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Somehow I’m mourning truth bombs turning into a mean girls game rn
#We’ve known this for months#but truth bombs holds a special place in my heart#dan and phil#daniel howell#dan howell#amazingphil#phil lester#danandphilgames
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i think i wouldn’t hate disco elysium’s collage mode nearly as much if it weren’t for 1) the way that it was marketed in such a tasteless, soulless manner, let alone the fact that it was a last ditch distraction from a dead on its feet studio piloted by dumbass thieving execs and released on the day of the court declaration, and 2) those dumbass fucking stickers
like if it had been included with the base game from the start and had been titled something a bit more tasteful and in-line with how i would have liked the feature to be marketed as— something like “exploration mode”, something that perhaps could only be unlocked after completing the game for the first time, AND didn’t have those stupid as hell visually and tonally incongruent with the artstyle stickers, i would have applauded it as a nice little bonus for being able to study and appreciate the 3d models and environments for reference.
#it is just so bleak man.#i have no words left to say for the latest development at zaum studios so instead i will just remember how fucked up this was lol#those stickers are the same energy as that dumbass fucking christmas card they put on steam.#cutesy fanart is awesome and all but don’t muddy the tone of the actual source with it. why is that necessary.#for gods sake what happened to boundaries#again i probably would take a different tone to even the stickers if#it had been done under the original creators (which i don’t think it would have‚ which is my point‚ but say hypothetically it happened)#but with the circumstances the way they are it is impossible to not view it all as tainted with a veneer of absolute tastelessness#and a disrespect to the source material and a sorry attempt to appeal to the shallowest parts of ‘fandom’#like you can add cartoony emoji faces and a sticker with harry and kim as cats. or their hands with the caption ‘best friends!!!’ (wtf lol)#and a frame with a bunch of pride flags being waved around (hard to articulate why i feel doubly annoyed of this one.#your corporate pride parade aesthetic is showing again. also it feels… lazy)#but you can never‚ ever erase the fact that you are parading around a stolen IP that you are entirely out of touch with#and one that you clearly have *no idea what to do with*#(something that we’ve all known for months with these hints but today has finally been basically confirmed as the sequel seems to be#officially cancelled with the last of the original writers’ crew being laid off)#how could you have known what to do with Elysium? how could you ever have?#hope you have fun with your stickers. rot#disco elysium#me talking
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treacherous heart 💔🌹✨
for my incredible partner @peachykeencat
#it’s been two months… but it feels like we’ve known eachother forever#thank you so fucking much for making my life so much brighter sammy#you’re truly one of a kind and absolutely irreplaceable#im the luckiest person alive to be able to call you mine 😭🥺💖#valas#dungeons and dragons#peryton#art#digital art#it was so rewarding to be able to draw something that is so close to your heart 💖💖💖#love your purple fa—guy ehehe
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mikey way is braver than me for keeping that comment section wide open
#the amount of MCR5???? & WHAT DOES THIS MEAN??? under a post with a setlist of songs off black parade#we’ve known about wwwy for 9 whole months have some decorum#i’d be replying to all of those like google is free…#my post
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you know i knew in an abstract sense how difficult trying for a baby would be because you know, cis lesbian couple but there was definitely a part of me that was like PFT nah, it’ll be way easier for us. but you truly cannot plan for all the curveballs this process will throw at you. it’s so grueling and there’s so many raw emotions that come up. like we’re both fairly uncomplicated with no evidence of fertility issues but it’s all of the outside factors that impact and prolong the process and it’s so exhausting.
#when we had our initial consult with the fertility clinic in feb i totally thought i would be pregnant by now#but throw in a genetic testing for a fatal illness and fielding emotions about how our baby can’t be both of us#deciding to try with a known donor at home and then finding out that donor is a piece of shit#but only finding that out AFTER you’ve inseminated once already#so i’m currently in a very agonizing two week wait where i’m not even sure what result#i want#i just know one thing: if it doesn’t work this time we’ll be taking a few months off#bc the last few weeks have been traumatizing and that’s not being used lightly#we’ve only been at this 4 months and im already exhausted
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Nicolibby romantic soulmates!!!
