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Something that occurred to me. I know I'm far from the first person to say this but this is my show.
Ok, so, Batman. When he first pops up, everyone
HATES
Batman. Like, I'm talking pure, unadulterated hate.
Like Gritty. For those who came later, Gritty is the Philadelphia Flyers, which is a NHL Hockey team, mascot. They didn't have one for an extremely long time. But for reasons I don't care to look up, they made one. Everyone hated Gritty so much. As you do online. But like, even people who aren't terminally online hated everything about him.
Then, the more people started shit talking him from not Philadelphia, the more the City loved him. Which is the most Philadelphia thing ever and I love that for them. Gritty is now an icon. Which, I love and hate because Capitalism (hate) but also Comrade Gritty (love).
I think Batman ended up a lot like Gritty did at first. Everyone hating that Batman existed then Gotham saying Fuck you, we love him. Because the assholes from Metropolis started talking shit.
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inspired by this post, in which Damian does not know what Vine is
#sorry this was funnier in my head#but after i read that post I COULD NOT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT#gen z batkids is the most Cursed thing i've read today and i love it#at first i had so many Thoughts about how my brain CANNOT reconcile tim as anything but a 90s kid but then i read that line about damian and#i feel like they'd mess with him sometimes by randomly quoting memes in unison#almost started to overthink how in This Particular Timeline jason might have missed out on this meme because he was Not Alive#but for the purposes of this silly joke i choose to believe dates are irrelevant#that is all thank you#clarisse doodles#batfam#damian wayne#dick grayson#jason todd
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It's way too hot and I am way too tired to do any more efforts, so excuse the critical lack of quality here.
If you didn't know, Cole is my favourite Power Ranger :D
And while I was binge watching Ninjago I had the pleasant surprise to see him physically and mentally traumatized in season 5 😈
And since I'm a huge sucker for angst, my brain immediately thought of developing that idea in order to hurt my beautiful baby boy some more. That and also the fact that my brain immediately looks for logic in the laws of cartoon physics (I really shouldn't do that...)
So I bring you the "Cole is a Ghost Kind-of-Saga". I still have a few more ideas to exploit, notably adressing the ways the other ninjas will help him cope with his new condition :3
And maaaaybeeeee a small comic too 😇
Anyways, I will let my brain rest a bit for now and sleep.
#I really want to rant about the things I wrote but my brain is melting#but basically ghosts are part of another plane of existence or smt#which explains for me why they can't really interact with anything from the living world#and also why Cole has visions#and why he has a different perception of time and can randomly space out#and I thought Cole was a bit different from other ghosts because he left the temple at the same second the sun arrived#and it is the reason why he isn't forced to stay in the temple#but also why he can interact with objects more easily#again these are just conjectures and headcanons from me#don't take this seriously#and also YES I'm gonna LOVE to write about his friends reactions#and how they can help him go through this#Because I still think that it is a lot#And Cole must suffer about it#But I also think that he is not the kind to express his feelings so he would suffer in silence#so his friends will have to be supportive without being too invasive#I think that there will also be a phase where they will prevent him from fighting/going out at all to protect him#because he would risk his life when they fight against other ghosts and he can't touch water and still has problem controlling his abilities#so even more angst because he would feel useless and the others would fear for him nonstop#my art#ninjago fanart#ninjago season 5#ninjago cole#ninjago#cole is a ghost
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okay.
so it's either a very fancy very nerdy little anvil paperweight
OR
little tyelpe had a teeny tiny forge-like dollhouse made for him by feanor, who painstakingly designed every tiny detail and made all toy equipment himself because tyelpe, too young to be in forge, insisted that he absolutely needs to be a smith like his father and grandfather and needs to begin learning now.
and who was feanor to refuse his only grandson who wanted to learn his craft when he only started to walk without bumping into everything? feanor would be elated and would spend hours playing with tyelpe in his little forge. it was before the silmarils when feanor had all the time in the world for his beloved grandson.
the anvil was one of many parts of that dollhouse, one of few that made it to beleriand and the only one that made it through to the second age with celebrimbor.
he could never make himself part with it.
