#Weighing System
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Local idiot absolutely destroys his twin brother
⚠️ Do not try this at home❗️⁉️
#I imagine Ford weighs like a stack of papers because he never fucking ate anything during his frantic search for his brother#my unhealthy habit silly old man <3 he gains weight after he finds Stanley again dw dw#Sometimes Stan remembers who Ford is- sometimes he doesn't. Depends on the time of day#but I do think it would be hilarious if Stanley's first reaction to suddenly finding himself near a seeming stranger is to FLIP him#my art#gravity falls#gravity falls au#HWINEBHABWNAJCAHOWEEATOWEUB AU#stanley pines#stan pines#stanford pines#ford pines#grunkle stan#grunkle ford#a few more silly doodles out of my system <3
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Sweeping away his competition with a constant lead and a final victory by 22%, Shen (Yuan) Qingqiu has officially beaten Qi Rong and been crowned the MXTX character that was/would be most insufferable if given access to the internet!
In the end, it turns out that this whole elaborate tournament was for naught. Even Qi Rong, the man voted more annoying that 63 other characters, cannot hold a candle to the sheer degree of insufferable that we know our dear Peerless Cucumber was and would be. Absolutely nobody can compare to Shen Yuan's canon keyboard warrior antics.
Thank you all for joining me on this journey! I hope everyone had fun voting in this tournament, as I know I had a lot of fun running things and watching everyone's hot takes. Shen Yuan may have rendered all but the very final round of voting moot with his sheer loveable obnoxiousness, but maybe the real most insufferable people online are the friends we made along the way :).
#whoopsie doodle about posting this a full day later than planned#sometimes you spend an evening fixating intensely on an art project and listening to your friends play dnd over discord#and you forget that you're supposed to be posting the results of a week-long tournament#but that aside. this was fun!!#It was great to see so many people weighing in. so thank y'all for joining :)#I voted for qi rong. but I win either way because this result is vindication for me leaving SY out of the main bracket in the first place#the house never loses ;p#mxtx#svsss#ren zha fanpai zijiu xitong#the scum villain's self-saving system#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#peerless cucumber#mxtx insufferapoll#ID in alt text
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I'm not explaining why re-imagining characters as POC is not the same as white-washing, here of all places should fucking understand.
#personal#delete later#no patrick. “black washing” is not as harmful as white washing.#come on guys get it together#seeing people in my reblogs talk about “reverse racism” and double standards is genuinely hypocrisy#say it with me: white washing is intrinsically tied to a historical and systematic erasure of poc figures literature and history.#it is an inherently destructive act that deplatforms underrepresented faces and voices#in favor of a light-skinned aesthetic hegemony#redesigning characters as poc is an act of dismantling symbols of whiteness in fiction in favor of diversification and reclamation#(note that i am talking about individual acts by individual artists as was the topic of this discourse. not on an industry-scale)#redesigning characters as poc is not tied to hundreds of years of systemic racism and abuse and power dynamics. that is a fact.#you are not replacing an underrepresented person with an oft-represented person. it is the opposite#if you feel threatened or upset or uncomfortable about this then sorry but you are not aware of how much more worse it is for poc#if representation is unequal then these acts cannot be equivalent. you can't point to an imbalanced scale and say they weigh the same#if you recognize that bipoc people are minorities then you should recognize that these two things are not the same#while i agree that “black washing” can lead to color-blind casting and writing the behavior here is on an individual level#a black artist drawing their favorite anime character as black because they feel a shared solidarity is not a threat to you#i mean. most anime characters are east asian and i as an east asian person certainly don't feel threatened or erased. neither should you.#there's much to be said about the politics of blackwashing (i don't even know if that's the right word for it)#but point standing. whitewashing is an inherently more destructive act. both through its history of maintaining power dynamics#and the simple fact that it's taking away from groups of people who have less to begin with#if you feel upset or uncomfortable about a fictional white character being redesigned as poc by an artist on twitter#i sincerely hope you're able to explore these feelings and find avenues to empathizing with poc who have had their figures#(both real and fictional) erased; buried; and replaced by white figures for hundreds of years#i sincerely hope you can understand the difference in motivations and connotations behind whitewashing and blackwashing#classic bixels “i'm not talking about this chat. i'm not” (puts my media studies major to use in the tags and talks the fuck outta it)
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fuck yeah manitoba
#alek art#manitoba smith#manitoba td#total drama roti#2024#do i tag mike... it's not mike ...#weighing out the collective system options#i love him so bad . ignore how these kinda suck
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Hi there! I have a UK specific question for Dead Boy Detectives. Something I see a lot in fic is the hc that Charles is working class and Edwin is rich. Do their different accents (like in the post you just reblogged) support this hc or is there other cultural context that I’m missing? I thought their differences in presentation were just down to era, but I’d be interested to hear what you think!
