#Sometimes it is like... why am I able to do so many things?

[pomegranate-fawn]

Weekly update: Creativity and unease

Hellllooooo. I feel bad still, I mean I am still doing my best and chugging through each day one at a time but that doesn’t mean I feel great. I’ve worked on myself enough that even at my worst, I can still force myself to eat once a day and brush teeth once a day, all that stuff. Sometime I didn’t do much of this week was write…except I did…I wrote over 17k this week alone and yet…it doesn’t feel like I did anything.

I really love writing and I love Dear Nightingale so much but I always feel bad about my output for some reason. Like obviously I can’t write a book with over 100k words in one afternoon but I think that I can and I find disappointment when I can’t. I’m trying to be more positive and focus more on my craft but it’s embarrassing to feel like an amateur writer after all these years.

Realistically, it’s good that I’m not cocky. As that could easily lead to me becoming stagnant. But I feel that my level of self esteem in regards to my work also isn’t healthy. I need to find balance, a medium. I don’t know if I want to professionally publish Dear Nightingale for a plethora of reasons, but I don’t know if I want it to remain something published online. I’m very conflicted about the plan for my work as well but for the time being, I’ll leave you with chapter one and two…

Now let’s go onto what I did this week aside from writing. Well I’m possibly having issues with my ears again, I scheduled an appointment for Tuesday and the good news is the horrible ear ache I had was gone by the end of the day it started but I still want to get them looked at just to be safe. I also deleted tiktok again cause the amount of hateful people I would see on that app was so devastating, not to say that other platforms are paradise but they’re better at least in my experience.

On the day of my horrible ear ache I took a fat nap which is not something I do unless I’m really not feeling good. I don’t get tired often during the day and whenever I do I usually just brew some tea or it’s a sign I need to eat something! But the ear ache gave me a sickening headache and I needed to rest, but my mom was on the phone with her friend and was talking loud as she always does. I long for the day I can live alone (and with my darling girlfriend!) but until those days come I need to create my own peace. So I turned on some of my lamps and put on one of those Zelda relax/sleep videos and thankfully with the ambient sounds from the video and the songs it had I was able to rest. I legit took this photo before passing out lol.

Another thing I’ve been trying to do more is customize my belongings. I already do fun phone aesthetics so why not take things a step further? Plus it gives me an excuse to be off of my phone for at least a few minutes! I burn a lot of CDs and while some are just albums I wanna listen to others are playlists! I decided to decorate both my frutiger aero playlist and my shoujo playlist! Both just have a lot of good ambient songs and I really love how they turned out! I plan to decorate the rest of my CDs as well in the coming weeks! :D

I also decided to decorate my airpod case. I think personalization is important but I also think it’s good to truly personalize something. There is nothing I hate more than someone who buys things because they’re trendy. It’s why I can’t get behind those labubu’s, so many people don’t actually like them, they just want them for a status symbol. If you actually like them, more power to you. But often times when it comes to quick trends like them, they’re only enjoyed by normies who aren’t collecting for the long run. And that makes me sad.

I’m trying to be more adventurous with food. I don’t think I’ve mentioned it here but on top of having bd I also have autism, I’ve been diagnosed with it since I was a kid and I have gone to a lot of therapy to help me learn coping mechanisms but the bottom line is I still have it. Now believe it or not, poke is one of my favorite foods and something I consider a safe food. Like I could eat it for days on end and not be overwhelmed by it, but my order is very plain. Cucumber, carrots, corn, masago, and salmon on top of rice. Well recently…I got edamame, which is something I typically don’t like. But it was actually really good here. Though I think I’ll ask for one scoop next time cause it was a bit much, I think I’ll also ask for a few green onions next time as well since I like them a bit.

But of course, when it comes to stepping out of your comfort zone, it’s best to also have something you’re familiar with. So I convinced (basically begged and meowed at her till she said yes) my gf to get boba with me today and I got my usual, a ube yam blended smoothie. It’s so good! And spending the day with my lovely wife also helped a lot with getting over my fear of trying something new! I love my gf dearly and I feel sick that I can’t see her yet today. She is truly my everything and I need to live with her soon or else my soul may vanish! I am being overdramatic but…I rlly do love her with my whole heart…

Music time…I actually didn’t listen to a lot of music this week nor did I watch a lot of music videos…well rather…I’ve been listening to a lot of musicals this week instead and I’ve kinda become obsessed with cats I need to see it live again my mom made us leave early cause she doesn’t like it. If she tried something like that now I would’ve just stayed and called a friend to see if they’d let me crash at their place but I was 16 when it happened so I’ll always hold the first act of the play close. But god memory is such a beautiful song and the way Elaine Page sings it is insane!!!

I watched more Wolf’s Rain with my gf today, we plan to finish it the next time we hang out! I love Wolf’s Rain but I watched it at 14 in a daze of drunkness. But for years, I would occasionally dream of a caracal and wolf chasing each other in a big green field. I couldn’t remember the show and sometimes I even assumed it was something I had made up. I even remembered a song that had a gentle melody but I couldn’t remember the words. Then in 2020, at the late of night on tiktok, I saw an edit. With a wolf and caracal chasing each other, I was hit with a flood of memories and joy. I didn’t properly rewatch wolf’s rain, I just watched episode 19 and 20 and that was enough to satisfy me. I’m fairly certain that the song I’m about to share plays for the first time when Kiba and Mew are running together, I nearly cried rewatching it honestly, it was so beautiful…I felt so lucky to rewatch these episodes with my girlfriend by my side…

I really didn’t watch YouTube this week, idk I just find myself watching more shows or reading or writing more. And unless something looks good or is by a creator I already know and like, it’s rare that I click on a video. But I did watch Kurtis Connor’s Time Machine video and…I liked it and I don’t mean to diminish anyone’s feelings towards it. But man, YouTubers can just say one slightly emotional line and people act as if they’re a philosopher. I understand people feeling a strong emotion to Drew Gooden’s over 2 minute speech about human art being better than generative ai, but Kurtis saying “maybe there’s a timeline where none of us were hurt” and that being his only heavy hitting moment just didn’t effect me…Not that I don’t think it’s a sweet sentiment. But his video was pretty light hearted and I felt like people were hyping it up cause it was by Kurtis and nothing more. But I still liked the video so maybe I’m just being negative.

[sparkssystem]

Answering these for just me, Damian posting. 1. What's your fictional identity (hearttype, kintype, etc)? Fictive of Damian the Dark, a Sonic OC from a roleplay our old host was part of.

