#This scared me to my core
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Edit: OML I DIDNT MEAN TO POST THIS I meant to save this to drafts 😭 Alr Im gonna add some things
The new UrbanSPOOK episode sure was something huh? I wanna talk about a few things (there's a lot so bear with me)
SPOILERS AHEAD FOR URBANSPOOK: HELL (don't worry I wont display any of the paintings or images from the episodes)
First thing I wanna talk about is Mona and Bill eating some of their victims. I actually had this theory at some point that they were eating people because of Sean. His painting was "The Man In The Pipes", so at first I assumed he was stuffed down a pipe in the home, but then FAMILY was uploaded, alongside the painting of the supposed fetus shoved down Paul's throat. Im too lazy to check, but if I remember right, the painting's name was scribbled out except for the word "pipe" or something like that. I know pipe was in there at some point. Maybe the pipes Sean's painting was referring to was their esophagus, since the fetus's painting was referring to Paul's windpipe bc that's how he died. Plus, Sean's painting has more red than anything, just like the fetus painting did. We've seen the painter (Mona or Bill, whoever is making the paintings...probably Mona) would most likely have drawn out the pipe since she LOVES her detail in paintings.
Next thing is how much better this episode was compared to previous ones. The only bad thing in the new episode was the bucket, but besides that there weren't really any bad themes. I watched the new episode through Baz's reaction video, and he even showed a screenshot of Urban saying he would make this and episode 10 better than the previous episodes, so good on him!! And the new episode wasn't just theme-wise better, it was VISUALLY better too. The video footage style was amazing, and don't get me started on the last part where they went into Tina's house for the wellness check and caught the killers. Also major props to Tina's voice actress in this, she did AMAZING. She screamed her heart out at the last part, good lord 😭
A smaller part, but I wanna mention how this episode had one of the scariest parts yet I've seen in the whole series. At the end of the episode where Mona has her hands raised because of the cop, she's just...standing there. Neither of them speak after a moment, and the only sound is Tina's screams. Then a distorted smile can be seen on the screen...Mona is just staring at the cop with a smile. She doesn't care that Bill is dead. She doesn't care about Tina's screams. She's smiling like she didnt do anything. And she isnt moving a single muscle. That smile is the last thing Tina ever saw. Mona is happy and has no regrets.
Another thing I want to mention is how Bill Collins was one of the killers. We already knew that because of the morse code thingy from PIGS, but that raises some questions. 1: Where the hell is Jack Stryker?? For those who don't know, Im talking about Tina's boyfriend from WITNESS that randomly went missing while Tina and Flora were getting attacked. He had a painting, so he's probably dead and/or the painters ate him. 2: Who was the fourth/third face in the Collin's photo montage? In LIGHTHOUSE, we find out Bill Collins went missing, his family was found dead yada yada. I don't remember if Bill Collin's had three or four other family members, but ther was another photo amongst the others that probably shouldn't have been there. The baby was dead, yes, but she was found in the attic and not in the mush barrel with the rest of her family. Which means one of those photos is probably not Bill and another victim maybe?? 3: What's his motive? Clearly he had to have snapped or something to go kill a bunch of people. He's probably the reason all the cops and investigators related to the case died (Sean, Sarah, Ian, etc). As we've seen, Bill acted in a feral-like state while working with Mona, him barking while helping her in the murders and roaring at the cop in the video footage before being shot. So what exactly is his motive?? Maybe Mona will say in episode 10 during the trial or we'll just never know. I will say this, when it showed his human picture in LIGHTHOUSE after stating he went missing, it was the only photo that didnt look...real. It looked more like a drawing than an actual photo like all the other ones. Bill was clearly as dangerous as Mona, but why did he decide to work with Mona, especially after his family died? Maybe it was a last resort and Mona agreed to it? (but they probably teamed up with Fred too to get drugs from him, but we all saw how that turned out) So why did Mona decide to let Bill work with her, and why did Bill want to work with Mona? I really wanna know this in episode ten.
