t find a ready-made replacement for that in real life#so yeah. I wrestle with it#if I could always use it as an opportunity to practice charity and restraint and shutting up it would be a good thing#but I have to be careful with any known potential irritant because I have such a temper and get so genuinely pissed off so easily#while also having poor impulse control#and like. it isn’t fair of me to be out there baiting people with my opinions and being provoking with takes I know will be upsetting#to the circle in which I move on here#but I also love to say a thing I think is true or feel is true and talking my way into a more nuanced opinion is how I do it!#but also like. the simple truth is that it also isn’t kind or charitable or necessary most of the time#no matter how I try to dress it up with comments on my personality and how I learn/like to analyze things#I really wrestle with it. there was a part of me that so at peace when I was gone from tumblr (essentially) for half a year#but again. I missed it#teaching helps a lot. my personality can take the very age-appropriate obnoxiousness and idiocy that comes with talking about literature#to teenagers#but I’m kind of so over trying to have a nuanced conversation online#it’s just so hard. I need the body language and the one to one you can only have in person for certain conversations#and disagreements. tbh it’s better and kinder and just BETTER if i stay out of it online#but I never do it perfectly#I’m just rambling. But yeah#thanks for listening#this has been#3 text posts in a row with Maria
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