#THEY LOOK SO GOOD AND I LOVE THEIR VOICES SO MUCH AAAAAAA IM SO EXCITED

[courtesanofdeath]

Xeno & Stanley

[the-gentleman-pining]

Episode 2: Red Flags

Yes I'm gonna put these in one long post so I can keep it aaaallll together. I'm a disaster but I'm an ✨organised disaster✨

Damn it looks comfy on the Red Flag, this crew doesn't seem to be treated too bad at all! Not knowing anything about Zheng Yi Sao I have no idea how realistic that is 😅

Stede hon you need to sleeeep 🥺

THE MUSIC. This is gonna be the one for me I think.

THE SOOT ON WEDDING CAKE TOPPER STEDE WHERE ED IS HOLDING IT TO HIS FACE IM GONNA BREAK SOMETHING

I know it's old news but Bride!Ed is still just. Heartwrenching.

Moving them closer but not touching,, even when he's mourning the life he could have had,, my babygirl got burned so bad I'm actually gonna cry again if I think about any of this too much

Toppling them off the window and the sad deadness in Ed's eyes as he looks at himself and just... pushes. God this season is heavy stuff and I'm so here for it.

YES QUEEN 💪💪💪

What is this little sea witch subplot ahaha I'm so here for it being played straight

Zheng Yi Sao are you taking prospective job applications...

ONE OTHER MAN ON BOARD YOU SAY??? 👀👀👀

🐀

what's new queen 💅

fr I'm so glad he's back already like I'd have been ok with a reveal later on but I actually love Lucius and !!he's here he's here he's already here!! I get to enjoy the boy!!!

Black Pete's scrunched up little eyebrows in the hug aaaaaaa I love these two

🙄 men are so fucking emotional YES AND WE LOVE IT HAH

"I love all of it!" and Lucius looking beyond relieved and overwhelmed by love I'm??? Nathan you're going to make me ill.

Roach why tf you interrupting mind your business

Lucius you're not a good liar I know the "my mum thought I was straight for years thing" but the way you are BEHAVING babygirl it's suspicious as fuck I'm sorry

"you have impeccable balance babe" is said so casually yet it's so specific I'm horribly invested in these two,, yess Pete call him out in the loveliest way imaginable I'm obsessed

Wee John guyliner is such a vibe and bless his excitement about tailoring I'll never forget how Stede helped these guys unlock being unafraid to be themselves ❤️

Towels is about your speed, Stede I'm not gonna lie, you're more qualified for towels than captaincy for sure!

Hot! and Cheerful!Ed jumpscare! Most beautiful wig ever constructed jumpscare! I'm not immune to the middle aged wanted poster pirate.

On a serious note this portrayal of suicidal ideation and the illusion of improvement when they've made their choice is so masterfully done. It's haunting.

Ed knows Frenchie didn't kill Izzy, of course. He's not stupid. He's self sabotaging, not stupid. He enjoys the control of making everyone squirm.

Frenchie honey you're so bad at this 😭

Pasty dying sweaty screaming Izzy you're a bit of a mess sweetie but don't panic your found family is here to incompetently help ❤️ Like I know you've got nothing left because you've lost Ed and he's all you cared about but consider this: friends!

Adding "Ohhh he's a gusher!" to my long list of reasons I'm obsessed with Archie

Lucius I owe you my firstborn for actually telling Stede he's being a cunt.

"Ed pushed you?" said with the incredulity of a man who forgot all his friends got marooned..

NATHAN YOU'RE ACTING YOUR HEART OUT but also "oh yeah, now you care" in that low voice like what are you trying to do to us,, why is broken Lucius hottttt 😭

Sea witch subplot my beloved,, please understand I want animorphs Buttons so bad (not carnally, just to witness him, don't get any weird ideas)

Oh Frenchie you're right that you weren't qualified for this babe you're like a lamb to the slaughter

KNOW THE SMELL??? Izzy and Ed are fucked up beyond belief this is unhinged.

Jim why are you playing with the leg

Also Jim you're such a romantic now I'm weak for it (and so is Archie it seems!)

Saw some people saying this kiss/relationship is too rushed bc it took Olu so long to get past Jim's was but that's the point!!! Look how different Jim is!! They're so much more emotionally available to everyone!! Because of Olu and the rest of the crew showing them that family doesn't have to be by blood!

But I will say that kissing while cloth is coming that far out your nose is deranged behaviour like that's gonna accidentally get in the way ewww

Buzzkill cockblock first mate where have I seen that before... 🤔 Just let Zheng Yi Sao have her fuckin meal she's EATING!!!

Olu is so lovely I just don't think he should ever be in trouble ever

"Yeah. I fucked that up." 😔

How is this pirate queen this awkward I love her so much I want the world for her.

Roachtatouille

Edgy smokerboi Lucius is so funny I know it's not funny but it's so funny I don't make the rules

Stede shut up or I'll riot challenge

Honestly "my spicy little ratboy" was such a relatable blunder to try and defuse the tension, Black Pete I see you bestie

Pointing the finger Pete made at him in anger Lucius NO

"The hell is going on in towels?"

Ed and Izzy I love to watch you like bugs but you're scary and upsetting, fellas

Con is just in another league of acting this season it feels like. I'm absolutely convinced by him. It's riveting.

Devastating that both of these idiots hate each other and love each other so much that it makes them deranged. They can't kill each other but they want to. Fucking hell. The cold read from Izzy that Ed is too scared to kill himself followed by immediately doing it (or attempting to) to himself. CHRIST.

"I loved you... best I could." no idea if Ed is just lying to himself but in what way did he ever love Izzy? /gen

NO DON'T GIVE ED THE WHEEL GODDD well here we go.

Stede using his failures to stop Lucius from self sabotage at the expense of his own sanity, good on you man. Best thing you've done for anyone else so far this season. Shame he cut him off.

"He was just a very small man!" Nathan lmao was that you

God, Ed is just begging for someone to end it. He's so far gone. Provoking and trying to act out enough that someone (or something) will do what he's unable to do himself. But desperately wanting someone to prove to him that there's an alternative - that self destructive urge to simultaneously prove your fears and the deeper craving to have them disproved. He's a ruin of a man.

Stede looking out for Lucius and Black Pete like this feels reminiscent of earlier S1 Stede, helping the crew heal, it's really nice. I miss that.

Stede admitting he's part of the reason Ed became so unwell! Growth! That's it king, you can face your mistakes ❤️

Yessss matchmaker Lucius back at it again dropping the truths that people need to hear!!

Vico Ortiz I'm on my knees!! Season 2 Jim is WONDERFUL.

Izzy Hands killing the part of himself that was rotting away shooting Ed unhhh the symbolism. I adore this character he's despicable but he's RIVETING.

Izzy leaning on Fang ❤️❤️❤️

Yeah there it is. "Finally".

FRENCHIE'S SMILE AS JIM DOES IT HHHH

These fellas have been brutalised so bad, Jim's scream is so raw. This fucking season, man.

Decided to rewatch OFMD S2 eps 1-3 and actually jot down my thoughts as I go! Oh what fun! Ngl this is mostly for me babes but if you enjoy it that's neat ❤️

Episode 1: Impossible Birds

Stede bearded in his dream could just be playing to swashbuckling archetypes for funsies, but is it some lingering wish that he was more masculine?

Con O'Neil truly graceful about it with the sword huh

"WHERE IS HE. WHERE'S ED?" Stede seeing Izzy as the thing that is keeping Ed from him when he's the one that left lol ok

His idealised version of Ed doesn't hold him accountable either. My mans doesn't want to face what he did at all!!

His first words to Ed in his letter are reassuring him that the crew are safe, as if he doesn't remember that Ed marooned them and left them for dead on purpose??

I know it's meant to be funny but Jackie was a bit of a sex pest toward Swede at first and the power dynamic was a bit 🫤 Glad he was into it in the end!

WHY DOES WEE JOHN SLAM THE HEAD OF THE ONE WHO GOT STABBED INTO THE TABLE INSTEAD OF THE ONE WHO STABBED THEM?? 😂

Stede truly is unphased by people being assholes to him and I just,,, respect it.

Ricky your vibes are strange and unsettling

Who in their right mind would have an ocean wedding in the golden age of piracy?? I know they probs didn't know it was the golden age of piracy while they were in it but STILL

Ed looks so dead behind the eyes 😭 Just going through the motions eh buddy?

Dressed up like the book Blackbeard I see. God he's trying so hard to inhabit this character.

I would die for Archie. Truly the himbo we need in these depressing angst riddled times.

Jim asking someone else how they're bottling things up?? Hello?? Who are you and what have you done with Jim?? Aren't you the bottling up Master? Olu bewitched you too good and now you've unlocked Feelings 😔

"He's actually a good guy" Stede babygirl did we actually forget the marooning???

I have so much I could say about how Izzy and Blackbeard's relationship has deteriorated hhhhh,,,, Izzy is a problem child but I'm so glad the story is crashing towards his character actually growing and changing. In season 1 he at least got the crumbs Ed would throw him like "I need you here", now he's only getting abuse and maybe he's throwing himself at it because he recognises he had a part to play in reaching this point and believes he deserves it.

Fang's delivery on "how you doing Izzy" will keep me warm and fed all winter. Masterclass in approaching someone, truly tender and genuine but not too pressuring. God.

That second "unhand me" hhh the panic of realising you're going to start crying if the situation continues

Con is gonna rip my heart out and eat it this season if I'm not careful

Labour exploitation Jackie what a girlboss x

Why does "you'll be having a lot of breakfastseses together" sound so ominous though 😭 Smeagol Jackie my worstie...

Stede doing Blackbeard Voice is adorable but damn he really doesn't believe that he made Ed's life better. Like how??? Why doesn't Stede equate happiness with better? Ed was explicitly happier around you ya dingus!

Swede deserves his married bliss so much. The crew can be so mean to him!!

"What am I to you" and "I have... love for you" are said so softly I'm gonna be sick,, Izzy you fucked it by wrestling this man into this particular coping mechanism and your tenderness is coming wayyyy too late. Heartbreaking tbh cause the guy didn't know how else to help Ed and now he's realising it could have been different. Sick and twisted little dynamic I'm eating it like good soup.

Definitely supposed to be taken that Izzy didn't realise "talk it through" was a Stedeism as he said it but godddd you idiot dude

Once again god bless you Archie I'd die for you

Fang I want to rescue you hhhhhh my hot topic fashionista must be so dehydrated from all these tears!!!

No way in hell Ed expected anything else out of Izzy's mouth than something about Stede, but god I wish the guy had just payed attention to Frenchie shaking his head. The catharsis of saying the quiet part out loud wasn't worth your leg, man.

"Start by cleaning up that mess"... yeah we def see Ed is killing people himself again but outsourcing the Big Job on Izzy makes sense. He's also exactly the kind of self sabotager atm that would know Frenchie won't do it, and he's looking for reasons to Be Worse.

Indigo heist my beloved. Fuck those hammies up!! I love how loud Black Pete was omg 😂

Oh fuck off Ricky I know you're a S1 Stede mirror but you're doing it detestably

Roach why is your instinct to immediately put the blue dirt on your face darling

Zheng Yi Sao completely unphased by Jackie is giving me so much delight

Sexy Dutchman 😭😂 Jackie never change

I love that Zheng Yi Sao is taking the whole crew on just to have her lil Olu moment, get it girl

TENDER JIM IM SO HAPPY FOR THEM THEY'VE COME SO FAR. I LOVE THEIR BIG SMILE 😭 (also Archie is so wholesome what is she DOING here???)

Ed oh my god you're not alright at ALL

Frenchie's quiet "sounds like a plan" is just so... painful. The acting this season is off the charts.

When Roach asked if they were in soup now I thought he was referring to the ocean as soup I'm an idiot 😭

[lemonade-if]

Response Compilation

Below is a mass response compilation to comment-type asks I received (as opposed to specific questions about the game). Thank you again to everyone who sent them! I appreciate every single one, so much.

@vakarianxx

Hi! So I know the game/demo is not even out yet but this game is already a strange sense of comfort to me? It gives me such nice nostalgic feelings. This is the IF im looking forward to the most. Thank you for sharing your work. All of the ROs sound so interesting even as friends and I love the school club aspect! Super excited but take your time and drink lots of water♥️

This means the world to me! Providing a comforting escape is everything I wish to achieve, and I’m glad that I’m on the right path. Thank you so much for your support, and I hope Lemonade continues to bring good vibes!

@todays-lessons-if

Aaaaaaa i love this already!!!! Its so cozy!!!!!!

Thank you so much!! (I’m looking forward to your demo, it sounds so unique!! :D)

@soconfused​

I love this IF so much, I can't even express how it makes me feel, my dreams of playing a game as a manga protagonist are finally going to happen, so thank you so much for writing this for us, I'm extremely excited for the demo release date announcement and I'll make sure to be one of the first people to read it once it's out ❤❤❤

You are so, so kind 😭 Your support and messages make my day every time. Thank you so much. I’m working as hard as I can toward that first demo!! I hope it will be everything you dream of.

@novaleagames

I am officially the worlds biggest Leila simp, I'm so excited for the demo!

Thank you so much (and likewise)!! Leila isn’t a flashy girl, but I’m eager to show how cool and charming she is without trying.

@jaunefleurwrites

Rin Okumura…

How dare you make fall in love with Hikaru even more! Shjsjsjsjskskskssndnndnd

I had trouble matching some of the ROs to existing anime characters perfectly, but Rin’s voice and vibes were absolutely immaculate for Hikaru...!!

(Thank you for being BakaruHikaru’s first and biggest supporter!)

Anonymous

i just found your if and??? it already seems so amazing aaaaa im so excited to follow your progress!!

Thank you so much! Very excited to keep sharing 💪

Anonymous

not me already having an OC for this IF in which I spent hours upon hours of my days developing because I love the concept so much

Me when I play other IFs... 😂 Thank you so much and welcome to Mori High!!

Anonymous

when I first read your into post I fell in love!! OMG this IF is everything I could ever want! I’m literally in love with all ur characters and the whole plot u have going on! i hope you’re doing well and I can’t wait for the demo to be released (at your own pace) and I can’t wait to play!

seriously this made my week!! good luck with ur IF and stay healthy! :)

Thank you! I hope you stay happy and healthy as well :D

So much love was put into these characters and their stories, it feels like I’m baring a vulnerable part of my soul. The fact that people may not like them made me really nervous. Naturally, they can’t be everybody’s cup of tea, but I'm happy they’re yours!

Anonymous

I've been looking for something like this!! I love the concept. Ugh, I don't have enough braincells to put into words how much I love your stuff so far!! Wish you two the best, and thanks a bunch!

I’m always overjoyed to hear others enjoying this concept. Thank YOU!!

Anonymous

I don't know if this means much, but whenever I see your posts I just hav a sudden burst of joy and so plz keep up the amazing work <3

It means everything, Anon! Messages like yours give me a burst of joy too. Thank you so much!

Anonymous

Welcome back!! Hope you’re having a good day so far :)

I saw that little snippet you posted and I just wanted to say that the amount of choices available makes my brain VERRYYYY happy, I love it!! I rarely see games where the MC can have such varied personalities and responses!!!

Being able to make up a bunch of different MC responses is definitely my favorite part of this project :D Really glad to hear positive feedback about it. Thank you so much, and I hope you’re having a great day as well!

Anonymous

Anon sushi here xD

I just want to say that your IF is one of my top fave <3 I’m so excited for what you have in store for us!! My mc is ready to get her heart broken by Aleksei. She’l can be sweet and all flustered but tsundere-ish. Acts like she’s not into someone 😂😂. Anyway, happy writing to you!!! Your supporter is here for you <3

It floors me to know that this is something you look forward to so much. Thank you from the bottom of my heart! 

A flustered tsundere type would pair fantastically with Aleksei...have fun ;D

Anonymous

WTF YUUSHIN SOUNDS LIKE SHIZUO HEIWAJIMA??? HE WAS MY CHILDHOOD CRUSH OMG IM GONNA GO FERAL I LOVE HIM??!? THATS IT IM GONNA ROMANCE HIM!! 🥺

Everyone I know in my generation was a Shizuo simp...that man was irresistible 😂 Thank you for your message!

Anonymous

Gotta have Leila be my bff. BLAISIANS UNITE!!!

BLASIAN POWER!! I hope you’ll have fun with her (and perhaps encounter a few other Blasian side characters :D)

Anonymous

Thanks to you for your kind answers!!! I'll wait, don't worry take all the time <3

I hope you have a wonderful day, kind Anon! ☀️

[lilliancdoodles]

Adding my fic recs to this!! It's just a copy paste from my pinned so if you've already looked there welp, nothing new. I've read all but one of the ones from Sols list so, gonna read the one I haven't read yet, and heres mine (some are the same). And the first is by Sol themself and you can't stop me I love it >:).

Burnt Espresso (by solsays.) - Modern AU slow burn FitPac fic that I ADORE. It's on going and super good. It flips between Fit and Pac's pov on the chapters, so Chapter 1 is from Pac's pov; Chapter 2 is from Fits, so on and so forth. I love the world and the way the characters interact!! It just AAAAAA. I love it. Go read it.

One Like You (By @/massivewaffle) - Also a Modern Au slowburn FitPac fic. IT'S SO GOOD. RAMON AND PAC'S RELATIONSHIP MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME!! And there's this one scene in Fit's gym where Tina, Etoiles, and Foolish were all talking/ arguing and it was so accurate I could hear it in their voices. The whole fic is amazing, Fit and Pac's respect for each other- I just *muwah* On going and amazing read. (also with the last update its almost 100k words :D )

I don't want to be this kind of animal anymore (By @/tastytoastz) - A six chapter fic of Fit grappling with his 2b2t past and what that means for his feelings/relationship towards Pac. It's super good, love every second of it. AMAZING headcannons (that while writing became cannon so pog) All the love!

Ask me to bare my throat, and i'll show you where to put the knife (also by tastytoastz) - One shot fic of Fit and Pac exchanging Promise Rings and a similar 2b2t tradition. It's super cute and I love it so much.

Promise? (also by tastytoastz. Listen I can't put everything by Toast but if you have the time check out all of their work I love it all) - One shot fic where Fit was around to help Pac recover after the Risus Potion. It's a really good fic and if I could make it cannon I would. (minor warning Forever is mentioned at the beginning of this fic, but only a little and he doesn't come up again. If you can get past it I HIGHLY recommend)

Life is like the ocean, it goes up and down (surprise surprise another tastytoastz work what can I say) - A mermaid AU fic where Fit is a mer and gets captured with Ramon. Pac eventually finds them and wants to help. It's an on going fic with only two chapters so I can't provide much of a summary without spoiling, but go read it. The federation makes my blood boil in this fic it's so good. Im really excited for more chapters!! (Again just read anything by tastytoastz)

flash, thunder (you and i are burnt flesh and melted alloy) (By yourfauxentropy) - On going fic where Tubbo has been elected president and after someone tries to assassinate him, sends Sunny with Fit and Pac to a house in the country to keep her safe. This fic is crazy. IT HAS A PLOT. AN ON GOING PLOT THATS HAPPENING AROUND THE SLOW BURN. The plot is so good and the slow burn is so well written. I liked this fic so much more than I thought I would, give it a read!!

Side Effects (By WhyB.) - 7 Chapter completed Fic where Fit got effectively Feeble Mind-ed (It's a dnd spell, look it up) and he's super comfortable around Pac so stays near him while Pac tries to make a cure. It's really cute and sweet and I love the way they interact. <3

Easy (By WhyB) - One shot Au where GreenGayNinga's died during Purgatory and Ramon is left as an orphan so Pac takes care of him. Its AAAAAAAAAA I CAN'T SAY ENOUGH HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO ME. (Im pretty sure I cried reading this)

Forget-Me-Not (By @/iridescentpull) - Same concept as the above one, but it starts before the eggs wake up. Currently only two chapters, really hope it keeps updating. I KNOW FOR SURE I CRIED READING THIS. AAAAAAA CHAPTER 2 KILLED ME. I WANT IT TO CONTINUE SO BAD PLEASEEEEE.

