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Need help finding this batman memory loss fic
iirc:
• main thing is Bruce loses his memories temporarily (forgets he's batman if I'm not wrong or just a general memory loss)
• in general, he ends up sweeter/more chill with his kids and Clark (BUT also possible it was just batfam lol im not sure if Clark was there)
• afterwards, he regains his memory (this is oddly specific but I rmb smt like 'Bruce could feel his eyes hardening/sharpening' <- and the kids see this and realise he rmbs everything)
-> Bruce was a bit saddened atp as he didn't want to be so uptight/strict & was worried abt compromising his bettered r/s with his kids
-> I think he tries to hide it at first? Because, in a way, he doesn't want to go back to being so harsh/uptight in general. (Particulary, I think there was a scene whr he's with Clark where he continues to pretend he still does not rmb anything.) EDIT: this pt was from another fic, my bad
-> some of the kids are kinda disappointed aft noticing he rmbs because they think he'll revert to his old ways (but it was unfounded because the fic ends with Bruce making a concerted effort to be more open and affectionate)
• this fic was definitely on ao3
• it is not 'yesterday's voices'
#I might be wrong on some points because I have read other similar fics#im not even sure if thr was any romantic r/s but yeah#pls help me I've spent an embarrassing amt of time trying to find this fic lol#bruce wayne#batman#fanfic#fanfiction#clark kent#superman#dick grayson#tim drake#damian wayne#jason todd#ao3
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Wind and Truth - Brandon Sanderson (Stormlight Archive #5)
4/5 - midseason-finale ass book; he needs to scrap this editor; this book simply never ends
MAJOR SPOILERS BELOW!! LIKE FIRST LINE!!!
We finally come to the end of the first arc of the Stormlight Archives and they are going to need a new name. Before we dive in, I want to clarify that I did enjoy this book! I think it tackled a series of very hard-to-conclude plotlines in a relatively good way, and I think it sets Sanderson up for success in the latter half of this series. With that said, I'll be splitting this review into four parts:
Kaladin, Szeth, & therapy speak
The Spiritual Realm plot
Azir
Book mechanics
Kaladin, Szeth, & Therapy Speak
Now first of all, anyone who's read anything I've written knows I love Kaladin - he's one of my favorite characters of all time and his journey through depression is one of my favorite parts of this series. That said. I find the whole timeline of this healing to be highly suspect, and his attempts at therapizing embarrassing at best and deeply annoying at worst. What context is there for him to go from literally attempting suicide in the last book to semi-competent therapist in no time at all? Need I remind Sanderson myself that there is no time skip between the end of RoW and WaT?
The language is also just bafflingly modern in a way that nothing in this series has been before, but we'll get to more on that later.
The flip side of this criticism is that Szeth's plotline was easily my favorite of the book. His completed arc might rise to rivaling Kaladin's (thus far) in terms of how much I enjoyed it. His backstory is so tragic (slay for the almost successful military coup though?) and I truly believed he wasn't going to make it through the book until the very last page. His moments with his father, in the past and present, brought me to tears more than once.
The Spiritual Realm Plot
This whole plotline took too long and frankly, it was boring. Watching Shallan slay her demons for the umpteenth time and deal with Formless again and kill her mother again was, and this may be controversial, not a very interesting plot point to me. She's done all this before. I feel that this book, as a whole, gave diminishing returns on her pagetime to character development ratio. I also don't feel that Shallan, with all her everything else, needed a Herald as a mother as another twist, but maybe that will be more relevant in the future. For that reason, and that reason only, I'll bite my tongue on criticizing it unnecessarily
While it was nice to see Renarin and Rlain get together, I have to admit that Renarin's POV didn't add much for me. I think Sanderson could have written the entire plotline for these two from Rlain's perspective and it would've been far more interesting since he is, in my opinion, the more interesting character between the two of them. Renarin's POV does not reveal anything that isn't already clear from other POVs.
I also just wanted more of Ba-Ado-Mishram. She was haunting the story but not present. I understand that's likely for later plot reasons, but it did make this section drag. Dalinar contributed to that but we don't have time to get into that right now. I was happy he died though (long overdue, in my opinion).
Azir
Adolin #1 character of all time? The only one to save their assigned city and did it with 0 Radiants and the power of friendships? Nobody is doing it like him.
I loved the founding of the Unoathed and, particularly, Yanagawn's development. I'm really hoping that Yanagawn becomes a more important character in next major arc, since he was so sweet here.
