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Some opinions: as much as I love Jean, and I love her so much I can’t agree with the take that she is Klee’s mom. Like I don’t personally agree with the fanon take klee being a jealuc child, Just because neither of them know how to talk let alone take care of a kid. lets be real Klee is primarily being raised by Kaeya and Albedo, Jean doesn’t know how to raise her, she claim responsibility because she sees it as her duty to mondstadt, she is the acting grand master if it not her then who? she also was raised by her military mom who put all her legacy and duty onto her first daughter and while yes Jean embraced it, you can’t tell me it doesn’t show, she talk to klee how her own mother talked to her, which is not what a kid like klee want so there is always a short in communication there. Im not saying Jean doesn’t care she care about klee im saying she isn’t that great at it because of her own limited and military upbringings, she gets like a 6/10 from me at best
#This sounds like im bashing her lol im just saying there iz something she isn’t great at and its connecting with a kid who isnt a gunnhilder#She is out there struggling fr fr#If anyone is klee’s parent its keaya bro is parenting out there and albedo#Im not even a kaeya/albedo shipper im just saying its a fact#Jean is your parent friend/ coworker/ maybe cousin#Im not saying jealuc enjoyers should indulge either its just not for me#genshin impact#jean gunnhildr#We should have more fanfiction where jean is failing at this raising a kid thing and needs help#Lovingly.#if you ship jean and kaeya tho i think that would be fun with klee
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So I'm rewatching fairy tail season 1 (best season btw) and Im at the part in the phantom lord arc where natsu has a flashback to his childhood where everyone's on his ass cuz he can't read
I KNOW the joke of this scene is that erza tries to help him but ends up freaking him out because she's scary BUT LISTEN!!!
While everyone else is making fun of him for it Erza is the only one who is sympathetic. She assures him it's not a big deal and, while shes way too intense about it, she really is just trying to help.
And that makes a lot of sense considering THE SAME SHIT PROBABLY HAPPENED TO HER.
#she struggles with reading and writing in cannon#gray was always on her ass back then if he found out she couldent read she would NOT be hearing the end of it#she gets it fr#I kinda love erza and natsus relationship tbh#they are the most neurodivergent coded duo ive ever seen#legit match each others freak in an indescribable way#fairy tail#natsu dragneel#erza scarlet
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i dont think im gna finish this but vol.13 elendira means everything 2 me 🤭
#elendira#elendira the crimsonnail#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun spoilers#my art#u can tell i struggled so hard w her outfit (did not use a good ref LMAOO)#also idk i hate backgrounds like the thought of actually rendering one out made me want 2 die#so i hope this shows enough of what i was going for HEHHAAHAH#ughhhUGHHHHHGFHHG love her i love her#actuakky idk how much i like this .. hrmm.. this and one of my wws i might axe them both t b and h#but i omly have like 0.2 trigun drawings in my tag so maybe i should just suck it up and keep them😭#fr now.. BUT YEAAA WHEN SHE TOOK OFF HER COAT MY JAW DROPPEDDD#BE MINEEEE (begginh on my hands and knees s)
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'it feels like color only exists when you're here.'
