#WAIT A MINUTE I THINK I JUST DID
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tomorrow morning im going to wake up, eat something, im going to go on my zoom meeting and be so brave about it, im going to go bake peanut butter cookies, and then im going to take a nap
#i need to make a cookbook i need to start saving online recipes that i make and love#will i ever find that key lime pie recipe again...#today i was literally daydreaming abt these estonian cabbage pastries i made for a german class presentation in high school#no way im finding that recipe again#WAIT A MINUTE I THINK I JUST DID#the internet is such a magical place#that was such a fun day we each had to pick a country and give a presentation abt it in german and make food from there to bring in
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quick itfs sketch page
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#megumi#fr some reason it's rare fr me to b happy with monochrome pieces so i am combatting tht general dislike by making it itfs#harder 2 dislike smth when it's a bunch of sketches of my ship kissing#oh ya threw in some good ol Corner Angst also bc i ended up not wanting 2 draw a third kiss dsfhjshdsdfjg#doing this got me thinking about tht one itfs piece i did back in april#captioned smth smth 'im on an itafushi kick'#n how that was like. the piece that opened the floodgates n made me realize how actually insane i am abt them#before it was just a casual Yeah This Ship Is Cute ill draw for it when the mood strikes#then after doing tht draws i ws like wait a minute whats happening to me#now here i am 5 months later completely emotionally dependent on these 2 traumatized 15 year olds#anyway this sheet is kind of an homage 2 the other one :'> how far ive come. how far theyve come. they make me ill every waking hour
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something i like to think about sometimes is that. man. you could really create some kind of perfect storm with the combo of tim's post-infinite crisis fear of losing kon again + kon's intense, but generally passive, suicidality. guy who was so convinced he had to die a hero that when it happened he didn't even seem bothered by it (because he can't be traumatized by his own death if it was what he was literally made for, right?) x guy who has developed a whole new type of mental illness out of the survivor's guilt 100x combo. put them both through the wringer at the same time with one easy trick (make tim think kon will try to sacrifice himself for something) (and kon very well might!)
#rimi talks#i started to write a minor tag essay but it was so incoherent. thank you migraine i have no thoughts.#but like something something ptsd that rubs up against each other wrong. and having to learn to live and grow around it#kon having the realization that his life is worth more than what he could die for - that he doesn't have to be so sacrificial#vs tim struggling with the terror of being left behind again. of having to grieve again. of how it ate him up inside and made him--#--stop caring if he himself lived or died because so many of his loved ones already were dead#it's just tasty. it's fun.#...........#.......... wait a minute.#...........................................................................................................................................#did i already write this fic.#i think i already wrote this fic. where kon tries to kill himself again for heroism.#oh my god i already wrote this fic. okay. im. um#okay post canceled im going to bed. bye#timkon#tim#kon
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"But beyond all my pain, there was you"
Narilamb designs: @runningwithscizzorz
here's an alt version of Narinder without the veil!! :D
#I added that detail last minute and my poor government laptop was about to explode from the amount of layers that I was using–#it wasn't even that much! just uhh 95 I think?? I normally use like. 150+. But this poor laptop is not built for that#The tools were starting to lag and the program froze for a couple of seconds before starting to work again and it was a whole mess so#I couldn't put a lot of detail into it#but I'm still pretty happy with the result!!#I love Lisey's design so much specially Narinder's#I really wanted to make fanart for them and I finally got to finish it!! there was a lot of trusting the process in this fjhsd but it was#definitely worth it. I think I exceeded myself. Very proud of this one.#even though I couldn't put the amount of detail I would have wanted to because of the laptop's limitations.. I did the best I could with#what I had and I think it looks good! so. yeah. hehe.#I hope Likey likes it if they see it heh (*´ω`*)#cotl#cult of the lamb#cotl Narinder#cotl Lamb#cotl the one who waits#cotl narilamb#cotl fanart#narinder x lamb#gpart
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quickly before i have to go make dinner. miku miku butch beam