I did not love that we spent probably 25% of the book in Azir fighting battles. Contrary to the opinion of Sanderson many fantasy authors, there is an upper limit on how many battles you can include before I get tired of reading them. There's only so many ways you can swing a sword or block a pike etc etc before I'm bored.
Book Mechanics
Overall, I find this concluding book to be much weaker than the other 4 in the series. Whereas it had seemed that the pacing was improving in Oathbreaker and Rhythm of War, here we were back to all over the place. While I liked that he split the plot into each day leading up to the contest, the timeline genuinely made no sense.
Beyond that, this entire book was filled with oddly YA-style prose that has never appeared in the Stormlight Archive until now. I think whoever edited this book must be different from the other four because, in my opinion, it was much too modern, not as tight, and frankly, not as good. And I know this might be controversial, but I did not think Maya calling Adolin a slut was funny. Why would she even use that word? Whore or prostitute would've been acceptable because they've been referenced here before but I found that example and others like it to be jarring.
Conclusion
I liked this book, but it's by a longshot my least favorite in the series. It was too long and frankly, some of the characters didn't even sound like themselves. I know that Sanderson can do better than this, but it leaves me a little wary for the next arc.
There's lots here I didn't cover (Jasnah my beloved, Sigzil! I'm in mourning) but this was already quite long. DMs / ask box are always open if you'd like to chat more.
#like dgmw i liked the book! but my love language for media is criticism#also just because like ... a LOT of it felt out of character writing-wise for sanderson#wind and truth#wind and truth spoilers#kaladin stormblessed#adolin kholin#yanagawn#cosmere#stormlight archive#wat#wat spoilers#brandon sanderson#high fantasy#fantasy#book review#queer#szeth son son vallano
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✨ MASTERPOST of my "Do you think we love each other in every universe" series ✨
This was one of the longest projects I've ever worked on, but damnit, I'm proud of it!! 🥰 It was challenging at times, but I've learned so much!
In order, the alternate universes:
1) "Normal" (they're not paladins)
2) Canon
3) Space caterpillars
4) College
5) Soulmates
6) Childhood friends
I'll post each one by itself with zoom ins in the next few days, so please be on the lookout for that ✨
Please consider liking, commenting and reblogging my work so more people see it! It helps us artists so much and I'd be forever grateful ❤️
Also, please consider checking my Instagram as well, if you'd like to follow me on there too 💘
Thank you 🥰
#voltron#klance#vld#voltron legendary defender#keith kogane#lance mcclain#art#digital art#voltron fan art#keith vld#keith x lance#lance x keith#klance voltron#voltron fanart#klance fanart#The time I've spent on these is embarrassing#But I'm also SO proud#I swear if this flops#I'm ending it#No I'm joking but like PLEASE REBLOG#haryuusart
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C'mon heart, beat loudly again! 💓
#One Piece#opgraphics#Monkey D. Luffy#Joy Boy#*mine#HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A BOY SO BEAUTIFUL YOU STARTED CRYING 😭😭😭#i'm not even exaggerating when i say i actually teared up from how beautiful the animation was in this scene#like i swear this is one of the most if not THE most beautiful i've ever seen Luffy animated!!!#and ngl tho the animation for the first half of this ep was kinda disappointing...#but they def made up for it during the second half!#also spent an embarrassing amount of time making the 4th gif because of the INSANE amount of colors involved#aaaaand it still looks like crap sorry 💀
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my playthrough of the re4 remake has been going well
#i've spent an embarrassing amount of time in the shooting gallery#sorry ashley the grind stops for no one#I GOTTA GET MY GACHA PULLS#ashley graham re4#re4 leon#leon kennedy#resident evil#digital art#fanart#re4 fanart
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pov: you're about to die in the gayest way imaginable
#relatable#I REWATCHED AMOK TIME LAST NIGHT#GET READY FOR YOUR DASH TO BE GAY AS HELL#spirk#spock#star trek#tos#i've spent all morning enhancing/editing hehehe#it's like meditation (lie)#my phone is full of 42978 photos of gay sex in the desert#let's hope i don't die in the next 24 hrs#that'd be embarrassing#amok time#pon farr#screencaps#leonard nimoy#meme#my edit#gay rights
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Sun over the mountains
#destiny#destiny 2#destiny the game#my art#felwinter#lord felwinter#osiris#baby birb osiris 🥺#i've spent an embarrassing amount of time mixing these colors even though it looks really simple........ 🫠#but the worst thing is that i liked sketch better akldsjhflk#traditional art
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Terzo's TumTum appreciation post because I am now down bad to nibble at it 🥺.
LOOK AT HIM DAMMIT.
