GOD I WOULD KILL FOR TF1 DECEPTICON BEE!! The thought of him not wanting to leave Megatron alone after something so horrific warms my heart. I need a fic of them becoming friends. (do you have any more headcanons?)
I really hope to get to writing a fic for this, and I’ll definitely link it if I do! Kinda busy with other fics tho and since one is close to finishing I wanna start it after I’m done with that one
Well first and most obvious headcanon is that Bee has to have some MAJOR respect for D-16/Megatron purely because of that scene with him standing up to Sentinel. Genuinely, seeing Bee watch that had me in the theaters wondering why tf Bee would be horrified by D-16 killing him. B-127 is a better person than me because of I saw one of my friends get CARVED INTO it would be my last straw
My main idea for a Decepticon tf1 Bee story kinda looks like this (warning this gets LONG):
-He sees Megatron and the High Guard leaving, and he can’t believe it. He just got a friend group, he can’t just let it split apart! Especially not like this!
-With a quick number exchange, Bee tells Elita that he’s going with Megatron and it’s nothing personal he just wants to stay with him ok byeeeee
-Elita is kinda baffled, and Optimus absolutely takes it personally but in a sad “wait what if I’m in the wrong, oh no, now I lost two friends” way. Optimus wants to go after him and Megatron but Elita stops him. They both agree it’s probably best to give them all space and let Bee try and figure it out
-Megatron is also baffled that this guy is coming with him, but he feels relieved that at least *someone* familiar agrees with him. He won’t admit it tho, it’s a cold comfort after everything else that’s happened
-The High guard doesn’t really care rn, they just got banished (AGAIN!) and a friend of their new leader is probably good enough to keep around
-I imagine some of them are probably injured (most importantly Megatron), so Soundwave helps them highjack a train where they can take temporary shelter, get supplies/food, and rest. Starscream finds out the base got blown up and appropriately grieves about the loss of his awesome throne. Shockwave is revealed to be the best thing they have to a doctor. Rough times.
-Bee keeps trying to get Megatron to talk about what just happened, but he refuses. Bee eventually talks about how horrible sublevel 50 was because of the isolation, and promises Megatron that he won’t leave him alone
-Still cold comfort to Megatron. He just lost his longest companion, and he knows Bee could never compare. Bee also realizes this, but he’s trying his best
Lotta places the story could go from there, but I wanna keep it as a “Bumblebee inadvertently becomes the moral backbone of the Decepticons” type of story. I also wanna clarify that Bee is still totally down for murder, he just convinces Megatron to keep the guns pointed at the Quintessons for now
He also shares soooo much Decepticon gossip to Optimus and Elita, but never anything that could ever compromise the Decepticons. He’ll be like “You’ll NEVER guess what Skywarp just said today” and Elita will ask for boring stuff like “where are you based” and “are you eating enough” and Bumblebee refuses to have his friendships compromised by politics. Optimus appreciates this, and does the same. Eventually Elita will conform and send him memes
Also Soundwave and Bee become scout friends. This is the law. Bee is one of the only people who will contribute to the community playlist
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ive always been kind of neutral on sebastian but that one meta you did on him, where you were talking about his enjoyment of fighting conflicting with his desire to help and be 'good', finally made him click for me in a way he hadnt before. im actually excited to play his dlc through now where before i was only really considering it for the political background it adds, so thanks?
glad to hear it!! i think sebastian is a character who rlly suffers from appearing kind of flat at surface level and then for various reasons often not getting taken in the party much by the player, but if you put thought into it and spend time with him there’s a lot that’s interesting. and because of how he reacts to the last straw i would say it’s especially worth doing for any hawke who spares anders to rlly feel the consequences of that narratively. if you’re coming from not having played da2 with his dlc at all then i really recommend it before forming other judgements!
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It is ever so painful to realize that you misread a situation or mood and offered encouragement instead of solace. Especially when the person snaps at you.
The thing I'm thinking of happened like seven years ago, and I apologized and left the group without saying anything else to anyone. I was upset at myself, but also felt betrayed for some reason.
I'm now starting to realize that I almost definitely have ADHD in some amount. That this sort of thing is pretty typical. Overstep, apologize, leave.
I'm not really going anywhere with this, I'm just sad. I don't speak as much as I once did, I feel robbed of joy, I feel like people are better off without me, I feel lonely, I feel overwhelmed by people. I feel undervalued yet overrated. Too much but not enough. I've studied people so that this kind of thing won't happen again. But is it enough? Has it ever been?
I hope I find my people someday. I hope they're kind and gracious. I hope they exist. I hope I can be the person that I needed for someone else younger who was like me.
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