#Such feels throughout the years
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Act I ~ The Prince
A tapestry for Let No One Sleep by @azalawa-scroggs on ao3
#narumitsu#wrightworth#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#nmbb24#happy nrmt big bang!!! there are two more of theseâŚ..#but youâll have to wait for them#fan art#aa#ace attorney#dick gumshoe#maya fey#manfred von karma#âŚbro is creepingâŚ#wHEEWWWW ok took me a bazillion years to catch up with my day but HERE ARE MY THOUGHTS ON THIS ONE:#the border is intended to be read in counter clockwise direction#so: top -> left -> bottom -> right#and YES the sun and the moon are intentionally associated with the attorney's and prosecutor's badges respectively#phoenix and miles are our sun and moon throughout this story so be sure to look for that in the fic too!!#this style was very experimental for me but i wanted it to mimic the feeling of a tapestry hence me referring to it that way#i WISH this was fabric that would be sick as fuck#i will eventually share a proper breakdown of the thoughts and intentions behind everything but for now...#im gonna miss Phoenixâs cloak bc im obsessed with the design actually. wish that thing was real too#miles is my cunty little bitchboy in this wearing his thousand pound fur coat and the suitor stompy boots#if you thought that was a rug and went Oh. ...that was on purpose :^)))))#rendevok#id in alt text
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Starscream got infected by a truth telling virus, and with that comes a rare opportunity for an interrogation
Some things come out that even Starscream didnât know
#fellas is it gay to have your souls intertwined throughout every universe and each time you are together for millions of years?#idk if I lived for a million years and found someone who made me feel so strongly that keeps my long life interesting#I would never let them go even if I love or hate them#if the Decepticon philosophy is that they exist to fight then this is practically a marriage proposal#transformers#transformers fanart#transformers g1#megatron#megastar#starscream#megascream#cw sui mention#maccadams#I donât know how lighting works
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reunion đ¸
#persona 3#persona 3 spoilers#minato arisato#makoto yuki#ryoji mochizuki#aigis#ryomina#lizzy does art#HELLO EVERYONE!!! march 5th is upon us again so i bring... my contribution for this year. my third year drawing for it!#i made the thumbnail for this a few weeks after last year's graduation day#i thought it would be fun to lean into the ryominaigis angle of graduation day (you could read this as minato/aigis if you like-#but i feel like most people would read it as ryoji/minato)#IN ANY CASE working on this made me very emotional over this game :') (specifically minato)#i really enjoy how p3 ends it's such a nice way of wrapping up the narrative's messages and themes#working on this. minato's kindness was at the forefront of my mind throughout the piece#and i really wanted to capture how. ultimately it was his decision to sacrifice himself- to do the great seal#while to an outsider's perspective it is. sad that minato passes. i think becoming the seal is something that minato-#actively welcomes. in the same way that death (ryoji) is a comfort to him because death was housed in him for Ten YearsTM#AND I ALSO GOT REALLY SAD OVER AIGIS TOO. i still get fucked up over how in fes's animated cutscene for 3/5 they portray-#her as human and not drawing the robot parts so i wanted to do something smilar here...#but also i am very sad on aigis's behalf because she discovers her humanity through minato and realizes what she-#wants to do and then. well. minato is like. he's ready to pass on (even if he's scared) and im like. OH MY GOD THIS TRIO GETS ME MESSED UP#this was more coherent in my head LOL BUT ough i like drawing p3 and working through my feelings about it...#anyway! happy (in quotations) march 5th. i love this game to bits. it's so fun to draw for this day every year and see how i've improved#if you've read all this thank you :) lizzy appreciates you all very much. mwah! <3
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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will
#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#the fact that people think scum villain#-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me#especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater#heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series#he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters#(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters#like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx#I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes#side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me#i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation#but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years#like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain#the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too#+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu#as âso bland he's tempted to throw salt on himselfâ and âall he could do is lay around and wait for deathâ (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people#another point on âShen Yuan isnât lazyâ is just the sheer amount of studying that man does#also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be#he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students#and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing#+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this#but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy
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MARJAN'S PEOPLE Preparing for Her Wedding At The Firehouse. 9-1-1 : LONE STAR : S05E10 "All Who Wander"
#FAMILYYYY đđđ#feeling a little extra mushy over owen taking care of everything for Marjan's wedding#scheduling with dispatch and checking on every aspect#to go as perfect as possible. They've come a long way since the pilot. Marjan bringing back the 126 together. Marjan dragging him home in#the middle of a whiteout. owen being by her side during the lawsuit and when she decided to go on the road. he threw a massive party for her#return. then ended up saving her life. he was there for her when she was trying to find her love match. now she's getting married in the#firehouse they both fought for throughout the years đ#gonna cry forever over their found family bond#911 lone star#911ls#911lsedit#911lonestaredit#carlos reyes#tk strand#owen strand#marjan marwani#natacha karam#paul strickland#mateo chavez#judd ryder#126#5x10#lonestardaily#tarlos#Marjan's wedding#my edit
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Yes the slamming against the wall, yes the push onto the couch, yes the pulling the underwear with his teeth, yes the nod of consent. Absolutely!! They're very deserved popular highlights of a scene that is perfect from start to end.
