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goldsbitch · 2 months ago

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Lando's mildly exhibitionist dreams came true. Due to genius sound engineering, the world can now listen to him and his girlfriend having sex, without a clue it's them.

the track mentioned and referenced (no need to listen to it to get the story, go and be free): French Kiss - The Original Underground Mix, Lil'Louis, The World (credit where credit is due)... 05:30 is the timestamp

word count: 7k

warning: smut, minors DNI, p in v, oral sex, voice notes, colapinto level amount of the word "mate"

PS: i rarely do, but I fuckin love this one

If there was ever a place where Lando could spend hours and hours on end, it was the blue couch at Martin Garrix's personal studio. That piece of furniture was the peak of comfy. He'd asked many times where he got it - if only Martin could remember that.

The whole studio has a cozy vibe around it. A safe space for the F1 star to escape the ever-present eyes of the public, a timeless place where he could wind down and sit passively, while his friend digged notes for hits of the future. They'd often sit for hours in silence, just winding down.

To Lando's joy, the ultimate friend chemistry he had with Martin also worked for him and his, not-so-new-anymore, girlfriend Y/N. In fact, the moment these two met, it was clear that Y/N would quickly become a frequent member of their private recording sessions.

But this time, she had to be in a different city due to work, so it was just the boys, the olden days. Back when Lando would actually dabble in DJ'ing. Those days were long gone, but...It wasn't a rare thing that Lando would help and brainstorm ideas, chord progressions or effects applied to the tracks. What the public didn't know was that he was a loud creative force behind some elements in Martin's recent tracks. Lando had almost threatened him, urging to keep this behind closed door. He wasn't gonna Leclerc this one out.

"You look beat, mate," said Martin finally after nearly two hours of staring into track nods. Lando finally looked up from his phone.

"I'm waiting for you to be done, bro," he replied simply, reffering back to their debate regarding this latest track. A pause. "You know my opinion."

Max turned around to face him, only to find a signature overplayed smirk looking back at him. "You know what, I'm a fucking renowned producer, and you have the decency to come and tell me my track is shit?"

Lando did not flinch. This as a fairly normal way they'd speak together. "Well, someone apparently has to," he shot back, challenging Martin to flip out.

"Screw you," he replied and turned back to face his three monitors. Lando waited patiently, knowing that this was his signature first reaction to criticism. He always came around eventually. Max was his friend. And he would do everything to stop him from releasing crap. "Ok," he heard the DJ say, caving in to his doubts. "I am too deep in this track anyway. Tell me what you think."

"Mate, you said you wanted to do something more experimental. You forgot to add boring," Lando deadpanned.

Martin sighed loudly and leaned back to his chair.

"Don't get me wrong, I fucking love how you go from like - what, 120bpm?-"

"135-"

"Yeah, whatever," Lando said, not happy when Martin used his i-know-music-theory-and-you-don't tone. "As I was gonna say, the come down from the fast tempo to the painfully slow one, in the middle of the track, kind of works. It's certainly nothing like I'd heard play anywhere lately. But like, there is nothing in the production that makes it stand out? Like no real build up or interesting sound."

Lando knew it was brutal from him. But he wasn't there to pat his friend on the back. Just like Martin would never fake compliment his on a bad race. To Lando, this was peak friendship.

Martin hit quick save and closed the file abruptly, startling a minor panic in his friend. Did Lando overstep?

"Come on, mate. Don't copout now."

Martin was visibly startled. "Maybe I just need to put this one down for a moment. Lando did not know what to say to that. He might be right.

"Cig break?"

They were standing at the small balcony connected to main entrance to the studio, cigarette smokes mixing together. Yeah, Lando did enjoy an occasional smoke break with his friend. A guilty pleasure one might say.

"So, what was the starting point of the track?" he couldn't help but ask, still not happy to see his friend aborting something he'd spend hours on.

Martin gave him an annoyed look, but did not hesitate to reply. "Remember how the conversation I had about techno tracks being awfully predictable?."

Lando eyes shot up. "Wait, that weird chick you ran into in Germany?"

Rarely would Martin blush, but today was a lucky day apparently. A mocking snort came as a reaction from his friend. "Mate, I don't remember ever seeing you so flustered because of a girl." Few weeks ago, Martin had the fortune of meeting someone who he called "the love of his life" in a random club. And that girl had the audacity to leave him on read for hours. Him, Martin Garrix. Infuriating.

"Yeah, well, fuck you. She was real cool, alternative and reminded me of why I got into music in the first place. Let's revisit how insufferable you were when you met Y/N." Lando exhaled, forever happy anytime anyone ever brought up him and Y/N meeting. If it were up to him, that would be the only thing he's talk about. Getting to know her was like the best kind of drunk one can get. Tipsy enough to make everything fun and perfect, and not too much to get lost in it.

"Fuck off, I was never as insufferable as this," he defended, deep down knowing he might have been even worse. But, he and Y/N ended up dating. Poor Martin was desperate even for a reply.

"Whatever," Martin remarked and put his cigarette out in the overflowing ashtray. This small gesture reminded Lando why he was friends with this guy, the precious safe-space he managed to create. If there was a moment to act as a friend, it was this one.

"Shut up and let's get back to the track. We just gotta let loose a bit, that's all," he said, determined to get Martin out of the rut of his own head.

They'd been sitting for another hour, the sun long gone from their sight, two vodka soda's mixed from personal studio bar in, dozens of old tracks analyzed.

Martin played the middle section once again. Lando's head was mindlessly nodding into the beat they'd added and it was starting to look kind of good for the track. But it was not exceptional. And if Lando was trying to help Martin get the attention of some pseudo-pretentious alternative chick, they had to step up their game.

"Can you recall any track which uses the same level of tempo slow down? We could like, I dunno, look into why it works when other people did it and maybe something will come up." Lando often drew inspiration from other artists, something Martin usually hated. But, desperate times.

The racer watched the DJ and suddenly, as it was as if the musical equivalent of the DRS just hit him, his eyes went wide and he stood up.

"Of course!" Martin exclaimed and started pacing around the room. Lando was obviously surprised and kept still, hoping for the best, really. He watched his friend, walking back and forth around the room, deep in his own thoughts and searching for something on his phone.

"Yes! That's it," he finally said happily and put a song up to their loud speakers. The excited look he gave to Lando was almost scary. "You're gonna absolutely love this one," he continued with absolute confidence.

Lando prayed for this to be good, otherwise he was going to have to start getting worried about his friend's sanity, based on the crazy eyes.

The song started with a steady, four-on-the-floor beat (or that was what Lando had assumed). It was a typical 1980's techno track, fast, repetitive with a strong bass line.

But they were almost four minutes in and nothing that would stand out in any way was coming out of this track. Lando could not help but give Martin a doubtful look, not really getting what he was excited about. But Martin was there, nodding his head to the beat, in his own world. He must have sensed Lando's so-far-unimpressed expression, so he shot him a quick smile and gestured for him to wait. Finally, something started to happen and just like in Martin's new track, the music started to slow up on the tempo, quite dramatically. It got Lando somewhat hooked. And then-

And then! He thought he was imagining things. That his mind created sounds in his own head out of boredom.

Instead of a new instrumental added a vocal component was added. The most sensual female moan started to dominate the track, as the tempo kept slowing down. Lando felt his stomach dropped and hair and the back of his neck stand. It was sensual, almost vulgar in fact. Like some sort of elegant porn track playing over the original beat. Unapologetic. And it was increasing. What started as a somewhat socially acceptable sigh, turned into a full on orgasm moan - and as the music almost stopped, the female voice was taking on the main stage, full on peak. Thank God the walls were sound proofed. Lando cock was twitching. He tried to ignore Martin, who was grinning like a school boy first time seeing a porn video. And once the voice finally reached a peak, the music started to pick up, leftover moans cutting through the beat. Only then was Lando able to look Martin in the eye and got out of the semi-trance this track got him into. Finally the tempo fully picked up and the nine minute song was over.

"Uhh..." Lando got his initial reaction out and stared into the screen. Martin was there, unable to contain his laughter.

"You look flushed, mate, you good?" he teased, obviously pleased with himself for getting Lando out of his comfort zone.

Lando was finally getting back to Earth and couldn't help but to release a girl-like giggle. "Yeah, mate...I think if you do something like that, you will break the internet almost definitely."

What Martin could not know, because they did not have that kind of a relationship, was that Lando's phone was full of noise recordings of him and Y/N having sex. She was quite a vocal person. And he was a bit of a naughty boy, asked for a permission to record a sex tape nearly dozens of times. His girlfriend was probably right in refusing to do so, given the fact that if a video got out, it would be a disaster for both of them. But, an audio? One without any names mentioned? That was something she felt comfortable. And it as this thing Lando was using to get himself off when he was traveling alone for the past few months. So yeah, Martin hit the nail on its "head" with this one.

Lando gulped, trying to get himself back in the right headspace and not thinking of all the times Y/N screamed and moaned for him while bent over a table or laying in a silky bed.

"I fuckin' love this idea, mate. I'm gonna check with the lawyer team and see if I can go and sample this or something," Martin said, his tone indicating he was happy and done for the day.

"Yeah. This would work," Lando replied, unable to tone his voice down to his usual octave.

It was a surreal plane trip home to Monaco. They'd wrapped at the studio and Lando was headed directly to airport. This was proving to be unfortunate, as there was no time for him to go anywhere and take care of the problem growing in his pants. He had never listened to their voice notes in public, but he could not find any sort of self-restraint not to do so that day. Shamelessly walking around the private lounge area with a ragging boner and sex noises blasting in his headphones. He prayed for no fans showing up. At one point he was debating just beating it off in the airport bathroom. A teenager he had not been for a long time now.

And like a cruel joke, a voice memo landed in his messages from Y/N precisely at the time he as about to board his flight.

A part of him hoped it was a voice note of her jerking off. Sadly, it was not.

"Hey, my love, I hope you're all good and will make the flight. I've had such a boring day and can't wait to see you," she said a tone so sweet Lando felt almost guilty for walking around with thoughts of her on all fours, begging for his cock. It brought him back to normal, which was probably for the better. "Anyway, I'll be at home, let me know when you're coming." He smiled, loving the fact they were there for each other even in the innocent sort of way. "Aaah, what a day," she ended the voice note with a moan. A fucking tired sort of sigh. Normally, it would be a very casual thing for Lando. But did it sound like something out of their sex tapes? Of course it fucking did. "Mmmm.." And with that, the voice memo ended and Lando's boner was right back on.

"Hi, my love."

"Hello, sweetheart."

It was something he was proud about. Teaching her to sleep naked. Sleeping in clothes is close to committing a crime when she has a body like that. Clothes were for the outdoors anyway. It was doing something to his ego to see she fully accepted that. To his luck, he found Y/N just like he wanted - bare, snuggled up in their bed under a criminal amount of duvets, but most importantly, given his current state, still somewhat awake. She was giving his the most inviting look he'd ever seen on a human.

"Are you hitting the shower?" Y/N asked, pushing the duvet closer to her neck, as if to cover herself for some reason. Lando found that more than amusing and shook his head.

They'd exchanged few pleasantries, mundane questions while we was undressing and finally crawled into the bed with her. As a natural move, she shifted, letting him to be the big spoon. He caressed her hair before stepping in. Changed his tone from casual to bedroom. Finally.

"You and me baby, just us. How it's suppose to be."

Flirting was a second language to Lando and he was not afraid to use it.

"I see you kept the bed warm for us," he said, warmed his hands by blowing his hot breath on both of them. When he was sure that his body adapted from the chilly outdoors air to their hot flat, he started tracing lines on her body and pressed his crotch to her ass, to test her reaction, and see if he got lucky and caught her in the right mood.

He wouldn't be able to see it, due to the fact he was spooning her from behind, but her eyes shot wide open as his ragging boner pressed on her and a cheeky smile crept in. She answered by moving back to him, and arching her back. Loud, horny sighs from Lando followed.

"I see you've been a good boy, am I right?" she whispered sensually.

And fucking yes, he was a good boy. She'd often reward him when he manage to obstain from jerking off when they were suppose to see each other. If he had been hard before, they would need to come up with a new name for what he was experiencing after hearing his hard work being acknowledged.

He gulped, trying to keep his some cool in his voice. "You can guess twice," he challenged and pushed his body towards her, squeezing his dick between their bodies. She giggled and turned on her back to face him. Tried to kiss him slowly, but he was having none of that. Once the door was opened, he took the lead and kissed her with all of his pent up hunger. His hands were holding her jaw in place, as if she was going to slip away - which was the exact opposite of her plans. Soon enough she kissed back with similar urgency, roaming her hands on his chest and pulling his ever-so-curly hair.

"I need you," she whispered when he reached away to take in some air.

He grinned, happy to have some sort of level of upper hand, given how down bad he actually was.

"Have you been a good girl, sweetheart?" he asked, expecting the same answer he gave her. His cheeky fingers started exploring her upper thighs.

She waited a moment. "No, I haven't," bit her lip. This took Lando as a surprise and he opened his mouth in disbelief.

"Well, would you look at that..." he said, secretly loving this side of her. Horny little angel, getting herself off. In his mind, it was like she'd been training for him. He gripped her thigh, making her gasp.

"I think you might still find some evidence on the sheets," she whispered, and it was exactly that sound that was a turning point of Lando. He flipped over to tower her and slammed his lips towards hers. He opened her legs with his hands and started exploring her core - and it was exactly as she said it. Still wet from her on fingers, as he'd imagined.

"Well then, we'll do this on my terms. You understand?" he said in a playful tone. "What are you?"

She knew what answer he was looking for. "Bad girl," she sighed as he fingered her in a way that could not be described as gentle. Soft moans started escaping her mouth and that was the main thing Lando was longing for.

"And what am I? For keeping myself full for you?" he asked, trying to keep her on the edge with his moves.

Her eyes were now shut and her arms locked around his back, same as her legs. "Good boy," she sighed.

"Exactly. So do me a favour," he said, kissing her again, "be loud for me tonight. Make my ears ring and wake up the neighbours. Otherwise I'll make sure you don't get what a good girl gets." Both of them knew there was not a single cell in Lando willing to keep his empty promise. She was going to finish multiple times and he'd work for it the whole night if he had to.

Back arched. Lando's fingers doing the God's work. "Yes," she almost choked on her breath and let out an honest and beautiful sound.

It was already getting too much for Lando, he stroked himself few times and then slid into her wet cunt, as if it was his home.

And boy, was it better than any home he'd ever know. He warm wet, almost dripping cunt welcomed him in the sweetest of ways. Lando waited few seconds for both of them to adjust before he gripped her legs and swung them over his shoulders. It was a dance they'd practiced countless times before. She knew to clench her legs and provide support for him to be able to fully start launching into her.

He gave her one more lustfilled look before he thrusted for the first time. The thing he was specifically looking forward was the way how the breath escaped her throat in almost surprised way - as if she was not expecting this to happen. Pure pleasure overruled any thoughts he was having pretty quickly. The way her walls clenched over him was a sensation very few things could compare to. It was so easy to start moving faster and harder. He lived for the sight of her, lying down beneath him, eyes closed and finally, after few more perfectly placed movements, first moans started to escape her lips. He wanted more, tonight he needed it all. Speeding up, gripping her legs tighter. And with that, he watched as her boobs were bouncing back and forth, a sight so glorious he had to put one of his hands on it. All that she was somehow trying to hide in, started to come out. Face stuck in a scream like position, hands gripping Lando's arms and the most glorious of it all - the silent moans growing into muted screams. And once he added even more speed, those turned into unhinged screaks. He didn't even notice him own mouth stuck open. Breaths were getting heavier and heavier, drops of sweet sweat were falling on her torso and slowly Lando moved his hand over to from her boobs to the crease of her neck and squeezed just a little bit, the way he knew she liked. He didn't mind that the sound she made got a little muffled - he could feel the sound coming from her throat before it left her body.

And then finally, Lando felt almost a hot liquid hit his dick and gradually bounce over to his lower stomach as he moved even quicker than before, knowing well enough that when this happened to her, the incoming orgasm was about to be glorious. He thrusted, fully focused on her expressions and loud screams.

When her release happened seconds later, he nearly came himself. By some miracle, he managed to hold it of for just few more minutes. He kept thrusting, while he felt her body collapse momentarily, complete hard shut down. More liquid came out of her and Lando wished he could fuck and lick her at the same time.

And just like that, she was back again, panting hard and finally, eyes open once again. Her fucked out face challenging him once again. She smirked and tried as much as he could to keep up his tempo. It always took her one orgasm to bounce back and become more active. Lando wished he could go on for hours, but his dick almost begged him to allow the release. He wasn't gonna deny himself pleasure tonight.

"Say my name," she said in a loud demanding tone, stern look on her face. He wanted to chuckle, always finding it amusing how she went from almost a comatose princess to a challenging boss girl in seconds. After he made her come, of course. But Lando's mind was truly getting blurry at that point. He kept saying her name as like some sort of prayer as he carried himself to the heavenly release. It was the ultimate relief, dipping in a hot water, getting charged with electricity, tasting the sweetest drink, stepping into the hottest sunshine. Whatever kind of pleasure Lando could think of, nothing would ever mount to finally releasing it into her, especially after a long, oh so long, build up.

And with that, he fell next to her. Heave panting on both sides of the bed, before either of them spoke.

"All good? Are you ok?" he asked, just like he always did after they'd slept together. The thought of her not having a good time haunted him. He was aware that it sometimes came out more anxiously than he intended to, but who has a proper working brain after a sex session.

Y/N turned at him, blissful smile on her lips. "Oh yeah, baby. Love when you come home like this."

He smirked, getting some of the blood back to his brain. "Hmm, I also love coming home."

Their fucked out minds chuckled at the stupid joke. He gathered all the remaining strenght, got up and cleaned her up.

"Oh God, I've missed you," she complained into the no quiet room, still filled with sex air.

"You have no idea, how much I did, sweetheart."

It had been a good few weeks before Lando found himself once again in Martin's studio. This time Y/N was able to join him on the iconic couch. They sat, her legs relaxed over his, Lando's hand stroking her shins innocently. Physical touch boy if there ever was one.

Light banter laced the evening, few sips from Martin's signature vodka sodas and general lightness of the company were bound to end up with Martin sharing his latest relationship news. The alternative girl he met in Germany? Yeah, that was over. However, the track was definitely not.