#we’ve always known#suffered through almost 3 years of hate for this#thinking about how it still could have been them in this world if he didn’t die#😭😭😭#it’s always them and will always be them and that’s canon#sorry back to my regularly scheduled just quoted and reblogs now but the amount of hate thrown my way online about liking them made me petty#and it’s karma for spoiling the second book months online to anyone and everyone who dared to say they enjoyed nicolibby#like I don’t even talk shit on other ships on any platforms I just talk about my love for them#anyway#nicolibby#libbynico#nicolibby love#libbynico love#nico x libby#libby x nico#libby rhodes#nico de varona#olivie blake#the atlas series#the atlas complex#tac#the atlas complex spoilers#tac spoilers
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The weird thing about having a general sense of apathy and/or melancholy as your default emotion is that it makes you really slow to process the actual emotion you feel so by the time you realize what you’re feeling you’ve already been stewing in it for days to maybe months
#Ramblings#anyways this isn’t exactly a recent revelation really the guy I’m talking about has made me uncomfortable in a way#Since our first DM and my knee jerk discomfort reaction is pacify so you don’t make it worse#That being said this guy really makes me wish I was more of a bitch and I think next time he does it#I’m just going to tell him why and all the other shit he’s done to make me uncomfortable and probably block him#Because ngl at this point that’s just the feeling I associate with him and between the that the gap in emotional maturity#lack of any mutual interest besides the initial and the fact he seems to get really pestering when we’re not doing what he wants#I’m just fucking over it#He told me I was his best friend and I said thanks but that bond he feels is so incredibly one sided and with everything else#Like I know that might partially be my own bonding issues and the fact I tend to hold people at distance for at least the first few months#So I don’t get screwed over and this is kind of the reason I don’t let myself get attached fast#And like we’ve barely known each other for 3 months and not a single one of my other friends has made me this uncomfortable if they’ve ever#made uncomfortable beyond vague awkwardness in the months and/or years I’ve known them he’s the single outlier here and I don’t want#to deal with it. I don’t want to be friends with people who make me wish I was more of a bitch#Rant I guess#ramblimgs
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lol remember when i sent that breakup letter to my friend?
i sent it to tell her how hurt i’ve been by some of the ways she’s treated me, how i haven’t felt important to her for a year, how i wanted to push through it bc we have fun together, and how much it hurt that a) i haven’t met the man who’s her forever and b) she got married and i found out via instagram username change when we’ve been good friends for 18 years. i ended it saying i will never ghost you, i love you, i just don’t think there space for me in your life anymore. all the nutrients for my friendship plant went elsewhere and it can’t survive like that anymore.
her response was to remove me from her socials and have her sister do the same. so i guess i now understand where ive fucking stood with her.
#she’s known his guy for max 18 months#when we’ve been friends if not bffs for 18 years#not to mention the way the guy she chose over me follows 45 and j*e r*gan#and is happily a marine (i hate the military)#i was devastated at first bc while my letter was a goodbye in a sense i was hoping it was leaving the door cracked behind me#but she fucking kicked it closed#and probably turned her family against me#i typed the letter so i still have it. anyone who thinks im shitty can read it and decide for themselves.#bc god knows she didn’t let anyone read the evidence of her shit.#can’t believe how fast she said get the fuck out of my life.#btw this is a friend i tried to talk through this stuff with before and things didn’t get fixed#there are other issues with her too but. WOW.#like in theory good riddance but im practice im hurt and sad and angry#b:personal#text post
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chat is it flirting when your tguy coworker says how you’re gonna miss the work cruise bc you’re changing jobs right before, n you say “i’ll wave a little hanky from the docks” n he immediately responds with “you flash your t!tties”
#posting this here solely bc y’all have seen me in the depths of yearning for 5 years and wahey here’s a new one !!#genuinely though. we have some gay ass trans banter n i already have a crush on him but is that not an insane escalation ????#we’ve only known each other for 2 months btw. i could not think of friends that I’ve known for 6-10+ years that i/they would say that to.
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chat how do i tell my friend that i do not think the boy she likes is into her :(
#lee’s bullshit#like i do not want to get her hopes up .#i am his friend also and know that a lot of what she’s saying as cues he is into her#are things he does w the majority of his good friends atp. And has done accordingly since I’ve known him.#and also in the time she was thinking he was into her (past few months) i also know from his best friend#that he hooked up w some other girl literally a month ago while on a trip :/#like i hate to say it but i j don’t see him feeling the same way she does and i don’t want her to be heartbroken :(#all the times we’ve spoken abt her he has never made it sound like he sees her in any way other than friendly if not professional#idk man. Doesn’t feel right not to say anything but idk what to do.