2. If you have multiple, do you have one you're closer to than the others, or is more important to your identity overall? N/A

3. How many fictional identities do you have? 1

4. What's your favourite part about being fictionfolk? That I can read my source material. Helps with memories and keeping the timeline of when things happened.

5. What's a positivie interaction that's happened as a result of your fictional identity? I don't really have one that I can think of, but I guess meeting the alternate versions of people I knew that have also ended up in this system is kind of cool.

6. Have you told any people in your offline life about your fictional identity and gotten a positive reaction? No, but also yes? Met our partner system online, we've met up irl a few times, they know who I am. Guess that counts in a way? They're very accepting, I mean, they're the one that made this ask game lol.

7. Have you told any people in your online life about your fictional identity and gotten a positive reaction? All of our friends know.

8. Is there anyone you've met as a result of your interactions in the community who's very important to you now? Our partner system.

9. What's your favourite thing about the fictionfolk community? Honestly I think it's really silly sometimes when you acknowledge people's identities. Sonic and Bakugo are talking about cooking recipes. Pikachu and Kratos are discussing their college majors. Goku and Gojo are playing scrabble and are getting mad that their made-up words aren't in the dictionary.

10. Tell us about a time you've experienced species/identity euphoria as a result of one of your fictional identities. So we have me as a character up on artfight, and someone read that I have "plant manipulation powers" and drew me with a rose. The picture is so sick, I'm using it as a Discord icon now. But like, roses are my thing, that's my plant of choice, and we didn't mention that in my profile, nor did we really mention much to be honest, we filled it out in like a minute. I just love that someone was able to capture my vibe with the rose and the pose and the feel of the image.

11. Do you experience any shifts (mental, phantom, dream, etc) of your fictional identity? Share a bit about those and how they feel! Well I'm me 24/7, so mental shifts aren't really a thing. Don't really get phantoms either. But we've had a few dreams about me, so there's that.

12. Do you have any canonmates (if applicable)? Plenty. Through people soulbonding people and those people soulbonding others, my system also has my 3 spouses, our 10 kids, some of our kids' friends, my 4 siblings, my dad, my dad's girlfriend, and way too many of my dad's friends. In total there's 47 people from my canon specifically in this system.

13. Do you have any sourcemates (if applicable)? Yeah, there's quite a few people from my source but not my canon in this system as well.

14. Do you wish to seek out canonmates/sourcemates? Why/why not? Not really a thing I can do in other systems, due to the nature of my source being a private roleplay. I've already soulbonded everybody I wanted back though.

15. Do you have a favourite piece of fanart/fanfic/etc that ties into your identity? Share it (with credit)! N/A

16. Do you have any art/fic/etc specifically made for you as a fictionfolk of your specific identity (made by yourself or someone else)? Share it! I've drawn myself a few times. My favourite is this one we got on artfight. Credit to https://www.deviantart.com/lamp-p0st

17. Does your fictional identity differ from source in any way/is it canon divergent? Explain a bit about that! So that gets a little bit weird. Source is ongoing. When I got into this system, there were no differences between my life and what this character went through, but since I got here, the story has taken my character and done some really messed up things to him. It's like I'm watching my own hands try to give me trauma I don't have. So I'm completely separated from the roleplay character now due to that, that's not me anymore, I'm just another version of him whose story has a clear divergence point.

18. Are there aspects of your fictional identity that you previously questioned, decided weren't a part of your identity, but you still look fondly upon? (Past 'types, etc). Nah.

19. Do you have any spiritual identities? Explain a bit about that! I'm a soulbond, so yeah.

20. Do you have any psychological identies? Explain a bit about that! Nope.

21. How old were you when you discovered/chose your first fictional identity? Soulbond, so not applicable.

22. Did you ever take a break from the community, but came back later? What made you come back? No, I've been trapped here. Help me /j

23. Have you ever considered fictionlinking? If you already have, what made you decide to do it? I haven't.

24. If you decided to 'link a fictional character, who would it be and why? Uhhhh.....hmm. Probably Dabi from My Hero Acadamia. His whole arc about being born for someone else's goals, being abandoned, rising up from the ashes to make a name for himself, it's all very relatable.

25. If you decided to 'link a fictional species, what would it be and why? Really not sure about this one, but I'm already part ghost, but my ghosts are a bit different than ghosts here, some depictions of ghosts in media are really cool, so one of those maybe?

26. Have you ever questioned being fictionhearted? If you already are, what started your questioning into that connection? I haven't.

27. Do you have any fictional hearthomes? What are your favourite things about them? I actually hate that I have hearthome feelings about this. There was a dimension of pitch black darkness that I was trapped in for almost 20 years. I hated being there, I hate everything about it. But I get such a feeling of homesickness when I think about it. I practically grew up there, I spent a good chunk of my childhood and all of my teen years there. I have a complicated relationship to it. No favourite things.

28. Have you ever questioned being a fictionbased archetrope? If you already are, what's your archetropal identity? Haven't questioned anything, but I might have a villain archetropal identity? Not sure.

29. Have you ever questioned being fictionkin? If you already are, what started your discovery of that connection? Haven't questioned, no.

30. Have you ever had a fictotype turn out to be a fictionflicker or vice versa? What was that like? Nope.

31. Do you have any fictionflickers? What are they, and how do they make you feel? Nope.

32. If you're a system, do you have any collective fictional identities? Fictional, no.

33. If you're a system, how many fictional identities do you have across all of your headmates? ...I am not counting. There's over 500 people in here. Just...going to estimate around 300 different fictional identities?

34. Do you have any soulbonds from a fictional source? Share a bit about that! Besides the roleplay, we have soulbonds from Sonic the Hedgehog, The Owl House, Steven Universe, My Hero Acadamia, Hazbin Hotel, Jujutsu Kaisen, The Magnus Archives, My Little Pony, Pokemon, Madoka Magica, SCP, Splatoon, Undertale, and Welcome to Night Vale.

35. Do you have any memories/noemata around your fictional identity? Share some if you'd like! I do have memories, I remember most of my life. The roleplay being a thing we have complete history of helps a lot.

36. If you do have memories/noemata, what's your favourite? Making me choose one moment of my entire life? Fine. When I was a young kid and I invited my friend into my secret room full of video games. We had a lot of fun playing games, then we kissed for the first time. That was special. Ended up marrying him when we got older.

37. Does your identity intersect with your gender in any way? Share a bit about that! Uuuuuggggghhhhh. I didn't used to be bigender, but then I had to possess a girl's body and then my brain didn't want to let go of that. Dying and ending up here didn't even fix it! Stupid ghost powers.