#aims the girl beam directly at hattori. don’t move#he’s a lesbian now#I think heizuha is infinitely funnier if he’s a girl#dcmk#this is born of me remembering heiji is my favorite and me realizing sera is everything I want . in being. you’re my friends now we’re#making gnocchi later (in 10 minutes actually cmon)#also experimenting with faces. I think I just need to be better at construction and anatomy#did you guys know this show is long. And if you rewatch it. It’ll take A While#AH NUTS WAIT SERA HAS GREEN EYES#my art#doodles
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Me? About to lose my shit? It’s more likely than you think
#who the fuck waits over 40 minutes to give reassurance that they’re not mad at you#boy what#i have bpd im gonna immediately think it’s something i did#also who the fuck just says ‘im trying to get the words out’#it’s been over 40 minutes#ive been in a spiral and you decide to wait almost a fucking hour before it dawned on you that im gonna take it out on you or me#is everyone an idiot today?#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd fp vent#bpd fp#bpd blog
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something something having a new hyperfixation and now having several new WIPs about it AND just starting to draw certain characters from it just yesterday uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh yeah-
#something something UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I fell into the lifesmp hole#and so now I'm very attached to Scar as a character because man. Man he's got me so fucked up#also that headshot reference is very much referenced from a drawing of Ru's that the public has not seen cause I am feral over it- it was a#very good starting point of how I wanted to draw Scar and like yeah#am I saying these are 3rd life designs? I mean they're on my 3rd life doodle page and Scar definitely has a lilac soooooo#WHICH GOD LILAC SYMBOLISM IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#anywho I can be normal I swear#also vaguely Flower husbands because Jay may have gotten me a little attached to them slightly#just wait til I draw Tango and flood you all with Flower Ranchers it'll be over for everyone#the minute I draw more scar I think it'll be over for everyone#dangthatsalongname#jimmy solidarity#solidaritygaming#goodtimeswithscar#fanart#life series#life smp#traffic smp#trafficblr#should I technically be drawing Scar shirtless? Yeah but I did not wanna deal with muscles for a base reference drawing#so like hey he gets a shirt for the moment- If I draw any canon 3rd life stuff I'll draw him shirtless#I'm also watching Bdubs's pov of the Life series because one of my friends recommended it and like god he's a little chaotic#good on him! He tried to fight a wither with Etho in last life! And died from falling! Again! This man can not stop dying from falling#someone needs to make sure he has a water bucket in his inventory at all times because he died by falling in 3rd life and died by it in las#life so if he dies by falling in double life I'll lose it#also I just like the idea of Jimmy in Overalls no one can stop me from drawing him with them okay okay#I dedicate these doodles to Ru Hatt and Jay because they have to share in my insanity of me losing my mind over this silly series#Madi's art :>#OKAY I'M STOPPING NOW I GOTTA PUT THE LAPTOP AWAY
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Well at least she's coming down on the side of "gently reassuring" instead of anything else.
I think the real question is whether Doumeki or Himawari still remember everything because that's when it will all start to fall apart.
OH AND KOHANE? SOMEONE CALL KOHANE I WON'T BE ABLE TO STAND IT IF SHE FORGETS TOO.
Hitsuzen has transpired to bring in the lovely haircut twins at JUST the right moment where it will only bring bad news instead of being a lovely reunion.
GO ON THEN TELL US HOW YOU DON'T REMEMBER YUUKO ICHIHARA ALSO.
OH NO I CHANGED MY MIND DON'T DO IT
H E L P
#Thank goodness Hitsuzen arranged for this to happen#Where within a few minutes Watanuki was hit with TWO FATAL BLOWS AT ONCE#No wonder he just turns and runs away#IT'S ALL FALLING APAAAART#Not liveblogging the reservoir chronicle#xxxholic 92#xxxholic#Watanuki#Doumeki#Yuuko Ichihara#And mystery customer#ALSO#They don't even remember the shop at all#Wait did they even go to the shop#Sources say... no!#I think?#Well that doesn't help
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For some reason last night, I felt like celebrating something and then I looked at my clock and it's my T-versary.
I thought about doing a "changes I've noticed" kind of post, but if I'm honest, the physical changes pail in comparison to the sheer contentment I feel. It's a feeling that no words are adequate, so words are not needed. I hope everyone feels this way - I certainly never thought I could, ever would. And yet, it is something I've had for years now.