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there is no feeling worse in the world than missing your grandma :/
#she died two months before my eighth birthday#and every time i realize i’ve lived well over half my life without her i go a little bit insane bc that just doesn’t feel right#like soooo many of my favorite memories are with her how is it possible she was only in my life for less than eight years#my grandpas on both sides died before i was born so all i’ve ever had is my grandmas#and there’s also the horrible guilt i feel all the time knowing my other grandma is still alive but i rarely ever see her#but when i was a kid she lived an hour and a half away from us and this grandma lived around the corner#so we saw her all the time and every christmas fourth of july etc that whole side of my extended family would all go to her house#she moved into that house when my mom was 2 years old and lived there for the rest of her life so 40 years#and when she went into hospice care her one request was to die in that house surrounded by her kids and grandkids so that’s what happened#my parents bought the house after she died but we lived there for less than 2 years before moving to arizona#they’re both from colorado but they met in arizona and me and my sisters were born here#and the main reason we moved back to colorado in the first place was to be near her#but when we moved again my parents sold the house to our neighbors who had two daughters that my sisters and i grew up with#and they’re still our family friends to this day and we used to go on trips to national parks together every summer#we didn’t see them for maybe five years but then two summers ago their older daughter got married and we went to her wedding#which got us talking about how long it had been since our last trip so we went on another one last summer#this has turned into a tangent but it just makes me so happy that they’re still in our lives#and this great family we’ve known almost my entire life is living in my grandma’s house#she had a pool in her backyard which is super common here in az but not so much in colorado#and she let us invite these girls over all the time to swim so they grew up spending almost as much time in that house as we did#last time we were in colorado we went to have dinner with them and swim and it was like being transported back to my childhood#that house is just so special to me and i felt so blessed to be able to go back there since this family bought it instead of strangers#in a perfect world everything would align in a way that would let me buy it when i’m older and have my own family there#i’ve never had a strong attachment to any other house we’ve lived in but that one will always be my grandma’s house in my mind#i just love and miss her so much she was the most amazing grandma i ever could have asked for#my mom still has a lot of her childhood friends on facebook and whenever she would post pictures of me and my sisters as kids#everyone would comment that i looked exactly like my grandma did when she was a kid and that makes me so so happy#anyway. idk. i just miss her sm she was an angel and i’m so happy she was such a big part of my childhood#lj.txt
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#i want to tell my girlfriend i **** him but i’m so nervous to bc we haven’t said it out loud yet#like i want the moment to be Right… i don’t want to rush it….#i think they feel the same#so far we’ve just been saying i reeeeeaally like you#aughh why is it hard to say#i guess i’m like. idk just a tiny bit scared of having too many feelings or something but it’s too late i already have the feelings#we said at the beginning we don’t want to rush things#we’ve been dating for about 2 months now is that too early???#and we’ve only known each other for like a month or so longer than that
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wtf my oldest friend has cancer… we’ve been friends for nearly 30 years
#its a very treatable one but its still fucked up. dude…#we’ve known each other since we were five!! and we’re both turning 32 within the next few months
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oh I didn't know you had a partner! I love their trolls sona :]
I didn’t up until recently! I haven’t been very open abt it online other than maybe posting a little doodle I make of us occasionally
Also thank you!!
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Was a lovely day/night ☀️✨❤️🔥 which is rare but it’s been great weather last week and this for here lol didn’t have money today or a chance to go hiking buttt I did sit in the back garden of my flat at a table and drew/painted, listened to music & watched stuff on my laptop, played with my dog (I made him a spot with a few couch pillows wrapped in a quilt cover next to me by the table and brought him water and snacks out lol) so I done that for hours and smoked weed and drew finished my Grace and Frankie drawing:)) 🎨 with watercolour pencils and pens (I need to buy new paint soon lol). I got high:)) 💨 it was nice ❤️🔥 wearing that big spaceship hat coz I couldn’t find my cap and my scalp burns easily so I took my mums huge hat, ironic I call her mothership and it looks like a bloody spaceship 🛸😂 lol anyway had a nice night, would rather go hiking again, but seeing this guy I’m seeing this week again,. Can’t stop thinking about our hike and picnic it was lovely :)) we keep texting he’s great
#keep thinking about the guy I’m kinda seeing how our second date was so amazing lol joke and picnic at my fave place#I wanna do that again with him…he’s super cool chill fun and honest.. never been creepy#never tried to push anything like most guys would in the woods alone by a river like#we’re going out this week again and I’m happy :)) we text all the time :)) I don’t wanna get my hopes up#but we’ve known each other months before this online and met for a few dates the second one was it for me#and him too I believe but he’s surprised I even like him! idk why I’m shocked he likes me he said he loves how weird I am in a great way#he said normal is boring and he’s not ‘normal’ as u say either I enjoy him :)) he’s also a great kisser and a gentleman lol he’s#he’s only s few months older than me too lol ok the tags rambling about my possible new bf if things go well#but was thinking of him today s he text me from work and I sat outside thinking about Thursday day/evening with him❤️#anywayyy#art#my art#actually me#my dog#dogs#max#maxxie boy#my pics#grace and frankie#fanart#i don’t think I took a pic of the completely finished drawing but it’s in another room I’m in mine rn it’s 3am I cba moving lol#rambles in tags
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look y’all know me I love making friends and all but it’s always so weird when someone tries to act like they’re part of my inner friend circle
#bc like…no ur not#I’ve known these guys for what 3?4? Years now#We’ve spent hell lot of time joined protests fucked commited a few crimes etc w each other#these r the mfs that I feel comfortable enough to kiss nd shit#I’ve known u for like 2 months#Ily too but ur not the same
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