Yes! Charles' accent is far more commonly associated with working classes and Edwin's is much more common in the upper/middle classes (and Edwin's accent is more the type of accent you're taught to emulate if you have a regional/working class accent and want to be taken seriously in your career etc.). It's not the only indicator, Charles' involvement in the ska/rudeboy/skinhead subcultures would also make more sense for a working class lad, but it's a very strong indicator.
I'm afraid I'm personally not an accent buff (I just live here etc) so I couldn't tell you *exactly* what variation of working class London accent Charles has but yes, it's quite a major hint. Not to say someone middle/upper class COULDN'T have that accent but it's definitely not the norm — and any working class kid who talks like Edwin is liable to get picked on in school for being posh (speaking from experience — I wasn't posh but my parents sure talked like they were and I absorbed it like a sponge lmao. My mum actually ditched her working class Manchester accent when she moved to London and became an opera critic among other things, to this day she talks more like a posh southerner, sounds Completely different to her brothers who never left Manc).
In the comic I *think* the school basically takes in the kids of people in active military service, so Charles or anyone being there isn't necessarily a sign of being rich, idk if show Paul Rowland is meant to be military but if not it seems likely to me that Charles' family lived in the school's catchment area so he got in as a day boy (non-boarder) by virtue of it being his closest school.
#dead boy detectives#mr. bees speaks#i am NOT an expert of the intricacies of british class culture i literally just live here#but yeah. i think if you don't get the class and accents thing we've got going here#it'd be very easy to be like 🤨 at the rich edwin/poor charles headcanons#considering Edwin's white and Charles isn't#but yeah. there is evidence and it points to them being in different classes#which sadly is probably another thing Charles had against him when his 'friends' turned on him#but yeah there's defo era-specific differences in the way they present and talk#but if you took Charles and his accent and class and translated it Edwin's time he'd probs be closer to cockney than Edwin's posh ass#anyway if any uk folks seeing this actually ARE accent and class system buffs feel free to weigh in!#charles rowland#edwin payne#classism#meta
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You ever think about the raw, unfiltered political unrest, near rage, that must come out in Steve's art sometimes, the shit that he's sure no one else will ever lay eyes on, deep in his sketchbook? Because I do.
#i can't stop thinking about him#and his dancing monkey drawing#with the last few... years? (more than a few really) with stupid decision after stupid decision from the supreme court the government funde#genocide and the rights of my friends being stripped away and support for fascists rising and Everything#i just think that steve would end up with some really depressing doodles#weighed down and strangled by the system he's thought to uphold#and the all the guilt that must drive#stevie i love you and happy birthday#but i just think it sucks to share your day with this country#steve rogers#artist steve#artist steve rogers#am i probably just projecting??? yes! of course! but shh let me have this#fandomfluffandfuck
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I am so so sorry for very quickly venting on here I’ll keep all my rambles in the tags HFNEJDJDJ but my birthdays in exactly a week and m a n I am S O anxious about it aoaoaughhh
#like I’ve always really really loved birthdays!! but this year SO much has happened that I can’t really talk about on here and now I’m not#sure where I’m gonna be for my birthday/ if I’m gonna have a proper house/ if I’m even gonna have anyone to celebrate it with etc etc#and what EXTRA sucks is that it’s one of those really big milestone birthdays so I’m just sitting here dreading the inevitable#I know it’s not a big deal in the grand scheme of things and I definitely sound very privileged complaining about a BIRTHDAY CHEBDHENDHDJ#but still it’s been weighing me down ARGH!!!!!!#I don’t think either of my parents are gonna be here for my birthday either which sucks yeah!!!! but I’m mainly focused on figuring out#where I’m gonna be living so I’m not homeless 2 electric boogaloo BQNWHDNDJSKSKS#I’ll figure out a way to make it a nice day somehow I’m sure!!!!! I just needed to get this out of my system BCBDBDJDJSJS
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So Wyll has literally NO agency with the final and biggest decision of his character arc?? About what happens to his OWN SOUL?? Yikes Larian
#Shart has fuckin point systems within point systems to determine how she’s gonna make her choice if you leave her to her own devices#then with Wyll you make the decision for him and he doesn’t even weigh in…he doesn’t even question it??#why is he NEVER the master of his own fate!!! it’s such a bad look!!!