"Ok, but like, I'd never seen you this anxious about a new track before," Y/N spoke, feeling like there was something these two guys were walking around, somewhat afraid to say hat it was.

Martin and Lando shared a look. There was not a single bone in Lando's body that was afraid of Y/N reaction to this track. He way in fact dying to know what Martin has done with it in the past few weeks. Martin was not allowed by his label to send any demos, only to show them in person. Well, he was not even allowed that, but it's not like they were there with them in the room. Martin raised his brows while looking at Lando, as if to look for a permission. Lando nodded, secretly looking forward to seeing what Y/N had to say about their newest idea.

"Well, I'm actually still working on a track we tried to finish when your boyfriend was here the last time," he said reluctantly.

"Yeah mate, I'm stoked to hear what you recorded," Lando said, trying to add some entusiasm to Martin's speech.

Martin's face formed a small frown. "Well, I'm worried, mate. Listen for yourself, it might be just me hearing this track for too many times. But, I'm afraid it does not work."

This took Lando by surprise - he was full on expecting a hot, sexy banger.

Martin did not add anything and upon Y/N's plea for finally play it and with zero protests on Lando's side, he did just that.

So they listened to the almost six minute track. The instrumentals were basically in the exact same state as when Lando was there for the last time. Intrigue filled his body as the tempo slow down came - it must have been time for the moaning to start. He could not wait to see Y/N's reaction. Was there a chance she would actually be mad and consider it tacky?

He didn't let her out of his sight, no matter how much Martin tried to catch his eye. Y/N sat there, her usual focused face on, as per any other time they'd listen to a new track.

And just like that, it took Lando only few bars of the part with the moans to understand where Martin's disinterest came from. This wasn't the right vibe. There was absolutely no comparison to the original track they'd based this on. It was a weak mockery of that whole idea. Sounded cheap, almost fake and with no atmosphere whatsoever. A face of slight disgust formed on Lando's face and he temporarily forgot he was watching Y/N for her reaction. They finally exchanged a look with Martin, both knowing this was just not working. While the girl moaning into the track had a perfect pitch, something was just not right.

Only when the moans and sighs part of the track ended he noticed the look on his girlfriends face and started actually feeling embarrassed. Will she think this as his idea and that he is a pervy simpleton? That he actually likes this?

He started his defense before she'd have any time for a reaction.

"That's not good, mate," he stated the more than obvious. Martin nodded, his expression hard to decipher. "It was not meant to sound this cheap."

"Yeah, don't know what to tell you. We recorded this with like two other producers in the room, this girl is apparently a good porn actress with a perfect pitch. But it sounds just like that. Like, I wanted to create a hot track, this is just cheap and kind of sad."

Lando gulped, almost fearing Y/N's reaction.

And boy, was she staring at him. It almost caught him of guard. Definitely silenced him. If he had to describe it, it would something along the lines of shooting arrows. Lando felt very small. But then, like by some sort of miracle, the corner of her lip turned up and a cheeky smile started to form. Martin knew more than interfere in their silent conversations and turned around to leave them be. A shot of confidence went though Lando's bloodstream and he gave Y/N a questioning look. Almost wanting to challenge her to say something. She shot her eyebrows up and tried to bite her smile away. Lando played dumb and shook his head, as if he did not understand. With that, she nodded toward his phone that was lying next to his hips. Lando's eyes went wide and his heart rate went up. Is she really suggesting this?

Out of nowhere, her look still firm on Lando - who stopped blinking a long time ago - she spoke, probably more to Martin than her boyfriend.

"I love the idea, and I think it could catch on really well. But like you said. You can't fake that if it's suppose to be good. Any girl will se right through this anyway."

Was Lando about to fall in love all over again?

"So what, am I suppose to pay someone to fuck in the studio?"

The silence that followed was a heavy, awkward, hot and hilarious one. Many looks were exchanged between the three of them before, as they say, all the pennies dropped.

"Oh my God," Martin exclaimed. Neither Lando or Y/N reacted in any verbal way, however Lando did raise his eyebrows in order to stop his smile from growing. Failing at that miserably. Suddenly, he was more than aware of Y/N legs near his crotch.

Martin shook his head, as if he became prudent out of nowhere and spun on his chair few times, most likely thinking it over. Lando was about to step in to ease the tension, but Y/N was faster.

"It would be the easiest way to test if the track works, just saying," she commented and Lando tried to stay as still as possible, almost worried that if he moves to much, he might wake up.

To potentially have his girlfriends orgasm voice blasted anonymously in clubs all around the world was doing some thing to his semi-exhibicionist persona, which he had to keep buried deep down. Things he had a lot of trouble admitting to outloud.

The conversation was continuing, no matter how spaced out and horny Lando became.

"Ok, say it works. Are you ok with this staying on the track?" Martin asked Y/N only. He knew his mate well enough to figure he'd be more than fine with it.

Y/N seemed to think about it, in a serious way, for few moments. The air felt oh-so-heavy to Lando. Please, say yes. Both of you.

"As long as it stays anonymous and nobody else, not even your label ever finds out, I say we go and give it a try," she answered and turned over to her boyfriend. He knew the look she had on her face more than well. It was the same one she'd have after agreeing to press record on their personal sex voice memos. And it was doing things to him.

It looked like Martin was coming around with the idea.

"Fuck it, ok then. I guess, I'll just press the button and give you guys some space in the recording room. But like, bare in mind I only need her, not you," he hinted over to Lando, "and for the sake of our friendship, I'd really appreciate if you kept it clean in terms of dirty talk. I don't want this to be the reason I died. Also no...mess please. Ugh."

Lando downed his drink, still unable to believe this was happening, and finally spoke again. "I'm sure there is a way to make sure we get only Y/N's voice."

Images flooded their heads - for Y/N very much wanted, to perfectly contrast Martin's reaction, who was sitting on the complete opposite of the excitement spectrum.

"Ok, let's go with it before I change my mind," Martin said and began prepping the recording room.

Lando squeezed his girlfriends hand, to make sure she was really ok with it.

"I love you," he whispered, unable to hold it in.

"Me too. I'm happy you don't think of me as slutty or perverted," she replied, hint of shame for the first in a long time creeping on her face.

"I would never....We can stop whenever, if you stop feeling it, ok? Please promise you'll let me know."

There was a look on her face he couldn't put a name on. "Thank you."

Martin coughed demonstrateively. "Lando, come over. I'll tell you what to do." Lando eyebrows shot up once again. "Not like that, with the recording, you weirdo," Martin exhaled, already regretting the decision.

"So, the recording is on, have a good one, I guess," were Martin's last words before Y/N was about to have a series of little deaths.

And with the click of the door, they were alone. Deep dark silence. Never before has she seen Lando stare at her this much like a hunter would at his prey. His good name was on the line. Maybe not for the whole world, but he had to show his best bud he can make his girl come. And perhaps something more than that.

The room was small, light dimmed out.

"So, what do you have in mind?" she asked softy, still not quite in the same feral mood Lando was in. He crossed over the distance between them slowly to put a finger on her mouth.

"No words, remember?" he reminded himself probably more than her. His plan was never to fuck her here. She'd soon find that out.

With ease and confidence only those who kissed each other countless of times, he locked his lips with hers. His hand in the back of her hair, pulling, not gently. Her tongue rolled over his and she bit his upper lip, to return the favor perhaps. Her head bent back and he follow the train to her collarbone with pecks. With ease, he started walking her over to the chair here the recording artist would usually sit. Today, she'd be the main act and he her muse. She was regretting not wearing a skirt that day. He saw no issue when he pulled her jeans down. He was already hard and just had to squeeze himself for few times, a mindless action. No doubt in his mind that before the night calls quits that day, he'd see his own release. She noticed his moves and tried to get in on the action, only to somewhat wake him up from his own selfishness as he stopped her hands reaching his crotch. Another head shake - hopefully, this time she'd get the hint.

Her eyes were filled with hot wanderlust and with that, she gave up on trying to take the lead. He smiled and got rid of her panties as well.

Two strong hands popped her up on the round chair with no back rest. One last kiss on the lips before he knelt down. Stomach tingled with anticipation. Lando was taking his time, slowly kissing his way up her legs. The ever so blue, green and whatever colored eyes glowing with lust. He stopped at the spot where thighs and knees bend, his tongue finally out, as if for a practice run. Only recently he found out about her secret soft spot. He watched her face relax and give in, first pleasure arriving. He was the moon and her body a shore, waiting for the waves.

Long heavy breath. Lando wanted, needed more. He progressed further and further, until the only place left to go were her folds and wet core. But before that, he didn't for get to leave few bite marks on her upper thighs. Quick catch of breath and her hands buried in his curls. Watching him as if the gods had sent him to ruin her.

And they might have. Normally, he's utter few cheeky lines before dipping his tongue deep into her, but the looks were all he could use this time.

Relaxed and come for me, baby. Drip all over this chair and make them know I can make you scream.

His tongue could as well be completely dry and it would not matter. They way how he was all over her got her wet anyway. His moves were never the same, yet they always worked like magic. He twisted, pulled in and out and all over. Slight bite at her less sensitive folds. Clit suck. And then he called upon his fingers to assist. She was barely sitting on the chair, legs fully rested on his shoulders, priorities loud and clear. As were her moans she didn't notice at first. She had to support herself with her arm, squeezing the weak leather top of the chair. Her other hand was busy with pushing Lando's face towards her. First tide started to arrive. Lando drew his head back to catch some breath - and she let him, because his fingers became the main act. He made sure to hold the tempo, knowing that would work like volume increase button. Was there a more beautiful sight than watching a woman you love hit the highs of life? Lando very much doubted. Judging by the way her face clenched, she must have forgotten the why and where. Her throat served like a gateway to pleasure sounds. And she screamed, more and even more once he sucked her clit again.

They call it little deaths because it might just be the only accurate description of what washed over her. If wasn't often he'd go down on and not fuck her shortly afterwards. Since that was out of the picture, she focused fully on his moves, knowing this was the peak.

He felt her relax after a particularly loud scream. Coming down to Earth once again. She opened her eyes and he smirked. He knew, by the way she tried to steady his breath and the slight movement of her supporting hand that she considered it "job done". She nodded and head and he shook his once again. Her puzzling look quickly replaced by a lip bite as his mouth traveled back to her core.

One more round, one could say Lando's ego was becoming the main hero of this story. The thought of somebody having to go and listen to another round of him destroying his girl with pleasure was an intoxicating one.

Martin's track was an instant hit and minor shock to the public. Never before has he released something so explicit. Y/N's screams were out for the whole world to listen and it did a wonder to their sex life. It was something else to fuck and blast your own love soundtrack on.

There were two main versions release, one less explicit, for the DJ's to play around the radio during the day and for club goers to party to during the night.

Lando stopped counting how many times it happened that in the middle of the day he'd hear this song around the paddock radio. Whenever he did, he would send Y/N a photo with a cheeky wink, and she'd do the same when she had the luck of listening to her own voice in public like that. A nice, somewhat innocent tradition for them only to understand.

Keep you friends close and rivals closer. That's how Lando ended up at one of the many celebrations of Max Verstappen's title celebrations. Little did he mind, secretly loving the fact the pressure was off him for a moment. Expensive alcohol flowing freely also helped.

He found himself sitting in a VIP booth across from Max, by some stroke of luck, alone. And of course, that was the first time he slipped up. Somehow he managed to avoid a situation when someone who knew him well was around when Martin's monaco kiss came up.

"the recording is on, have a good one, I guess"

Martin decided to keep his own line in the intro, only later admitting he'd re-recorded it out of his own insecurity. Which Lando found very amusing, given the fact him and Y/N only needed one take to get it right perfectly.

His stomach dropped a bit when he heard the now iconic opening line. Shifted a bit to regain some composure. Sipping a drink might help to hide his slight panic and lack of any real light did not allow his blushed cheeks to go noticed.

Across from him, Max was nodding his feet to the beat of the track. The conversation grew stale a moment while, so Max's complimentary comment on Lando's friend's track must have been intended as an innocent ice-breaker.

"what do you have in mind"

Another line kept in from the recording. Y/N's real voice hidden under many layers of autotune to keep her identity anonymous. As per her wish and Lando's secret regret.

The tempo started to slow down. Anyone would remember the track by heart if they'd listened to it the same amount of times as Lando had. Words were lost on him and he did not find a response to Max's comment. Very unusual from Lando. He sipped his now empty drink, hoping more liquid had magically appeared. Max noticed something was off. And then the key jump, straight out the book Diet Pepsi took inspiration from. Followed by the peak moan, or maybe a scream, from his girl for everyone to hear. It was not supposed to be this arousing. Max tilted his head and after another few beats, his intense stare aimed at his rival/friends went wide.

Lando tried to stop his smirk. He really did.

Max's mouth went open and he stopped his breath before uttering a simply lovely, slightly astonished: "No way."

Lando averted his gaze to the crowd below in order to avoid Max, who chuckled and took a big gulp of his not-empty glass.

If the lights went on, everybody would be able to see a bright red Lando. He was never going to break his promise about keeping this a secret, so he did not comment. But he grinned at Max's nod of approval.

He excused himself as went to the bar. Searching for his girl.

Light brush on her waist made her turn, wonder in her eyes easing when she saw it was him. They were both in the same horny headspace.

He leaned in and whispered, as much as one can whisper in a club, the last few beats of their track playing. "You sound so hot, baby. I'm so down bad for you."

Tipsy, she shot him a wide smile and mouthed a silent "i love you".

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⋆ down and out, you got me beggin' for thread.

milf!landlord!ambessa x oblivious!f!reader. men & minors dni. synopsis: in your defense, you just thought she was being an attentive landlord. and then the dinner happened. cw: landlord!ambessa, milf!ambessa, oblivious!reader, age difference, older woman/younger woman, domination, dom/sub, dom!ambessa, sub!reader, ambessa puts you in your place i fear, sweet!reader, oral sex, cunnilingus (ambessa!receiving), bessa has a clit hood piercing whoops, face riding, vaginal fingering (r!receiving), overstimulation, strength kink, praise kink, rough body play, reader is large-chested, cfnf (clothed female, naked female), crawling, kneeling, hair pulling, dirty talk, flirting, seduction, ambessa clocking your shit, she ain't new to this but she's true to this & she's gonna wear you out. notes: i have nothing to say for myself.

in your defense, you just thought she was committed to being a really lovely landlord.

you’d been somewhat isolated from the rest of your neighbors in the condominium, having moved in late and missed all the arranged social activities. they regarded you as a strange little creature—thick hair in an unruly shock, a mouth so full it seemed perpetually pouting. work kept you coming home late most nights, shoes in hand as you climbed the wooden stairs quietly, mindful of the many elderly residents whose comfort you took care not to disturb.

you lived alone, a choice that often worried your family but one you adored. walking through your door to complete silence, greeted by the heavy coffee-and-baby-powder smoke of your newest candle, made it easier to disassociate from whatever unhappiness followed you in from the world outside.

you’d made no effort to distinguish yourself among the residents. even moving in had been a seamless affair—a blur of efficiency as six absurdly lanky movers wrestled your antique french pieces (all dark wood) through the narrow doorway, your winces punctuating every scrape against the walls.

the flat was small but sweetened undeniably by your touch. the floor plan alone had elicited a stifled gasp of horror from your father when you’d sent it to him during a call—confirmation, if you needed it, that you’d made the right choice. your bedroom, however, was the crown jewel.

it was your favorite indulgence, an unapologetic display of your heart & taste, and just a touch of impracticality. the mirrored wall behind the bed was its most divisive feature, reflecting the soft, amber glow of the lamps into endless repetitions of warmth. your father would have grimaced if he saw it, muttering something about "too much light bouncing around," but to you, it felt decadent.

the bed, wide and heavy, was dressed in pale linens with a subtle fringe that seemed to collect light like dew. it was the kind of bed that swallowed you whole, that made you linger in the mornings even when you couldn’t afford to. you’d agonized over the exact shade when choosing the bedding—anything too dark would have clashed with the mirrored nightstands, which were precariously balanced between timeless and ostentatious.

the carpeting was thick enough to mute every footstep, though the faded champagne hue had long since been out of fashion. still, you loved it, the way it dulled the room’s sharper edges. a chandelier hung overhead, small but undeniably glamorous, its crystals catching the light like a handful of stolen stars.

t wasn’t a large room by any means, but it didn’t need to be. it was yours, unmistakably so, and that was enough.

so, of course, it would be the first thing to fall prey to maintenance.

the first drip was forgivable. pipes groaned in older buildings, after all, and you were nothing if not patient. the second drip came faster, followed by the slow, insidious spread of water along the grout of your ensuite floor. you pressed your palm to your forehead, sighed, and stared at the mirror, still smudged from a half-hearted cleaning spree earlier in the week. the bathroom had charm—aged brass fixtures, a vintage vanity—but that charm was waning fast as the puddle grew.

it was past midnight, but you decided you had no choice. wrapping your robe tighter around your waist, you picked up your phone and dialed the number your landlord’s assistant—did they all have assistants?— had given you at move-in, cringing as it rang.

“do you know what time it is?” ambessa’s voice came through, low and sharp, cutting through your groggy apology before you could finish.

“yes, and i’m so sorry, ms. medarda,” you rushed out, cradling the phone against your ear as you stepped around the puddle. “it’s just—there’s a leak, and it’s spreading. i didn’t want to call maintenance without your permission, but honestly, i think the bathroom could use some updating while we’re at it—”

“where’s the leak?” she interrupted.

“in the ensuite. just off the bedroom.”

a pause, long enough to make you nervous. “i’ll be there in twenty minutes.”

you blinked. “oh, no, that’s not—”

the line clicked dead.

true to her word, ambessa arrived twenty minutes later, sharp knocks echoing through your quiet flat. you’d changed into your cotton pajamas by then—a soft rosy brown set with little embroidered daisies, complete with a matching sleep mask pushed up into your hair. billie holiday crooned softly from your record player as you opened the door, clutching your robe around you and smiling sheepishly.

ambessa was the kind of beautiful that made you forget yourself. she filled your doorway as if she belonged there, her broad shoulders wrapped in a perfectly tailored coat that hung just so, framing her with an air of command. the silver threading her tight, thick cornrows caught the dim light, lending her a sharpness that bordered on regal, and her eyes—dark, unyielding—pinned you in place without even trying.

you noticed the subtle tension in her jaw, the way her gloves creaked faintly as she pulled them off with deliberate care, and for a moment, you felt ridiculous in your thin pajamas and mask pushed askew on your forehead.

she was all clean lines and control, the kind of presence that demanded your full attention, and you were too overwhelmed to do anything but offer her a stammered “hello” as if she hadn’t just marched into your space and stolen all the air.

