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executive dysfunction is literally like. ive had a random dollar on my floor for two weeks and i dont know when ill fit it in my schedule to pick it up. people dont realize this

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the surgeons office took his insurance so the bastard swallowed that deductable 💯💯💯💯 and now im top surg'd and he actually found my Work Email and sent me an email saying congrats on the promotion + i will be stepping back so hopefully his sponsor and/or therapist got him right and he will leave me alone. a win win ‼️‼️‼️

father ruining shit for me once again. i been on medicaid for the last almost 5 years but just recently got cut off. i have top surgery in THREE DAYS and my plan was to not get insurance until after bc im having it at a not for profit hospital i was gonna get on an out of pocket payment plan w them then file to have the medical debt erased but my mother in law ran into my father yesterday and said he has had me on his private insurance (for 5 years ?? and ive never used it ????) and one of the few times i ever said anything to him was in 2021 (twenty twenty ONE) i told him dude take me off ur health insurance its fucking w my medicaid (i couldnt get T for like 6 months) and he was like okay when open enrollment starts or whatever ill take u off. what the fuck im so unbelievably pissed. MIL also said he seemed like he was on meth or very drunk so. they met at aa so as u can imagine this was very jarring for her jtfo.

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nobody talks about how being an alcoholic is so embarrassing like i recognize the walmart staff because i went to highschool w some of them and theyre all watching me check out a gallon of whiskey and 24pk of beer every few days in my work uniform at 6pm like god. leave me alone

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they should invent a way to save your mother

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people who find it easy to do things have no idea how hard it is to do things

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the thing that really fucking gets me about the "but the irreversible changes!!" part of the "medically abuse transgender teens just in case" argument is you know damn fucking well nobody gives a shit about irreversible physical changes in children. you've been cutting off part of newborns penises for absolutely no reason, you pierce your 2 year old daughters ears even though she cries and it means nothing to her except pain just because you want to see her wear earrings.

its really about power and control, christian predators wanting to possess and control the bodies and minds of children. "im doing this to your body so i will like it better" "its my body until your 18 i get to humiliate and control you with it however i please because i own you"

nobody cares that not putting obviously trans youth on blockers or HRT in time is also irreversible. transgender men dont need to have top surgery scars. transgender women dont have to have adams apples. thats what really scares them, they dont give a shit about children, they just dont want to lose their targets.

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i dont “have ptsd” that’s all just the wizard’s curse

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father ruining shit for me once again. i been on medicaid for the last almost 5 years but just recently got cut off. i have top surgery in THREE DAYS and my plan was to not get insurance until after bc im having it at a not for profit hospital i was gonna get on an out of pocket payment plan w them then file to have the medical debt erased but my mother in law ran into my father yesterday and said he has had me on his private insurance (for 5 years ?? and ive never used it ????) and one of the few times i ever said anything to him was in 2021 (twenty twenty ONE) i told him dude take me off ur health insurance its fucking w my medicaid (i couldnt get T for like 6 months) and he was like okay when open enrollment starts or whatever ill take u off. what the fuck im so unbelievably pissed. MIL also said he seemed like he was on meth or very drunk so. they met at aa so as u can imagine this was very jarring for her jtfo.

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part 2

cooking <3

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cooking <3

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Asking because this is often used as a benchmark for fine motor skill development which is something many autistic people struggle with

no allistic button, if you want to know what results look like then just ask and I'll tell you

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having audio processing issues is so humiliating like yeah i heard you and yeah i was actively listening but the problem is i dont know what the fuck you sayed

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ADHD is so funny it's like I diagnose you with lazy inconsiderate fuckup disease. And it's incurable. Here's meth

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Me: You know how when you were a kid and you’d wish that you’d get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didn’t live up to your potential?

Everybody, apparently: No?

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Me: You know how when you were a kid and you’d wish that you’d get sick or injured in a way that would justify why you didn’t live up to your potential?

Everybody, apparently: No?