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and what if i wanted to be like. two different guys.
#this is a gender thing. i think.#i dont think this is a system thing insofar as like#ive never had reason to suspect that i was a system. and i dont wanna like call myself something im not i dont think thats appropriate#but at the same time i have like Two Different. people ??? that i feel like ???????#i could just be bigender i guess. but the problem is i dont feel like one person who has two genders. i Feel like two people.#i dont know. system mutuals feel free to weigh in i am very much lost and dont know what da hell to think or call this at all#harold.txt
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I know it will be hard to forget, but whichever outcome I need everyone to remember, to write down, to talk about what is currently happening. when American schools talk about Martin Luther King Jr. or slaves or women, who was oppressing them and trying to stop their rights, who was hosing them, who was shooting them, who was suppressing their voice is a mysterious "they" and never expanded upon.
Women won the right to vote, black people won the right to humanity, but not easily, the American government and police force did everything to stop them.
They don't teach that. they still don't teach the truths of American settlers. They still don't teach the truth of puritans and why they even came to America.
In however many years, they'll teach of this conflict. A mysterious "they" will have suppressed the riots, arrested brown people, attacked protesting Jews, and provided aid to Israel. as always, America will do it's best to rewrite history to where it was neutral at best. To where the police force wasn't involved, to where they weren't secretly giving Israel billions of dollars or weapons for ethnic cleansing and oil.
Don't let them.
Write. Speak. Anything. Even if it's telling your children or anyone close enough first hand.
Tell them who threatened to arrest you, what news outlets wouldn't report, who's countries' soldiers were killing Palestinians, who's president still calls the state of Israel a "dear friend"
Because if we let them or not, in 10 years schools will erase history.
Don't let them.
#free palestine#ive been thinking about this#a thing weighing on me#i was homeschooled with many many public school friends#i was able to be taught real history#my peers were not#hopefully the public school system or even better the american government system will be dismantled and rebuilt by then#but if not#don't forget#don't let them erase what happened
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iaus i need ur thoughts on this. i know you said that you hc porter as only level 2 paladin and i def see that. however. i forgot that he was the one who revivified buddy which is a 3rd level spell that paladins only get at 9th level. how do we reconcile this
somewhere.... in the back of my mind i knew it was always going to come back to revivify... porter you tool.
so off the top of my head i can think of like. 3 ways to reconcile this one of them just flies in the face of RAW and says fuck you let's start with that one.
1. most likely? canon explanation besides an 11-9? it could be ankarna just gave him those spells for no reason other than him being her only prophet at the time. which could be interesting, but is in no real way supported by RAW. this might be the most likely. gods have been known for saying fuck this shit and giving powers to people so... rage god ankarna being tricked by her, at the time, only worshiper who insists he needs more healing magic. (fun fact, i kind of did this in my game but with a warlock. but. they're now taking levels in warlock and are in no way close to level 20)
2. he lies about his process in the revivification of ankarna's followers. which... suits him and the General Plot but makes things really weird and complicated because then the revivification is ALL ankarna and would make the shatterstars themselves kind of null and void because then there's no real logical sense that porter should be able to control them so.
3. he really does have to be a 11-9 barb/paladin split. which i find. complicated. i'd have to consult my oath lists again to even begin theorizing where to go with him there (i think i remember selecting oath of glory on a previous sheet i generated simply because it was funny). i also think an 11-9 split is funny because. why are you the barb teacher only with only 11 levels in barbarian huh? your audacity.
4. secret option four (truth): once again, bleem did not expect us to get this far with this man so there was never really a reason to justify why porter has revivify/raise dead. it just is. or porter's just level 30 and is like a 20-10 barb/paladin LMAO-
wait. i need to make a character sheet when i get back from my walk.