“thank you for coming, ms. medarda,” you said, stepping around her to close the door. “god, you must be freezing. would you like some tea? or something else that’s warm?”

ambessa’s eyes swept over you briefly—taking in the retro pajamas, the faint scent of your cucumber tea steeping on the stove—before she stepped inside, her boots clicking against the hardwood.

“let’s see the damage first. and just ambessa is fine.”

she was taller than you’d thought, filling the space of your small flat with an effortless command. you trailed behind her as she followed the faint sound of dripping into the ensuite.

“it’s outdated,” you offered nervously, watching her crouch to inspect the base of the sink. “i mean, charming, but maybe too charming? i wasn’t sure if you’d be okay with renovations, so i didn’t want to call anyone until i asked you first.”

ambessa straightened, the corners of her mouth tugging upward just slightly.

“that’s sweet of you. do what you'd like.”

you blinked at her. “oh. okay! that’s—so nice of you. i didn’t expect you to be so—” you caught yourself. “i mean, i really appreciate it.” she gave you a long look, something unreadable in her expression, before brushing past you back into the kitchen.

“you don’t have groceries,” she noted, her gaze falling on the empty fridge as you scrambled to tidy up.

“i have emergency pasta,” you said quickly, pulling out a box of whole-wheat spaghetti. “and cucumber tea. if you’re hungry, i can make something—it’s the least i can do.”

ambessa didn’t argue, though the arch of her brow suggested she wasn’t accustomed to being offered emergency pasta at one in the morning. you served her a steaming bowl and poured her tea into your favorite ceramic mug, rambling nervously about how you’d heard through maddie of 44b that her daughter was an artist.

she stayed just long enough to finish the tea, her presence heavy and warm in the quiet of your kitchen, before nodding once and heading out.

“call if it gets worse before the workers get here,” she said gruffly, her hand on the doorknob.

the next evening, you came home to several paper bags of groceries neatly stacked by your door, the scent of fresh pink peonies wafting up as you picked them up. you smiled, setting the flowers on the counter next to the dying ones your mum had sent last week.

this place is so lovely, you thought, unpacking the groceries. the tenants are so well taken care of.

your coworkers didn’t believe a word of it when you told them about ambessa the next day.

“she's sweet on you,” one of them said, shaking their head.

“no, she’s just attentive,” you insisted. “maternal, even. she told me all about her daughter!”

they exchanged knowing looks, and you laughed it off, already planning to send ambessa a thank-you card for the flowers.

❅

you’d gone overboard, but what else were you to do? gratitude came naturally to you, maybe too much so, but how else could you thank someone who had quietly made your life so much easier?

the cookies sat cooling on the counter, golden and soft with just the right crisp at the edges. their sweetness filled the air, blending with the candle you’d chosen—rich sandalwood and rose. it was warm and grounding, just like her. you couldn’t explain why it reminded you of ambessa, only that it did.

maybe it was the way the scent lingered, heavy and grounding. stronger than you. your toes curled as you imagined her voice rumbling low, praising your thoughtfulness.

the basket had become a small labor of love. you’d lined it with a cream linen napkin embroidered with tiny vines, each stitch as deliberate as your careful arrangement of the contents. the cookies rested in one corner, their warm scent still faintly clinging to the fabric, and the candle nestled beside them, a handwritten note tucked just so: “thank you for everything. your kindness means the world.”

you’d agonized over the wording for longer than you cared to admit, erasing, rewriting, and second-guessing every line before deciding it was small enough to be safe, heartfelt enough to feel honest.

your phone buzzed where it leaned precariously against a jar of flour, the screen alight with your sisters’ faces. their voices were lively and full of mischief, the kind that made you want to laugh and groan all at once.

“wait, wait, wait,” one of them said, holding up a dramatic hand to cut through the chatter. “groceries, flowers, a new faucet, and she expedited your laundry machine?”

“and called you sweet,” another chimed in, her eyebrows wiggling in mockery.

“and showed up herself in the middle of the night,” your mother added from the background, folding laundry with a knowing smile.

“again,” your father said dryly, his voice carrying a weight of exaggerated patience.

“it’s not like that,” you protested, though your cheeks flushed. you fiddled with the bow on the basket, unable to meet their eyes. “she’s just… thoughtful. i’m sure she does this for all her tenants.”

your eldest sister laughed, the sound of sharp disbelief that made you want to sink into the floor. “baby, she’s courting you.”

“she is not!” you exclaimed, though the wobble in your voice betrayed you.

“oh, please,” another sister cut in, leaning so close to the camera you could see the shimmer of her eyeshadow. “and you’re wearing that outfit to ‘just thank her’?”

you glanced down, your lips tugging between your teeth. the dress wasn’t exactly subtle. it was black with a scatter of delicate flowers, vintage couture that hugged your waist before flaring just slightly. the neckline dipped low, displaying your cleavage warmed by a healthy amount of body oil, and framed by playful ruffles and slim straps that skimmed your shoulders. it was bolder than you’d usually wear, but you’d told yourself it wasn’t intentional. not really.

your jewelry was simple: a thin gold chain, just enough to catch the light, and small hoops that didn’t overpower the dress. your hair was loose, soft, and shiny in a way you tried not to fuss over, though you’d tucked one side behind your ear so many times it had become a nervous habit.

“god help me,” your father muttered in the background, shaking his head with exaggerated weariness.

you stuck your tongue out at him before signing off, their teasing still echoing in your ears as you slipped out the door.

❅

the basket was warm in your hands, the evening air crisp against your skin as you made your way to ambessa’s flat.

when she opened the door, her expression softened in a way that sent your pulse skittering. she looked… comfortable in a v-neck sweater and soft sweatpants, yet undeniably commanding. her gaze flicked to the basket, then back to you, a smile tugging at her lips.

“i brought this to thank you,” you said, holding out the basket. “for the groceries and the flowers and everything. you’ve been so kind in taking care of me, and i didn’t want to let that go unnoticed.”

ambessa’s lips curved, just barely, and she stepped aside to let you in.

“you didn’t have to do that,” she said, her voice low and steady, but there was something in her tone—something soft beneath the steel. almost affectionate. “lord knows this has to be your eighth one.”

her flat was not what you expected.

it was spacious, sleek, and surprisingly modern, yet somehow still warm. the scent of cedar lingered in the air, layered with something citrusy and clean. dark leather furniture anchored the space, and bookshelves lined one wall. there were other hints of personality tucked in the corners: a golden tray brimming with jewelry, a small tray of perfumes that looked antique, and a faint scent of something savory wafting from the kitchen.

“you’ve been keeping them,” you said, surprised, your gaze landing on the basket you’d left earlier in the week.

“i like them,” she replied simply, pouring you a glass of wine. “you have good taste.”

you laughed softly, smoothing your hands over your dress.

“i found it at a farmers’ market. i miss going so much.”

“there’s one in the next town over,” she said, her tone so casual you almost missed the implication. “we could go this weekend.”

your lips parted in surprise, a laugh bubbling up. “it’s three hours away.”

“and?” she countered, one brow arching in amusement.

she motioned toward the dining table, where two plates were already set.

“i hope you’re hungry.”

❅

ambessa had made a hearty stew, rich and flavorful, served with warm bread that you couldn’t stop tearing into. you’d expected something simple and utilitarian, but the care she’d put into the meal surprised you. the food was rich and delicious, her hands moving with practiced ease as she served you.

“this is incredible,” you said, closing your eyes as you took another bite. “i don’t even want to know how long it took you to make this. it’s perfect.”

ambessa watched you, her gaze slightly hungry, but there was a flicker of amusement in her eyes.

“i’m glad you like it.”

you talked easily as you ate, though you couldn’t shake the way her attention lingered on you—penetrating but not unwelcome like she was studying you. the conversation drifted into quieter territory as the night went on. you’d almost forgotten what your family had said earlier—almost. but then, as the wine warmed your cheeks, the words slipped out before you could stop them.

“my family,” you said, voice light with embarrassment, “they were saying you were courting me. that you have designs to snatch me up.”

her gaze didn’t waver. “and if i do?”

your heart stumbled, and you choked. the air felt charged, the quiet hum of the flat suddenly deafening. you met her gaze, and for a moment, the world seemed to tilt.

“i was…” you swallowed hard, your voice softer now. “i was only joking.”

ambessa’s smile was slow, deliberate, and devastating.

“i don’t think you were. i mean you came here all dressed up for me,” she said, standing with a fluid grace that left you breathless. “tits practically begging for my mouth. so, joking? no. teasing? yes.”

when she crossed the space between you, there was no hesitation. her hand brushed your cheek, and she gripped your jaw tightly.

“all night,” she said lowly, “you’ve been moaning over your food. i wonder, do you make the same noises in bed?”

you flushed, skin warm and tingling.

“i—”

“and,” she cut you off, “do you eat the same way?”

she thumbed over your bottom lip, pinching it and then releasing it to watch the blood pool.

“you seem so hungry.”

your legs squeezed together beneath the table, your neck straining as you looked up at her. her eyes narrowed as she tilted your head back, idly bringing up her other hand to feel you swallow. seemingly satisfied she stepped back, freeing you as she moved back toward where she was sitting.

struggling to calm your breathing, you watched as she dragged the char back to where you sat and arranged it several inches away from you. casually, as if you weren’t dripping across from her, she lowered herself and spread her legs open. your gaze focused on the space between them, imagining yourself fitting perfectly within.

“[name],” she murmured. “look at me.”

you did.

“are you full?” you shook your head, hands clutching at your thighs. “mmm. would you like a taste, sweet girl?”

you shuddered and closed your eyes, biting the inside of your cheek to remain composed.

“yes. please.”

“come here.”

you rose, anxious to please, but she stopped you with a raised brow.

“no. crawl.”

you balked, warmth spreading down your neck and into your stomach. she shifted in irritation.

“i’m not going to ask you again.”

carefully, you lowered yourself to your hands and knees making sure to arch your back so that your ass rose behind you like some erotic phase of the moon. ambessa watched as you began to slink forward, two fingers coming together to further push down the band of her sweatpants. by the time you made it to her feet, she’d done away with them altogether.

her cunt sat pretty and fat, lips winking in arousal beneath the soft thicket of black and silver curls. it was veiled by a gorgeous triangle of deep purple lace, the fabric darkened further by her wetness. she was so beautiful, so delicious that your mouth began to water.

you shuffled forward, placing a hand on her calf to steady yourself as you nosed at her inner thigh. she smelled thick and musky here, her clit gleaming at you as if a pearl in an oyster. it was a little large, but you didn’t mind. you found it as perfect as the rest of her.

tucking your legs beneath you, you settled down and laid your head on one of her open legs. silently you asked permission, your eyes wide and pleading—a bit puppyish. she curled a hand underneath your chin and leaned forward, coaxing a kiss from your lips.

you mewled and clung to her, pressing into her hold as you returned the kiss. she laughed meanly into your mouth and pulled back, slouching so that you had more space to conduct your task. you leaned forward, eager, only to be stopped yet again.

“please,” you whispered and she made a noncommittal noise, giving you a considering look.

“just a moment, little one.”

you furrowed your brow as she leaned forward again, this time with lower. with a rough, hard tug she yanked your neckline down so that your tits spilled full and plush into her palm. with a satisfied groan, she groped them, thumbing at your nipples till they strained into the pads of her fingertips. then, she pulled back and reassumed her position.

“leave them out.”

you grew hotter at the command, nodding quickly. finally, she nodded and you let out a little moan of excitement. you should’ve gone slower and taken your time, but god you were starved.

almost immediately, you tugged the fabric of her panties aside and licked a wide stripe up her pussy. she tasted ripe, sweet then slightly bitter, like a grapefruit, and you moaned into her.

“oh, fuck,” ambessa sighed and you nuzzled further into her.

the flat echoed with the wet sounds of your consumption of her, your mouth suctioning around her pussy to apply pressure. to your surprise the hood of her clit was pierced, a small ruby nestled comfortably atop it.

after a moment, you abandoned your initial plan to move further down, tongue gliding between her fat folds where the slick current of her arousal glittered like a jewel. you pointed your tongue and wedged it deep inside her, lifting a hand to drift along her defined stomach.

“mmmhmm,” she said, voice thin as she canted her hips. “just like that. you’re doing so well, sweet girl.”

the praise lit you up from the inside out, and you lapped at her with renewed energy. her hips bucked harder and a strong hand came to root itself in your hair. in response, you lowered both hands to the floor to steady yourself as you allowed her to control your movements.

“such a good girl. so eager to eat this cunt. so eager to please me, hmm?”

“uh huh,” you answered, the words muffled by her sopping pussy.

the vibration made ambessa suck in a breath and she suddenly yanked you forward, rocking into your tongue slowly before speeding up. eventually, she was riding your face as you stuck out your tongue, your tits exposed and bouncing as you met her in eagerness.

you strained to sink further inside her, whimpering as her thighs closed harshly around your head. she could’ve snapped your neck, and you would only have seen it as benediction. an early arrival to paradise.

“oh shit,” she whispered. “fuck. yes. yes. yeaaah.”

both of her hands were on the side of your head as she bent backward, squealing sharply as she began to cum. the sound was high and girlish, and you wanted to hear it again and again. her pleasure broke over her like a rising dawn and you closed your eyes, sucking at her clit until her legs began to tremble with overstimulation. still, you didn’t stop. instead, you swallowed the honey that dribbled from the apex of her cunt and brought two of your fingers up to rub tight circles against yourself.

with a rough moan, ambessa dropped her thighs from your face and tugged you up and into her lap. she huffed in displeasure and struck your hand away from your cunt, slipping two of her thick fingers deep into the cavern of your slick heat.

“no one touches you here except for me. not even you.”

you let out a startled gasp, mouth dropping in a perfect ‘o’ as she stroked and fucked your spongy walls. you began to follow her movements, bouncing faster to chase the syrupy warmth rising into your chest. the world flickered and your eyes caught on hers as she observed the way your body contorted and flexed the more she pushed you.

“that’s it, sweet girl. work for it,” she said, her lips curving cruelly as you gripped her shoulders to better slam yourself down. “come here. let me taste.”

you kissed her, wet and messy, and she licked along your teeth; sucked the remnants of her cunt from inside you. you felt a flash of irrational anger at the action. you wanted her within you forever, staining your tongue.

ambessa slipped a third finger into you and you wailed, spine snapping straight as you felt the stretch spread through your hips. a fourth drifted lazily through your soaked folds, languishing till it was gleaming, but then it soon disappeared. carefully, she nudged you closer to her, tucking your face into her neck as she trailed her other hand down the crack of your ass.

before you could fully process what she meant to do, she inserted the wet tip of her finger into the tight ring of your asshole and pressed.

your orgasm pulsed through you. from where you lay against her neck, you bit down.

for a moment she allowed you to rest, turning her head to press a warm kiss to your temple. her fingers began to re-curl along your walls. then,

“again.”

it was a direction. you followed.

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𝐓𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐮𝐬 + 𝐕𝐞𝐧𝐮𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐨𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬

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Taurus energy brings stability, sensuality, and a deep appreciation for the material and the tangible, guided by Venus’s influence. Unlike other signs that push us outward, Taurus in each House encourages us to root deeply and build steadily. By exploring its rulership across the Houses, we uncover how this grounded energy impacts various aspects of life. This journey reveals the unique ways Taurus inspires us to seek comfort, foster loyalty, and cultivate resources, guiding us to create a life that embodies security, beauty, and enduring value.

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For Aries rising, Taurus presides over the 2nd house of wealth, speech, values, and familial bonds. With Taurus here, there is an earthy, steady approach to the material and familial realms. Taurus imbues this house with patience, a desire for security, and an instinct for preservation. Aries rising individuals feel a natural pull toward building long-lasting stability and cultivating a solid foundation in their resources and family relationships. Taurus in the 2nd house seeks not just material wealth, but value that endures. There is an inclination to gather resources in a way that fosters comfort and inner peace, aligning with Taurus’ gentle yet unwavering nature.

Venus through the Houses

Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 2nd-house Taurean energy directly into the self, giving the native a graceful, magnetic presence. The individual embodies the qualities of harmony and groundedness, valuing personal refinement and balance in all things. Their approach to resources and speech is gentle, with a natural gift for diplomacy.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in its own 2nd house intensifies the Taurean energy, enhancing the native’s desire for beauty, comfort, and stable wealth. They possess a refined approach to earning and may be drawn to artistic or aesthetic pursuits. With this placement, the individual has a special ability to attract wealth and harmony into their family life.

Venus in the 3rd House: Venus directs the 2nd-house Taurean energy into communication and daily interactions. The native’s speech is charming and persuasive, often promoting peace and harmony. This placement encourages the sharing of refined ideas, with a love for expressing beauty in words and gestures.

Venus in the 4th House: In the 4th house, Venus channels the 2nd-house energy into the home and emotional foundation. The native seeks a beautiful and harmonious home, where peace and stability reign. They may feel deeply rooted in family values, finding comfort in traditions that bring a sense of timeless security.

Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house brings the Taurean energy of the 2nd house into creativity, romance, and learning. The native expresses themselves artistically and may pursue romantic relationships that embody stability and devotion. This placement fosters love for the arts, with an eye for elegance and beauty.

Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 2nd-house energy into service and daily work. The native may seek comfort in routine and find pleasure in creating harmony within their work environment. There’s an emphasis on serving others with grace, and they may work in fields connected to beauty, health, or aesthetics.

Venus in the 7th House: With Venus in the 7th, the 2nd-house Taurean energy channels into partnerships. The native values loyalty and stability in relationships, often drawn to peaceful and committed unions. Harmony in relationships becomes an extension of their personal values, fostering enduring bonds.

Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th house brings the 2nd-house energy of Taurus into the realm of transformation, shared resources, and depth. The native approaches shared finances and intimate connections with loyalty and a need for stability. They are drawn to soulful bonds that provide a deep sense of security.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 2nd-house energy into philosophy, higher learning, and spiritual beliefs. The native seeks wisdom and beauty in knowledge, often valuing teachings that bring inner peace and groundedness. They may travel or study to broaden their understanding of security beyond the material.

Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the 2nd-house energy toward career and public life. The native has a natural charm in the professional sphere, often pursuing career paths that bring stability and align with their values. Success is grounded in a steady approach and an appreciation for balance in public roles.

Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th house brings the 2nd-house energy into social networks and aspirations. The native values friendships that are loyal and supportive, often surrounding themselves with people who share their appreciation for stability. Their ambitions are fueled by a love for beauty and harmony within groups.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the native’s approach to wealth and values takes on a spiritual dimension. They may find peace in solitude or be drawn to artistic and healing practices that help them transcend material attachments. This placement encourages inner fulfillment beyond worldly comforts.

𝐓𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐮𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Taurus rising, Taurus governs the 1st house, or lagna, which signifies the self, body, and natural approach to life. With Taurus here, the soul embodies an earthy, grounded essence, seeking stability, beauty, and comfort as foundational elements of self-expression. Taurus rising individuals have an inherent patience and calm, often taking a methodical, step-by-step approach to life’s pursuits. With Taurus’ energy in the 1st house, these natives radiate an aura of steadiness and reliability, exuding a quiet yet powerful presence. Life’s journey for Taurus rising is about cultivating a strong inner foundation and valuing simplicity, grace, and harmony in all things.

Venus through the Houses:

Venus in the 1st House: With Venus in the 1st house, the Taurean energy of beauty, grace, and balance is strongly expressed in the self. The native is naturally charming, graceful, and possesses an attractive presence. Their approach to life is harmonious, with a focus on aesthetics and cultivating a balanced, peaceful aura.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house amplifies Taurus rising’s connection to wealth, values, and security. The native is deeply attuned to material stability and values the beauty of well-earned resources. Their approach to finances is often steady, practical, and guided by an appreciation for lasting quality.

Venus in the 3rd House: Venus directs the 1st-house Taurean energy into communication, learning, and close relationships. The native expresses themselves charmingly and finds pleasure in intellectual pursuits. Their communication style is gentle and persuasive, often guided by a love for harmony and connection.

Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the Taurean energy into the home and emotional foundation. The native seeks a beautiful, comfortable home environment that reflects peace and stability. There is a strong attachment to family traditions and values, as well as a nurturing approach to loved ones.

Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th channels the 1st-house Taurean energy into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native enjoys artistic pursuits, often expressing their appreciation for beauty through hobbies or romance. This placement enhances creativity and a love for personal expression.

Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th house directs the Taurean energy into service, health, and daily routines. The native brings a sense of harmony and balance to work and may be drawn to careers in beauty, health, or service. They value a peaceful environment and tend to work steadily toward goals.

Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean energy of stability and commitment into relationships. The native seeks balanced, harmonious partnerships and may attract loyal, dependable partners. This placement enhances the desire for peace and lasting connection in both personal and professional partnerships.

Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in the 8th, the Taurean energy flows into transformation, shared resources, and the deeper mysteries of life. The native approaches joint finances or intimate connections with steadiness and loyalty. They may be drawn to explore the hidden dimensions of life, guided by an appreciation for deep, soulful bonds.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 1st-house Taurean energy into philosophy, travel, and spiritual beliefs. The native values wisdom and beauty within cultural experiences, often drawn to places and teachings that provide a sense of inner peace. This placement enhances the desire for balance between the material and the spiritual.

Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the Taurean energy of stability and grace into career and public life. The native’s professional approach is patient, grounded, and often focused on creating beauty or stability within their field. They may gain respect for their balanced, dependable nature in the workplace.

Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th house brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and harmony into friendships and aspirations. The native values relationships within social groups, often preferring stable, supportive connections. They may pursue goals that align with their appreciation for peace and harmony in society.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the Taurean energy takes on a more spiritual tone, guiding the native toward inner beauty and solitude. They may seek peace and fulfillment through introspective or creative pursuits. This placement encourages letting go of material attachments and finding beauty within.

𝐆𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Gemini rising, Taurus governs the 12th house, the house of solitude, spiritual surrender, hidden realms, and liberation (moksha). With Taurus in this introspective house, Gemini natives often seek peace, beauty, and comfort in solitude or quiet retreats. This placement suggests that Gemini rising individuals find inner grounding and emotional release through simple, steady pleasures, as well as through spiritual practices that cultivate peace. Taurus here brings a sense of stability to the native’s hidden life, inviting them to balance Gemini’s active mind with Taurus' calm, grounding energy. The soul is drawn to appreciate life’s quiet beauty and to explore its more spiritual or mystical dimensions in a practical, grounded way.

Venus through the Houses:

Venus in the 1st House: With Venus in the 1st house, the 12th-house Taurean energy of solitude and beauty flows directly into the self. The native has a graceful, calming presence and may seek a life that balances outward activity with time for reflection. Their approach to life blends Gemini’s curiosity with Taurus’ love for peace.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 12th-house Taurean energy toward wealth and values. The native may seek financial security not only for comfort but also to support spiritual or personal retreats. They value simplicity and find joy in balancing material comforts with inner peace.

Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 12th-house energy of peace and beauty into communication and learning. The native often expresses themselves gently, and may have a talent for conveying complex spiritual or emotional ideas. They find comfort in intellectual pursuits that offer depth and tranquility.

Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the 12th-house Taurean energy into the home and family life. The native seeks a peaceful, stable home environment, where they can retreat and recharge. There may be a strong spiritual or creative quality to the home, serving as a personal sanctuary.

Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 12th-house energy into creativity, romance, and learning. The native may express their spirituality through the arts or creative pursuits and is drawn to romantic experiences that offer depth and meaning. Balance is found in relationships that provide both passion and serenity.

Venus in the 6th House: Venus directs the 12th-house energy of peace into service, health, and daily routines. The native brings a sense of calm and grace to their work and may seek professions that allow them to serve others in a nurturing or healing capacity. Balance in work routines is essential for well-being.

Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and comfort from the 12th house into partnerships. The native may seek soulful or spiritually inclined partners and values relationships that feel grounding and supportive. They are drawn to partnerships that offer inner peace and mutual support.

Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in the 8th, the Taurean 12th-house energy moves into transformation and shared resources. The native approaches matters of intimacy with depth and values relationships that provide emotional security and profound connection. Spiritual growth is found through transformative experiences and close bonds.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 12th-house energy into philosophy, travel, and higher knowledge. The native may be drawn to study mystical or spiritual teachings that bring peace and grounding. Travel to beautiful or sacred places brings fulfillment and expands their understanding of inner liberation.

Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the 12th-house energy toward career and public roles. The native may be drawn to a career in spirituality, healing, or creative arts, valuing work that brings beauty and peace to others. They are often respected for their gentle approach and steady, compassionate nature in professional roles.

Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the Taurean energy of inner peace into friendships and collective aspirations. The native finds joy in community work or spiritual groups, often drawn to causes that promote harmony. They may seek like-minded friends who appreciate simplicity and spiritual pursuits.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in its own 12th house, the Taurean qualities of peace, beauty, and inner comfort reach their highest expression in solitude and spiritual surrender. The native may find deep contentment in creative solitude, meditation, or spiritual retreats. Here, Venus guides them toward inner peace, helping them release material attachments and cultivate true liberation.

𝐂𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Cancer rising, Taurus governs the 11th house, the house of friendships, long-term goals, aspirations, and the communities they associate with. With Taurus here, Cancer rising individuals approach friendships and social circles with loyalty, stability, and an emphasis on trust and reliability. They are drawn to friendships that feel enduring and supportive, and they value communities where they can feel a sense of grounding and mutual respect. Taurus brings a nurturing, earthy energy to the native’s long-term goals, infusing aspirations with a desire for security, abundance, and shared enjoyment. Cancer rising individuals find fulfillment in social bonds that offer peace and simplicity, as Taurus in the 11th house favors deep, stable connections over superficial ties.

Venus through the Houses:

Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 11th-house Taurean energy of loyalty and comfort into the self, enhancing the native’s gentle, harmonious presence. They are naturally friendly, approachable, and may attract loyal friends. Their approach to social connections is sincere, valuing stability and warmth in friendships.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house amplifies Cancer rising’s connection to wealth and values, bringing a desire to support their aspirations through financial stability. The native may find joy in building resources that help them achieve long-term goals, often focusing on building a secure foundation with friends or family.

Venus in the 3rd House: Venus directs the 11th-house energy of Taurus into communication and close relationships. The native may be naturally gifted at bringing people together and enjoys sharing meaningful ideas with friends and siblings. Their interactions with others are grounded, and they seek social connections that are genuine and steady.

Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the 11th-house Taurean energy of comfort into the home and family life. The native may find that socializing and hosting friends brings joy and fulfillment. Their home is often a place of gathering, where they offer warmth, stability, and comfort to close friends and family alike.

Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 11th-house energy into creativity, romance, and personal expression. The native is drawn to friendships with creative or artistic individuals and may have a natural talent for blending social and creative pursuits. They enjoy sharing beauty and inspiration with their community.

Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 11th-house energy toward service, health, and daily responsibilities. The native may form close bonds with colleagues or those they serve, often seeking harmony and cooperation in the workplace. They value routines that support both their goals and well-being.

Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and stability from the 11th house into partnerships. The native may be drawn to partners who are also close friends or who share in their long-term goals and aspirations. Relationships are grounded in mutual respect and a shared sense of purpose.

Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in the 8th, the 11th-house Taurean energy of loyalty and depth flows into the realm of transformation and shared resources. The native may have deep, transformative friendships or find that their social circles involve shared financial ventures. They are drawn to connections with profound emotional depth.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 11th-house energy into philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may form connections with people from different backgrounds, expanding their horizons. They are drawn to friendships and communities that share their ideals and aspirations for a meaningful, fulfilling life.

Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th house directs the 11th-house Taurean energy toward career and public life. The native may pursue social goals that align with their career or find fulfillment through networking in professional spheres. They are respected in social circles for their steady, grounded approach to aspirations.

Venus in the 11th House: With Venus in its own 11th house, the native is particularly attuned to building meaningful friendships and aligning social connections with their long-term goals. They value loyal, stable friendships and may attract supportive, like-minded individuals. Aspirations are pursued with beauty, peace, and community in mind.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the Taurean energy of the 11th house takes on a more introspective, spiritual quality. The native may find themselves drawn to quiet, spiritual communities or experience fulfillment in serving others behind the scenes. Friendships provide peace and often support their journey toward inner growth and liberation.

𝐋𝐞𝐨 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Leo rising, Taurus governs the 10th house, the house of career, reputation, status, and public duties. With Taurus here, Leo rising individuals bring a grounded, stable, and methodical approach to their career and public roles. Taurus' energy in the 10th house suggests that these natives value consistency, reliability, and beauty in their work, often aiming to build something long-lasting and meaningful. There is a natural affinity for roles that offer security and allow them to showcase a refined aesthetic or practical skill. With Taurus in the 10th, Leo rising individuals are likely to pursue a path that aligns with their values, appreciating a slow and steady rise to success that honors their sense of integrity and beauty. They approach their career and public life with patience and a commitment to quality.

Venus through the Houses:

Venus in the 1st House: With Venus in the 1st house, the Taurean energy of stability and refinement is brought directly into the self. The native carries an aura of grace and charm that influences their career and public life, often presenting themselves in a calm, attractive manner. Their personal charisma is key to their public success.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 10th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native may be drawn to careers that allow them to accumulate wealth or preserve family traditions. They find public success through a steady, value-driven approach to finances and resources.

Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 10th-house Taurean energy of stability and beauty into communication and intellectual pursuits. The native may find success in careers involving writing, teaching, or media, where they express ideas harmoniously. Their speech and communication style are refined, helping them gain respect in their field.

Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the 10th-house energy into the home and family. The native often seeks a career that allows them to maintain a stable, beautiful home life. They may find success in areas related to real estate, home decor, or nurturing roles, creating a harmonious balance between public and private life.

Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th channels the 10th-house energy into creativity, romance, and expression. The native is likely drawn to creative or artistic professions and finds joy in showcasing beauty and refinement in their work. This placement encourages public roles that allow for creative self-expression and joy.

Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th house directs the 10th-house energy toward service, health, and daily work. The native may find a career in service-oriented fields or health and wellness, where they bring harmony and balance to their work. They are respected for their dedication and commitment to creating beauty in daily routines.

Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean energy of stability and beauty into partnerships. The native may seek a partner who supports their public goals or even shares their professional life. Success often comes through harmonious collaborations, and they are drawn to public roles that allow them to foster relationships.

Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in the 8th, the 10th-house energy flows into transformation and shared resources. The native may be drawn to careers involving finance, psychology, or metaphysics, where they can explore depth and transformation. They are seen as powerful yet graceful in public, balancing intensity with calm.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 10th-house energy into philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may seek a career in education, publishing, or travel, finding fulfillment in sharing beauty and wisdom. They bring a calm, inspiring presence to public roles that allow them to explore larger truths.

Venus in the 10th House: With Venus in its own 10th house, the Taurean energy of beauty, stability, and refinement reaches its peak expression in career and public life. The native is often admired for their poise, charm, and sense of harmony, achieving success in fields related to art, aesthetics, finance, or any area that values quality and beauty.

Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 10th-house Taurean energy of harmony and stability into social networks and collective goals. The native finds success through friendships and community work, often drawn to causes that promote beauty or harmony. They gain fulfillment from social networks that support their aspirations.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the native’s career and public life take on a more introspective or spiritual dimension. They may be drawn to work in healing, the arts, or spirituality, where they find peace in creating beauty and supporting others behind the scenes. This placement often encourages inner growth through selfless service.

𝐕𝐢𝐫𝐠𝐨 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Virgo rising, Taurus governs the 9th house, the house of higher learning, philosophy, spirituality, and journeys of discovery. With Taurus here, Virgo rising individuals pursue wisdom and spiritual understanding in a calm, stable, and practical way. Taurus in the 9th brings an appreciation for the beauty of knowledge, guiding them toward philosophies that resonate with harmony, balance, and enduring values. These individuals are likely drawn to teachings that are both enriching and grounded in practical wisdom. The influence of Taurus in this house suggests that Virgo rising natives view spirituality as a source of inner peace and seek experiences that bring stability to their lives. They are often inclined toward meaningful travel or cultural experiences that align with their deep appreciation for art, culture, or nature.

Venus through the Houses:

Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the Taurean energy of beauty, grace, and calmness directly into the self. The native embodies a peaceful presence and may be admired for their natural charm and grounded wisdom. Their approach to spirituality is both personal and practical, and they often radiate harmony.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house channels the 9th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native seeks financial stability as part of their path to higher knowledge, often finding fulfillment in traditions or practices that honor their values. They may see material security as a foundation for pursuing spiritual growth.

Venus in the 3rd House: Venus in the 3rd brings the 9th-house energy of philosophy and beauty into communication and intellectual pursuits. The native enjoys sharing insights and may be drawn to artistic or literary work that expresses their beliefs. Their words are grounded and refined, making them natural teachers or communicators of wisdom.

Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th directs the Taurean energy of the 9th house into home and family. The native’s home may be a place of spiritual or cultural richness, and they may cultivate family traditions based on beauty, peace, and harmony. Their home is a sanctuary of comfort and wisdom.

Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house brings the 9th-house energy into creativity, romance, and personal expression. The native may find joy in creative or romantic pursuits that reflect their spiritual beliefs. They may express their spirituality through art, finding beauty and truth in self-expression.

Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 9th-house energy toward service, health, and daily routines. The native finds spirituality through service to others, often valuing simplicity and beauty in daily life. They may be drawn to health professions that allow them to harmonize body and spirit.

Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and harmony from the 9th house into partnerships. The native is drawn to partners who share their values and ideals, seeking relationships that reflect their spiritual or philosophical beliefs. They value harmonious, balanced partnerships.

Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in the 8th, the 9th-house Taurean energy flows into transformation and shared resources. The native finds depth and spiritual understanding through transformative experiences and close connections. They are drawn to the mysteries of life, approaching them with calm curiosity and appreciation for beauty.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus in its own 9th house amplifies the native’s appreciation for beauty, culture, and philosophy. They are naturally inclined toward spiritual pursuits that bring peace and harmony, and they may be drawn to travel or study in places of cultural or natural beauty. Their beliefs are grounded, balancing idealism with practicality.

Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th house directs the Taurean energy of the 9th house into career and public life. The native may find a career in teaching, art, or cultural fields, where they can share their love of beauty and wisdom with others. They are admired for their calm authority and may rise to respected positions.

Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 9th-house Taurean energy of harmony and peace into social networks and collective goals. The native values friendships and social causes that align with their beliefs, often drawn to groups that promote beauty, balance, or spiritual growth.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 9th-house Taurean energy takes on a more introspective, spiritual quality. The native finds peace in solitude, spiritual retreats, or quiet study. They are often drawn to mystical pursuits that help them connect with their inner world and discover beauty in the unseen.

𝐋𝐢𝐛𝐫𝐚 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Libra rising, Taurus governs the 8th house, the house of transformation, shared resources, life’s mysteries, and spiritual depth. With Taurus here, Libra rising individuals approach transformation and the unknown with patience, groundedness, and a desire for security. Taurus in the 8th house reflects a journey of stability through change, where these individuals seek to create a sense of comfort and beauty even in the most transformative or challenging aspects of life. They tend to value deep, enduring bonds and prefer intimacy that is stable and trustworthy. The energy of Taurus in this house encourages Libra rising natives to uncover inner strength through grounding practices and to find beauty within life’s hidden layers, approaching the mysteries of life with respect and care.

Venus through the Houses:

Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 8th-house Taurean energy of depth and beauty directly into the self. The native has an aura of grace and mystery, often captivating others with a refined yet soulful presence. They approach life and relationships with both harmony and a deep appreciation for authenticity.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house channels the 8th-house Taurean energy into wealth, values, and self-worth. The native may attract shared resources or support, valuing financial stability as a foundation for deeper transformation. They are drawn to secure, enduring values, blending material and emotional stability.

Venus in the 3rd House: Venus in the 3rd brings the 8th-house energy into communication and close relationships. The native may communicate with warmth and depth, often drawn to explore meaningful or hidden topics. They value open, honest conversations and are naturally skilled at expressing complex emotions with grace.

Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the Taurean energy of the 8th house into the home and emotional foundation. The native seeks a stable, comforting home life that allows them to process deep emotions. They may create a home environment that feels like a sanctuary, valuing privacy and emotional security.

Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 8th-house energy of transformation into creativity, romance, and learning. The native expresses themselves artistically with depth, perhaps exploring themes of rebirth or transformation. Romantic relationships may be intense and passionate, often teaching them about self-discovery.

Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 8th-house energy toward service, health, and daily routines. The native may find fulfillment in helping others through difficult times or in careers related to healing or psychology. They are drawn to service that brings beauty and transformation to others’ lives.

Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and depth from the 8th house into partnerships. The native seeks intense, deeply fulfilling relationships and values commitment in partnerships. They are drawn to partners who are both dependable and willing to explore life’s mysteries together.

Venus in the 8th House: With Venus in its own 8th house, the Taurean energy is magnified in matters of transformation, intimacy, and shared resources. The native is drawn to explore the depths of human connection, finding beauty in vulnerability and intimacy. They may possess an intuitive understanding of the transformative power of love and loyalty.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 8th-house energy into philosophy, travel, and spiritual beliefs. The native may explore the mysteries of life through travel or spiritual studies, seeking depth and beauty in different cultures or philosophies. They are drawn to teachings that offer profound insights and inner peace.

Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th house directs the 8th-house energy toward career and public life. The native may be drawn to careers that involve transformation, beauty, or support for others’ growth, such as psychology, finance, or art. They are respected for their ability to handle complex situations with grace and calm.

Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 8th-house energy into social networks and group causes. The native values friendships that offer depth and loyalty and may be drawn to social causes related to transformation or healing. They find fulfillment in communities that support emotional growth and mutual care.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 8th-house energy of transformation takes on a spiritual, introspective quality. The native may seek inner peace through solitude, meditation, or spiritual practices. They find beauty in the unseen and are often drawn to mystical or healing work that fosters inner transformation.

𝐒𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐩𝐢𝐨 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Scorpio rising, Taurus governs the 7th house, the house of committed partnerships, marriage, and significant one-on-one relationships. With Taurus here, Scorpio rising individuals are drawn to partnerships that offer stability, loyalty, and a grounding influence. Taurus in the 7th house brings a desire for deep, lasting bonds, valuing relationships that are both comforting and enduring. Scorpio risings seek partners who provide balance to their own intensity, someone who brings calm, consistency, and a sense of security. They are drawn to relationships that reflect the beauty of loyalty and devotion, where both individuals can find peace and mutual support. Taurus here encourages Scorpio risings to find harmony in commitment and to cultivate patience and appreciation within their partnerships.

Venus through the Houses:

Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 7th-house Taurean energy of harmony and loyalty directly into the self. The native has an attractive, calming presence, often naturally charming and approachable. They seek balance in all relationships and are drawn to partnerships that reflect their own inner values of loyalty and stability.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 7th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native values relationships that offer both emotional and material support, seeing partnerships as a source of shared stability. They are drawn to partners who bring reliability and share their appreciation for life’s comforts.

Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 7th-house Taurean energy into communication and intellect. The native enjoys engaging in thoughtful, meaningful conversations with their partner and values clear, honest communication in all relationships. They are likely to seek intellectual compatibility in partnerships.

Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the Taurean qualities of stability and harmony from the 7th house into the home. The native may seek to create a home that feels secure and loving, often sharing a close and supportive bond with their partner. Home life is valued as a place of peace and comfort.

Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 7th-house energy into romance, creativity, and joy. The native may express love and devotion openly, seeing romance as a natural extension of their values. They seek a partner who appreciates beauty, passion, and creative self-expression.

Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 7th-house energy toward service and daily routines. The native values partnerships that support their everyday life, and they may find fulfillment in being helpful to their partner. They are drawn to partners who are reliable, supportive, and willing to work together through life’s routines.

Venus in the 7th House: With Venus in its own 7th house, the Taurean energy of loyalty and harmony in relationships is deeply emphasized. The native is naturally relationship-focused, desiring partnerships that are deeply committed, steady, and nurturing. This placement brings a great capacity for love, patience, and dedication in relationships.

Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th brings the Taurean 7th-house energy into the realm of intimacy and shared resources. The native may seek transformative, soulful connections with partners and values emotional depth and loyalty. Relationships are seen as a path to inner growth and a source of shared strength.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 7th-house energy into philosophy, higher learning, and travel. The native may be drawn to partners who share similar beliefs or a love for exploration. They value relationships that expand their worldview, and are likely to seek a partner who shares an appreciation for life’s beauty and wisdom.

Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the 7th-house Taurean energy toward career and public life. The native may be drawn to professional partnerships or seek a partner who supports their career goals. They value stability in both career and relationships and are often respected for their loyal, steady presence in the public eye.

Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 7th-house energy into social networks and friendships. The native values friendships that feel loyal and supportive, often seeking friends who share their long-term goals. They may find a partner within their social circles, attracted to those who resonate with their ideals.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 7th-house Taurean energy turns inward, focusing on spiritual connections and inner peace. The native may be drawn to private or deeply spiritual partnerships, often finding fulfillment in relationships that offer emotional healing and soul-level support. They seek beauty in the unseen aspects of love and connection.

𝐒𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Sagittarius rising, Taurus governs the 6th house, the house of daily work, health, routines, and service. With Taurus here, Sagittarius rising individuals approach their work and routines with a sense of stability, practicality, and a desire for comfort. Taurus in the 6th suggests a preference for steady, well-organized routines and a practical approach to health. These natives find peace in simplicity and may be drawn to work environments that allow them to build something lasting or work with tangible results. They have a natural inclination toward service that feels meaningful and grounded, seeking balance between their adventurous nature and the calm, consistent approach that Taurus in the 6th house encourages.

Venus through the Houses:

Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the Taurean energy of comfort and steadiness directly into the self. The native has a calm and graceful presence and is often seen as approachable and kind. They naturally embody a balanced approach to life and are likely to bring a steady, charming energy into all their daily routines.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 6th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native values financial security and approaches work as a means to build stability. They may find that a steady income and secure resources are essential for their well-being, and they often work with a focus on accumulating lasting value.

Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 6th-house Taurean energy into communication and learning. The native may find pleasure in collaborative work or be naturally drawn to communicating in a refined, harmonious manner. They work well in environments where communication is valued and may enjoy expressing beauty or balance in their interactions.

Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the 6th-house Taurean energy into the home and family life. The native may prefer a home that feels like a sanctuary and may enjoy working from home or in environments that offer emotional comfort. Health and daily routines are strongly influenced by a desire for comfort and balance at home.

Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 6th-house energy into creativity, romance, and joy. The native may approach work with a creative flair or find fulfillment in work that allows self-expression. They seek a harmonious balance between work and pleasure, enjoying routines that allow time for both productivity and creative play.

Venus in the 6th House: With Venus in its own 6th house, the Taurean energy of comfort, stability, and beauty is deeply rooted in daily life. The native values harmony in the workplace and may be naturally drawn to roles that allow them to serve others with kindness. They prioritize a balanced approach to health, often preferring routines that bring calm and wellness.

Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the 6th-house Taurean energy into partnerships. The native may be drawn to collaborative work and is likely to form partnerships that bring balance to daily life. They may seek a partner who shares their values around health, service, and wellness, seeing relationships as a source of support and steadiness.

Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th house channels the 6th-house energy into transformation and shared resources. The native may be drawn to service that involves healing or transformation, such as psychology, counseling, or finance. They are comfortable with the deeper aspects of work and may find beauty in helping others navigate life’s complexities.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 6th-house Taurean energy into philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may find fulfillment in work that allows them to explore broader horizons or engage in philosophical pursuits. They enjoy work that is both meaningful and stable, and they may approach health and wellness as a spiritual practice.

Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th house directs the 6th-house energy of steadiness into career and public life. The native is often respected for their calm, grounded approach to work and may gravitate toward careers that offer stability. They value a public life that is steady and may be drawn to professions related to beauty, harmony, or wellness.

Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 6th-house energy into social networks and collective goals. The native may enjoy working within groups or communities, often valuing friendships that offer mutual support. They find fulfillment in service that benefits society and may be drawn to social causes related to wellness and balance.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 6th-house Taurean energy takes on a spiritual quality, guiding the native toward quiet or introspective service. They may be drawn to healing work or feel a pull toward professions that involve helping others in subtle ways. Solitude and inner peace are essential for their well-being.

𝐂𝐚𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐧 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Capricorn rising, Taurus governs the 5th house, the house of creativity, romance, self-expression, and joy. With Taurus here, Capricorn rising individuals approach love, creativity, and personal expression with patience, loyalty, and an appreciation for quality and beauty. Taurus in the 5th house brings a grounded and practical approach to creativity, encouraging Capricorn rising natives to create lasting, meaningful expressions rather than fleeting endeavors. These individuals seek stability and depth in romantic relationships, desiring bonds that feel secure and aligned with their values. Taurus in the 5th also gives Capricorn risings an appreciation for the arts, nature, and activities that bring calm and fulfillment.

Venus through the Houses:

Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 5th-house Taurean energy of beauty and stability directly into the self. The native has a refined, charming presence and naturally attracts others through a calm, grounded demeanor. They embody grace and are likely to express creativity and romance in a way that feels steady and sincere.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 5th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native finds joy in building material security and may be drawn to creative pursuits that generate financial stability. They have a refined approach to accumulating wealth and seek beauty and quality in all they value.

Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 5th-house Taurean energy into communication and learning. The native expresses themselves eloquently, with an appreciation for harmonious dialogue. They may enjoy creative writing or speaking, often sharing ideas with a sense of beauty and balance. This placement enhances romantic communication as well.

Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the 5th-house Taurean energy of stability and harmony into the home. The native may create a home environment that is comfortable, beautiful, and filled with love. Family traditions around beauty or creativity are likely to be cherished, and the home itself may be a space for creative expression.

Venus in the 5th House: With Venus in its own 5th house, the Taurean energy of beauty, romance, and creativity is fully expressed. The native is likely to be artistically inclined and finds deep fulfillment in love and self-expression. They approach romance with loyalty and have a natural ability to inspire others through their creative pursuits.

Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 5th-house energy toward work and service. The native may integrate creativity into their daily routines and seek balance in their work environment. They find pleasure in service and may choose professions that allow them to express beauty, harmony, or creativity in practical ways.

Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean 5th-house energy of romance and beauty into partnerships. The native is drawn to harmonious, balanced relationships and seeks a partner who shares their values. They appreciate loyalty and beauty in their partnerships, often blending friendship and romance in committed relationships.

Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th house channels the 5th-house Taurean energy into transformation and shared resources. The native may experience deep, transformative relationships and values a sense of loyalty and trust in love. They are drawn to the mysteries of life and may express creativity through exploring hidden or profound themes.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 5th-house energy into philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may find joy in exploring cultural beauty and art, often integrating creative expression with spiritual or philosophical pursuits. Romantic experiences may be enriched by shared beliefs and a love of exploration.

Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the 5th-house Taurean energy toward career and public life. The native may find fulfillment in a career that allows creative expression or brings beauty to the public eye. They are often respected for their refined taste and dedication to quality in their work.

Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 5th-house energy into social networks and collective goals. The native finds joy in connecting with like-minded people who share their values around creativity and beauty. Friendships may be harmonious and supportive, and they may enjoy participating in group activities that involve the arts.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 5th-house Taurean energy turns inward, focusing on creativity as a spiritual pursuit. The native may be drawn to solitary, introspective forms of expression, such as meditation or art therapy. They find peace and inspiration in quiet reflection and often value relationships that allow for deep emotional connection.

𝐀𝐪𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐮𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Aquarius rising, Taurus governs the 4th house, the house of home, family, emotional foundations, and inner peace. With Taurus here, Aquarius rising individuals are drawn to create a stable, peaceful, and harmonious home environment, seeking security and comfort in their personal lives. Taurus in the 4th house suggests that these natives find emotional grounding through routines, traditions, and creating a beautiful and serene living space. They have a deep need for a secure foundation, finding peace in consistency and in building something enduring within their family or home. With this placement, they may also have a natural affinity for the arts, nature, or hands-on activities that bring beauty into their personal lives, enhancing their sense of inner fulfillment.

Venus through the Houses:

Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the Taurean 4th-house energy of beauty, peace, and stability directly into the self. The native has a naturally calming, charming presence and may seek to embody grace and balance in all aspects of life. Their sense of self is rooted in creating peace and beauty, making them a comforting presence to others.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 4th-house Taurean energy into wealth and values. The native values financial security as a foundation for emotional peace and is often drawn to building a stable home environment. They may seek to accumulate quality possessions and view wealth as essential for their inner well-being.

Venus in the 3rd House: Venus brings the 4th-house energy of beauty and comfort into communication and learning. The native may enjoy connecting with siblings and close friends and values harmonious interactions. They often speak and express themselves in a gentle, comforting manner, creating a sense of warmth in their relationships.

Venus in the 4th House: With Venus in its own 4th house, the Taurean energy of beauty, stability, and harmony is deeply rooted in home and family life. The native likely creates a beautiful, peaceful home environment and may have a special connection to their family and roots. They find joy and fulfillment in cultivating an emotionally rich and stable personal sanctuary.

Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 4th-house energy into creativity, romance, and self-expression. The native may find emotional fulfillment through creative projects or romantic experiences. They approach love and creativity with depth, seeking joy that feels secure and lasting.

Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 4th-house energy into work, health, and daily routines. The native finds peace in their work environment, often choosing jobs that allow for balance and harmony. They value stability in daily routines and may find joy in nurturing themselves and others through practical acts of care.

Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the Taurean qualities of loyalty and comfort from the 4th house into partnerships. The native seeks a partner who provides emotional stability and values a peaceful home life. They approach relationships with a sense of commitment and seek harmony and beauty within partnerships.

Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th brings the 4th-house Taurean energy into the realm of transformation and shared resources. The native may experience profound emotional bonds and values depth in relationships. They may also find comfort in exploring life’s mysteries with a trusted partner, seeking security in transformation.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 4th-house energy into philosophy, higher learning, and travel. The native may seek emotional fulfillment through spiritual or philosophical exploration and may create a home that reflects their beliefs and ideals. Travel to places of beauty or cultural richness may bring peace and joy.

Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the Taurean 4th-house energy toward career and public life. The native finds fulfillment in a career that allows them to create beauty or stability, and they are often respected for their calm, grounded approach to work. They may even work in fields related to home, aesthetics, or real estate.

Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 4th-house energy into social networks and community goals. The native values friendships that offer stability and support and is drawn to social circles that feel like family. They seek harmony in group settings and may work toward goals that bring comfort to their wider community.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 4th-house Taurean energy takes on a more introspective, spiritual dimension. The native may find peace in solitude or through spiritual practices. They are drawn to creating a sanctuary of inner peace and may seek a home life that allows for quiet reflection and healing.

𝐏𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐑𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠

For Pisces rising, Taurus governs the 3rd house, the house of communication, intellect, siblings, short travel, and skills. With Taurus here, Pisces rising individuals communicate with patience, gentleness, and a natural appreciation for beauty and harmony. Taurus in the 3rd house brings a practical, steady approach to learning and self-expression, often favoring meaningful, deliberate conversations over quick or superficial exchanges. These natives may prefer a slower, thoughtful pace when it comes to processing information and are drawn to words or ideas that resonate with timeless values. Relationships with siblings or close friends are often close and dependable, and Pisces rising natives find comfort in surroundings that are beautiful, peaceful, and nurturing to their inner life.

Venus through the Houses:

Venus in the 1st House: Venus in the 1st house brings the 3rd-house Taurean energy of grace and harmony directly into the self. The native’s communication style is gentle and attractive, often drawing others in with their calm, magnetic presence. They are naturally charming and value harmony in all their interactions.

Venus in the 2nd House: Venus in the 2nd house directs the 3rd-house Taurean energy into values and material security. The native may express themselves through topics related to wealth, values, or possessions. Communication may reflect an appreciation for the practical and the beautiful, valuing quality and meaningful exchange.

Venus in the 3rd House: With Venus in its own 3rd house, the Taurean energy of stability, beauty, and harmony is deeply expressed in communication. The native has a soothing, elegant way with words and may enjoy activities like writing, teaching, or art that allow them to express beauty and peace. Relationships with siblings or close friends are likely to be harmonious and deeply valued.

Venus in the 4th House: Venus in the 4th brings the Taurean energy of the 3rd house into home and family life. The native values harmony in their home environment and may communicate with family members in a gentle, affectionate way. They find joy in creating a beautiful home and nurturing close bonds within it.

Venus in the 5th House: Venus in the 5th house channels the 3rd-house Taurean energy into creativity, romance, and joy. The native may express their thoughts and feelings creatively, finding beauty in the arts, love, and self-expression. They are drawn to romantic or creative pursuits that allow them to communicate deeply and with style.

Venus in the 6th House: Venus in the 6th directs the 3rd-house energy toward work, health, and routines. The native may communicate in a helpful, service-oriented way, seeking balance and harmony in their daily life and work environments. They bring peace and charm into their interactions with colleagues and in their daily routine.

Venus in the 7th House: Venus in the 7th brings the 3rd-house Taurean energy of loyalty and beauty into partnerships. The native values communication in relationships, often seeking a partner with whom they can share meaningful conversations. They are drawn to balanced, harmonious partnerships where communication flows easily.

Venus in the 8th House: Venus in the 8th brings the 3rd-house Taurean energy into the realm of transformation and shared resources. The native may communicate with depth and sensitivity, often comfortable discussing intimate or profound topics. They value loyalty in close connections and may seek deeper understanding through their words.

Venus in the 9th House: Venus channels the 3rd-house energy into philosophy, travel, and higher learning. The native may express their values through a love for learning, culture, and philosophical ideas. They enjoy travel or studies that allow them to appreciate beauty in diverse places and beliefs.

Venus in the 10th House: Venus in the 10th directs the Taurean 3rd-house energy toward career and public life. The native may find fulfillment in a career that involves communication, art, or beauty. They are admired for their elegant, balanced approach to public roles and may bring a calm authority to their career.

Venus in the 11th House: Venus in the 11th brings the 3rd-house energy into social networks and group ideals. The native values harmony within friendships and may enjoy connecting with like-minded people who share their appreciation for beauty and balance. They communicate effectively within groups and may be drawn to social causes related to art or harmony.

Venus in the 12th House: With Venus in the 12th, the 3rd-house Taurean energy takes on a more introspective, spiritual quality. The native may find joy in quiet communication, solitude, or reflective activities. They are drawn to spiritual or artistic pursuits and may express themselves most comfortably in private or serene settings.