But as someone who had rewatched it on loop for days, can I offer you some more? It`s not like we have achieved full insanity with this scene yet. There`s more potential to it. There`s infinite potential to it.
So here are my personal highlights:
Joke's smug grin before kissing Jack
Jack's indentations on Joke's torso
The force with which Jack threw those pants,, (and Joke. And Joke's little expectant expression for the cherry on top)
Joke wetting his lips before kissing Jack again
Jack grabbing Joke's chin to pull him back into a kisskjdfl,kmnd,lmddf (this one made me Especially insane)
Joke biting his lips AND Jack once again grabbing Joke's chin like THAT I swear to god I fully expected a small slap after it I think I'd have instantly passed away if it happened
Am I the only one who lost their mind for these extremely specific and small details? No? Good.
#jack & joker#jack and joker: u steal my heart#jack & joker: u steal my heart!#jack and joker#jack & joker the series#jackjoker#waryin#yinwar#gif#series#mine#bro I have watched a zillion different LA BLs throughout all my BL life (over 20 years)#NONE of them delivered what this scene delivered.#It's just perfect bc it's raw and it feels real#no cringe#no first time shojo sparkles in it#just electric sparks in a very charged moment#fire emoji fire emoji fire emoji fire emoji
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fell in love (at the water)
#this comic took me SO long. i MEAN it#been in the wips for over a year#i started it on last year's dect anniversary#but im happy with it :)!!! and i finally got it done#still the same melancholic feeling throughout#dreams end come true#mirage#v2#mv2#ultrakill#dect#gen art#song is by candy claws#first page v2s arm is on the wrong side#you WILL ignore that
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Hypothesis: Aziraphale HATES that Crowley is living in his car.
Supporting evidence:
The very first thing we see him do in the present is stop Maggie from moving out and making sure she feels welcome to stay as long as she likes.
He clearly knows Crowleyâs unhappy before anything happens in the plot: âDoes it calm you down?â. And also clearly feels helpless about it. Enter the conspicuous Eccles cakes: Aziraphaleâs offer, which is rejected.
Crowleyâs obviously, for all his hedging, spending a lot of time at the bookshopâ so much that he has his own glasses perch and feels immediately comfortable removing them. See also: âTechnically my bookshop but we both get plenty of use out of itâ, âWhy donât you wait inside? You like waiting insideâ.
Itâs Crowley who immediately shoves the box of plants into Aziraphaleâs arms after Aziraphale returns from Scotland.
Speaking of Scotland, why wouldnât Aziraphale take the train? Why insist on driving the Bentley? Is it perhaps because he wants to get Crowley and his plants into the shop, and thinks if he creates a situation where Crowley has to stay there, maybe he wonât immediately leave again?
Heâs got an empty bedroom and an apparently pathological need to make the person staying there very comfortable, creating cute little customized souvenirs like heâs an Air B&B host (displacement!).
He immediately jumps to having Gabriel stay with himâ he didnât have to. Arguably, both Gabriel and Aziraphale would be safer if Gabe stayed elsewhere.
Thatâs what Iâve got for now but Iâm sure thereâs more. Throughout the show, watch what Aziraphale gives to others and does for others, and itâll tell you what he wants to do for Crowley. Heâs living so deeply in displacement in makes him come across as manic and brittle.