#yeah#nothing better than taking a look at an item appearing for like 1 second and making a heartwrenching headcanon#i love stabbing myself with angst#i headcanon that celebrimbor was very young when they left valinor#not a toddler but maybe an equivalent of 7-8 year old#old enough to understand some things but young enough to be absolutely traumatized#based on that one absolutely amazing fanart of curufin and little tyelpe where he apparently had a nightmare#and curufin says 'no one is coming to take you' and tyelpe responds with 'but they took uncle nelyo'#i saw it some 3-4 years ago and i kid you not it randomly appears in my brain just to haunt me#so he is still a child and was allowed to take some of his toys and obviously his little forge had to come with him#not all of it only some parts because there were more important things to pack#and feanor promised him they would make the missing equipment together once they settled down and were relatively safe#and then he died#and then over the years some of the toys were lost and some were broken#and then celebrimbor was no longer a child and when they had to run he packed food and clothes and weapons not his toys#but this little anvil he would snuck into his pack anyway#and against all odds the anvil made it through the first age unscathed#if there was one thing reminding him of better times it was this#somebody fucking sedate me#brainrot has taken control over my every thought literally#celebrimbor#tyelpe#telperinquar#curufin#feanor#rings of power#beleriand#valinor#first age#silmarillion
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i feel like every few months i remember this au and end up just redrawing iroha
#anyways necromancer iroha au my beloved. my brain is not good enough for you and you deserve better#i’ve actually had this for a little bit and have now completely forgotten what i was doing with this. oh well#posting it anyways but i think i was just kinda messing around with it#any ideas i mightve had previously for it have been completely scrapped though! i didnt like it.#not that i had much of an idea in the first place#im very bad at these sorts of things !! i just like randomly scribbling without much thought going into it#anyways time to completely abandon this again for another like 8 months#necromancer iroha au#magia record#magireco i miss you… i should play you again sometime…#iroha tamaki#her hair is still my favorite part of drawing this btw#also why i like drawing ghost sana with it usually. i like messing with the. uh. hair ? color? thing. its fun#right well back to not posting for like 2 months
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Mmmmmmmmmm i dunno why I haven't asked this sooner. Who's your own current favorite OC?
currently that would probably be sichen because i love angsty guys with blood on their hands. i don't have much art for him yet tho because he's fairly new and i'm still figuring him out, so its just this so far i think.
some physical notes: one of his ears is gone, you can still see the remnants a bit from the side view, but not much from the front. he does not have an eye color and he does not show his eyes. if he flips his hair back? no he didn't. but if he does, a bird will fly by to cover them. or an avalanche will occur, or everyone will sneeze. his eyes do not get revealed, even if physics must be broken to keep them hidden.
he is. Up To Things. and a menace. and he won't stop betraying people, but i love him dearly. and he would probably not even care about that at all.
in terms of all-time though (which i know you didn't ask but. i take any opportunity to talk about him), that would be beltran. i think he's my prettiest guy ever and i'm noticing a trend between him and sichen and that's the fact that they are both consumed by an obsession that has taken over their entire life and become their reason to live.
for sichen, that obsession is originally around resurrecting someone he loves, but then it turns into revenge :)
for beltran, he is consumed by a need to find out about the past, and his ancestors place in it. his family swore themselves to serve someone, but then that person disappeared. it's been hundreds of years, but he wants to find that person no matter what.
a rough illustration that i probably won't finish of beltran
not super happy with the rest of the face so a close up crop but slightly more recent beltran art
people also often misunderstand beltran as evil i guess from vibes but he is not! he has been consumed by the ancient texts, yes, that is true, but he is really sweet. he is kind of a dick though when it matters. but in terms of overall morality he is a good guy.