Cry Little Boy (By random_idka) - One Shot Modern AU where Ramon is upset about Spreen and Fit isn't there so Pac comforts him. Pac and Ramon's relationship means so much to me you have no idea.

don’t know what has inspired me to do this but here is a fic rec list of some of my favorite hideduo fics :] they’re mostly fluff because I choose to ignore the angst of canon

Gen, M/M | hurt/comfort | 4769 words

Fit gets bodied by a creeper and falls down a big hole. Tazercraft are there to save the day! or OR; I got nostalgic about early Hide and Seek Trio so I wrote them during the obsidian armor era (think like july 2023)

M/M | Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Making Out | 5613 words

Fit and Pac spend the day in bed.

Friends With Benefits, Awkward Flirting | 12018 words

Pac and Cellbit are friends with benefits - but Pac falls for Cellbit’s new housemate, Fit.

M/M, Other | driver & bodyguard au, fluff and angst | 12/? ch, 84,520 words

this is the fitmc bodyguard x pac driver au where they take care of sunny, share a house in the country for months and months, and try not to fall in love with each other while technically on the job

M/M | New Years Kiss, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Driver x Bodyguard AU | 6700 words

Fit attends the most anticipated social event of the year for the first time with Pac and Tubbo. Not as a bodyguard this time, but as a guest.

M/M | Tooth-Rotting Fluff, Slow Burn, Christmas Modern AU | 9/9 ch, 37,448 words

When Ramón makes a secret bet with Richarlyson that he could get his dad a date in time for Christmas, Fit and Pac are quickly thrust into a series of "very good friend" shenanigans that force them to reconcile with their growing feelings for one another.

M/M | Modern Bakery AU, Meet-Cute | 11,844 words

Pac falls head-over-heels for the owner of his local bakery.

M/M | Fluff, like 5 AUs | 9132 words

In nearly every universe, Fit and Pac find each other. In some of them, they even get to kiss.

(yes toni I am reccing your fic. it deserves it)

That’s just some of my favorites, always feel free to dm me if you want more recs, and everybody feel free to reblog this with your own recs for whatever ships/platonic pairings :]

[swan--writes]

Blumjuice:

Act I

seems to be on top of his blocking, never caught in an awkward placement

loose movements

Q ❤ U 🧡 E 💛 E 💚 E 💙 E 💜 E 💗 R

good and cute boy!

who does jugs better? I have an Opinion

stray mistrustful cat who really wants love

okay but why does he keep making my "this guy is really that stupid" face?

seriously, i've never watched queer eye, but I feel like this is just an ep. of queer eye

tries so hard to actually be personable

when he said "okay..." I felt that

bOps

riFFS

okay but can he actually be scary or do we just expect him to be scary?

"DEAR SWEET BOY NO" I LITERALLY SAY THIS ON A DAILY BASIS AM I BLUMJUICE I MIGHT BE

curses like a lady

(interjecting to say i have a whole new appreciation for Sophia)

(Nat's definitely talented, but i kinda feel like i'm just waiting for her to snap out of it)

super sympathetic, i wanna hug him when he's sad, baby

probably showers once or twice a month

not sure about those beats on the roof tho, little muted

"and kill 'im!" I TAKE IT BACK I TAKE IT BACK I LOVE HIM

he really is impressed, isn't he?

(Sophia and David have great dad-daughter chemistry)

oh

Oh

Act II

baby!

that beautiful sound is diegetic, you can't change my mind

these sibling dorks really spent however many days choreographing this number

OH he's using his hair to make the clones! that's cool!

Blumjuice is older brother who comes home from college for winter break all excited for all of his friends to meet his cool little sister

"foreshadowing" doesn't have quite the same effect

sounds super resigned when he talks about his mom

AW HE'S SO SAD BABY

oh, you might have to get a littel~

o-oh

ngh

i just want an official recording of Blum singing that beautiful sound reprise

(i'm sorry, i miss Rob, Barbara feels so much more like Adam's life coach here)

(who is this strange Otho? no)

oh shit our boy's nefarious

OHHHHHHHHH I LOVE SO MANY THINGS ABOUT THIS I'M VERY TEMPTED TO DO A MOMENT-BY-MOMENT BREAKDOWN HOLY SHIT

(not this Miss Tina. no.)

(somehow i wish more than usual that what i know now was an actual tango with a bigger, more colorful, busy set)

(i do have a greater appreciation for Juno here, i didn't used to like her much, but i do wish she'd been in act i)

(me? crying at the emotional catharsis? it's more likely than i thought)

he and Delia could've been such good friends wth

whooo!

oh. meh.

you're the creepy old guy!

aw c'mon man, Sexy just slapped your ass! get into it!

yes! i also do the "sOO normal"!

oooh i feel like this breakdown works better without the full voice. good on you Mr. Blum!

he's not gonna let Juno hurt Lydia like she hurt him

...oh that's where he gets it from

what a dead mom angel face with the severed leg

i really think he and Adam might have stood a chance in a different life

okay but how are his goodbyes so sincere? is it just the voice? he sounds so soft???

AAAAAAA I'VE SEEN THIS GIFSET SO MANY TIMES BUT THE LITTLE GASP HIS LITTLE GASP WHEN LYDIA HUGS HIM BAAAAAAABE

(oh yeah, late in the game, but beetleb*bes don't touch this)

awww that's not how i imagined him saying "i know that now" awWW

don't worry my love, i'll tell your story

(Charles is underrated)

(i really do love that Lydia ends the show in black again. she's the only main character who ends in the same costume she started in. look at my girl, she didn't need to change who she was, she just needed acceptance and a little life lesson 🖤)

Takeaway

he growl

he howl

he growl some more

i like growling

he's real good at it

he's a more subdued, cute boy but he doesn't dig into the melodrama of his tragic backstory

i couldn't picture him and Juno in the same scene, even though i knew fully well how it ends

but i don't think Blum is overly concerned about that because he portrays Beej as so sympathetic already

even when he's scheming he's being adorable

he's not a feral boy, he's a stray who needs love and a decent fucking meal and i love him

[sevdrag]

dreamwidth update: isolation

(content warnings: i just talk about the shit that's going on rn cause i gotta, but if any of it is triggering for you, be careful or scroll past)

so, as it turns out - as anyone could have predicted - i'm behind AF on nano.

look, a lot of it is that the first week of november got tied up in the hellhole that was america's election. fuck. i had done a lot of research and i knew what to expect and i STILL DIDNT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT. that entire week was draining as fuck and even the relief of them finally calling it for biden was destructive and devastating in its own way. (i cried. i dont ever cry. i fucking bawled.)

and some of it is another lesson in preparation. i have a great outline for this novel! i know all the plot beats for all three plotlines! but i didn't practice getting into either character's voice, so while im still writing, it's very third-person-onmicient type, very distant, rather than the third-person-intimate that im going for.

and ive become STUPIDLY hung up on that! LIKE, ITS STOPPING ME FROM WRITING. i realize i just need to forge ahead and i'll find their voices eventually, but like, brain matter no go. head empty no thots.

SURPRISINGLY, though, if i count all words i've written (including nano, patreon, work words, fanfic, etc) i am on pace to hit the 50K. guess what I might be doing, rather than focusing entirely on the nano words. fml. etc.

my two oldest nieces are coming this weekend for their birthday celebration. when they were young i decided that instead of birthday gifts, what each girl got was a weekend alone, just with me, where we would do super fun things and they get to have all of the focused attention from their aunt and uncle. it's worked great, but this year, because of the rona, their schedules are all fucked up (you would not BELIEVE what my bro and SIL have had to work out to manage both of their jobs with 3 children under the age of 7 at home; it's crazy), and we wanted to limit the travel as well. so both girls are coming together to stay with me, to celebrate together. i'm very excited, but wow, that's also been a whirlwind.

i had to clean the entire house. the thing is, when you've been in house since march, and you're already disabled, and you're depressed, and you're tired, and you have 5 cats, the house can quickly get to a pint where you really give no more fucks about it. hugely. bigly. i had to summon my mum, Crown, and murder husband to help me out with it, but now the house is gorgeously clean and i am happy. doing all the work at once was kind of a sledgehammer to the face tho, RIP me, but i did it.

fought with Crown over a bunch of stuff too. it's resolved and we are in a better place after having it out, but that also hit me like a fucking pickup truck, thanks.

also didnt help nano.

isolation is weird. i dont mind being alone - i love being stuck in my house alone, that's like, my dream world - but i feel like i've hunkered down here in other ways as well. friends i used to talk to daily, i check in like once a week. a BIG part of that is, well, having nothing to really say. my new contract remains in covid limbo, my other work continues, and my desire to write a novel to sell is just aksjdlkasdjggs, so like, ??? why bother to talk, there's no news here, etc.

im also just not very good at staying in touch because of (reasons) and the situation is compounding that and really doubling down on it. how can i reach out to people when im spending most of my mental energy not going completely batshit??? "hey demons. it's me. your boy."

i mean i also feel like other friends are pulling back as well, probably because none of us really have anything new to say. it's just an interesting side effect of isolation, i guess?

plus it's the jazz hands depressssiioooonnnnn ~! for all of us!

i really just exist on discord these days. honestly.

ANYWAY.

i haven't yet given up on the novel, nor have i given up on trying to grow my kofi and patreon to help me out in these terrible times. (crankyoldman, thanks so much for the Kofi! that covers this month's entire Chewy order! <3 <3 aaaaaaa ILU and i miss you guys!!) it's just such a bizarre fucking time to be a conscious thinking creature and that's weird, i guess.

went to target and bought a bunch of men's shirts for the winter. sorry but for what i want men's clothes are vastly superior. you can't get a women's t-shirt that's long enough to go over hips or really be tucked in unless you find a "tunic length" and they're like $25. i got 3 mens tees for $18. i also now have a giant hoodie with thumbholes. bless.

plus big ass sports bras. i just want my tits to be comfortable. dont always bra them, but like when im cleaning they gotta be held. gently. softly cupped in place so that they don't get tossed around too much. i dont know where im going with this.

i just want to be comfortable here in my private cave.

the stasis of isolation. such an odd year it's been this last month.

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[analyzingadventure]

Oh boy have I not watched Psi for a long time, oh man have I missed out on Some Stuff (I’ve only heard the names of like three Digimon mentioned but oh man did those names alone come with Some Package)

Let’s watch episodes 25-31 then and catch up!

So just to recap, last time Agumon evolved to Mugendramon, fucked some shit up because Taichi totally 100% legit died, temporary evolved to WarGreymon I think (I can’t remember man lmao) and beat the shit outta DoneDevimon

25! Dive to the Next Ocean!

Uhhh who the fuck yeeted ElDoradimon into the sky

This is so bad

They should die so hard

OHHH CLOUD CONTINENT IS IN THE SKYYY YESSS I LOVE THAT

Have I mentioned how much I love seeing the kids interact with their non-partner Digimon (and vice versa)? Because I do, I love this a lot (even if it ain’t much)

Ohhh Mugendramon was so sexy... I wanna rewatch episode 24 but I really need to catch up on this first

ElDoradimon’s gonna die from that fall, right? His joints are gonna get pulverized

Zurumon! :D I love these lemon jelly goops

HIKARI!!!!!! Baby!!

I wish Taichi and co would be like, trying to even think about how they’re gonna survive the fall- like I know Leomon saved them but they couldn’t like plan to just Get Saved, IDK it’s kinda off-putting how they’re so calm

Leomon to the rescue tho! Finally!

Patamon is so chumby, v good

Holy shit Leomon punches HARD, a single punch just straightened out ElDoradimon in one go, holy fuck

Finally they’re worried about dying from the fall

What happened to the Agu and Gabu being too exhausted to fight (I’m sorry this is just a massive pet peeve for me, ‘esp cause there’s like no reprecussions for the Digimon for pushing themselves here)

(Like it’d be one thing if they managed to evolve out of desperation but this ended up being like bad for them and force them to take longer rests later or IDK kill them, but when you’re just like “I’m too tired to fight- oh wait my friend is slightly in more danger now than before, I guess I can fight again”)

(This is an issue with most MotW shows and even some shounen series (I’m looking at you Bleach) so it’s not unique to Psi, p sure Adventure had this issue to some degree too, but still man, it’s a massive pet peeve and bothers me so much)

26! Break through the sea monster barricade!

God I love that the Cloud Continent is actually in the sky

Quality content (slightly cursed maybe)

Seadramon! Honestly I really love Seadramon?? Like it’s such a simple, minimalistic design but... IDK man I love Seadramon, it’s such a cool Digimon

OH SHIT IT EVOLVED! :O

I’m sorry I am just so not interested in the real world crisis (in the show), it’s... I’m sorry it’s so Mundane and I’m here for the Fantastical

WARUSEADRAMON! THE SLIGHTLY MORE GOTH SEADRAMON!! YEAAHHHHH

God I wish Psi just had perma-evolution, so many of my issues would be solved with perma-evolution

Aweeee yeah, MegaSeadramon’s here too, now we got both of them, yeeeeee

I love how Hikari is just quietly judging the other kids

Y’all okay with talking about Taichi being in a different world right in front of Hikari? I mean She Knows Things and they all just got taken to back to that world but still like, should you try to be more inconspicuous maybe

Oh my god how many times have they used that clip of Falcomon throwing bombs in this episode- four? That’s a lot yo

Taichi’s gonna get vored again, press F for him

The water is so deep how is Zudomon standing- oh I need to stop asking these things

HIKARIIIIII SHE’S HEEEREEE YEEEEEE

27! To the New Continent!

"Hikari, who called you?” “I don’t know :)” Honey that is so ominous I love you

AGUMON COMFORTING HIKARI AAAAAA I LOVE THAAAT

YESSSSS I LOVE THIS

This image has heavy Digimon Kaiser energy in it

I love how Psi!Jyou is like a try-hard in trying to help (while OG!Jyou was always struggling with figuring out what the right thing to do was etc)

Is... is the enemy a Tortamon? Oh yeah it’s Tortamons

OH WOW THERE’S A LOT OF THEM

OH SHIT IT’S AN GROUNDDRAMON! OH GOD THIS IS GRUESOME

Ikkakumon’s gonna get vored, F

You know I never thought Grounddramon would be so chomby based on the Bandai art but I guess Groundramon’s a real chomper

“Everyone, give Angewomon your power!”

GIGA DESTROYER AAAAAAAAAA

OH IT’S THE BASTARD!! DARK KNIGHTMON!!! THE SEXY BASTARD!! The one I’ve heard an interesting theory about... But I ain’t saying anything fornow

PATAMON EVOLVES??? (On command which is kinda bs)

ANGEMOOOOOON YEAAAAAHHHHHH

NEW ENDING TOO, YAY

Ohhh this ending has such nice, soft but jolly energy c: Also yay Tailmon

28! The Children’s Fight for Survival!

BTW Patamon with angel wings was a lowkey hilarious visual, 10/10 would laugh again

Still don’t like how we just got Angemon on demand like that

Oh yeah, out-of-context I heard a theory that DarkKnightmon is Tailmon and hearing Dark Knightmon’s voice, yeah I can see that (not to mention their facination with Hikari)

Oh man those are some Big Wings

Whu happen, did the kids get yeeted back to the Human World?? Oh no they’re still here

I bet Angemon’s dead again lmao

LMFAO JYOU FINALLY GETS TO CATCH A BREAK--

NANIMON NOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Oh Patamon’s okay- REALLY TIRED (thank you Psi) but okay

I NEVER DISLIKED NANIMON UNTIL THIS VERY MOMENT

I AM SO UNCOMFORTABLE

PLEASE GO AT LEAST 500 METERS FURTHER AWAY FROM JYOU, PLEASE

Hikari being worried for MetalGreymon ;__;

Aweee yeah HIkari’s special Evolution Powers are still here! GET ‘IM WARGREYMON!!

Whoop Hikari got spirited away, F (she’ll be fine, SkullKnightmon ain’t gonna do shit to her, I’m sure)

Hikari volunteered to go... ;_;

29! Escape the Burning Jungle!

THERE’S MORE OF THEM

I mean at least they’re all just chillin’ and enjoying the bath instead of just staring at Jyou. I’ll considder that an improvement

YEAHHHH MEGADRAMONS!!

Ooooo a single lil Lopmon, I wonder if this will be an important character later

I like Woodmon, Woodmon are cool and chill

YEAH, DEFEND THE SMALL AND INNOCENT!

WOODMON NOOOOOOO ;A;

NOOOOOO A BUDMON DIED!!! NOT THE BABIES!!!

What do you mean MetalGreymon hurt when the tiny Allomon bit him ON HIS METAL ARM

I- I need to stay quiet or else I’m gonna end up with too many questions. I mean I already have too many but the less I question it the better

Woodmon, Budmon, I love your energy, please aim for Tankdramon’s eye, you could blind that fucker with ease

PARROTMON?!

30! WARGREYMON AAAAAAA

Man I have been quiet through this entire episode so far lmao

ANYWAY CROSSMON! HELL YEAH have we seen Crossmon animated before?

GIGA DESTROYER AAAAAAAAAAA anyways I think this is the first tme we’re seeing Crossmon animated (unless my memory is garbage, which it might just be)

Aaaand Taichi is dead

OH, HIS CREST IS THERE

WHAT’S THIS

WHAT’S THIS

Agumon....... I love you..........

Man this animator is making Crossmon look vaguely too humanoid for my taste.... And MetalGreymon’s super fucking jacked yo

NEW SONG YEEEAAAAAAAAAAAHHH

OH THAT’S SOME SEXY SEXY ANIMATION

OH WARGREYMON’S HUUUGE BRO

HOLY FUCK GAIA FORCE ANNIHILATED ALL OF THEM (but didn’t cause any environmental damage? Handy!)

Lopmon’s totally like Cherubimon or something, right? Reborn Cherubimon, right?

31. MILLENNIUMON

HERE IT IS, THE HEAVY PACKAGE I MENTIONED, THE EPISODE TITLE THAT MADE PEOPLE LOSE THEIR MINDS WHEN IT GOT ANNOUNCED

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING PSIIIII where the fuck are you going yoooooo

God WarGreymon’s so fucking big holy shit

OH YEAH LOPMON’S TOTALLY LIKE CHERUBIMON OR SOMETHING (I mean it’s not a plottwist by anymeans lmao)

LMAO Skull Knightmon looked away when Hikari noticed them looking at her lmao tsundere ass fucker

Wait the temple was also on Cloud Continent??? Like that whole area was still a part of Cloud Continent?????????? The geography of this world confuses me yo

BAKEMON!!! THERE’S BAKEMON!!! I LOVE BAKEMON SO MUCH!!! GIMME THE GHOSTIES!!!

NOOO MILLE WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU DO TO MY BAKEMON BABIES!! FUCK YOU LEAVE MY GHOST BUDDIES ALONE

YESSSS CHERUBIMON

OH IT WAS MILLE WHO STARTED THIS ENTIRE FUCKING MESS IN THE FIRST PLACE, HUH

WAIT FUCK MILLE IS BEHIND THE ENTIRE BS IN PSI

...AGUMON CAN EVOLVE TO MUGENDRAMON, WHO IS LIKE, KEY COMPONENT #1 TO MILLE

OH GOD WHAT DOES THAT MEAN

AGUMON EVOLVING TO MUGENDRAMON WASN’T JUST A CUTE REFERENCE TO THE DARK MASTERS, IS THERE GONNA BE THING WHERE AGUMON IS USED TO RECREATE MILLENIUMON??? (And they have to get Agumon Out Of There like they had to extract Tailmon (and Meicoomon until they gave up) out of Ordinemon in tri.???)

ANGEWOMON!!! THERE SHE IS!!

PSI SAYS OFANIMON RIGHTS

Oooo we’re on Eternal/Mugen Continent... Oooo :oc

I like how Sora is the Dedicated Character who will be there when we get like Backstory lmao

METALFANTOMON?! :O YEEAAAHHHH (Ngl when I saw the pink scythe for a moment I was hoping for Jokermon.......)

Oh wow that’s a lot of MetalFantomons

Man Kabuterimon sure is flying quietly (I mean adding the flying sound effect probbaly wouldn’t add much here but... It’s so quiet)

OH SHIT WE’RE GOING TO ULTIMATE ALREADY

I am gonna say, because Psi is constantly moving, like there’s constantly an oncoming threat and the characters never get to take a fucking break (that’s longer than 5 minutes), it just... Because there’s no contrast between danger and peace, it makes the non-stop danger feel far less dangerous imo

DOGGO DIGIMON!!

KOMONDOMON!!

OH SKULL KNIGHTMON HAS MILLE

OH FUCK DUDE

There is one more episode out but sadly I can’t watch it yet because region lock. I do know there’s an interesting, familiar face in there tho and I’m excited for that!