(What probably happened is Aziraphale offered the spare bedroom and Crowley, who unconsciously didnât want to be his roommate or sleep in a single bed with Aziraphale right downstairs because how could the poor lovesick boy cope with that, told him he wasnât a âgood deedâ for Aziraphale to do and stormed off.)
Conclusion: Aziraphale asked Crowley to stay at his place, immediately and probably repeatedly. They had a row about it, and Crowley refused, and to this day Aziraphale doesnât understand why.
And it hurts him.
#this might be the start of a longer meta about Aziraphale feeling rejected by Crowley repeatedly throughout this season#being made to feel like heâs doing the wrong thing or not good enough#theyâre fracturing apart before the season even starts#all because they both fear rejection so much that Crowley preemptively rejects Aziraphale and Aziraphale is afraid to push#look at the projection and displacement and youâll see whatâs really going on#ineffable husbands#good omens#good omens meta#the awkward homeless Crowley situation#itâs absolutely manufactured and unnecessary#Crowleyâs literally circling Aziraphale#and Aziraphale just wants him to come inside#good omens season two#good omens season 2#renew good omens#just so they can finally have a talk about how Crowley is such a drama queen he lived in his car for three years
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day 1821 - half a decade!
redraw of day 1, 364, and 1000, but with a twist - now it's also my frogsona :D
for now i'll be taking a (maybe permanent) break for at least the rest of the year! see you in 2025!
previous versions for comparison below!
#amphibian#frog#frogsona#self#actaully i used a toad for reference i like their shape most#so i guess my frogsona is technically a toad (which is just a more specific frog but. you know)#also i cannot stress enough everyone has been so kind throughout the years it's been a pleasure to know my art has brightened your days :)#ok one funny thing is#i've been looking through the old art reminiscing. seeeing if i can pick a favorite per 100 days (the art is sorted in folders of 100 each)#and every single folder i look through i can't pick a favorite because i like so many of them#and every tsingle folder i think to myself 'oh that was a good 100 days there's lots of great ones'#even the earliest days where my anatomy was pretty terrible and my style was so different from what i like now. it's sitll great#it feels really great to be able to look back at my art and think that :)#and my favorites range from ones that are technically skilled to just cute or funny ideas#i think it's a good reminder to myself that art doesn't have to be perfect to be good :)#another important thing im realizing is a majority of my favorites are the ones that tell a story or joke in some way#a scene and/or background do SO MUCH for my own enjoyment of my art#even just some shapes and color in the background elevate it imo
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i donât mean âwe had moneyâ or âwe struggled.â did you know (roughly, within ~$10k or local equivalent) how much your parents made?
#iâm at a conference and the speaker mentioned sharing her finances with her kids and the reaction of the audience was VISIBLY SHOCKED#which is wild to me lmao iâve known dollar amounts of how much my parents have made since i was like. 8.#which i recognize sounds insane on paper but it really helped me to be smarter with money throughout my teenage years yanno#and it didnât feel like because i said so when my parents were like you canât do that. because i understood our money situation FULLY.#idk. i literally never even thought about this not being something i told my kids. is this normal.#text#my post#mobi
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#iâve used this format enough throughout the year i feel like i should use the original too#christmas#christmas eve#muppets#muppet christmas carol
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Sometimes I forget how young Snape was in Philospherâs Stone, I always see people saying â17/20 years agoâ when referring to Lilyâs death or SWM happening. So I always immediately think of him as being in his mid thirties all throughout the books, while forgetting that he was actually 31 in the first book. Lilyâs death had just occurred 10 years ago, and then he was forced to teach her child who looked exactly like the man he hated most but also had her eyes. Damn.
#like that man had just celebrated his 30th birthday a year before the first book đ#we watched him go from 31-38 throughout the series#i think about this a lot#literally everyone in the marauders era was so young when everything happened#severus snape#also guys I PROMISE IâM ALIVE AND OKAY I JUST DONâT FEEL THAT STRONG OF AN URGE TO LIVE#pro snape#pro severus snape#snape#harry potter#hp
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Gotta be honest i wasn't expecting the blame for this Return to bounce from the singers, to Gavilar, to Odium, to the radiants, to Taln, to the Heralds, to Tanavast, to the unfairness of the cosmere, to land on storming Shallan and Chana Davar
#like it seemed pretty likely throughout the book that Chana was Shallan's mom#but i hadn't realized that it meant she had been the one to break#i feel it's not being adressed a lot like Shallan just went -i accept it's all my fault- and went on with her day#more trauma fodder good for her#Shallan my girl i knew you were pivotal but i disn't think this much#also kudos to Taln#4500 years of torture like it was nothing#had it been for him no book would have been written#wind and truth#wind and truth spoilers#stormlight archive#storm Gavilar's assassination we should have seen Chana's at the beginning of every book
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what's weird about the fantasy high drama is that like. it seems to me like people forget d&d is primarily a) a game you play with your friends and also b) luck based.