There are a few things Im still wondering. We don't know how some of the victims died and Im actually REALLY curious about that. Ian, Jimmy (who I think may be the fourth photo found by the Collin's flesh barrel), Sean (yeah I said earlier I predicted they ate him but we don't know how he died), the two girls in the lighthouse (I forgot their names but Im too lazy to check 🤯), and some of the victims found in the new episode inside of the Paint Factory. Maybe Mona will reveal how she killed them?? Maybe not?? Idk I guess we just have to wait for it to play out
That's all I really have to say. Oogily boogily 🤯🤯🤯
#urbanspook analog horror#the painter urbanspook#urbanspook the painter#urbanspook#the painter analog horror#the painter#analog horror#spoilers#mona the painter#bill collins#RAAAGH new episode#This scared me to my core#fan theories#theories
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oh, my God. this episode is so intense. i think i'm still in a daze. but i'm trying my best to make sense of everything i understood from today's episode.
opening the episode with bernoulli's principle—all about two objects [people, in this context] coming together, colliding, because of the wind [in this context, attraction, love]—is such an amazing way of setting the tone of the episode. everything feels so bittersweet, hopeless and hopeful from the get-go.
sheng wang's sense of loneliness, jiang tian's nature of reluctance, all those things mingling together in this emotionally charged connection they've built, was so poignantly portrayed in this episode. somewhat, they're in a turbulent state—whether to stop the wind from blowing at them, so that they would no longer be close.
the scene where sheng wang was asking jiang tian to carry him, honestly, that is so painful. because i think, all sheng wang wanted at that moment was a connection—he wanted to hug jiang tian. he wanted to be close. he just wanted so much of jiang tian that he thought, maybe, if he asked jiang tian something silly, the latter would agree. he did. he would know, right? i guess that feeling of relief and happiness and love and acceptance dawned on him. and it was so overwhelming.
but what hurts me more is how jiang tian could only watch sheng wang's grip around his wrist. there was hesitance in his eyes. there was want. there was desire. but he couldn't. he didn't want to be close.
so sheng wang crossed the line again. the only way he could ever be this close to jiang tian was to make the first move.
and later, we finally knew that jiang tian has always been pushing people away. he didn't want that connection. he was afraid of hurting them—hurting himself.
and throughout the rest of the episode, uncle ding's "don't let jiang tian push you away," became a recurring motif. we saw sheng wang and jiang tian becoming close. we saw jiang tian openly showing that he cared (the express card was sheng wang's; jiang tian bought it for him). jiang tian standing up for sheng wang; believing in him.
and it all crumbled the moment jiang tian said, "i would stay [at school] later."
because it isn't because jiang tian didn't care about sheng wang. he cared. he cared so much. but jiang tian is afraid too. he's afraid of this connection. he's afraid of being close. because what will happen if they are closer? what will change between them? what will happen to them? isn't what they have right now are already good enough?
all of sheng wang's attempts at making jiang tian stay are in vain. "i couldn't make you stay."
when he said, "the more one tries, the more pathetic they look," somehow insinuates that sheng wang felt that he was pathetic for being the one who showed more effort—the one who wanted to be with jiang tian—the one who wanted to be close.
and sheng wang finally stated the real reason why he loathes bernoulli's principle, "it sounds like 'effort in vain'. and i hate that."
because he felt that everything he did—everything he shared with jiang tian—was only in vain.
