#THIS IS LIGHT HEARTED

[dicapriho]

🌙✨build your dream house & i'll tell you what you need in 2025  ✨🌙

[teeglass]

rejoining sherlock fandom but this time instead of kinning a cool, cold, detective whos good at puzzles im just discovering that im autistic

[wish-upon-the-universe]

Catch me gripping the universe with my bare hands. What do u mean u listen to intent and follow the spirit of the request to the best of your ability and don't monkey's paw the wording. What are you, kind??

[one-voice-of-many]

People with in system relationships are so amazing to me cuz all the people I share a brain with want me dead

[celluzu]

The QSMP wiki still has Pac, Mike and Richarlyson marked as deceased not because it's true or canon but simply because they felt we needed some familiarity in these times. Remember, no matter how bad it gets, QSMP wiki will always be here to be bad, for you. ❤️

[bookwyrminspiration]

i have a confession. I. have never really been able to see the appeal of marellinh. I know they’re beloved but like…meh? i have tried but i just cannot get invested. I’m sorry women, i hope you don’t think less of me </3

[screamingcrows]

Anons who keep sending me the chain message about lovely people (thank you, I am in tears) just know that you're responsible if I send out another flood of poorly made memes to my mutuals

[mmortis]

when i see a post where multiple people who've blocked me like or comment on it it feels like a wasteland in there .where did everybody go

[h4t5t0f55l]

disclaimer: this is lighthearted please don't come for me. again i am aware my.mental health is no one else's responsibility i just found this fun.

there's always certain people who trigger me more than others. not that its their fault or that they've done anything wrong. but i find my.brain is unable to relax around them?

like one guy in my flat is very busy and all over the place. people look up to him. and he has quite a deadpan humour. he's the kind of guy who doesn't really understand why I am like this.

"oh you're scared, just do it!!"

he's nice and he's never been mean and yet i feel like i'm bothering him whenever i speak to him. i feel like i'm not good enough to speak to him. he's unobtainable so i can't obtain his time.

then there are the avoidants. those peopl3 who take ages to answer your texts. i am also those people depending on the day. the people that when you're together you might as well be the wall. the ones who never initiate. so then you force through you're own anxiety to try to. only to wish that you didn't care that this person doesn't care about you as much.

the victims, people who have it rough but then come to me with their problems. once i help them i bind myself in a never-ending cycle of supporting their emotional needs and comforting them in a weird co-dependency. when after all that time they should very well realise that this is a one way transaction.

they can rely on me but i cannot rely on them because they remind me that i have no reason to feel bad. and that i could have it worse. they keep me.in the cycle of self-supression. and constantly trying to avoid the deep ache in my stomach

honourable mentions/self-explanatory;

1) inpatient people "just hurry up" what if i kicked you in the shins

2) the too nice person. you just make me realise how shit of a person i am. i feel bad taking favours from you. i feel bad using your kindness. i feel bad that you like me enough. don't you know how horrible i am?

3) controlling people. nah fuck you

4) hypocrites. you bring out this righteous anger that i don't deserve to possess and i feel the need to smite you down so you realise you don't deserve to present yourself as moral. in turn i have brought myself down to their level

5) other emotionally volatile people. i can't deal with your emotions. please don't cry. i'll cry because it hurts and accidentally make it about me. or stand awkwardly not knowing what to do. pick your fighter.

6) assumption makers. why do you think you know what's going on in my head better than myself huh?

7) people who have what i want. aka parents who love them. its not fairrrrrr but also i can't blame you, i just wish i had it.

8) myself. bro's my biggest bully. it doesn't matter who i interact with. my brain just beats me up during and after.

9) my family.

10) not exactly the "victim" but maybe a special brand of them. those people who will try so hard to prove to you they have a problem/are different. like that person who makes it their whole personality that they have autism, like they don't even have to mention they think they're autistic. every sentence it's just "well i experience, *textbook autism symptom*" and ok I don't blame these people, they just feel the need to prove that their autistic enough to themselves and others and i understand it because there's the fear no one will believe you. but omg you're making me feel bad now. like for some resson the fact you're trying so hard to prove you're autistic is kind of making me feel invalid. like behind every sentence the person is trying to drop the hint. you think they're dying for you to be like "oh are you autistic" but you don't because you don't care and if they wanted you to know that they were then they should just say. idk. it just irks me as someone who's autsitic themself. and these people are often the same people as in the next category

11) the "i've suffered worse than you's" and the "look at how hard i have it". slow down man it's not a competition. i can tell the difference between someone genuinely venting and those that are doing it for some sort of pity points. sorry the narcissism i suffer with just jumps out around these people. like how the fuck can you just blatently fish for attention like that, do you have no shame? but also damn I kind of wish i could do that too but i'm not allowed to. why is no one calling you out on it? what do you mean? you're also terribly ruining the vibe and making me dislike you. the venters i don't dislike because even though they trigger my discomfort and self-loathing they are genuinely seeking help from a friend and its my duty to be their friend. the "look how hard i have it's" are like.. annoying. there's this urge to be like "i don't care" but thats mean. but i genuinely don't. i stopped caring by the 3rd time you mentioned it.

12) unpredictable people/loud people

13) people who try to simulate the emotionally abusive connection i have with my parents by making me rely on them as they are both my abuser and saviour and because they cut me off from all my friends and used my autism against me so i didn't realise they didn't mean it when they said they liked me

[katsettee]

Dawg, I did NOT order this 💀🤚

[cosmic-ships]

Ama liking all my post... stoppit pls... LOL DON'T PERCIEVE ME!

[radioactive-dragonlover]

I don't understand people who doesn't like bugs. Imagine not taking part in the joy of going outside and seeing a million different little guys crawling and flying around...

[candyskiez]

Being a system around singlets is a wild experience because like. There's certain assumptions they make about how being a system works and the main one is Every System is Identical. And like. Hm. I do not know how to tell you this. But that is not how it fucking works.

[fogpines]

STOP SELECTIVELY BREEDING ANCIENTS TO HAVE LIL FACES THEY NEED TO BREATHE

[your-mighty-words-astound-me]

STOP USING DH2 FOR YOUR STUPID HARRY POTTER GIFS IM HERE FOR THE BLUE TWINK AND TIRED DAD AND ALSO THE LESBIANS

[000marie198]

I am suffering

You all chose the assignment and I am suffering 😭

No fanarts for you all. No fun AUs or stories for you all. U left me to suffer