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#nonbinary#honestly this anniversary matters more to me than my birthday - emotionally it does i mean#my birth was something i had no say in. i enacted no change nor did i have any semblance of control#however going on t? that was entirely my choice. i took my life into my hands and decided to pursue what i *needed*#but if anyone does have questions about testosterone or changes certainly feel free to ask (genuine)#i'm just at a point in changes where i don't necessarily think to include it because this is my normal#so having someone ask about it prompts me to actually be like 'wait a minute' and that's helpful
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more of Mae's adventures in Castle Dracula
aka: Maedhros used Punch! It's super effective!
#silm#silmarillion#maedhros#dracula#crossover#oh i think i need a tag for this too#it already has its own sticky note color so it gets a tag#hmm#mae's adventures in castle dracula#context: he cut himself a bit on a broken bookshelf and drac grabbed his arm#then promptly got punched#also mae; being very treelight-y; is a natural vampire repellant apparently#so not only did dracula get punched in the face#he basically got punched in the face by a giant crucifix in terms of the amount of damage it dealt#after this scene mae briefly wonders if he misjudged how strong a punch an old adan can survive#because drac just fell on the floor and didnt move for a full ten minutes#dracula: where did you learn to fight like that#maedhros: i have six younger brothers and all of them bite#wait. after dealing with his various bitey siblings/cousins' antics mae is probably the best person at avoiding being bitten#his reflexes are strong enough that drac tries to bite him and he automatically grabs drac by the back of the collar#and relocates him to the newly declared Time Out Corner#drac runs away to hide in his room pondering his life choices#while mae realizes 'oh wait. that was a vampire'#because hey an angry guy wearing all black attacking you with his teeth? that describes teenage caranthir pretty well
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Ghoultober Day 1 - Eyes
#my art#kaneki ken#tokyo ghoul#ghoultober#I’m thinking to draw his hands for I think it was day 3#it’d be a good time to capture them in detail for myself#I don’t really like this picture it was very hard to draw#I planned to do all of these over the course of the holidays but an art contest came up and I had like 3 other things I wanted to work on#so in the end I got very little done on everything and shifted Ghoultober over until I did my contest piece#and then I didnt submit my artwork because I was 30 minutes late to the submission trying to take a picture of it 😊#woes of traditional art you have to wait for daylight (day after you finished)#I might post that one later anyway just bc it’s infuriating having worked on something so much only for it to be completely useless
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i think it is a shame that marvel never showed us how Shield got Steve out of the ice & how he ended up in the bed in the middle of new york. Like what happend in between??? I need to know...
#random thought....#i think about since two days...& it botherss me a lot...#how did the transport him? a plane? a ship? did they defrost him while still in the arctic? or did they waited until they came to NYC?#How long did it take his body to be normal?#like...i need to know....#i once read that they knew how to defrost his body because they had a doc who was part of hydra so he knew what to do...#i just need ten minutes of them explainig it...just 10min.#marvel#mcu steve rogers#steve rogers#captain america#mcu
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WxS Swan Lake
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WxS Swan Lake
WxS Swan Lake
#project sekai#project sekai colorful stage#hatsune miku colorful stage#proseka#prosekai#colorful stage#personally im thinking tsukasa as odette and rui as his prince#because duh im ruikasa shipper#i think nene and emu as two of the fairies who got turned into an animal would be fun#nene would be a canary because yes#and emu can be a bunny because why not :3#....harumichi can be rothbar or however the fuck you spell that fuckers name#i dunno who the fairy queen would be#maybe emu's sister hinata#and harumichi is just pissed because she helped toya escape and he's looking for him and decided to curse the enchanted forest#and it's inhabitants hoping that one day toya would return and#he'd also be trapped by the curse#but nooooo#some stupid loud blond boy had to show u-#wait a fucking minute#DID HE SAY TOYA?!#never mind he could be very useful#anyways#wxs swan lake wxs swan lake wxs swan lake wxs swan lake wxs swan lake#wonderlands x showtime#wxs
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"We can delay the mission for another two minutes."