#this episode feels like a punch in the gut#and a slap on the face#i didn't cry. but my chest feels so heavy now#it's so... overwhelming#the scene where jiang tian said that he could only think of how scared sheng wang was when he was beaten...#that was painful. that really gutted me to the core of my being#because we could see how broken jiang tian was when he said that; as if he was talking from his experience [he was]#and he would never wish that pain on anyone. especially sheng wang#this episode is physically and emotionally painful#i want to hug them both so badly#tianwang#the on1y one#na rambles#na discusses
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I felt so seen when I first read pjo and it mentioned Annabeth’s arachnophobia. I used to have so many nightmares when I was younger (probably started when I was around five or six), I would wake up in the middle of the night and be so terrified of moving because I thought there were spiders all over my bed. The shadows on my popcorn ceiling looked like spider figures and I remember just laying there sweating and not making a sound because I thought it would attract the spiders I guess? It was routine for me to shout for my mom—poor her, she would be woken at 2 in the morning like thrice a week— and she’d always shake my sheets and lay with me until I feel asleep. She would also take me to sleep with her and my dad in their massive bed (who was I to say no to the invitation?) and it got to the point where I was embarrassed that I couldn’t sleep a whole night without someone. Occasionally, I still have these nightmares about spiders and I just turn on a light, go to the bathroom, come back, and pretend it never happened.
Idk, just thinking about that. I kind of had forgotten about those nightmares but I don’t play when I see spiders because I know it means I’m going to dream about them.
#just a snippet of my life#tw mentions of spiders#arachnophobia#unfortunately got it from my dad he’ll freak out if he sees one#when I say I’m scared of spiders it’s not bc they bite or bc they’re bugs#it’s bc they’re the culprit of me being scared of going to sleep since I was 5#I deadass have to cover the screen whenever a spider comes up on a show or article#those tv sitcoms that always had that one episode with a spider crawling over someone’s back actualky leave me paranoid to this day#I always get startled when I see my hair and think it’s a spider for a second#‘the price of being small’ sorry but I’m not that kind of girl#anwyays#annabeth chase core#annabeth chase#pjo#percy jackson and the olympians#I also got panick attacks as a kid#bc for a short period of time I was convinced that if I was around glitter or flour or sand I would inhale it and die#I was in first grade#I swear I was born with anxiety#nightmares#tw spiders#childhood#I legit could not do sleepovers for this reason#I don’t play about where I sleep in because I actually get scared if the sheets have a certain texture#annabeth and arachne#percy jackson#heroes of olympus#hoo#randomly sharing#random post
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THE WEEKEND IS FINALLY COME!!!!
And I made A new oc
Name:Ray
Age: 16
Type: Fox(?)
Foxgender/Non-binanry/Polysexsual/Demisexsual/Demioromantic
Pronouns: Fox/Foxself/They/Them
Ray is Riley's friend. Fox and Riley are the spirits of two people who died years ago. They live in the spirit world but can travel between universes at will.
#lavina-arts#my post#shitpost#fanart#art#my art#my ocs#foxgender#nonbinary#polysexual#demioromantic#demisexual#dhmis#dhmis lily and todney#dhmis lily#dont hug me im scared#dont hug me i’m scared fanart#lacey games#lacey dinner#lacey game lacey#creepy cute#cute gore#cutecore#cute core#cutegore#kawaiigore#kawaii gore#kawaii core#kawaiicore
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Video games were meant to be played alone.