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husband-steve-cortez · 2 years ago

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I was thinking thoughts about Noah hating his dad yesterday. Idk why, given that I have very different personal emotions for my dad, ones that would be very interesting to explore in how Andromeda is set up with Alec...yet I can't bring myself to do anything but "Ryder hates his fucking dad."

I guess because I can't stand Alec

#mostly Noah is so so so sooooo pissed that he has to run around doing this shit to learn about his father #after he is already dead #the man is fucking dead and he still has us chasing after him. Sending us on a fetch quest. Still judging us.#oc: Noah Ryder #that's how Noah's going to feel about it #every memory is just going to make him feel like Alec wasted the time they had together #putting this shit together instead of just talking to him #there's a lot of tropes going on in Alec's story that I think are fine and make sense and are kind of timeless #I think the concept of growing up and seeing your parent as more of a whole person is a poignant thing #it just drives me batty. The whole 'oh I wasn't there enough' father figure thing drives me batty #(because of my dad lmao so I'm not entirely unpersonal here)#and the whole recorded messages of his woe is me routine is going to get under Noah's skin more than anything #like Alec isn't *that* bad but it annoys me all the same. And annoying can sometimes be worse #I mean deadass entirely Noah is not handling Mom being alive well at all but even before that #especially because Alec *dies* for you I think it puts Noah in this awkward position of not wanting to feel this way #but feeling it anyway and feeling guilty which builds resentment too and bubbles over in a big way #anway...

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causalityparadoxes · 9 months ago

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My favourite thing from the new episodes is the lore they're building around Gods (or those from outside the universe) being able to interact with the 4th wall.

I cant quite remember but I think the Toymaker made a few nods to it? The Maestro absolutely did. They took the 4th wall and said hey babes! Pay attention to me ;) right now ;) LOOK AT ME

But the DOCTOR. Oh my god the DOCTOR Literally saying "I thought that was non-diagetic" The fact he can hear the shows backing music!!! (Does he just tune it out normally??) Absolutely insane concept i love it.

You could argue they alluded to this with the 12th Doctor playing the show's theme tune but to outright state it. My god where are they going with this i am obsessed

Similarly him winking to the camera at the end. Very reminicent of the 4th doctor skirting the same line.

But to have what were little silly allisions pointed out and clearly wrapped into the story? As a way of showing showing us WHO is godlike and WHO has connections to outside the universe? Again i am obsessed.

I'm guessing it will tie into their continued explorations of the Timeless Child. I am so excited to find out. I am so excited for more silly 4th wall breakers or perhaps one who makes it terrifying.

As a last, this also implies Mrs Flood is a God. Not surprising but interesting... I have absolutely no idea what to make of any of this.

#actually obsessed with the direction they are taking it #doctor who #dw spoilers #dw meta #dw speculation #the maestro #the doctor #15th doctor #devil's chord #series 14 #season 14

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kleopatra45 · 3 months ago

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Moon in the Signs of D9 Chart

Aries

"I want it all, and I want it now." Emotionally, you’re fiery, intense, and direct in the D9 chart. You approach relationships with boldness and expect your future spouse to keep up with your energy. You’re someone who thrives on excitement, challenges, and passion in marriage. When you feel emotionally fulfilled, you’re like a spark that lights up the room. However, you can also be impatient and impulsive, wanting your partner to meet your emotional needs immediately. Your future spouse is likely to be assertive, courageous, and someone who admires your enthusiasm. They’ll match your fire and keep the relationship exciting, though they may need to help balance your occasional outbursts. Together, you’ll learn that love is about balancing independence and unity.

Taurus

"Hold me, and never let go." Your emotions in the Navamsa chart are rooted in stability, sensuality, and comfort. You seek a future spouse who values commitment, loyalty, and a touch of luxury in life. In marriage, you’ll want to build a beautiful, serene home where both of you can thrive. Your love language revolves around the physical—cooking together, long hugs, or simply creating a life that feels abundant and grounded. Your spouse will likely have a calm and steady demeanor, someone who prioritizes consistency and harmony. However, they might need to work around your occasional stubbornness, as you can be resistant to change once you’re emotionally set in your ways. Together, your relationship will feel like a warm, unshakeable sanctuary.

Gemini

"Talk to me, connect with me, know me." Emotionally, you’re all about mental stimulation in the D9 chart. You need communication, laughter, and constant learning in your marriage. Your future spouse will be someone who enjoys endless conversations, sharing ideas, and exploring new things with you. They may be witty, versatile, and youthful in their approach to life, always keeping things interesting. However, you might struggle with emotional restlessness, as you’re always looking for the next big idea or experience. Your spouse will need to help you anchor those wandering thoughts into something meaningful. Together, you’ll form a bond that feels playful, curious, and ever-evolving.

Cancer

"Wrap me in your love and protect my heart." In the Navamsa, your emotions run deep, intuitive, and nostalgic. You need a partner who makes you feel emotionally secure and understood without needing to explain yourself. Your future spouse will likely have a nurturing or protective energy, someone who prioritizes family and emotional connection. In marriage, you’ll want to create a loving, warm space where you both can heal and grow. However, your moods can be intense, and you may cling to the past when feeling hurt. Your spouse will need to help you navigate your emotional waves, offering patience and comfort. Together, your bond will feel like a timeless love story, built on mutual care and devotion.

Leo

"Show me I’m your world, and I’ll make you mine." In the D9 chart, your emotions are grand, warm, and magnetic. You seek a future spouse who admires you wholeheartedly and isn’t afraid to express their love. You thrive on attention, loyalty, and affection, and you’ll return it tenfold when you feel adored. Your spouse will likely have a strong personality or a creative streak, someone who values self-expression and isn’t afraid to shine by your side. However, you may struggle with emotional pride, finding it hard to admit when you’re hurt or in need. Together, you’ll create a love that feels larger than life, built on mutual admiration, passion, and celebration of each other.

Virgo

"Love me in the little things, the quiet moments." Emotionally, you’re practical, analytical, and deeply caring in the Navamsa. You approach marriage as a partnership where love is shown through actions, not just words. You need a future spouse who pays attention to the details, someone who understands your desire for order and harmony. Your spouse is likely to be intelligent, hardworking, and supportive, someone who grounds you emotionally while appreciating your thoughtful nature. However, you can be overly critical of yourself or your partner, which might create unnecessary tension. Together, you’ll learn the beauty of imperfection and create a love that is calm, steady, and deeply fulfilling.

Libra

"Let’s create something beautiful together." In the D9 chart, your emotions are balanced, harmonious, and relationship-focused. You thrive on partnerships where both give and receive equally. Your future spouse will likely be charming, diplomatic, and someone who values fairness and aesthetic beauty. Together, you’ll strive to create a marriage that feels like a romantic dance, full of mutual respect and shared dreams. However, you might struggle with indecisiveness or suppressing your feelings to keep the peace. Your spouse will need to encourage open dialogue and help you feel safe expressing your true emotions. Together, your love will feel like a perfectly crafted masterpiece.

Scorpio

"I want your soul, not just your heart." Emotionally, you’re intense, transformative, and deeply connected in the Navamsa. Marriage, for you, is about profound emotional intimacy and growth. Your future spouse will be someone who isn’t afraid of your depth and can handle your emotional storms. They’re likely to be passionate, loyal, and someone who understands the importance of emotional vulnerability. However, you may wrestle with trust issues or fear of betrayal, which can lead to emotional intensity. Together, your love will be magnetic, transformative, and a journey of discovering the hidden depths of each other’s souls.

Sagittarius

"Love is freedom, adventure, and endless discovery." In the Navamsa, your emotions are adventurous, optimistic, and philosophical. You need a future spouse who shares your love for growth, exploration, and big ideas. They’ll likely be someone who values freedom within the relationship, someone who’s as eager as you to explore life’s mysteries. In marriage, you’ll bond over shared adventures and deep conversations about life, but you might struggle with restlessness or a fear of being tied down. Your spouse will need to ground you while still encouraging your free spirit. Together, your love will feel like an exhilarating journey into the unknown.

Capricorn

"Love is built brick by brick." Emotionally, you’re serious, reserved, and goal-oriented in the Navamsa. You seek a future spouse who values responsibility, ambition, and long-term commitment. They’re likely to be someone who shares your drive for stability and success, helping you build a life that feels secure and accomplished. While you may struggle with expressing vulnerability, your spouse will help you open up emotionally over time. Together, you’ll create a partnership that feels unshakable, where love grows stronger with every challenge you face.

Aquarius

"Love me for my mind and my dreams." Emotionally, you’re unconventional, visionary, and a bit detached in the Navamsa. You crave a relationship that feels unique, where you and your future spouse can explore ideas and change the world together. Your spouse will likely be open-minded, progressive, and someone who values intellectual connection. While you may struggle with emotional intimacy at times, your spouse will help you embrace your feelings while respecting your need for freedom. Together, your love will feel like a partnership of equals, focused on growth and shared ideals.

Pisces

"Let’s lose ourselves in love." Emotionally, you’re dreamy, compassionate, and deeply sensitive in the D9 chart. You seek a future spouse who understands your emotional depth and shares your romantic, almost otherworldly vision of love. They’re likely to be someone intuitive, gentle, and deeply connected to their inner world. In marriage, you’ll create a spiritual bond that feels transcendent, but you may struggle with emotional boundaries or feeling overwhelmed. Your spouse will need to help you stay grounded while cherishing your beautiful imagination. Together, your love will feel like a timeless fairytale.

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treasureyourfire · 2 months ago

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~ Where is my Soulmate? ~

Welcome Souls~

I am sending my new pick a pile reading for you.~

We often have to travel a long way to find our eternal, romantic soulmate/divine partner. The road leads through struggles, wounds, lessons and healing. We think about where they are, what they do, what their life is like, when we finally find eachother...

I think, "when" is malleable. The decisions we make, how we shape our lives and ourselves can influence it, and perhaps that's more important where we go with our own growth until we meet them. That's why I didn't get into that in the readings.

Choose the image(s) that attracts you the most. Accept from the messages what you can identify with, and let go of the rest~

Illustrations belongs to Jumo.Art (Facebook, Instagram, Etsy)

Reminder:

* These are not gender-specific readings, I use They/Them pronouns. * These are collective, timeless readings for entertaintment. * I am not a professional reader and readings that I do are a part of my learning process. * The tarot can provide guidance, but you manage your own life according to your free will. Feel free to keep what resonates, and let go of what doesn’t.~ * (English is not my mother language, sorry for the mistakes.)

To what extent are You ready to receive your soulmate? Four of Pentacles, Page of Wands, Sun, Four of Cups, Hierophant

Dear Soul! In this period of your life, you are/have been striving for security, balance, and stability. You plan for the long term, for durability. You focus on building your foundations: it can be your home, your financial situation or your physical body, your health. You are an honest, straightforward person, but cautious. In the past period, you may have closed yourself off a bit to protect everything that is important to you and that you fought for. Maybe you just settled somewhere. You cling to a secure foundation both on the earthly and spiritual planes. At first, under the surface, which may seem stoic and serious, lives a dreamy, enthusiastic, artistic soul with a rich world of emotions. You are ready to use your creativity to develop and enrich yourself with new experiences. Recently, you are starting to open up to the world and come out of your shell. You want to shine like the Sun, enjoy life obliviously, fulfill yourself in it, get the most out of yourself. I feel that your circumstances give you the opportunity to do so. Despite this, you still have moments of skepticism when you feel uncertain. Sometimes you still think about things that didn't go according to your plans. Your experiences and relationships so far have not satisfied your desires and needs, and you cannot really believe that something better than what you experienced in the past can awaits you. However, something that is pure, a sincere gift may appear to you, you just have to break down the barriers built around you and learn to trust again, to believe that the universe -or what you believe in- supports you and encourages you to look at the bigger picture. You are dedicated, you strive to create lasting values in your relationships as well. You would like to share your long-term goals and desires with the right partner to whom you would commit yourself for life. You are looking for a spiritual unity/bond that is solid, where you receive emotional security, mutual trust, intimacy, in which you support and inspire each other, and you can develop together, solving difficulties together.

To what extent are They ready to receive you? Ten of Cups, Eight of Pentacles

Fully! I smile and it fills me with joy when I look at your soulmate’s cards. They are full of love and enthusiasm, they long for a family, a happy home full of laughter and abundance, with you. They think of you as a team, in which they would support you in everything as an equal partner. Maybe lately they have been a little more immersed in their work or other personal projects, but if you find each other, they'll be just as dedicated to your relationship. Maybe they will feel that they have to work for your trust, but they don't mind. They have persistent, hardworking personality. Thoughtful, patient, humble, attentive to details, not intrusive. They will pay attention to you, your signals and what you need. Maybe they will shower you with gifts (if this is what you want), if they see that you like this way of expressing their emotions to you. Maybe they also have an artistic vein, like to create with their hands, and will surprise you with they self-made works. I sense that your soulmate is eager to welcome you into their life, but at the same time they are trying to wait patiently until you are ready to come to them of your own free will.

What symbols and signs will indicate to you that your soulmate is nearby? Knight of Cups

Helmet - It may sounds funny, but I mean a kind of Gallic helmet what the characters wearing in the Asterix stories. Wings (can even be a car emblem) Horse - winged pegasus or earth horse, may be in color white Silver and Blue colors could also dominate. Fish (including goldfish, koi), scales, scaly pattern, wave pattern, Japanese-style waves, which can often be seen in tattoos

When I saw the card, I felt as if my lungs were filled with fresh air. A clean, soothing feeling. I was relieved. Or as if a sip of cool, fresh, clean water had washed my throat. Maybe you will experience similar feelings when you meet them.

Where and under what circumstances will you meet? King of Swords, Tower, Three of Pentacles, Page of Swords

A situation where you need knowledge, wisdom, good judgment, clarity, rationality, good communication skills, clear communication, maybe leadership or organizational skills (you two don't necessarily have to be in a leadership role, but a person of this role can be present). Perhaps in circumstance where there is a sudden change, an unexpected task arises. It maybe include a light tower, but this is a bit special, of course this cannot apply to everyone, the image just flashed in front of me. Planning, re-planning/building (because of the Tower card), learning, discussion, consultation, teamwork, team building. Maybe, possible misunderstandings and doubts should be clarified, the fog should be dispelled with an objective view. Honest, open communication will be required.

Advice: What to focus your energy on in other areas of your life until you meet: Moon, Ace of Cups

Let yourself sink into the depths. The Moon gently asks you to examine your fears in the darkness surrounding you. It invites you to turn inward, do introspection and self-research. All feelings, traumas, ideas, picked-up or learned patterns that intimidate, unsettle and hold you back are hidden in this subconscious depth. Examine what is preventing you from welcoming love (back) into your life, be it romantic or of any kind. By uncovering these barriers in yourself, renewal and healing can begin, and you can open up again to the love that awaits you from both yourself, from the outside world, from your future soulmate. In the quiet retreat, you can prepare yourself for development, for moving on, rebuild your faith in a better future and fill your own cup before coming to the surface again.

To what extent are You ready to receive your soulmate? Reversed Six of Swords, Seven of Cups, Two of Swords, Temperance, The Fool

Dear Soul! You had to get yourself out of a difficult situation. You had a strong resistance to moving on. You may have been haunted by excessive caution, overburden, mistrust (even paranoia) in the past period. You lived in fear, and this internal struggle hindered your progress and development. There was confusion in you and around you. You were unsure of your possibilities, you couldn't determine what your true calling was, what would take you forward, what you could trust, and what was false or (self-)delusional. Maybe it only applies to a small percentage of you who chose the second picture, but maybe someone clouded your clarity with illusions and took away your confidence, maybe gaslighted you. You were confused and waiting for someone or something to rescue you from your hopelessness. You had to make a difficult decision. You needed to exclude all kinds of illusions and external influences, to silence the chaos and your fears in your thoughts in order to find your inner voice. You wanted to finally see clearly and continue your life more consciously. Over time, you overcame your difficulties, the hoped-for enlightenment arrived, you managed to make the decision and move on. The Sun is rising on the horizon for you, an ascension is coming in your life. You are relieved, you are on the road to recovery. Your outer and inner worlds are beginning to harmonize. After a thorough self-examination, you now see yourself more objectively and manage your emotions more consciously. In your bundle you carry your experiences and lessons with you, but you have left the past behind you, you do not let it continue to chain you down. The most important thing is that you are finally free. I wish that the new beginning fills your heart with hope and confidence, and that the knowledge of that you were able to overcome the difficulties gives you the strength to embark on the next, much happier phase of your life that awaits you.

To what extent are They ready to receive you? Four of Swords, Queen of Wands

It seems that your divine partner is resting after a difficult period too, consider things while they are healing (or just recently the healing phase is coming to an end for them). For them, the primary goal during this period is to regenerate and recharge their batteries. They must regain their strength and their love of life. First, they must warm up their own soul, so later, when your paths cross they can invigorate you with their pleasurable personality, and after that, as your relationship deepens, they can embrace you with their caring, devoted warmth. They need to gather courage and fix their self-confidence so that they can see the future more optimistically. It is necessary for them to turn inward now, they must process and understand their own emotions and what happened to them, so that later they can trust their intuition again, which will lead them to you.

What symbols and signs will indicate to you that your soulmate is nearby? King of Swords, Seven of Pentacles, Three of Pentacles

Sword, dagger Butterfly Crown Frog Flying bird(s) Pentagram, star a Ring (jewelry) what you maybe find in an unusual place or one that has one of the listed symbols on it Crescent moon Reaping hook Bunch of grapes Flowers for decoration/ornament/sticker, bouquet the color Blue can play a role

Where and under what circumstances will you meet? Ace of Cups

It seems like a place close to nature, near water, maybe next to a lake, where water lilies float on the water, or in a park, maybe by a fountain (perhaps with coins in it), in company of birds, where you can feed them. A sound of a small bell. I don't know where the jingle came from, but it has a nice, cheerful sound. Maybe you'll hear a similar sound when you meet eachother. You will meet at a time when you are both ready to accept new emotions, a new relationship, when you have reached the appropriate phase of self-care, practicing self-love, when you can give because you have taken care of filling your own cups.