beltran also can turn into a wolf but it makes him very sick and his girlfriend gets extremely worried so he doesn't do it unless its a life or death situation. if he does it too much he will die (not joking)
beltran i attempted to make in a picrew!! he is probably one of my worst picrew characters just because of the blue-black + two-tone hair and purple eyes. it's so hard to get a picrew that actually has stuff with the right shades
he is very heavily associated with the night, and the stars, he's someone you find in the hallways of the manor after dark, and you see him as a strange figure in the moonlight being cast through a stained glass window. when he's feeling well, he's in the library or the study, pouring over a stack of tattered scrolls, his wispy sleeves pulled up to keep them out of the ink which he scrawls his notes in, translating language after language. he is someone who keeps trying to work even when his body is falling apart, and the eyes of his loved ones fill with worry, but he is chained to the things he must know, and they drag him deeper into the abyss. "i'm so close to finding it." he'll mumble, the dark circles under his eyes taking more of the light from his face every day, as karina tries to get him to rest, reassuring him that there will be time tomorrow, and that it will all be easier once he's been able to sleep. watch him, he is a ghost already, he will not answer when someone says goodbye. "this is what i've been looking for." he whispers, reaching out. his fingers will run against rocks that haven't been seen in a thousand years, tracing the inscriptions that say he was right all along. and he'll see the person he's been searching for. it's finally his turn to live.
#pr.oc#sq.oc#oc: sichen#oc: beltran#pr.art#sq.art#my art#excluding the picrew obviously#yeah i hijacked this into a beltran post because he hijacks my brain constantly#i feel bad for not talking about sichen more but he is still so early in development that i need to build a lot more before i feel confiden#saying things and just randomly freely about him#whereas beltran has been around since the beginning of serpent's quest#so he's at least 4-5 years old now#and he's been my favorite since then so i've thought about him more than anyone probably
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I love "mysteries" and "conspiracy theories" that have really obvious explanations. because like due to the fact that I enjoy the Watcher channel I get constant recommendations for other, worse mystery/ghost/conspiracy youtubers, and sometimes it will be something like "why do so many people go missing in alaska?? conspiracy explained!!" and I'm like. well first of all alaska is both a popular vacation destination and a fuck off huge expanse of wilderness that's very cold and hard to navigate and full of bears. but no you're right it's probably cults or aliens or something.
#also don't get me started on the mandela effect#you'll notice that pretty much all of them are small misremembered details#that all involve the preconceived associations wired into our brains being subverted#of course everyone thought it was berenstein because most names with that pattern would be and berenstain is a weird thing to be called#and the title was in cursive which is easier to misread#and of course people thought there was a cornucopia because the only time you usually see a pile of fruit is next to one#for like thanksgiving decorations and stuff#(and I can confirm that both of those things never randomly changed)#the first because my parents had a whole debate about it and my mom had to get out a book to prove to my dad that it was berenstain#and the second because I was an autistic child who happened to have some fruit of the loom underpants and I was fascinated by the logo#and it didn't have a cornucopia
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confession time: soukoku give me the worst case of secondhand embarrassment ever. they are so cringe. you can’t take them anywhere.
#this is /pos for anyone that doesn’t know about my chronic skk brain#I have been obsessed with them for about a year now and it’s not getting better at all#the most mortifying thing that’s happened this past year is slowly getting my friend into bsd#and watching any skk scene with them had me embarrassed af#the dead apple lap scene was worse than introducing them to the concept of a manga where characters are named after authors#and revealing the fact that the story heavily focuses on mafia business even though I’m a self proclaimed mafia genre hater#I literally called it the author fanfic manga in the first few months of my obsession#no ship has made me feel this way ever. and I’m super sensitive to secondhand embarrassment but I’m making it work for them <3#maybe that makes me the weakest link of the soukoku shippers but I’m living my truth#this post is brought to you by “I saw a tweet of someone randomly discovering skk fanart”#and my first thought was: I can’t take them anywhere#<- probably what everyone in the pm thought pre dark era#there are so many victims of their dynamic. everyone in the pm and ada. every fan whether they like skk or not. we are all their victims#sina’s rambling
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this is literally so weird and random but like I had this dream that this big Twitter account for some fandom news publication (likely only real in my dreams) wrote an article about and linked to my judgment fic called voyuer (actual fic i did write) and they were praising it and recommending it to their audience.