This one 🥺🥺🥺🥺
He's so damn fine not to be all skin and bones.
I hope this isn't too weird to post, but I feel like alot of you would appreciate this.
#ghost#the band ghost#papa emeritus#papa emeritus iii#terzo#papa terzo#papa emeritus terzo#It's embarrassing how much time I've spent on this topic
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exhibit A: what nathan wrote on his dorm slate (episode 4)
exhibit B: unknown graffiti in the boys’ gym showers (episode 3)
case in point: observe the handwriting. both are in tall, narrow letters with close spacing. the similarities are uncanny………
grahamscott confirmed⁉️⁉️
#grahamscott#nathan prescott#warren graham#lis#life is strange#soyposting#guys this is CANON ingame evidence!!#i love being delusional#pls pls pls just a crumb#massive thanks to @lifeisstrangearchives bc i've spent an embarrassing amount of time on their acct 😭
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"Do it scared this, do it stupid that" do it out of SPITE. Do it out of vengeance. Do it out of love. Want to prove others wrong? Do it to prove a point and be victorious. You're your own biggest enemy? Do it to prove YOURSELF wrong. In the end, you're the one to do it, so choose one motivator (or none!), and get out there and DO IT
#this is a pep talk to myself#i just spent the last hour journaling and reflecting on what's happened this year and what i want#getting older and thinking about where you are and what you want is ... interesting#my birthday was last month but I've only given myself the time to think about life today#and what I've decided is to gently hit myself on the head and be grateful for what I have#and also to go out there and get the things i want#I'm going to do it as a big screw you to myself#I'm my biggest enemy and I'm going to prove myself wrong :D#macy speaks#sorry this is a wild rant post but I'm very inspired right now#let's hope i keep up with this XD#what i want is another hualian tattoo!! for now#that's doable and I'll get it done as soon as i can!!#oh my god this is embarrassing I might delete it later#and most importantly#do it for hualian!!!!
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quick redraw of this from last year because i needed to feel good about myself :V
#post annihilation#saito sejima#kaname date#saidate#the reason i colored the first one originally was like#at least 50% for boss!date leg hair and you can't fucking see it#because i used to draw everything so tiny for no reason (guy who still does when he stops paying attention)#really the important improvement here is that i'm not weird and embarrassed about#doing finished art i'm happy with for things that also happen to be m/m ships#for the first year of posting on this account#every finished piece on here#like#70% of 'drawing' time was spent throwing up and hating myself. lmao#but you have all been exceptionally nice (except for those of you that haven't) and i'm fine now.#cringe but free.#and that's what really matters (please god tell me i've improved artistically i need you to tell me i'm talented and smart)#it's late and i'm tired. yapyapyap.#felis art#aitsf spoilers
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happy pride month from vash the stampede!!!! 💜 seeing all the ace vash art makes me so happy I wanted to contribute!
#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun fanart#asexual#vash the stampede#trimax#re: charms if it happens shipping will be from belgium jsyk!!#he makes me so happy!!!#AND WHAT IF I TEAR UP?? WHAT THEN????#you guys i didn't know something i made could make me feel this way#i spent an embarrassing amount of time on it sdfjbkln#i'm posting it now because if I don't i'm gonna spend another 5 hours on it#granted i could still end up tweaking it and just editing my post bUT STILL#for context i'm not great at art i barely ever draw but i want to improve so i decided to draw one vash every day of june#i've been seeing a little bit of improvement and when I drew this one he was pretty flawed but also he made me so happy that i was like#ok i'm cleaning it up and fixing it digitally#and now 12+ hours of work later here we are#ANYWAY ANYWAY I'M RAMBLING#THANK YOU FOR THE ACE VASH ART THIS MONTH YOU GUYS INSPIRED ME PLEASE KEEP IT COMING#it clears my skin waters my crops#also pls don't follow me for this i post art once every six months at best you'll be disappointed!! i'm a writer first and foremost#anyway gotta go draw today's vash weehee!#bee draws#ace vash tag
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hey! i love your if, this is mostly just a curiosity, but i was wondering if there would be any mention of the consequences of mc being stuck in town if they take medications? like obviously im sure most things will be found in a pharmacy and theres prob some. system? for when this happens. but what about hormones? does croft take them? can we get them in town? i was curious because cricket talked about pronouns like theyre a new and wild thing so taking hormones might also be that?
was just something i was playing around with in my head! i love your if so much its my favorite horror one! youre so talented
Hey! Tysm for your kind words, as well as the ask!!