Advice: What to focus your energy on in other areas of your life until you meet: Nine of Cups, Ace of Swords, Reversed Six of Cups, Strength

Take care of yourself, celebrate! Enjoy what you have achieved, reward yourself! Take advantage of the clearing of your thoughts. Let the new ideas and inspirations take you away. You can start to opening up to new communications, new acquaintances and opportunities. Sometimes you may even be filled with nostalgic feelings, which make you play with the idea: "Everything was good in the beginning." "Everything could be like that again." Please don't turn back! Avoid people with energy/vibe that reminds you of the old ones. Stay aware, leave the past in the past, don't nurture old things, ideas, relationships that you have already outgrown for your own benefit, that no longer serve you, they only drain your energy from your present and your future. Try to transform your experience into your strength. Nurture the inner strength to move forward, turn to yourself and your shadows with patience and understanding. Maybe you need to heal your inner child/teen, give yourself the care and love you need and desire. You have endless opportunities to grow and develop, you have the resources you need for further healing, and to tame and silence those shadow creatures that would encourage you to repeat old patterns. Hang in there for yourself, for your recovery.

To what extent are you ready to receive your soulmate? Queen of Wands, Reversed Hierophant, Ten of Cups, Reversed Eight of Wands, Reversed Moon

Dear Soul!

You are full of fire and passion. Confident, creative, intense, emotional, warm-hearted, devoted. You are aware of your values and you are looking for the king/queen in whom you can find an equal partner, who is strong enough to walk beside you, with whom you can create your own empire, like proud lions.

You long to experience all forms and heights of happiness, as well as the feeling of completeness and fulfillment, with a true, supportive partner.

You want this in such a form that you can keep your personal freedom and independence. You don't necessarily desire the bond of marriage in order to meet expected traditions and/or social expectations on paper. Perhaps you have already had a bad experience in the past, disappointment, breakup, divorce, a relationship that did not satisfy you spiritually and emotionally, where your soul could not soar.

Yet you would give your whole heart if you could find your soulmate, the ally with whom you could finally establish a home and live your life in abundance and overflowing love.

Yet there is something that holds you back, paralyzes you. There is an inner tension in you because you want to move forward, but you can't. Things around you are not going the way you want them to. Something always gets in the way, breaks your momentum, your sense of purpose. Whether there are obstacles in the physical world or internal obstacles that do not allow you to continue on the path to your soulmate, they also prevent you from fully opening up and becoming receptive to this attachment.

The voices of anxiety, fear, and uncertainty suppress your own inner voice, which would show you the way to your truer life. To unlock and release this inner barrier, you must turn inward, dive into the darkness, find the source of your fears, and examine it to see clearly. Just observe them in silence, if you let go of the struggle against them, accept their presence, the light of enlightenment may even reach you sooner. Maybe you need a quiet, meditative retreat to find your inner compass, the light of the Moon that illuminates the path you can follow.

To what extent are They ready to receive you? Eight of Cups, Reversed King of Wands, Reversed Three of Wands, Reversed Nine of Pentacles

Meanwhile, your soulmate also tries to move on with difficult feelings and to leave their past, everything that no longer serves them. A period ended for them, and they set out on a new path towards the unknown. There are several challenges ahead of them that they must overcome to reach the top of the mountain, but despite their doubts, a small inner flame drives them on.

For me, the Reversed King of Wands usually does not reveal excessive aggression, but rather a lack of self-confidence, battered confidence. I sense a restless energy from them, like from you.

They obsessively wants to accomplish, or stubbornly sticks to an idea, maybe that’s why they don't listen to their intuition. Maybe that's why it's hard for them to adapt to their changed circumstances.

A new world opened up to them, but they not very optimistic about it. They doubt and hesitate, even though they have all the potential to take control of their life, they just need to rediscover that ability and determination within themself. They really need commitment now to start over. They need to examine their options with foresight, carefully plan their journey and prepare for it before making further decisions. They should not make decisions out of haste or thoughtlessness, and they maybe unwilling, but have to accept the intentions of others to help.

They strives for financial independence and longs for abundance so that they can give the best to their loved ones. They want a stable life where they don't depend on anyone and can enjoy the fruits of their hard work.

What symbols and signs will indicate to you that your soulmate is nearby? Page of Pentacles, Reversed Four of Cups

Pentagram, star

A specific Coin or Jewelry (maybe with one of the listed symbols on it)

Object of longing/admiration - what you get for yourself, or you find something you've been looking for, something you wanted to deal with, something you wanted to know more about, something you admire

Palm tree – (Eggsecutor jumped in my mind, maybe you or them are in the Pokemon fandom but not necessarily)

Unexpected gift/opportunity - You will find a new opportunity/offer that will shake you out of your dullness

Where and under what circumstances will you meet? Reversed Eight of Pentacles

I feel like there is a forced break in this situation. Restrictive circumstances or financial difficulties may play a role in work or study.

Like:

Job interview, job searching, go to employment office, work break, any kind of break in education, forced leave, slow administration/work, long line, long waiting, enrolling in a course, suspended/cancelled/missed/postponed event/course/workshop, unfinished business.

Advice: What to focus your energy on in other areas of your life until you meet: Knight of Wands, Reversed Five of Wands, Reversed Queen of Pentacles

You probably would not like to hear this, but; Patience, dear Soul. You really want this person who can make a difference in your life. You are bubbling with action, you are thirsty for new, exciting experiences, but in order to move away from the dead end, you need to channel your energies into a healthy channel. "Great excitement can also result in a stressful situation that prevents a well-considered decision and correct action." If you get carried away by the intensity, you can get involved in conflicts that don't move you forward, they just eat up your vitality. You need patience, persistence and sanity. It's worth avoiding or not taking stressful situations too seriously, rather use the power of your inner fire to overcome your own internal battles to get closer to what you really want to create. During this period, it is important to sort out restless energies to avoid burnout. Ground yourself, let the flames subside, rest for a while, seek stability. It’s important to take care of your health. Take care of yourself, you need the right physical and mental nourishment to find your center. Think about what foods and nutrients you take in, pay attention to your body's signals. Try meditative activities/techniques that you like, seek contact with nature, be it a walk in the park or time spent with animals, do creative activities, anything what you feel that helps you to relax.

The reading is permeated by the energy of the number 888. A phase of both of your lives is coming to an end so that something much better can begin for you. Abundance and harmony is headed your way, just keep going. You have to prepare and go through some trials, but if you are committed and open to transformation, you will definitely get closer and closer to your desired goals and to each other.

#pick a pile #pick a card #pick a picture #pick a card reading #mine #tarot #tarot reading #tarot card reading #tarotblr #tarot journal #soulmate #divine partner #pac #pac tarot #pac reading

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In 2005, the tellingly named studio After Stone wall Productions released a film titled Dangerous Living: Coming Out in the Developing World. Featuring interviews with various LGBT activists from different countries outside the West, spliced up and lumped together haphazardly, the film delivers the following overarching messages: that it is not safe to be queer in the "developing world," that what queer spaces do exist in the "developing world" are to be found in certain metropolises: Cairo, Kuala Lumpur, Calcutta, Rio de Janeiro—and that these sites trace their genealogy to the Stonewall riots. Furthermore, according to the film, queerness/gayness and sometimes transness (when it is acknowledged) were invented in the West. Epistemic breaking points such as the Stone wall riots and canonized locales such as San Francisco and Greenwich Village are the originating points of this innovation against the backdrop of a timeless, pervasive heterosexism. This cosmopolitan gayness/queerness then "spreads" from the metropole to the periphery, forming a web from city to city This coincides with Jack Halberstam's (excruciatingly white) analysis in his book In a Queer Time and Place: the idea of "metronorma tivity" that "the rural is made to function as a closet for urban sexualities in most accounts of rural queer migration" and that "the metronormative narrative maps a story of migration onto the coming-out narrative" (2005, 36-37). We can extend Halberstam's analysis further and see the ways that the closet/rural/(post)colony as well as out/urban/metropole get col lapsed onto each other—the queer is always pulled closer to the heart of capital.

The overarching savior narrative occurs towards the end of the film, when each interviewee, in clips spliced together, tells his or her story of emigrating to the West. After a particularly heart-wrenching story of Ashraf Zanati's departure from Egypt, the narrator comments that "Ashraf Zanati left Egypt. Ashraf had become part of a planetary minority." Although the film purports to care about the status of queers in the "developing world," it actually forms a wounded attachment that fetishizes displacement and bifurcates the queer from his or her society. This narration of non-Western countries as inherently unsafe for queer subjects produces the very displacement it describes, in a manner similar to the ways nine teenthcentury colonial archaeology laid the foundations for Zionism and the dispossession of Arab Jews. Writing about the European "discovery" and destruction of the Cairo Geniza—a building that had housed pieces of paper documenting centuries of jewish Egyptian history—Shohat (2006) shows us that the discursive/ archival dislocation of Egyptian Jews by the forces of European/Ashkenazi colonialism anticipated the later dislocation of Egyptian Jews. This dislocation would form part of the backbone of Zionist historiography's production of a "morbidly selective 'tracing the dots' from pogrom to pogrom." The fetishization of queer displacement, as projected by Dangerous Living, performs a similar historical flip to the one Shohat documents: "If at the time of the 'Geniza discovery' Egyptian Jews were still seen as part of the colonized Arab world, with the partition of Palestine, Arab-Jews, in a historical shift, suddenly became simply 'Jews'" (Shohat 2006, 205). Through various colonial practices, there was a discursive bifurcation between the "Arab" and the "Jew"; in the case of case of Dangerous Living there is a similar bifurcation between the "Egyptian" and the "Queer."

Papantonopoulou, Saffo. “‘Even a Freak Like You Would Be Safe in Tel Aviv’: Transgender Subjects, Wounded Attachments, and the Zionist Economy of Gratitude.” Women’s Studies Quarterly, vol. 42, no. 1/2, 2014, pp. 278–93. JSTOR, http://www.jstor.org/stable/24364930. Accessed 11 Nov. 2024.

#homonationalism #zionism

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honeytonedhottie · 5 months ago

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cultivating a high maintenance lifestyle⋆.ೃ࿔*:･👛🐩

INVEST IN YOURSELF ;

the definition of investment is an act of devoting time, effort, or energy to a particular undertaking with the expectation of a worthwhile result. some ways that u can invest in urself include ->

♡ making sure that u sleep on time -> and wake up early

♡ investing time into ur education and taking advantage of resources

♡ paying for courses or classes on things that you're passionate about in order to gain more knowledge

BE MORE SELECTIVE ;

take a look at the people that u surround urself with. are they making efforts to better themselves and their futures? are they good people? make sure that u surround urself with people that u can learn from and people that u wanna be like.

if no one has told you this, you are allowed to be picky and selective with who u choose to invite into your life and your circle. its YOUR life so use ur good judgement to make decisions about who you want to be present for your life, and who u want to have access to ur energy and ur time and you in general.

QUALITY OVER QUANTITY ;

invest in quality clothes because quality is better than quantity. that way u can build a wardrobe thats timeless and that u can continuously wear, as opposed to having a lot of clothes that are cheap and fall apart when u put them to wash. things to take note of when shopping for quality clothes are ->

♡ the material/texture

♡ the brand

ask yourself before u buy something, how many ways can i wear this piece? you should be able to style the piece in multiple different ways unless it's a statement piece. and even then. actually visualize urself wearing it and how you would wear it before u commit to it and actually purchase it…💬🎀

DO THINGS BY YOURSELF ;

take yourself out on dates! coffee shop dates, take yourself shopping, book appointments at the spa/salon, read good books, learn to cook your favorite dishes. ROMANTICIZE ur life and learn to appreciate spending time with yourself. literally become ur own favorite person. treat urself to nice things on a daily basis. it doesn't even have to break the bank. some nice things that u can do for urself on a daily basis include ->

♡ making your favorite breakfast food and treating urself to breakfast in bed

♡ buy yourself your favorite bouquet of flowers

♡ buy yourself some nice lingerie

♡ book weekends at a nice spa

ITS ALL IN THE DETAILS ;

♡ groomed, manicured nails (FRENCH TIPS)

♡ silk and satin robes

♡ fresh flowers and bouquets weekly

♡ form fitting dresses

CULTIVATE YOUR TASTE ;

go to restaurants and cultivate ur tastebuds. try new foods. go to art gallery's and try to educate urself on various forms of art to just enrich yourself. read LOTS of books. literally anything u can do to make urself more refined DO IT.

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starsandsuch · 1 month ago

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Who’s crushing on you 👀💘🏹🧸💕

Who’s crushing on you 😬timeless + channeled messages

Pile 1:

A nerdy sort of person who is quiet and shy. They have a vivid inner dialogue but stoic demeanor. Witty and likes banter. Could like banter with you or wants to banter w you. I see they want to give you something but are overthinking and nervous a doing it. Like a piece of jewelry or flowers.

Key details:

Tall & skinny

Blond

Sidereal Scorpio

Mercury dominant

Fluffy gown, like a wedding dress

Striped shirts

Pile 2:

Right away I get that they’re funny. Like they know exactly how to make you laugh. It’s so effortless for them. The crush can be mutual 🥸 or there’s some friends to lovers type beat going on. I see them being popular, knowing a lot of people. They can smile a lot.

Key details:

Jaguar

Football shoulder pads

Non binary

Chips & guac

Big hugs

4343

Pile 3:

This person is a romantic forsure. They seem smooth and charismatic. They always know what to say, when to say it , how to say it , and who to say it to. Calculated masterminds. Not in a manipulative way, they just know social strategy well. It gives Chuck Bass vibes. 😂 no but they are so intently focused on you, studying you. Calculating their next move to you.

What I’m seeing is that you come up top of their mind, when it comes to ppl they’re attracted too. Like everyone else is just ehh , cute , whatever. But when it comes to you they perk up mad hard like a dog 😳😬😭. They disguise this crush well, you have a feeling they have this crush but it’s not for certain to you. But to them you’re a 5 star chick ⭐️

Key details

Romeo

Burgundy

Smirk

Sly

Playground

Not invited

Pile 4:

I see a woman crushing on you. Someone who has a husky / bulky build. You likely don’t know them at all or see them only in passing. This could be a lgbtq pile. No matter the gender they are kind, polite. Like looking out for people. They have protective vibes, looks like a teddy bear. I see them liking you but not acting on the crush or feeling like ur out of their league.

Key details:

Charity

Fish

Glasses

Ramona

East coast

Cafeteria

Snow

Abbot elementary

#future spouse #pac #astro observations #pick a card #pick a pile #starsandsuch

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bixels · 1 year ago

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Portal 2 is still the perfect game to me. I hyperfixated on it like crazy in middle school. Would sing Want You Gone out loud cuz I had ADHD and no social awareness. Would make fan animations and pixel art. Would explain the ending spoilers and fan theories to anyone who'd listen. Would keep up with DeviantArt posts of the cores as humans. Would find and play community-made maps (Gelocity is insanely fun).

I still can't believe this game came out 12 years ago and it looks like THIS.

Like Mirror's Edge, the timeless art style and economic yet atmospheric lighting means this game will never age. The decision not to include any visible humans (ideas of Doug Rattmann showing up or a human co-op partner were cut) is doing so much legroom too. And the idea to use geometric tileset-like level designs is so smart! I sincerely believe that, by design, no game with a "realistic art style" has looked better than Portal 2.

Do you guys remember when Nvidia released Portal with RTX at it looked like dogshit? Just the most airbrushed crap I've ever seen; completely erased the cold, dry, clinical feel of Aperture.

So many breathtakingly pit-in-your-stomach moments I still think about too. And it's such a unique feeling; I'd describe at as... architectural existentialism? Experiencing the sublime under the shadow of manmade structures (Look up Giovanni Battista Piranesi's art if you're curious)? That scene where you're running from GLaDOS with Wheatley on a catwalk over a bottomless pit and––out of rage and desperation––GLaDOS silently begins tearing her facility apart and Wheatley cries 'She's bringing the whole place down!' and ENORMOUS apartment building-sized blocks begin groaning towards you on suspended rails and cement pillars crumble and sparks fly and the metal catwalk strains and bends and snaps under your feet. And when you finally make it to the safety of a work lift, you look back and watch the facility close its jaws behind you as it screams.

Or the horror of knowing you're already miles underground, and then Wheatley smashes you down an elevator shaft and you realize it goes deeper. That there's a hell under hell, and it's much, much older.

Or how about the moment when you finally claw your way out of Old Aperture, reaching the peak of this underground mountain, only to look up and discover an endless stone ceiling built above you. There's a service door connected to some stairs ahead, but surrounding you is this array of giant, building-sized springs that hold the entire facility up. They stretch on into the fog. You keep climbing.

I love that the facility itself is treated like an android zooid too, a colony of nano-machines and service cores and sentient panel arms and security cameras and more. And now, after thousands of years of neglect, the facility is festering with decomposition and microbes; deer, raccoons, birds. There are ghosts too. You're never alone, even when it's quiet. I wonder what you'd hear if you put your ear up against a test chamber's walls and listened. (I say that all contemplatively, but that's literally an easter egg in the game. You hear a voice.)

Also, a reminder that GLaDOS and Chell are not related and their relationship is meant to be psychosexual. There was a cut bit where GLaDOS would role-play as Chell's jealous housewife and accuse her of seeing other cores in between chambers. And their shared struggle for freedom and control? GLaDOS realizing, after remembering her past life, that she's become the abuser and deciding that she has the power to stop? That even if she can't be free, she can let Chell go because she hates her. And she loves her. Most people interpret GLaDOS "deleting Caroline in her brain" as an ominous sign, that she's forgetting her human roots and becoming "fully robot." But to me, it's a sign of hope for GLaDOS. She's relieving herself of the baggage that has defined her very existence, she's letting Caroline finally rest, and she's allowing herself to grow beyond what Cave and Aperture and the scientists defined her to be. The fact that GLaDOS still lets you go after deleting Caroline proves this. She doesn't double-back or change her mind like Wheatley did, she sticks to her word because she knows who she is. No one and nothing can influence her because she's in control. GLaDOS proves she's capable of empathy and mercy and change, human or not.

That's my retrospective, I love this game to bits. I wish I could experience it for the first time again.

#ramblings #long post #not art #personal #also i know “did glados actually delete caroline” is debated cuz the credits song disputes this #but i like to think she did #it's not sad. caroline died a long time ago #it's a goodbye

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moonpascaltoo · 5 months ago

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james potter

MASTERLIST • THE MARAUDERS • 11/29/24

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james potter one

𑣲 in another life part 2 I @astonishment

In another life, you and Pietro would have happily spent the rest of your years together. In this life, he died right in front of you. Adjusting to your new world and mourning his loss wouldn't be so hard if it weren't for James Potter; the funny, charming, caring, annoyingly persistent man that looks just like the love you lost.

