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Me at work going through gianni stream vods and they’re talking about bionicle cock and man tits nonstop but I have to act normal like I’m just listening to music
#I think I’m going to die here#‘which bionicle gives the best head’ please help me#THE BURDEN I BEAR FOR YOU ALL.#this is somehow still not as bad as the Mario kart stream#anyway go follow @canon-gabriel-quotes to make my suffering worthwhile
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How much longer 'til your luck runs out?
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#Aaargh...I have so many thoughts about this scene.#This is a hard goodbye. I'm not your burden to bear. Not anymore.#This is the culmination of years of miscommunication. There was so much love there. They trusted each other with everything once.#I think it is easy to hear the anger in JC's voice and consider him the aggressor in this but listen to the words not the tone.#It is anger yes - but it is an anger born out of love.#Jiang Cheng wanted him to live - damn the rest of the world to hell if that's what it took. And Wei Wuxian chose strangers over him.#Sometimes two people who once flourished together become each other's worst wounds.#A goodbye to someone you once would have done anything for is a wound you don't easily recover from.#Jiang Cheng could have stood at Wei Wuxian's side and joined him. Consider though; as a sect leader his life is not his own anymore.#JC cannot just abandon the fledgling New Yunmeng Jiang without also dooming people.#And that is the lynch pin of it all. Both of them are trapped by duty. And the older they got the more tangled the web became.#The song I linked (Hi Epic fans) is such a good JC and WWX song that doesn't fit this scene exactly#But it does fit *them*. The words of warning that go dismissed. The Tactical Genius who continues to press on.#The seeds of doubt that grow louder until they creep towards mutiny. Ultimatly this *is* a mutiny! It *is* betrayal!#'You rely on wit and people die by it'. Is that not Wei Wuxian?#Just smashing my brainworms together over here. Don't mind me.
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Vessel and his "all I have ever given anyone was a small window into the emotional waiting room of my mind."
Actually, if I could crawl through said window and curl up against the door to your mind, eyes closed, hand and ear pressed gently to it like if I'm not careful, everything would dissolve under my fingertips, I would.
#sleep token#all that to say 🥺🥺🥺#you just want to give all the reassurances and love and support to someone#to lighten a too heavy burden we carry within ourselves#to just bear the weight of some of it for someone to be able to breathe again#to see the sun again to have the smallest ray glimmer in the darkend corner of our minds#anyway over here just wanting to tear the door down and be all what do you need what do you want what can i do#to make the emotions bearable#welcome to my brain today#♡
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Me: wish I had an Az series that pops off like gf does 💔
Also me: you could if you wrote more for cat lady az dumbass 🤨
Me: guess we’ll never know 💔
#destined to make yall thirst after a redhead#it’s my burden to bear#every time I turn one of you into an eris girlie an angel (gingersnap) gets its wigs#i meant wings but refuse to retype all that
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"it's not the immigrants he wants to get rid of, it's the illegals!" I hope you realize all immigrants are illegal to a xenophobe's eyes
#im sorry. the fact that so many latinos are advocating for this man still grinds my gears so badly#it doesn't matter if you have papers or not. if you're mexican or cuban. if you're black or white. we're all the same dirt to them#you live in the us because life in your mother land was a constant struggle. why do turn against those who bear the same burden you did#it's actually so evil#and i dont expect the people around me to understand that. they've been weirdly nationalistic lately#and also none of them are immigrants or have immigrant parents#they're not trying to get their extended family out from a country rotting away thanks to us intervention and the greedy bastards in charge#this is so overwhelmingly stressful
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Jiyan's most dire foe yet: A sapient bubble.