38. Does your identity intersect with your sexuality in any way? Share a bit about that! Nah.

39. Is there anything you'd have loved to hear back when you were first questioning your identity? N/A

40. Is there anything you'd like to share toward fictionfolk who may just be starting to look into the community? We don't bite, unless you bite first. We will protect you from the stupid people that say you can't be whatever you think you are.

41. Free space! Share anything about your identity/ies that you'd like to!

Nah, I've wrote enough already.

Fictionfolk Experiences Ask Game

Yeah, you. Fictionkin, fictive, fictionhearted, fictionlinker, fictionflicker--whatever else you may be in the tags. I wanna get some potentially positivity and experience sharing going because there's some Stuff that isn't great in the tags right now but ALSO I think fictionfolk as a whole (and not just identify-as fictionfolk but yes those too) deserve a nice little platform to share their experiences. So, use this ask game. Or just reblog and answer the questions. Or post the answers yourself. Be free.

1. What's your fictional identity (hearttype, kintype, etc)?

2. If you have multiple, do you have one you're closer to than the others, or is more important to your identity overall?

3. How many fictional identities do you have?

4. What's your favourite part about being fictionfolk?

5. What's a positivie interaction that's happened as a result of your fictional identity?

6. Have you told any people in your offline life about your fictional identity and gotten a positive reaction?

7. Have you told any people in your online life about your fictional identity and gotten a positive reaction?

8. Is there anyone you've met as a result of your interactions in the community who's very important to you now?

9. What's your favourite thing about the fictionfolk community?

10. Tell us about a time you've experienced species/identity euphoria as a result of one of your fictional identities.

11. Do you experience any shifts (mental, phantom, dream, etc) of your fictional identity? Share a bit about those and how they feel!

12. Do you have any canonmates (if applicable)?

13. Do you have any sourcemates (if applicable)?

14. Do you wish to seek out canonmates/sourcemates? Why/why not?

15. Do you have a favourite piece of fanart/fanfic/etc that ties into your identity? Share it (with credit)!

16. Do you have any art/fic/etc specifically made for you as a fictionfolk of your specific identity (made by yourself or someone else)? Share it!

17. Does your fictional identity differ from source in any way/is it canon divergent? Explain a bit about that!

18. Are there aspects of your fictional identity that you previously questioned, decided weren't a part of your identity, but you still look fondly upon? (Past 'types, etc).

19. Do you have any spiritual identities? Explain a bit about that!

20. Do you have any psychological identies? Explain a bit about that!

21. How old were you when you discovered/chose your first fictional identity?

22. Did you ever take a break from the community, but came back later? What made you come back?

23. Have you ever considered fictionlinking? If you already have, what made you decide to do it?

24. If you decided to 'link a fictional character, who would it be and why?

25. If you decided to 'link a fictional species, what would it be and why?

26. Have you ever questioned being fictionhearted? If you already are, what started your questioning into that connection?

27. Do you have any fictional hearthomes? What are your favourite things about them?

28. Have you ever questioned being a fictionbased archetrope? If you already are, what's your archetropal identity?

29. Have you ever questioned being fictionkin? If you already are, what started your discovery of that connection?

30. Have you ever had a fictotype turn out to be a fictionflicker or vice versa? What was that like?

31. Do you have any fictionflickers? What are they, and how do they make you feel?

32. If you're a system, do you have any collective fictional identities?

33. If you're a system, how many fictional identities do you have across all of your headmates?

34. Do you have any soulbonds from a fictional source? Share a bit about that!

35. Do you have any memories/noemata around your fictional identity? Share some if you'd like!

36. If you do have memories/noemata, what's your favourite?

37. Does your identity intersect with your gender in any way? Share a bit about that!

38. Does your identity intersect with your sexuality in any way? Share a bit about that!

39. Is there anything you'd have loved to hear back when you were first questioning your identity?

40. Is there anything you'd like to share toward fictionfolk who may just be starting to look into the community?

41. Free space! Share anything about your identity/ies that you'd like to!

[rahabs]

I just feel so. Gross. There's so many things I can do and yet I do nothing and feel like a complete waste of a human being, which makes me feel even more miserable, which means I have even more trouble with my creative endeavours.

[bunnyboy-juice]

i had so many dreams last night about making out and my jaw hurts now?

[tapestryundone]

not to get controversial but i am an adamant believer that neither tsm and tlq are bad and that while their actions can both get pretty fucked up, theyre both reacting frankly the best way that they know how given the horrible situation theyve been forced into...

[halogalopaghost]

[kalosian-woods]

The next Kalos Sitting Cuties Plush to become a pfp (I LOVE sitting cuties plushes so badly and the Kalos mons one look so stupid /aff)

But to answer your question;

A) assuming AO3 tags wise, I guess do whatever is most convenient for you? i dont really know or understand how AO3 tags work to have an opinion lol, or maybe you can use the tags that alr exist but for the 'mons who does evolve but don't in canon you can make your own additional tag? Like "[Trainers Pokemon] Evolve" or something, but yeah, do whatever is most convenient to you,,

B) OK OK HEAR ME OUT.

No one truly knows what Yveltal and Xerneas are.

Like yes! They are in fact Kalos' Legendaries, but in the games or anime it was hinted/showed (depending kn the source) at us that the two pokemon are yk resting in their cocoon/tree stats thing, meaning that for around ~1000 years people have no idea what they look like or what they're like.

And with the fact that Zygarde is also mostly an unknown pokemon in Kalos, I basically created the headcanon that;

What's inside the pokedex entries of Yveltal and Xerneas are purely 100% from myths and legends (much to the scientists and professors distaste)

What they look like is also based on speculation, from old picture books and paintings (ALSO much to the scientific world's distaste)

Everyone has their own story about the two pokemon! Think of it like folk stories, passed down from generation or generation via stories that no one can truly confirm but believe in due to its history and roots

In those stories they sometimes feature a third pokemon no one could identify but was always described to be the order and balance of the other two legendaries. But other than that, no one knows what that pokemon is.

They're like myths in the Kalos Region, they know it exists. But like, everything they know about it is from legends and myths and folk stories and all that,

(this headcanon is purely self-indulgent, i love folk stories and myths and legends, so i wanted to give Kalos a bit more of it outside of the movie 'mons and to its own legendaries.)

I know, right!! I’ve been just playing around with these jpegs ever since they came out since they do look so hilarious (and cute!!). That’s not even getting into the other items they have for the Kalos mons (finger puppet Pancham my demented /aff). Can’t wait to go through all the Sitting Cuties for these guys because some of them are bangers for sure.