#octoxicash arts#rrrrghagrh TK my SILLY#love that guy#ngl when i first read this line it struck me to my core. scared me a bit#tsp#tsp art#tsp fanart#tspud#tspud art#tspud fanart#the stanley parable#the stanley parable art#the stanley parable fanart#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp timekeeper#tsp settings person#tspud timekeeper#tspud settings person#tsp employee 432#tspud employee 432
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hi, can i have the link to your fic about nevy? ive seen a couple posts with her and now im really curious :)
hehe, Nevy is actually kind of cute. Like a little nickname for Neves! Unfortunately, because I draw faster than I write, I have yet to post my fic! Sob. I'll definitely make a post on here when i do post it on ao3 though. Whenever I stop being picky over my own writing. However! have a silly doodle of the Lamb and Neves teehee
#cult of the lamb#cult of the lamb fanart#cotl oc#cotl lamb#cotl au#my art#this meme still makes me laugh btw its so lamb+neves-core#I know Neves so far has only had Scared as her personality trait but to be fair. How fucked up would you be if u ended up here
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i can imagine like some child scribbles on their face and they walk into the room like a child telling their mom they threw up all over themselves at 2 am
#dhmis sketchbook#dont hug me im scared#dhmis fanart#sketchpad dhmis#paige dhmis#dhmis paige#dhmis notepad#dhmis#dont hug me im scared paige#dont hug me im scared fanart#my art#sad wet cat core#sad wet cat coded#sad wet cat#sad wet dog#sad wet dog core#sadwetcatmaxxingg#green
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Mike Wheeler x The "I'm Stressed/Scared" Head Touch ⤷ aka Mike fighting for his life (literally & metaphorically)
S04E04 - Dear Billy a compilation for (& inspired by) @mikesbasementbeets
#mike wheeler#byler#< target audience#will byers#jonathan byers#cali crew#there were so many times he got deathly scared in that segment#it made me sad to gif because I kept thinking about S1 (when El disappeared) and S2 (when will was thrashing in the hospital)#BUT HE'S OKAY! BLESS MY SON#mike wheeler core#but also this is kinda byler too lol#stranger things#my gifs#the me tag#mikesbasementbeats
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alpha and who?
cw: blood and other cruel things
alpha returns to his room, leaving the infirmary. he is exhausted and tired, he just wants to go to bed and fall asleep.
he is walking through the night territory of the ministry, lost in hus thoughts. the smell of blood hits him in the head. his ears twitch and he sniffs, following the scent.
he can smell the faint scent of his fellow-ghoul amidst this intense smell of animal blood and flesh. but who? it's so close, but at the same time he grabbed this painfully familiar smell with his hand, but it dissipated like a fog. he doesn't understand.
alpha is frowning. he sees it in the distance and walks closer. his eyes open in horror and sleep clears away like a hand. his stomach twisted, causing his knees to tremble and swallow.
ifrit? no way. he's a big good man.
no.
..it can't be ifrit, right?
ghoul turns to alpha. alpha's breath catches in his throat. the sight turned his head and the smell became even more intense. alpha wasn't afraid of much, but this case was an exception.
ifrit as passionate and bright as a firework, always smiling, and laughing, and bragging.
just a big goofball.
and then he is seen coming to the ministry at night covered in blood, and his chest heaves and falls heavily.
what the hell are you talking about? it's kinda funny.
there is nothing in his eyes.
his mind is clouded, and his brain is like porridge of his bloodlust.
he is afraid of ifrit standing in of him, all covered in blood and some little pieces of flesh, his so tight-fitting uniform sticks to him.
everyone's familiar image of ifrit was simply torn to shreds in front of alpha. his guts clogged up before the ghoul in his blood slowly reached his consciousness.
ifrit is silent and just smiles as if he is on a high.
#bitch im worried asf#dont read this before u read k?#i think its good but smth is missing hm?#scared to the core alpha is smth interesting#in my head it looks so good#please murder ghoul ifrit CRASH ME#the band ghost#ghost bc#nameless ghouls#alpha ghoul#ifrit ghoul#ghost band headcanons#ghost band#murder ghouls
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The Crane Wives’ Arcturus Beaming is kind of a Comicaurora song if you think about it.
#comicaurora#Like#“There’s something different; maybe even something wrong; with me and I don’t know if there’s anyone else like me”#“I’m scared of lowering my defences and being myself in the hopes of finding someone else”#Actually it might just be Falst-core#aurora comic#Aurora
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Are we gonna talk about how 10101010 very likely is aware what Bad & Dapper are doing. How it has downed Dapper twice, knows exactly where they live and jumped them there, how it interrupted his storytime & directly spoke, telling their group to Give Up and Leave.