#wuthering waves#jiyan wuwa#this scene took itself so hilariously seriously I love it#I wasn't fast enough to screenshot the BEST part which was the first gulpuff ominously sinking down into the depths while making intense#eye contact with jiyan's back#(and it seems no one else was either)#but I mean this works too#jiyan's the only one who suspects the Great Gulpuff Threat#a terrible and solitary burden to bear#I have no idea what's going on I stopped the game to cackle and make this post#I know exactly what my icon would have been if I'd managed to catch that image though hahaha#I'm trying to get a youtube walkthrough or something to show it but I think if you have autoplay going you don't see it#and ALL of them have autoplay going#absolute travesty#that's the best part
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So, it's like this right. Callum would do anything for Rayla. And in Rayla's case, the one thing she refuses to sacrifice is Callum. Where is too far for those two. Or more aptly, how far past "too far" are they willing to go for each other. "I always knew you'd go far—but I didn't know how far you'd go to get there."
#like girl nothing is the dragon prince on god#Holding the 3 way Callum Rayla and Viren foil close to my chest#Like. When. When Rayla sacrificing herself is the most vile thing she could do to Callum#WHEN CALLUM SACRIFICING THE WORLD IS THE MOST VILE THING HE COULD DO TO RAYLA#OH GOD ORPHEUS DON'T LOOK BACK#((Like I think Rayla would understand. But it's like. If the world was sacrificed for her (because of her). You know.))#I love moonshadow culture because in Rayla's case ''too far'' was sparing Marcos.#It was too much empathy.#Too much thinking. Too much hesitation. Too much guilt. Being the opposite of what she was trained to be. Pulling herself too far#Bearing the burden alone for too long#God. The s3 leap scene. It's going too far all across the board. Viren going too far. Rayla going too far (literally).#Callum going too far after her.#tdp#the dragon prince#tdp rant#imp tag#rayllum
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#abby doesnt shut up#being a swiftie rn is incredibly conflicting#like I have all this love for someone who is dating someone with so much hate for ppl like me & ppl I love#and we’ve been waiting so long for this tour#and cool things are happening#and then he’s there and taylor supports him#so how do u even have fun anymore#then you feel shitty for going to tour at all even though it’s your dream#and you think about how all of her promises and morals have flown out the window#then you’re like oh great this is my only safe space and I’m mad but cannot leave#and then I love her#and then she doesn’t speak out#and then she’s pictured with that monster#then I want to protect her from the tiktokers stalking her#then I’m sad again#and I say this just being disabled. I cannot imagine how other marginalized swifties feel.#so please just be gentle with everyone rn. this is not cut & dry and ppl are allowed to feel multiple things at once.#if I see you yelling at marginalized fans for going to tour it’s ON SIGHT. they shouldn’t have to bear this burden and lead the way by -#-giving up their tickets. we all still love her and that’s why we’re angry.
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gonna clean up some posts from this blog and then close the ask box in like,,, a week. i don't see a point to keeping it open anymore and while i think i should delete or like... private this blog, there's a lot of archived information on here.
either way, with time i've decided that blogs/documentation/accounts dedicated to people shouldn't really... be a thing, and i'm frustrated with my past self for putting a foot in the door of being added to this blog.
i hope the victims of this person can move on and heal from their abuse. i hope volt learns to improve as a person and stop hurting others. i hope nobody tries to follow in my footsteps.
thank you to the people who've stuck with this blog for so long but officially i'm killing it here and moving on.
#i just#i have a girlfriend now and i have a good system of people around me#i'm happy and healthy#and after going through life and trying to be part of communities like this?#no thank you#please be kind to one another#please have e#empathy for one another#nobody should ever have to bear this burden#not me#not anyone else#nobody#i am deeply sorry to people i may have hurt in the past#i cannot undo what i have done#but i wish to walk forward#and grow as a person#just as we as people are born to do#i love you all
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At least the moon will keep him company in the dead of night
#micas art#twst#twisted wonderland#malleus draconia#a little bit of context for this:#this is based on my headcanon that malleus suffers from insomnia#there is something weirdly isolating and lonely about the night#when the world gets quiet and cold and dark and you feel like the only moving breathing thing in it#what could he do but wait for it to pass on his own?#its no ones burden to bear but his own and hes not some child who needs to be coddled to sleep#(but maybe. just maybe on the nights where it gets particularly bad he might crave a soft hand to gently comb through his hair)#(hes seem lilia do it countless times for silver when he was little. the memory always makes his bed feel a little bit colder)#also for anyone curious (and bc im unsure i drew it very well) the flower is a white chrysanthemum!#i definitely need to practice flowers more#but uwauuuuughkg this piece was so draining to work on. it gave me so much trouble and im still not completely sold on it#still hope it will resonate with people and that you can all enjoy it!!