so the fic blew up outta nowhere and since I didn't use Twitter I didn't know that had happened and was just scratching my head over where all those people came from, right? then after a friend sent me the link to the post and I damn near lost my mind. I was sooo happy bc like ??? WHAT?? and I read the comments on the post and there were sooooo many people speaking well of it and just generally hyping it up and I was honestly on cloud 9.
then AGAIN OUTTA NO FUCKING WHERE, some person who clearly never read the story commented something like "why are we praising a disgusting freak who wrote rape fic?" and like...
this, never-- it was just so very clear that this person didn't even read a SENTENCE of that fic and just wrongly made assumptions based off the comments they saw on the post that ???? somehow??? gave them that impression??? or maybe they were just trying to stir the pot? idk.
anyway, it blew up ever further and suddenly everyone was trying to cancel me and were just full on making up things that were never in the fic as reasons why I 'shouldn't have a platform' ?!??! and omg i woke up in a cold sweat
LMAOOOOOO WTF WAS THAT FOR?!?!?
#im prettyyyyy sure the dream happened because i yesterday thought about my one kiryu fic again#indulge#and how after like a year or so it blew up randomly and it's at around 500 notes here#which is soooo uncommon on tumblr for my ykz stuff#and at the start of the summer that sorta thing came up in the writer's corner i lurked in#and they were discussing how if one of your fics suddenly blow up outta nowhere#like well out of your typical metrics- it's probably due to a reader recommending it on tiktok or a discord server they're in#and like.. i douuubt thats happened to me bc i feel like people#tend to announce if tiktok brought them to something and i never got one of those comments#and i just... cannot imagine any group of people discussing me in their discord servers in a way that's NOT negative lmaooo#so idk the mystery remains#but miss brain girl- I DO NOT CARE ENOUGH FOR YOU TO HARASS MY DREAMS LIKE THIS OVER IT 😂😂😂#koidreaming
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*draws something for the first time in a while. “Man I suck at drawing! Maybe go back to being good at it if I draw more!”
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“Oh I got a neat idea for a drawing! Surely I have gotten better by now!” Loop post
#this revelation brought to you by the one and only#midnight brainrot#probably could not of put these things together without the malaise of a mind awake at 3 am again despite saying that they’re ”trying to fix#their sleep schedule ~”#bah. I say things yet never do them. my brain always blocks any sort of progress with ”just one more video”#even fun and enjoyment bends the knee to this declaration#even other YouTube videos!#when I do break it I end up back where I was because like asking for literally anything my brain does so much pushback that it feels#inherently wrong on a fundamental level#I don’t think I’m depressed I like life too much and enjoy existence#is this my brain punishing me for not dying before reaching adulthood like I always thought I would? or is it punishment for not constantly#going from the end of high school to another school like I planned because my purpose in life was to learn and go to school until I die#now I am left without purpose. literally wandering my house like a ghost when no one’s home#I say the two same things to my brother when he gets home so much that he once made a joke about me being an npc#and the worse part is. it wasn’t about that dumb TikTok brainrot meme thing. no it was because I say the exact same things the exact same wa#y every time he gets home. worse more is I can think of several other ways that that statement could be more accurate that he doesn’t know a#bout#I wish to game but never do#I want to make art and such but I never do#I went to an art class for years when I was a kid for Pete’s sake!#my parents complain about my hair being too long and I agree but I still want it long I just always kept it short because of simple ma#maintenance. the only reason I ever grew it out was to keep warm I. the winter!#I spent my childhood with self imposed utilitarianism for no reason#no reason to expand my horizons and explore myself because I thought of myself as a lesser being that was fated to die randomly before#I could reproduce.#oh my goodness the reproduction thing! I thought I was straight for the longest time because I had to be#because the purpose of a person is to reproduce. yet I was all like”I can’t reproduce as I am autistic and would taint my offspring. I am a#genetic dead end and deserve to have the effect of natural selection take place”#through tv show mimicry and being a utilitarian little git I forced myself to be straight for years#and the worse part is I KNEW GAY PEOPLE EXISTED AND I ENVYED THEM FOR NOT HAVING TO REPRODUCE OH MY GOD IS THIS WHAT KARKAT FELT LIKE? NO I