I... I... I can’t believe he actually said that...

“They’re cool pants!” KOUSHIROU LMAO

Anyways, episode preview!

Aaaand nothing of value was seen there. I mean I do know what Patamon probably evolves into because I do follow the Digimon Twitter so like, I saw the relevant art they shared but ye

Anyways  a lot of these episodes were dull as usual, I didn’t feel like I missed out on much tbh aside from the sexy animation and the lore

This really drives it home to me how not having a villian of somekind just constantly present and active really makes a story so much more flat for me... Like I ain’t gonna argue Devimon or MetalSeadramon were interesting villians, but even just seeing them planning their next moves outloud and talking to their minions drove home what kind of people they were, and they weren’t even the most Packed-With-Personality villians in Adventure.    And while SkullKnightmon is there... they’re just kinda standing around. I don’t know much about them really and it makes me sad

(Look I’m sorry I’m a filthy villian-stan and not having interesting villians to stan makes me sad)

Anyways, as always, I am definitely looking forward to whatever the fuck Psi is planning on doing because 1. Holy Shit It’s Milleniummon and 2. Holy fuck we got WarGreymon and it’s only episode 31, what the fuck are they planning on doing with the rest of the series and indeed 3. Patamon evolves into what

[abiik]

4, 5, 6, 7, 11, 28, 29 + a, b, c, h for xingchen / 1-10 & 15-20 + a, b for zhi yin ?

aaaaaaa thank u for this jo!!!!! sorry this took so long!!! anyway this is. also very LENGTHY so im putting it under a cut <333333

xingchen

4. how easy is it to earn their trust?

it is actually very difficult to earn their trust, only because xingchen doesn’t allow people close enough in order to do so. the very few people who do have their hard-earned trust before the gang comes around is their remaining bio family.

5. how easy is it to earn their mistrust?

i wouldn’t say it’s easy for xingchen to suddenly mistrust you after earning their trust. they actually are the type to hold out for you for far longer than they probably should. while there are like, inklings of mistrust here in there, they’ll probably still trust you to watch their back in a fight and defend you against others who are like ‘xingchen maybe that isn’t a good idea :/’ they have a whole lot of hope & love for the world, though, & it's very hard for them to give up just anyone, especially someone who has previously earned their trust.

6. do they consider laws flexible, or immovable?

xingchen was raised that laws are immovable, so they’ve grown up knowing & believing this philosophy for most things. however, as they’ve grown older they’ve realized that maybe they aren’t completely sure about this. perhaps, it can be situational.  

7. what triggers nostalgia for them, most often? do they enjoy that feeling?

snow. winter on the mountain triggers nostalgia for them. seeing the jade amulet & sword that belonged to their mother & the calligraphy set that belonged to their father but mostly snow. they do not enjoy the feeling. they will subject themself to it anyway.  

11. how do they cope with confusion (seek clarification, pretend they understand, etc)?

it mostly depends on where it comes from or who they’re around and what they’re confused about. usually they’ll simply ask to clarify; there’s no use in going into a situation pretending like they know something & they all get themselves killed because of negligence and pride. but…. that pride is exactly what gets the better of xingchen sometimes and it’s fucking hilarious.

28. would they prefer a lie over an unpleasant truth?

xingchen would absolutely prefer an unpleasant truth to a lie. they would possibly mumble through it or deliver it stiffly/coldly so as to be detached from the unpleasant feeling, but at least you would know the truth.

29. do they usually live up to their own ideals?

hmm. this is... difficult because so much of xingchen’s ideals were crafted by someone else, expectations put on them by someone else. outwardly, it would seem so. for xingchen, i think that they would always feel as though they have not done enough, or that they could have done something differently; that there is always room for them to improve to become the most perfect version of themself. they’re very tough on themself and i think that it begins getting worse around the second youxiong arc & the aftermath of that & the entirety of new boot goofin arc :)

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a – why are u excited about this character?

i love xingchen’s energy!! their thoughts and their feelings are something i love to explore as well as like, the way that they’d react to things bc their method is so different than zoe’s. im also excited bc, just. like. the outward perception of xingchen is so different when compared to who they are as a person, unfiltered and raw.

b – what inspired u to create them?

xingchen was the order in the chaos; that’s initially why they were created. the body of their character was this philosophy, to balance zoe, to mirror her. xingchen’s name was something that was conceived almost like, directly after this, and once again, it was a mirror to zoe’s birth name - xian, and the implications behind that. xingchen’s name was mainly chosen bc of the amount of stars that surround their planet: 4. so xingchen’s name & this idea of someone who completed zoe’s balancing act, who ordered the chaos, crafted the idea of a character that was, in a way, the juxtaposition of celestial and earthly (like zoe) but only slightly to the left, wherein even to zoe, this character would be someone you were in awe of. they always sort of felt like the human embodiment of a shooting star, moved by duty and the righting of wrong to come down to earth. xingchen & zoe are technically on the same spectrum, but they have different methods, and that’s what i wanted from xingchen. i wanted a character that did elicit this feeling of awe, because of how amazing, talented, attractive etc. they are, EVEN TO ZOE, but was also intensely stubborn and, initially, very stuck on this ‘my way, or the high-way’ sort of mentality. i WANTED xingchen to create conflict with zoe and zoe to create conflict with xingchen, bc i wanted it to be an opportunity for both characters to be taken out of their comfort zones by each other.

of course, other things, small images, inspired me further when creating a silhouette for xingchen: blue & white; white jade; the sunrise; loquats; clouds; snow on mountain tops; spring; music played on a guqin; ballet & figure skating; swan <3

c – did u have trouble figuring out where they fit in their own story?

hmm i did have trouble figuring out how i would involve them, or any of the rest of youxiong, into zoe’s story after the new boot goofin arc. sure she made off world excursions late in that arc after her recovery, but there wasn’t a lot & my mind was blank. i’m still looking to involve xingchen more maybe bc im not 100% sure on the whole roommates thing.

h – what trait do u admire most?

tbh how deeply xingchen feels things. they don’t communicate it often, it’s difficult for them, both verbally and visually, and sometimes even physically, but they feel everything so, so deeply and that’s. i just really love them a l o t.

zhi yin

1. what’s the maximum amount of time ur character can sit still with nothing to do?

yin can sit still for a moderate amount of time with nothing to do. she fiddles, though, with her fingers or with her clothes, even when she isn’t particularly nervous.

2. how easy is it for ur character to laugh?

it’s fairly easy for yin to laugh if she’s on good terms with you - & this is mostly everyone as she believes the best of everyone, that everyone is generally good.

3. how do they put themselves to bed at night? (reading, singing, thinking?)

yin usually starts by making herself - & cheng – something warm to drink & once she’s assured her brother she’s fine & sent him off to bed, she’ll curl up in bed & read about far away places or an interesting new techniques that she knows she’ll never be able to try until she passes out.

4. how easy is it to earn their trust?

it’s hard for me to gauge how easy it is bc yin DOESN’T trust most ppl. she’s the type of person who looks like she would be easy to win over, & she would be likable & sweet to u, but the only ppl yin is loyal to & trusts at the beginning are cheng, her uncle, and oddly enough, zoe. so like, while she does believe ppl are generally good, this doesn’t mean that she has every intention of falling victim to someone’s wrongdoings or intentions to harm people she cares about bc she trusted blindly on account of this philosophy. she’s cautious, but she doesn’t have this all-around anxiety like cheng, and she isn’t gullible like everyone intends her to be. for yin, i think it is like this: if cheng or zoe trusts you, she will trust you, but she will be cautious, and mostly look to them.

5. how easy is it to earn their mistrust?

i think in order to lose yin’s trust, you would have to lie to her. like, big time. or hurt her family.

6. do they consider laws flexible, or immovable?

yin is on the fence with this. with her uncle zhi as one of her mentors & cheng always looking out for her, laws/rules were immovable in order to keep her in a box & (in cheng’s situation) to keep her safe. however, their clan never actually taught them that rules had to be followed so rigidly (they follow a philosophy that one should achieve the impossible) that they were flexible, so i do think yin leans more towards flexible, but has anxiety about acting it out.

7. what triggers nostalgia for them, most often? do they enjoy that feeling?

making soup, walking on the docks, boating out on the river, practicing forms with cheng. yin does enjoy it, even if it is sometimes bittersweet.

8. what were they told to stop/start doing most often as a child?

stop daydreaming so much. (she wasn’t daydreaming) :)

9. do they swear? do they remember their first swear word?

yin doesn’t swear! not really

10. what lie do they most frequently remember telling? does it haunt them?

‘i’m fine.’/ ‘i feel fine!’ yes.

15. how do they speak? Is what they say usually thought of on the spot, or do they rehearse it in their mind first?

yin has a soft, pleasant voice. it’s almost like a whisper but its warm & sweet. she has the type of voice that if u were in a crowd, because of the tone of it, u might not be able to hear her even if she was standing next to u & speaking. her tone is always very sincere, or slightly teasing. she can stutter a lot when she’s excited or nervous. yin thinks about what she says usually, but sometimes she does pipe up & blurt what she’s just thought of on the spot. rarely does she raise her voice, but when she does, u know she means business.

16. what makes their stomach turn?

when she goes under. it’s an awful feeling of being disconnected from herself & not knowing what she did while she was out, & seeing everyone’s faces after, looking them in the eye after what she could have possibly done & them seeing what happens to her when she get ‘sick.’

17. are they easily embarrassed?

yes. yin is easily flustered, if that’s the same thing. she fumbles over her words in this case & will fiddle with her hands. crying is sometimes the result of being embarrassed too :) but i would rather not think about yin crying…

18. what embarrasses them?

usually anyone acting particularly brash, or flirty. when she, herself, makes a grand gesture on her own end, and it’s rejected. sometimes being reminded that she can’t cultivate while others can, that she’s a lacking heir.

19. what is their favorite number?

hmm three.

20. if they were asked to explain the difference between romantic and platonic or familial love, how would they do it?

yin might explain familial love as brushing her a-cheng’s hair out of his face & patting his head despite him being taller than her just to piss him off a little, nagging him until he rolls his eyes & does as she says, or finding a blanket tucked over her that clearly wasn’t there before after a late night of reading at her desk. she might explain platonic love as sitting with zoe on the docks with their toes in the water, zoe’s head on her shoulder & both of them spilling their hearts out, or sharing tea & poetry with xingchen for the first time, seeing them blush around the tips of their ears & having to stifle her giggles until they finally broke the tension with a laugh of their own. yin doesn’t know how to explain the difference of romantic love yet.

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a – why are u excited about this character?

yin has so many different, like, facets & she’s really fun to think about. i really love thinking about her dynamic with zoe, but i especially love to think about her dynamic with others in the group & how she might get along with them & how their relationships will progress. she’s really sweet & is willing to help people out of the good will of her heart but still holds them at a distance & is like…disconcerting in a way, and that’s a character i’m pretty sure i’ve never had before, so she’s pretty new to me.

b – what inspired u to create them?

yin remained a mystery to me for so long, hence why her name is yin. she was like a little shadow. she remains a little shadow. a secret still. something i, and everyone, has yet to figure out. a dark spot with a gentle smile that stayed at zoe’s side. she’s the shadow in the pond that you arent too sure is a stick or a snake or not, but you keep creeping closer to anyway bc you think if it were a snake it would have made some move to get closer to you by now. and yin’s not a snake. she’s the turtle in this story. or a shell, perhaps. a lucky dark little tortoise shell. she can be a little scary at times, as the person creating her, and for the other characters interacting with her, but also she comes off as completely harmless. like a lake or a river wide and deep enough to swim in. yin has really just been fragments and pieces, little ideas here and there, that have come together to create a very healing, loving character that just has an overwhelming flood of love pouring out from her at all times.

there was also the idea, story-wise, of wanting to create a character that doesn’t become friends with zoe specifically bc of a shared interest/goal – yin doesn’t want to kill her uncle; she genuinely wants to be zoe’s friend. they do share traits & like. actual interests – they’re both family oriented, hence why yin wouldn’t want to kill her family – but yin isn’t zoe’s loyal-ass friend bc they have a similar moral code or bc they had similar goals & became close over the course of the mission etc. like jason, for example. the lotus is a big symbol for yin as well, which connects her directly to zoe, who is representative of the center.

ask me some q’s about my ocs!!

[expression-in-its-essence]

The Goldfinch movie.

7 min 26 secs in : Why the fuck did they start the movie like that. Why didn't the explosion take place? Theo's mom's apartment? His anxiety? Also.. why do they keep cutting the scenes abruptly? They ain't tweets... No limit.. then??

8 min 2 sec in : Okay they went to the apartment. Audrey's sweater deserved more screen time. The lipstain on the mug in focus *chef's kiss* poetic cinema!

9 min 19 sec in : Do you see what I see? Tom Cable's face has a stark resemblance to Boris's face. Did Theo have a crush on him?

9 min 54 sec in : Mr Barbour's hand is shaking. I like that they put it in there. He was sick. Nice. (I'd imagined Audrey's apartment building entrance like they showed the Barbour's apartment building entrance. Wild.)

11 min 8 sec in : Don't shove it into his face that y'all are fancy okay? He's not used to that life style. He didn't have maids making his bed. ARE YOU GIVING HIM DRUGS, MRS BARBOUR? But you just glared at your husband for offering him the same sort of thing?? Oh God. Poor child. "it's perfectly understandable" my ass. You gave him meds just because your sleep was getting affected.

14 min 39 sec : Woah woah woah Theo wtf you're so smol how'd you do that? Also... Again. The frame of Theo and Tom standing close and Theo and Boris standing close when they kissed, Theo is wearing the same damn sweater.

16 min 58 sec in : Ayyyy Jeffery Wright!

20 min 33 sec in : "He drank a lot", Theo about his dad. Honey just wait up, you will too. (The grilled sandwich and the cute lil smile 😍 also this is the first time since the movie started that Oakes' voice isn't deep.)

23 min 54 sec in : Wizard of Oz poster, I see you!

24 min 19 sec in : I love how Oakes is expressing being caught off guard. Theo knows he did something bad and every time he's dealing with something he didn't expect to deal with, he's like OMG THEY KNOW ABOUT THE PAINTING AND IM FUCKED even if no one knows.

25 min 1 sec in : The glasses made a difference. He went from mature to cute. Angry bird to angry birb.

25 min 44 sec in : Another sweater? Or was this THE sweater of Audrey? (Off topic but Oakes is hella cute. I could murder anyone who hurts him.)

29 min 9 sec in : Pippa doesn't remember or doesn't wanna remember? There was something in her eyes that was hard to read. Also, why doesn't anyone say 'I'm sorry about your mom' to Theo? Do Americans not care? It's weird to see no response when he tells people that Audrey is dead.

31 min 17 sec in : "The Goldfinch, destroyed"? Then why is Theo upset. Good riddance. Oh yeah. I know why. It's Donna Tartt we're talking about.

32 min 39 sec in : Hobie just casually predicting the future. "It's only fake if you pass it on as an original". Theo's like, "noted, gonna do exactly that".

34 min 16 sec in : Why does Theo write like a five year old child? That's toddler handwriting! And omg all the Andy-prom-dress memes are making sense now. (Also did I mention that Mrs Barbour seems more selfish in the film than she does in the book. Like hey I'm putting up with this kid because he helps my kid. He's serving a purpose for me. What the hell.) (How old is Andy anyway? He looks younger than Theo. I think he's different. Didn't grow up like other kids. That was mentioned in the book right?)

35 min 20 sec in : Ayyy Hobie's earring!

35 min 49 sec in : He shopped for himself? Nice! Didn't know kids could shop without adult supervision in the West. (Because they can't in the East.)

35 min 50 sec in : Ayyyy Sarah Paulson! Damn she's hot. How can you dislike her? *heart eyes*

37 min 30 sec in : I can't bring myself to hate Luke Wilson since Skeleton Twins but SHUT THE FUCK UP LARRY! AUDREY DESERVED BETTER. Look at how Larry and Xandra are looking at the place like they're vultures.

39 min 34 sec : They got the airport scene right. STOP GIVING HIM DRUGS WTH IS WRONG WITH THE ADULTS IN THIS MOVIE!

41 min 12 sec in : Ayyy Popper!!!!!

43 min 27 sec in : It just dawned on Theo that he's alone. Oh god. My poor baby.

45 min 12 sec in : Let me take this moment to say that Ashleigh Cummings is pretty. And I finally get why y'all were pissed at the non linear storyline and the weird voiceovers. Guess I'd been prepared for that so it didn't really suck that much.

49 min 30 sec in : I'd imagined Boreo reunion like the Platt Theo reunion. In the day. Dang it. Also... Adult Platt Barbour was not supposed to be good looking? In the book?

55 min 34 sec in : Without context, none of it could make sense. Apologies to whoever didn't read the book beforehand. Crowley fucked this up.

58 min in : Ayyyy Finn Wolfhard! BORIS IS HERE AND IM SO EXCITED IDK WHY

1 hour in : It's such a Boris thing to leave the bag unzipped.

1 hour 3 min 20 sec in : Slumdog Millionaire's Jai Ho (2008) is playing in the background. The only song that I've recognized so far. Wow. Lets me know about the time setting. Nice.

1 hr 3 min in : Someone gif " That cost twenty dollars!" *Stare* "That would have cost twenty dollars!"

1 hr 8 min in : So Boris's room is exactly like I had imagined but Theo's room isn't. Boris just mentioned Kotku though.

1 hr 9 min 14 sec in : Isn't it hella hot in Vegas? Why are they wearing sweaters? Or does drug intake make you more vulnerable to the environment?

1 hr 10 min 15 sec in : Xandra Theo argument : gold. "Cocktail sausages that you like." I wanna laugh in Crowley's face. What was he thinking?? Omg I'm dying.

1 hr 11 min 17 sec in : The slap sound didn't work??

1 hr 13 min 53 sec in : I like serious Boris better.

1 hr 14 min in : The slum house Audrey dream thing was not in the book. That's an entirely new addition.

1 hr 18 min 26 sec in : The Welty Theo scene is awesome. The sound effects work. I feel suffocated. The ambulance noise fiasco is also nicely pulled off. (also Theo's Yellow bag was dirty af then how did it get all clean when he didn't even do anything to it?)

1 hr 20 min 57 sec in : Shhhh Potter.

1 hr 22 min in : Holy shit he got slapped twice!! Ouch! And Larry's audacity to tell Theo to stop with the crying?? Good thing he died. Asshole.

1 hr 25 min in : "You don't tell me a lot of things but that's okay". I see what you did there, Boris. Which was of course, I love you.

1 hr 26 min in : "Act normal" - Theo knows his way around drugs pretty well, doesn't he?

1 hr 30 min in : "No family No friends" line punched me in the face. (Also awww popchik's excuse was the last resort for Boris to make Theo stay.)

1 hr 31 min 17 sec in : That pause after "What do you have to tell me?". You can clearly see Boris struggling to hold something back. Which was of course, I love you.

1 hr 31 min 34 sec in : What the fuck is that music? Oh heyyyyyy they kissed!-- he fucking runs away?? Also what kind of a kangaroo runs like that? (Yes, the taxi driver watched. I don't have to wonder anymore.) (They didn't address why he took the bus instead of flying?)

1 hr 33 min in : I didn't imagine Welty's room like that at all. Also why doesn't Hobie seem happy to see Theo again?

1 hr 35 min in : Longer stretches of one storyline are kinda bearable. From drugs in storage unit to waking up beside Kitsey. We got Vegas and Young Theo. Nice. (Also, who the heck puts jewelry in shoes? Is Theo that dumb? And now I can't think of anything else than Boris piercing his ear for the emerald earring. Tumblr has fucked it up bad.)

1 hr 43 min in : They nailed the Kitsey Theo confrontation.

1 hr 44 min in : Ayyy Ozma of Oz!

1 hr 48 min in : I noticed it before but I wasn't sure... Now I am. Pippa has Welty's ring. On her finger. At all times. (also, is NYC always that noisy? Must suck to walk on the roads.)

1 hr 52 min 23 sec in : They nailed the Theo Pippa date. What's that song playing in the background? I want the name. It's almost like two hours and I still haven't seen Aneurin Barnard once. Why! (Jerome's mentioned in the movie btw.)

1 hr 52 min 51 sec in : Complained too soon. Boris is sat in the dark doing god knows what. My man Aneurin is here!

