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not to get controversial but i am an adamant believer that neither tsm and tlq are bad and that while their actions can both get pretty fucked up, theyre both reacting frankly the best way that they know how given the horrible situation theyve been forced into...
#i think i said smth similar yesterday but its like#i think people really wanna be able to point at a character in this game and say#'thate them thats the worse person!!!!! theyre terrible!!!' and its like. sometimes a story doesnt have that#thats not even bringing the narrator into the equation. but im not broaching the narrator bc thats a massive other can of worms#that im not ready to open yet#but anyway why do so many people pit tlq and tsm against each other from a moral standpoint#it feels like people just take any mistake a character makes or anything they say that isnt pleasant and just accepting of fucked up things#being done to them#and then go wow ... this means theyre a terrible person#like NO!!!!!! theres NUANCE i am BEGGING#it just baffles me. cus the game literally tells the player that hey.... these two people are being pitted against each other#and yet it still goes ignored and its deeply depressing#and frankly i dont think the characters themselves would agree w the notions about the other...#anyway. rambling but i get SO defensive just let the weird gods do their thing . let them coexist
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Sunday doodles
#church was extra uncomfortable so i responded by drawing the gayest shit imaginable#my soul is healed#was mourning the lack of kralsusie in the fandom and then remembered i have hands#im finding that romance is quite hard for me to draw#lately i think ive started to learn I'm not a romance person...?#...but i enjoy romance fiction.....?#that's a can of self discovery I'm not ready to open yet lmao#anyway i did my best haha#kris#ralsei#susie#kralsei#krusie#ralsusie#kralsusie#got em all yippie#deltarune#sunday doodles
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day two the lengthening is an act of love
#digital art#mine#my art#fanart#vocal synth#utau#utauloid#michishirube kiro#doodle#i might get expelled from school tomorrow gyahhh#im so sick of this shit#you have no idea how hard im fighting to not print a photo of my headmaster with his mistress and hand it to him tomorrow#but whtaever i will try my best to sort rhis out#i am literally gettin gtold off for doing my school work#its so shit sigh#cries#i need to be in school early to tlak with him too#be ready for me to open coms like#tomorrow#if i do what they tell me i might end up with no grade in one of my 3 subjects#like a complete zero#where as i am currently aiming for an E grade#is that a good grade no#but once i do my work to an E level i can do work to get a C or even an A#however if i do the work for the C level or the A level now it will mean nothing#as you need all the E done and all the C for a C grade#and you need to do all the E work C work and A work for an A grade#but im being forced to do some E work some C work and some A grade work#even though we havent even been set all the E grade work yet#so doing any of the C grade or A grade work right now is pointless
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me every time I see people saying we should focus on Eddie, not Buck.
NO, OKAY? I’M NOT READY YET.
#so let me bask in the rolar coaster of my comfort character#im not ready#to open that can of worms yet#im just not ready okay?????#eddie diaz#evan buckley#buddie#buck x eddie#oliver stark#ryan guzman#911 abc#srue sparks
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you should watch the 2009 star trek movies i know they’re not the same but omgndhnfjgj SPIRK !!! the spirk is rivals to lovers and fantastic jimages and very good special effects
i know but. i dont want to :(
im happy to stay in my little tos bubble for now thank you very much
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being fujoshipilled is so beautiful. heard birds chirping when my ap lang teacher showed us great gatsby trailer to prep us for the book and i saw nick and gatsby and immediately went Yaoi
#nobody talk to me im fujoshimaxxing#i have not even opened that book yet but i am ready#natsby#yaoi#fujoshipilled#the great gatsby
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think i’m gonna start using the tanning beds today 🤭
#IM SCARED#and i know i know JuSt gO oUt iN tHe SuN but hear me out#tanning beds are private and my body is not ready to be perceived out in the open yet!!!!!!#and then when i hit my gw im gonna be so tan and pretty!!!#don’t worry i’m not trynna look like a leather couch or change my whole race#i’m just trynna mask my vitamin d deficiency lmfao#my post
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well one of family never ends' author's other fics is the epilogue of course ;) but ipgd also wrote people don't do that (alphacest), homestuck watches boku no pico, and like the first uucest fic
YAASS OMG.
ANON.
Thank you.
Deeply and truly thank you. Saved me a real pain. It was People Don't Do That. Gonna reread it ASAP. I don't remember if I read the uucest one, but I powered thru a lot of fics while I was sick in Jan, and I don't remember like 90% of those two weeks. (Like, as I'm going thru the tag I'm reading now, I'll see something unclicked and go to read it, finish the fic like OMG SO GOOD, and then scroll a little more and I see my name at the top of the kudos list and it's like, wait, when tf did I read this? It was when I was sick.)