#chronocell art#ok to rb#♡ 🕊️#pyrrha alexandra#digital art#clip studio paint#self ship art#self insert#self insert community#wlw self ship#soulcalibur v#scv#//imma be fr i shat that caption out in 5 seconds bc i wanted something there but it is vaguely significant#//caelina being a very dead and empty person for the most part; struggling w/ feelings and the world feeling really bleak#//ig u can say metaphorically speaking her world is very dark and monochrome and just. sad.#//but someday there's finally something; or in this case someone; that makes things finally feel better after it being so hollow for so lon#//in the past i used to draw her very happy but that was mostly just a case of a) her being at her absolute best#//and b) pre-rewrite emotional state before i decided 'yknow with the past shes had shes way too happy. no more of that' lmao#//but she can feel a little SOMETHING. as a treat. SDGHSDGHSDGHDSHS#//anyways errrrr I LOVE POSTING AT 4AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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how much would I need to fuck with Niko and Monty’s genders to ship them
#i am also considering a qpr with the existing genders#i just think they work well together :)#the romantics of the group fr#but also aroace spectrum#they have that duality#and i think it helps Monty be incorporated into the larger polycule#a fic of them and crystal going back to school maybe#or Niko and Monty coming back changed after Esther’s house yk#Niko defends Monty from the sprite’s nastiness#but it gives him a boost in settling into his own bitchiness to throw shade back yk#also if anyone here is talking manga with Niko it’s Monty#like Edwin reads it but he’s struggling#meanwhile Monty gets the vibes and just starts consuming then#those three have a book club#i go back and forth on if Niko gets into magic once she’s back#but Monty 100% is a magic user#this is inspired by a payneland Cinderella fic that has Niko and Monty bonding over fashion#i just think they're neat#dead boy detectives#dbda#dead boy detective agency#niko sasaki#monty finch#monty dead boy detectives#monty the crow#omg also all the trinkets between them ??#they’re decorating the office at every chance#like Valentine’s Day they go all out#making jennys shop date set up look basic#anyway i think this is technically a rare pair but i can’t tell if anyone else vibes with this
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The truth about Alicent Hightower: why is she so disliked?
https://youtu.be/t9HjamrAMfU?si=QpoUMPQQSuTWmovz
I found this video on YouTube. I didn't watch the video, but I did read the comments, and many of them were negative toward Alicent. I want to know your thoughts on this video.
The comments are negative towards Alicent because the creator's request for engagement consisted of asking her audience to share why they disliked Alicent. Though I do feel inclined to enquire myself: why are you asking me to react to this video if you haven't even watched it?
Many of these talking points I have already addressed in my lengthy meta posts over time:
There is a conflation of Alicent from the books and Alicent from the show. Show!Alicent was not sent to comfort Jaehaerys and is more innocent and trusting that book!Alicent because she is younger.
Alicent is hated by many viewers for "seducing" Viserys. The creator says she doesn't and denies that people blame her for that, but they do. It's an easily-verified, observable reality and, thus, a strange thing to even say.
Jace/Helaena is not an advantageous marriage for the greens.
"Why was Otto spying on Rhaenyra?" It's literally his job. "He deserved to be fired". It's literally his job to be spying on everyone and report the information back to the King.
The Hightowers are faced with the fait accompli that Aegon will not be named heir. They went into the marriage fully believing that Alicent's sons would overtake Rhaenyra in the line of succession, as was the social norm.
It ultimately comes back to what I was talking about these last few days. This is the result of a conflation of several factors:
ignorance about what medieval social and economic arrangements actually were (what is feudalism? what is manorialism?);
stubbornly clinging to the notion that Westeros is an absolutist monarchy and that "the King's word is law";
downplaying the bastard issue, i.e. refusing to acknowledge how concerning the division of the marital estate was to inheritors and blaming it entirely on misogyny-fueled sex-negativism;
having no concept of what common law is or how it functions.
People can't let go of this image that Westeros is a capitalist modern state with an authoritarian leader (the King). And dragons. (It's Russia, basically. The dragons are bears).
Most of TB's discourse contains some combination of the above, which is why, honestly, at this point, if people are so invested in still talking about this, I would truly suggest a primer in medieval history, because this is getting ridiculous. These reasonings are just not rooted in a tangible basis of reality and trying to engage with them is like fighting windmills.