And yay!! Thanks for your thoughts heh, for (A) I honestly am just so confused on Pokémon tagging on AO3 because they do go through their stages throughout the series and it does feel weird to stick to their final ones for the whole series. Like on one hand it makes it easier?? To group them all and that, but on the other hand I’m not writing Talonflame for the whole AU and I haven’t seen much fics that do work with the unevolved forms much to be able to tell the norm. Might just stick with their normal species name for now and forgo the more unique tags until later. When I feel like tackling this issue. Idk. But I do like the additional tag idea though, so I might sit on that one.

And for (B), lemme just say HOW DID YOU READ MY MIND ABT THE ZYGARDE ONE!!! A few days ago I was actually thinking about how no one would actually know about the third Legendary and just ascribe it as the Order of all things and so. Maybe show it as an eye in the background, green streaks or roots or something. But yeah, you’ve got some good ones for sure, I’m loving them!! Having varied folklores about the Legendaries would be so interesting, especially with different views (like while some would revere Xerneas, others will talk about too many weeds sprouting or trees taking over the area, or even some appreciating Yveltal and the role it plays in the ecosystem with stories to match) and retelling passed down families that get garbled over time. That’s probably how the Professor and other scientists pieced together a coherent enough explaination for their Types and descriptions (which explains how barebones it is!! And how Xerneas only got the mono-typing because it’s *jazz hands* basically life incarnate so Fairy was the best pick for it), with them being identified more on traits rather than looks (because a rainbow isn’t exactly very clear information).

Dw I’m a huge history/mythology nut too so I love these kinds of hcs heh. Ngl I had my own thoughts about rituals people would do for harvest or for breeding related to the Legendaries and all that as it is, to make sure that everything goes well (and more stuff but it gets long after a while lol. I’m way too invested in this). As it is I always used to think that Zygarde should’ve been Mythical since it was barely known and to match with Hoopa (chaos incarnate), but yeah as you said basically even Yveltal and Xerneas are rarely seen, so they’re just all like that lol. Very much feeds the idea of Team Flare trying to get the two only to shake the third one out of hiding for me for sure. But yeah!! Very fun thoughts for me and you heh!! :D

[icewindandboringhorror]

... how am I meant to get any sort of restful sleep when it's like 85F indoors in my bedroom at NIGHT .. hhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[docholligay]

Do you think authors sometimes don't realize how their, uh, interests creep into their writing? I'm talking about stuff like Robert Jordan's obvious femdom kink, or Anne Rice's preoccupation with inc*st and p*dophilia. Did their editors ever gently ask them if they've ever actually read what they've written?

Firstly, a reminder: This is not tiktok and we just say the words incest and pedophilia here.

Secondly, I don't know if I would call them 'interests' so much as fixations or even concerns. There are monstrous things that people think about, and I think writing is a place to engage with those monstrous things. It doesn't bother me that people engage with those things. I exist somewhere within the whump scale, and I would hope no one would think less of me just because sooner or later I like to rough a good character up a bit, you know? It's fun to torture characters, as a treat!

But, anyway, assuming this question isn't, "Do writers know they're gross when I think they are gross" which I'm going to take the kind road and assume it isn't, but is instead, "Do you think authors are aware of the things they constantly come back to?"

Sometimes. It can be jarring to read your own writing and realize that there are things you CLEARLY are preoccupied with. (mm, I like that word more than concerns). There are things you think about over and over, your run your mind over them and they keep working their way back in. I think this is true of most authors, when you read enough of them. Where you almost want to ask, "So...what's up with that?" or sometimes I read enough of someone's work that I have a PRETTY good idea what's up with that.

I've never read Robert Jordan and I don't intend to start (I think it would bore me this is not a moral stance) and I've really never read Rice's erotica. In erotica especially I think you have all the right in the world to get fucking weird about it! But so, when I was young I read the whole Vampire Chronicles series. I don't remember it perfectly, but there's plenty in it to reveal VERY plainly that Anne Rice has issues with God but deeply believes in God, and Anne Rice has a preoccupation with the idea of what should stay dead, and what it means to become. So, when i found out her daughter died at the age of six, before Rice wrote all of this, and she grew up very very Catholic' I said, 'yeah, that fucking checks out'.

Was Rice herself aware of how those things formed her writing? I think at a certain point probably yes. The character of Claudia is in every way too on the nose for her not to have SOME idea unless she was REAL REAL dense about her own inner workings. But, sometimes I know where something I write about comes from, that doesn't mean I'm interested in sharing it with the class. I would never ever fucking say, 'The reasons I seem to write so much of x as y is that z happened to me years ago' ahaha FUCK THAT NOISE. NYET. RIDE ON, COWBOY.

But I've known some people in fandom works who clearly have something going on and don't seem to realize it. Or they're very good at hiding it. Based on the people I'm talking about I would say it's more a lack of self-knowledge, and I don't even mean that unkindly. I have, in many ways, taken myself down to the studs and rebuilt it all, so I unfortunately am very aware of why I do and write the things I do most of the time. It's extremely annoying not to be able to blame something. I imagine it must be very freeing. But it ain't me, babe.

Anyway, a lot of words to say: Maybe! But that might not stop them from writing it, it might be a useful thing for them to engage with, and you can always just not read it.

Also, we don't censor words here.

[dontmixpaintinyourcoffee]

This one goes out to all the bitches who love some good Safehouse Era Horror. It's me, I'm bitches. I want Jon and Martin to be fucked up and eldritch but I want them to be fucked up and eldritch and loved

(Notes under the cut because I can't help myself. Heads up, I do go into some detail of how Jon gets injured so I can explain my thought process for how I designed his scars. All canon-typical and fairly clinical in tone.)

Here's how I picture Safehouse Jon!

He doesn't need glasses anymore by this point, so he should just be wearing empty frames, but I drew this before I settled on my glasses headcanons. This drawing looks better with the reflection anyways.

He hasn't gotten a haircut since before his promotion to Head Archivist. He doesn't love the weight of it on his neck, but he also uses it to fidget, and he really doesn't want to go through the whole process of cutting it. He's disliked haircuts since he was a kid (People: Bad. Small talk: Bad. Touching: Bad. Loud sounds: Bad. People talking all at once: Bad) and since his time with the Circus he's only grown more reluctant to go and get it done.

At this length his hair is naturally pretty curly but he is. Not taking care of it. I actually put a lot of effort into trying to make it look brittle and tangled (I have a lot of experience lol, my hair is quite thick and I've always hated taking care of it. Yes I am also projecting my feelings about going to a hairdressers onto him why do you ask.)