1 hr 53 min 37 sec in : BOREO REUNIONNNNNN - no don't look at me like that I only watched it thrice.

1 hr 56 min in : Boris saying "it's someone else" with a knowing look and Theo looking at him. The frickin yearning.

1 hr 57 min in : Boris is like you're unhappy, I'm here, we're both rich, let's f*ck. "We could"... What are you suggesting dude he's repressed!

1 hr 58 min in : "you unwrapped it and showed it to me." So many meanings. The heart, the love the soul... Wow. Good for you, screen play writers! ( It's kinda hilarious how Boris got mad at Theo for never quote unquote fucking opening it.)

2 hr 1 min in : I'm calling it. They're going to fuck up the Theo Hobie confrontation. They put it on the wrong time. And they also fucked up the text from the book.

2 hr 5 min 48 sec in : Even Platt is saving his sister's face. Also where did Todd go? Did he never grow up? I wish Mrs Barbour didn't use Theo like she did.

2 hr 7 min in : The frame where Boris is between Kitsey and Theo. Chef's kiss.

2 hr 10 min 54 sec in : *intense music playing* Boris put his leg up on the table and I burst into laughter THOSE ARE THE FAMOUS FUCK ME PUMPS.

2 hr 11 min in : AAAAA THE FOREHEAD TOUCH AAAAAAA (Theo just knows without looking that Boris is close enough to touch? Theo are you sure you don't feel feelings for him?)

2 hr 12 min in : Theo is so worried that I'm not sure if it's for Boris or for losing the painting again. Omg he just murdered a man. Oh god.

2 hr 14 min in : Theo is spiralling. In the movie they imply that Hobie played a part in him attempting suicide. So wrong. Poor Hobie. In the book that wasn't the case.

2 hr 15 min in : The transition of the Goldfinch into Audrey, wow. Also, is it the first time we're seeing her? The movie started so long ago that I've forgotten if I saw Theo and Audrey in the museum. Boris following right after Audrey? That's a subliminal message. Boris is here to rescue y'all.

2 hr 16 min in : No shit Boris is freaking out right now.

2 hr 17 min in : The diner scene. They're both crying. "Happy Christmas, Potter" - which was of course, I love you.

2 hr 18 min in : No don't you dare compare Audrey and Mrs Barbour. Audrey would never drug her child or use him for her benefit.

2 hr 20 min in : Poor kid bumps into his mom lol. I found it funny.

On the whole

The movie was nice if you'd read the book beforehand. The first hour was steak, The second hour was Korean BBQ and the rest of the twenty minutes were minced beef. If you get what I mean. Weird analogy. It could have been much better. But it was really very nice in some places. Most places I'd say.

I didn't like how the pop songs ruined the mood of certain moments. I didn't like how you couldn't hear the conversation over the music playing. For example in the engagement party when Platt and Theo talked. Or in the diner scene.

Both Borises killed the accent thing. They tried their best. Cut them some slack.

Oakes deserves an Oscar for holding up this movie on his smol shoulders. I was shook at how a kid could act that well.

Popchik deserved more screen time. I'm still pissed they didn't add the Popchik Boris reunion. But then they couldn't make it chronological, what were we supposed to expect anyway.

Ansel Elgort y'all. Theo sure improved his handwriting lol. Ansel's writing is nice. He was actually good in this movie. Better than he was in The Fault In Our Stars. The internet is just mean. The critics too. I will never understand the hate.

All in all, it could have been a better adaptation but it didn't suck as bad as everyone made it out to be. John Clownery should be punished nonetheless. Special shout-out to Roger Deakins for making it work.

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Houseki No Gift Exchange - A Gamer’s Christmas

 To: @diisuke

From: @sparklyicecube

Merry Christmas~

“A Rutile, nice! Here Phos, take it. You could use a boost.”

“Nah, I know you’ve been eyeing that gem for your collection anyway.”

“Phos. You have 13hp left.”

“But Moony, it’s a Rutile though, I know you wanted to get at least one of these~"

“Fine! I’ll take it.”

“Yes, take it! I know you want it.”

“It is a really amazing item though; it can heal your hp and it’s super valuable…”

“Exactly, so take it!”

“I will!”

“Phosphophylitte! Are you flirting with your Moony-chan again?” Antarcticite’s voice rang out from beyond Phos’s headset.

Phos went red from the comment, even though Moonwalkerpatrol and them decided to date they had not gotten used to it all. Antarcticite leaned down and pulled the mic of the headset to their own mouth, pressing their ear to the side of the headset.

“Hello Moonwalkerpatrol, as much as I enjoy seeing Phos spend time with other, respectable people, they do have an exam tomorrow and they need to sleep.”

“Oh, no problem, I have an exam tomorrow too. Phos watch out-! “

Antarc and Phos watched the screen flash as Phos got killed by a stray monster.

“I told you to take the Rutile.” Came Cinnabar’s amused voice. “Goodnight Phos, sweet dreams.”

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“I’m going to ask to meet them today, we can meet up in real life!” Phos was skipping down the pavement on the way to school, Antarc following close behind.

“No gaming in class.” Reminded Antarcticite.

“Haiiiiiiiii.”

As they entered the classroom through the back door Phos saw Cinnabar look up at them, through their bright red hair their eyes made eye contact, Phos hid behind Antarc, hiding from Cinnabar in way any onlookers would describe as comedic.

The class was still incomplete, and students were openly talking, gossiping and laughing, Cinnabar was vaguely aware of dying in the game they were playing.

“I told you Phos hates me.” Bort looked up from the notebook they were writing in at Cinnabar’s statement.

“They don’t hate you Cinnabar,” Cinnabar looked dejectedly at their own notebook, “They’re just scared of you.” Cinnabar slumped slightly lower.

“Way to go in making me feel better.” No one in class had anything against Cinnabar, they just weren’t close to them, no one but Phos it seemed.

Bort put down their pen, a slightly guilty expression on their face. “Look, Phos just doesn’t know you well enough, which is fair since no one really does, but maybe if you make more of an effort to talk to them, they’ll like you more?”

Cinnabar thought for a while, then took their phone and opened an app, a game to be precise. “You know this game?”

Bort leaned over to look at the game. “Yeah, of course I have, you play it all the time in chemistry.”

“Well, this is the mobile version, at home I play it on my PC, but either way, I’m dating this- “

“You’re dating?!” Bort wasn’t loud enough for the whole school to hear but it certainly was loud enough for most of the class to turn around. “Sorry. They’re a real person right?”

“Yes to both, I mean, I think so. We act like we’re dating, and we say we love each other before we go offline, and we send virtual kisses, but we’ve never really said we were dating? I mean except that one time but I’m not sure whether it was a joke. Anyway. I’m 99% sure I know who I’m dating.”

“You know they could be scamming you, or catfishing you, or trying to kill you…”

“Okay one, you are paranoid, and two, look at their username!” Cinnabar pointed to the username that read: Phos3.5.

Bort slowly looked at Cinnabar, then at Phos who was sitting nearer the front trying to balance a pencil on the back of their pinkie finger, back to the username, they let out a small chuckle.

“This is funny to you isn’t it.”

“I don’t know it just seems like a cheesy drama, either way if you’ve managed to date Phos in the game you definitely can date in real life, right? I mean I don’t get your taste but if you guys are already dating it won’t be that hard. Find out whether they are really the same person though, otherwise it’ll be awkward.”

“I- “Cinnabar got cut short by their chemistry teacher coming in, Bort immediately switched focus to the material and the lesson while Cinnabar took out their phone to text the number that Phos gave them a while ago.

Moonwalkerpatrol:     Hi 😊

Phos3.5:                    Hiii!!! 😊😊😊

Phos3.5:                    What’s up?

Moonwalkerpatrol:     Nothing, just wanted to see how you were doing

Phos3.5:                    Im doing fine!!! Class is boring though…

Find out whether they are the same person.

Moonwalkerpatrol:     What class are you having?

Phos3.5:              Chemistry I think?

Moonwalkerpatrol:     You think?

Cinnabar looked up and stretched their neck to look at Phos, who was, in fact, typing under the table.

“Cinnabar, you seem excited, could you tell me the last step of crystallisation?” Cinnabar immediately shrunk back, looking at the board in hope that it would offer some sort of help.

“I-in an experiment for salt? O-or for gemstones?”  

“In an experiment to obtain salt.”

Cinnabar stuttered for a bit when Bort subtly slid over their notes. “Uh, turning off the heat and letting the rest of the water evaporate naturally.”

“Correct.” Cinnabar shrunk back into their seat, face burning after a having to speak in front of the whole class, sinking their head into their arms.

*Ping* *Ping* *Ping* *Ping*

Cinnabar looked up at their phone, which was dinging quietly with notifications. If that new fighting game that they downloaded was the culprit then it could be deleted, it wasn’t that interesting. It wasn’t, indeed, the new fighting game, instead they were looking at 35 new messages from Phos3.5.

Phos3.5:                    MOONY      

Phos3.5:                    Are you there?

Phos3.5:                    R u ok?

Phos3.5:                    Where are you?

Phos3.5:                    Answer me I’m getting worried

Phos3.5:                    You could see my messages then you couldn’t, are you ok?

Moonwalkerpatrol:     Srry

Phos3.5:                    OMG are you okay???

Moonwalkerpatrol:     I’m okay, just contemplating why I’m alive

Phos3.5:                    ☹

Phos3.5:                    Is it smth I said?

Phos3.5:                    Im sorry

Phos3.5:                    I love you tho

Moonwalkerpatrol:     I’m sorry, it’s not your fault!

Phos3.5:                    You’re alive cus you’re an amazing person

Phos3.5:                    And you probably are an amazing person in real life too

Phos3.5:                    You’re great at gaming but you’re also really good in making me feel good

Phos3.5:                    And you’re probably really pretty too

Phos3.5:                    But even if you aren’t you’re beautiful inside and I know that for a fact.

Cinnabar stared at the texts that had overwhelmingly positive compliments that were flowing in unprompted and unconditionally.

Moonwalkerpatrol:     Sorry… just thinking of stuff and got distracted so I didn’t see your messages

Phos3.5:                    Haha, there was some poor kid who got picked on by Sensei to say the answer, I would’ve helped them but I didn’t really know the answer either…

Moonwalkerpatrol:     …I feel sorry for them

Phos3.5:                    Yeah… they’re sorta scary but they are sorta pretty too. I’m sure you’re pretty too tho

Cinnabar mentally processed the fact that Phos called their real self pretty, giving them the confidence that spurred them to text their next message.

Moonwalkerpatrol:     About real life tho, do you want to meet up sometime? Like, in real life?

Phos stared at their phone in awe, with wide, wavering eyes, ignoring the teacher entirely.

Phos3.5:                    AAAAAAA I was thinking the same thing!!!

Phos3.5:                    Wait that wasn’t a typo right? You don’t mean the Ruby Stadium on level 5 right?

Phos3.5:                    Or the Shackle Ruins that we usually meet at

Moonwalkerpatrol:     Nope

Moonwalkerpatrol:     Uh actually

Cinnabar took a deep breath, ironic as they were texting and not speaking.

Moonwalkerpatrol:     I go to a school called Gakuen Houseki, we could meet at the gates at some point?

Phos3.5:                    OMG!

Phos3.5:                    I GO THERE TOO!

Phos3.5:                    THIS IS AMAZING!

The bell rang, signalling the end of this period and the start of the next one, Bort was flipping through their notes trying to memorise as much as possible. Antarc lightly smacked Phos.

“What?” Phos questioned, still on a high.

“Class, as you – should – already know we have an exam today. Books aside, pencil cases out and phones away, I’m looking at you Phos.” Phos reluctantly put their phone away as the class plunged into a concentrated area of fear and concentration.

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“So, they go to our school, and they want to meet you.” Antarcticite confirmed, walking back home after school.

“Yep! We just have to decide on a date.”

“Where are you guys going to go?”

Phos hm’d for a while, staring up at the sky. “I don’t know, maybe… the Waffle House?”

“Not the place I’d go for my first date, but I won’t judge.” Phos reddened at the statement, only really registering the ‘meet up’ aspect and not considering that it might be their first legitimate date.

Once they got home Phos rushed to the computer and started it up.

“Hi Moony-kun,” chimed Phos as they connected their headsets.

“Hi Phos. How was your exam?”

“I’m pretty sure I bombed it, you?”

“I don’t pay attention in Biology so...”

“You had a Bio test too? Do you have Alexandrite sensei too?”

“Yeah, that sensei is tough, they give tests all the time.”

“So, when do we meet? Wednesday?”

Cinnabar considered this, it was Monday, but the Waffle House Cinnabar was thinking of going to only served their favourite dish on Sunday.

“Sunday maybe? I want to take you somewhere, but the best dish is only served on Sunday.”

“I have somewhere I wanna take you too! We’ll take turns then.”

The game started and they both turned from discussing their Sunday plans to screaming strategy.

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The days went by a little too slowly, Phos was sprawled on the grass tearing apart flowers while Antarc was trying to help teach them the homework, inside the classroom was a very different atmosphere.

“Cinnabar, are you okay?” Jade looked at them in concern, Cinnabar was killing zombies on their phone, letting off some steam.

“Yeah, it was just a dumb argument anyway.” Cinnabar mumbled.

“Well… Dia is crying in the janitor’s closet right now and refuses to come out so I was wondering whether you were okay. It’s okay to not be okay.”

Cinnabar suddenly felt the world’s eyes on them, like in a click of the switch, or the reality of Jade’s words just crashing into them like a bullet train. If Cinnabar were to be honest with themselves, they legitimately did not feel bad about the argument, it was dumb, they should apologise, and they felt slightly ashamed for running their mouth like that, but not hurt. That scared them. Now Dia, one of the softest, kindest students in the class was off crying in the closet because of something that they did. It should hurt. Cinnabar should be feeling sadness, or anger, but all they’re feeling is guilt. This overwhelming guilt and a gnawing voice that tells them that everything they touch crumbles and dies, is stained or shattered.

Cinnabar noticed a soft *ping* from their phone.

Phos3.5:                    Heyyyyyy

Phos3.5:                    Im bored

Phos3.5:                    You’re not in class right

Cinnabar thought about it, about seeing Phos and knowing and being with them in person, not just behind a screen or from across the classroom. Phos was pure, innocent and kind. They wouldn’t want someone like them anyway.

Moonwalkerpatrol:     Actually, I’ve been thinking that this isn’t really sustainable.

Phos3.5:                    Busting out the big words? Haha

Moonwalkerpatrol:     Phos, I think it’s best if we don’t see each other on Sunday. This wasn’t going to work out anyway.

Phos3.5:                    I don’t get it, are you cancelling our date?

Cinnabar bit their tongue at the word ‘date’, forcing tears back into their eyes.

Moonwalkerpatrol:     Not just the date, I think we should break up.

Phos stared at the words in disbelief, everything was going fine, they didn’t have a fight or anything! Moonwalker couldn’t just… they couldn’t just leave like that.

Phos3.5:                    But why?

Phos3.5:                    What happened?

Phos3.5:                    We can work this out, talking is always the best, keeping everything inside isn’t going to help.

Phos3.5:                    Moonwalker?

Cinnabar couldn’t bear to look at the messages, turning off their phone and packing their things.

“Cinnabar!” Cinnabar spun around, trying to break the grip that Bort had on their arm, “It’s only lunch time, you aren’t going home are you?” Cinnabar bit back tears, forcing them to stay in their eyes and not drip down.

“And if I am? You can’t stop me.”

“Look, Dia is sensitive and cracks easily, but that doesn’t mean you can just run away from it.”

“This isn’t about Dia okay? Let me go!”

“No, I can report you to the teacher for trying to skip class and they’ll have record of it, do you want a black mark?”

“Oh, now you’re threatening me?” Cinnabar felt a trickle slowly make its way down their cheek. “Just leave me alone.”

Bort sighed and let go. Cinnabar didn’t bolt or run, just sat down and put their head in their arms.

“It’s okay to talk about it you know. I’m really bad with people but I won’t judge.” When Cinnabar turned their head slightly to peer at Bort the other had sat down and was looking at them with almost reassuring eyes, their words echoed Phos’s too much to ignore. Phos.

“I-I broke up with Phos.” Bort looked taken aback.

“Before or after the fight?”

“After. It’s just, whenever I do anything it just hurts everyone around me: Dia, you – I don’t want Phos to be the next one.” Cinnabar rested their cheek on their arms, eyes almost but not quite closed.

“Well firstly, it’s going to take a lot more than being a bit angry to hurt me, so I can be taken off your list of victims thank you very much.” Bort paused, sensing that it might not have been the best thing to start with. “But secondly, you have been nothing but kind to Phos. You’re a bit rough on the edges but it isn’t a guarantee that they’ll get hurt because you’re there, if that was true you would’ve hurt them by now from how long you tell me you’ve been together.”

“Phos deserves better than me.”

“I would actually argue that you could do better than Phos.” Cinnabar glared at Bort, who managed to get the point. “Either way, aren’t you hurting them way more by dumping them?”

Cinnabar felt like the world was sucking out their soul, slowly reeling it into the darkness.

“It’s better that I hurt them now rather than have them be hurt by me many times in the future.”

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Phos was crying, while Antarc hugged them, seething with rage but trying their best to have a reassuring, comforting aura. They bit back insults towards Moonwalker as they knew it wouldn’t make Phos feel any better, but they sit were angry that anyone would hurt Phos like that.

“I-I don’t know *sniff* why they would do that. I- *sniff* I didn’t say anything wrong, did I?” Antarc handed them a tissue.

“You didn’t do anything wrong Phosphophylitte, in no way was it your fault.” Antarc bit back the unsaid ‘It was Moonwalker’s fault’. “Come on now, wipe your tears and toughen up. We can learn from this that unexpected things can happen, even if they are unpleasant. We can’t fight it; all we can do is stand up afterwards. So get up, that’s it.” Antarc helped Phos get on their feet, still blowing into the tissue. The warning bell rang, Antarc shouldered Phos’s things for them.

Cinnabar watched them walk into the class, Phos with red eyes and sniffing and Dia being quiet and down. They buried their head in their hands.

Antarc scanned the classroom, for once not paying attention to the lesson as much. There was only one class having a Biology test on Monday and that was their class, if Moonwalkerpatrol was from their school (which most likely they were telling the truth as they could chat with Phos about a particular teacher) then they would be in this class. Antarc heard Moonwalkerpatrol’s voice before, they could remember hearing something similar in one of their classes, but they couldn’t remember who…

“Could Bort’s group present next?” Bort nudged Cinnabar, who was the other member in the group.

“Is Cinnabar okay?” The teacher looked mildly concerned.

“They just,” Bort hesitated, “Didn’t get much sleep last night.”

Cinnabar sat up, “I’m fine,” they said quietly.

The two got to the front of the class and presented, Cinnabar said the information they needed to, in as loud a voice as they could since the teacher interrupted them several times to say they needed to be louder. The entire class’s eyes were on them, they could feel it. They could feel the stares, the whispers, Cinnabar glanced towards Phos, who was staring at them with slightly narrowed eyes, Cinnabar broke eye contact and looked away guiltily. That made them feel worse. The other groups did their presentations, they had another class, and finally the bell rang to signal the end of the day.

“Phos, you walk home first okay? I have something to do first.” Antarc said after class.

“Oh, okay.”

Antarc walked to the back of the classroom where Cinnabar sat.

“Hey.” Cinnabar jerked their head up, looking Antarcticite in the eye, that was another reason they knew it was Phos, because they were sure it was Antarc’s voice through the headset sometimes as well. They averted their eyes to their notebook. “You’re Moonwalkerpatrol aren’t you.”

Cinnbar nodded, with only the barest of movement to indicate confirmation.

“Are you trying to pick on Cinnabar?” Came Bort’s voice, with Bort glaring at Antarc, the two locked in a fierce battle with knives and swords and saws clashing.

“Cinnabar just dumped Phos over text with no indication why after they were the one to ask them to meet in real life. If that doesn’t sound like asshole material, I don’t know what will!”

“Cinnabar might seem like an ice queen, but they can’t be because you obviously claim that throne. They feel really bad about it, and literally only did that because they are an insecure person who for some reason doesn’t think they’re good enough for someone as lame as Phos!”

Cinnabar was surprised that Bort was standing up for them but with every word from either of their mouths they sunk lower into their chair, wishing they could disappear, wishing they could go away, wishing-

“SHUT UP! Both of you!”