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#tfw youre hanging out with friends and u throw out controversial take after controversial take#like its me hi im the hater its me#u wanna hear them? i mean thrm in in like the silliest way possible. its not that serious lol#i hated h4n solo growing up and still do. i dont think i like the writing of ne1l gaim4n and only liked the 1st season of g0od 0mens#i thought the 1st season of 0ur flag was fine and didnt really like the 2nd. i dont think anyone in l0rd of the rings is hot. especially#not 4aragon. leg0las is like whatever. sam is my favorite character. i also didnt like l0rd of the rings when i 1st watched it#the gathering was a watch party for that 1st movie and i like it way more now lol. also i dont like overt romance. i like the implication#of romance. if u kiss onscreen im like 99% of thr time not interested. also while im being a hater. i dont thibk steven king is a good#writer and domt like his books. i like the idea of them. wish they were written by anyone else lol. also im too dyslex1c to read physical#books :-( which no one vibes with bc everyone's a grad student overachiever lol. and back to back it all sounds like im trying to b#contrary but i promise its maybe just that i have weird standards. like i also hated movies about animals growing up. it made me mad that#those movies were trying to manipulate my feelings. like jesus child chill tf out. i would also randomly decide i hated lots of things and#characters. some of which i stand by today but most of which im like lol chill#so idk maybe i just have bad opinions. i also wander the earth wearing outfits that i pick out bc it feels like im playing dressup#and i have unhinged options abt narut0. sas and naru fall into the 1% of kisses i care abt lmao#and unhinged options abt bleach the show. idk maybe im just kinda weird. i also study organisms that most ppl look at as globs of goo#and i used to study bits of dirt. my brain was just build ever so slightly weird. not too weird. just enough that i have quote unquote#controversial takes ans im not afraid to say them in a room full of ppl who disagree with me bc its really not that serious lol#i dunno i just think its kinda funny i guess#im just slightly weird in the least interesting way possible#unrelated#also i don't yuvk other ppls yum im just like ay not for me i guess
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when I was a kid I was generally not capable of empathy and was very unphased by traditionally sad things like hearing about children dying and was even bullied and beaten up for not being appropriately sad at stuff. and then at some point it completely switched and now I'm like?? excessively empathetic?? and VERY easily set off to the point that I have an extremely difficult time watching/reading/hearing things where people are hurt or killed without feeling intense physical pain/emotional distress
does anyone know what the fuck is up with that
#i cannot watch horror i cannot watch action movies fucking jurrassic park upsets me to the point of panic attacks#and i get INTENSE intrusive thoughts from it :/ i avoid things that portray sex and violence at all costs now#because i will be extremely distressed for weeks with images randomly burning into my brain at terrible times#and i would like to consume media like a normal human adult again without worrying abt how many panic attacks I'll have#i am autistic and i have ocd which i know is some part of this but hello what the fuck#has this happened to anyone else is this normal or did my brain break wkdbkabsdj#this is sooo much information abt myself sorryyy im sure ill delete it at some point lmfao
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a boye whom'st loves to attack paper balls
#cats#nhgnhmmm.. yommy... paper favorite food#(I do not actually let him eat paper)#ALSO I'm still working on doing the poll adventure thing I've just had a lot going on. as usual. It's actually harder than#I initially thought to regularly find time to do a quick ms paint sketch and a small writing blurb#it's like even though it doesn't take extremely long it's still one of those things that is hard to carve out a little portion of the day#to do if your day is set up in a way not conducive to portion carving#BUT .. at least I have posted many drafts#as usual.. my style of like.. post nothing for 3 weeks then randomly post 25 things at once#NO idea why my brain works that way. it just does. it's easier#even though I know it's worse in terms of like. social media#the algorithms in most places prefer consistent steady uploads over time. not jarringly wavering between absence and hyper presence#then absence again. but .. alas...