#TW: eating restrictions

[saddi3grl]

[nova1224]

Saw this on X/Twitter never related more in my life 💀

[greenhairedfreakglobal]

if nicocado avocado can do it, so can i

[daughter-of-a-hungry-ghost]

Made the red bracelet for Ana and put my goal weight on it to make me remember what I am fighting for.

[bblprincessa]

skip dinner, wake up thinner

[sevenstarcigarette]

☆

Some of my favorite safe foods!

If anyone wants any low cal recipes that aren't just plain cucumber and egg whites I'd be happy to post some with all calories calculated ☆

[bobbabubblez]

The only spooky thing haunting me this Halloween is my weight

[thereisnothinghereagain]

Where are all my adult anas?

It's a different world stepping into Eds shoes again half way through life.

I don't have to worry about my parents getting mad at me

I don't have to worry about my school teachers getting mad at me

I don't have the typical teenage drama that spurred this mentality shift

I remember Ed being a call a shout for help just to be seen and cared for as a teenager. But now no one sees me, I have no watchful eyes on me. No one whispering under their breath, no parents staring at me across the dinner table as I play with a half eaten plate, no boy trouble or pubescent drama fueled by hormonal rage and indifference. I'm not doing this to impress the boy I like or try to fit in with the popular kids.

I am invisible

Except from myself.

I'm in a strange state of visible translucency. I tell people I'm fasting and they believe me, I tell people I'm too tired to come meet them for dinner they believe me.

Fuck, even my live out partner whose been here for the last 3 days who I have said the words 4norexi4 to and who has watched me consume nothing but tea for 3 days doesn't question my choices.

How different a world it is when you're seen but not seen. I am validated but I remain a shadow.

[saddi3grl]

When I lose I feel better and prettier, i dont care how sick it sounds.

[calsandmemes]

My brain is so dumb

[hotgreenteasstuffsblog]

one of my friends just complained to me about how a size 0 was too big on her and she had to drop to an xxs🙃i! never! want! to! eat! ever! again!

[daughter-of-a-hungry-ghost]

If you develop an eating disorder when you are already thin to begin with, you go to the hospital.

If you develop an eating disorder when you are not thin to begin with, you are a success story.

So when I evaporated, of course everyone congratulated me on getting healthy.

Girls at school who never spoke to me before stopped me in the hallway to ask how I did it.

I say, “I am sick.”

They say, “No, you’re an inspiration.”

How could I not fall in love with my illness?

With becoming the kind of silhouette people are supposed to fall in love with?

Why would I ever want to stop being hungry when anorexia was the most interesting thing about me?

~When The Fat Girl Gets Skinny, Blythe Baird

[augustisnteating]

GOOD MORNING SKINNY ANGELS!!!

Today's menu is motivation!

1. Seeing your collarbones.

2. Sitting in the backseat with people and your thighs being the skinniest.

3. Being the thinnest in the group picture.

4. People asking how you did it

5. Grandparents saying that you need to eat.

6. Getting model scouted.

7. Sitting down and not worrying about your stomach.

8. Wearing over sized tops and your little legs sticking out.

9. Before and after pictures.

10. Getting manhandled.

11. Not worrying that a holiday is coming up.

[miksmind]

using Tumblr whenever I think about eating

[kaspermoon]

nothing feels better than seeing your weight go down

[etherealxfragility]

so he can carry you without losing his breath.