#a wanna be god going past the level 20 cap... hmm. now that i think about it....#because he would get the barb capstone and then More#and what better way to show you're “ascended” than to break the system itself#hope you don't mind i posted this!!#anyone else wanna weigh in?#d20 spoilers#.txt#.asks
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#i am mad bc i wweigh 18 pounds less than im used to weighing the last 8 years in my 20s and the last of my teens#i am weak and have no energy#and i barely know what to eat#and my mother is just like#“you should be happy! you couldnt get this light if you tried!”#i'm like... i can't fucking exercise if i had the motivatoon even if mg mental illness allowed#i had the gastritis now and that obviously didnt help but im TRYING TO EAT#BUT MY WHOLE SYSTEM IS FUCKED#ignore me#i mean i generally am always mad at my parents and dont think i will ever be forgiving them so#thslus is just superficial anger
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I feel that there’s a world of difference between “fandomizing real world politics and tragedies” (in my understanding - applying ‘fandom’ to, well, real world politics and tragedies eg. shipping war criminals or writing rpf for victims of traumatic events) and “making fandom art which acknowledges real world politics and tragedies” (in my understanding - political cartoons/art with a particular flag/etc.).
I’m not saying that the latter can’t be insensitive or in poor taste depending on execution but also…idk it’s weird to see tumblr activists freaking the fuck out over art of dunmesh senshi bringing food to Gaza. I can’t believe that’s the hill you want to kill (your own allies nonetheless!) on. We have people writing smut for about specific IOF soldiers or shipping Palestinian journalists, like, is the comic imagining a fictional character showing up to help people in a horrific situation really what you want to call tone deaf and insensitive?
#ra speaks#personal#fandom#tumblr#did the Jewish creators of Superman commit fandom sin by writing comics where he beat up Nazis? tumblr users weigh in.#it reminds me how people saying art of Aaron Bushnell was ‘fandomizing’ his death like….#I’m sorry was grafitti of George Floyd on the apartheid wall Palestinians ‘fandomizing’ the death of a Black American???#people make art of people who die under politically powerful circumstances. yes it can potentially be insensitive but context matters.#you cannot put a blanket statement on any and all art that acknowledges politics as ‘fandomizing’#this is like the opposite of what conservatives do w calling anything that acknowledges queers/poc/etc. as ‘too political’#POLITICS AND ART ARE INHERENTLY ENTWINED. YOU CANNOT MEANINGFULLY SEPARATE THEM.#can shit be in poor taste or offensive or straight up ‘that’s an inside thought you should have kept to yourself’? yeah duh. HOWEVER#spending your finite time energy and attention being constantly outraged by anything and everything ‘fandomizing’#(a niche potential of a niche community on a niche site) maybe you should idk. go sabatoge an elbit systems factory.#some of us are doing shit out here and your bullshit Internet slap wars are fucking pathetic.#try doing something productive and educational and constructive#instead of bitching about shit that doesn’t even impact your American WASP middle class ass
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I gotta say, if I were the Jedi Council, I would be sticking Obi-Wan (and accompanying death shadow) on a planet with really, really, REALLY good health care. Like, the second Obi-Wan dies Eldritch Remains Anakin is going to be backing a dump truck full of corpses up to the Night Sisters. You want that little sadness muffin getting monthly physicals, staying hydrated, and eating lots of fruits and veg.
In my original thrown together outline, segment 4 involves obi-wan and anakin having a conversation about what anakin would do if obi-wan were to die and anakin is like you won’t :)
and there was a version of eldritch anakin who could like sort of sense the future/what will happen because he was once a part of the Force and the force is everything, past and future and present so when he comes back into his body he still has memories of the future which is disconcerting
especially because he doesn’t particularly care about changing any of the future events he’s seen, so obi-wan was going to find out about Order 66 via his little holonews bites and anakin will have known the entire time and done nothing so that obi-wan could be his and all his and only his
and obi-wan is furious with him because he knows he knew the entire time and he never said anything
but even then he doesn’t leave
Lol I know this hardly relates to this ask but in the original planned version of the story the council and the temple was just doomed from the second anakin came back and there’s nothing they could have done
fruits and veggies aside—just caring about obi-wan and obi-wan caring about them in return is enough for their fate to be sealed
#asks#obikin#haunt me then#but also yeah they must have weighed the pros and cons of obiwan being on like. Alderaan with great health care and a good support system#vs banishing his weird lol death shadow with too many teeth to a sparsely populated planet#so less victims
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In my last residential treatment stay, I did have one psychiatrist who I trusted and had a positive relationship with. Her name was Dr. R, and when I came in on the first day of treatment and told her that I would not take any psych meds and that I had a lot of past psych trauma, she validated me and told me that she would not bring up meds unless I did. Throughout my stay there, she was empathetic, listened to my concerns, helped advocate for me, and generally made me feel heard. At the same time, when management took away our doors-she did nothing. When I needed to get a feeding tube--she lied to me about how long it would be in, and what I needed to do to get it out. She enforced policies about restricting outside breaks, restrictions on items, and contributed to treatment plans that my friends felt were unfair and damaging.