𑣲 love letters I @amiableness

Y/n starts receiving love letters, and James doesn't handle it well, leading to him writing his own.

𑣲 dad!james universe I @/amiableness

𑣲 kiss and makeup up I @/amiableness

James ruins reader’s date and attempts to make it better.

𑣲 speak up I @mischievousmoony

reader talks very quickly and quietly and often is told that she needs to speak up.

𑣲 haywire holiday I @/mischievousmoony

you have trouble sleeping when you unexpectedly have to share a bed with james on your holiday

𑣲 building blocks I @/mischievousmoony

𑣲 i know you I @/mischievousmoony

𑣲 new romantics I @pretty-little-mind33

When your "friends" play a dangerously stupid prank on you, James is the last person you'd think would help you.

𑣲 afterglow I @/pretty-little-mind33

James is threatened by how good you are at Quidditch which means he hates you. And what emotion is closer to hate than love?

𑣲 timeless part 2 I @/pretty-little-mind33

James wants to take you out to one of his families' fancy parties. However, he underestimates how cruel people can be when someone is different.

𑣲 enchanted I @/pretty-little-mind33

Three weeks after his devastating break up with Lily, James wanted Remus and Sirius to bring him to a muggle bar in central London.

𑣲 beautiful I @sun-kissy

𑣲 in another life I @/sun-kissy

𑣲 sunlight I @/sun-kissy

james is your best friend, and you tell him you love him as more than that

𑣲 request I @ellecdc

𑣲 he shoots and he scores I @/ellecdc

𑣲 bsf!james I @ddejavvu

𑣲 good luck charm I @/ddejavvu

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𑣲 request I @/ddejavvu

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𑣲 vampire!james I @/moonstruckme

𑣲 short scenario I @curseofaphrodite

where you, the Hogwarts Newsletter editor, wrote a less-than-praising piece about Gryffindors losing the recent match.

𑣲 lifeguard!james I @g1rld1ary

𑣲 don’t want you like a best friend I @moonlightspencie

James is nervous about his inexperience with girls. Luckily he has a best friend who's more than willing to help.

𑣲 do it for me I @morwap

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𑣲 from now on I @rainydayathogwarts

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James finds himself head over heels when he sees you defending a first year student.

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𑣲 not saying i love you prank I @iamgonnagetyouback

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𑣲 animangus!reader I @/iamgonnagetyouback

who he picks up thinking as stray and lets in on a secret

𑣲 genuine I @kquil

your boyfriend finally takes a role who has a romantic interest but his expression is hardly convincing; only you can get a genuine reaction from him

𑣲 did i mention? I @hemmingsleclerc

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🌟Blessings Rolling In throughout 2025 ♦︎ Timeless Pick A Card

Labyrinthia: When a government begins to falter, its people descend to pitiful depths… Perhaps this is what the fall of a nation looks like from ground level.

Clarissa: They’re as much victim as anyone else… Victims of the twisted chaos in this kingdom…

— conversation after defeating a band of bandits at Fallen Fowl Swamp; Wild Arms XF

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The whole world right now, apparently, is going through a massive Dark Nights of the Soul. It is apocalyptic for a lot of people…but… It is ideal. The Apocalypse essentially denotes the end times for the ruling class ha ha and indicates a new era of liberation for Mankind. Well, in reality it's a bit more complicated than that...but let this perspective suffice for the time being. Normal peeps shouldn’t fear the end times, but uhm, not—not saying this with a religious spirit🙃

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Charlton: Force can destroy a nation, but it doesn’t make building one any easier, much less maintaining order once it’s built.

Rupert: Is that so?

Charlton: It is the ability of the princess mediums to connect with the Guardians that keeps Elesius stable and strong. The very existence of that power sends an unmistakable message to the people about who is the ruler, and who is being ruled. Clear stratification based on one’s inherited gifts is a tradition that has preserved Elesius since the time of our forefathers.

Edna: But now that system is breaking down.

— conversation about the importance of princess mediums (pssst High Priestesses) of the Kingdom of Elesius; Wild Arms XF

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An Apocalypse is happening for the ruling class, but unfortunately—and hopefully soon enough you understand this—such a destruction is just the very thing they want to happen; all so they can build anew upon the ashes of the deconstructed establishment. In reality, it’s an ugly Hyper Game of which rules most peeps can’t even begin to comprehend.

But then…if the normal peeps are losing either way, what’s the Game Plan? Is there even one? There is something you can try to comprehend for the time being: to make apolitical of every decision you make in this world.

The problem with Gen Z (Sagittarius Pluto generation, which is 9th House aenergy, which is the House of Philosophical Foundations for Politics) and every other wokist from every generation, is that you make politic of every single thing that you do or think. You think it's the right thing to be this much politically awake in today's world, but with most people's level of exposure (or lack thereof) to real truths of Mankind's history... this is actually how you become a most effective generative pawn to the ruling class.

What if the most effective way to ‘dissolve the Matrix’ is to ignore its social engineering? ha ha

This year, what if you chose to live fully in your own Zero Point Awareness? From a plane of consciousness that feels most natural to you, when you're most in your element, true heartfelt Creation begins. Before you can save somebody else, you gotta make sure your bed is comfy and all the time tidy. Let the blessings roll up like tidal waves to pamper you this year, babe. You've survived too much all on your own~♦︎

This year, it's about YOU~\`★_★`/ Commence the personal miracle~!!

mind barricade: Apocalyptic Survivor Subliminal by DrVirtual7

evolution: Your Consciousness Can CHANGE Your Genetics by Dr Bruce Lipton

deck-bottom: I The Magician, Silver Astrologer (John Dee), Priestess of Success

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Pile 1 – Prosperity Abound, Beauty All Around

field: ★Green Aventurine Frequency★(Luck, Money, Wealth, Joy, Good Fortune, Abundance) by Quadible Integrity

direction of sounds – V The Hierophant

First of all, do you have a strong Saturnian/Capricorn placement? Or maybe you’re right in the middle of a Saturn Return period upon reading this? Or, it could be that you’re freshly out of a heartbreaking, bone breaking Saturn Return moment that almost killed you! Yeah, whichever the case, with The Hierophant being here, and it being a major arcana, know that whatever hardship is or has transpired in your Life was sorta…designed that way to strengthen the foundation of your incarnation this time.

It's because you have a massive, very important mission with your incarnation—what with having two major arcana back-to-back. You, are, intended to be very powerful and abundant in this lifetime. Some of you reading this are probably on your way to becoming some kind of a public figure. It could be anything, really. Influencer or thought leader or celebrity of some sort. You’ve known it since you were a wee kid that you were meant for something much, much, much bigger than the mundane Reality you were born into~♪

And when you consider that, maybe, just maybe, your path was that much harder, that much more restricted, because the Universe needed to test your innate goodness—whether or not you’d fall victim to the world’s greed and evil whatsoever. But you being YOU~ My gosh, you proved yourself, didn’t you? That in spite of everything, you’ve remained pure of heart and intent. I see you’ve devoted so much of yourself to the service of Love and Light. You know you were put here to make the world a better place with whatever natural talents you were bestowed with~ \`★_★`/

lights of intent – III The Empress

And so, what’s next? What’s in store this year for all of you powerful Souls in the world? If you’ve been around, maybe you’ve heard or read other readers say: ‘You’ve shifted paradigm!’ Or something along the lines of: ‘You’ve jumped timelines!’ Yes, all of this is very much true for you! I get this feeling that you may have felt ‘different’ in the sense that your manifestations are trickling in more effortlessly. The way that you work; the way that you walk; the way that you engage in your day-to-day tasks; even the way that you breathe and how your body feels…somehow everything is more aligned, effortless, and you feel safe.

You have manifested a world of your own design, babe~ All this time, all these painful years, you were building a world of your own ideal, brick by brick, with what little guidance you heard from your Higher Self and team of Spirit Guides. Within your Team and Crew are your Cosmic Ancestors who are making sure that none of that devotion goes to waste. You have to have your abundance and happy ending lest it beats the purpose of you being born. Got it~? Where your abundance and financial security are concerned, this quote sums it best for you this year:

‘I know why most people never get rich. They put the money ahead of the job. If you just think of the job, the money will automatically follow. This never fails.’ – Hedy La Marr

Your greatest blessing this year, if we could sum it up with this major arcana, is the freedom to engage in whatever creative pursuit is aligned with your Highest Intended Destiny. With The Hierophant accompanying this Pile, I’m sure you’re amongst those who’ve worked for a very long time for the manifestation of this great blessing. With that said, know with every single cell of your body that you deserve the peace and ease you’ll be swimming in this year~★

Highest Intended Action – 7 of Pentacles

I know that you know in your heart of hearts that this calm period is at best temporary—and that’s exactly why it’s exciting~☆ Where you are right now upon finding this reading, you’re already this wee close to a BIGGER manifestation what will propel you into the spotlight (do you see the lights shining upon this man in the card?) and with that, some rest period is needed just because you DESERVE it!! Do you have any idea the load of your spiritual work that’s given birth to this new timeline for a chunk of Mankind? I don’t even think you give yourself enough credit, boo!♥︎

This year, you’re being prepared for a call or an opportunity that could be classified as your main Soul Mission—if there ever was such a thing ha ha Souls usually carry a multitude of missions with their incarnations, especially the very, very advanced Souls. But anyway~

Of all the piles, this one is the most varied in terms of what kinds of blessings are rolling in for you. This is because your blessings are highly individually specific to the spiritual work you’ve done on your terms. What’s certain though, is that an element of destined orchestration is huge at play for you. So that’s literally saying that there’s practically nothing you need to do at this point in your Life. All that’s left for you to do is enjoy your peace, abundance and creativity~\`★_★`/

PROMISES FROM THE UNIVERSE🔻❤️

catching the Future Express – Green Magus (John Dee)

on my way to Destiny – Priestess of Contemplation

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Pile 2 – All Shackles Dissolved, an Uncontrollable Revenge Glow-Up!

field: ★"The Elite" Mind Control Detox★ 264.377 GHz + 439.3920 MHz + 1111Hz + 139.6Hz by Quadible Integrity

direction of sounds – Ace of Pentacles

Ow yeah, baby~! Of all the piles, yours indicates the strongest a real physical glow-up~★~ This could be in the form of a beauty glow-up, but for many of you it also involves financial/career glow-up, house/apartment glow-up, country/city glow-up, and many other forms of real-living improvements that I feel you’ve been manifesting for quite a while! Honestly, you’ve worked so hard on this, practically all by yourself, with a tonne of shadow work!

Some of you probably resonate with having ghosted so many people so as not to get distracted by their low-quality frequencies and opinions. You hustled in secret, and you hustled motherfuckingly hard. Your health—mental and physical—is returning and improving this year! That’s the number one blessing you’re totally receiving this 2025~\`★_★`/

I’m hearing: when your finances and living situations get better, it would be wise to start ‘investing’ in higher-quality produce and eat cleanly and healthily. What is healthy for you may differ from the common narrative, so you may need to R&D yourself the ‘healthy dietary habits’ that work for you by reading and learning a lot! Naturally, as your diet gets cleaner and ‘healthier’ for you, it’s only a given that your physical beauty and energy improve as well. Babe, that’s just logic~😉

lights of intent – XV The Devil

If this is your main pile and you resonate with having struggled with health in some way—be it mental, physical, emotional or spiritual or all at once—this would do you good to acknowledge that some bad spells had been sent your way by some demonic entities. I really mean demonic as in the intents—the negative thought forms—were so bad, so evil, they sought to (possibly) even murder you.

This could’ve been done by an ex-lover, ex-fake ass friend, even relatives and ‘family’ members. Yeah, we don’t call those ‘family’ in this household but you know what rings true for you~♦︎ There’s also a possibility of an envious ex-worker or even…some of you will know this for yourself if this is your message…you could’ve been specifically targeted by some negatively-polarised e.l.i.t.e groups, yeah? Whichever the case may be for you, this year is all about a much deeper purging of the layers of negative effects from all this karmic trauma bullshit.

You’re guided to further separate your Reality from those who’d burn in the 3D-hell version of Earth, aight? Closing karmic cycles comes in…cycles LOL I feel that so much of your karmic burden wasn’t even yours to begin with. But your Soul may simply have volunteered to be born under such circumstances to end all forms of curses and break bloodline chains for many Humans in this world. It is a great, noble sacrifice, so your Cosmic Ancestors would like you to acknowledge that~!

Highest Intended Action – 6 of Cups Rx

You may want to check out other piles or readings on this blog if you want to truly get a sense of what kinds of ‘blessing’ or ‘action’ are available to you at the time you’re reading this, but for the most part, if this is your main pile, I’m getting the sense that you’re being guided more towards protection and the shedding of past karmic ties before you can even jump to your next chapter of Life~\`★_★`/

Any possession that you’ve had for a long time, if it doesn’t aenergetically feel good anymore to be wearing/using it, get rid of it. We’re Kondo Marie-ing shit in this household this year! Where it’s possible, get rid of old things that have some emotional or karmic ties to your Old Reality—they have no place in your superfluously abundant future, OK? If the items/gadgets are still good enough to be used by someone else, try this ‘burning ritual’ so you don’t accidentally pass on negative aenergy to the next recipient:

Imagine the item(s) burning in Violet Flame and make a clear intent to never have any connection to any past person or place tied to that item(s). If you’re burning a memory or a place, burn that motherfucking bridge, burn the whole city or house in your mind’s eye. This way, you will never be pulled to that bandwidth of Reality anymore~♥︎ Honestly, you can do whichever ‘cleansing ritual’ you know of that works for you—the intent is the KEY~★

PROMISES FROM THE UNIVERSE🔻💚

catching the Future Express – Gold Physician (Hippocrates)

on my way to Destiny – Priestess of Ritual

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Pile 3 – They All Knew You’d be This Big, That’s Why They Cursed

field: ★Leadership Gene rs4950★ [Advanced Genetics] by Quadible Integrity

direction of sounds – XIX The Sun

When I tap into your aenergy, there’s this notion that dings clearest as a crystal: Child of Light~★ You are an Ancient Soul with immaculate purity and massive powers. Many individuals within your ‘family unit’ knew of this since your birth. Maybe there were unusual—cursed or miraculous—happenings and events surrounding your birth. Immediately, you already had opps since you were practically a wee baby. There were individuals who saw your ancientness and instantly felt threatened by your immense wisdom.

It could be that the ‘family unit’ you were born into dabbled in black magick or some underground criminal shit of sort, and they knew that one day, one way or another, you were going to discover and uncover their bullshit—effectively disintegrating their entire ‘empire’ made of pure manure. There’s some dark shit in that sick family unit like maybe there was an ancestor who went mad or there was somebody who was a serial killer or a drug dealer, what have you. The aenergy not only is bleak but incredibly dark and evil.

It's unbelievable that a Soul as pure as you would sacrifice your Light by integrating into a bloodline like this tsk tsk… Are you a Blue Ray Starseed? he he you could be. Anyway, some fucks within that insane family unit knew that one day, a power—and beauty, and intelligence, and purity—as witnessed exuded by you would make you VERY big and important on a community scale, even world scale. They hated that. They wanted that for themselves ugh…

lights of intent – King of Wands Rx

Do you daydream a lot, luv? If you feel that you often drown in fantasies, like excessively to a point where you find it hard to even cope with physical Reality, I’d like you to understand that it’s only an effect of never truly living a Life of your ideals. Your Heart is yearning to dwell in the Higher Timeline you know deep, deep down you’re meant to traverse along~♦︎ And yes, you’re absolutely capable of living the life you can’t stop thinking about. Aaand…that’s where your opps came in, right?

Not sure if you’re aware of this yourself at this point in time but all of the passion and intelligence that you are, those are the very things they never wanted you to nourish. But goddam, silly them—they underestimated your sheer willpower! Your opps are insanely illogical; as much as they wanted your power for themselves, they didn’t want you to ever realise your true potential. It’s such petty envy, all things considered. But hey, all of this is in the past if you’re tuning into this aenergy as your main pile~★

You’ve uprooted yourself from that false Reality where your Light wasn’t loved. But you were just doing your Lightwork there akin to training at a military camp. And you survived, goddamn hoe, you’re a Dark Feminine Goddess. This year, or whenever you find this reading, you’re fully grown and ready for your greatest Soul Purpose for being born at this passage of time~ Know that this whole blueprint was created by not only your Higher Self but also all of the Cosmic Ancestors who wanted to bring down this dark bloodline. In the grand scheme of everything, hoe is you da VIRUS within their System LMAO

Highest Intended Action – 10 of Cups Rx

The family unit you were part of, whether you were born or brought into it, operates like a cult. This is an entirely ‘insane family unit’—yes, it’s a thing. I see feminine figures akin to the members of Bene Gesserit from DUNE. These were most likely femcel mothers, aunts or grandmas that were operating like cult leaders. Before we continue, try to understand that we’re talking about ‘femcel psychology’ from a sociology perspective, which can be an entirely different discussion from ‘girls that ain’t getting laid’ XD

Check out Exoticals United on YouTube to learn valuable gems of societal observations~\`★_★`/

Anyway, these dusty ass femcel fucks loved power with a sick mind and when they saw your birth, they couldn’t stand the potential of THE FUTURE LEADER THAT YOU ARE DESTINED TO BECOME. They saw and knew that when you grow up, you’d have the natural talent to attract a large audience—babe, if this is your main pile, I KNOW you’re gorgeous for daaays~♥︎ The way you attract attention by your natural beauty and sweetness, my gosh, they sought to destroy that very thing which they covet: people’s admiration!

It was apparent to them since your birth or at least from when your puberty started, that your greatness comes from the ‘other side’ of the bloodline. By that alone, they knew they could never be what your Ancestors were preparing you to become. Your superior DNA from the ‘other side’ appeared like bright wings from heavens which they knew would overshadow their ‘cult-like’ influences on everything good and harmonious which they sought to destroy!

PROMISES FROM THE UNIVERSE🔻💙

catching the Future Express – Green Astronomer (Nicolaus Copernicus)

on my way to Destiny – Priestess of Prosperity

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