Cinnabar looked up to see none other than Phosphophylitte them self, arms straight out beside them after stomping their foot.

“Phos, I thought you went back.”

“Well after I figured out who Moonwalkerpatrol was, did you really think I’d go? Antarc, I get that you care about me, and that you’re angry but this has nothing, nothing to do with you.” Phos grabbed Cinnabar’s hand, who was still in shock, and pulled them out of the classroom.

(Houseki No Kuni Gift Exchange!)

Cinnabar breathed out, with their breath appearing as a misty steam in the cold, winter air. They were still holding onto Phos’s hand, which wasn’t pulling at theirs anymore, there was no point for their hands to be linked except for the fact that it never felt right for them to let go. The silence was rather comforting, there was a hint of frost on the pavement and a cooling breeze. Cinnabar felt Phos shiver.

“Are you okay?” Cinnabar realised that Phos’s hand was cold and stopped.

“I’m fine, just a bit cold, I didn’t bring my jacket…” Cinnabar considered this, they hadn’t brought a jacket either, but something caught their eye.

“C’mon, let’s go inside.”

Both stepped into the Waffle House, the warmth washing over them.

“Ah, I have some money in my pocket, let’s get something.” Cinnabar hadn’t used their lunch money; they had decided to skip today, and lunch had been a bit hectic.

After both were seated with warm wraps and a milkshake, Phos decided to break the silence.

“I’ll pay you back.” They blurted, after having taken a bite and feeling a bit warmer.

“You really don’t need to; they don’t cost much anyway. Besides, I owe you.”

Phos put down their wrap. “Moony-kun, you don’t owe me anything, you know that right? Yes, I was upset, but not with you, just the fact that I didn’t know why. I understand now, and I still love you just as much.”

“Ah, see that, right there. You forgave me so easily. I don’t deserve that.”

“Yes, you do. That isn’t arguable. Now eat your wrap, it’s going cold and you look underweight.”

Cinnabar obediently bit into the wrap, it was genuinely delicious and filled Cinnabar with a warmth that coursed through their body.

“When did you become so responsible?”

“What do you mean? I’ve always been more mature than my age.” They both laughed, Phos trying to drink the milkshake and getting whipped cream on the side of their mouth due to not being able to stay still.

“There you go, being soooo grown up.”  Cinnabar said, using their thumb to wipe the whipped cream off, then promptly licking it off their thumb.

Phos gasped, “Moony-chan! - Cinnabar - that was an indirect kiss!”

“Well firstly, you can still call me Moony if you want to but my name is Cinnabar so you can call me whatever you like. Secondly,” Cinnabar leaned closer to Phos, “Aren’t we dating already?”

Phos turned as red as well, a Cinnabar, and made a failed attempt at hiding behind their wrap.

“So we are dating again. Good.” Phos lowered their wrap and looked at Cinnabar, “I’m really glad that Moonwalkerpatrol turned out to be you, you look prettier than your avatar in the game, and Aurora is pretty sexy.”

Cinnabar stared at Phos with their mouth agape, slowly flushing red. “You-you- when did you get smooth?!” Phos laughed at that and they continued chatting and talking as the clock moved its hands.

“I was planning on taking you here, they only have the blueberry delight waffle on Sunday,” mentioned Cinnabar.

“Same! For the exact same reasons! I guess if we went out on Sunday, we’d wouldn’t know what to do after Waffle House.

Just then the bells at the door dinged as it was opened, the two looked up as the shop had been fairly quiet. The two who came in were none other than Antarcticite and Bortz, bickering while holding twice the number of bags they should have been.

“Why would they come to the Waffle House?!”

“Well maybe not everyone is an ice queen and has warm blood running through their veins and so need some warmth!”

“That makes no sense, if your point is that humans are warm blooded creatures then that proves my point that your body can regulate its own body temperature.”

Antarc spotted Phos and Cinnabar, who were watching in amusement.

“There you are! You left and walked all the way here without your bag, money or even your jacket!”

“I’m fine, Cinnabar paid for the wraps and we talked things out. Everything is okay now.”

Bort and Antarc shared a look that wasn’t of pure hatred, and after putting the bags on the seats they both bowed.

“I’m sorry I got mad at you and yelled without knowing what happened.”

“I’m sorry for calling you lame and for yelling back without watching my tongue.”

Phos and Cinnabar looked at each other in pure amazement, then started to whisper to each other.

“I’m sure Antarcticite was the one who got Bort to do it, Bort has a ton of pride.”

“You clearly don’t know Antarc because when they think what they did was right they will never apologise.”

Phos noticed Bort and Antarc standing there awkwardly and pulled away, clearing their throat.

“Ahem. Cinnabar, should we accept their humble apology?”

“I believe we should.”

Bort sighed in relief. “Can we please get something to eat, those waffles are smelling really good right now.”

Antarc grabbed their wallet, “Yeah sure.”

(Houseki No Kuni Gift Exchange!)

“Hi Cinnabar~ Ready for Christmas break?”

“Yep! Ready to be done with school and finally try out that new action game.”

“You mean you haven’t tried it yet?”

Cinnabar looked at Phos in amusement. “We had like, four tests in the past week, where did you find time?” Cinnabar chuckled as Phos sputtered.

“Hi Cinnabar, hi Phos.”

“Good morning Dia,” Cinnabar greeted, Phos just waving as a reply.

“Where’s Antarc by the way?” asked Cinnabar.

“Something about making sure that the term-end project was the highest quality, they slept over at Bort’s place.” Phos grinned, “Isn’t a ‘class project’ the oldest excuse in the book for hanging out with someone?”

Cinnabar shrugged, “Hey, knowing those two they probably spent all that time actually doing the project.”

Right on cue Bort and Antarc arrived, panda-eyed and bickering as usual.

“Oh Phos, good to see you made it to school on time, hi Cinnabar.” Cinnabar waved and Phos greeted them back.

“Remember the rules,” reminded Bort.

“No flirting at the desk. We weren’t flirting though,” Cinnabar defended.

“Yeah, we were just wondering if you guys managed to complete your project.”

Bort and Antarc looked at each other, “Well we did, at 5am.”

“Who was it who wanted to add the history of it on top of everything?”

The two started bickering yet again, with Phos just shaking their head in mock disapproval and Cinnabar laughing.

“Those two just go into their own world don’t they.”

“Yep. Hey I came up with an experiment!”

“You and experiments. What is it?”

“Experiments are the only fun part of science okay? Anyway,” Phos took Cinnabar’s neck in their hands and they both kissed, deep and long with the warmness seeping in, enveloping both of them in a cosy feeling. When they were devoid of oxygen they broke apart, gasping for breath, simultaneously turning around to check for reactions.

“Aaaaaaand they’re still bickering.”

“If they didn’t notice that then they are definitely whipped.”

“Phos?”

“Hm?”

“I love you.”

“I love you even more.”

[syncogon]

rainbow sea 星游记 new movie!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RToCz1Arveo

heretoforth referred as rs3 because i called the first movie rs2 and bc i still dunno what to call 风暴法米拉

LET’S. FUCKING. GO.

(when i have no fellow english fans to talk to i have to make up for the lack of hype all by myself)

i thought the news was fake, i had to reread it to be sure, i could NOT believe that after 3 years they would just drop it on us with 0 warning!!!

the poster is... beautiful... i cri...... (please... more posters??) 

notice the silhouette of his dad in the bg too :0 

hang in there maidang bb fight off the darkness

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RToCz1Arveo

the trailer/teaser wasn’t directly linked in the announcement posts, but!! i found it!! and it’s also really good and made me exponentially more hype!! because i’m me i’m giving this the frame by frame analysis treatment.

when i saw this i couldn’t tell if this was an old scene redraw, or just an old scene, or a new scene... i think it’s a new scene? in the past they’ve been at a river and this looks like an ocean. but it’s so cute! look at baby maidang and how he’s sitting!

so cute..... baby...... don’t cry ;_; also i still love the eye styles in this show

:eyes: but also how the markings have spread aaa :(

ooh i forgot this was what... europa i think? looked like in this. it looks so cool 

go gudong! i hope he plays a more significant role / has more character moments

white eye??? mm i never figured out how i should spell his name. whiteye? white-eye? bc redeye looks nice as is but too many of the other pentachrome end in ‘e’, blue, purple (maybe violet)... maybe i should just call them baiyan hongyan etc... but yeah im also super hyped to actually see the other pentachrome in action!!! it been 9 years man let us see more of them! 

wondering what challenge this is. i hope this competition is more than just straight up fights now haha

DIYA BEING BADASS! HER POWER IS SO COOL PLEASE LET HER USE IT WELL DIYA I LOVE YOU if i didn’t already have a new discord pfp from the poster i would totally use this screencap ngl

auroras also being badass!!! love his power too. GOD IM SUCH A SUCKER FOR CREATIVE AND CREATIVELY USED SUPERPOWERS ive been a superpower high since hh13 and also my qzgs superhero au and now this just keeps getting better!! wonder if we’ll get more char dev for him? please? more of him being embarrassed around diya? 呵呵

yeah this whole thing is really just me yelling huh 

MILONG MILONG MILONG MILONG MILONG MILONG MILONG MILONG

i’m going to cry

IT’S BEEN TOO LONG

WE WERE ROBBED OF YOU LAST MOVIE

I’M READY TO SEE YOU FIGHT AGAIN AND BE BADASS AFTER YOU HAD SOME SENSE KICKED INTO YOU

AND ALSO HEAR AH JIE’S WONDERFUL VOICE 

I’M GONNA CRY WHEN YOU APPEAR

WILL YOU HAVE NEW MOVES FOR US ooh actually i wonder if others will too

MILONGGGGGGG

wait since when did he have a knife/sword?

just some pics. fight scenes!

aaaaaaaa

sis boom rah

yo what’s with the ground here

it’s ya boi redeye!!! actually looking scared/shocked/alarmed!!! im so hyped to see him in action again??! kick his ass and save maidang!!! was auroras fighting him?? (man im kind of hoping to see tang wude again too but probably he’s still stuck on pluto sadd)

man i should do some screencap redraws tbh

aaaaaaa

i was super curious about the 3 figures here, but it might just be metaphorical - middle one is definitely redeye, other two look a bit like kela and kaliya

quiet sobbing

but yes im very very excited

hmmmm she wasn’t in this at all but i hope we get more of shu!!! (and her robot ofc.) theory of shu being milong’s long lost sister has so much support please let it be true. i gotta post that thing i wrote three years ago. (and the other rs things i wrote 3 years ago)

oh wait we didn’t see the guy that redeye reached out to at the end of last movie! the guy counting primes. wonder what role if any he’ll play? who is he? 

what else.... aaa i do wanna see tang wude too and more of his umbrella powers hehe

im just. so hype. i bet this also prob won’t be more than like 70 min but by god am i ready. 3 years for this, please let it be good. i also hope i can watch this soon bc idk when it’ll be available. i wanna pay to support them but idk if i can...

all my love to the rainbow sea team!! see you soon, fly again! 

[dcarhcarts]

This.....is the 1000th post on this blog, and I definitely waited until that could be true to post it, and that’s honestly? Very fitting. Seriously, you guys are a m a z i n g and I have literally never done a milestone before so I can’t tell you what it’s supposed to look like?? But we’ve somehow Miraculously (tm) managed to reach 100 followers and - anyway, this is going to be me very unprofessionally gushing about everyone because....I love you all and you’re all amazing aaaaaa. I’m??? Literally so blessed to have made friends and write with all of you. Y’all with multiple blogs, I’m only tagging once so I don’t spam your feed ok? And - as usual, this is going to get Long, because everything I do gets Long apparently. I tried to do it chronologically but IDK how well it worked oops.

THE LOVES OF MY LIFE, THE SUN IN MY EYES, MY MOON AND STARS

@ccrrupticn  / D!!!! you are?? literally the reason I made this blog?? Without you, this thing would n o t mcfreaking exist omg!! You’re such an amazing writer (seriously, you manage so many muses and you give them all such distinct voices??? witchcraft???) and also so ???ridiculously kind! I love gushing to you about our Kids and you’re honestly A Saint (tm) for dealing with all of my blog construction/life related breakdowns, my crazy crossover headcanons and crashing into your inbox rambling about musicals <3 I miss talking to you so hmu whenever you come back if you want!!

@personnages /  Lynna!! You’re like an Actual Angel. I think you were the first person!! who talked to me??  And You were So Nice and Welcoming that you literally soothed half of my fears coming into rpc like immediately?? You basically helped me figure out how diminutives work and you’re responsible for me adding at least 3 of my muses and I cannot tell you how much I love you and every time you pop onto my dash/feed/discord/etc, it just makes me happy inside <3 Definitely 100000% will follow you to every blog (if you’ll have me lmao) regardless of fandom!! i’m super excited about all of our ship/friendship roulettes and you’re just an absolute joy to talk to.

@nikolacvnas / LYDIA goodness you are a W O N D E R. Probably the best? Historically based blog I’ve ever encountered, and definitely one of my favorite parts of the Anastasia rpc!! The care and research and attention to detail that goes into your portrayals are a s t o n i s h i n g? Your Tatya is divine, your Maria is So Lovely and I Cry For Joy that you write Dima honestly. I’d been eyeing your blog for a little bit before I made my own - and I was honestly a little scared of you when we started cause you are a GODDESS and I am a potato, but then we talked??? and you’re hilarious and a ridiculously kind person and I love you? And of course, I love your dog (the cutest in the universe).

@mythostold / LESLIE~  Different blog, same story~ Man, I’ve been following you since maybe day two of this blog being active? No matter which fandom you end up in and which muse you write, you have such!! good!!! takes!!! For one, I love reading your meta posts??? Like you’re just so incredibly passionate about your muses?? And your writing style is so good aaaaaaa it’s so atmospheric. And on top of all of that - you’re??? such a sweet and incredible??? person??? And I love talking to you boo <3 

@lifeawoke  /  NAT BBYSWEET <3 <3 <3  I have told the story of how I did a victory dance when you followed me to d e a t h probably but it’s t r u e your writing is amazing and your blog is amazing and y o u are amazing! You are the Natasha to my Sonya, and literally every time you send me a musing I’m like immediate-goofy-grin-heart-eyes???? It’s honestly a crime we don’t have more threads but like you’re an absolute joy to talk to and meme with and I adore you/your portrayal of beautiful bratty Natasha even if she drives my Sonya up the wall <3 You are Definitely the Funny Mutual lololol I crack up so much talking to you <3

@valianceearned / CARP you’re an amazing person/writer and holy h e c k am I impressed by your OCs!! They’re all so well thought out and developed? Your bios are so detailed and so much love and care is put into all of your characters. And your writing is so Lovely and it’s also very aesthetically lovely like holy heck the amount of work you put into both the content and the formatting? I am agog, I am aghast!! 

@gearsandlevers / Callie!!!!! YOU ROUND ALL THE CORNERS I STRAIGHTEN THE CURVES!! love your kids so much. Your Violet is a delightfully clever and likeable kid, your Evan might have literally walked off the stage two seconds ago, and you’ve put so much thought into your cinnabon stoner Henry. Your dialogue is amazing and I love our headcanon sessions lobbing ideas back and forth with you!! 

@spareisms / HEY MAGGIE GUESS WHAT YOU’RE WORTH MELTING FOR!!  You’re like the sweetest person alive??? How are you an Actual Real Life Disney Princess?? Your Anna is so well characterized and multi layered and I love how she an be so flawed but so brave and just how human she is. I’m very excited for your Anne Shirley too!! You’re a great writer (and a super sweet person aaaa) and I love you!! 

@gcneralvaganov /  Deanna, I have just one question: How? Have we only known each other for like 2 months???? It feels like my dash would literally be incomplete without you??  You play such deeply complex and incredibly flawed muses with such a great depth of respect and humanity. I love all of our AUs (we.....probably have a dozen by now), our long fix-canon tangents, and....look the inevitable conclusion to this whole thing is that we should....basically just write Anastasia tbh???  You’re incredibly funny and kind and talented and I’m so glad I yeeted myself into your IMs that first time 2 months ago! I love you, I love your muses, (Dima and Anya love their Dumb Boyfriend), and I love writing with you! 

@ncvaflows / ALEXA YOU ABSOLUTE LEGEND YOU. You??? Unlocked Ultimate AU Mode Ro and it’s like I c a n ‘ t stop?? First off, I cannot believe we literally own the same books and like the same barbie movies. How are we not literally the same person??  (Maybe w e ’ r e Anneliese and Erika lmao). Honestly from day 1 you’ve been so welcoming and lovely and I’m so glad we crashed into each other’s IMs yelling at top volume about random ya lit/movies/aus!! I adore literally all of your OCs (is everyone a b s o l u t e l y sure they’re not canon??? hmmmmm a Mystery)???? In the words of Li Shang, “You WRITE GOOD????” Anyway you’re amazing and I love you <3

WHILE IT’S DEFINITELY MY FAULT FOR BEING AN ANXIOUS BEAN WE REALLY NEED TO TALK MORE OFTEN CAUSE I LOVE YOU

@curtainrisen / Rebekah, dude, you’re a wonder. Your muses??? So diverse, and your voices for them? Super on the nose and amazing. I love your Helene and how human she is, and I really gotta toss more of my kids at you (Super excited for Duke!!). You’re real chill to meme with and I love talking/writing with you!!

@heartlosttravelers / Tor!! I love that you stan Raoul de Chagny So Hard ( the pure cinnamon roll boy deserves it honestly) and you’re super cool and great to talk to! All your muses are a m a z i n g and I always love the read when you pop up on my dash! 

@damerusse / Marie!! You’re hella chill. Your memes???? 10000000% actually legendary. Meming with you cracks me The Heck Up. Lily is forever the puppy dealer, that is all, thank you, gnight. Ok for real though - your Lily is pretty Legendary too and you really got all that Spark and Fire right down. You’re amazing, and I love stalking your threads on my dash!  

@lionhvrted / Fortune, my buddy my pal, we really be Out Here making Jane Austen plots even m o r e rom-com. Like. How did we manage that??? We might be literally magical lmao. We don’t have a ton of stuff going on at the moment but I love our dumb pining kids and I love the justice and humanity you give to your Caroline, and Fitzy loves his (future) wife.

@guvernantka / P R U E I already love our Exasperated Big Sis / Annoying Lil Sis / LITERALLY WHO EVEN ARE YOU YOU SMELLY DUMBASS LIL BRO IN LAW dynamic. You have the Best Sense of Humor (tm) and I’m always catching you when it’s like 12 in the morning here so I’m always cracking up silently in bed trying not to wake my roommies up. 

@anastcsie / I LOVE OUR ANGRY SMOL AND DIRTY TOL YOUNG-BUT-OLD MARRIED COUPLE AND THEIR OLDEST DAUGHTER NAMED MARIA ALREADY.  I love your Anya and how feisty and fiery she is (Dima, needless to say, loves his wife) and I love how chill (and hilarious!!) you are as a person. We do have a tendency to turn into angst monsters 24/7 but honestly that’s half the fun!! 

@asundrop / Polly!!!! ok so I know we haven’t really done anything w/ Raps (yet muahaha) BUT b o y was I hella excited when I found someone willing to yell about CDrama with me??? Thank you for being the Eternally Stoic/Always Annoyed Ancient God to my Tiny Dumb Fox Princess?? I love them and I love you (you’re hella cool) so there! 

@moretreasurewithin / KAAAATE goodness it’s only been a couple of days but I’m So Comfortable talking to you already? You’re just honestly really amazingly kind and I love screaming about Anastasia with you. We gotta get more going but I love your Dima and Maria Already (tm) and I love your sense of humor (here’s to torturing Dima with ties!!) and I can’t wait to get to know you better!

@annastrxng / AAAA somehow I managed to chat with you and then?? We never got anything going and it’s definitely mostly my fault cause of that High Anxiety (and also the fact that I got Immediately Busy) but you are literally So Nice and The Most Understanding and super great to talk to!! I hope we get something going in the future!! 

@soulcrossed / ROSE we have the same name I keep forgetting this lmao BUT ANYWAY. All your muses?? Amazing. You gotta throw more of them at me. Your Sophie?? Are you Actually Diana Wynn Jones in disguise?? I love our crazy au/headcanon sessions and I love/hate that you’re The Worst Enabler and I’m inevitably going to end up with the other two Hatter sisters on this blog lmao. 