Ughhhh. I ADORE the dynamic of whichever younger Strider being the instigator, and it fits Alphacest so deliciously. (I don't even know what to say here without being so fucking overtly horny for Alpha Dave in general but that's not new lmao.)
But seriously, the scene on the roof where Dirk took Dave's underwear, like. I died. There's no other way to put it. It fucking killed me. I'm going to remember that forever, it was so good.
#anonymous#asked#hhhh ive had this text box open typing paragraphs for a while but none of that shit was relevant#i was just rambling too much abt the alpha dave in my own wip#just ugh i love in fics when dirk gets alpha dave all flustered#(i mean. bro doing that to dave too is good im not denying that)#but if its dave riling up bro that means it was something particularly nassssty which is great#like for dirk and dave the freaky bar is a higher reach#idk where im going w these tags i need to get ready for bed lmao#stridercest#seriously thank you it wouldve taken me forever to get around to finding the title#ugh i could talk for days ab alphacest hhh the hero worship is so fucking good#i dont remember which tab was scrolling that ao3 tag but im pretty sure its one i read all the way through#i havent found another open alphacest one lmao the despair when i read to the end of the tag was horrible#i might stillhave some fics i havent read yet open in the tab folder but its probably like longer stories that take me a while to start#for now tho im workin on the brodave one (and so many more lmao recently opened a tab for brodirk)#i read too much and dont write enough i couldve already been done w my wip and moved on to finishing the other wips#anyway#im cold and gonna get into bed
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another night of helplessly imagining scenarios that will never happen to me, but I am desperate to have, to feel safe and loved and putting them in my never ending fanfic with 3 remaining readers instead of digesting and accepting my emotions
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Snow is canceled forever and ever bc it's so so scary to drive in. I don't want to drive in snow ever again. It was not even an inch though. But it was still SoScary. Unfortunately I am a Hoosier, so snow driving is inevitable.
#speculation nation#me just barely starting to get comfortable with driving my beautiful Tesci then WHAM#just 2 days after buying her im hit with Snow Driving (for the first time in my life!!!!)#i went to walmart after my failed appointment to buy some shit for my car. bc i went Oh Fuck sitting in there with snow on my windshield#bc i bought this car Two Days Ago so i didnt have a fucking scraper or brush yet 😭😭😭😭#i changed that tho. also bought a winter emergency kit. complete with jumper cables flashlight and blanket. plus some other stuff#oh SHOVEL. apparently. idk how they fit it in there. i just kinda left it in my car lol i did not care to open it yet.#i also got some air freshener stuff for my car. bc it has a bit of a scent to it.#used to belong to a smoker i guess. tho it's not too bad + i actually kinda like lingering smoke smell#But Also i wanna have my car with a scent i chose. so i bought... Leather Scent (???) air freshener#'hearth. pepper. and bourbon' idk how thats Leather but it smells good. so i got it.#ALSO bought some gloves im gonna keep in my car as driving gloves. theyre kinda sleek.#and ummmmm i bought some christmas lights. ill hang them up Somewhere. no energy for that rn but they were cheap and i love string lights#so i got them anyways. i'll come up with smth to do with them eventually.#i also bought a few food things. as a way to cheer myself up. ate some cream puffs after dinner today... mmmm#and it felt rly nice to leave the store and load up a car and not have to haul all of that back by hand.#even if i was also Very Scared of going back out in the snow hfmshfmsbd#it's supposed to be a bit warmer today than it was yesterday tho (by today i mean tuesday. bc it is in that realm now)#but ahhh. i might have a presentation today. i need to rest up so i can get ready for that.#sleepy time for me time. yes
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“I should prepare if I’m going on the journey.
I’ve got… hm.”
“Where is-
Oh!”
“I don’t want to wake her…
Oh! What was it that they did…”
“…I think I’m ready to go now.”
Hi Driftkit,
I’m going on a journey soon, so I needed to take my sword back. I hope you don’t mind(I figure you have swords of your own). I’ll see you soon!
-Beetlelegs
@driftkits-moth-net
#this is inspired by the pther cats leaving notes and dissapearing(investpaw doestar)#and also#the fact i keep getting beetle to give drift swords and just not taking them back?#also im saying beetle is ready to leave but not leaving just yet? unless the others have left#so still open to asks and stuff#also yeah i meant to post this earlier but uh. too late#art#mommyclan#beetlelegs#my art#driftkit#also the swords name is sardine
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would loooove to hear about the tina / jimmy jr. jealousy fic and also the chloise meetcute!
Haha of course, both great options
The Tina/Jimmy Jr Jealousy is on the spicier side, pretty short but still good practice for that sort of thing.