The various scars were a bit of a strange task, but anyone who has seen my takes on The Bad Kids knows I'm not averse to selective realism in my fiction. Easiest one was the neck, I always pictured Daisy making a vertical cut based on "through the voice box". The larynx is longer than it is wide, so I think Daisy would go for the method that dealt damage across the largest total surface area. Yes I am aware that I'm speaking the same way Martin does when he explains his corkscrew.

The worm scars were easy because I barely drew any. There are a few marks on his cheek, but they're just surface bites. I picture most of his encounter with Prentiss showing on his legs, particularly on the right side, with enough damage there that he starts using a cane after the incident to keep weight off his right leg. More research to be done on this particular detail.

Finally the burn on his hand from Jude. This was the weirdest one to figure out just because of the nature of the injury. How do you quantify the damage done to an epidermis by a living manifestation of sometimes-boiling wax that can heat and cool at will? I settled on it being a second-degree burn that healed supernaturally fast, containing the damage to the space Jude had direct contact with. He'd probably have some mobility issues there as well. I know there are ways to help with mobility and pain after a severe burn, but I don't know how much of it Jon would actually. Do. Like I said, definitely further research to be done on these last two.

Hey so I'm gonna ask you to stop and consider the horror of the watcher. The helplessness. The guilt. The inherent terror of being a spectator, a participant by proximity but not by action. The horror of not being able to look away, of being a bystander. Jon forgets to blink sometimes. But wouldn't it be so much worse if there were no eyelids at all? That's how I interpret the description of The Archivist being "All Eyes" :D

I love a good Many-Eyed Jon, so I whipped up my own interpretation here. I think the more he Becomes the more he starts to resemble the thing from the dreams. He has a lot more control of it in S5, but it still creeps up on him and he has to consciously go back to a human shape.

[icarus-suraki]

I don't like wading into Ao3 debates, but I want to give my professional opinion on Ao3 with regard to archives vs. libraries.

I am a professional librarian (MSLS) and I have worked in both archives and public libraries and a lot of the confusion and concern I see surrounding Ao3 is a fundamental misunderstanding of How Archives Work.

An archive is a collection related to a subject. That subject is often a person but sometimes a field or concept or project. And the purpose of an archive is to keep everything. And I mean everything. I was going to say "short of biohazards" but since I know there's a sealed R. Crumb Devil Gal chocolate bar in the UNC Chapel Hill archives, we really do mean everything.

When a collection of materials--which are usually unique and original and can be photos, manuscripts, letters, recordings (audio and/or visual), notes and notebooks, objects, published books, whatever--on and/or from the subject arrive at the archive, they are examined, preserved for longevity, accessioned and cataloged (added to the archive's records), and added to the archive. You measure collections in linear feet. As in, once it's all preserved and boxed and secure, you note how many feet of shelf space it takes up. And some of y'all on Ao3 have a lot of linear feet to your name (and I'm proud of you).

This is an archive: it is designed to preserve the original materials related to a subject. That is its purpose. Archives are how we have the original scroll manuscript of On the Road, for example, or the Lomax recordings of American folksongs, or Tijuana Bibles, or James Joyce's loveletters to Nora.

Now you, a member of the public, can access some archives. Some are easier to access than others. The one I worked in was open to the public; good luck getting into the British Archives without a good reason.

So now apply this to Ao3--which is an archive both in name and in purpose. It is intended to preserve fan-created content long term. And this means everything, whether you personally like the materials or not. It is a repository for as much as possible.

And the "whether you personally like the materials or not" is important, hence why I mentioned Jim's loveletters and Tijuana Bibles in particular. (RIP Jim, you would have loved pegging.)

If it's made by fans and it exists, we should keep it to document the history and progression of fandom. That is the point. We have lost enough materials related to the subject of fans of media and we don't need to lose any more.

The fact of the matter is that Ao3 is only one facet of the OTW, which preserves other fan-related materials (convention booklets and zines, for example). Somehow Ao3, an archive on the subject of fanfiction, has been divorced from the rest of the project, mostly by way of "purity culture" and panic over "dangerous" fiction.

The fact that you can go through an archive and find interesting information is the other side of archives. No, they shouldn't be like the banker's box of old letters stuffed in my closet. Yes, they should be organized and as accessible as is appropriate for the state of the materials.

It's really, really cool to find stuff in an archive, I'm not even going to lie. I have done it before and I will do it again. And yet there are other items in an archive that I might not want or need or be interested in at all--but they're still there. That's the cataloging and accessioning: to keep up with what's there, to stay "on topic" with collecting, and to be able to find things in that archive. Bless the tag wranglers who are doing the cataloging at Ao3.

The pearl clutching seems to come from 1. the creation of "dangerous" fanworks and 2. public access to those "dangerous" fanworks. These are issues of "purity culture" and opinions on censorship and should not involve Ao3.

Ao3, under the umbrella of the OTW, is a documentation and preservation project first and foremost.

[abonnymouse]

It is essential that I simply take liberties with historical fashion and dressing for Horology, or else I will spend the next twenty thousand years combing through every beautiful detail of 1880's fashion in France, but I'm also having such a lovely time looking at the beautiful clothes??

[yougavememyopia]

Continuation of this. A bit suggestive at the end.

Loser yandere was on his knees, begging for forgiveness. He got ahead of himself. Sucking your fingers like a perverted freak. He looked up at you with glassy eyes, pouting just slightly. He didn't mind your pity. In fact, he wanted it. The worst he made himself look, the more you let things pass.

You sighed, ultimately having no choice but to forgive him. He looked so sad, so lonely. Like a stray puppy begging for attention. Why wouldn't you spare his feelings? He had no real friends. It made sense that he didn't know how to act properly.

Except he did. He was just manipulating you, saying the right things to make you cave and hang out with him. He would speak with a certain depressed tone that would melt your heart, and when you agreed, he would become extremely happy. Cheering and overreacting. A great excuse to excitedly hug you. Throw his arms around your shoulders and get lost in your scent.

He was strangely smart. Using both negative and positive reinforcement. Getting you to say yes to avoid making him sad, and making you feel content by his contagious smile. All part of his plan that'll eventually end with you two happily engaged.

Even if that strategy didn't work, he'd just whine and beg. He knew you couldn't take it. You would glare at him, and he'd feel a strange sensation through his body. Sometimes, he wondered how being hit by you would feel like. Or maybe with your hand wrapped around his throat.

