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eigong · 2 months ago

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… I WOULD LIKE TO FORMALLY APOLOGIZE FOR STARTING THE CHAIN OF EVENTS THAT ARE CURRENTLY FUCKING UP YOUR QUALITY OF LIFE.

UH.

YEAH.

I DO NOT FEEL REMORSE BUT I CANNOT HELP BUT REGRET WHAT I HAVE DONE AFTER THIS RATHER PITIFUL DISPLAY OF.. ALMOST BEING DEAD FOR SEVERAL DAYS ON END.

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I have felt it before, that certainty, that death knell of the self. Knowing, because you are being warned by your own body as it barely fights to stay alive, that you could close your eyes and never open them again. Drift off as easily as falling into sleep, or perhaps easier.

That young woman I used to be, I recall her—disoriented and bloody, head wrapped in bandages, laid upon a clinic bed. Resting there in the nothingness that resides between two life-changing points, the stretch of time after the infliction of a terrible hurt but before the healing. Survival. Being struck with that profound numbness.

How dare I be put through this again?

Anyway apology acceptead i appreciate it

#HFSHGSLGKSG love you celestial spectre shuigui #sorry my favorite bit to do is have eigong write an entire long disproportionately serious response out of nowhere #i wanted to put ''how dare you put me through this again''#because that makes the punchline of her immediately going ''anyway apology accepted'' way funnier but also ARHGHHGH i don't think she would #actually say that and also then it sounds like she's accusing shuigui directly even though she just means the general you #so alas i'll sacrifice some of the comedy but just know that was my intention #well i mean. not that anything on this blog is ever anything eigong would actually say. you know what i mean though #don't worry about her she's very delirious and half conscious and embarrassed that she almost got killed by jiequan of all people #that's one of her own hospital beds by the way she probably has a few in the tiandao research institute #ask to tag

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