I remember wanting to explore a slightly older them, as well as digging into Jimmy's obvious jealousy. It's a really fun dynamic to write, and I'll post a snippet below for you (。•̀ᴗ-)✧
He didn't look at her, but his hand was tightly gripping hers.
"Oh. Oh, are you jealous?"
"Tsk, of course I am Tina. I can't help it, I just want you all to myself. You mean so much to me, but you seem interested in every other guy you see."
He pulled her closer.
"What do I have to do to get your attention?" He asked softly.
Tina blushed, her heartbeat racing as a comfortable heat settled in her stomach. He was only a few inches taller than her, but as he pulled her tight against him and leaned over, it was the perfect height to look up at him.
There was friction in the air as their eyes met, and Tina smirked as she glanced at his lips.
I don't think anyone will be surprised at what happens next
I think I've actually spoken on the Chlouise meetcute file before, but it's always so fun.
The tl;dr is that Zeke drags Louise to the gym, she ends up seeing Chloe from across the room and not recognizing her. Of course she thinks that she's really attractive, convinces Zeke to help find out if she's straight, Zeke recognizes her and hold it over Louise's head for a while. Louise eventually talks with Chloe and figures it out, but is still way too attracted to her. Cue cute little gym rivalry between them which eventually escalates and there is tension and someone inevitably asks someone out
Tragically, I've only really gotten around to writing bits of the first act, but even still I think it is such and interesting way to bring up some rivalry action for adults who used to know each other but not really. There are a few fun surprising character moments planned for both of them ( ꈍᴗꈍ)
#thank you so much for asking#this was a nice break to an otherwise tiresome work day#but i really really want to finish that Chlouise one#it will probably be the next longform fic i work on#although i need to finish bitterweet reunion And trouble maker first#but even still the potential in that scenario holds so much for me#unfortunatley ill likely never finish the tina jju jealousy bit#its a great little snippet but im not quite ready to share anything spicy with the world just yet#either way its fun to share the concept i think theres a lot of potential as an opening premise you know#writing stuff#fanfic#bob's burgers#wip#chlouise#tina x jimmy jr
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not me getting into fontaines d.c. now after missing their opening act for the monkeys last year
#i am the FOOOL#boo boo the fool 🤡#I don’t know why im surprised cause if the monkeys chose them for an opening act I should have known they’d be good#but fuck they are incredible#I remember seeing that post circulating a couple days ago that was said music comes to you or finds you when you are ready for it#so i suppose i just wasn’t ready for them yet#finding new music is truly one of the greatest joys in life
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i GOTTA get outta here and see where life wants me to go because this can’t be it
#chit chat#feeling moved rn#i dont need to figure everything out#i dont need to have it all ready#i dont have to have a plan yet#i can just . go#find where i wanna be and where im supposed to be#meet the people i need to meet#i NEED to see what this wonderful earth is hiding in plain sight#im so close to breaking out of this little glass box ive been in forever now#i want to run free#i need to run free#i dont know where i’ll go but that doesn’t matter!!!!#im gonna go!!!!!!!!#IM COMING FOR YOU WORLD!!! OPEN ARMS!!!!
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ok i finally finished this gifset...time to do my actual job
#i set an alarm so i would wake up as soon as the mv dropped#and then i started giffing like immediately#and it pained me so much to stop giffing and get ready for work#i opened as fast as possible too. think it might be a record lol#luckily not many customers bothered me so i could get it done quick#but wow im so fucking tired omg its not even 10 yet#im literally never doing this for another group lol#anyway i actually gotta do work and go to the bathroom now ill give my opinions on the songs later#vinnie talks
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im so fucking overstimulated rn LMFAOOOOO the semester starting is going to kill me for REAL!!!!
#purrs#everyone is super great but also like... god. we're keeping our office door open and its so loud outside. we have ZERO private space in the#office and the interns are going to work in here now so me and the other professional staff cant like..h have conversations bc there are th#things the interns cant / shouldnt / arent ready to hear or know abt yet. (<- the irony of ME of all ppl saying that and holding firm to it#💀 but whatever.) and tmi as fuck but i have anxiety abt using public restrooms and over the summer they were all empty and now there are#people EVERYWHERE and i have to go so bad i feel like im gonna **** but all of the single stall bathrooms are constantly occupied and i#woudl rather die than use one of the multi stall ones so i guess i will just have to decompose until i get home 💀. this is a NOIGHTMAAAARE#and ppl are walking past the door and can see me and i feel so uncomfortable like. i want to jump out of my skin. at least no one can see m#screen anymore but idk how i feel abt them seeing my face. cosmo wanda i wish i had a private office and a private bathroom so fucking bad#its actually unreal. and we are going to be like this for the next 9 months LOL HELP!!!!!
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