Given how much he bothered you, it was a miracle you were still friends with him. It wasn't all that bad. You somehow had fun hanging around with him, laughing at his silly jokes. He'd take you to so many places. Always making sure you were enjoying your time so you'd come back for more!

When you weren't in public, he'd get clingy. It was obvious he was touch-starved and a big attention seeker. He wanted to have you touch him, get close to him, and pay attention to him. Only him.

"I can't get this stupid button undone... Can you help me take this shirt off? Come onnn, it's way too hot in this room..."

"Look how good I smell. Come on, sniff my neck. It's a new thing I bought. It smells like your favorite!"

"I'm so hungry, and my hands are all tired. Ughh.. Can you feed me a snack? I'll open my mouth wide for you. Aaah~"

He'd still bug you about the kiss. Not ever talking about the incident afterwards. Those few months of reinforcement should've made you softer to him. He should've been able to get you to agree. But you stayed determined to deny him.

"I want a kiss already... Why can't you, my bestest friend, show me how it feels~? All of these movies have one. I'm being reminded of how much of a loser I am every single day." He grumpily said to himself as you both watched a weird horror movie. The scared couple on the screen made out to relieve their stress... or something. It was a strange movie he (purposely) picked.

"Can't you fucking understand?! It'll change this whole relationship. I told you that a million times." You crossed your arms, darting your gaze from the movie to him.

He sighed. You sighed. Then you exchanged a look. "Alright. Fine. You're not gonna stop asking, are you? Just promise me you won't act all awkward after it."

He lit up, nodding eagerly. "Really?! Oh, wow! Thank you. Thankyouthankyouthankyou! You're the best! Seriously. A life saver~"

"Shut it." You groaned, watching the last bits of the movie with the characters escaping.

"Yes, ma'am. You got it." He climbed on your lap. That made you stiff a bit, looking at him with a confused look. He set his legs on your sides, his arms wrapping around your neck. "How is this gonna work? Can you please do it very slowly?"

"Eh...? Okay. Whenever you're ready." You wrapped your arm around his waist, not knowing what else to do with them. He hummed happily. His face came closer to you, and somehow, you felt nervous. You shrugged it off, letting him kiss you at his own pace.

"Here I go..." he whispered, his nose rubbing against yours.

He pressed a small peck on your lips as if to test out how it feels. Before you could correct him, he kissed you again. This time longer and harder. You squeaked at the suddenness, forced to lean back against the couch as he began to lick your lips, asking for entry.

You reluctantly opened your mouth, and he wasted no time. Pushing his tongue inside your mouth. Lapping at anything he could find. Your tongue brushed against each other, eliciting a moan from him. His hand held the back of your head to keep you from pulling away. Shifting a bit on your lap, whimpering against your lips.

He kept licking your tongue, sucking on it. He moaned again when you finally returned the kiss. His movements were clumsy, making it easier for you to take control. After a minute, he pulled away, panting as he buried his face into your neck. He seemed embarrassed, and so you hugged his waist tighter.

He moaned against your neck. "Ah.. that felt so nice. Mmh, shit..."

"Yeah... you got a little ahead of yourself, y'know. It was supposed to be a simple kiss. I never said tongue was allowed." You pointed out. Rolling your eyes, because you knew he didn't care.

"You never said it wasn't." He sat up to look you, tilting his head innocently. "I would've listened to you if you said it."

"No, you wouldn't have." You mumbled.

"You also didn't say I can't go for another one~!" He leaned in again and captured your lips in another kiss. You protested, hands gripping his shoulders now to push him away. He whined, sucking your lips as if that would change your mind. "But, please, just one more. I still haven't learned the proper technique yet."

You were beginning to understand that he had a different reason for overstepping boundaries. The way he kissed you, the way he tried to savor your taste, the way his pressed his body against yourself. It was like he was trying to devour you. Trying to be one with you.

He moaned loudly when he pulled away. His body was shaking a bit, his eyes dilating. Something pressed against your stomach. You didn't need to look down to see what it was. "Um... Oops?"

[genderqueerdykes]

as someone who has been scarred for life by experiences at gay bars, i need people to understand it's beyond tacky to mock people who want queer spaces beyond queer bars- it's dangerous.

let me explain. i went to 2 of my local queer bars a lot last year, as much as i was able to despite being poor. i witnessed a fist fight that was so bloody that ended up with a transmisogynistic drag queen getting hit in the head with a metal baton. the sight caused me to uncontrollably throw up in the bathroom of the club because of how gruesome it was. they had to close down the club and forard people out the back door because of how out of hand this person got- he was screaming transmisogynstic slurs and phrases at the bouncers were were transfem.

i was also sexually assaulted at these places, i was repeatedly groped by several people who i was not interacting with in the first place who found me attractive and decided physically grabbing me on numerous occasions was the way to get my attention. being femme in a queer bar is dangerous even if the people groping you are gay men.

i am also a recovering addict who dealt with alcohol issues in the past and could be considered a recovering alcoholic. i don't want to be around alcohol. i don't want to smell it. it triggers awful memories and also sometimes makes me consider getting a drink, but i can't have one, because the medications i take will cause a fatal reaction- i don't want to be tempted to drink, because it will kill me.

it's not right to mock someone or call them childish or whatever for not wanting to go to a club. whenever alcohol is involved, people's inhibitions are gone and they will do whatever. this includes fighting. i witnessed several other fights. just because it's a queer bar doesn't mean there won't be fights. and it especialyl doesn't m ean that you won't get groped or assaulted because, like i said, since alcohol is involved and it's a bar, there's a high chance this can and will happen.

queer people are not inherently safe angels to be around by virtue of being queer. there are still transphobes in queer bars. tranny chasers come to these bars. homophobic lesbians show up and lesbophobic gay men show up. drag queens and performers bring their cishet friends and family to support their shows. these are not perfect havens. they are not safe. we should not force other queers to interact with inherently dangerous spaces if these are supposed to be our safe spaces.

also these spaces are not friendly to people with disabilities; wheelchair users have nowhere to go especially when it's very crowded. other mobility aids get kicked and knocked over. neurodivergent people can get overstimulated by the deafening music very quickly. photosensitive people can have seizures due to the strobing lights. people with emetophobia like me run the risk of running into those types of triggers. people who are overstimulated by intoxicated people have no choice but to deal with it. dancing is one of the only activities to do other than drink and not many disabled (or even abled) people can dance for extended periods of time comfortably.

not to mention these spaces are not geared toward aromantic or asexual people at all, either. there is a long list of reasons why bars should not be our primary venues of interaction with one another. they serve a specific purpose- for people who want to cruise- but for the rest of us, it's really crucial that we have spaces that provide meaningful interactions with other queers on other levels of our identities.

some people just want to hang out with other queers in a quiet environment and craft, or shop, or drink coffee, or read books together, or just about any other activity on planet earth, and that's not "lame" or "cringy" or bad in any way- these are extremely normal and necessary parts of human interaction that we all require and crave and it's normal to want to do healthy, domestic things with other queers. we need this in our lives.

please take it seriously when people attempt to create queer spaces that don't involve alcohol and bars. it's necessary for our survival and well being as a community.