She was a good person and I liked her, but she was choosing to work within a system where she could not control the dozens of things happening there that harmed us every single day. This is what I mean when I say there is no such thing as a good psychiatrist in inpatient units--she was a progressive, validating, nice person --but her very job description made it impossible for a “good provider” to exist. To be a provider who wasn’t a part of the harm that was occurring on that unit, she would have had to quit, because the very requirements of her job required committing ethical violations, restricting peoples autonomy, and perpetrating iatrogenic harm. If she had stopped enforcing harmful policies and challenged her coworkers publically, she probably would have gotten fired. And that really is the problem--causing iatrogenic harm has essentially become a job requirement on inpatient units, and being a “good provider” by the metrics of the system require you to participate in that harm.
I think Dr. R did a better job than most inpatient psychs in mitigating the harms she participated in, and finding ways to resist shitty systems when possible. I was glad she was there and I think she made my treatment better, but the two of us had a lot of conversations together where she acknowledged the fucked up things happening in the treatment center, acknowledged her role in them, and also stated that she did not have any power to change them. She could not fix the system by working within the system.
I get a lot of questions by people who are interested in careers in the mental health system, and asking me on whether I think it’s okay for them to work there. My first response is usually if you’re asking because you’re feeling guilty after seeing what psych survivors say, I’m not someone who’s going to give you permission to ignore that guilt. The second thing I usually say is this: you need to go into this job aware with the fact that you will cause people harm, you will get into ethical dilemmas, and there will be times where you will either have to betray your personal values or quit. There isn’t one right answer on how to engage with mental healthcare as a provider, with the reality that until we build up alternative systems of care, the current structures still exist and have people who need support inside of them. If that’s something that you think you can navigate in a way that lets you create the least harm possible, then that’s something you need to decide for yourself, and to think really deeply about if the reality of the psych system matches up with your goals.
#antipsychiatry#antipsych#mad studies#disability justice#psych ward tw#i think u also need to understand that if u go to school to work professionally in mental health#if u become a psychiatrist or a therapist or a social worker#even if you're one who does it outpatientt. even if you're an abolitionist social worker#that means there are probably going to be barriers to community spaces. that some people might not trust you any longer. if you are#coming into spaces as a professional#part of that decision might be grappling with the fact that even as you gain legitmacy from a societal side. that as u gain#new opportunities for jobs. to work within systems#you might also lose community trust. opportunities within activism spaces. opportunities#to share and be in those spaces as a survivor and patient#and im not saying this as a judgemnt or to put moral value on it#but i think that's just something you Also need to understand and weigh. sure you will gain something. by getting liscenced#but what will you lose? why might people not trust you in community spaces any longer?#what trade offs will you be making and are they worth it to you? what new communities can you build#what matters to you and what are your passions#<- all things i am really grappling with right now as i decide whether or not i want to go get my masters in social work
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woag. vibeo game?
(very rough still)
(but now theres more colours)
#game dev#my art#murderhouse makeover#fuck it whatever im probably never gonna do the legal shit for this#slim chance i even make it to uploading on itch lmao#turns out game dev takes a REALLY long time when you dont know what you're doing#also i should not have waited this long to make the actual win state. how the hell am i gonna quantify decorating a house#since filming this video ive made the main menu buttons nicer and fixed the storage system#one of these days i'll actually put effort into the video#but also. i dunno#ive been telling myself id have enough to do a demo for the last two years now. im so tired and i keep not finishing shit#between making this and my full time job and also making regular ass drawings to put on this blog i kinda wanna throw the towel in#stop reading here if you dont wanna see my sad ass thought process#im not the kinda guy that gets Big Successes. like even if i finish and polish this fully it'll sell MAYBE a hundred copies#its kinda hard to keep going on this with that weighing on me yknow. like ive wasted months of work on this#this has been my free time for the past two years#i dont know#I DONT KNOW
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