I HAVEN’T TALKED TO YOU TON YET BUT HI!!! YOU SEEM CHILL!!

@alonecour / @steeledstark / @professor-of-predators / @sclskinn / @dulcettc / @volaticoux / @frxncaise / @argelfrasterr / @i-wrote-myway / @zharptiitsa / @villainsfall / @anyaromanovarp / @agoodandloyalrussian / @aliquisinter 

AND EVERY ONE OF Y’ALL AMAZING PEOPLE OUT THERE I’M ADMIRING SILENTLY FROM AFAR EVEN NOW BECAUSE I CHICKENED OUT OF TAGGING YOU LAST MINUTE CAUSE WHAT IF YOU’RE LIKE “LMAO WHO IS THIS WEIRDO TAGGING ME??” (p.s. this is 100000% permission to slide into my IMs/like a plotting call/etc. I honestly think y’all are hella cool and probably love you already)

[stimmypaw]

stimmypaw reads Shattered Sky, a late tumblr post

I just, forgot to post this for some reason. It’s me writing my thoughts on the third book of A Vision Of Shadows, I also did that with the first and second ones! Very full of spoilers, enjoy!

Omg.....meet Darktail's Kinnies... someone should name their wc kin server that its a great name, most of them seem to have wc names tho I thought he was a whole gang?? Did more of them get wc names or have already than we knew???

Oh no I barely got to see echosong :c I hope the others are okay, frecklewish is a wonderful name

Chapter one they already have all of the clans going 2 fight???? This absolutely won't go well and that terrifies me

Onestar realized Darktail has a beautiful voice :/ and he feels bad battling him /j

Yup just as I expected, awful loss. Plus Twigpaw was sure her sister was gonna kill her which killed Me

Alderheart parent mode

YASSSS ITS TIME FOR SKYCLAAANNNNNN

obviously the clans are pissed why the hell did they have this as a secret bro!!! why?? bramblestar was just ashamed now firestar???? bro WHY i seriously need to read firestar’s quest I just don’t get it

scenes of elders being cared for by apprentices is always so comforting, seeing it being interrupted and taken from violetpaw feels awful

WHO THE FUCK IS THISTLE he isn’t in the allegiances??????????????????? HELLO ah okay the rogues are showing up slowly ok

Violetpaw did a u-turn to her character here it seems?? She didn't find the elders were lecturing her at first, was Darktail's lil speech about how she was brave enough to convince her they are wrong??? A few compliments couldn't possibly be enough for that. Plus again she is seeing Darktail brutally murder someone and how despite seemingly treating each other nicely these cats are ready to betray each other anytime. Surely this would be enough for her to feel like the elders are still right and she can't trust these cats???

Hope she doesn't start seeing this violence as normal

I'm so sorry for blossomfall I can't believe she got with thornclaw of all cats

LIONBLAZE JAYFEATHER CINDERHEART AND TAWNYPELT, ALL JUST CASUALLY LISTENING TO GOSSIP. ABSOLUTELY SCANDALOUS I LOVE THEM

I love like how the book will take breaks every now and then to show for a millisecond ivypool being mad at tigerheart or vice versa and dovewing looking at tigerheart or vice versa and have the POV go "wonder what thats all about" and just proceed with the plot. Wonderful

Twigpaw :c

"A "mrrow" of welcome" has got to be my favorite line on this book

The cats complain there's already enough plots going on.

Whitewing is a very nice background cat and I appreciate her. But God Omen of the Stars only proved Starclan is just a bunch of old dead cats and that can be both good and terrible. Her argument is needed tho.

The others have a point tho, how can they leave the clan with less cats right now? I guess they would come back with more but what if they're not strong enough to defend themselves? A lot of trouble could happen with Skyclan coming as is to the territories and its understandable for the cats to be concerned

Violetpaw and Needletail cope with trauma as best they can and thats not a lot

I hope Violetpaw at least realizes how fucked up it is that they are scared of their leader who is supposedly their kin and the one who they should be the most loyal to

Oh Boy kittypets!

I love kittypets so much they're always fun. Darktail is so creepy tho I read some quotes he said to my girlfriend and she said he sounded like GLaDOS and yeah he's creepy I can feel it without Violetpaw agreeing with me that she's scared of what will happen next. Where did Darktail get that blood thing????

I like Zelda. She seems to be Violetpaw's age I hope she is so they can kiss. ALSO THIS IS KINDA LIKE MENTORING??? Violetpaw should get a warrior name

TWIGPAW PUT A PILLOW UNDER HER BLANKET SO NO ONE WOULD NOTICE SHE LEFT AHAHAHHA I bet she went to find Skyclan didn't she

PURDY

NOOOOOOO PURDYYY NOOOOOOOOOOOO NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

my gf said indigestion can sometimes have those effects on a cat if its really bad i didn't know that

PURDY CANT BE GONE PLEAS

I am SO sad I knew this was coming and I hated it terrible awful

I never saw a vigil so sweet. We Are All Love Purdy.

OH RIGHT TWIGPAW GSGWHAHAH

I appreciate no one is annoyed or pissed theyre all just worried, I am too

Apparently Alderheart and Bramblestar disagree lot? They seem to get along great though. And uh I guess Bramblestar doesn't always take his advice but, that doesn't mean much they like talk about stuff and Bramblestar forms conclusions taking in consideration the stuff his son said and all. Idk, feels like a weird statement Twigpaw something tells me the Erins are failing to send a message somewhere

Fuck I hope someone finds twigpaw soon, her adventure has been fun but I'm terrified for her

Violetpaw seems to be having a hard time too, not only is everything awful and terrible plus we had a time skip of a few days so who knows what happened to Twigpaw. Anyways Violetpaw having to care for Needletail like a mentor is like a young teen having to care for a young adult's mental health and that always sucks for the kid, there's not much else that can be done though Needletail probably doesn't want to worry

Violetpaw :C

This is so sad and terrible, I wish Violetpaw could be with Twigpaw right now she wouldn't be starclan knows where if they were just together!!! I hope the other cats don't start saying nonsense about Violetpaw now. She's scared she won't be accepted in Thunderclan and doesn't see herself as worthy of acceptance, and feels responsible for her older friend. I'm :CC

PAGGDHAHAHA Zelda is a trash cat and I love her

Violetpaw is suffering so much and Darktail is absolutely brainwashing her ass and she can't understand how he is to blame for everything.

Oh boy when she does.

This is such a good story God im like very tired and in need of sleep but I can't stop reading

Oh God so much has happened, this is so terrible, I love that Mothwing and Alderheart are hanging out tho I forgot what a fun character she can be!!!

Thinking about how so much would be easier since book 1 if Onestar agreed to lend a helping paw. Thinking about the begging dying bodies piling up at his door. Thinking about onestar.

Oh scratch what I said earlier guys WHEN VIOLETPAW FINDS OUT DARKTAIL KILLED DAWNPELT OH BOY

Its terrible knowing dawnpelt isn't there and like, so far thinking she was in thunderclan, only to have thunderclan cats wonder if she's in shadowclan like oh God oh fuckle this is IT

I feel so bad for Loki and Zelda :c I would give them treats

What the fuck Darktail

Holy shit Darktail

I am noticing like, cats making seriously spot on assumptions of things that happened out of small information and idk if that really isn't realistic and just a way to make cats realize things or if I'm just too autistic to relate

I'm so glad the medicine cats treat anxiety. Last time I remember that happening was the prophecy begins but I might be forgetting somethin

The fear these cats have of the clans ending feels so real I am absolutely terrified for them and I love it

It doesn't make sense for twigpaw 2 die so I'm not buying it but wow this hurts

Violetpaw time

I am itching for them to find skyclan so bad

Violetpaw you're not Squirrelpaw or Leafpaw in the new prophecy you wouldn't have felt if Twigpaw died :P

Bro Needletail :c I miss when she was a wild free creature

This prisoner smuggling deal is so fun I am absolutely excited about everyone's plans, it can't all go well so soon though.

TWIGPAW YESSSS BABY I MISSED YOU

Twigpaw lactose intolerant moment

omg she had a vision

Vision cat be nice 2 my baby she is dying

TWIGPAW FOUND SKYCLAN YESSSS YES YES YES

OMG......HAWKWING.....AAAAAAA THATS HER DAD BRO SHE FOUND HER DAD IM YESSSS YEAYESYESYEYD

This is so good im so happy

This is so awful I'm so sad WHERES THE CLAN CATS they were supposed to show up when they were asleep right????? Fuck!!!

This is so scary

NEEDWETAIL IM

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Violetpaw definitely could have used a better friend at times, but God was Needletail good im so sad

Bramblestar: alderheart we need a point of view from thunderclan of what's happening so you're coming to the battle

OMG THEY DID IT!!!! I DID NOT EXPECT THAT WROW VERY NICE

Oh this is so exciting, how will they get Windclan back????

Twigpaw baby you always had your place here

I think they should both go to Skyclan but I understand if Twigpaw is indecisive she has always had a good life in Thunderclan.

Nononono Rowanstar, Scourge is the villain from the The Prophecy Begins here, your guy is named Darktail

Ominousnestar

I have been vaguely spoiled about Onestar being related to Darktail but I have no clue how

I can see Onestar's, Smoke's and Darktail's designs rotating in my mind its beautiful

I'm loving this story this is so cool

You dare challenge the warrior cats Fandom?

SKYCLAN, DROP YOUR CATS

RIVERCLAN, GET THE BUCKET

WINDCLAN, GRAB YOUR LEAFBLOWERS

THUNDERCLAN, GRAB YOUR LIGHTNING RODS

SHADOWCLAN, IDK MAN SAY BOO OR SOMETHING AHHAHA

I'm glad this is the prophecy this series really is Tumblr vs 4chan

Oh my god

This is so surreal

What an astounding battle wow and what an ending

I loved it

That was so so good

Everything here was fantastic, looking back its hard to believe they managed to fit so much plot into one book and like the pacing was Very Good this was just good writing wow? The development of Darktail, everything with Onestar, very fun I was on the edge of my seat through the whole thing it was incredibly fun. I’m very excited for what’s to come too, I worry it probably won’t be as fun and exciting as this since they already got rid of the biggest threat, unless they get another, but still like I really wanna know what’s gonna happen with Skyclan! And Violetpaw and Twigpaw!!!! How will the clans cope with all this loss and receive a new clan in the territories??? There’s a lot of good build up that I don’t know if it will live up to all that happened so far, but I think it can be very good and I’m excited, lots ahead of us!!! Oh boy!!

[sugarglider-s]

BSJFJSJEJFIICIWR I LOVE RO AND LO’S ARGUMENT,,, FUCKIN NERDS,,,

“If we’re done questioning the morals of society and it’s god awful social norms we should continue on with our training.” I LITERALLY COULDNT LOVE THOMAS MORE

YESSSS!! JOAN AND TALYN!!!!

VIRGIL HAVING NO IDEA WHAT JOAN AND TALYN ARE TALKING ABOUT IS THE BIGGEST MOOD

Joan and Talyn being hella patient with V?? Absolutely superb and spectacular

:000000 WOOOOOOO ITS TIME FOR THEM TO DESIGN THE SUIIITS!!!!!

BENDJAJKFJSKDF I LOVE ALL THE BONDING WITH THE TRAINING SESSIONS,,, THEY’RE SUCH CUTIES,,,

ROMAN IS TRYING SO HARD TO PROVE HIS POINT HOLY SHIT

Awhhhh,,, no Pat!!! You’re so strong and such a valuable part of the team!!! You are a hero and capable of so much more than you think!!!

:00000 !!!! I LOVE THE AURA THING!!! THATS SO COOL!!!!

Awwwhhhh!!! I love Logan’s aura!!! So pretty!!!

I love that he just KNOWS that Ro and V are arguing in the fuckin kitchen lmao, what a champ

Thomas sitting on the roof alone got me like:

YESSS!!! JOAN AND TALYN ARE SO PROUD OF YOU PAT!! YOU’RE SO STRONG AND AMAZING!!!

I love that they’re practicing the ‘walking up walls’ thingy!!

LMAOOOO ROMAN YOU SLY LIL BITCH

OH NOOOOO!!! ROMAN MY SWEET DARLING NOOOOOOO!!!!

Roman you cant listen to the public, they’re probably bitching about RW as we speak!!

Oh,,, Ro,,, I know you look up to Thomas/RW But please don’t compare yourself to him,,,

I’m fuckign crying Joan and Talyn are the best

YOOOOOOOOO RO!!! YOU SMART AS HELL!!!!

WOOOOOOO!!! MY BOI HAS GOT SOME HELLA GOOD ACCURACY WITH HIS VOICE PROJECTION NOW!!!

NENFABDJICJSKFJXOW I LOVE HOW HE TRICKED TALYN AND JOAN WITH HIS COSTUME DESIGN

I love all the training stuff,,, my boys are getting so strong :’))

“Just admit I’m right!” “I’d rather chew off my own foot!” BIGGEST MOOD EVER 👏👏👏

“So, a little birdy told us that you hacked into the US Pentagon when you were in 7th grade.” HERUNGYXUWKFNFKI HOLY SHIT LOGAN

“Was it Virgil? Asshole, I swore him to secrecy! And so did the FBI!” PONFNFKFJSKXJND LOGAN

HOLY FUCKING SHIT, I LOVE THAT TALYN AND JOAN ARE ON A REVENGE MISSION AGAINST STARK LMAOOOO

TALYN, JOAN, AND LOGAN ARE HACKER BUDDIES NOW, THERES NOTHIN YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT

I love that even Talyn and Joan don’t completely understand Logan’s line of thinking,,, like wow,,, I fuckin love all of em so much,,,

Lo, Talyn and Joan talking about smart stuff is so fun, what a couple of cute nerds 💙💙💙

“Talyn slung their arm over Logan’s shoulder and gave him a hardy squeeze. “You absolute, evil little genius! Where have you been all my life?”” I LOVE ALL OF THEM SO MUCH IM FUCKIGN CRYIINNNG!!!

“If you can help us do this, we’ll get you anything you want,” Joan offered dramatically “you want access to Area 51? Boom! We’ll get you that access!” THEIR BANTER AND BONDING IS SO ADORABLE!!!

:0000 I love that Lo has a notebook with projects and stuff in it!!!

“They were creators of amazing technology they built themselves that take inspiration from many other scientists but is still uniquely theirs. They were just... really cool and Logan kind of sort of looked up to them just as much as he looked up to Thomas, so he really, really wanted to impress them.” AWWWWW!!!!! LO YOU SOFTIE!!! YOU’RE GONNA KNOCK THEIR SOCKS OFF ILL TELL YOU WHAT!!!

“Logan, these are incredible!” “Did you design all these yourself?” THEY’RE SO IMPRESSED AND IM ABOUT TO CRY ITS SO SWEET

“All in your head?” Talyn gasped in awe, Logan nodded and they squealed in excitement “Logan that’s amazing!” THEY’RE SO SUPPORTIVE!!!! AAAAAAAAA ITS SO CUUUTE!!!

HEBFJAJJFJSJSKC I LOVE THAT ROMAN IS STILL TRYING TO PROVE HIS POINT TO LO LMAOOO

TALYN AND JOAN ARE SO SOFT FOR THE BOYS!!! AAAAAAA!!!

HAHA!!! THOMAS KNOWS!! WHAT A GODDAMN SMUG LEGEND

“Thomas stuck out his pinky finger and twirled it around, “Wrapped around their little fingers, all of us, we never stood a chance against them.” YOU’RE SO RIGHT THOMAS,,, THESE BOYS ARE TOO SWEET AND GOOD,,,

AWWWWW!!! I LOVE THAT THOMAS IS PROUD OF THEM!!! 🌟🌈💜 THE SUITS LOOK GREAT, AND I FEEL GREAT!

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!! THANK YOU!!! 💙💙💙

Turns Out Being a Super Hero Is Actually Really Gay! - Chapter 7

*nervously sweating* Heeeey guys, it’s been a while huh? I’ve been busy with a lot of shit and my mental health has not been the best for my motivation. But I’m kind of sorta back on that grind and am going to try my best! So like I have a Ko-fi now so can go support me there if you’d like or if you’re interested I’m Open for Commissions! Once more I would like to thank the wonderful @sugarglider9603 and @ask-spiderverse-virgil for their endless inspiration, you two are the best! ENJOY!!!

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Virgil’s Suit 1 Virgil’s Suit 2

(TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of anxiety and anxiety attacks, nothing bad happens though I swear!)

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“It’s true!” Roman huffed.

“No, it isn’t!” Logan groaned, rolling his eyes in annoyance.

It was training time again and the boys plus Thomas had gathered on the roof of their usual abandon building to stretch out. They have been training for about two and a half weeks now and Thomas had to admit they were learning pretty fast, a few tweaks and bumps but nothing they wouldn’t be able to catch up on. The boys were all a very smart and hard-working bunch, they complained sometimes like most teenagers do especially if Thomas punished them by making them do extra laps or push ups or something, but they did them anyways and then some. Sometimes they got a bit rowdy but they always knew how to settle down when things got serious. Of course, they still bickered a lot with each other (mainly Roman vs Logan and Virgil) but most of the times it wasn’t anything serious, like today’s topic.

“Yes, it is!” Roman said as they continued doing jumping jacks “Almost every queer person like or know the same songs!”

“Look, obviously if the song is popular most people are going to know it,” Logan scoffed “but you’re not accounting for different taste in music. It’s stereotypical to put us all under the same metaphorical umbrella because the majority know the same trashy pop song.”

“Okay, one: pop is not trashy…most pop is not trashy,” Roman stated “and two: I’m not grouping everyone into the same category, I know people have different opinions, Einstein. I’m just saying that isn’t it kind of funny that when a particular song starts to play almost every gay in a hundred foot radius will turn around and be like: Oh my god, I know that song!”

“A lot of non-queer people do that too,” Logan argued as he bent down to touch his toes “they might like that certain song as well, it isn’t exclusively for a single community.”

“No, that’s not what I’m saying,” Roman groaned, stretching out his arms “it’s like…you play a certain song, right, and you attract certain people. The Beatles are either gunna get you those classic rockers or people raised in that era, same thing with Elvis or Selena. Play an intro to an anime and you’ll attract a lot of otakus or a song from My Fair Lady, more then likely gunna get a lot of musical geeks.”

“Is there a point to this?” Logan asked, brow arched and arms crossed.

“Hold it, Nerdlock, I’m getting to that,” Roman quipped, stretching upwards “all I’m saying is if you’re lost queer youth walking the streets of New York in a shady part of town and hear Cher’s Do You Believe In Life After Love coming from one direction and I Walk The Line by Johnny Cash coming from the other, you’re gunna more then likely follow Cher. And it may not be because you particularly like her but it’s the least likely possibility that it’ll lead you to a country sports bar full of conservative, homophobic, Trump supporters. And it’s not to say that Johnny Cash is a beloved icon among conservative, homophobic, Trump supporters but unfortunately that’s usually the crowed you attract with that type of music.”

Logan paused for a moment, frowning deeply, “But not all conservative, homophobes, Trump supporters like country music.”

“Oh my god, that’s not what I’m saying!” Roman groaned, rubbing his hands over his face.

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[sapphire-scientist-a]

* {So, recently, I held a offsite rp on Discord! Mostly because of my limited time frame and rl issues, it was far easier on me to keep track of that. The logs* for the event will be under the cut! It’s long so buckle up.} * Minor edits for spelling and spacing

@sans-icle @observantfragment

Sapph

* Observer.. I think it's time I should be getting back. I have things I need to do and.. well a promise to keep.

Observer

[Observer smiles] Of course my gem,I'll go get AP. [he retreats farther into the lab,poking his head into APs room] Its..time to go ,ready to see papyrus..

AP

When Observer walked up AP looked up from his phone, smiling as he pushed some hair out of his face. He slid off of the bed he'd been sitting on, trotting over the small distance, grabbing the container of Papyrus' dust and stuffing it securely inside his hoodie, which he barely managed to zip up all the way. 

Turning to Observer, he gently linked arms with him, resting his head on the much taller's arm.