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the hollow nonviolence but nevertheless heavily palpable longing and empty vastness of daisuke's heart. post
#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT.#full sincerity i do not mean this in an edgy oooh my cute moeblob's darkness(tm) his hidden evil side way#because this is dark's loneliness too. this is dark's wanting TOO#but dark's is daisuke's is dark's is daisuke's and they're both#the epitome of leroux's erik's description + christine's waved away loneliness too#a heart that could hold the entire empire of the world but has to content itself with a cellar#a child who's never taken seriously or properly respected despite his stubborn independent streak#or even the canon quote itself- it's enormous but empty. completely vacant. dark. there's nothing but a black pillar (themselves)#and 'nothing to satisfy someone-' i knoooow dai looks the way he does but oh my gooooodh -drags my hands down my face-#he's restless he's restless it's not blood guts violence edgy that his emptiness brings him#it's the heart of a thief someone who STEALS which is also why i abstain from too much hunger metaphor#because they DON'T want to devour they don't want to chew and swallow they want to KEEP!!!#they want to shelter and house and have something anything someone anyone they want to take care of it#BUT THE CURSE!!!!#what they do eat of is their own sin and fall; the apple. the fairy tale candy. the fairy table feast. the pomegranate#and once daisuke starts there's NOTHING left for him except to become the devil even if he's the innocent cherub!!#HE CAN'T RESIST THOSE TEMPTATIONS he can't resist the demands of his desires compassionate or not!!!#anyways i got sidetracked but i just think muses who ever see daisuke's heart#is it gentle? yes. is it warm? no. but it's a chill that makes a shared fireplace or someone's touch and blood warmer#it's lonely it's heavy it's grandiose and noble there are rooms waiting for you to walk in and spread light#candlelight starlight azumano's mock-gaslit lanterns!!!#everybody looks up 2 a rebel but nobody knows how isolating it is not just for dark as sb who decided to betray#and was therefore cast out alone left to bear enormous immense burdens all by himself ostracized and wounded#but for daisuke too caught in the shadow of dark's wings#u kno? ok. thats all#reference.
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#ya Allah please help me#you don’t burden a soul more than it can bear#i can’t carry it anymore#there’s no one to help me except you#i have no one to look forward to#i have no one to rely on#I’m not complaining#you gave me this life and its all in your hands#its in your hands to make me suffer or make me prosper#make me happy or sad#make me laugh or cry#make me live or take my life#i submit to your will
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just found out that instead of my mom my fucking shitass dad is coming home FOR A WEEK
#ugh i really want to kill someone rn im so mad#why can't he just fucking leave us alone#i know he used to be home 24/7/365 days just a year ago but istg it took us no time to adjust to life without him#now he comes home for like 2 days and my blood starts to boil i can't bear him he's so fucking irritating and interfering#mom coming home would have been relaxing finally burden free after 15 days#now the burden will be double tripled he's such a fucking lazy slob he can't even get his own glass of water#and he'll sleep in our room because it has ac UGHHHHHHHJHH it's so yuck i won't have a minute to myself and my mental health will decline#even MORE than it already has like if that's even possible#and he doesn't take his fucking meds so he's all weak and sick and lazy and he expects us to coddle him#well you know what fuck him im not even going to pretend to be happy that he's here or be nice to him and try to make him feel welcome#he broke this family up and it's going to stay broken up forever so fuck himmmm#and i have a freaking 750 ml bottle of vodka lying in my dresser what the fuck do i do with it now huh?????#it's only like 1/4th empty 3/4th is still full#and it's my sisters birthday on 26th and they'll both be here ugh i was sooo looking forward to actually celebrating with her#now she'll feel miserable and horrible and it'll be JUST like every other birthday she's spent at home#fucking grand#ugh god i sooo do not want to cook dinner for 4 people im so sick of this#and he isn't even satisfied with dinner he fucking eats like 4 times a day he wants a hot breakfast and lunch and evening snack and dinner#man i hope something happens to him and he isn't able to come🙏🙏 god if you're real 🙏🙏🙏🙏
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I've been silent for too long on this. To everyone who has sent me asks or messages begging for donations or reblogs, I see you. I do. And I'm so, so sorry. I have very bad executive dysfunction, and sometimes even struggle to respond to my friends. I cannot respond to you all, and I have no income. I can only reblog, and pray I help your posts find those who can donate.