In the same vein, I wish people would stop bringing up the point of Alicent misunderstanding that Viserys changed his mind on his death bed. I get it, you think it's a dumb argument, but, lo' and behold, it's actually lifted straight from real history and, to the shock of thousands of Twitter users, it worked. What now? Stephen of Blois truly is crying in the afterlife because you think this little trick of his lacks realism. 🤦♀️
#they don't understand how much modern institutions shape their daily lives#institutions which are totally absent from westeros#it doesn't even have a parliament#'pass a law' pfffff#anti rhaenyra targaryen#anti team black#alicent hightower#there is also the refusal to accept that rhaenyra has any power over her own situation#and that she also could have made better choices both for herself and for the realm#'what was rhaenyra to do?' renounce being heir! or be smarter about it!#girl pick a struggle fr#ask#anon#also. like. you have to laugh at OP's characterization of rhaenyra being groomed by daemon during their night out in town#& then coercing criston into sex#as 'her living her best life'
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watched the 2004 punisher movie yesterday with pixie and honestly i had fun 👍 some stuff was good some stuff was eh some completely irrelevant stuff made me mildly annoyed. but most of all it was funny and they had frank hang around with his tits out for multiple scenes so i mean how could i not have a great time tbh
#marvel#frank castle#the punisher#its also the movie that has the frame that i found like. on a wiki or something? and that pushed me down the punisher rabbithole#maybe im insane but i REALLY liked how frank looked in that movie. lost. confused. profoundly sad. bare chest glistening with sweat#whats not to like honestly. i also felt incredibly bad for thinking this the entire movie because im actually going. a little insane#like lately i just feel generally bad for liking frank in that way at all. as in both romantic and sexual. just. im sorry frank really#so the entire movie id hide my face in my hands every couple of minutes going 'oh god hes so hot im so sorry hes so hot im sorry'#what the fuck is this kid doing#anyway the thing i also liked on a more serious note was that the death of maria and his son was dragged out#because it like. like it kept going. and going. and with every second we both just felt this sense of like. dread and helplessness yk#like you KNOW theyre going to die anyway. and yet you watch them struggle and. its such a specific emotion#my least favorite horror story from a book i had invoked the same emotion in me but worse#and it was called sth like 'the torture of hope' so like. thats the best description i can give#also the thing that annoyed me for no reason was joan being blonde. why is she BLONDEEEEE#SHE JUST LOOKS LIKE MARIA LIGHT THIS IS SO. STUPID#also poor third neighbour but i assume in this movie he had the same role as in the comic (none) because its the 2004 one#i liked daves vibe. seemed like the type of guy my friend karol would have us smoke weed with on her birthday#and also he was just like me fr
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Not quite done with this lil doodle but I gotta share bg3 Lana's girlfriends...
#they can fit shadowheart in this too no worries#they can fit everyone#Lana Has A Type#Lae'zel and Rena are bffs fr fr#Rena would prob be also really good friends with Astarion...#she finds his antics funny but doesn't let him go with his bullshit#and is prob calm and strong enough to reassure him ??? a little ??? and slowly slowly weed out his power and control craze...#she'd also be good friends with Wyll !!!!!#meanwhile Lana is bickering 24/7 with Gale (affectionately)#sorcerer to wizard communication (but she's also a wizard so FUCK YOU GALE (they love e-o ok))#Lana and Shadowheart handshake over Lae'zel dismissing them at first only to acknowledge her mistake later >:^D#like Lana prob saved Lae's butt once by killing Ragzling with a shocking grasp and since then Lae'zel has little unhinged heart eyes for he#Rena in the background nodding sagely : you are so right Lae'zel#rena & lae'zel : fighter to fighter communication#i struggle so much to change npcs' classes bc it's such a big part of them to me kfdmsmhgfdsmkgfdsjhgfs#but it looks so fun to have them be different classes#so like good for everyone that does it hehe#Between Lana and Rena#Lana has the INT and CHA#Rena has the WIS#it's very funny trying to decide who is going to talk each time#look at me rambling in the tags once again#always like this when Rena and Lana are involved.... it will happen again#rena#lae'zel#baldur's gate#baldur's gate 3
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it was so stupidly difficult to find any nutritionist who has experience with arfid & takes insurance so after having to go through all these referrals my therapist sent me & jumping through hoops I lowkey hate the lady lmao feels like such a waste of time & energy