[bogwaterparasite]

Saja Boys HC’s!!

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Paring: Saja Boys x Reader(?? If you squint

A/N: I just watched this movie and, Oh MY GOD! I am OBSESSED WITH IT. Genuinely, I feel like the writers did such a good job at portraying the characters and the storyline without it feeling rushed? I would love to see it as a series sometime, or have some sort of sequel/prequel to answer all of my questions!! But for now? I’ll just stick to writing Drabbles about guys who only had a few minutes of screen time.

BTW. This is all simply MY opinion on them, they have no defined personality so literally almost everything could be cannon.

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Baby Saja

★ He’s on his phone, like, a LOT. Not in a brainrotty way, but he’s just rather uninterested in anything else.

★ Nonchalant dread head. He doesn’t care about things too much. Want to hang out in a big group? Ok! Want to stay in and not do anything? That’s cool. Sometimes it can be quite annoying, considering you’ll be the one making the decision half of the time, but he will take the initiative eventually.. (Still, be prepared to be the one who ends up deciding what yall do, even if he started the hangout)

★ No sense of taste. Heavily based on him and the hot sauce contest thing

★ Plays video games. Not a gamer, just uses them to pass the time. He’s awfully good at them, specially fight games, however, he doesn’t like rpg games.

★ For someone who’s nonchalant, he cares about his appearance a little too much. What can I say? A man just wants to look cool

★ Lazy as hell. Like stated before, if you wanted to do something he wouldn’t oppose to it, however, he won’t go out of his way to do something.

★ Doesn’t like hot drinks, don’t ask why

★ Isn’t very fond of animals, they’re too much work and bothersome.

★ Likes soft to the touch things

★ Doesn’t like interviews much, mostly because of the amount of talking you have to do in them

★ Always has something in his mouth; gum, lollipops, soft candy, he always has something there. He don’t like crunchy things tho, the vibrations they send to his head.

★ Heavy gaslighter, like, he enjoys to bother others. Type to hide your things and then act like he has no clue what you’re talking about up until you’re going crazy not being able to find the object

Abs Saja

★ Foodie, but in reality he’s just a fatass. Says he’s bulking but he just likes to eat

★ Prefers sour over salty, does NOT like sweet things

★ Constantly showing off his muscles, specially his abs, lets bffr his whole personality are his abs.

★ During the winter he likes to go on runs shirtless, or he’s just always constantly shirtless.

★ Annoying asf. He’s funny, but in the way that he says the dumbest things constantly and makes you wonder how many times he’s been dropped as a child.

★ Social, but still likes to keep his distance to people. He hates talking about feelings, and if you do try? He’d probably find a way to avoid the situation with a dumb comment

★ Dog person all the way, he’d have a golden retriever named cupcake or world destroyer

★ He’s pushy when it comes to things that he really wants. You’re going to the gym with him whether you like it or not, will sulk if you end up winning.

★ Surprisingly a good cook, but he’s messy as hell

★ Immature as hell. He would laugh at penis jokes, or just any type of middle school joke.

★ Sore loser, yet, he sucks at any game that doesn’t involve some sort of athletic performance.

★ He sleeps with his socks on

★ Self centered. He watches edits of him on repeat, constantly likes posts about him and probably has magazines of himself hung up on his walls

★ Doesn’t like children

Romance Saja

★ He likes cars

★ Reads romance novels, books, fanfiction (SPECIALLY about him) will say dumb corny shit all the time, like cheesy pick up lines from hallmark movies

★ Theater kid, watched Highschool Musical too many times to count

★ He cares about his hygiene a lot. Manicures, pedicures, metrosexual in a way.

★ Huge fashionista, he has a mannequin of himself in order to pick out outfits.

★ He can’t hold his alcohol, EXTREME lightweight.

★ He likes word games

★ He likes to tease people, their reactions are simply too good to pass up on.

★ If you are in a relationship he’d make it a thing to take the role of the knight and shining armor, or just the typical male romance movies role

★ Speaks French

★ Out of all the members, he’s surprisingly the weakest physically.

★ Unlike abs, he LOVES to talk about his emotions. Overshares constantly, can be quite annoying sometimes but oh well.

★ If he were to have any pets, he’d have something that wouldn’t get him that dirty, most likely a fish. He believes they’re perfect companions (even though you can’t do much with them)

Mystery Saja

★ This has been obvious, but the quietest of them all. You won’t hear a peep from this dude until waaaaay later into your interactions, and even then it won’t be much.

★ Animal lover. I don’t believe he would have a pet, but he’s the type to stop while walking to pet a stray or some shit like that. Call him snowy white because he’ll even have insects land on him and he won’t care

★ Very good listener, of course, he isn’t much for giving advise, but he’s always there to hear whatever might be troubling your mind.

★ I wouldn’t say he’s antisocial, but I wouldn’t say he’s social either. He much prefers one on one hang outs, whether it’s outside or inside.

★ He sucks at saying tongue twisters.

★ Artist. He expresses what he doesn’t voice through art, mainly paintings. He tried to sell some as modern art once, but no one bought any.

★ over-analytical over the dumbest shit

★ he barks at people

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I was blanking really hard on Jinu, so I might just group him in with huntrix if I ever decide I want to make one for them! Also, so sorry for the delay on posting, I’m sure half of yall don’t care atp but I still feel horrible about it LOL. I leave for the military in about a month! So, expect to hear absolutely nothing for six months after that!!