I get many asks every day, and more and more DMs as time goes on. I simply do not have the mental capacity to engage with all of you. I'm working on it, working on myself, teaching my mind not to hide from that which is intense, frightening, difficult. Every day I'm getting better, because you all deserve to be helped.
I'm sorry, I cannot respond to most of you. I can't, no matter how much I want to. But I promise, I am learning to swallow my guilt, make peace with the dissonance, and do the work without compromising myself in a way that could sabotage my ability to continue to help. I know this is not what you want to hear. I must beg you to believe me that this really is the most I can offer.
I'm sorry to disappoint you all. I would do better if I could, and I am working hard to increase my capacity. My mental disabilities are very, very poorly suited to fielding so many requests like this. But I am trying, and I will not give up. I will not give up on myself, because I refuse to give up on you.
Palestine will be free. Until then, I will fight my limitations to help as many of your campaigns reach those who are better help than I am able to be.
I see you. I hear you. You are not forgotten. Never, never forgotten. I promise.
#problemnyatic thoughts#I feel guilty but that is my burden to bear. I say this because you all deserve to know you're not just being ignored#I am doing everything I can‚ I know it's not enough. I will continue to get better. I will.#i stand with palestine
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misophonia sucks for several reasons but i really gotta say my least favorite part is how much music gets ruined for me by my brain focusing too much on The Triangle
#jusg realized all my misophonia posts feature me crying There is a simple reason for tjis. it is my stress response<3 thanks#my friends are like wow haha i love new pork bossa that cool track from the final arc of mother 3 and i'm like STRAINED SMILE YEAH SURE ITS#ITS NICE.#misophonia#bri talks#i hate tjge triangle a song will be like Heheh dingalingaling!!! and i will be like NOOO!!!! NOO NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!#i don't know many misophonic ppl do you guys also have like. Bad Instruments. or is this just my burden to bear HAHFHA
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ROs fave characters?
Cam: Rex (Generator Rex), Nightcrawler (x-men), Westley (The Princess Bride), Cher (Clueless), Dionne (Clueless)
Ollie: Nancy Thompson (Nightmare on Elm Street), Ponyboy (The Outsiders), The Creature from the Black Lagoon, Natalie (Yellowjackets), Kermit the Frog
Rose/Rory: Cyclops (X-men), Rogue (X-men), Gambit ( wow also X-men), Nightwing/Dick Grayson (DC), Terry Mcginnis (Batman Beyond specifically)
Terra: Van (Yellowjackets), Regina George (Mean Girls 2004), Nana Osaki (Nana), Frieren (Sousou no Frieren), Carrie White (Carrie)
#This was rough because it truly depends on what I think these people would actually watch#R is very much a comic nerd if you could not tell and at least 1 of these people has to watch anime and Terra bears that burden#(Also Cam but to a lesser extent)#ALL OF THESE PEOPLE ARE NERDS!!#asks#star answers#character asks
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