#its only our third time meeting but its so beyond fucking frustrating to feel like we spent the whole hour going in circles & lowkey arguing#& like she never actually listened to any of the things ive told her. like the ENTIRW REASON i told her i was seeking extra help after#dealing w arfid type noncense all my life was 'achieving goal x is always kind of tough but im trying to do it while also achieving goal y &#im struggling with finding a way to balance the two things' like thats IT & then as shes suggesting things to try im like idk of those are#worth the effort bcus they conflict w goal y & shes like. have you considered not worrying about that so you can focus on x?#like NO bcus thats what i was previoislt doing & it doesnt fucking work for me! & she was just not understanding what i meant by adding#variety or having 'better options' shes all like. ok but even if this new thing conflicts with goal y it can just be another option for you#like thats not the POINT i already have enough options i can switch between that conflict with that like the whole point is i need to fill#the gaps w things that are nutritionally different. like if im ok with something thatll use up a significant portion of ny daily values of#shit then i already have multiple options that i actively like well enough i dont wanna waste my time adding more that are things i think#are just ok but take more work. literally whats the point of that#& im like i think rather than me just thinking of random shit i think i could try itd be helpful if I could like get some guidance on like#what are some things that fall into somewhere into this category or this adjacent category while also not being this other thing & then i#cab like determine from there what i already like & can try & add more of & things from that list that sound like sth i can try#& shes like well idk theres a lot of foods out there. YEAH ABD ISNT IT YOUR FUCKING JOB TO KNOW ABOUT FOOD? like i gave fairly specific#parameters this isnt like a 'list every food on earth' type of question what am i even paying you for if you cant come up with a list#like that. & she jept getting hung up on like well lots of things that are the most calorically dense are gonna be like that like ok it#doesnt have to be the MOST dense maybe think about it like 'the densest things in this other category' which sounded straightforward to me#but she was just like continuing to argue & also like getting hung up on reminding me that everything is dependent on portions like#I FUCKING KNOW?? like if a serving of something is like 10% of my dv id rather find something where a serving is 5% etc. idk how thats like#a hard concept like whats the point of adding something to be like oh sure ill have a third of a serving & get 50 extra calories out of it#be so fr rn im so beyond frustrated still even tho its been hours since i talked to her this is more stressful & annoying than the stress of#just trying to figure shit out on my own i fucking hate having to try & re explain nyaelf ivee & over & have someone just talk over me &#fail to understand what im getting at. im one more shitty session away from quitting & just resigining myself to 70% liquid diet#anyways#texticles
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!! DRUMINDOR SPOILERS IN TEXT AND TAGS !!
Listening to Drumnidor as a Hadrian girlie is not easy. My god they're assassinating his entire character and taking away his life purpose right in front of us! They're reducing him to a stupid comic relief character with no depth and no real influence on the people around him (to a greater degree than they ever did before) and they're taking away all his greatest achievements and attributing them to someone else to fit the plot! His main character status has been revoked and he's now apparently merely a supporting character in someone else's story. Please, everyone, a moment of silence for my blorbo 😔🙏 Rest in peace mr. Blackwater. At least they let you pull some impressive-arse sword moves, you looked really cool... but I am so sorry they did not let you be a practising hoe in this one 🥀
#riyria#drumindor spoilers#sorry everyone i am about five and a half hours into the audiobook and i just reached a conversation between hadrian and arcadius#and i want to fucking jump out a window#why is mjs doing hadrian like this???? what's even his fucking point in the story if it's gonna be like this????#literally and what is hadrian? chopped liver etc etc!!!!!#someone who is also reading the book please talk to me or help me see how i am misinterpreting this#i just want hadrian to be taken seriously and be valued and i want him to actually achieve something that is not just helping royce on his#journey to becoming a better person but yeah i guess he can't even have that - the one thing they kind of let him have in the other books#i am literally becoming a worse person as i listen lol#And listening to Drumindor as a Hadrian/Royce shipper is even harder!#lol#I'm sorry everyone#I can't even make any jokes about this point you'll just have to read the book yourself and find out.#i want to adopt hadrian out of that story my god i swear there is someone who cares about you and values you#crossing my fingers that the remaining 14 hours of this book is different 🤪🤡#(at least gwen is nice to hadrian and i love that we get to see them bond/see more of their friendship#it's so jarring though bc she actually treats him as an adult#and not as an idiot)#like am i losing my mind???#was it always like this????#was it different because there were other characters around to interact with???#i want to cry because i am so frustrated lol#as i reread my tags i must say it could also be that i am projecting my struggles onto him LOL#because my life is really bad rn in a suspiciously similar manner ...#either i'm a hadrian fan bc he's just like me fr or oh god i'm literally just misinterpreting everything and its not that deep#but i want him to also get the opportunity to be that deep :( ok enough tags now sorry everyone so sorry everyone#fellow hadrian fans what do we think#enter the hivemind (the replies to this post or my inbox/messages) and let me know#and royce fans what do you think about royce in this book?