Mmhm, I'm as ready as I'll ever be, time to see my boy again aaaaaaa,,

Sapph

Sapph was nervously waiting for them to come, bouncing on one foot and then the other. But once he saw them there was almost a trill from him although the changed human form of AP didn't go unnoticed. There was a bit of a wide eyed eyebrow raise at him} * Everyone ready? It might be a long walk back to my place. We don't want to leave anything we might need behind.. {* And there he is back to nervously shifting on his feet, looking a bit apprehensive and worried}

Observer

[*Observer nodded,he needed to make a note to himself about giving AP some of his shirts..goodness the idea was a cute one,when he noticed sapphires anxienty he frowns ] My umbrella is in my inventory if it rains...[He leads the other two out into the tunnel,the waterfalls white noise echoing through the cave,a few blue buds have poked their way out of the ground  the left wall of the tunnel. ]

AP

AP waved a bit at the wide eyed ermine.

The anons got me, ehhehee.. I hope it doesn't look too weird,     As they walked AP gently ran his hand over the bright blue flowers. Ehhehee, they're very pretty~ it's been a while since I've seen any actual flowers like this,

Sapph

{* And the ermine waved back. Although there was a small head shake given to Observer. It was the rain he was worried about. But other than that he didn't acknowledge much of else as he was led outside, slightly trailing behind the other two. There was a smile at APs words however, the closer they got to the edge of Sapphs void space, the more distant he was becoming. The crackling noise was becoming louder as well, as if something was trying to break through}

Observer

"There will be more soon,these are just sprouting [*He smiles at Ap. then goes quiet for much of the walk,looking up at the ring of white spots that served as stars,he dropped a joke once or twice..just to see to he could get sapphire to laugh. But nothing happened. The crackling noise sent him on edge,he puts a hand on APs shoulder to stop him while looking back at sapphire] "Love..are you..alright...do you know what that noise is"

AP

AP stopped when Observer put his hand on his shoulder, quietly standing close as he could get to him as the crackling noise was, frightening to say the least. Made him a little paranoid, and the look on his face showed it. mm, w-what's that..?

Sapph

{* Sapph may have smiled a bit at the jokes, but there wasn't that tinkling laugh of his. There was a wary look at the sky but he did speak eventually} * Pyrite had texted saying that the others were coming though and not to worry about it.. It's probably hard to break in here, all things considering... {* With that, Sapphire moved to stand in closer to them, gently urging them on.} * At least we'll have help soon..

Observer 

[Observer frowned,clearly uneasy,he takes Aps hand and sapphires and continues on] I'm sure your excited to see coin again..! [he smiles at sapphire] Seems today is a big day...[Observer was unsure of what sapphire meant by help,but he was hopeful..if not very anxious . something...someone whispers by ,if he was human,would have been his ear] [The thought of seeing papyrus again fills you with determination]

AP 

AP felt much less anxious at knowing the reason behind the noise, gently giving Observer's hand a squeeze.

at the very least im glad that pyrite made it here alright, i haven't heard much from him so i was a little worried there for a bit..

Sapph 

* Mm not that excited. More nervous than anything.. But I suppose that is excitement in on itself..

{* He hesitantly urges them across the boundary line, almost scared to do so. Its a silly feeling, he knows it, but there also still the feeling of a cold hand up his back. But he ignores this. It's all in his head, hehe}

Observer 

[*Observer smiles,everything really was going to be alright..hopefully..who knew what these new comers would be like,he loved sapphire..but trust..that would be hard to give even to others his love knew.] *everything will be alright..

Sapph

{* Really we all know it depends. But once they cross the line, Sapphire does seem to relax some. Familiar scent of snow and powdered crystal hangs in the air. A oddly sweet scent but one easily gotten used too. He is a bit more confident and relaxed the farther they travel.}

* Pyrite isn't one for talking to much unless he has something to say. It's something that run in the group, I guess. I'm just hoping everything is going to be fine with them though..

{* While they are traveling and talking, the cracking and groaning sounds from over head seem to deepen a bit. Slightly alarming but it seems like the whole is concentrated in one point rather than all around. Although hairline cracks are radiating out from the miles away little anomaly.

It is a sight to behold, however. A nebulous mass of energy always is}

Observer

Observer seems to grow anxious,eyes darting about and locking onto the energy,"Are....." [*stay determined] Observer frowns,eyes darting to an empty space to his right,just for a second if anyone’s really paying attention,there's a red shimmer,it lasts for a mere moment ..Observer shakes his head, "Where was i..ah right..are you sure it's safe to be in here while..." He gestures at the mass of energy" That’s..happening"

AP 

AP honestly felt a little anxious after seeing the energy buildup up ahead, squeezing a bit on Observer's hand. He'd noticed the shift in hue in the other's eyes, but wouldn't say anything, more so worried about the space-like area before them.

i emm... hope that's not dangerous,

Sapph 

✬ it's not

{* Pyrite's voice was honestly a shock, where had he come from? At least the missing half of the other's face was just about healed up, however, there was still a palm wide crack on the top of his head. it may never really heal.}

✬ it's rather far away, i'd just ignore it. it's not like the whole sky is gonna fall in

{* There is a smirk at his words, almost like it's a joke of some sort. Sapphire is hesitantly staring at his adopted son before finally giving into the urge and running over to hug him. Pyrite accepts this although there's not much of a hug back on his part either.}

Observer

"If you say so...would you two like some alone time ..?" [*Observer shifted closer to ap,putting a hand on his back,eyes darting down to him..he wasn't completely s on the idea..honestly sapphire seemed upset...it was worrying Observer,did he upset him somehow? was it the baby...? No it couldn't be..what could be wrong]

AP

AP nodded, knowing it wasn't dangerous made him feel a bit better. Although he did raise an eyebrow a bit at Observer.

what's up? something bothering you..?

 Loosely lacing his arms around Observer, he watched the interaction between Sapphire and Pyrite, smiling at the sight of the two's reunion. Hopefully, Papyrus would recognize him as a human if he wasn't changed back by then so he could hug him like that.

Sapph 

{* Either Pyrite is Oblivious to Sapph nervousness or is choosing to actively ignore it, it is hard to say. Either case, Pyrite  is actively pulling Sapph back over to the little group, eliciting a small, startled cry from him. And maybe it would have been unheard if the whole of the Void that was Sapphs just hadn't went deadly quietly.

It was a sight to actually watch as strange orange and red tinted lines radiate from the center of the anomaly in the sky. There was something slightly sinister about them as it almost looked like they were forming a strange shield to the space. It was enough that even Pyrite was taken aback, slightly teleporting away from the group to stare at the sky.

Although if anyone was looking elsewhere they might have seen familiar glittery purple eyes staring right at Sapph, who was entranced by the spectacle, and didn't notice he was being made a target. It was only until the stinging pain engulfed his whole left side of his face was the only warning that something was going very wrong. }

Observer

[Observer pressed closer to Ap,this brought back memories. he was scared. But..just stay here,everything is fine] I'm fine dear, how really you holding up.. ? [he smiles at ap] Reminds me of the sun.. [*The fake smile is back,he's nervous.. Something feels wrong,there's a sharp whisper. a voice urging him to do..something? it wasn't clear..His grip tightens on Aps hand]

AP 

AP would be lying if he said this wasn't frightening, gods it was terrifying to him, even if he knew nothing was going to happen with the flickering, flashing lighting he couldn't help pressing his face into Observer's just to get it out of his line of sight so he didn't freak out.

i'd like to say i'm doing okay, but not really, just trying to keep myself distracted from it.. it's really scary to be honest,

Feeling the grip on his hand tighten, AP gives Observer's hand a tight squeeze in return.

Sapph

{* Thanks to the distraction in the roof of the Void, Sapphire small cry of pain went ignored. It wasn't like the others would have heard it, probably, because at that time a orange beam of light shot down from the anomaly and crashed miles away. But it was forceful enough that a small shock wave was felt even from there. And alt lead forceful enough that the loose snow was stirred up into a small blizzard. It only took a minute or two for it to die down but, by then, it was way to late.

There was a slight sound of cracking, akin to crystal or bone or rather crystallized bone snapping and changing. Looking back, there would be the chilling sight of Sapphire curled on the ground, black ink staining the ground, mostly pouring from the missing regulator on Sapphires left side. His right eye was dead but the left, a shocking gold light was appearing in the normally blank left. And it was completely fixated on Observer.

And there was almost a crooked grin marring the normally friendly face.

And Pyrite was nowhere to be found. Almost like he wasn't even there to begin with.}

Observer

[Observer held ap,hoping to keep the shorter human steady,as the snow was snow stirred] "Your family has quite the knack for dramatic entrances,my love. [Observer calls back to sapphire,when there's no answer he merely assumes sapphire is transfixed . He squints against the blizzard until it ends. He looks back,about to ask sapphire if he's ready to proceed,as clearly Pyrite has left them..then he stops and nearly screams,letting go of AP,panic filling every inch of him,to his right he can hear a voice snarling for him to stay away,that it was dangerous!..l.But for once it seemed Observer could care less about his own safety,not that he thought he was in danger,Because...Sapph had proven he would never hurt him. Sapphire loved him. He stops in his tracks when he really notices the light and grin,Observers eyes lock into sapphires]ssapphire......?

AP

AP was surprised when Observer let go of him, looking back to see what had caused it only to see the almost uncanny look on Sapphire's face. It didn't quite feel like him but... It had to be him, right?

sapph..?

Sapph 

{* There wasn't a answer, really, other than a slight staticy sound.  Of course, even that phased out when Observer drew closer to the point that ear drum busting silence was filling the area.

And, with a sound almost akin to a shotgun blast, it broke into a frenzied state of utter chaos.

Naturally it would have been too fast to follow normally, but for some reason there was a slight flux of time that made things seem rather freeze framed. The figure of Sapphire sprang up, dripping ink hands reaching for Observer's neck. Whether or not it made contact with his neck, there would be a rather cold feeling of static coursing through Observer's being. It would feel like a limb falling asleep. Of course, even if the one hand missed, there was another hand almost stabbing at the weak spot in Observer's abdomen. All the while the golden glow grew brighter, and the wicked smile deeper. At least it seems like AP is being sparred for now.}

Observer

The voice screams at him to move yet his body seems to be frozen,unable to move as the light grew brighter,he was like a deer in the headlights . Someone screams and it takes observer a moment to realize it's him,he's screaming, Pain very familiar pain rips through his abdomen.Observer lets out a whimper,"Sapph.?.....why " He isn't able  to say more,the pain is too great. a memory of a situation similar to this but so different*This is what it feels like to be back stabbed Observer barely registered the hand around his throat so distracted was he by the pain.

AP

Needless to say, AP was horrified at the scene before him. Shrinking back and whimpering, all the while as much as he wanted to help Observer he knew that he couldn't put not only himself, but the baby in that kind of jeopardy.

He'd hardly realized he was crying by this point; there really wasn't anything he could do, he wanted to yell or scream at him to stop, to try and snap him out of it or something.. But he couldn't, every time he tried the attempt would get caught in his throat with the choked sobs that emanated through every inch of his being.

If he didn't do something, Observer was going to die and it was going to be because he was a coward that was scared for his own life and the child's whom he's carried thus far. But he'd be damned if he let his Wingdin die like this, by someone he loved and trusted.

In a jolt of adrenaline and as a last ditch effort AP rushed himself over to Observer, making an attempt at the had around Observer's throat before wrapping his arms under Observer's armpits and trying yank him away from Sapphire. At this point he just wanted it to stop, it didn't really matter how. And even if he didn't do this, he was likely going to be attacked next if it panned out how he thought it would.

y-you cAN ONLY TAKE HIM OVER MY DEAD BODY DAMN IT.

Sapph

{* Beyond all of this, there was a quiet little noise as the beam of light cut off.  The strange cracks were still in the sky, as well as the strange shield, but other than that the rest of the Void-space was calm other than the current hell that was happening at the edge with Observer wand AP.

At the screaming, the being, for this really couldn't be Sapphire, tilted their head. There wasn't any response except for the loud static buzzing sound. It took a few seconds of glitching facial expressions for one to settle on disgust at AP. Observer was still firmly between them although it didn't seem like that was a problem as the pools of ink seemed to form into some sort of drippy ribbon to wrap around AP's legs. And then there was a growing pressure as it tried to rip him off of Observer.

Of course, if that was unsuccessful, it and Observer would both try to disappear into the ink only to reappear several hundred feet away. Seems whatever is going on is focused solely on Observer alone.}

Observer

Observer was terrified,and the static in his body was making it near impossible to move,He tries to grab the hand around his throat and pull it off,wheezing through the pain. His eye sockets dart back towards Ap,full of terror and a look of pleading for help. He forces his other arm to grab onto Ap with an iron grip until he's ripped away as the thing tears them apart and he's dragged into the ink and forced those several hundred feet away.

AP

AP had held on as tight as he could've in that moment, at least until he was torn apart from Observer. He hadn't wanted to let go, he wanted to help, but he couldn't, at the very least now he couldn't. All he could do is watch, and wait, since presumably the ink-like tendrils hadn't dissipated from his legs, and they were latched on pretty tight as well... He decided it wasn't a good idea to move, as much as he wanted to. He was human still, he could bruise, and bleed and all other kinds of things that skeletons can't have happen to them in the same way humans could. He didn't want to die like that, to something that proved just how weak and defenseless he was against whatever this thing in Sapphire's body was.

Sapph

{* If anything, that is exactly what this creature had wanted. But it wasn't like that would ever be spoken. The ink seemed to slack off as it traveled to join the main body. Although now the tendrils were fulling wrapping themselves around both figures, trying to draw in Observer into the mass of static and bubbling ink. Sapphire's form kept changing at each glitch; fangs and claws elongated, the cracks on his face deepened, and dirty looking crystals seem to sprout from the dribbling ink as it ate away his flesh to expose the glittering bone underneath. Until, finally, something seemed to stabilize with this creature. Its voice was smooth, akin to Sapphire's, but there was still a bit of a growly hitch to it as well.}

❅ W̨el҉l̢ m͠et͏,͢ ͠ęh͟?̸

{* There was a hint of a manic giggle to those words, the determined eye bursting into full life as the gold of it seemed to trickle and swim in inky darkness. Observer would notice a vice like grip tightening and loosing until, suddenly, he was tossed upwards before being grabbed by a hand formed from ink to be slammed back into the ground.}

Observer

Observer tried to scream again but he couldn't,He tried to squirm out of the ink,but he couldn't. the vice like grip managed to get some noise out of him,but just barely"Sapph..-" He was cut off as he was thrown,being sent into a daze by he force of being slammed into the ground. By the angel it hurt...stars exploded in his head,he couldn't see anything and he couldn't think for several seconds,why this real..he had no idea...this felt so surreal. Observer makes an attempt to teleport,to escape back to AP. maybe they could  still escape

AP

On the other hand, AP, having previously been forced into a standstill. He couldn't help, but dear lords how he wanted to. Watching Observer be practically hacky-sacked  around like that was horrific to him; the sheer fact that the being was able to do such a thing to someone such as his Wingdin was almost just as terrifying...

Staring down at the inky substance latched down on his legs, he tried to wiggle out of it a bit, but honestly he felt petrified. Any movements that he did get out of this were janky and rigid at best, he couldn't do it, not like this.

Looking back up to the scene before him he faintly heard the being speak, it sounded like Sapph. But this cruelty, wasn't that at all, no matter how much it seemed like Sapph the denial and internal struggle for another answer - a better one - raged on in his head.

Sapph

{* Observer would find his teleport successful; it got him away from the bubbling mass of ink and now glowing blue liquid. Although it just made the being angry, bubbling and hissing as it hunted to see where Observer had gotten too. Long, thing lines of ink bubbled out, corrupting surrounding crystals and snow with a deep purple black. And when the crystals were fully infected, they would take upon the same glitchness at the host although if one looked closely enough, there might be eyes forming as well. But they were not readily visible. Other than giving a sense of being watched.

AP was still ignored, although there were thing ribbons of ink slowly climbing up his legs. But thin enough that he might find himself able to run if he could. The figure in front of him would give a bit of a pausing snarl as another beam of light shot down from the anomaly in the sky. The hunt for Observer would be doubled ten fold after that. But if it couldn't find him, there was one greedy looking eye trained right on AP.}

Observer

[*Observer landed with a soft thump twenty,maybe thirty feet away near one of the crystal's. He drags himself behind it,not noticing it shift colors as it was infected,too focused on keeping pressure on the wound on his gut,his white turtle neck would now have a large red stain,He slowly peaks out from behind the  crystal..if he could just get to AP. They could get away,Observer looked around,ducking behind the crystal again,breathing heavily,it hurt..so much..at least it wasn't as bad as before with him. He couldn't run like this..He couldn't..Observer inhaled as he peeked back around the crystal,trying to locate sapphire...he only had one choice..

AP

Seeing Observer disappear like that wasn't necessarily surprising, but releaving at the very least. Attempting to clear away the inky ribbons from his legs and just move in general. Once we was done clearing away from of it and was able to move to some degree he bolted for the nearest place to hide, not even noticing the eyes that watched him.

Sapph

{* Of course, once a eye finally latched on to Observer's location, the being melted into a pile of ink and glitching. Everything went still and quiet again until, loudly, there was the metallic noise behind Observer once again. Familiar claws would then dig into him from behind, latching on tightly, painfully.

And Observer would feel something poisonous leaking into his system now, aiming for his soul. All the while a faint, twisted, sort of laughing could be heard. It was as if Observer was nothing but a bug to this creature, one to crush or control. There was deep cracking resounding; like ice moving. But one would find that it was just Sapphire’s bones being lost to the all consuming inky mass as they shattered into pieces. Much like small parts of Observer’s soul would be doing now as well.

There wasn’t much to do, other than to watch. Time didn’t seem to be a thing, anymore, and the long seconds started to feel like eternity. Eye kept watching AP, sizing him up in the off chance that Observer would get away. Although there was a quiet hiss as an orange light zinged across the ground. A soft crunch of snow just reveled a black boot with an orange sole. And then copper orange eyes peeked into the bolt hole that the former skeleton had found. If AP would look up, there would be a rather cocky grin on a charming looking face.}

☬ We̛ll̷, se̸e͢m͝s͢ l̸i͠k҉e t͏h҉i̶s̡ ̨is ̛s̛o̵m̛e ͏s̛h̴i͘t,̷ ̧eh?

Observer

Observer wheezed,whimpered and tried everything in his power to escape,something else in his head whispers,encourages him..stay strong..stay determined ..the creature had grabbed onto him before he had gotten the chance to aim..or even summon a blaster..he had to fight back,it was his only chance and yet now..the laughter made his soul turn cold...he couldn't see Ap...meaning..Ap had..gotten away..they were safe..they were safe..he could feel himself breaking apart,the feeling was familiar yet unfamiliar,no hope...no hope No hope..but maybe enough determination to survive...?  Observer twisted his head back,glaring at his former lover,or what was left...trying to..he attempted to send some of attack,to squirm away despite the claws..but the toxins were making him feel sluggish..his soul was already damaged and the pieces breaking away were taking a  toll,so distracted was he that he didn't even notice the orange.

AP

AP had indeed looked up, picking himself off the ground from where he curled himself up in the hole, and seeing the other person there he'd practically flung himself against the other; didn't matter who it was, as long as it wasn't Sapph, or whatever that was controlling him.

He nodded a bit, quietly, but reluctantly, peeling himself away from the orange figure. Staring for a moment to see who it had been. This was..? Coin, probably.. As far as he knew there would only have been Coin and a few others, including Sapphire's Papyrus coming over. He'd moved away some of the hair that came with this human form from his face, mostly so the other could actually see his face.

hahaa, y eah,, it's quite the bit of shit if i do say so myself.

Sapph

{* There was a quiet, static chuckle from Coin as AP flung himself at him. There was a head tilt as the other moved away and a hand was brought up to materialize a orange screen in the air as Coin seem to run some sort of diagnostic on the figure before him}

☬ M̕m̨, ̨l̕es͟ş ͏sh͝it th́an͞ ̸bȩfore̡,̵ ͡tho͞u̴g͠h͏.̧

{* Once done with his scans he seemed rather pleased at himself at something and the screen faded back into non-existence. The taller fragment then gave AP a devilish little wink.}

☬ M͏m,̷ ͡Sáns. ̀Go̵es ͢by ̀A̛P̸. Curr͏e͠n͘tl͘y̡ so̵ fa͏r ͠a͝l̀oǹg ̛with Obse̴rv́er'̵s kid. D͡ué som͢eti͝me ͟in M͜arc͘h,͟ I͏ t͟hin͡k?̡ ☬ Do͟n'́t h͞o̵ld ͟mę co̴mpl̵e͢tely ̕t̷o͏ th͜a͞t, ͞ţh͠a͞t i͢s ͏a͢l̸ẃays͢ in͢ f́ĺux̷.