I mean it's fine to say that "nothing felt like a challenge" and "they just dominated everything and there weren't any stakes" but like. it's not as if they weren't up against huge threats. they lost the mall fight. the last stand was an onslaught of enemies. they fought a dozen dragons from an airship. the fights were hard. they're just really good. they've had very good dice luck in general this season and are all very high level and highly specialized. fig is gonna beat deception and performance checks. adaine's gonna figure out the arcana. riz is gonna succeed investigations. like. for some reason their strategical competence and wisely picked abilities are. a downside? a disappointment?
the thing about d&d that you need to remember is it's first and foremost a game. it's mostly random and it takes you down weird paths and you're playing to have fun with your friends. the dice are literally telling the story that it's their time, it's their year. they've struggled enough. they've trained enough. they're good at what they do. and in my post about the academic/domestic/personal stressors being the focus, d&d doesn't have any other system to work them out than rolling different skills. that's what d&d is. brennan set specific challenge levels for different tasks and the players strategized to prioritize which abilities they were strongest in. the challenges were there. and the players rose to them. they were both smart in their delegation of responsibilities and lucky with their dice rolls. of which, both are foundations of d&d.
don't mistake them being good players and getting lucky with there being no hardship. just because they smashed through the wall, that doesn't mean the wall wasn't strong. they were just stronger.
#i know some people are disappointed from a storytelling perspective. but you have to understand.#what was brennan supposed to do. he threw things at them both at and above their challenge level#he created a whole system to simulate academic and person goals and stress throughout the year#he gave them plenty of chances to fail#he set DCs high.#the players just knocked it out of the park#you can't tell any story but the ones the dice want you to#if he had manufactured more danger or difficulty where there was none it would have felt cheap#and do you not remember the night yorb fight#like. the whole point of the year was that it wasn't hard. it just never stopped#they can do it they're capable they're smart. but the hustle and the stress and the fighting and the working never ends#that's why nothing 'had stakes' or 'felt challenging'#it's the slog that gets you. it's how long you're willing to keep going.#how much life can break you almost to your last breath but you get through it and you keep going anyway#but. i digress.#and i say all this with complete and total respect to other people's opinions#i feel no hate and wish no bad feelings on anyone who disagrees with this!#it's just my personal view on the whole thing#sorry if im being annoying i just have. opinions.#fantasy high#d20#dimension 20#fhjy
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wait ur a hp fan??/pos
i have such a complicated relationship with the harry potter series because yes it did shape me as a person, yes it was my first book, yes it was my first fandom, yes i did start writing because of harry potter. but also i hate JKR and the message behind the series now that i'm an adult. harry didn't get the ending that he deserved, he didn't get a lesson worth living for
#the fundamental flaw of lily's sacrifice kept me up for i think like 3 days when i was in middle school#because the more i thought about it the more i disagreed#you're telling me no other mothers sacrificed themselves for their babies before?#and you're telling me that harry HAD to live with his blood relatives but family can be defined by love more than blood#him HAVING to stay with the Dursley's every year when he was actively being abused#and how it's only kind of sort of brought up throughout the series#i have a lot of feelings about how it was not clear why dumbledore wasn't a good guy#and snape's sacrifice made me hate him more#âalwaysâ took on a new meaning when i learned about obsessive men
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I got nostalgic last summer, so I made an inktober sketch for a KakaGai drawing. Because of reasons inktober didn't happen for me, so now I'm trying to get it finished before Gai's birthday! đ
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#hatake kakashi#maito gai#kakagai#throughout the years I've posted a bunch of KakaGai new year's drawings so it feels nice trying that again#my head's a mess though so I'm making no promises hahah#don't even know if many people following me even still care about these guys lol#but they give me warm feelings so I don't care ;)#naruto fanart#naruto#fanart#Danikunst#described#2024#2
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