This is a great question, and it's actually something I'm planning to address in-canon. The logistics of Easthaven and how the town all works is something I'm like...minorly obsessed with lmao it takes up so much of my brain space.
What I'll say now is that Croft is on hrt, and there will be a way for trans&nonbinary MCs to access it if they want to...but, like you suspect, hormones might be a fairly new addition to town.
#asks#interactive fiction#croft#genuinely love this question#thank you again!!!#I've spent a truly embarrassing amount of time thinking about the state of healthcare in this place#worldbuilding
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help me i've gotten so deep into the steddie rabbit hole i haven't gotten this stuck on something since destiel
this really isn't good for my health
THESE ARE THE FICS THAT I SUBSCRIBED TO / LIKED READING (I'VE BASICALLY READ 1/5 WORTH OF STEDDIE FICS COMPARED TO DESTIEL FICS - I GOT INTO DESTIEL 4 YRS AGO, I ONLY STARTED READING STEDDIE FICS SOME TIME LAST MONTH WTF)
tbf, i have taken breaks from destiel to read other fandoms/fics so, ig the timing works out? if you think about it?
#steddie#destiel#fics#ao3#also if anyone comes across this post i can rec you some of my absolute favs#these stats for my fics don't even include the ones i finished but didn't enjoy all that much#or the ones i abandoned halfway through even though it was like 100k words#i really dont care if i've spent hours reading it#i literally just leave if i get slightly annoyed by the writing#i'm not kidding#it's a problem#but also not really?#i'm just complaining for the sake of it#also i never got into stranger things fics for some reason even though i watched all of the show#idk why#i think it's bc i watched the show w/ my dad? so i felt weird to read fics about it?#like i considered it a family show for some reason#and for some reason reading fics for that was off limits??#idk#i also i'm getting scared that i won't ever be interested in my other fandoms again bc of how much i am invested in steddie stuff#this was exactly like destiel though#i just gotta get it out of my system#i have no idea why i'm so scared of losing interest in my other fandoms#also if anyone is wondering where these stats are coming from i made a spreadsheet of all the works i like#it's basically a replica of my subscriptions list because when i started ao3 i acted like the subscribe button functioned like bookmarks an#now i cant go back#so instead of transferring everything i just took the time to make a spreadsheet and basically code the functions myself#which arguably took more time to do than if i transferred everything#i would share the list but i'm sort of embarrassed of the stuff that's on there#if anyone is curious i have 676 fics stored on it
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LIFE'S A KILLER.
And so will this icon be! Call your local game store now to get this limited edition cover of Black Sugar! Available as long as supplies last!*
*This offer starts May 29th, ends June 30th.
#//jeez this might be like the very first mention of the little internal name i've given lambda's story on this blog huh#//this is embarrassing dbhfngbnhjg#//but yeah! pride icon time!!#//i spent about from after dinner until now working on this so fbghnggbnh#//honestly was going for video game magazine ad in the post ngl#mocha's art#//kind of?? i mean it is my art but also i used a template for the ps1 box effect#//click on it to see it! it's transparent background wise!
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think I figured out why I've been in a full trauma trigger state for the last week+ and iiiiiiit is embarrassing
it's because I went on a nice date that I enjoyed
and in the background without even TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT my brain decided to start freaking the fuck out about the inevitability of abuse and the essential harm I do by existing in the world. but like. in the background. to the degree that I have at most been vaguely aware that that's even a thought process I was having let alone that it was what was distressing me.
but I have laid out some timelines of when I entered 24/7-panic-attack mode and it lines up precisely to going home after a nice date. for fuck's sake.
trauma is stupid and emotions are dumb. and if trauma shit is going to fuck up my whole week my brain could at least have the good grace to tell me what I'm upset about.
#red said#the reason it's embarrassing is that it has genuinely been REALLY bad this week#i very nearly ended up hiding under my desk at work. 4 different people have asked if I'm doing ok#i was so dizzy and spaced out that it took me 15 minutes to start a 30 minute meeting#whereupon i dropped the same pen six times in about 30 seconds#also my wrist has been hurting me so fucking bad it's been in a brace for 2 days. which is. inexplicably. a consistent anxiety symptom.#now this might not SOUND like a full on panic attack but the thing to understand is i spent enough of my childhood having them#that i am like. 60% effective at suppressing the obvious symptoms and powering through#and i just get left with the numbness and dizziness and mental incapacity#but the flip side is that they don't go AWAY they last literal days#anyway it's been a wee while since i felt this bad. I'm hoping now I've identified what is going on i might be slightly less AAARGH tomorro
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