Dapper is a very intelligent egg that has been questioning its own sus situation from the beginning, and father Bad has been doing the same thing- questioning the island as a whole. Telling other people their theories in secret, out of fear someone could be watching them, and they aren’t wrong. The pair know that something isn’t right here, and 101010 code is aware of that…
The more they keep digging, the more danger they’ll be in. But Bad & Dapper aren’t going to stop, if it means finding out the truth and changing the outcome. I suggest any first-timers to Badboyhalo lore/improv buckle up, it’s going to get a lot more intense.
#if anything happens to dapper I’m concerned what bad would do#this guy has roleplayed demonic possession & intense angst in previous lore of his so well that it shook me to my core#Im scared y’all#what’s gonna happen in the qsmp#qsmp#mcyt#badboyhalo#dapper#qsmp analysis
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@userdramas ♢ event 17: plot twist ♢ │ kento's return
"The future has already been decided." "That can't be true."
#kamen rider saber#kamen rider espada#touma kamiyama#kamiyama touma#kento fukamiya#flashing lights tw#flashing lights#fukamiya kento#umbrella.gifs#udevent#userdramas#kamen rider#tokuedit#please do not repost#umbrella.edits#umbrella.posts#episode 26 of saber is a masterpiece and kento served so hard#kento's arc of having to get back to touma's side and not accept the absolutes that he's been shown is so important to me and i have#talked about it extensively#imagine watching your friend 'die' and then he comes back and he's witnessed your death countless times and now is traumatized and against#you not bc he hates you but bc he cares so much for you that he'd do anything to possibly save you even if he has to throw away his life#but you just want to work together and find a way to avoid the futures but he's too scared to believe things can change and has resolved#himself to play this specific role like jfc kento and touma make me ill (positive)#anyways had i gone into saber without knowing kento comes back it would have shaken me to my very core but either way it lives in my head#rent free and i just love it so much especially bc it expands on the lore and i love lore
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Growing up as an only child people would always like talking to me and say I’m nice and generous then when they found out that I’m an only child they’d tell me “oh so you’re spoiled and don’t know how to share?”. And it was always so frustrating because why would I be spoiled? Yes both of my parents attention was only on me but they raised me right? And I’ve met people that are spoiled and not brats, like spoiled brat and spoiled are two different things.
And I love sharing and always have bc I never had anyone to share with so I like letting other people use my stuff. One of my friends that I did so many things for all of middle school (I gave her homework answers, pencils, erasers, bandaids, some of my lunch, gum, etc) told me that I don’t know how to share because I’m an only child. We’re not friends anymore because at one point she started rushing me to do my work so she could copy and she would not let me concentrate and she wouldn’t copy my shit while I was doing it and then she’d get mad at me because she was failing. But anyway, I was a little mad because you KNOW me, but you’re just gonna say that because why, exactly? It was like people were always telling me what I should be like and telling me that I don’t understand any childhood experiences.
And then I get told I must not know how to compromise just because I’m an only child? Like what? I will do anything to please you so what the hell are you talking about.
And people go on rants saying that parents need to start having more than two children because they hate only children. I’ve seen this so many times and it makes me a little sad because my parents tried, okay? Generalizing is not cool. They’ll hate only children just because they had a bad experience with someone that happened to be an only child. And then I’ll make friends with someone and when they find out I’m an only child they’ll tell me they never would’ve guessed because they hate only children. Thanks, I guess?
“You must not have a very good family bond” uhh why? My cousins are the closest thing I ever had as siblings growing up and I genuinely don’t understand when they would say this because it doesn’t mean I can’t bond with people my age.
“You probably get everything you want” i was told this just because I bought a new notebook when my old one ran out of pages. Again, what is the thought process here because it’s not like I can ask for anything and get it just because I’m the only kid my parents have.
I would say I’m lonely and want a sister and people would get straight up mad at me. “No you don’t you’re lucky” and you think there aren’t things I want that you have too? I literally feel so alone 24/7 but I guess I’m not allowed to feel that because at least I get privacy.
They also always assume I’m rich. I am very much not rich and I did have friends that lived in bigger houses and it made me so insecure about mine. Idk what it is about assuming only children are rich. I wish being an only child came with that bc then I’d never complain again. But unfortunately it doesn’t work like that.