{* He really didn't give AP time to comment on that, however. With a flourish, he spun around on a heel and turned to face the mess going on in the distance. There was a deep breath as Coin quickly brought up his hands along with several spares, screens exploding quietly into life. Million lines of code flew across the screens as Coin seemingly sank into a familiar rhythm. He only paused to speak one more time.}

☬ Asr͢íel,̨ ͏ma͝k͜e̡ ͟sur̡ȩ t̨o͏ t́ake ͜ça̸re̡ of ͟ơur̸ ̴gu͟est̕ ̨f҉o҉r̢ ͘m̛e̛~ {* And he was suddenly gone, as maroon eyes peeked over to stare at AP.

Meanwhile, Observer would find himself slowly being melded in the ink, a toxic little voice trying to enter his mind and being. There wasn’t much actual words from it other than feelings of deep pain, sickness, and the clamoring of millions of anguished voices crying out. And maybe one would be familiar to Observer, if he was paying attention as well. But, in either case, there might not have been time for him to do so as the ink started forming hard crystals and the being started trying to shred Observer from the inside out. The only sense of relief would be that the pain was becoming numb.

That was, until some orange light lit up the area, lines and blocks of code slamming into the figures. Observer would find himself slightly fading out until he was freed from the grip of the pulsing ink. He would still be injured terribly but, also, surrounded by a halo of orange as the healing coding kicked in and worked on fixing the damage wrought.}

Observer

[Observer felt himself beginning to fade. Into the ink..into the voices...his mind grew foggy,there's a screech in the back of his mind,someone hissing at the toxic voice,a snarl of rage....one last attempt to break free before he just..began to sink..he wanted to ask..why,what did he do..but.]

[His voice escapes him,at least the crystals let him feel numb,maybe his death would be painless. He tries to call for help...but something clogs his throat. Keeps him quiet. ]

[Suddenly everything's orange and observers eye sockets widen. His eyes dart around,until suddenly,an inch from his chest a small red piece of glass..no..no a SOUL appears,Observers hands seem to move on their own,closing around the damaged red heart. Observer feels a rush of energy,and for a moment he isn't sure if it's the soul or..the code..heavy weight is added to his back and he starts to become overwhelmed,so much is happening..a voice suddenly hisses in the back of his mind]

[Let me take over for now]

[*and yet observer resists,and the other presence lingers,awake and finally.finally able to feel. Finally no longer in the risk of falling to pieces..]

AP

AP's mouth gaped a bit at Coin's description of him. Honestly he was still kind of curious why everyone called him 'Sans' even though his name is technically 'Comic'.. Oh well, it did seem to be one of universal constants so who was he to judge. Either way, the information was indeed accurate, which AP confirmed with a small nod of his head, watching the orange figure go off to deal with Sapphire, or at least what he assumed wasn't entirely Sapphire; and then looking to Asriel, the prince. He'd never met his own Asriel before everything happened so he didn't know much about any of them.

Regardless he walked over to the tall goat monster and quietly introduced himself with a bit of a nervous smile plastered to his face, generally sticking close just in case if something were to happen he could be protected or pull the lanky goat monster out of the way if need be seeing as he was much stronger as a human.

Sapph

{* Said lanky goat gave AP a low hello before standing beside him and easily towering over him. He might have been lanky, but he was still as tall as Asgore would be. He seemed to be holding a strange sword-like weapon as well, ready for anything. This wasn't some innocent little goat kid anymore.

But it wasn't needed. Farther away a small ring of orange code lines had been formed where a faint orangish blur and the inky monster were fighting. Although once Coin was able to pin it down with what looked like orange darts filled with some type of fluid, he began to have the upper hand.  It was impossible to really see him moving until he finally came to a stop with a large orange screen in front of him. And then he began tearing into Sapphire's coding, erasing and replacing various sectors.

The glitch show it was putting on was, in any other circumstance, a awe inspiring show. It was amazing how fast Coin could rip apart code and replace it. And it was obvious that whatever had been in the darts was working; the inky mass wasn't moving a inch even though what was happening should have had it bubbling and screaming. All it did, instead, was drip away and exposed what was left of Sapphire in its wake. It was hard to get a visual on him from so far away but he did look to be a mess until more orange light and coding lines sprung into existence.}

Observer

Once the healing code finished,observer sits up,dazed,it actually takes him a minute to process the situation,he stares at himself,where the injuries had been previously was just ripped fabric. Observer tips over under the weight of new limbs before catching himself,his body seems to move of its own accord,forcing him up,staring wide eyed at the scene before he spins around on his heels and runs,he soon regains control of his body and realization that he was free and had a chance at fleeing kicked him,adrenaline certainly helping as the fragment ran towards his perceived destination

AP

AP edged out of spot he'd been hiding in so he could see what was going on more clearly even if that wasn't saying much since he didn't have vision in one eye and needed glasses, which had broken and became unusable long while ago. The figures just seemed like blobs of color, more so dots really, small colored moving dots. He also made sure he didn't stray too far from where he'd been standing before, even if he did have the urge to kick it into high gear and sprint as fast as he could towards them. He knew he didn't have the stamina for that, and using up that much energy in this form would be a waste, plus he'd have to take a bath... When was the last time he'd taken a bath again??? After all even I'm his usual form his skull and bones had yellowed from the lack of proper cleaning.. Maybe he'd have to see about a bath once this was all settled..

Sapph

☬ No̷, ͏y̸o̡u͟ don͡'̷t̢.̴

{* That would be all the warning Observer would get before four orange darts pinned him down. It was painless, even as he would fall, but still, there was obvious that he wasn't going anywhere soon.

With the crow contained, Coin finished his work swiftly to finish up, orange code finally fading away to show a mostly put together Sapphire. There was dark, gaping, wounds still. But Coin gently took his former lover into his arms, popping out the broken node and replacing it with a slightly bigger one. And then, once the new one had started faintly glowing, popping out the undamaged node and repeating that movement.

Then, and only then, did he walk to the crow, Sapphire's prone form tucked under one of Coin's arms. He was wordless as a few spare hands removed the darts and picked up the crow firmly, Observer's code still frozen in place. Then he began a silent march back to AP and Asriel. When he was close enough, the human would get one deposit of crow, no more or less, before Coin motioned the little group to follow him}

Observer

There’s no noise of alarm as observer feels the darts hit his back,he lay there motionless until the hands grab him if he wasn't frozen he would have thrashed,panic seizes him as he's carried,which only lessen when he was deposit we near ap,he shifts the new limbs on his back instinctively..not having time to process them just yet,the voice in the back of his head whispers questions about the human,but observer whispers something that sounds like "Later.." He looks at ap,then back towards the border as if asking if they should attempt to get back home or follow .

AP

AP made small grabby hands for Observer as he was brought over and dropped in front of him. Slightly scrambling over to him and attempting to help him up a bit and holding onto his hand.

you okay dins?

He quietly urged Observer to follow Coin too, even if he wasn't 100% sure how safe it was, he figured he was safe enough. After all, if Coin was going to do something bad he would've done it before when they were all vulnerable

Sapph

{* Coin was more than happy to motion them to follow, a look in his eyes that almost read that they had better, really. Of course, he was patient as he waited until they decided to follow.

And even if they didn't, they might find their way blocked currently. By orange and purple magic. The whole area was apparently on two lockdowns.}

Observer

[*Observer stared  ap,shaking his head slowly and giving the others hand a squeeze,away..he wanted to run so badly..maybe he could teleport..no at least one of those lock down would stop him,and he wouldn't abandon AP..never again,Observer averted his gaze,moving to follow coin,as much as he hated to. They had no choice in the matter,he felt tiree..so tired. Once they were home he was sleeping for a good 15 hours..or so he hoped..]

AP

[ AP was undoubtedly tired too, but none the less he was definitely more stable than Observer was at the moment. That being said, he quietly slipped an arm around Observer's torso in an attempt to help support him as they walked. Truthfully, AP was pretty tired too, he could feel the crash coming on as well. They'd probably need to get some sleep when they got there, a nice long nap, maybe he could curl up with Wingdin, maybe.. He'd have to ask when that moment came. ]

s'okay, wing, everything will be alright, 'kay?

Observer

As Ap wrapped his arms around observer,he would brush against something..sticky..and feathery..Observer relaxes at the touch,leaning agonist the other but not too much,putting one of his arms around AP in return,yet he was having a hard time believing everything would be alright,his suspicions of other gasters..his mistrust...it had been proven to b true with sapphire..and that hurt,by the delta it hurt so much. "How can you know.."

Sapph

{* Coin didn't waste time taking them back to Sapphire's house, which, this time, it actually looked like a house rather than a tiny cottage.  There were lights on inside, and noises as well. But the curtains on the windows were drawn. With a summoned hand, Coin opened the door for everyone before motioning them on in.

Stepping inside, AP and Observer would be meet with a cheerful warmth and lighting. Nova has outdone himself with the design and all. Straight ahead would be the living room were a merry fire burned in the fire place although, as they would draw near, there would be a figure off to the side sleeping, Pyrite sitting in the floor asleep as well. There were sounds somewhere upstairs, probably someone showering.}

AP

[ AP nuzzled Observer a bit, mostly as an act of reassurance rather than affection despite the short lingering that came before he pulled away from the nuzzle as they walked. ]

i don't, im just trusting my gut on this one honestly,

[ As they entered the home AP visibly relaxed a but, seeing the calm and peaceful surroundings compared to everything that just happened was relieving honestly. The fire was especially inviting given how cold he was, being human all this time out in the void didn't help him with his issue of being prone to any kind of frigidness. The warmth and cracking of the fire in tandem with each other sounded and felt immeasurably pleasant to the former skeleton. Just smiling a bit and giving Observer a gentle squeeze with the arm that was still around his torso. ]

see? everything looks so nice, everything's okay for the moment, i know you like to worry but im letting my guard down regardless of how you want to go about this, alright?

Observer

Observers eyes scan the area,hesitating by the door,he would only move into the household if prompted by AP,He tried to get a better look at the sleeping figure,not too focused on pyrite,whom he currently found he did not care for very much anymore,in fact he found himself not caring for anyone here but AP and his baby,the thought stung,but it's not like they cared anyone about him either,so quay did it matter,why didn't they let them go home he didn't understand...he tried too count the figures based on sound and sight,Coin,sapphire,the other figure,someone up stairs..the atmosphere was so suffocating ,something shifts and ruffles on his back,he's suddenly brought back to reality by Ap's voice,his grip had slowly been slipping,he murmurs something but it's too quiet to make out,maybe the other would notice the new limbs now that they weren't in the dark of the void.

Sapph

{* There was a gentle click as the door closed behind them, spare hands sitting Sapphire down in a open spot. Seems like Coin wasn't too concered about things for right now while. But Asriel soon took over, pulling up a ruby red screen and eyeing the lines of code with maroon eyes.

Coin, instead, took the time to dig up some blankets for the other two, motioning for them to sit while he offered them to AP and Observer. He was still quiet but, now, it seemed like he was waiting for someone to address the matter at hand.}

AP

[ AP did indeed take the opportunity to sit when prompted to by Coin, being on his feet for a good while combined with being frightened half to death had made him rather exhausted. If Observer had decided to follow in the sitting he'd be softly cuddled a bit after draping one of the blankets around Observer as best he could without disturbing the inky colored wings too much. AP spoke up a bit; despite his exhaustion he wanted some answers regarding what the hell just happened out there. ]

what exactly, happened out there..? he was fine on the way there, even if he was a little distant it was nothing like that.. so much was going on but i don't know what, happened..

Observer

Observer followed ,once he sits he just stares into his lap at his hands,the wings are  unfolded ,he murmurs something and the word "betrayed" could be made it,he doesn't seem to be registering the contact from AP,seems he's lost in thought again. his eyes dart to where sapphire is and the look could be described as threatening,even if it was for a split second,he shifts closer to ap,putting his head on top of aps. the wings themselves did a pear to actually be made of ink..some what anyways..[*.distracted little bird..]

Sapph

{* Orange eyes slid over to stare at Observer for a moment before looking back to AP. And then around the room before Coin addressed the question. Almost as if he was looking to see who was asleep or awake for a second.}

☬ Th̛e͢re͏'s..͏.̵ not̛ m̀u͏ch to͡ exp̵lain, ŗea̛lly.͢ ̷I g̵u͠es̀s҉. ☬ O̷n҉e ̕o͏f ̵h̛is nód̶e͏s͏ b͘r̛oke ☬ T͠h͢at͏'s a̡b̨o͢ųt it

{* Coin nervously shifted in his seat, looking away a bit; he was obviously uncomfortable for some reason right now. It made his willingness to explain obvious.}

Observer

That doesn't explain anything.. Observer stares at coin,eye glowing a deep blue,excess magic sparks in the air and observers wings seem to shift,the underside suddenly has several eyes open ,all staring with red pupils right at coin,despite being in shock the fragment also seems to radiate rage,his eye moves towards ap,and in fear of scaring him he seems to force himself to calm down,yet the glow from his eye doesn't die down,his breath is shaky and something drips onto thee floor...bone..observer takes another deep breath,no melting,not here. "We deserve to know the rest,he attacked us,he could have killed me..he going to..."

AP

[ AP just hummed a bit in response to what the others were talking about, taking a moment to glance at Observer's wings and really register that they're actually there, he knew he'd felt his hand and arm brush up against something but he hadn't exactly expected the inky wings... Looking back to Coin made him furrow his eyebrows a bit, though it may have been hard to see with his hair covering most of them. ]

so... he didn't want to attack us then..? maybe.. I'm not sure how the nodes work and all but are they suppressing that thing or something, because whatever that was didn't feel like sapph at all, it felt like someone completely different.. He's always so soft and gentle, there's no way i can believe that he was in total control there,,

[ Honestly at this point he was just searching for an answer that didn't involve Sapphire intentionally wanting to kill them. ]

Sapph

{* There was a staticy sigh from the mango as he looked around the room again. And then he raised a hand, coding in some sort of sound barrier. The noises from the fire disappear as it materialized. Looking at them from the outside would just seem like they were sitting around, casually talking. It was a unneeded precaution from Coin. But it made him feel safer if the droop of his shoulders were anything to speak for him. He didn't even seem to care about Observer's reaction. He's seen far worse things before.}

☬ Of̢ ̛cour͜s̕e̴ h͠e d̡id͞n't. ͡I͝f͢ y̸o̷u ̶k͠now a̛nyt́hìng a̕bou̧t h͢i͠m͠, you ͡k͢n͜o̴w̡ he hate͡s v͟iol͡e͘nce̶.͠ ́A̕t ͞al̀l.͟

͢☬ ́Th̕er͠e ͡i͜s.. ͘somè ͏s̀ort ̶of ͝b̵e͜in̨g͘ that c̕a͞n t̨ak͡e ̨c͏o̢nt͡ro͜l ̢o̵f͞ him̀ ̸if th͟o͏se no͝d͞eś m͟a͝l͝fun͢ctìon͠. Or̶ ̶bre̴ak. O͞r gȩt̡ ҉d̛am҉a̸ged.̷ N͠orma̢lly ͝tha͜t r͘espo̶n̛s̛e͠ i̛s d̶e҉lay͠e͢d́ ̀b̷ut͢. ͜I̶ ̡don't͝ ͞ḱnow͏.͟ Maybe҉ he'҉s҉ ̵b͘een̴ ͞s͠treşs̡e͡d̶ ͞and ͠th̶e s̢e҉lf͡-repair d͘i̛dn'̵t ͠ki̷ck̨ ҉in. ́ ☬ Ei͏t͝h̷er ͜case,̧ ̡it̛'͝s͢ fix͟e̕d͘.̢ Tha͝t̕'s ̧a͏ļĺ ̡t͝h̵a̡t̷ ͘m͞at̴ters.͠ ́Ì'v͠e wiped h͠i̴s̵ m̡e͡morięs̷ f͡or̨ no͜w,̢ ͡too͘.͘ ҉He̵ does̛n'̢t n͝e̛ed ̷t͠h͡a͟t̸ ̷re͟playi͟n͢g͟ ̧i͜n ͞his h͏e̛ad.͠

{* Coin kept the barrier up while he sat back in his chair. It was unknown when he started to lean forward. But, now that he gave that short explanation, he decided that was enough. If they wanted to keep pumping him for information, he would give it too them. But his throat was getting sore from all this talking as well.}

Observer 

Observer slumps,shoulders dropping and eyes going hollow,not just dark like some skeletons..they just looked...empty,expression Har go read,but he finds he can't believe coin for some reason,he had seen sapphire attack another fragment,he had never really gotten the full story..now he probably never would..something..someone whispered in the back of his mind,coaxing him to contuine asking,even if he was so tired,"Why did you bring us here,why are you all here."He's exhausted,you can hear it now in every note of his speech.

AP

Hearing the newfound exhaustion in Observer's voice, AP glaces over to give Observer a once over. Giving Obsy a gentle squeeze with the arm wrapped around his torso; AP rested the side of his head against the crow's shoulder followed by a small hum of a response to both Coin's explanation and Observer's inquiry. He was tired, didn't feel like speaking much, especially as he seemed to grow slightly more despondent, spacey, by each passing minute. Probably from the fatigue of walking that much in a day piled upon the fact that he isn't entirely used to this body of his and also the pregnancy thing, especially as a human it was clunky and exhausting to walk around like this. And since he'd sat down, his body was yelling at him to get some rest, human bodies didn't have the same capabilities for not sleeping as his skeletal one most often did...

Sapph

There is a bit of a world weary sigh from Coin as he stands, a small screen materializing out of nowhere. A few short lines of code are input before the output of a few pillows and large, rather warm looking blanket appears. They are offered to the crow and the human in a almost gentle manner.

☬ ͏I'͏m he͝r͝e be̵ca̷use͏ ́t̀here̵ i̶s ̷n͜o҉w͘hére̸ el̢se ̷t͞o ͠go͘ ☬ ̀A̡n̡d̛ ͞I̶ ám͝ ̢he͝re͟ ̷be̛c͜a̵uśe ̀t͏hi̸s͟ ͜is͞ th̶e la͘st͜ ͜pl͢a͏c͜ę f́oŗ m͢e ̶to̷ ̵go͠,̨ ̧too͏ ́☬ And y͝oų ̧a̶re͢ ̧h͏ere ͠b́e̷ca͜u҉s̀e, ̷de҉s̴p͡i̢te w͘h̛a̵t҉ yo҉u͡ ̀mig̨ht ͜be͜ ͏t̢h̷in͜ki̷n͜g r̢įg̢ht͏ ̨now҉,́ it i̶s͞ t̶h͡e̛ safe̶s̀t̡ pĺac̴e I ̛ḱnow ☬ An̕d̕ ͠I̧ ţhin̷k ͢t̢h̡e̵r̵e i̶s͘ ̀a̵ ͢bit̕ ͜of҉ ̨unfi͟n͠i̡shed ̕bu̷si͘n͟e͞s̢s͞ Sa͝pphi̵r̶ȩ ͝ne̡e̴ds̀ ̨t̴o g̕e͟t toǫ

If the offered bedding wasn't taken, AP would find them gently set beside him for him to spread out. The couch they were on was big enough to be a bed for both of them; there was no need to move out of the living room for now. Once his hands were free there was another screen summoned as Coin went to remove the barrier from around them.

Although he did have one more thing to say.

☬ ͞W̧e̷ ̛ca͡n̴ tal͠k͏ ͟m̀ore af̴ţer you ŗe̶st͢, ̡I'm͟ not ̶going a͜ny̴where ͠s͘oon

Observer 

"Thank..you.." Observer took APs hand,waiting for him to make the next move,after a few moments he nudges the other towards the couch,wings shifting,"You need sleep.."

AP

[ The sleepy AP took the hint to lay down and did so, making sure to pick up the blankets that had been placed next to him first and softly tugging at Observer's shirt for him to follow suit since AP was practically falling asleep already, his eyes had been fluttering open and closed with varying times of how long they were closed before opening them again. But he pretty much clonks out as soon as he laid down. ]

Observer 

Observer didn't  lay down,sitting next to ap,wings splayed out on either side,he blinked and seems to be forcing himself to remain awake,staring at the surrounding area and monsters,before shifting to examine the tares in his shirt and the new wings,despite the shock and everything,he's refusing rest for now