#Good to clear out a few drafts once in a while anyway. And I do really want to get back to scullptures and costumes. I stopped as much for#a while due to the pandemic (can't go to the bins anymore to get new supplies for costumes and stuff) as well as my worsened#health things/lack of energy and also my chest injury (so repetitive movements with my arms such as sitting in the same#position sculpting for 4 hours or changing clothes multiple times in quick succession etc. could flare it up) but obviously#none of those things are going to get better any time soon. so I should probably just try to do it here and there anyway. It's still not#safe to go to the bins. still having muscle problems. still low energy. But I could make it work maybe. I just feel bad having gotten out#of the habit when it is really fun stuff that I enjoy. Some things just get more difficult for me over time#But even like 3 sculptures and 10 costumes a year is better than 0 of any of those things. So. eh#I'm also just trying to clear out pictures still. My spring cleaning (which I do at the start of every new year instead of actual spring)#was kind of delayed this year due to me feeling sick and everything so even late into april I'm still working on the side at like orgnazing#all of the files on my computer. deleting things and backing up whatever I want to keep. clearing out photos.#editing and drafting (and maybe one day posting) old stuff form a while ago. etc. etc.#So any progress is good progress. I suppose.#ANYWAY.... a son... he gets very excited everytime he hears anyone anywhere crinkle up a piece of paper
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looking at the clock like "ah it's 11:05pm. time to spend the next 2 hours carefully trying to make sure our brain doesn't flip its shit" because for some ungodly reason 11pm to 1am is still the time of night where we inexplicably feel like shit
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#it's been... a weird day to say the least#I've had multiple panic attacks and ended up sobbing in the kitchen because our brain will not stop bringing up the dental stuff#and then there was the 2 hour long call with our nanan which we told our mum about when she got home#and she was like ''oh my god I'm so sorry that happened what the fuck. you should not have had to deal with that holy shit''#admittedly while telling our mum about what happened during the conversation we ended up laughing so hard we couldn't stop coughing#but it was that thing where you've just gotten out of something that was stressful but also so bizarre you can't help but laugh#we're also still pretty dissociated and out of it and we feel so incredibly weird and keep getting upset randomly#so it's just been a very weird day#I think we're gonna spend the rest of the night just doodling stuff and listening to whatever podcasts 🦋 decides to put on#maybe we'll play video games but that depends on both our energy levels and how close our brain is to flipping its shit over random stuff
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Everyone should have at least one piece of media they can't revisit without it spiraling into a months-long deep unhinged obsession
#my stuff like this is Good Omens. HLVRAI. and Kingdom Hearts#the KH one is the worst one because it happens completely randomly. im just living and then unprompted my brain goes Hey Remember KH???#and then it is already too late#im trying to balance like 4 different obsessions at once rn its insane#im so autismbrained about so many things currently#no coherent thoughts
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omg i just check yr about (i was looking for yr resource blog hehe) and zeldas suchhhh a pretty name it suits u so well 💞💞💞💞💞 and i promise im not just saying that bc video games its srsly so good for you I LOVE YOUUUUU
asjddksjz THANK YOU, I LOVE YOUUUU 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕
#asks#Lizzie tag 🐸#I’m really terrible because I randomly add things to my about but then I don’t say anything asldkfjslk#I've been wanting to use it for so so so so so long. like long before I even announced I didn't want to use my old name anymore#I’m genuinely okay with all three tho <3 like nobody has to change their tags again or anything if they don’t feel like it 💗#honestly the games are the whole reason it’s taken me this long to say anything AJJDJS#because I knew that was the first thing people would think of but#idk anything about them. Like at all. Like up until a few years ago I thought the main character you play as was Zelda#but I guess she’s a princess??? See how little I know skcksksks#so that stopped me from using it. Which is stupid but I decided a long time ago it wasn’t worth the energy#trying to figure out why my brain does anything lmao#I’m gonna be real. I know the name Zelda from like. Aunt Zelda. As in. Sabrina the teenage witch SKCJJSNS#anyway none of this means anything I'm just talking
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