Anyways. This was a random rant. I just remembered that I would get so frustrated because I would literally cry from the fact that I didn’t have a best friend or someone like a sibling to talk to, and then I’d be told my feelings weren’t valid. I know this is such a non issue, but just sharing I guess.
#idk it’s midnight#can’t sleep#and I’m feeling lonely and this was the result#I might go crazy if I can’t find a best friend that will call me their best friend back#everyone seems to have their person but me and that’s not fair#only child#only child core#if anyone gets mad bc they can’t handle someone has a different experience I swear#rant#midnight rant#random post#and when my parents die I’ll be alone#I literally cry thinking of it#and I either live up to their expectations or literally nothing else bc J haven’t really thought of a plan b#all the pressure is on me and that kind of sucks#only child culture#only kid things#but yeah call me spoiled just because my parents couldn’t reproduce another offspring#the fact that I’m so scared to not be okay because my parents only have one daughter#I’m trying so hard to make it worth it#only child experience#spoiled brat#according to everyone#eldest child#middle child#and when they say ‘attention whore’ as if said attention doesn’t feel like being under a microscope sometimes
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I gotta finish my assignments but the demons (the Burning Kingdoms trilogy) are calling me
#the burning kingdoms#the jasmine throne#the oleander sword#i am currently on the oleander sword#hard to believe i started this series 2 days ago and now it has changed me to my very core#i'm so scared though ahahahahahahahahahahahaha i think something's gonna go wrong#anyways be gay do crime
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gonna attempt to do guyliner/applying makeup to my water line
#i think im gonna explode make up scares me so bad but i need to be 2004 core#i put in contacts all the time to see though so i think i might be fine#AUGGHHHH SO SCARY#i never use makeup besides my funny red#rambles
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i've been diving a lot deeper into adhd symptoms and comorbidities and misdiagnoses and whenever i tell my boyfriend something i learned that sounds like me he responds with something like
#idk he knows me more than anyone bc i can't hide the parts i'm ashamed of from him#last night he was like. yeah EYE think you have adhd but i'm just some guy#idk i'm excited about this not because i want to be Quirky for internet reasons. yknow. but bc i've felt like an impostor of a human being#and i have no sense of self and i can't get myself to do basic tasks and the thought of doing something i don't want to do#genuinely makes me want to throw up/my brain shuts down/i can't think or talk or function to the point where i can't work.#so i can't support myself. so i feel terrible about myself. and i've been in and out of therapy for 20 years and have numerous diagnoses#that have never really felt like they fully encapsulate what's going on. and like. i've kinda just internalized that i'm not as good at#being a person as everyone else because i struggle so so much. like yeah i did well in school but i had to sacrifice literally everything#else to do that. idk how everyone else is managing to have a job and hobbies and friends#i get to pick like. one now. i used to be able to juggle everything to some degree although i felt like i was being careless in all areas#except school. i'm so scared of making mistakes or starting anything or talking to new people or trying new hobbies#because i know it won't interest me more than a couple weeks MAX and i'll feel listless and restless again#and i've come to understand this as part of who i am at my core. i'm just someone who can't commit and isn't reliable or a good friend#i just want so badly for that not to be the case because i want so badly to not be stuck like this#idk im going home to talk to my dad this weekend and just rest because i'm really really not doing well#which is why i'm scrambling to try to figure out what's going on with me because idk how much longer i feasibly can do this#and i might be moving back to the pnw bc therapists in pa don't work with medicaid#and no psychiatrists near me are taking new patients. and i can't work to get on private insurance. but therapists in or do work w medicaid#so idk. again if youre diagnosed w adhd and this sounds not like someone who is consuming social media brain rot content about adhd#but rather someone whose experiences you identify with. please let me know. please please#i am reaching out to professionals also but things move slowly and i'm trying to compile evidence so i don't sound like i'm making it up
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