Hope you enjoyed! Reblogs are appreciated ^^

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[astonmartinii]

it must be a sign | oscar piastri social media au

pairing: oscar piastri x fem deaf! red bull engineer!reader

when the two most unbothered people in the paddock combine their joint powers to be the it couple

request sent by the lovely @bibissparkles xx

author's note: heyyy so many of you won't know but i am actually deaf - i am 50% deaf in both ears and wear hearing aids so i love requests like this! (all i do most of this stuff as a deaf person, turning off your hearing aids >)

MASTERLIST | TIP JAR

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yourusername: you can't complain about the dutch national anthem when you can just turn your hearing aids off

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user1: the way max's engineer is as sick of that damn song as us

user2: turning off her hearing aids makes how bored she looks during podiums make sense

yourusername: it was a banger during the mercedes dominance but would it kill someone to play the australian anthem

danielricciardo: i knew you missed me

yourusername: sure, jan.

user3: her and max signing slay to each other will always be so personal to me

maxverstappen1: gonna pretend you didn't just say that

yourusername: boo hoo babe, you gotta lose something sometimes

user4: babe? are the flowers from max?

maxverstappen1: would rather choke on my own spit and fall into a pit of snakes, hope this helps ❤️

yourusername: rude! i wouldn't want flowers from you either :(

user5: i swear we get into this argument every weekend, i think people will still assume they're together until their married to other people

liamlawson30: stop using me as a messenger pigeon please and thank you

yourusername: but i thought red bull gave you wings?

liamlawson30: do not use a pr answer against me 🤨

yourusername: no comment

liamlawson30: choke.

yourusername: idk what's going on in the red bull junior academy but spit in helmut's coffee not mine

user6: y/n consistently giving all the red bull guys shit is my favourite thing ever

user7: the amount of times the sky broadcast has caught her waving them off or taking her hearing aids out lol

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oscarpiastri: switched four tyres for two this weekend

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user11: you can't distract us with your slutty bike pics WHO THE FUCK IS THAT

landonorris: A WOMAN? A WOMAN? IS THAT A WOMAN OSCAR JACK PIASTRI?

oscarpiastri: yeah i'm pretty sure

landonorris: don't play smart with me buster - why was i not informed?

oscarpiastri: i don't ask to be informed of every time you get rejected in the instagram dms

landonorris: FAKE NEWS

oscarpiastri: okay buddy

user12: i be seeing the sign language book, oscar you are so real for that

user13: that's my king, i need a oscar and y/n link up in the paddock - my unbothered queens

user14: she's in the likes !!!!!!

logansargent: oh we've entered the soft launch phase i see

oscarpiastri: and what?

logansargent: someone is feeling defensive this morning, dude i won't tell i've already kept it a secret for so long

landonorris: HE KNOWS? DOES BEING YOUR TEAMMATE MEAN NOTHING?

oscarpiastri: he's my childhood best friend?

logansargent: there's levels to this game norris

landonorris: @oscarpiastri consider yourself UNDER SURVEILLANCE

oscarpiastri: okay girly

user15: oscar has the patience of a saint, the mystery gal may want to rethink it before having to deal with them all

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yourusername: unrelaxed, unbothered, moisturised ✨

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user18: queen SHIT THAT AIN'T SHIT

user19: but this mystery man IS

maxverstappen1: yeah sorry about that... but at least boyfy has made his instagram debut?

yourusername: about time, he's too sexy to gatekeep

maxverstappen1: well i'm not going to agree out of respect for you

yourusername: so you don't think he's sexy? i might not be able to hear but HE CAN MAX BE NICE

maxverstappen1: first of all it's a text, second of all i've been way too nice to him

yourusername: he beat you in padel fair and square you're just SHIT AT IT ❤️

maxverstappen1: you know that's a sore subject WHY WOULD YOU BRING IT UP

user20: my queen was really like you wanna tell me to fuck off? oh here's my sexy boyfriend

user21: jos verstappen really didn't know who he was tangling with that gal may be chill but she doesn't take shit

user22: she's like a female version of oscar lol

user23: i knew there was a reason i liked her

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danielricciardo: why am i left out of everything these days?

yourusername: snooze you lose

danielricciardo: I AM AWAKE REPLY TO MY TEXTS

danielricciardo: I JUST SAW YOU PUT YOUR PHONE ON DO NOT DISTURB

yourusername: protecting my peace

danielricciardo: i'm on to you buster

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oscarpiastri: overjoyed to get my first (proper) win in formula one and even more overjoyed to have my amazing girlfriend (and even better engineer) up on the podium with me

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user27: so this was the special occasion?

user28: so this is why she said she wanted the australian national anthem over the dutch one?

user29: this is now my roman empire

yourusername: babe is so fucking good and i'm so fucking proud

oscarpiastri: i'm so glad to have been able to share this moment with you

yourusername: you deserve this and more, i love you

oscarpiastri: i love you too xx

user30: wait so oscar knows so much more sign language than i thought

user31: he looked so excited and even mark knows some

logansargent: he forced (we were happy to do so) me, mark and his family to learn as soon as he secured the date lol

oscarpiastri: and now we're all so cool because of it

logansargent: cool and able to chat shit without people knowing what we're saying

yourusername: best bit about it tbf (everyone please learn, it's a beautiful language)

landonorris: I KNEW IT

oscarpiastri: no you didn't

landonorris: no i didn't :( i'm hurt

oscarpiastri: if it's any consolation, we didn't tell many people, max and logan are exceptions

landonorris: WHY WAS I NOT AN EXCEPTION???

yourusername: boo hoo

landonorris: i'm not gonna say anything back to that you kinda scare me

yourusername: good ❤️

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yourusername: me and a racewinner (and our world champion third wheel)

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user32: fave trio in the paddock no competition

logansargent: logan erasure

yourusername: we love you logan, sunday roast at mine this weekend ❤️

logansargent: SCORE

user33: every time you post there's a new plushie

yourusername: we usually get one to commemorate a big weekend and we both got one for osc's first win

user34: that's so FUCKING CUTE

oscarpiastri: it's all fun and games until you don't fit in the bed because y/n feels too bad to put any of them on the floor

yourusername: they have FEELINGS OSCAR

oscarpiastri: she cried one time when max set off the smoke alarm cooking breakfast and the bed alarm shook so bad that all of them were thrown to the floor

yourusername: it was HARROWING but it also did wake me up so at least we know it works

maxverstappen1: actually my favourite couple to third wheel, but enjoy it while it's here osc, i won't lose again

yourusername: yeah sorry osc it's actually my job to help max win so you're gonna have to wait for him to retire if i have anything to do with it

oscarpiastri: not even for me :(

yourusername: sorry not sorry (i'm really sorry, i love you so much)

oscarpiastri: i love you too even if you won't sabotage max for my race :(

maxverstappen1: okay i know i said you guys are cute but that's enough for today

yourusername: we ARE cute thank you

oscarpiastri: the CUTEST

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note: heheheheh i hope you enjoyed this, i love requests like this xx also on the comment about the bed alarm i had one in uni halls and when the alarm went off that baby SHOOK it was kinda scary