#crossposting from twitter#i really liked the post and i am obsessed with my own answer for it#so im posting it here too#first i wanted to use the i used corruption because i trusted you line#or of course you used corruption believing in me is a classic too#someone else did the latter already though on twt#anyways i ended up remembering this moment and went insane and posted it#wdym Dazai canonically said the end of the world can wait two minutes#just so Chuuya can have a real CHOICE#and he planned for an alternative too!! or well he was trying to#because he wanted to give him a REAL CHOICE#thinking about the lovecraft chapter and chuuya saying whenever Dazai says its his choice its not actually his#stopped typing here bc i went to discuss with Ray my thoughts about if Dazai leaves him a genuine choice every time and if Chuuya knows#came to the conclusion that Chuuya thinks its the illusion of a choice even though it isnt#the backup plan might be crazy and not as successful as a corruption plan would be but Dazai for sure always has one#nobody can convince me otherwise#uh ok this was a lot of rambling coughs#bungou stray dogs#soukoku#skk#dazai osamu#bsd#chuuya nakahara#bsd skk#bsd dazai#bsd chuuya#bsd stormbringer#xlillyle bsd threads
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Just curious what the average level of personal investment in these sorts of things is. Like, how much do people usually get into silly stuff like this their friends ask of them? etc. etc. Which I know, only surveying a small sample on a very specific website means I'm not getting an exact average idea lol, but.. curious nonetheless .. Maybe reblog for bigger sample size but also this is not very serious at all/not worth a call to action gbhjbhjb
#which I know this could be context dependent like.. maybe you'd normally dress up but on a week that#you feel sick you wouldn't or etc. etc. - but I mean.. GENERALLY. in the most general average scenario#where you have the average amount of health and free time that you always do. etc. just based on your personality#and level of investment in these things - what on AVERAGE are you most inclined to do#also of course assume they communicate with you ahead of time and are not like planning a part last minute#like 'throw together costume in 5 hours and show up tonight randomly' or etc. I would hope that if we're going with the#AVERAGE of things - most people's friends have better communication skills than springing entire parties#on people last minute lol#assume you have like.. a few days-a week or so to prepare. however ealrly people usually start talking about#birthdays. In my experience it's usually one or two weeks ahead of time. Like 'oh next weekend' or 'oh two weeks from now' etc.#ANYWAY.. feeling a little Sick again of course but still trying to get some photos or something posted#AGAIN i promise I am not going to exlcusively post polls and ntohing else forever hgkjgnekj#I just really really love the ability to post polls and have always my whole life been obsessed with surveying people#I used to think I wanted to do that as a career somehow like.. be one of the people that does psychological interviews#or produce interview asessments for a company or etc. etc. I am always the one friend in the group thats giving out custom made#surveys or asking for other simialr stuff (did you ever take an mbti quiz? how about enneagra#m?? oh yeah I know they're not really scientifically valid or antyhing but like... DID you take them?? huh?? did you??please?? ghjj)#I simply cannot resist.. posting a little poll every once in a while.. as a treat#whilst I still fall behind on like actual content and costumes and stuff gbjhbjh#New poll adventure should be not as much of a wait as the last one was though since I already have the writing#for it really. I just have to do the ms paint sketch. hopefully no unexpected other health issues will get in the way#*** *** ***#< (anytime I do these three star patterns it is an ocd compulsion not me bleeping out words or something just ignore it lol)#(it means something secret in my evil brain just pretend you do not see it. significant only to me)#BUT YEAH.. ... poll... what type of costume party atendee are you?#:0c
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been sitting at my desk for 3 hours just trying to decide if it would be better to draw or to write on the totk rant document, not doing either
#ganondoodles talks#i hate that decision paralysis thing#way too many times did i waste an hour stressing over what would be more logical to eat for dinner#and many hours spent like this#and almost breakdowns in situations for which you need to decide quickly#also any drawing i tried was like trying to sketch sth just for people and not what i want to do#so it wont go beyond like .. a basic figure i lose interest in drawing within 10 minutes#i dont want to make another poll bc i do that so much and also ... never realyl follow up on what wins#(sorry)#reason why i am putting off writing the rant is bc i keep thinking i need to wait for the book to have the full scope first#and for drawing i seem to only be able to paint a little here and there on the comic#which will take a while .... so nothing to post#(and then theres the thought of wanting to post stuff but having no energy to draw it)#(like i kinda feel like i need to draw more of my totk rewrite concepts ... bc if i do make a video i should have as much as possible)#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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