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chris would get severed sandra would take the substance (slash she'd be the thing that comes out of the substance if we're thinking young sandra lmao) and robert wouldn't do any mind and/or body altering procedures because his problems come from things that aren't insecurities about who he is and what he looks like
#don't get me wrong he has insecurities but it's about what he's doing (or rather not doing) rather than who he is. if that makes sense#sandra is much like chris in that i don't think canonically she'd take the substance (and obviously she's not a product of it lmao)#but under the right circumstance she absolutely would take that plunge. to disastrous results :)#as it stands rn sandra has enough people who love her who would be able to comfort her in her anxieties about aging so the terror of it#wouldn't Consume Her. but a more isolated sandra who never made those connections with the others........#well. i'm just sayin#and the idea of sandra being the thing that comes out of the substance is just fun. she would do all that fr fr#especially conceited pre-discovery of compassion college aged sandra. she was a monster back then and she would drain away someone else's#life force just to go out and live all of her/their hollywood dreams <3#who she would come out of idk but it's a fun concept to think about. at least for me anyway#anyway i've been sitting on this post for a while and since i've been struggling with the ballet post i decided to just finally write it#is there an audience for this idk. but it feels right to Me so you're getting it anyway teehee#the goes wrong show#chris bean#sandra wilkinson#robert grove#chrissandrarobert#worsties of all time <3#marshy speaks
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don’t play rey’s theme around me or i will start pining because i’m actually in love with her that’s my scavenger wife
#i fucking love rey#the force awakens is the only acceptable sequel film though#the rest were a shitshow#last jedi is alright... but the characters are so fucked up#and the rise of skywalker is just objectively insane like actually what was that#ok imo after the force awakens they should have gone with something a bit more like#still an homage to the originals but also very derivative#so maybe showing that the rebel alliance was lowkey corrupt#they kind of went there in the last jedi#?#but not enough#and then maybe even having rey go fr to the dark side for a while#only to come back and be good#i think having rey truly struggle with her identity was so missed out#like it was brought up in the force awakens#then just. let go of really??#ughhhh thats my wife#oh and rey shouldn't have been a palpating#or anything for that matter#she should have always been “just rey”#and finn and poe should've kissed#ceri.txt#star wars#rey star wars
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I cannot fathom the level of self importance some people must have to behave this way
#it’s more so selfishness lmao#idk I’m getting unnecessarily worked up about this but 6 months ago I kinda vanished off of everywhere and then I noticed she deleted some#messages#girl I would’ve responded later calm down gosh the messages aren’t going anywhere nor are they disappearing#dora daily#I think of all people who should be mad you’re the last one because tell me why you were so viscerally rude to me since the beginning and#played a massive part of the roaa situation by being complacent when oh ! I thought you’d side with your alleged best friend ME#girl you have no right to complain at all not to mention you take FOREVER when you have no excuse to reply back but when I’m struggling I#apparently have zero excuse ☠️ girl bye#not to mention the fact that when I was so frustrated with myself having these bad headaches and being so incapable of doing anything when#exams were so close all you had to say was what can I do#well bitch what could I have done when you were at hospital#I guarantee you I was the only one texting you 24:7 asking how you were#reassuring you that it’s okay to feel upset about being in the fucking hospital and you don’t need to have such toxic positivity all the tim#oh but when the other girl had freaking back pain from her period or something apparently that’s more of a concern#girl bye#not me who has chronic headaches and cannot even study and nothing sticking cause it’s that bad#oh but go ahead compare it to your chronic illnesss like yes it’s horrible and yes it impacts you a lot#but I don’t think it impacts your brain and memorisation capacity#not to mention how fucking jealous she is of everything like I can say oh god I was so stressed and girl she has not felt stress in her life#compared to what I go through yet she is jealous of the fact I can stress ? tf?#and when I say I almost passed out cause of exhaustion she doesn’t give a shit when I was being so serious#in truth I’ve come to realise nobody does seem to care at all lmao they all think I’m lying#why would I lie about that be so fucking fr rn#anyways this is why I simply don’t want to talk about my physical condition with anyone anymore because they’ll think I’m a liar anyways 🤷♀#not to mention the fact if you even knew me a little you’d understand that it’s so impossibly hard for me to feel comfortable enough to#complain to talk about me feeling sick or sad or whatever I only do it here cause no one follows me and no one will rlly see it at all#but even here I feel like my throat closes up and I can barely breathe when I do complain#so pls …#this one sided friendship thing is crazy cause girl how do I shake you off?
