#SHE ACTUALLY GOT PUT IN THE HOSPITAL

[rooftop--runner]

[timothyslucy]

if cliché bad, why grey restraining tim from following lucy into the o.r. after spotting her being pushed in on a gurney so, so good????

[eigong]

… I WOULD LIKE TO FORMALLY APOLOGIZE FOR STARTING THE CHAIN OF EVENTS THAT ARE CURRENTLY FUCKING UP YOUR QUALITY OF LIFE.

UH.

YEAH.

I DO NOT FEEL REMORSE BUT I CANNOT HELP BUT REGRET WHAT I HAVE DONE AFTER THIS RATHER PITIFUL DISPLAY OF.. ALMOST BEING DEAD FOR SEVERAL DAYS ON END.

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I have felt it before, that certainty, that death knell of the self. Knowing, because you are being warned by your own body as it barely fights to stay alive, that you could close your eyes and never open them again. Drift off as easily as falling into sleep, or perhaps easier.

That young woman I used to be, I recall her—disoriented and bloody, head wrapped in bandages, laid upon a clinic bed. Resting there in the nothingness that resides between two life-changing points, the stretch of time after the infliction of a terrible hurt but before the healing. Survival. Being struck with that profound numbness.

How dare I be put through this again?

Anyway apology acceptead i appreciate it

[castielsupernatural]

have you ever put somebody in an ambulance and then the ambulance literally goes missing

[ndjams]

father ruining shit for me once again. i been on medicaid for the last almost 5 years but just recently got cut off. i have top surgery in THREE DAYS and my plan was to not get insurance until after bc im having it at a not for profit hospital i was gonna get on an out of pocket payment plan w them then file to have the medical debt erased but my mother in law ran into my father yesterday and said he has had me on his private insurance (for 5 years ?? and ive never used it ????) and one of the few times i ever said anything to him was in 2021 (twenty twenty ONE) i told him dude take me off ur health insurance its fucking w my medicaid (i couldnt get T for like 6 months) and he was like okay when open enrollment starts or whatever ill take u off. what the fuck im so unbelievably pissed. MIL also said he seemed like he was on meth or very drunk so. they met at aa so as u can imagine this was very jarring for her jtfo.

[neurosky]

So, I'm not sure if I've said it much on this blog, but the phrase "You're worth it" has been on almost all my old awareness accounts (I had a YouTube and a TikTok about three years ago, and a few others over the years). I don't know if I ever fully explained the meaning behind it, so I'm deciding to do that now =]

I'm keeping this person's identity and story as vague as possible as I haven't spoken with or seen them in 4 years and it doesn't feel right to share that info without them knowing. I'll be using an initial and removing some details, but hopefully the point still gets across!

In November 2020, I met a girl (I’ll call her A) in the hospital. We were talking during outside time once, and she told me that someone she loved had died a few months earlier, and that she wished she told him she loved him more often. She told me to always, always tell the people I love that I love them, no matter what. She also said this: “You’re worth it. You’re worthy of life, and so was he.”

We went separate ways a few days after that, but I’ll always remember those words – because she’s right. You’re worthy of life, and you’re worth the effort it takes to recover. I have no idea where A is right now or if she’ll ever see this, but I want to spread that message regardless. She’s one of the main people who inspired me to start posting about mental health online and I don’t think this account would exist at all if it weren’t for her.

Please always tell the people you love that you love them and remember that you’re worthy of life, of good things, of recovery, and more. You’re worth it. <3

[the-kneesbees]

uggh I'm gonna cry

[montanamp3]

tatimaxxing (something big just happened to me but i can't talk about it on this blog because ive posted face)

[twohornycannibals]

ur telling me will killed that lithuanian guy and turned him into a fucking butterfly just to be like "yeah nvm actually" and then get married and have a child?????????????

[andromedasummer]

ngl it seems like everything has been going wrong for my dads side of the family these first two months of the year

[starpros-sunshine]

Also I have to confess when Eichi does the the "I've heard usually people do this and this" or anything in that vein as a statement it's so real to me

[karlrose]

I have a bingeing problem.

If I like something, I will binge on it.

I like a show, I will binge that show.

I like a food, I will eat nothing but that food until It makes me sick.

I like a drink, I will drink nothing else ever again (Dr. Pepper. I have a Dr. Pepper problem. I would replace my blood with it if it wouldn't immediately result in my death)

I like a song, I will binge all their music.

I like your art, I will binge that art.

I like your blog, I will binge scroll until I reach the bottom.

[biolums]

does anyone know when life is supposed to calm down. does anyone know when it all ends

[digmeout97]

being the comedic relief is sooo over need a new typecast asap

[silver-blooded-synthetics]

Anonymous asked:

🪤 MOUSE TRAP - what will always lure them into certain danger? a loved one in danger? a promise of something they are always searching for? (Gayle)

"I'd do anything for my synthetics. Even if it means danger. Screw danger, I'm dangerous. Don't mess with my synthetics and you won't end up in danger," Gayle huffs irritably, folding her arms.

[fictional-men-enthusiast]

The Jay fan’s dilemma of being excited for him to possibly return and being terrified that something will be revealed about him so horrifically inexcusable and vile that you’ll start to question if you can even justifiably like him anymore.