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thought about postcampaign ruby & saccharina again. holy fuck
#this outline from when acoc was coming out goes CRAZYYYYYYYY i should've written it#dimension 20#nobody gets them like i do. and i do.#do you guys ever think about how winning the war and everything truly did not erase any of the circumstances surrounding it...#sometimes i think of the last forty minutes of that season and get angrier than i ever get at d20 but sometimes we get#5k of ruby's eternal struggle to come to terms with jet's death & saccharina's struggle to see if ANY family can be salvaged from the wreck#she's stronger than me fr bc if i was in this setting the assassins i would be sending...
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STOP STOPPP IM SO CONFLICTED OVER WHAT TO SHIP IN THIS DAMN SHOW
#LIKE SHIT. THAT WAS SO CUTE. i was really against v.anijeanne at the start because of how. Weird their dynamic is#plus v.anoe was just so romantically coded i could not read their relationship as anything else#but that scene!!! of vanitas alone and jeanne being the one to come up to him!!!!!! and the HUG AW#and THE CHEEK KISS#i always wince when v.anijeanne have a bloodsucking scene because yeah it's hot but i find that to be the worst part of their dynamic lol#BUT THEN SHE WENT OFF AND VANITAS HELD HIS CHEEK LOOKING ALL DUMBSTRUCK#LIKE THAT WAS GENUINELY SO SWEET I DIED#but then theres v.anoe. who own the entire op and their dynamic is fascinating and i fr think vanitas has a crush on noe that he hasnt#quite figured out yet bc of how closed off his heart is#god. never fucking mind vanitas has two hands he can date both of them#but ARGH!!!! this is like struggling between s.skk and a.tsulucy all over again lol#i like them both but i cant picture atsushi dating both bc i think aku would not be able to stand it#same here. i dont think noe could stand it. especially cause jeanne's mark is on vanitas. i think therell be BIG jealousy issues on his end#sigh. why did i pick the most bisexual anime ever. even IM conflicted and im not vanitas#lena watches vnc
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on the first day of september i encountered a ghost in my home is this an omen
#im being v fr#my parents' room door has become difficult to open since a few mos ago now it takes a lot of jiggling and turning the knob#so basically u know when someone is trying to enter or leave and it's right next to my room right and i can hear everything#so i get up early to use the bathroom and as i'm getting into the hallway i hear their door handle being struggled w#so im like oh i guess ma's gotta go to the bathroom too#so it stops and i wait a second so i can know which bath she's gonna go to so i can go to the other one#but the door stays closed and no one comes out#so im like oh she must be going b a c k even tho i would definitely have heard her walking back to her room before then if that was the cas#so i go in and check on her jic bcus if she's awake she wouldn't have even gotten settled back in bed by the time i opened the door#and what's this ? the woman is snoring facing away from me deep sleep cozy in bed like she's been there for hours#so im just like wtf and ziggy's perked up in his bed like he would be if he were ready to get up and greet her#and im like. im too tired for this so i do my biz and go back to bed#bcus what am i gonna do abt some freak ghost trying to open doors at 7am who does that u kno#it's the most innocuous shit
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